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- Chapter 9
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- Joe woke Sunday morning in Linda's arms. He carefully
- untangled himself, taking care not to wake her. He pulled the
- sheet away, but was no longer surprised by his appearance. He was
- getting used to the way he felt, too. He gazed at his body, and
- contemplated the way it looked. He was always amazed at how some
- women's breasts seemed to flatten, almost disappear, when they lay
- on their backs. Now, as he looked at himself, he observed that his
- own chest seemed flatter too. It was still hairless, and the
- larger areolas affirmed that he still looked feminine. He touched
- them, feeling the now familiar softness. No, they were not getting
- smaller, and he was entering his third day as a woman. The third
- day. How many more would he have to endure? Would he ever be back
- to normal? The question began to haunt him again. He could hardly
- wait for Dan to call. Dan McQuire was Jay's friend, and Dan was
- going to help him with the reason why his body had somehow become
- female, apparently overnight.
-
- Changed to female... He was starting to accept it. At first,
- he reacted by denial, he was not really a woman, no matter what his
- body looked like. Yesterday, when he had seen what he looked like,
- all over, he began to realize the situation he was actually in.
- His engineer's mind, trained to trust the facts and to keep an open
- mind, was now fighting with the obvious fact that his body was no
- longer masculine, and no matter what he thought, or what he said,
- people now reacted differently to him. He would have to relate
- differently to them, too. That included his friends. Friends both
- male and female. That included Linda, too.
-
- Linda. He thought about her. She was unusually understanding
- and tolerant of his strange problem. Sometimes, she almost seemed
- amused to watch his reactions, and the way he handled the differ-
- ences. He could not complain about her help or understanding. He
- really could not understand why she was so understanding. In fact,
- it almost seemed like she enjoyed his predicament. He knew he
- loved her, and that she loved him, but now. What about now? How
- should he feel about her? He felt the same as before, as when he
- was male, and she was his fiance. That would probably have to
- change.
-
- Even if something could be done for him, and he could become
- male again, even if not a completely functioning male, it was
- unlikely they could, or would, continue as before. Hell, they had
- even made Lesbian love together. At least it was like Lesbian
- love. He did not consider himself homosexual, but if he was now
- female, then he must be, since he still loved women, loved to be
- around them, and loved to look at them, and touch them. Just like
- before. Just like a man. Even his own body now turned him on
- sometimes, but then, why not? The change had transformed his body
- into a quite attractive, female form.
-
- Joe got up, and went to the bathroom. As he sat there, he
- noticed the hand mirror lying on the sink. He took it, and after
- he finished relieving himself, he stood, and raised his leg on the
- closed lid of the toilet. He positioned the mirror to get another
- look at that new genitalia. He could hardly resist looking at
- himself.
-
- It was so different. It was like looking at someone else, but
- there was no doubt that the image in the mirror was the reflection
- of his own body. Truth be known, he even sort of liked the way he
- now looked, but he knew he would have problems if he tried to
- forget his past, and resume his life with this new body. He could
- not expect everybody to suddenly accept him as a girl. He did not
- think he could accept it himself. He had thirty years of experi-
- ence being a boy and a man. He did not even know how to act like
- a woman. He did not want to be treated like a woman either. He
- was a man. He knew how to be a man. He liked to be treated like
- a man. He wished, with all his heart, he could look like a man
- again. It would make everything so much easier.
-
- Disgusted, Joe put the hand mirror down, and looked into the
- mirror over the sink. He saw himself, his almost familiar face,
- and his new body. He turned to the side, looking at his profile in
- the mirror. His new shape would be a problem if he was to become
- a man again. He looked at his shoulders. They were not as wide as
- before, but might possibly pass for a man. He looked at his waist
- and hips. His waist was much smaller, and his tummy flatter. That
- could easily change. His hips. He put his hands on his hips, and
- ran them up and down, following the shape. Maybe they were not
- much different from before. Maybe he was just smaller everywhere
- else.
-
- He turned and examined his butt. Now that sure did not look
- like it did before. It was softer and rounder, and completely
- hairless. He rubbed it with both hands, feeling the softness. It
- was nice. Maybe his best female attribute. He turned back, and
- faced the mirror. Yea, his butt was his best feature. He examined
- his breasts. They were pretty good too. They were firm, and
- nicely shaped, but were, just maybe, a bit small for his body,
- since he was somewhat tall for a woman. He had been almost six
- feet tall, but now he measured about five eight or so, and he was
- thin, noticeably thinner than Linda, which made him look even
- taller. It might be difficult to pass as a man, but not impossi-
- ble, if that's what he decided to do.
-
- Joe went back to the bedroom, and sat on the bed next to
- Linda. She was awake and turned to face him.
-
- "What's up for today?" she asked.
-
- "I don't know," Joe said. "I hope I get a call from Dan, but
- I doubt he works on Sunday."
-
- "Yeah, I'm sure you want to know what's going on, as soon as
- you can," Linda said, smiling sweetly at Joe, "but I doubt that
- anybody is working around the clock on your problem."
-
- "Mind if I take a shower?" Joe asked.
-
- "No, please do," Linda quipped.
-
- Joe looked at her, and stuck his underarm up to his nose. He
- smelled different, even to his own nose. Like a woman.
-
- "I'm only teasing, Joe," Linda said.
-
- Joe did not say anything, but went into the bathroom and
- turned on the shower. He looked through Linda's drawers until he
- found a razor and some shave cream, and took them into the shower
- with him. He carefully adjusted the water temperature, and then
- wet his body down. He took the shaving cream and applied some
- under his arms. He then took the razor and shaved himself smooth.
- His underarms felt real good without the soft stubble, which did
- not feel at all like the stubble he used to get on his face. He
- touched his face, and felt a softness unlike any time as a male,
- even immediately after shaving.
-
- He put some shave cream on his legs, one at a time, and
- carefully shaved them, feeling them for stubble, and removing it
- with the razor. His legs felt great after shaving, too. He felt
- his bikini line, as Linda called it. He carefully applied shaving
- cream there. He carefully used the blade to keep the outline of
- his pubic patch a narrow triangle as Linda had done for him on
- Saturday.
-
- When Joe finished shaving, he rinsed off, and soaped himself
- all over with the bath soap Linda used. He loved the way his body
- now felt, and enjoyed the sensations when he caressed his body. He
- never felt like this when he had a male body. He wondered if the
- feeling would go away when the doctors changed him back, if they
- could. "Probably would," he decided.
-
- Joe rinsed, dried off, and went back into the bedroom. He
- found the underwear they bought yesterday. He looked, and realized
- that he only had fresh panties, no clean bra. His other clothes
- were still over at his apartment. Linda saw his problem, and went
- to her lingerie drawer, and tossed him one of her bras, just like
- the one he wore yesterday. He took it, and then decided not to
- wear it, but put his old one back on. He was getting accustomed to
- wearing a bra, and even liked the more secure feeling he had when
- he did. Besides, his breasts seemed to bounce around embarrassing-
- ly when he did not.
-
- Joe found the white shorts and the other new top, and put them
- on. He was hunting around the side of the bed for his socks when
- Linda went into the bathroom. She closed the door, but Joe could
- hear her pee, and then turn on the shower. He finished dressing,
- and went out into the hallway. As he passed the open door to the
- hall bath, he noticed that Jay's swim trunks were still hanging in
- the shower. He walked into the bathroom, and picked them up. They
- seemed very large. Before, he was slightly bigger than Jay, but
- now, holding his trunks, Jay seemed huge. They were dry, and Joe
- held them up to his waist. No, they would not fit.
-
- He held open the waistband and looked inside. His groin
- muscles tensed slightly when he saw the mesh pouch designed for
- male organs. It seemed strange now. It had only been a few days
- but he was already used to the contours, the sleek fit of feminine
- attire. This men's stuff, huge and baggy, already seemed alien to
- him. It was weird. He put the trunks back, and wondered about it.
-
- Joe went to the kitchen, opened the fridge, found some orange
- juice, and took it out. He went to the cabinet, and found a large
- glass and filled it with juice. He took the glass and went to the
- breakfast area. He was looking through yesterday's paper when
- Linda came into the room.
-
- "Would you like some breakfast?" she asked.
-
- "No, thanks, I usually don't eat breakfast," Joe said.
-
- "Well, I'm going to have a bowl of corn flakes if you don't
- mind," Linda said.
-
- "Not at all," Joe replied.
-
- "I think I'll go over to my place for a while," Joe said.
- "I'll wash some things, and straighten the place up."
-
- "Joe, can we talk?" Linda asked.
-
- "Sure, absolutely," Joe returned. "What about?"
-
- "Joe, You have some real problems... changes facing you in
- the next few days or weeks, or maybe even months," Linda went on.
- "Whatever happens to you, you're going to need some help. Even if
- you can change back, I doubt that it can happen overnight, and
- you'll need someone to take care of you. If you can't be changed
- back, you'll need even more help adapting to the changes in your
- life. You're doing quite well, but I can see you'd need a woman to
- guide you along. I love you. I love you as a woman loves a man,
- and even if you must remain a woman, I'll still love you. Don't
- ask me what that means... What that makes me, because I don't
- know, and I don't care. Whatever you are, or whatever you become,
- I want to help you. I'll be your girlfriend, lover, fiance, or
- just your best friend. Whatever you want. Just don't drive me
- away, whatever you decide to do." She had tears in her eyes.
-
- "While you live as a woman, why don't you move here... with
- me?" Linda asked. "I have plenty of room, I can teach you the
- things you need to know, and you won't get stares from your
- neighbors if you stay here."
-
- "I don't have any problem with staying here" Joe said. "I
- still think of you as my fiance, but I don't know what we can ever
- do about that."
-
- "You deserve more of a man than what I can ever be again," Joe
- continued.
-
- "Don't worry about your damned manhood," Linda said, showing
- an uncharacteristic irritation. "That's not as important to me as
- you seem to think."
-
- "Okay, I'll move over here, but I'll keep my apartment, at
- least for a while," Joe said. "I like it over there, and you may
- change your mind when we find what's in store for me."
-
- "I'm going to drive over there, and clean up," Joe said. "Do
- you want to come along?"
-
- "Maybe later," Linda said. "I better work on some papers
- today."
-
- "See you in a little while," Joe said, and went into the
- bedroom.
-
- Joe found his wallet in the jumpsuit. He took some money,
- credit cards, and his drivers license. His shorts had only very
- small pockets, too small for credit cards. His top had no pockets
- at all. He did not know what to do, but then he had an idea. He
- pulled the loose top up, above his bra. He slid the license and
- credit cards into his bra, between his breasts. He pulled his top
- down, and looked in the mirror. He felt his breasts, and could
- feel the cards, but he could not see them. They fit ok there, but
- would be difficult to retrieve if he needed them. "Tough," he
- thought. "A guy's gotta do what a guy's gotta do."
-
- With his key ring in his hand, Joe went out the patio door, to
- get to his car. He opened it, buckled up, and started the engine.
- He went down the drive, and carefully drove over to his apartment.
- It would really be hard to explain to an officer, after getting his
- license from his bra, why although he was obviously a woman, he had
- male on his license. No, he must be careful.
-
- Joe entered his apartment, and looked around the familiar
- surroundings. He had lived here since he came to town, and liked
- it here. He did not know his neighbors, and there was a good
- turnover in neighbors anyway, but every one was friendly, and there
- was no crime in the area.
-
- He went to his bedroom. He was surprised at the smell. It
- was obviously a guys room. He had not even noticed it before.
- Maybe his nose was more sensitive now, or maybe he was just used to
- the scents of Linda's room. He took a whiff of his clothes. He
- did not smell like that now, at least. Did he even smell like a
- girl now? Probably did, he considered. He probably did not smell
- like a man, at least.
-
- Joe went around retrieving his dirty clothes, some under the
- bed, others in the hamper, and even a dirty shirt in the kitchen.
- He sorted the clothes and threw a load in the washer. As he was
- tossing one of his shirts, he took it, and held it to his nose. He
- could smell his old familiar sweaty smell. It made him feel
- strange now. It was the scent of a male, and he was beginning to
- become accustomed to the sensations, and maybe, the urges, of being
- a woman. Even his own man smell was now slightly arousing to him.
- What was happening to him? He did not even like to think about it.
-
- After he got the washer going, he went back into the kitchen.
- He opened the refrigerator, and took out a can of beer. He was
- thirsty, and it was all he had in the house. He took the beer and
- went to the couch. He looked through his magazines on the coffee
- table. Flying, Car and Driver, PC Magazine, and Playboy. The
- latest issues. He had only quickly glanced at the Playboy since it
- arrived, so he selected it. He thumbed through it, and as usual,
- stopped at the centerfold. He looked at the pictures of the young
- woman in the magazine. She was maybe mid-twenties, and beautiful.
- Joe looked at her, and felt the same excitement as always. As he
- looked, and imagined being in bed with her, he remembered the irony
- of his situation. The girl in the pictures could now be him. He
- put the magazine down. It would take time to get used to the
- different point of view.
-
- Joe finished his wash, and cleaned the place up a little.
- After all his male clothes were washed and dried, he hung them in
- the closet. He wondered what he would do with all this stuff.
- Most of it would not fit him anymore, no matter what sex he was, or
- would become. Maybe Jay could use some of them. It was a problem
- for another day.
-
- He gathered up his female clothes, and then went into his
- bathroom. He took his shaving kit, his deodorant, and his new bath
- powder. He selected his biggest and best bath towels, and took
- them also.
-
- It took a few trips to his car to get all the stuff loaded.
- When he had it all, he locked up his apartment, and drove back to
- Linda's.
-
- Linda was still working on her papers when he returned. Joe
- made some iced tea for both of them. When Linda finished her
- paperwork, They went out and sat by the pool the rest of the
- afternoon. That evening they went to a restaurant and then came
- back to Linda's. When they entered the house, Joe went in straight
- to the bedroom. He had decided to keep his things in the second
- bedroom, which also had a bath of its own, and was quite nice, much
- nicer than the bedroom of his apartment. Joe removed his shorts,
- and top, and, in his underwear, went back to Linda's bedroom.
-
- Linda's clothes were laying on her bed, and she was in her
- bathroom. Joe heard the toilet flush, and the shower start. Linda
- would have to go to her office in the morning.
-
- Joe lay down on the bed. Soon the shower stopped, and Linda
- finished in the bath. She came out, wearing her short robe, and
- sat on the bed with Joe.
-
- "Would you sleep with me?" Linda asked.
-
- "Try and stop me," Joe responded, taking her in his arms.
-
- They went to sleep, caressing each other, and enjoying each
- other's company.
-
- Morning came quickly, and the clock radio on Linda's night
- stand began to blast out in song. Joe woke, and looked at the
- digital readout. Seven A.M. Already, it was time for Linda to get
- up. She had an appointment at nine.
-
- Linda moaned and stretched. She got out of bed, and went into
- the bath room. She brushed her teeth, and went to work on her
- makeup and hair. Joe lay in bed, and watched her as she went
- through her normal routines. He watched as she applied the creams,
- powders, eye shadows, and other stuff that women did to make
- themselves presentable. Would this be his fate too? He remembered
- the other day, when the woman at the cosmetic counter gave him a
- makeover. He looked so much different afterwards, much more
- attractive, though he looked pretty good with the well-scrubbed
- look too. He touched his face with his hand. It was so smooth,
- and soft. He closed his eyes, and tried to sleep a little while.
- He would have nothing to do until he received a call, either from
- Dan, or Jay. He did not think he would be get a call from work,
- since he said he would be going to the hospital for maybe a few
- days.
-
- Linda finished in the bathroom, and came back in the bedroom.
- She was wearing black panties, and camisole. "She looks so sexy,"
- Joe thought. She went into her closet, and brought out a gray wool
- suit. Joe watched as she selected black hose, not pantyhose, but
- the kind that stay up by themselves, without garters. She put them
- on and when she stood, she saw Joe was observing her. She smiled,
- a little embarrassed to be watched so intently while she dressed.
-
- "Is something wrong?" she asked.
-
- "Absolutely not," Joe replied. "I was just watching you,
- thinking about how sexy you look, and about the things women wear
- under their clothes, even to work. It seems it would make you
- excited, just thinking about what you have on beneath that
- business-like, gray exterior."
-
- Linda looked at Joe with a devilish grin, and winked. "Maybe
- it does," she said. "I guess it's one of the advantages of being
- a woman. Why don't you try it, while you can?"
-
- "Nope, I wore a skirt the first day, and I don't know what was
- more difficult, that or the heels," Joe countered. "It may look
- great, but I know now it don't feel like it looks."
-
- "Well, it gets easier when you get used to it, but you're
- right, it doesn't feel as good as it looks," Linda agreed.
-
- Linda finished dressing, and went out into the kitchen to make
- some breakfast. Joe got out of bed, and went across the hall to
- his bedroom. He opened the top drawer of his dresser, and looked
- inside. Yesterday he had put his underwear there, and now he
- looked at the selection of panties, bras, and pantyhose. His
- things looked strange to him, there in the drawer by itself,
- without any of his familiar men's underwear for company. It sort
- of made his situation seem more permanent, but for now, it was
- probably for the best. He selected the white cotton bra he
- bought the first day. It was the first one he had worn. He picked
- some beige nylon undies, and went into his bathroom. This bath had
- a shower, and a sink with a large mirror. He decided he did not
- need a shower, and just brushed his teeth. He had not put his
- underwear on, and the jiggle of his braless chest as he brushed his
- teeth caught his eye. "Never a dull moment," he thought.
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