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- CHAPTER 1
-
- I guess I can't even remember when I wasn't horny. I have always been
- sexually oriented from my earliest memories.
-
- I can remember from when I was about seven or eight one time that my uncle
- Mark was over on a Sunday dinner to our home in West Texas and he had been
- showing off about how strong he was by making me hold my arms at my sides
- with my elbows stiff and he would hold onto my elbows only and raise me off
- the floor.
-
- We had been playing like that after supper that late afternoon and for some
- reason that I can't remember now, I wasn't wearing my panties.
-
- I used to wear cotton panties then. You know, the kind with the double thick
- crotch and little elastic around the waist and the legs too.
-
- Like I said, I don't remember why I wasn't wearing my panties then because I
- always did then, and if my mother had caught me not wearing pants she would
- have blistered my bottom for sure!
-
- Anyway, we had been playing out on the scrubby lawn in back of
- with me by lifting me up by the elbows several times and then
- he lifted me and swung me around and had me sitting piggy back
- on his shoulders with my legs over his chest.
-
- Uncle Mark was my father's brother. My father had been killed
- in a railroad accident when I was about four and I don't even
- remember him at all but my uncle Mark I had always known.
-
- He was a big man and very brown from the Texas sun and working
- outdoors reading meters for the gas company.
-
- My mother worked in the small town I grew up in as a waitress
- in a really dingy cafe. Both my older brother Bobby Joe who had
- a paper route and my older sister Edith who worked after school
- in the sweet shop helping out as a sales girl and cleaned up
- the place were home that sunday.
-
- Bobby Joe must have been about fifteen then and Edith was
- about seventeen.
-
- Anyway, there I was, perched on his shoulders, my bare little
- pussy pressing against his big sweaty neck in the back and me
- with no pants on at all and only a cotton dress.
-
- It didn't take any time at all with my uncle Mark galloping
- around the lawn with me on his back until I felt the very first
- rising of my passions. My naked little pussy and the sliding
- around on his neck were enough to make me cum.
-
- Or at least I think I did. It is hard to remember but I think
- that was the very first time I did. No body knew it but me. I
- think now when I think back that maybe my uncle Mark knew it
- too because we had been playing pretty rough and he could have
- easily noticed that my ass was bare when my dress flipped up.
- That may even have been the reason that he put me on his back.
-
- I found out later he really was a dirty old man but I guess
- all men are when it comes to sex.
-
- I think now that he knew I didn't have any panties on and
- wanted to feel my bare little hairless pussy against the back
- of his neck!
-
- Anyway, that's what I remember about the first time I think I
- came.
-
- When my dad had been killed the railroad gave my mother a
- pension. It wasn't much but we weren't broke all the time and
- we ate good. Of course we lived outside town and had a garden
- and usually had a cow and a couple of pigs and some chickens
- and raised some of our owm food.
-
- When I was ten or eleven my sister went to Austin to college
- and only came home on the weekends and my brother and I lived
- with mom. We only had a two bedroom house so Bobby Joe and I
- shared the same bedroom with bunk beds and I had the top one.
-
- My mother had the other bedroom and my uncle Mark used to stay
- overnight with her in her bedroom and sometimes she had a
- boyfriend for a while and who ever he was at the time would
- also stay overnight.
-
- There weren't any explanations at all and we all just accepted
- it that way. In fact now that I think back on it, if we had
- wondered aloud about mom's overnight guests she probably would
- have paddled our butts, or used a switch on our legs. She
- didn't take any of our nonsense at all, ever!
-
- The next thing that I really remember was about that time when
- I was ten or eleven and I still hadn't developed yet. I had
- nipples that had started to grow and just the slightest
- swelling of the start of my tits, and a covering of soft down
- on my pussy but I was still a girl, not a woman.
-
- I think that it was around this time in my life when I started
- to develope an intense interest in sex and everything connected
- with sex. I remember reading books to find out what people did
- when they had sex and asking all my friends what they knew
- about it. It was one of the topics of conversation between all
- my girl friends at school and also one of the topics where a
- multitude of mis-information flourished! I can't believe even
- know the total ignorance we had about how men and women made
- love together!
-
- It's not easy to get correct information. I couldn't ask my
- mother and I didn't have a father.
-
- One night around this time, I woke up in the top bunk of the
- bunk beds with the bed shaking. I lay awake staring at the
- ceiling for a while wondering what caused the shaking and then
- suddenly it came to me what was happening. I don't know how I
- knew but I knew!
-
- Bobby Joe was in the lower bunk and he was jerking off his
- cock!
-
- I knew it was true without even looking. I could feel the
- rhythmic vibrations of the bunk bed and hear the heavy
- breathing as he was jerking on his cock. Pretty soon the
- vibrations were faster and faster and then the bed was still
- and a deep sigh came from below me. I knew then that he had
- cum.
-
- That was exciting! Just listening to the movements and using
- my imagination about what he must have been doing. I knew he
- read Playboy Magazine and had some old copies in our room in
- the bottom drawer of his dresser. There isn't anything you can
- hide from a ten year old sister!
-
- I dropped off to sleep with my finger caressing my little slit
- trying to imagine what it would be like to have a man in there.
-
- During the next few weeks I was awakened several times by my
- brother whacking away at night. It got so that even though I
- went to bed before him that the movement of the bed would
- almost always wake me and I would lay there touching myself and
- listening to his breathing.
-
- One saturday when I was cleaning our room because my mother
- said that if I didn't clean the place she would restrict me to
- staying home all weekend, I started looking for one of my
- brother's playboy magazines in his bottom drawer and found some
- pictures and some stories that were written on typewriter paper
- and were quite obviously carbon copies of some dirty stories.
-
- It wasn't long until I was in the bathroom sitting on the
- toilet and reading all of the stories and looking at the
- pictures too.
-
- The pictures were the best. Some of men and women and some of
- women only but everything showed! There were pictures of men
- getting sucked on by a woman and I think that this must have
- been the first time I ever heard about getting head. It was
- very exciting and I sat on the toilet rubbing myself and
- reading stories and looking at pictures until my mother pounded
- on the locked bathroom door and told me to get my room cleaned
- or else!
-
- It was when I was cleaning the mirror on my dresser with
- Windex that I got the idea.
-
- I was looking at the mirror and I found that if I tilted it
- right that I could see my brother's bed. Within minutes I had
- the mirror tilted slightly and after climbing the short
- ladder to my bunk, found that I could look into the mirror and
- see into my brother's bunk! I couldn't wait to go to bed that
- night!
-
- It was Saturday night and I think my mother was shocked when
- even though I could have stayed up late, I went to bed early.
-
- I can remember laying in my bunk, looking at my brother's
- empty bed and wishing he would come to bed and whack off so I
- could watch. I even experimented until I found that if I would
- lay on my side I could see his bunk clearly.
-
- When finally I heard him coming to bed, I closed my eyes and
- pretended to be fast asleep while I watched him take off his
- jeans and shirt and climb into bed with his undershorts on.
- I saw him reach under his mattress and bring out a small book.
-
- He turned on the reading light he had at the head board of
- his bed and started reading. I kept watching and I could see
- the covers over his shorts rising into a bump.
-
- I could see his hand going down to his cock under the covers
- and then the bed move as he pulled his shorts off under the
- covers. It wasn't long before he had the covers thrown back and
- I saw a male cock in full erection for the very first time.
-
- My brother was about fifteen or sixteen at the time and had a
- pretty good sized organ for his age and I watched him fondle
- and move it around as he read his book and pretty soon he was
- shaking the bed again and finally I saw the juice shoot out the
- bulbous end of his cock and splatter all over his stomach and chest.
-
- Let me tell you, that was exciting. I think that also planted
- the seeds of voyeurism in me. The idea of being able to watch
- and not have anyone know I was watching has stayed with me ever
- since then.
-
- Anyway, I remember watching my brother jack off many times
- after that but I always pretended to be sleeping and he never
- knew that I watched and liked what I saw.
-
- It must have been about two years later that I saw people
- fucking for the first time. I think I was about fourteen or
- fifteen because my brother was in Austin at college and I had
- the room all to myself except when he came home on the weekends
- or when my sister came to stay a day or two and used his bunk
- when he wasn't home. If all three of us were there Edith and I
- shared the same bunk and Bobby Joe slept in the lower bunk as
- always.
-
- My uncle Mark still came and spent the night with mom
- occasionally and I was cleaning my closet when I heard them in
- their bedroom through the thin wall of the closet. The house
- had been built during the depression and wasn't much for
- insulation. The outside was clapboard and the inside was not
- much more than wallpaper on cardboard I think.
-
- Anyway, I put my ear to the wall in my closet and I could
- clearly hear their conversation even though they were talking
- very low.
-
- Later that day I took an ice pick from the kitchen drawer and
- poked a hole in the wall of my closet. Putting my eye to the
- hole I found that I was looking at a coat hanging in my
- mother's closet of her bedroom. It didn't take me long to
- offer to clean her closet too.
-
- She should have had a stroke with me offering to work, but she
- was glad that I did. It didn't take long to re-arrange her
- clothes hanging on the dowel and when I had finished cleaning
- her closet I had poked two more holes at different places so
- that I would be able to see into her bedroom from inside my
- closet.
-
- Again I could hardly wait for evening. My uncle Mark was over
- for dinner and he kept telling me how pretty and grown up I was
- and teasing me about boyfriends and embarrassing me.
-
- I had grown up. My figure was pretty good even then. I had
- long hair then and my breasts had swelled out until I was
- wearing a B cup bra and I had curly hair on my pussy. I do
- remember that night I again went without panties and during
- dinner while the three of us ate I kept putting a finger under
- my dress on my pussy under the table and feeling the moistness
- and soft ringlets of hair. Not really finger fucking myself at
- the table, but I was coming very close.
-
- I remember being very daring that night and I was very turned
- on and I do remember twirling around once outside with my uncle
- Mark watching me and knowing that my skirt went high enough so
- that he would know that I didn't have my panties on. I had
- graduated by then to wearing nylon tricot panties but that
- night I was bare as can be under my skirt.
-
- I even teased him and sat on his lap on the porch swing for a
- little while and put my arms around him and kissed him and told
- him he was my favorite uncle. That was always a joke between
- us because he was my only uncle.
-
- I even imagined that I could feel his cock swelling under my
- bare ass as I squirmed on his lap, but that may have been
- wishful thinking of a fifteen year old.
-
- Anyway, back to my story. When I went to bed about nine or so,
- I undressed and put on a nightgown and peeked at the holes in
- my closet but the bedroom was empty then. It was a long time,
- maybe an hour or so until my mother and uncle Mark went to
- bed.
-
- I remember watching them get undressed and the getting into
- bed him on one side and my mother on the other. I had my eye
- glued to the hole and it didn't take long until they were
- kissing under the covers and rolling around a little and before
- long he had thrown off the covers and was kneeling between my
- mothers fat thighs and was fucking her like crazy. I couldn't
- see his cock but I remember seeing my mother's cunt and
- remember how much hair she had between her legs. I could see
- his balls though, swinging between my mother's spread legs and
- how she would hump up at him occasionally.
-
- As you might have guessed by now, my finger was slipping
- around on my clit like crazy and after they were down fucking
- and I was in bed, I masturbated several times until I went to
- sleep from exhaustion. And that's a wonderful way to drop off
- to sleep when you have had so much sex that you just can't keep
- your eyes open anymore. It doesn't matter that I didn't have a
- man, it only mattered that I came until I was exhausted and I
- went to sleep with visions of sweaty bodies humping away at
- each other.
-
- I watched many times in the next two years, my mother with
- several of her friends in bed. I saw most of the ways that men
- and women can meke love in those steaming nights in my closet
- with my nightgown at my waist and my eye glued to one of the
- holes in the back of the closet.
-
- I had just turned sixteen about a month and I had a boyfriend
- who was co-captain of the football team. That was big stuff
- then even though my high school was pretty small and I was on
- the cheerleader squad and the assistant editor of the school
- newspaper and also a member of the Beta Gamma's which was the
- honor society.
-
- I still wore my hair long then and my figure had filled out
- even more. I wore the same C cup I do now and my figure was
- about the same except maybe I now have another inch on my tummy
- and my hips.
-
- I was popular in school and was still just as interested in
- sex as ever, even though I was still a virgin then.
-
- My boyfriends name was Tom and we were so much in love. We
- used to make excuses to get out and park somewhere in his
- corvette and feel each other up and kiss until our lips were
- sore.
-
- We were parked at the airport one night which was a great
- place because there was never anyone there and the parking
- place we used to move the car to was gravel and you could hear
- someone walking on it for minutes before they could get close
- enough to see what we were doing. The police used to come by
- once in a while but we could always either see or hear them in
- plenty of time to be just sitting and waiting for an airplane
- to take off or land and they never really bothered us much.
-
- Tom and I had been going steady for a few months and on that
- night he had started to put his hand on my breasts and he asked
- me to take my bra off so he could kiss them. I had let him feel
- me but never my bare tits until this night.
-
- I was reckless and very excited and I let him unbutton my
- dress and then open my bra. I remember how long it took him to
- figure out the clasp at the back and how I wouldn't help him
- and how long he fumbled until my bra came loose.
-
- It didn't take him long then to have my tits in his hands and
- my nipples must have been standing out a mile. There I was with
- my dress unbuttoned to the waist, my bra hanging from my
- shoulders in front and my tits quivering in his hands. I will
- tell you that I was so hot I was panting when he started
- sucking on my nipples.
-
- The feeling was wonderful. So much better that when I fondled
- myself that I was in heaven.
-
- I was laying partly back in the bucket seat, Tom sucking away
- like crazy on my tits and I guess I just forgot what I was
- doing because it didn't take long for my hand to pull the skirt
- of my dress up.
-
- I guess all that watching my mother and my uncle or one of my
- mother's friends fucking in the bedroom and me with my hand in
- my pussy that old habits just took over.
-
- Anyway, I pulled my skirt up and while Tom sucked on my tits
- and fondled them, I had my fingers under my panties and was
- sliding my finger up and down my slit when we heard a car
- coming and we jumped and started to button up again.
-
- Tom saw that I had my finger on my cunt when we jumped.
-
- The police didn't even stop but just took a slow turn through
- the parking lot at the airport, but I never got my brassiere
- fastened and I know I must have looked funny with the stupid
- thing just hanging under my dress.
-
- While we were driving to my house later Tom told me he had
- seen me with my finger in my pussy and next time we parked he
- wanted to have his finger in there instead. Let me tell you I
- think I came right in the front seat of his corvette when he
- said that. It must have been a week though until we were able
- to get into the parking lot again.
-
- It was a beautiful moon that night, not full but almost full.
-
- Very romantic!
-
- And I was very very hot and excited too. I wore my very best
- pair of panties and I almost couldn't wait to get them pulled
- down.
-
- We had gone to a movie in town and even left before it was
- over to go and park and fool around so it sure wasn't long
- before we were in the middle of the gravel parking lot with the
- top down and Tom discovered very quickly that I had neglected
- to wear a brassiere. That was the very first time in my life
- that I had a male cock in my hand!
-
- By the time I had my dress unbuttoned and his lips sucking my
- tits, I had started getting bolder and I had my hand at the
- front of his levi's and felt the big bulge there and how very
- hard that it was.
-
- Pretty soon I made him stop sucking my nipples and feeling on
- my tits and I got very bold and daring and I whispered to him.
-
- "Honey, I want to touch you down there. Sit back and let me."
-
- He was sprawled out in a second and it took me a long time to
- learn how to open buttons on tight Levi's. I had one hell of a
- fight getting the damn things open with all the pressure from
- below and the tight jeans too.
-
- I will never forget the very first time I had his cock in my
- hand. I had to move my hand in unfamiliar surroundings trying
- to find the opening in the fly of his jockey shorts and even
- finding the opening there were problems. Ever try to bend the
- unbendable and get it out though an opening that was only
- designed to get through when it was soft? After a while of
- struggling to get it out, I finally just started tugging on his
- tight jeans and got them loose enough and far enough down his
- legs that I could pull his shorts down and his lovely rod just
- kind of jumped free.
-
- The thrill of having that moist cock in my hand for the first
- time. The excitement of running my fingers over the length and
- feeling the soft skin and the bumps and ridges and cords
- standing out from it. The ecstasy of moving the skin at the
- top and discovering how easy it unpealed the delicious looking
- knob at the end. Even in the dim light of the moon I could see
- a drop of slippery juice welling out of the hole in the tip of
- the end of his cock and I remember taking great delight
- touching and smearing that slippery juice over the head and
- seeing how shiny it became with the increase of wetness.
-
- I used the same deft touch on his cock that I had watched my
- brother use on his own cock so many times when I had watched
- through half closed eyes while he had whacked off his hard dick
- until he sqirted his load on his stomach.
-
- Tom was squirming around now, and my fingers tightly closed on
- his cock and running up and down the shaft while my other hand
- explored the soft skin on his hairy testicles was getting both
- of us so very hot that when he started moaning and I felt his
- hips lift off the seat, I bent down and did what I had seen my
- mother do so many times.
-
- I grasped his cock firmly and my lips slipped over the moist head.
-
- I was in heaven. He tasted warm and sultry and the pulsing of
- his cock transmitted itself to my eager lips. He stiffened, his
- body trembled and for the first time I felt the squirting of
- male seed into my eager lips. The flavor was divine, the amount
- astounding. He kept on pulsing, his cock almost squirming
- between my eager hot lips and the juices cascaded from him to
- me. I guess I was one of the lucky ones that discovered that
- swallowing hot cum the very first time I tried was wonderful
- and I have never been one to spit out what ever a nice guy was
- eager enough to shoot into my mouth.
-
- It was like chewing into the first bite of a succulant steak
- and having your mouth fill with saliva. The very same feeling
- as I felt the flooding of his hot sperm filling my eager mouth.
- He lay still as I raised and sat back on the seat. I do
- remember hitting my head on the steering wheel when he came and
- I rubbed the spot while my other hand held his prick, feeling
- is shrink and soften in my fingers like a wounded bird. I idly
- moved the skin, milking him and feeling the excess fluid slowly
- oozing as his cock lost it's rigidity and became soft and
- floppy again. It was wonderful feeling the power that I had to
- change him from hard and urgent to relaxed and dozing on the
- seat next to me.
-
- I think he slept for a few minutes while I sat there looking
- at the almost full moon, skirt high on my legs, my finger
- toying in the moist slit between my thighs.
-
- I guess a lot of girl's first experience with direct sex has
- been by giving a blow job...
-