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From: [e-mail] (Mike Gagnon)
Subject: Impure Thoughts / Fiction
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Summary: Long story for your entertainment.
Keywords: Bi Fiction Long
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Date: Fri, 22 Jan 1993 14:10:29 GMT
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A couple of weeks ago, I posted for the first time to this group.
It wasn't much at the time, but it has turned out to be a great
thing for me.
Since opening up and finally admitting to myself, and the group
the I was bisexual, I have awakened a wonderful creative energy
within myself.
The following story is the result of that new found creativity.
I wanted to share it with all of you, since you were kind enough
to be here for me and help me find it within myself.
This is my first time (so be gentle :) attempting to write anything
like this since high school. I've been careful to edit the story,
but I'm sure there are still mistaekeas. :) If you would like to
offer any feedback, feel free. It is a little long. (about 10 printed
pages, 522 lines, 32K bytes). You might want to save it to a file and
read it later.

Enjoy!
Mike.
P.S. The title comes from my original post about Northern Exposure.
P.P.S This is complete fiction. Although there is a little of me there,
      this is not an account of anybod's actual experiences.

                      _Impure Thoughts_
                       By: Mike Gagnon

`Shit I hate that,' Tim mumbled to himself as he almost hit himself with
the door as he slammed it behind him. Tim knew Sam was only teasing,
but he'd had enough of that at work. He needed a drink.

He pulled his coat closed as he climbed down the stairs, and went out
onto the street. He strolled down the street to Nicks' Cafe. It was a bit
of a meat market but it was early enough that maybe he wouldn't run
into anybody he knew. He wasn't in the mood. He was relieved to see
that there was nobody he knew there, although It was a little crowded
with the supper rush. He took a seat at the bar, and in the short time it
took for the bar tender to wander over, he had decided on a scotch. He
usually had beer, but he felt like scotch.

Jamie was sitting by himself at the bar. He was trying to decide on what
to do with his life. Actually he had given up on that about half an hour
ago. Right now he was trying to decide what he would do tonight. The
rest of his life could wait until tomorrow.

He looked in the mirror behind the bar to see the guy who just ordered
the scotch. He was surprised to realize that the bar served more than
just beer, he was more surprised that he had not noticed before. He'd
never met a guy who drank scotch before. The guy had a tall slender
athletic build, his hair was tossed wildly about his head. `Bad hair day,'
he thought to himself. Despite the hair he liked what he saw. He leaned
over, `nice pin, I've never seen one like that.'

Tim looked over to the guy a couple of seats to his left and chuckled
inwardly, what was the term they used on the net, oh yea, "Twinky," it
meant golden, fresh, and full of cream. His dark mood lifted as he
looked directly into the most handsome dark brown eyes he had ever
seen. The guy was cute, and Tim guessed that he couldn't be more than
20. He looked down at the pin on his jacket. Adjacent to the pink
triangle, was a blue triangle. `Thank you,' he said, `I made it myself.'
He smiled wide, nobody had complemented him on it before.

As they sat talking about how Tim had made the pin, Jamie was a little
confused. He thought for sure he knew what the pink triangle meant,
but what was the blue one for. He really didn't want to ask out right, he
felt he could develop a friendship with Tim and he didn't want to spoil
it by blurting out "are you gay?" He knew alot of gay people hung out
at the bar, and the pin usually would have been a sure give away, but he
wasn't sure.As a rule he usually took things pretty slow when meeting a
guy for the first time, and he needed a friend in this town. He had just
moved there and had only met a few people so far, nobody to write
home about, not that he would have anyway. He had came out to his
parents about a year after he graduated. They didn't understand. He
moved away to find some freedom. He decided to relax and enjoy the
conversation, he'd let things happen.

Tim guessed that Jamie was probably gay. He had switched to beer, and
was on his second. They had been talking for about an hour, and was
relieved that Jamie hadn't come on to him. Not that he wasn't attracted,
he felt a good friendship developing between them, but he and Sam had
a pretty good thing going, and he was on a "monogamous thing" these
days. He hated having to explain this to guys when they made their
move. He was hoping Jamie wouldn't make a move, he had been
careful not to lead him on. Feeling a little guilty he decided he'd better
go and patch things up with Sam. Tim hoped he would see Jamie
around some time, Jamie had just moved into the neighborhood. He
motioned to the bar tender and asked for his bill. `I should be going.'

Jamie noticed Tim's hand motion to his wallet as the shocked look
flashed across Tim's face. Jamie saw his opportunity, at the very least
he could probably give Tim his phone number. Playing dumb he asked,
`what's wrong?'

Tim turned a little pale, `I left my wallet at home.'

`Oh, well let me pay for that. I can give you my number and you can
pay next time!' Jamie flashed a wide smile.

Tim hesitated a moment, he wanted to take the number, he and Jamie
were becoming friends, but he decided that Jamie should know about
Sam. `Well OK, but I only live a couple of blocks away, why don't you
come back to my place and I can pay you back.'

It was Jamie's turn to hesitate, was he being hustled? He thought it was
a good one if he was, but he wasn't expecting it. From Tim's body
language, he was pretty sure that Tim wasn't interested sexually, but he
was even more sure that he and Tim were becoming pretty good
friends. He decided to trust him, `OK lets go!' Jamie payed both bills
and they walked out into the cool evening.

As Tim swung the door open he stopped sudden. Jamie bumped into
him on his way in. 'Samantha what's going on?' The two women locked
in a passionate kiss on the couch looked up in surprise. Time
recognized Patti from next door. He was aware that Sam and Patti were
lovers, he had even given his blessing, but he liked to knew when they
were getting together. He usually left when they planned to be physical.
Patti was a lesbian and was uncomfortable with the idea of sexual
relations with men. `Oh, hi Patti. Sorry, you caught me off guard.'

Sam was a little embarrassed, she hadn't planned on turning on with
Patti. `Sorry honey, I was a little upset that I hurt your feelings, so I
called Patti over. She was just comforting me.' She added a disarming
smile. `Who's that?'

Tim had forgotten Jamie for the moment, `Oh sorry, Samantha, Patti,
this is Jamie. Jamie, Jamie???'

Jamie hadn't heard a thing since he had come in the door. He was
staring, gaping, into the striking grey eyes of the woman he had seen at
Nicks the day before. She was very pretty, with striking features, and
short cropped black hair. She was petite, not more than 5'2" with slim
and sensuous body features. He was really confused. He wasn't sure
about any of the emotional feelings he was having. He had never had
these feelings before. Well actually he knew the feelings, they were
mostly about lust and desire, but he had never felt them for a women
before. He had known in high school that he was gay. He played alot of
sports, and had always been attracted to guys. All his friends had been
guys, even the few sexual relations that he had were with other guys.
He had accepted being gay, and had become comfortable with the fact,
but now he was confused.

Jamie's face turned scarlet as he realized everybody was looking at
him. They were smiling, he was not, he was very embarrassed. `Um,
ah, I should be going,' was all he could think.

Tim grabbed Jamie's arm as he turned to leave. He was sorry he had
brought this on, he felt for Jamie's embarrassment, and wanted to make
it right. `Wait, Jamie, don't go, I'm sorry if this shocked you, give me a
chance to explain.' He was mistaken entirely as to the why Jamie was
flustered. `Look, Sam and I are bisexuals. I'm monogamous, but Sam is
a little polyamorous. I don't understand why you are so shocked, unless
I'm totally wrong your gay aren't you.'

Jamie blinked, he allowed himself to be drawn back into the room, the
door shut behind him. `Bisexual? What do you mean?' was all that he
could think. His brain wasn't working quite right, he felt like a fool, he
turned crimson this time. Of course he knew what bisexual meant, but
he had never given it much thought before, he had spent a good deal of
his life just getting comfortable with homosexuality. He was even more
confused.

Sam had not mistaken Jamie at all, at least she was sure she had not
mistaken the look he gave Patti. She was glad Tim had stopped him
from leaving. The idea of this young hot lover getting away was
unthikable! A wide full tooth grim crept across her face as a wonderful
thought came to her, she wasn't sure where such thoughts came from,
but she was glad this one came to her. She made her first move. `Ah,
look Jamie, HI.' she flashed her best disarming smile this time. `I guess
we owe you an explanation, this might take some time.' She got up and
walked across the room to him and gave him a gentle hug. She took his
coat, and led him into the room. She steered him towards a single chair
next to the couch, she didn't want to spook him. 'Have a seat. We can
get comfortable and we'll try and explain it all.' She looked up at Tim
who was taking off his coat, and giving her a confused look. `Tim why
don't you help me in the kitchen, we can get some drinks. Jamie what
can I get you?'

The disarming smile melted Jamie. He was suddenly aware that Sam
was every bit as beautiful as Patti. She was a little taller, and a little
older. Her hair hung down to the middle of her back, it shone with a
silken deep brown radiance. When he looked at her he didn't feel the
same grip of passion that had seised him when he had caught Patties
eyes, he was a little glad at that, but her beauty did not escape him. The
hug was what made him relax and be swept into her spell. He had
always liked hugs a great deal. He didn't know too many people who
liked to hug, and he certainly didn't know anybody who hugged
complete strangers, but there was something about the gesture that
totally absorbed him and helped him to relax. He was still very
confused, but at least it was a calm confusion now. He decided to stay
and see what happened. `Scotch,' he said knowing that Tim probably
had some. He had never had a scotch in his live, but he figured this
wasn't a beer kind of situation, and was most probably the type of
situation they had in mind when they invented scotch.

`Right,' said Sam cheerfully, and grabbed Tim's arm and led him off to
the kitchen. She and Patti had already opened a bottle of wine and it
was sitting on the coffee table. As they turned the corner into the
kitchen, she whispered into Tim's ear, `I've got an idea!'

Patti had turned to watch Sam and Tim leave for the kitchen. She wore
a concerned look on her face, she wasn't sure what was going on, but if
she knew Sam and how much she liked sex, well she could probably
make a pretty good guess. She actually knew Sam very well. The two
of them moved into the apartment building on the same day. They
shared the misery associated with moving, and that night they had
shared the night relaxing from the hard work. Since that day they had
shared everything, including passion. They had become the closest of
friends. It took Patti a little time to adjust to the idea that Sam and Tim
were bisexual, but Tim didn't seem to mind sharing Sam with her, so
she decided she wouldn't mind either. She did not feel attracted to Tim,
but they had become good friends. As far as men went Tim was one of
the most caring she had met. Sam was always going on about how good
of a lover Tim was, he was very attentive to her needs, and the
masculine passion of sex was just something Sam couldn't live
without. It was certainly something Sam recommended highly, and she
even offered to share that with her too, Sam was sure Tim wouldn't
mind. Patti just didn't feel an attraction to men, well until a couple of
minutes ago.

When Jamie had caught her eyes, she felt an electric shock penetrate
her entire body. It startled her, and held her until Jamie looked away.
She felt drained by the experience, and she couldn't help but feel
Jamie's embarrassment when he realized what he was doing. She was
very confused. She was also very aroused, she could feel a familiar
moisture consuming her flesh. She had never felt these types of feeling
for a guy before. She was almost afraid to turn and look at him, she
longed to, but she wasn't sure she could bare it, nothing in her
experience had prepared her for the sensation that radiated from
Jamie's eyes. She told herself to relax, took a subtle, but deep breath,
and turned to Jamie. She paused briefly. `Hi,' she said in a soft shy
voice, then added with a grin, `I'm not sure if you caught my name
earlier, I'm Patti.' She was careful not to look directly into those lovely
eyes, she wasn't sure she could survive another shock.

Jamie wasn't sure of himself, nothing in his experience had prepared
him for this, but he decided he liked it. `Hi, I'm sorry if I embarrassed
you, I don't know what made me react like that.' He didn't notice that
Patti had shied away from his glance, because he was busy shying away
from hers. He felt he might lose all control of his thoughts.

`Well it wasn't your fault, it wasn't really any bodies fault, were you
really that shocked?', Patti wasn't sure if his reaction was shock at
seeing her and Sam kissing, or if it was related to the same electric
shock she had felt.

Just then Sam reached down and handed Jamie a glass of scotch. `Here
you go,' she sat down on the couch, so Patti was between her and
Jamie. Patti had to shift to make room for Sam, although there was lots
of room at the other end. Patti looked up at Sam. Sam just smiled and
said, `Actually that is a good place to start, were you really shocked to
see us kissing like that.' She looked directly at Jamie and held his look
with a sly knowing smile.

Jamie paused, he was aware that Sam was casting an enchantment on
him. He looked over at Tim who was settling in to a kitchen chair he
had brought with him. He chanced a glance at Patti, and his resolve
melted. He figured himself lucky to have met these people. They were
not unkind, they seemed concerned, and they were certainly honest,
well Tim could have prepared him a bit. They were certainly the most
promising friends he had met since he got in town. He decided to trust
them and return their honesty. Looking back at Sam he also decided
that she would not settle for anything less, and somehow he knew she
would be able to tell if he was not being honest. He also got the feeling
that she could read his mind. He was starting to feel a very powerful
feeling of spirituality develop between Sam and himself. He wondered
if she had this effect on everybody she met. He also wondered if it was
her spirituality that allowed for the special relationship the three of
them appeared to have. He was wondering too much, `No, that wasn't it
at all,' he answered the question. He looked directly at Patti, he felt an
unexpected confidence, he was certain Sam was lending it to him,
`Actually, I was shocked by your beauty. I felt myself being held
captive by your wonderful eyes.' he said honestly. `Tim you weren't
wrong, I am gay, and that is why I was, am, so confused.' He looked
back to Patti, he was starting to enjoy the thought of getting lost in her
gaze. `I've never felt these type of feelings for a woman before.'

`What feelings are those?' Patti prompted. Her voice quavered very
slightly. The electricity had returned the moment their eyes met again.
It was almost unbearable, what was this power Jamie had. She did not
feel threatened, she never thought for a moment that he would wield
this power over her. She realized the power was generated by the two of
them, neither could hold it without the other. She had forgotten
completely about Sam, and the powerful emotions she felt when they
were together.

Jamie went on to explain his feelings, his sexual development and his
past experiences. When he was finished they all sat in silence for a
couple of moments contemplating what Jamie had said. Jamie reached
down for his scotch, and took a big drink into his mouth with the usual
inhalation of air before the drink. He held back a choke and wheezed.
The room burst into laughter.

 `Have you even drank scotch before?' asked Tim between chuckles.
He was trying to suppress all out laughter.

 `No,' replied Jamie in a week thin voice. Tim managed to control
himself, `Well it's a little like making love to a woman, or a man for
that matter,' he said with a grin. `Inhale the aroma of the liquor
separately, before you take in any, like foreplay, keep it separate from
the main action. Hold the scent, and then take a sip of the scotch into
your mouth. The first action leads into the other, as you lose the sent
feel the flavor in your mouth, hold the liquid in your mouth, experiment
with it let if flow into different parts of your mouth. Let the experience
fill your taste buds. As the liquid warms to the temperature of your
mouth feel the total experience and let the sensations combine into a
climax, then release the scotch slowly and gently down into your
throat, where you should feel a warm satisfied sensation envelope your
body.'

Sam reached over and took Tim's hand, `I never imagined drinking
scotch could be so senseous. 'She held the look for a time.

Jamie tried again following Tim's advice. He winced as he swallowed.
`I don't think I'll ever get used to it.'

`Oh you don't want to get used to it,' Tim said, `don't take the
sensations for granted, just accept them. If you got used to it, it would
stop being fun, it would take all the excitement out of it.

Sam waited a moment then brought everyone's attention back to the
conversation. `Well it appears you have a new admirer!' she said to
Patti. Patti smiled a weak smile. She realized what Sam was doing. She
knew Sam very well. Sam had tried to convince her to have a
relationship with a man on a number of occasions. When all her
attempts at conversion had failed, she had offered Tim as, "at least a
way to try it without any major commitment." Patti had started to think
more about it. She trusted both Sam and Tim but there was something
holding her back, probably fear she suddenly realized. She was never
one to be afraid of anything. When she had realized her sexual desire
for women, she had accepted them right away. She hadn't gone through
all the denial and suppression that alot of her lesbian friends talked alot
about. So now why was she afraid of expanding her sexuality to include
men. She decided she would play along with Sams plan. Her eyes grew
wide as she realized what she was thinking. She widened her smile and
flashed it at Sam. `Wellll,' she said, taking a deep breath as she turned
to look at Jamie. `I must say this is certainly new for me also. I'm not
sure I know what to say, except that for the first time in my life I'm
really aroused at the thought of making love to a guy.' She went on to
explain about her own sexuality, and her past experiences. She also
explained how Sam had tried to "convert" her and how she was afraid
to try it. She wasn't aware that she was afraid until now that she
thought about it. She couldn't see why she was afraid, and said so.

As Patti explained how Sam had offered Tim's "services" to her, Tim
laughed. When Patti had finished he said, `So now I'm a stud to be
shared with your friends, am I?' Sam slapped at Tim's arm,' be
serious,' she said.

Tim chuckled, `Ok, well it looks like we have two very confused, and,
as I'm starting to realize, two very excited young people here. I guess
the best thing for you guys to do is try it out and see if you like it.
Would you like me to share some of my experiences with bisexuality
first?' They all agreed. `Well I guess I had a more traditional
introduction, or discovery I should say. I grew up as an average
teenager I guess, lusting after the girls in school. I played alot of sports
also, so I was in the "popular" set. It was easy for me to get dates. After
I graduated I had to work to save up some money so I could go to
university. My buddy Tony and I rented an apartment in town so we
could get away from home. We had alot of fun, we did everything
together, we even shared the same woman one night. She approached
us with the proposal that we "all go have sex together." She was very
sexy, and was extremely excited at the idea of having sex with "two
young studs." So we agreed. I must say it was exciting. I discovered I
really enjoyed watching them together. That was my first experience as
a voyeur. At one point we were all worked up, petting each other,
tossing around, and Tony held me down an gave me a long passionate
full tongue kiss. We all laughed, and although I found the kiss thrilling,
the passion in the room was at a climax, and I thought nothing more
about that kiss.'

`The next weekend Tony and I went out to a bar, I hoped we would be
as lucky this weekend. Our friend from last week turned out to be a
stewardess so we had no idea when she would be back in town,' he
winked at Sam. `Well we staggered home very drunk after the bar
closed, neither of us had gotten lucky. I noticed Tony wasn't trying very
hard, and seemed to spoil the few chances we had, I wondered what
was up. When we stumbled into our apartment Tony grabbed me
pinned me against the door and said, "Too bad you didn't find a woman
tonight, I guess you'll have to settle for me." Then he gave me a big
wet kiss on the mouth. I freaked out. I couldn't believe what he was
doing. At that time I had never thought of having sex with a guy, I
couldn't believe what was happening. Tony begged me to hear him out,
he had to get this off his chest. We stayed up all night talking about how
Tony had been attracted to guys for a long time, especially me. The real
shocker of the night turned out to be that, although I hadn't really
thought about it before I realized I was attracted to guys too. After
talking things through with Tony I had to finally admit that I was very
excited when he had kissed me the week before. So I gave in. Tony and
I spent the rest of the weekend discovering a whole new kind of
sexuality. We compared masturbation techniques, we explored each
others bodies, we inhaled the musky scents of male sex, we did a nude
work out that had adrenaline pumping through us, we had a great time.

`A few weeks later, when I came down from the `high,' I realized I
wasn't any less attracted to women. That was when I realized I was
bisexual. At first Tony had a hard time excepting this. He didn't what
anybody but me. I convinced him that I could not settle for sex with just
men or just women, I needed both. Whenever Samantha came back to
town, oh yea, Sam here was that women we had met together. Anyway,
when the three of us got together we had some great times. Sam was
already bi so she had no problems helping us with our discovery, as
long as her needs were satisfied,' he added with a chuckle.

`Any way That was my discovery of being bisexual. Over the years
I've learn a few other things, first although I believe it is the most
natural state of sexuality, I've learned it is not for everyone. Each
person has to discover their own sexuality.'

Jamie had relaxed considerably. He was very interested in Tim's story.
`I haven't given much thought to bisexuality because I have never felt a
physical attraction to a women before. I always considered bisexuals to
be confused about their sexuality. You know that they were just trying
out being gay or lesbian to see which they liked best. I had never
thought it could be a sexual identity. I'm interested in why you think
bisexuality is the most `natural' state of sexuality.'

`Well although I've felt this way for a few years, I haven't always
known why,' said Tim. `After a few years of self examination,
examination of my own psyche, and a little research, I've come up with
a few thoughts that help me identify with my own sexuality. 'Tim
continued, `Many eastern religions teach the concept of re-incarnation
as the path to spiritual enlightenment. These teachings say that we
come back to physical reality many times as both men and women.
Although, we may not be aware of it at the time, alot of our past life
experiences are brought with us into the new life. So it is possible for us
to be male in this life, and still identify with a female portion of our
spiritual consciousness from past lives. Also their is varying degrees of
how much you can identify with your opposite sexual self, transsexuals
are one extreme, but it is suggested that the most natural state of being
is a balance between your physically identified sexuality and that of
your opposite. The "Ying, Yang" symbol, from the Tau teachings, is
used as the pattern that fits all life's experiences. I have interpreted this
to symbolize that although men and women are split like the symbol,
the two opposites represented by the tear drop shapes, there exists a
little of the other in each of us, represented by the opposite colored dot
in the tear drops. However it is the whole symbol the co-existence of
both states that represents the natural way of existence. I have always
felt that this `natural state of being' applies to sexuality also. For me
sexuality would not be whole without the experience of both sexes, and
their can be no spirituality without sexuality. The act of Sex is an
expression of love, but it is only one way to express love, and it is only
natural for us to express love for both men and women. It is both the
biological, and spiritual expression of love that is the basis of all
personal relationships, and weather the expression is lesbianism,
homosexuality, or heterosexuality they are all valid expressions of our
bisexual nature.' Tim paused and let the others contemplate what he
had just said. `Maybe we should save this for another time. You have
your whole lives to discover your sexuality. This room is charged with
sexual energy, if we delay any longer it may get away!'

They all let out a nervous laugh. They could all feel the energy
building, like something was drawing it into the room. Jamie looked at
Tim, he looked like he was glowing, it seemed as if there was an aura
surrounding him. Jamie imagined the energy was flowing through Tim
and right into himself. He could not remember a night like this in his
life. The power of the sexual energy was almost unbearable. He looked
around at Patti and Sam, they were looking at Tim as if they were
feeling the same currents of electricty. Sam got up and kissed Tim, she
added a gentle hug, she was sweating with excitement. `Why don't you
guys put on some music and join us in a second. Patti give me a hand.'

Tim loaded a few classical selections into the CD player, turned the
volume down low, and flicked the switch for the speakers in the
bedroom where the girls had gone. He took Jamie's hand and led him to
the bedroom. Patti was busy lighting the candles, and Sam was
spreading a purple satin sheet over the bed, Tim helped her. Jamie
started changing the pillow cases, he turned at the sent of roses, and
noticed a stick of incense smoldering in it's stand. Tim came over and
took Sam and Pattie's hands, he led them to the bed where Sam was
waiting.

Tim stood at the end of the bed and started to undress. He removed his
belt, undid the button of his jeans, and lowered his fly. As his T-Shirt
raised over his head, his bear chest was exposed, he held a pose as he
tossed his shirt into the corner. He lower his jeans slowly, and
eventually they joined his shirt. He slid his fingers into the waistband of
his briefs, but stopped himself. He motioned to Sam, `next.'

Sam went over to him, cupped his excitement in her hand through the
material, held it for a second, `tease,' was all she said. Slowly, more
sensuously, she exposed her nakedness to the room. Next Jamie
revealed his well developed young athletic body. Sam was so excited,
she jumped up and hauled him down to the mattress as soon as he was
finished. She pawed him wildly, planting kisses all over and almost
devouring his flesh. The all laughed uncontrollably for several minutes.

Patti got up, and was shivering with excitement, and nervousness. Sam
noticed as Pattie fumbled with the buttons on her blouse, she got up to
help Patti. Now that Jamie was free of Sam's grasp, Tim pulled him
close. Jamie laid his head against Tim's chest and they both watched, as
Sam slowly undressed Patti. It seamed to take forever, Sam was slowly
licking every inch of exposed flesh as it became exposed. She even
nibbled playfully on Patti's toes when she removed her socks. Tim and
Jamie had both become very aroused, as they watched the erotic tongue
bath.

When Sam was finished, Patti stood there shivering, with her eyes
closed, and drawing short erratic breaths. Sam lowered Patti to Tim.
Pattie placed her head on Tim's chest, her back rested on top of his
crotch. Tim pointed Sam to one of the silk scarves hanging from the
dresser drawer. As Patti was guided into Tim's lap, Jamie had gotten up
and was now kneeling at Patties side. He was looking into her silken
white skin, he reached out and rested his had momentarily on her side,
then slowly stroked her flesh down to her hips. Patti who had not
opened her eyes, gasped at the touch as she felt a quickening of
electricity. A low moan escaped past her quivering lips.

Tim took the scarf that Sam handed to him. Sam had once told Tim how
Patti had always fantasized about light bondage. Patti gasped again as
she felt the scarf being tied to her wrist. She had lost all control of
speech, she was consumed with desire, she let out another moan as she
squirmed slowly in Tim's lap, only half knowing what effect this had
on him. Tim passed the scarf behind his back and gently tied her other
wrist, he held her tight as Sam joined Jamie on the bed. Sam leaned
over and licked Jamie's ear, she had his undivided attention. She
whispered into his ear `Follow my lead, it journeys along the path of
discovery.' With that she led Jamie on an adventure of discovery of the
female body. She showed him everything, from the salty sweat that
collects beneath the breast, to the sensitive area behind Pattie's ear to
the gentle softness of her pubic hair, and all that is hidden behind. Patti
moaned with pleasure the whole time. Sam took her time, knowing
Patti was both in agony, and ecstasy. She wanted to be sure Jamie was
properly educated, and was melting in anticipation of when he would
demonstrate his knew knowledge on his teacher. For now though she
would let Patti and Jamie have their moment. She motioned for Tim to
release Patti. She turned to Jamie kissed him gently, stroked his
manhood softly and whispered, `Are you ready?

Jamie swallowed, his voice came in a whisper, `yes,' He was looking
directly into Patties eyes and could feel their energies combine. Patti
came full alert as she realized what was about to happen, she was
locked in Jamie's gaze. Passion once again overtook her. It was like a
flow of energy this time, ebbing back and forth between them. It was
not at all like the shocks and bursts she had felt earlier, but it's force
was just as strong. Tim lowered himself onto her and they held each
other in a strong powerful embrace. Sam gasped, she could feel the
energy pulse through her body too, she lowered herself beside Tim,
who was still straddling Patties back, and snuggled up to him. They
were both moved, as they watched the two lovers.

They lost track of time. They lost track of their activities, they lost track
of each other. The four of them transcended into a new world. A world
where excitement, passion and love were all they could hold in their
thoughts. There were no sexual roles, no masculine, no feminine, just
four lovers, expressing their joy with nature through their individuality,
experiencing the bisexual nature of their existence.
--
  |   Mike Gagnon.                                         |
-(+)-     "It's best no to be too moral, you cheat       -(+)-
  |   yourself out of too much life. Aim above morality."  |
              From the movie Harold and Maude.