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- Newsgroups: rec.arts.erotica
- From: dementia@cheshire.oxy.edu (Daniel Steven Reinker)
- Subject: Controlling Jennifer I
- X-Moderator-Review: 6: elements of nonconsensuality, but very promising
- Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d
- Keywords: mf mild dom nc
- Organization: Smut Lobby
- Date: Fri, 2 Apr 1993 02:32:26 GMT
-
- Archive-name: controljen1
-
- Story follows:
- This is nonconsensual in nature, no violence. You may respond
- according to your tastes.
-
- NOTE: This story, Controlling Jennifer I, is (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker,
- and while I do not mind it being distributed, please make sure that
- you include this header. (so they know who wrote it.)
-
- Controlling Jennifer
-
-
- Jennifer was a frosh at Jefferson College, and so far she liked it a
- lot. As she walked down toward the gym, she smiled to herself at the
- California weather. It was nothing like the weather in Alaska. Here it
- was, the middle of february, and she could walk around in shorts without
- worrying about freezing to death. Others complained that it was cold and
- told her she was a nut for wearing shorts. Obviously they didn't come
- from Alaska like she did. To her, the crisp chill in the air was more
- refreshing than it was chilling, and she knew that after running around
- the track a few times, she would actually be hot.
- Jennifer liked to run; it was a good way to keep in shape, and it was
- a good way to daydream while still being productive. She was a good
- student and very responsible, and this was her way to escape the constant
- academic pressures she put upon herself. She could jog around the track a
- few times, letting her body do the work while her mind wandered onto
- other things. Others wouldn't believe her, but running relaxed her. (Her
- roommate thought she was crazy, but then again, Jenny's roommate was a
- plump girl who looked like she had never exercised a day in her life.)
- Jenny was wearing a tank top and a loose fitting pair of shorts.
- Underneath the shorts, she wore a pair of those tight-fitting bike pants,
- made of the stretchy black material. This was mostly to keep her warm,
- and to keep her decent. Plus, whenever she ran in panties, they got all
- drenched in her sweat and basically became too disgusting to wear.
- Similarly, under her tanktop, Jenny wore a tightfitting elastic top over
- her breasts. The reason for this was that she hated the feeling of running
- in the discomfort of a bra, and if she wore nothing, she bounced, and that
- became painful after awhile.
- Jenny was happy with her body, unlike most women, and this
- happiness gave her a very visible confidence. This confidence almost did
- more to make her attractive than her actual physical appearance. Jenny
- had dark hair and tan skin, and a nice smile. When she had first arrived on
- campus, men had swarmed around her, mostly frat guys checking out the
- new women, but Jenny had made it through without acquiring any
- boyfriends. She was not one that had to have a boyfriend; on the whole,
- she preferred not to, as they took up a lot of time and never seemed to be
- much worth it. She didn't need the time-drain. Yes, Jenny would only
- settle for a boyfriend that she actually loved, and the frat guys soon gave
- up on her, disgusted, and moved to other prey.
- As Jenny bounded down the steps toward the gym, taking them two
- at a time, she enjoyed the beauty of Jefferson College campus. It seemed
- like a park more than a campus, and she walked under the trees towards
- the gym. Squirrels chirped at her from their trees, and she let her eyes
- wander to them, watching them hop from tree limb to tree limb.
- "Hi, Jenny." a voice said, startling her out of her reverie. She looked
- to see a man standing beside her. He looked to be in his twenties, possibly
- a senior, with short dark hair and dark eyes. Jenny thought he looked
- italian. She couldn't remember his name offhand, and decided he was
- probably some guy from a fraternity that she had met and forgotten. Still,
- he was fairly attractive, so Jenny flashed her most charming smile. After
- all, she might as well keep her options open.
- "Hi!" she said. "Have we met before? We must have, but I'm afraid I
- don't remember...." She shrugged and grinned.
- "No, we haven't really been formally introduced. You can call me
- Mark."
- "Hi, Mark. Nice to meet you."
- "Yes....yes. Nice to meet you, too, Jenny." Mark's eyes shifted, and he
- smiled slowly. "I've been wanting to talk to you, Jenny...like I said, we
- haven't been introduced, but I've seen you from afar, and well, let's say I'd
- like to get to know you better."
- Jenny's eyebrow lifted. He was very forward, and she felt a faint
- discomfort. She discarded this quickly, telling herself she was just being
- paranoid. She had dealt with forward guys before; this one was no
- different. "I was just on my way to the track to run a few laps...want to
- walk with me? We can talk on the way."
- Mark's eyes shifted. "Actually, I was hoping we could sit down.
- Please? It'll only take a second, and then you can be on your way. Huh?"
- Jenny squinted at him. "You sound like you have something very
- specific to tell me." she accused.
- Mark grinned, and Jenny thought his grin was very cute...kind of a
- Tom Cruise smirk. "Actually, I do." he admitted. "Wanna sit down?"
- "Okay." she said. "I suppose I can take a few minutes." Mark grinned
- again, and walked over to a picnic table. He sat down, and she plopped
- down opposite from him.
- "Ok." she said, propping herself on her elbows and looking him
- straight in the eye. "What do you want to tell me?"
- Again the grin. It's almost like he's embarassed to say it, Jenny
- thought. "I've been watching you, Jenny...from afar. I suppose you could say
- I was admiring you. You're very pretty, Jenny." She smiled, but the
- compliment disturbed her. She didn't particularly like being 'watched
- from afar' by someone she didn't know, and she was wondering where all
- this was leading. "I think you're just what I'm looking for."
- Jenny leaned back, her eyes narrowing. "You're very forward." she
- remarked, somewhat coldly.
- "I can afford to be." Mark was not the least bit fazed by her coldness.
- "You see, Jenny...let me explain something to you. I'm new here too, and
- I've been looking for a woman. Not a girlfriend; I don't care about that just
- now. I've been looking for a woman who'll do whatever I say." He grinned,
- and this time his grin seemed somewhat frightening...it was the
- confidence behind it. "I suppose you could say I've been looking for a
- slave."
- That was all Jenny needed to hear. "Fuck off." she intoned, and started to get up.
- "Stop." said Mark. And suddenly, Jenny was frozen. She couldn't move.
- "Sit back down." And Jenny did.
- Mark looked regretful. "I didn't want to have to do it this way." he
- sighed. Jenny could only sit there, motionless. Her mind raced. Why can't I
- move? What did he do? Her face would have shown her fear, but her face
- too was frozen. "You see, Jenny...I have the power to control you, whether
- you like it or not. I guess after years of wishing I had the power, I wished
- so hard that I actually got it. But it's funner if I don't use it. It's better."
- He folded his hands and looked like a lawyer making a contract.
- "Here's the deal, Jenny. You do what I say, without me using my power, and
- it will be easier for you. You refuse, and I'll be forced to use my power,
- and it will be harder on you. I won't do anything all that bad, truly; I won't
- hurt you or anything. I don't get off on that. I get off on the controlling.
- But it will be better for us both if you do it without the power." He
- watched her as she struggled against his control. "Tell you what. I'll let
- you free from my control, and you tell me what you want to do. Okay?" He
- concentrated. "You're free." he said.
- Jenny suddenly regained control of her muscles, and she bolted. She
- was maybe ten feet away when he shouted "Stop!" And she froze. Unable to
- stop her momentum, she tripped and laid frozen on the ground. As she laid
- there, completely immobile, she heard his footsteps crunching the leaves,
- walking towards her. "I can see how it's going to be today." she heard him
- say sadly. "I hope you will learn in time. As for now, here is your
- punishment. In twenty seconds, you will be able to move again. From that
- time until you get back to your room, you will feel very sexually
- attracted to every third guy you see. Once you have helped them reach
- orgasm, you will once again regain complete control, and then you will
- know what you have done." He paused. "I'm sorry it had to be this way,
- Jenny." he said sadly, and then she heard him walk off.
- Jenny laid in the grass for that twenty seconds. All she could do was
- breath and blink her eyes and wonder what the hell was happening to her.
- After the twenty seconds was up, exactly as he had said, she regained
- movement.
- "Oh, god." she said. "What in the world is happening? Is this really
- happening to me?" Jenny tried to deny what she had just experienced, but
- she could not. It was a cold, sterile memory; it was all real. She couldn't
- afford to disregard the power he weilded over her. "I need to get
- to my room." Jenny thought, and then she could think no more, for she
- lifted her head. She saw a guy throwing a frisbee to his dog. She saw an
- old man hobbling along the path. And then she saw a guy, sitting on a
- bench under a tree, writing in a notebook. "Oh, god." she said.
- He was small, smaller than her. He had thick glasses, and his hair
- was in a disarray that she found very erotic. "Oh, wow." she said, and she
- felt the wetness spreading between her legs. He had something about him;
- maybe it was his size, maybe the way he slowly scribbled in the notebook.
- Maybe the way he lightly nibbled on his bottom lip. All Jenny knew was
- that he was the most gorgeous thing she had ever laid eyes on. And she
- had to have him. Her body felt empty; she had to have him inside her or
- she wouldn't be able to survive. She was cold without him.
- It was a quick walk over to him, and the boy didn't notice her until
- she stood right over him, blocking his light. He squinted up at her through
- his glasses. "Yeah?" he asked.
- "Hi." she said, and she slid next to him, pushing her body delightfully
- close to his side. With every touch of him, she felt a rush go through her
- stomach and settle between her legs.
- "Can I help you?" he inquired. Jenny wanted to scream: fuck me! fuck
- me! She fought for control over her desires. "What are you doing?" she
- gasped.
- "Writing." he said. "Why?"
- "Oh, wow." she said, and all control left her. She thrust her body into
- his side, running her tongue into his ear, running her hand onto the
- growing lump at his crotch. She cursed herself for wearing the lycra top
- under her blouse; she wanted to feel her breasts touching his shirt. With
- one hand she peeled up her top, with the other she frantically tried to
- undo his pants.
- She pressed her lips to the boys, and plunged her tongue into his hot
- mouth. He resisted for a moment, but that quickly faded as her hand
- slipped into his pants and touched his hard penis. She moved over, so that
- she was sitting over his legs; her breasts were free, and she mashed them
- against his body.
- And then she felt it. The boy moaned, tensed, and his penis started
- pumping hot jism onto her hand. She froze. "Oh, god, what the hell am I
- doing!" She pushed back, and fell backwards off the boys lap into the dirt.
- Her eyes were wide with shock, and the boy stared at her with confusion
- shrouded in ecstacy. Jenny quickly scrambled to her feet and sprinted
- away as fast as she could go, her face hot and tears of shame dripping
- from her eyes.
- She ran until she was out of the sight of the boy, and then she paused
- to catch her breath. Tears ran down her face. How could I do that? she
- thought to herself. What came over me? She felt dirty, disgusting. Slutty.
- When she looked up and around, she noticed the guy with the frisbee
- had stopped tossing it to his dog and was staring at her. She wondered
- why for a moment, and then remembered she hadn't pulled down her blouse
- again, and her breasts were visible. She quickly pulled her blouse and the
- lycra down (too quickly, as she pinched her nipple between the two
- fabrics) and turned away from the frisbee guy, her cheeks burning again.
- She started a purposeful walk.
- Then she froze. "Oh, geez...that's one male I just saw. He said it
- would be the third. I gotta stop looking at people...I gotta get to my room."
- She was hardly aware she was talking to herself, and she clapped her
- hands over her eyes.
- "How can I get back if I can't see?" she thought. It would be nearly
- impossible to get back blind, and even worse, it would be embarassing.
- "Stare at the ground, Jenny. Look where you're stepping..that's all you can
- do. Don't look up no matter what."
- Jenny started to walk, staring down at the ground and striding ahead
- purposefully. She focused completely on the ground, and wished that she
- had remembered the curse Mark had laid upon her before she had looked at
- the guy with the frisbee. She could make one mistake. It was the second
- one that would start her off again. Jenny walked.
- She came to concrete, and carefully studied the cracks as she
- walked. She fought down her natural desire to stare at everyone she
- passed, studiously avoiding even looking at their feet. She concentrated
- so hard that her head hurt.
- "Hi, Jenny!" said a male voice, and Jenny quickly stopped herself
- before she looked up. Who was it? James? Rob? Whoever it was, she was
- fairly sure she didn't want to sleep with him. "Hi." she mumbled, and
- steadfastly marched past the owner of the voice.
- "Thank god I'm getting near the dorm." Jenny muttered to herself
- after awhile. It had seemed like it was taking forever, and Jenny had been
- in constant fear that she would forget herself and look up. She sighed in
- relief as the realization that she would probably make it sifted into her
- consciousness.
- And then she ran into someone. As they collided, Jenny let her eyes
- wander up to see the face of a fat middle-aged man. He had been reading a
- book, and hadn't been watching where he was going. "Oh! I'm sorry!" he
- exclaimed in a nasal voice. Jenny's eyes filled with distress, and she
- quickly dropped her gaze and rushed past the man.
- "Damn!" she swore, her only consolation being that she was almost to
- her dorm. Finally, she reached the door. Breathing heavily, Jennifer dug
- into her pocket and fished out her key. It was difficult to insert the key
- without looking, but she managed it. "God, they must think I'm weird." she
- thought, thinking how she must look to the people in the lobby as she
- walked through the door with her gaze fixed on the ground.
- Jenny was going up the steps to the third floor, when a realization
- hit her. The dorm was coed, and she was going to have to walk down the
- men's hall in order to get to her room. "Oh, god..." she moaned under her
- breath. She hesitated by the door, and then entered the hall.
- Take it fast, she thought. That's the key. She rushed down the hall.
- And found herself looking into Jacob's eyes. He was lying on the floor
- in the hall. "Hi, Jenny!" he said, looking up from his book and waving.
- "Sorry, am I in your way?"
- "Oh, wow." said Jenny. She had never realized before how sexy Jacob
- was. He was on the wrestling team, and his muscles seemed to bulge
- through his tank top. Jacob had briefly expressed an interest in her the
- first week, but he had accepted her disinterest, and they had become
- "just" friends. How could I have rejected him? Jenny screamed to herself.
- He's GORGEOUS!
- "You all right, Jen?" asked Jacob. Jenny realized she had been staring
- at him. She didn't care.
- "Ooh, Jacob...ooh..." she sat down on him, straddling him with her
- legs, his firm stomach muscles supporting her behind. She was heavily
- juicing up, she could feel it. She wanted Jacob inside her.
- Jake's expression was one of shock, and he dropped his book just
- before Jenny mashed her lips against his face. "Woah!" he blurted, as
- Jenny dotted his face with kisses. She slid backwards, and could feel his
- hard penis against her butt. She moved, back and forth, kneading it,
- pressing it against her wet cunt. "Jacob...Jacob, I want you inside
- me...now..."
- "Holy shit!" said Jacob, looking nervously up and down the hall.
- "Let's move into my room, ok? Let's not do this out in the hallway." Jenny
- heard him, but didn't care. What did it matter WHERE they did it? All that
- mattered was that he make love to her. She started fumbling with her
- clothes, raining kisses on his face and neck. Jacob picked her up in his
- arms, and carried her into his room.
- His roommate Kurt was there. Kurt looked up from his computer,
- surprised. "Out, man! I need some privacy!" Jacob said. Jennifer felt
- herself dropped on the bed, and she writhed in agonizing lust against the
- cool sheets. She slipped her fingers under her lycra top and in one motion
- ripped it over her head. Her breasts popped free and bounced lightly on her
- chest, jiggling like jello. Jacob stared at her dark nipples for a moment,
- then twisted his head to glare at Kurt, who also happened to be staring in
- amazement at Jennifer's breasts. "Out, damn you! Can't you see I need
- some privacy?" said Jake. Kurt rushed from the room, stealing a
- backwards glance at Jennifers nude upper torso.
- Jacob quickly closed the door, and came over to Jennifer. She threw
- her arms around her, tearing at his shorts. "Please, Jacob....I want your
- cock...oh, I want it so bad..." Jacob stripped off his shorts, and let his
- penis bounce free. It hadn't bounced twice when Jennifer took it in her
- hands, running her fingers over it, feeling the silk spider web feel of it
- against her palm.
- "ooh!" she moaned, and Jacob helped her take off her shorts. His eyes
- widened as he saw there was no need for foreplay...Jennifer was dripping
- wet, and the crotch of her lycra shorts was soaked.
- Jennifer got on her knees, and Jacob saw she was guiding her vagina
- towards his hardened penis. "This is too good to be true..." he whispered.
- Then he spoke louder. "Wait...Jenny...we don't want any kids...let me get a
- condom..."
- Ignoring Jenny's very determined protests, Jacob dug a condom out of
- his desk and slipped it on. Then he tried to ease slowly into Jenny, but she
- was having none of that. With a heave, she impaled herself onto Jake's
- cock, and he found himself thrusting deep within her. Jenny was almost
- hyperactive with sexual lust, and Jacob, who normally prided himself on
- his sexual endurance, found himself about to come very quickly. He tried
- to hold it back, but Jennifer pounded against him and finally it came
- spurting forth, shooting through him, a tremendous orgasm. He gasped, and
- rode her for all he was worth.
- And Jenny came back to herself. "Oh, wow!" she thought. She was
- back in her right mind, but she was also very close to her own orgasm.
- She couldn't stop. Just as Jacob was finishing up his orgasm, hers
- started, and she gasped with its intensity. Her body was wracked with
- pleasure, and when Jacob pulled out, her body continued to buckle with
- the strength of her pleasure. It faded slowly, and she savored every piece
- of it.
- "Wow." she said as she laid back on the bed. "You used a condom,
- right, Jake?" She looked at him with apprehension.
- "Uh-huh." he said, and she watched him peel it off. "Wow, Jen...I don't
- know what came over you just then...you were a wild woman! You wanted
- sex like a starving man wants food! What's up?"
- "Oh, Jake." she said, turning away. "I think I've been...hypnotized."
- "Hypnotized?" he stared at her.
- "Yeah. Hypnotized so that I go sex crazy over every third guy I see. I
- was trying so hard not to see anyone, and you were there..." she sighed.
- "You were the third guy. At least you were a friend. It could have been
- worse."
- Jake sat on the side of the bed, looking at her with concern. "Oh,
- man...I'm sorry, Jenn...I didn't know..."
- "I know." she said, and smiled at him. "Don't worry about it, Jake. You
- didn't take advantage of me; I wanted to have sex with you so bad, I
- wouldn't have taken no for an answer. You really didn't have a choice. And
- I enjoyed it, all of it, even after I came out of the hypnosis." Her eyes
- became sad. "I'm just glad it was you. It could've been a stranger. God, it
- could've been a two year old. What would I have done?"
- "Hey, are you all right, Jenn? Hey, who hypnotized you, anyhow?"
- Jennifer thought of telling him about Mark, she really wanted to, but
- she couldn't. It wasn't his problem. "I'm fine. Look, Jake, I know this
- sounds weird, but could you put a blanket on my head and lead me back to
- my room?"
- "Okay, that sounds like a good idea." said Jacob. He still looked
- skeptical, however, and Jenny didn't thing she had fooled him. He knew she
- was hiding something. "Just remember, if you need someone..ya know, to
- talk to? I'm always here."
- "Thanks, Jake." said Jennifer, and offered him another smile, this one
- forced, and Jake seemed to know it. They put their clothes back on in
- silence, and afterwards, Jake put a blanket over Jenny's head and lead her
- back to her room.
- Jennifer's roommate wasn't home, and Jennifer thanked Jacob and
- said bye to him. She closed and locked the door, then collapsed on the bed
- and watched the wall as the sun faded away and the grayness of night
- took over.
- What am I going to do? she thought, but could find no answer.
-
- END of chapter 1
-
- All comments, critiques, pointing out of mistakes to
- dementia@cheshire.oxy.edu.
-
- This story was written, directed and produced by Daniel Reinker.
- Please note that all similarities to real life situations are
- completely coincedental.
- Also note that Occidental college does not directly support this
- story, but supports my freedom to write and post it.
- --
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- I speak for no one but myself.
- "A mass hysteria/a megalomania/reveal Dementia/reveal"-Metallica
-
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- From: dementia@cheshire.oxy.edu (Daniel Steven Reinker)
- Subject: Controlling Jennifer II
- X-Moderator-Review: 8: excellent psychological drama
- Followup-To: alt.sex.stories.d
- Keywords: mf heavy dom nc series
- Organization: Smut Lobby
- Date: Fri, 2 Apr 1993 17:13:04 GMT
-
- Archive-name: controljen2
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- Story follows:
- Warning! This story contains sexual activity of the nonconsensual
- sort, so if you don't like it, press 'n'! Also, this story
- contains little violence, so if you want to read s&m, press 'n'!
-
-
- Hello folks! This is the second chapter in the Controlling Jennifer
- series. This story is (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while you
- can go ahead and distribute it, please keep this header on it
- so everyone knows I wrote it. Thanks! Enjoy.
-
-
- CONTROLLING JENNIFER II: LESSONS IN OBEDIENCE
-
-
- The phone rang, and Jennifer jumped. Darlene, her roommate, gave
- her an annoyed look and picked up the phone. "Hello? Yeah, this is Darlene.
- Huh? Oh, sure...I have it right here." Flashing Jennifer another annoyed
- look, she picked up her math assignment sheet and started to read an
- assignment from it.
- Jenny hugged her pillow close to her, listening to the phone
- conversation and trying to take refuge in its relative normalcy. It wasn't
- him. Thank god it wasn't him. She pressed her cheek into the soft fabric of
- the pillow, and held it tightly. Her eyes stared to the side, her mind
- fighting once again to deny what had happened to her before. It seemed
- like a dream now, but Jennifer knew it had not been a dream. She could
- not wake up from this nightmare.
- She heard the click as Darlene hung up, and heard her roommate
- stand. She didn't look, but she knew the expression that was on Darlene's
- face; it was Darlene's exasperation look, with her eyebrows jagged and
- her lips pursed together tightly. Jennifer had been seeing Darlene's
- exasperation look quite a bit lately.
- "You want to tell me what the hell is going on, Jennifer?" Darlene
- snapped. "I can see being startled by the phone, once, maybe twice, but
- EVERY FUCKING TIME? What's gotten into you? You're so jumpy lately... and
- you won't tell me why! What's wrong, Jennifer?"
- Jennifer was silent for a moment. Once again, she was tempted to
- just blurt out the whole story, about Mark, about his powers, what he had
- done to her. And once again, she stopped herself. For one, she didn't want
- to draw anyone into this beside herself. And for another...who would
- believe her? Jenny barely believed it herself.
- "Nothing's wrong." she mumbled.
- "What?!? The hell, nothing's wrong! You've completely weirded out on
- me, Jen! You stay in the room all day, moping around, staring into space.
- You won't answer the phone anymore, and it seems to scare you to death
- whenever it rings...you won't talk to anyone, you don't go out anymore...you
- can't tell me nothings wrong. Give me some credit, Jennifer!"
- Jennifer spoke, squeezing the pillow even tighter. "You couldn't help
- anyway."
- Darlene's voice softened, and she spoke with concern now. "Won't you
- let me try, Jenny? I'm worried about you! I know somethings wrong...but
- you won't tell me. C'mon...talk to me. Maybe I'll surprise you." Darlene's
- voice hesitated, waiting, but Jennifer stayed silent. Finally, she heard
- Darlene sigh and move back to her desk. The scraping of Darlene's pencil
- resumed.
- Jennifer dropped her pillow and slipped on her slippers to walk to
- the bathroom. She seemed to do this a lot now, telling herself that she
- was leaving to give Darlene a break from her constant moping. But it was
- more to give herself a place to think. She would close herself in one of
- the stalls, and sit on the seat, hugging her legs to herself and thinking of
- what had happened to her.
- She stared at the gray of the stall door. She had been mind-raped.
- This term had come to her that first day, and it had stuck in her head.
- Mind-rape. It wasn't like real rape, for it offered no chance of resistance.
- It made her degrade herself willingly, only letting her loose to regret her
- actions after the fact. It seemed worse than actual rape, because in
- actual rape you were obviously the victim. In what Mark had done to her,
- her role was blurred, even to herself. She kept telling herself over and
- over that she could have prevented his control. She could have fought it
- harder than she had, and maybe opposed it. It was as much her fault for
- not resisting enough, and this was the worst part of it.
- After That Day, she had been scared to even go to class, for fear she
- might see him again. She hadn't been able to talk to Jacob since, or even
- his roommate Kurt, fearing what she had become in their mind's eye. A
- wanton slut. That's probably what they saw her as.
- Most of all, she feared when it would end. Would she ever have her
- own life? Or would Mark make her his slave forever? Would she ever be
- free? This is what scared her most of all. That her role was set...as
- Mark's slave, for all eternity.
- Jenny's butt hurt, and she realized she had been sitting in the stall
- for quite awhile. She stood, letting the blood circulate back into her rear
- end, and flushed the toilet, to make it seem like she had actually been
- using the bathroom.
- Amy, the girl from down the hall, was brushing her teeth. "Hi,
- Jenny!" she grinned at the mirror, her teeth covered with suds. Jenny
- forced a weak smile in response, and padded back to her room.
- As she walked in, Darlene was on the phone. "It's for you, Jennifer."
- Darlene said, offering the phone.
- Jennifer stared at the phone. It seemed suddenly malevolent, and she
- pulled back from it. "Tell him I'm not home." she whispered.
- "I already said you were home." insisted Darlene. "Come on, Jennifer.
- Stop acting like an idiot and take the phone."
- Jennifer reluctantly touched the phone, then hesitated, watching
- Darlene's face contort in exasperation. Slowly, summoning her nerve,
- Jennifer let her hand wind around the handle, and lifted it to her ear.
- "Hello?" she whispered weakly.
- "Hello, Jennifer." Mark's voice said back. His voice was bright and
- cheery, and Jennifer almost dropped the phone in shock. But she could not.
- Her hand was frozen onto it.
- "You..." was all she could say.
- "Yes. Mark, remember? I hope you enjoyed your last lesson in
- obedience, Jennifer. And I hope you've learned from it. I don't want to have
- to teach you again."
- "What do you want?" Jennifer rasped, her voice catching. Darlene
- looked up in concern.
- "First of all, I want you to calm down. We wouldn't want your
- roommate to find out about our special arrangement, now would it? After
- all, the deal was only for you, remember, Jenny? We never said anything
- about your roommate, and I would rather not have to take control of her,
- too. Neither of us wants me to have to do that, am I right?"
- Jennifer forced her voice to be more firm. "Yes. You're right." With
- great effort and more self-control than she knew she possessed, Jennifer
- flashed Darlene a smile. "Chill, Darlene...everything's fine, it's a friend of
- mine from class." Darlene smiled back, relaxed, and continued working on
- her math.
- Mark laughed. "Very good, Jenny! I think we'll have a good time, you
- and I. I suppose you're wondering why I called. Well, I wanted to request
- your presence at dinner tomorrow. I'm going out to La Rochelles....its a
- snooty french restaurant...and I want you to accompany me. Shall we say,
- oh...sevenish?"
- He actually paused, and Jennifer was swept away in the whole
- surrealness of the situation. He sounded like he was actually asking her
- on a date! Over the week since she had first seen Mark, his image had
- grown in her mind, until it seemed like he was the devil himself. The way
- he asked her out, as if she actually had a choice, took her completely
- aback. It was so at odds with her image of him.
- "Jennifer?" he asked.
- "You ask me like I actually have a choice." she murmured, quietly
- enough that Darlene couldn't hear her.
- Mark's response was cheery. "Well, you do have a choice. You can
- come of your own free will, or I can make you come. Not much of a choice,
- I admit..." he let his voice drift away.
- "Well, then, I guess seven it is." she said, her voice dripping sarcasm.
- She was surprised at how easy it was to talk with Mark. At how easy it
- was to let her anger at him overshadow her fear of him. He was a human,
- just like her...just with the power to control. It didn't make him perfect;
- it didn't make him any better than her.
- Jenny's intimidation started to fade.
- "I'll pick you up in front of your dorm at seven then, ok? And
- naturally you will dress to please me. You are a beautiful young lady, Miss
- Cailly. Impress me." And before she could answer, the phone clicked, and
- she was left hearing the steady hum of the dial tone.
- "Goodbye." she said, to keep up appearances, and passed the phone to
- Darlene. Darlene looked at her with open curiousity, which Jenny
- studiously pretended not to notice. Finally, Darlene had to speak. "Well?
- Who was that?"
- "A guy in one of my classes." Jenny said vaguely.
- Darlene's face split into a grin. "Really? Is he after you?"
- Jennifer suppressed her urge to shudder. Nevertheless, a shiver went
- down her spine. "You could say so." she said.
- "Wow! Are you after him?"
- A long empty pause as Jenny tried to decide how to answer, trying to
- figure out how to put Darlene off without making her even more curious.
- Finally, the silence, seemed to answer Darlene. She held up her hand. "Oh,
- sorry, I know, I'm being nosy. Just don't get a boyfriend without telling
- me, ok, Jen?" Jen nodded, and Darlene contentedly returned to her math.
- For the rest of the evening, Jenny found she couldn't concentrate. She
- kept wondering to herself what would happen the next day. What would
- she be forced to do? Her mind jumped from one erotic image to the next,
- each one more degrading than the next. Maybe he would make her strip
- down right there, in front of the restaurant. It was a possibility. Maybe he
- would make her have sex with all the men in the restaurant, one at a
- time, until she lay naked, sprawled on the floor as they stood around her,
- a toy for their amusement.
- The worst part of it was that she realized some of it fascinated her.
- She would catch herself playing with an image in her head, over and over,
- replaying it and replaying it, until her vagina started to get wet. Usually
- then she caught herself, while her mind screamed at her to stop, to stop
- thinking about such things, lest it weaken her resolve against his control.
- Finally, worried and confused, she fell asleep.
- The next day was even worse. She tried to plunge herself into her
- studies, but she couldn't concentrate on anything. Her attention span was
- gone and she didn't get much of anything out of her classes. By then, her
- mind had moved on from imagining what he would do to her to trying to
- figure out a way out of his control. She spent almost two and a half hours
- trying to decide what to wear. If she disappointed him too much, he would
- get mad and make her do worse things. On the other hand, if she looked too
- good, he might get too turned on and again make her do worse things. All
- the while, she was mad that she was doting so much on him; it was far
- more than he deserved. Her final compromise was to wear a modest pretty
- green dress with a lot of underwear. She emptied out her underwear
- drawer, putting on anything that could go on without looking too strange.
- If he was going to make her disrobe, she wasn't going to make it easy on
- him.
- Seven o'clock started to approach, and she felt sick. Jennifer's
- reflection in the mirror was beautiful, and Darlene said over and over
- again how gorgeous she was. Jennifer had combed her hair back and tied it
- with a green ribbon to match her face. On the whole, she thought she
- looked too good; far better than he deserved. It made her sick, that she
- was dressing up only to satisfy his taste for the perverse, and not just
- morally sick but physically sick. Unfortunately, the paleness of her skin
- contrasted well with the rich green of the dress and only made her look
- more attractive.
- Finally, it came to be seven, and Jennifer composed herself and
- walked down to the lobby. Her fingernails were bitten down; it was a
- habit she had when she was nervous, and she was very nervous. Until she
- came downstairs and saw him waiting for her.
- It had been a week, and Jennifer had almost forgotten what he looked
- like. Almost. As soon as she entered the lobby she saw his dark italian
- features and his smug grin. He was waiting near the payphones, dressed in
- a dark suit and tie. Jennifer would have thought he was handsome under
- normal circumstances, but this time she could only see him as a repulsive
- monster.
- "Hi, Jennifer." She froze. He walked over and took her hand. She felt
- faint; he radiated smug confidence, along with the subtle scent of some
- cologne, and when he took her hand, she did not resist. He pressed a kiss
- to the back of her hand, his eyes looking deep into hers, a smirk hovering
- on his lips. "You look gorgeous, my lovely slave Jennifer. I am very
- pleased. I was afraid I would have to teach you another lesson."
- She still couldn't speak. She hadn't really been prepared to see him
- again, and she was too shaken to do anything. He took her hand and led her
- outside to where a limo waited. The limo driver opened the door for her,
- and she dropped onto the seat. Mark slid in next to her, and the driver
- closed the door.
- "You see?" smiled Mark. "Only the best for us." The chauffer settled
- in the front seat and started the engine.
- "To La Rochelles, Mr. Wells." Mark commanded, and the driver pulled
- away from the curb.
- Jennifer finally found her voice. "Is he...he's controlled, too?"
- "Yes, he's under my power at the moment." said Mark. "I thought we
- could drive there in style." She felt him plant a soft kiss on her cheek. She
- breathed in slightly, but otherwise didn't react, kept her eyes staring
- forward. "Only the best for you, my slave." He leaned forward and started
- making a drink from the bar.
- Jennifer watched him mix the different liquors together into what
- looked like a martini. The seat was very soft and luxurious, but she was
- too tense to enjoy it. Mark took a sip, and seemed to notice this. "Hey,
- relax, Jennifer. You're too tense. I don't like to see you tense."
- His words seemed to come from a distance. "Is that an order?" she
- murmured.
- "No, just a suggestion. You'll have a better time if you just relax.
- Want something to drink?" he indicated the bar.
- "I don't drink."
- Mark smiled. "Good!" he emptied his glass, and set it on the bar. "So,
- how was your day?"
- Jenny looked at him to see if he was serious. Once again, the whole
- situation was becoming surreally normal. Too much like a real date. She
- was almost too stunned to answer. Outside, the streetlights were
- slipping one by one past the car. Distantly, she heard the chauffer put on
- the signal, and the limo made a left turn.
- She gradually focused on Mark's face. It was in shadows, but she
- could make out his grin. "How can you ask that?" she finally answered.
- "All day, all I could think of was this." Her voice was frighteningly
- neutral to her ears. She sounded dead.
- He slipped his hand back behind her head and pulled her forward. She
- was too numb to resist, and he brushed his lips against hers. "Good. As
- well it should be, slave." She could smell the alcohol on his breath.
- The car stopped, and Jennifer realized that they had already reached
- the restaurant. The chauffer had pulled in front, and got out of the car to
- open their doors. Mark was on the right side, so he got out first. He took
- Jenny's hand to lead her out, and she once again felt too lost to resist.
- They entered the restaurant, leaving the chauffer to take care of
- himself for awhile. The head waiter immediately came forward, a small
- well-dressed gentleman. "Mr. Antonio!" he said in an obsequious french
- accent. "How good it is to see you again! I have saved you your usual
- table." The waiter led the way to a small elegant table on the side of the
- restaurant.
- Mark pulled Jennifer along, and she wondered to herself whether he
- was trying to impress her with all this fanciness and glitz. It was like
- dating a movie star, she supposed, only she knew that like her, all these
- others were just under Mark's control. It was his power that made this all
- possible. Still, she had to admit she was a little swept away with it all.
- It was certainly the most impressive first date she had been on. And thus
- far, he had been relatively nice and polite, despite his habit of calling her
- 'slave.' He certainly did not seem like the monster she had thought him.
- Of course, Jenny admitted to herself, she had not resisted yet. Still,
- her apprehension at being with Mark faded, and she started to relax.
- She realized that the head waiter had pulled out her chair, and she
- sat down across from Mark. The head waiter walked off, and Jennifer
- heard him telling someone to 'take good care of Mr. Antonio.'
- The restaurant was very elegant, one of those romantic places with
- low lights and candles in the middle of the table. A place for lovers. Mark
- looked at her over the table, his eyes glinting. "So, Miss Cailly, what do
- you think so far?"
- "You seem to have gone to a lot of trouble to impress me." she said
- hesitantly, not sure what his reaction would be.
- He only nodded slightly to her, his eyes dancing in the candlelight.
- "And are you impressed?"
- "Well, yes." she admitted reluctantly, meeting his eyes. "That is, I'm
- impressed with your power."
- "Good." he said. "You should be." He waved his hand at the restaurant.
- "You see, Jennifer, to be my slave is not such a bad thing. I ask very little
- from you, and look how much you can receive! Is this life so bad?"
- As soon as he mentioned what he asked of her, her mind flashed back
- to when she had been in the park. The man on the bench, his eyes flashing
- confusion, shock, and above all, ecstacy. Her fingers slick with sperm, his
- sperm. Her breasts bared for everyone's appraisal. This was very little?
- He stole her freedom, he made her an object for some boy's pleasure.
- "How can you say that?" she burst, louder than she had intended.
- "How can you possibly expect me to exchange my freedom for this? Can
- you honestly believe I accept what you ask of me?"
- Mark's dark eyebrows narrowed. "I would ask you to keep your voice
- down, Jenny. I don't want a slave of mine to disrupt the dinners of others.
- It reflects poorly on me."
- "What?" asked Jennifer. "How..."
- "In fact...." interrupted Mark, and his voice was now very stern. "I
- think that if you raise your voice again, you will remove an article of
- clothing. Starting now."
- "What?" asked Jennifer, and then she remembered his power. He had
- just used it on her. She quickly became quiet.
- "That's better." said Mark. "I'm sorry, Jennifer, but you must
- remember who you are yelling at. I am your master. Whether you like it or
- not. Please apologize."
- "I'm sorry." Jennifer said quietly. She inwardly cursed herself for
- making him mad.
- "That's better." He reached under the table and pulled out a bag. "Now,
- Jennifer, I said before that you were very beautiful, and you are, and I am
- happy with how you dressed to please me. However, I am displeased with
- what you wore. You are over-dressed for this situation. Fortunately, I
- brought you an outfit to wear." He indicated the bag.
- Oh, god, thought Jennifer to herself. He's going to make me change,
- out here, in public. She realized this with cold certainty.
- Almost as if he read her mind, Mark said "Oh, don't worry. You can go
- to the bathroom to change." Jennifer was so relieved she actually smiled.
- She took the bag from him and got up to head to the bathroom.
- "Oh." his voice followed her. "Of course, I meant the MEN's bathroom."
- She turned, shocked. He was casually examining the tablecloth.
- "And naturally you won't displease me by changing in the stall." He
- lifted his eyes, and they flashed malevolently at her.
- Jennifer opened her mouth to argue, but knew by the look in his eyes
- that it would do no good. Finally, she turned, and walked to the bathroom.
- At first she hovered by the door to the woman's bathroom, acting
- like she was preparing to go in, but actually looking at the door to the
- men's bathroom. She held the bag he had given her tightly in her arms, and
- her stomach rose and fell like a roller coaster. What if a guy was already
- in there? How long should she wait, before she went in? How long did
- guys take to pee, anyhow? Then she realized that the longer she waited,
- the greater the chance that some other man would enter while she was
- changing. Finally, she gritted her teeth and pushed through the door.
- The bathroom was empty, and she exhaled. At least she didn't have to
- worry about that. She checked the door on the off-chance that it had a
- lock. No such luck.
- She hesitated only a second, realizing that the longer she took, the
- greater the chance of being interrupted. Cautiously, she pushed open the
- door and took a peek outside, to see if anyone was making a beeline to the
- bathroom. No one. She was safe for awhile.
- She stood in front of the mirror, and quickly pulled down the zipper
- to her dress. As she stepped out of it, she remembered how much
- underwear she wore underneath it. Another quick peek out the door; no
- one.
- "Come on, Jenny, get on with it before you get caught." she muttered.
- She kept her shoes on; they wouldn't get in the way too much. She reached
- into the bag and looked at what she had been provided with. Her heart
- sank. The black leather skirt was very short, the panties very slim, and
- she couldn't find a bra. The silk blouse was fairly sheer; her nipples would
- be very visible through them. "What a sleaze." she said, but at least it was
- better than nothing.
- She started to pull of her various undergarments, pulling the slips
- over her head. She slipped off the panties (she had worn four pairs),
- pantyhose and the silk underskirts all at the same time, and felt really
- vulnerable, seeing her black pubic triangle reflected in the mirror. Was
- that someone at the door? Seconds passed, no one entered. Just her
- imagination. Jenny cursed herself for letting time slip by and pulled on
- the tiny panties he had provided her with. They barely covered her rear
- end, and in the front she had pubic hair protruding from the top of the
- waistband. Still it had to do. She pulled on the skirt frantically, almost
- losing her balance, and experienced some temporary relief at being more
- decent. The skirt was fairly tight, and clung to her rear end. But at least
- it covered her.
- Next she pulled off the various silk tops, and finally unsnapped her
- bra. She tore at it, trying to get it off, almost getting tangled in it, but
- finally, it fell to the floor. Her breasts were free, and she once again felt
- exposed.
- And then she heard the door opening.
- The man who entered looked at least as shocked as she was. His eyes
- stared at her chest, and she realized what kind of show she was giving
- him. She quickly reached down to snag the blouse, only to fumble it away
- in her scrambling.
- The man was quicked to recover. "I think one of us is in the wrong
- bathroom." he said, in a cultured english accent. He leaned on the counter,
- and made no move to avert his eyes from Jenny's naked breasts.
- "Yes, I'm sorry." mumbled Jenny. "Let me finish changing, and I'll
- leave." She was acutely aware at how her breasts jounced around as she
- bent down to pick up the blouse, and acutely aware of how his brown eyes
- were locked onto her brown nipples.
- "Oh, take your time. It's not often that I see such a beautiful naked
- woman as yourself."
- Was that meant as a compliment? Jennifer would have taken it more
- so if the man's lecherous eyes weren't so frozen on her nipples. At least
- he could see what her face looked like.
- "You have such lovely breasts. May I....touch them?" Jenny's eyes
- widened in shock, and she focused on the man again. He was running his
- hand over the bathroom counter, slowly, fondling it. His breathing was a
- little too quick, and his eyes a little too intense.
- "No!" she shouted, and then, for some reason, she was compelled to
- remove her shoe. The man had started to drift closer to her, and now he
- rubbed his hands together in front of him.
- She frantically pulled the blouse over her head, and over her torso.
- Looking down, she realized it did little good. The fabric was sheer enough
- that her breasts were still very visible, and she didn't have time to do up
- the buttons. Still, it was apparently as decent as she was going to get.
- "They look so soft...so lovely..."
- "Go away!" Jennifer pushed aside his advancing hands, and stuffed
- everything she could in the bag, including her two shoes. She grabbed the
- bag and pushed through the man toward the door. As she passed him, she
- felt one of his hands brush over her left breast. His palm stroked across
- her nipple in what felt like a burst of electricity that coarsed through her
- body. Then she was out the door and making her way toward Mark,
- buttoning the blouse as she went.
- Mark apparently had ordered for her. A plate of steaming Escargot
- waited for her as she sat down, and Mark was a third of the way finished
- with some chicken dish. He looked up as she approached, and let his eyes
- wander over her body.
- "Very nice!" he smiled.
- She dropped into her seat. "Damn you!" she growled, careful to keep
- her voice down... after all, she couldn't afford to lose anymore clothes. "I
- almost got raped in there, you know!"
- He shook his head. "You wouldn't have gotten raped." He stuck a
- forkful of chicken into his mouth.
- "He was there, damn it! He wanted to touch my breasts! He would
- have raped me if I hadn't gotten away!" She said this before she realized
- it, louder than she intended, and immediately her fingers were working at
- the buttons of the blouse, even as she struggled to control them, and soon
- the blouse was unbuttoned. Her hands pulled apart the two sides, and she
- felt the air against her breasts. Her hands dropped.
- "Can you blame him?" asked Mark, admiring her. "You have such lovely
- breasts, my slave." And he sipped a glass of wine as Jennifer lay open to
- his, and the restaurants, view. She could feel her face hot with shame.
- Finally, Mark spoke. "Button your blouse, Jenny." She felt her hands
- released from whatever power held them, and she quickly covered herself
- again. Frantically, she looked around, and was relieved to see no one
- appeared to have noticed her when she was exposed. She turned back to
- Mark, to see him staring deep into her eyes. She was caught, held, by
- those eyes.
- "There are two lessons you need to learn as my slave, Jennifer. The
- first is obedience. You are learning this; you performed my bathroom
- instructions very well, and without complaint. I am pleased. The second
- thing is that you need to learn to have faith in me. I am your master,
- Jennifer, and that means that not only do you serve me, but I am
- responsible for you. That means I don't let you get hurt. I don't let men
- rape you. I don't let you catch diseases or get pregnant. I control, Jenny,
- situations as well as people." He dropped his eyes, and she felt as if he
- had released her from some spell. "That man would never have raped you,
- not with me around." muttered Mark. He said no more, only worked on
- eating his chicken.
- Jennifer watched him eat, and then starting poking at her escargot.
- It tasted really good, in a rich butter sauce, and she started to eat. After
- awhile, she even stopped caring that her breasts were visible through the
- sheer blouse.
- When the waiter came, he seemed to pay very close attention to
- Jennifer's chest, and was very nervous around her. Nothing Jenny could do
- about it, so she let him have his view. Mark informed the waiter that they
- were done.
- "Very good, sir. And naturally, that will be on the house."
- "Naturally." said Mark. "You have given us very good service. I would
- like to give you an especially good tip."
- The waiter bowed his head modestly.
- Mark continued. "You seem to admire the breasts of my slave there,
- do you not?" Jennifer's eyes widened. The waiter looked at her chest and
- nodded. "Well," said Mark. "Would you like to feel them? That will be your
- tip."
- The waiter looked a bit taken aback with this offer, but he looked at
- Jennifer's breasts and smiled. "Oh, yes, sir. Thank you."
- Mark looked at Jennifer. "Jenny, would you...?" Jenny opened her
- mouth to protest, then thought better of it, looking at the waiter. Why not
- let him have his fun? If he's gentle, then I might even enjoy it. She drew
- in her breath, reached down, unbuttoned her blouse, and opened it.
- The man pressed his hands onto her chest, his palms aligned with her
- nipples. His hands were cold, and Jennifer gasped a little to feel their
- touch. Then he started to stroke her, moving his hands in circles over the
- tips of her nipples, and the electricity she had felt before was repeated a
- hundred fold. If I enjoy this, I may never be able to resist Mark's control
- again, Jennifer thought, but she couldn't help herself. The waiter stroked
- her, working her breasts like a sculptor, and she arched her back, pressing
- them against his hands. She closed her eyes, letting herself drift into the
- sensation of the hands teasing and playing with her. Finally, she felt them
- reluctantly from her, and she opened her eyes, coming back to the real
- world. She realized her panties were very wet.
- "You must be a sculptor." she told the waiter, touching his hand.
- "Thank you."
- He bowed his head. "It is easy to sculpt what is already beautiful,
- madam." And he walked off.
- Mark was looking at her, intrigued. "You enjoyed that." he said.
- Jennifer blushed and looked down, quickly rebuttoning her blouse. When
- she peeked up again, Mark was grinning. "Good. Good." he said. Then he took
- her by the hand and led her outside to where the limo awaited.
- They drove back in silence, and Mark released her back to her dorm,
- once again brushing her lips with his and sending her on her way. Jennifer
- had already walked through most of the dorm before she realized she was
- still wearing the sheer blouse. She hadn't noticed if anyone else had been
- staring at her; she thought probably they had been. It was late, but not
- very late, and Darlene was probably still up, so Jennifer went instead to
- the bathroom, where she closed the door, sat on the seat, and tried to
- come to grips with her confusing emotions and desires.
-
-
- To be continued
-
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- This is the third part of the Controlling Jennifer series. This story is
- (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while I do not mind it being distributed,
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- Controlling Jennifer III: Power Play
-
- The library was a frightening place. It didn't seem like it had been
- built all at once, with one plan and one idea; instead it seemed like every
- extra room attached onto the main floor had been tacked on as an
- afterthought, and the result was a jumble of rooms with no rhyme or
- reason to their layout. When Jennifer had gone through orientation upon
- arriving at Jefferson college, they had been given a small tour of the
- library, a tour of the more important rooms. The librarian had laughed and
- remarked that she had worked at the library for five years, and thought
- she knew everything about it, until a couple days earlier when she had
- discovered another stairwell she hadn't known about. "You see?" said the
- librarian. "You're always discovering things in the library!" Jennifer, who
- at the time already found the library intimidating, hadn't found that
- comment particularly reassuring.
- Even worse, the confusion of the library's layout bred small isolated
- pockets of gloomy emptiness, and these gave Jennifer the creeps. She
- hated wandering through the older shelves, looking for obscure books. The
- shelves were always looming monoliths, and the atmosphere reminded her
- of a hedge maze. As a result, she hardly ever went down into the stacks
- unless she had to, and she rarely even came to the library at all.
- Unfortunately, this time she had to be there. It was tuesday, and the
- physics midterm was thursday and Jennifer had never felt more
- unprepared for a test in her entire life. She was usually a very good
- student, but now she had a hard time concentrating on anything. Studying
- in her room, with Darlene humming Janet Jackson tunes and the phone
- looming next to her had proved impossible. Finally, she had packed her
- bags, cursed the requirement that made her take such a boring class as
- physics, and gone to the library. Once there, she settled in a somewhat
- isolated row of desks on the third floor. It offered her quiet, plus the
- security of knowing that the periodicals section was very close and while
- she had quiet she was never quite alone.
- Jennifer opened her books to study, but her eyes drifted over to the
- graffiti on the desk. "What do you do with your hormones?" one scrawled
- remark read. The answer, written below it, read: "If your whore moans,
- put your dick in her mouth!" Next to this witty statement was a pencil
- depiction of a set of obscenely enlarged male gentalia, and below that "I
- want to fuck Lori W." Jenny's eyes lingered on this last statement. Who
- was Lori? Did she know that some library vandal wanted to sleep with
- her? Or was she oblivious? Watched from afar, perhaps, him waiting for
- the right moment to spring on her. Jennifer shook her head and pushed a
- paper over the offending graffiti. Back to physics. No more distractions.
- Soon, however, her mind was wandering again. To Jacob, and what
- had happened between them on saturday night. She had finally given in to
- his appeals to talk. He had been pressuring her since that first day, the
- first day she had met Mark, to talk about what had occured between them.
- Finally, she made herself face him, and they had talked. He had tried to
- get her to tell him what was going on, but she wouldn't. He had tried to
- get her to become more serious with him, to become his "girlfriend", but
- she refused to do this too. She didn't need the complications of having a
- boyfriend along with everything else. Finally, he had seduced her. Well,
- not really seduced; she had been a fairly willing participant. Why had she
- given in to his pressuring? Well, it had seemed like a good idea at the
- time, but after the fact she couldn't think of why she had given in. It had
- been a mistake, she reflected in hindsight; it had given him the exact
- message she was trying not to give him, the message that there might be
- something between them. The night had ended up disappointing for both;
- Jacob had apparently been expecting another wild sexual encounter like
- their previous time. But Jennifer wasn't really like that; it had been
- Mark's power that had made her act that way before. She liked to go slow
- and take her time with the whole thing. The end result was that Jacob
- became impatient, and Jennifer became impatient with his impatience,
- and the whole thing hadn't been satisfying for either of them. And now
- Jacob was doting on her, as if she was a possession of his. Just what she
- didn't need.
- "After all..." she whispered. "I belong to Mark!" and she smiled grimly
- at the irony of the whole thing. She didn't want to be a possession, but
- unfortunately she was forced into it. "Why even bother studying physics?"
- she muttered. "I'm just a toy for Mark anyhow." Mark, thankfully, hadn't
- called her since their 'date' at La Rochelles, almost a week before.
- Jennifer was still troubled with what had happened at that restaurant,
- particularly with what she had done at the end of the night. Mark had
- offered her breasts to the waiter as a 'tip', and Jennifer had submitted
- herself to letting the waiter fondle her in the middle of the restaurant.
- True, she hadn't really had a choice, and Mark could have forced her to do
- it anyhow with his power. But that hadn't really been her reason for
- submitting to it. The idea had appealed to her, and she had enjoyed the
- waiters hands. This was what bothered her. Everytime she didn't resist,
- she fell deeper and deeper into his control. And this scared her.
- Jennifer realized she was becoming distracted from her physics
- again. "Argh!!!" she muttered to herself. "Jenny, study, darn it! Remember,
- you have a test!" She forced her eyes to start reading the page in front of
- her.
- "Well, well, well!" A voice said above her. "Jennifer Cailly! Fancy
- meeting you here."
- Jennifer recognized the voice with horror, and looking up confirmed
- her suspicions. Leaning on the top of the little wall that separated her
- desk from the others was Mark. He was smiling down at her.
- Instead of inspiring horror, however, the sight of his face only
- served to exasperate her. "Mark!" she said. "Argh!!! Not right now! I don't
- need this right now!" Mark's eyes widened, and he pulled back slightly.
- Jenny realized what she was saying and caught herself. "Look, Mark..." her
- voice rushed forward. "Look, I'm sorry, but whatever you want, I can't...I
- just can't! I have to study for a major physics test. Please leave me
- alone? Please? Can't you control me later? Just leave me alone now." She
- fixed her eyes on his, trying to convey her desperation in her gaze.
- Mark gaped at her for a moment, then his eyes narrowed. "Who said I
- wanted to control you?" his voice was a cold monotone, and Jennifer's
- spirits sank. "Maybe I was just checking to see how my slave was. Next
- time I come over and greet you, you will say 'Hello, master. What can I do
- for you today?' Say it now."
- Jennifer's spirits plummeted. There was no winning. Her appeal to
- him had only succeeded in making him angry, and now he was going to
- make her pay for it. Oddly enough, her greatest regret was that she would
- not be able to get any studying done after all. "Hello, master. What can I
- do for you today?'" she recited. She pushed aside her books. Looked like
- studying would have to wait.
- "That's better." said Mark, smiling thinly. "I think you need to be
- taught a lesson, my slave. You need to be taught to be more respectful to
- your master. Listen: YOU do not decide when I can exercise my control
- over you. I will do so whenever I desire. If this is clear, say 'I will do
- whatever my master wills WHENever my master wills.' Say it!"
- "I will do whatever my master wills whenever my master wills." she
- repeated. It's not as if I have any choice in the matter, she thought to
- herself.
- "Very good. I'm sure you will learn in time." Mark smiled again, and
- then he paused, his smile slowly fading as the pause stretched out. He's
- trying to figure out what to do, Jennifer realized. He doesn't have
- anything planned. She looked down and noticed with interest that he was
- carrying an economics book. Was he an econ major? Or a business major?
- Jennifer's mind was immediately completely taken with this revelation.
- He was a student here, too! It made sense, but it really didn't fit with her
- image of him. After all, she was a student. If he was a student, too, that
- put him on equal terms with her. A very strange concept, to think of Mark
- the controller maybe being in the same class as her.
- And it also meant he was probably here to study, too. Maybe he really
- DIDN'T come to control me, Jennifer mused. Could it be just coincidence
- that he happened to see me here studying? It certainly seemed that way.
- Next time, Jenny told herself bitterly, keep your mouth shut. She looked
- back up at Mark.
- Mark was moving around her, until he sat at the desk beside her. His
- eyes were on her skirt, and they had lighted up. Uh, oh, thought Jennifer.
- He's got something.
- "I wish to inspect you, slave Jennifer. To make sure you meet with
- my approval. Please lift up your skirt so that I can see under it."
- Jennifer took a quick look around to see if anyone else was watching.
- No one else was even around. She turned back to Mark, and lifted up her
- skirt so that he could see under. She had worn plain white panties, so she
- wasn't really showing him anything. Nevertheless, the act disgusted her.
- "I need to make my stand." she thought to herself. "This time...I need to
- fight his power with all my concentration, see if I can face it down. If I
- can, I'm free."
- Mark looked at her panties, and then back up to her. His eyes were
- disapproving, and he shook his head. "I'm afraid I am displeased, my slave.
- Your panties are blocking my view of your lovely pussy. Please walk over
- to that rubbish can, remove them, and throw them away. You do not need
- them."
- Jenny's heart pounded. Was this the time to resist? She looked
- around and couldn't see anyone. Maybe not now, she thought. It would be
- better to resist if it was something REALLY bad that he wanted her to do.
- If she was really against the act, she would be able to fight against his
- power all the better. "And I really only get one chance..." she thought. "If I
- fail, then I may never have the will to resist again."
- For now, she would comply. Jennifer stood up and walked over to the
- garbage can. She looked around once more to make sure no one was
- watching. Fortunately, she stood in the midst of a line of bookshelves, and
- she was relatively hidden. She slipped her fingers under her skirt and
- hooked them onto the waistband of her panties. Fully aware that Mark was
- probably watching her intently from behind, she quickly slipped her
- panties over her thighs and down her legs, being careful not to lift her
- skirt anymore than she had to. She stepped out of the underwear and
- dropped it into the garbage.
- It felt very strange to wear a skirt without underwear, something
- Jenny had never done before, and it was a strange sensation to feel the
- air against her bare flesh under the skirt. It felt weird when she walked
- back to her desk. An odd feeling of freedom. She looked at Mark and he
- nodded in approval.
- "Here." he said. "Sit down." She did. Be ready, she told herself. "Now
- lift her skirt again." Mark commanded. "I wish to inspect you again."
- Jennifer mentally dug in, ready to resist whatever compulsions he
- gave her. "I will not." she said slowly, emphasizing each word.
- "What?" Mark stared at her, seemingly taken aback.
- "I said I won't! I'm not going to bare myself to you right smack in the
- middle of the library. No. I won't." She stared at him defiantly.
- He seemed more shocked than angry at her resistance. For a second
- he could only stare at her. "What are you doing, Jenny?" he asked, and he
- asked it like an actual question, like he seriously couldn't believe what
- she was doing. "Why are you acting like this?"
- "What do you mean, what am I doing? I'm saying no!" She glared at
- him.
- He was dumbfounded. "But why? I mean, I can just use my power, you
- know that..."
- Jennifer was getting irritated. She wished he'd use his power
- already. She was ready to resist it. "So then use your power! Either use
- your power to make me do what you want, or go away and let me study my
- damn physics!" She was getting angry now. That was good. Anger would
- help her resist.
- "Ok." said Mark, his eyes down, and the reluctance in his voice
- surprised her. "I'll use my power." He raised his eyes. "I'm going to go
- down to the lounge and get a soda. While I'm gone, here's what will
- happen. I'm going to leave my watch here. For the first thirty seconds of
- every minute, your body will build up to orgasm. But it will never reach
- orgasm, and at the end of the thirty seconds, you will come down again.
- Until the beginning of the next minute, when you will start to build up
- again. This will keep happening, until you prop your feet on this chair,
- spread your legs, and lift your skirt so your pussy is visible. Once I have
- seen that you have done this, I will return, and you will stop building up
- to orgasm." Mark took off his watch, and stood up. Jennifer watched as he
- left.
- "Okay, Jennifer." Jenny spoke out loud to herself. "This is it. Time to
- break his power. You just have to be confident. Have to be ready. Have to
- be.. ur!" She looked at the watch, and it had started the minute. And
- indeed, pleasure was building up within her. "No, it isn't, damn it!" she
- gritted her teeth. It's all an illusion. "I don't feel anything at all." She
- pulled out her physics book and made herself concentrate on the page.
- "The word equilibrium implies that the body is either at rest..." she
- recited. The pleasure was still building, making her pause, but she forced
- it down. "or that it's center of mass is moving at constant velocity." The
- pleasure started to ease through her again, but then abruptly it started to
- ebb. "Did I beat it? Urg...no, the thirty seconds just ended." Jennifer
- pushed the watch out of her line of sight and forced physics into her
- brain.
- When the pleasure began again, it was more powerful, and she gasped
- despite herself. "Oh, god." she whispered. "Remember, Jen...be angry!" She
- thought of what Mark wanted her to do, and that generated enough anger
- to push back the pleasure. However, it was a constant battle; if she
- released her concentration even a little bit, the pleasure started to race
- through her body. Finally, it again started to ebb, and she felt a little
- disappointed. Then she caught herself. "No! That's what he wants! Come on,
- Jen.... remember that this ISN'T good pleasure. Resist it! You don't want to
- feel it!"
- The next time, the pleasure didn't just build up, it burst within her,
- and she arched her back against her will, gasping. "Oh! Oh god! Please...give
- me strength!" She again pushed it back, fighting it every step of the way.
- She didn't make much headway, but at least she kept it from gaining on
- her, and finally it started to ebb again. This time when it ebbed, it left
- her feeling empty, and despite herself, she looked forward to it building
- up again. As it ebbed, she became aware at how slick she was getting
- between her legs. "Darn." she said. "I don't want to stain my skirt." She
- started to get up to retrieve her panties when the fourth wave coursed
- through her body.
- Jennifer crumpled to her seat. This was the most intense yet, and
- Jennifer only kept it back reminding herself over and over what Mark
- wanted him to do. "Mark is an asshole! He's a sleaze! A mind-raper!" she
- told herself. "Damn it, girl, resist him!" These last two words came out
- more as high-pitched moans than as words, but they helped. The fourth
- wave finally began to ebb. And Jennifer started to crave release. As she
- gasped in the interim, she quickly pulled out her keys and pushed them
- deep into her palm, hoping the pain would counteract the pleasure.
- When the next wave hit, she dropped her keys, and could only clutch
- at the table as her body was wracked with the escalating physical
- pleasure that splashed over her body. All resistance disappeared with this
- wave. Her body was left trembling as it finally ebbed, trembling and
- frustrated. Her hand fell between her legs, stroking herself, but she could
- get no pleasure from this. It continued to ebb.
- Then it hit again. "Oh! Oh!" Jenny yelped, thrashing on her chair. Her
- hand was still touching herself through her skirt, but now every little bit
- of pressure caused warm electricity to launch through her body. "Oh! Oh,
- God! I'm gonna come!" But before she could, it slipped away from her. Her
- eyes dripped tears of frustration. Not only was she not able to resist, but
- she was even denied the orgasm that would have made it worth it.
- Again the pleasure hit, and Jennifer had had enough. She pressed her
- feet against Mark's chair, spread her legs, and lifted her skirt so that her
- slit was visible. She trembled to be so exposed, with her legs spread so
- lewdly, but then the pleasure slammed into her again, and she could think
- no more.
- She rode the wave of pleasure, and when it started to back down, she
- looked at her exposed slit, dripping with juice, and wished and wished
- that Mark would return, so she could cover herself and not have to endure
- this frustration and embarassment. And then the next wave hit.
- When this went down, she looked up, and Mark was there. He was
- smiling, looking at her trembling before him, her face flushed and a
- driplet of sweat running down her cheek. His eyes fell between her legs,
- and he reached his finger forward to run a finger from her clitoris down
- to the bottom of her lips. She could only tremble at his touch, all
- resistance gone. All she wanted now was to come. To find release.
- "I told you resistance was a useless waste of effort, Jenny. I'll have
- my way no matter what you do, so you might as well let me have my way
- from the beginning. Have you learned, Jenny?"
- "Yes." she said. "Yes, I've learned."
- "Good." he said. "Now I want to watch you get yourself off." He pushed
- Jennifer's feet off his chair and sat down facing her. "Go ahead...you know.
- Finger yourself." He watched her intently. Jennifer didn't care that he
- watched. She dropped her finger onto her clit and started to massage it,
- building herself up for the release she so needed. The pleasure came
- again, and she was almost scared that it would disappear, but it didn't
- ebb, but grew and grew. Finally, it exploded through her, and she spasmed
- in her chair, experiencing the biggest orgasm of her life. Her whole body
- seemed to be feeling pleasure simultaneously, from her fingers to her
- toes, and she almost passed out from sensory overload. She couldn't say
- how long it lasted, but when it finished she was very satisfied. She lay
- back gasping.
- "Wow." was all she could say.
- She noticed that he was watching her face intently, which she found
- curious, as she would have expected him to still be staring at her exposed
- vagina. "You look like you enjoyed that." he said. It was phrased more like
- a question that a statement.
- Jennifer pulled down her skirt. "Wow. That was the fiercest orgasm
- I've ever had." she whispered.
- "Really?" Mark seemed pleased.
- Jennifer didn't answer, but looked around to see if she was being
- watched. And she discovered with shock that she was. A tall man was
- peering at her from one of the book shelves. Looking down, she saw that
- he had his cock out. It was hard, and he was stroking it, his eyes boring
- into her. As Jennifer met his eyes, he smiled; a slow, sleazy smile of
- contempt, and as he did so he rubbed his dick and spurted white jism
- towards her. The white syrup dribbled to the floor. Jennifer almost
- vomited. I'm just a pussy to him, she realized. A pervert's wet dream. She
- felt very sick.
- Mark noticed. "What's wrong, Jen?" he asked. Then he noticed the
- strange man. "You stupid FUCK!" he exploded, standing up. The man gaped at
- Mark, and started to put away his cock, backing slowly.
- Jennifer looked up at Mark and was surprised to see the fury in his
- eyes. She spun back to watch the strange man.
- She heard Mark's voice behind her, cold and deathly. "Worms are
- eating into your brain." he intoned. And the man screamed. He clutched
- his head, falling to the ground. Spasming, shrieking, scraping at his
- face as if to claw away the worms.
- Jennifer looked at Mark with complete and utter horror. He turned to
- look deep into her eyes, and his eyes were jumping and frantic as he read
- what was there. "Oh, Jenny, I'm sorry..." he started, and then he grabbed
- his book. "Stop!" he yelled at the man, and the man stopped his tormented
- writhing and lay still. Mark looked back at Jenny, and before she could
- react, pressed a hard kiss against her lips. She gasped. He looked at her
- once more, and then was gone, racing from the room with his book and his
- watch clutched in his hand.
- Jennifer sat for a moment, then scrambled to gather her own things
- and leave. The man lay still. She raced out, and it wasn't until she got
- back to her room that she remembered she had left her panties back in the
- garbage can.
-
-
- End
-
- This story was written and produced by Daniel Reinker
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- From: dementia@cheshire.oxy.edu (Daniel Steven Reinker)
- Subject: Controlling Jennifer IV
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- Date: Fri, 2 Apr 1993 23:54:51 GMT
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- Story follows:
- This story contains nonconsensual sexual situations and a little
- bondage. Press 'n' if you need to.
-
- aThis is the fourth part of the Controlling Jennifer series. This story is
- (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while I do not mind it being distributed,
- I would appreciate it if you would keep this header on it so folks can
- know who wrote it.
-
- Controlling Jennifer IV: Learning to Have Faith
-
- The sun was setting. Jennifer's physics lab had run late; it had been
- one of those wonderfully stupid labs where they had spent 3 and 1/2
- hours hitting clay blobs with ball bearings. The whole thing had been
- extremely dull, and Jennifer's distraction hadn't helped; it had only made
- the lab even longer and more exasperating. She had been very glad when
- they had finally been able to get out of there; she definitely needed time
- to think.
- The problem was clutched in her hand as she walked back to the
- dorm. It was her physics test. She had received an 'A.' 100 out of 100. A
- perfect score, and on a test she hadn't felt prepared for. She ought to have
- felt proud.
- Except she had run out of time, and hadn't even made it to the last
- page. And yet the teacher had given her a perfect score on that empty
- page, just like he had on all the other pages. One problem she hadn't had
- time to finish, she just scribbled down an equation, just so she might get
- some sort of partial credit. Nope, not partial credit. Full credit. And
- scrawled under the problem, in the teacher's handwriting: "Close enough."
- Jennifer clutched the test close to her. She had been careful not to
- let anyone see the test, or the grade she had received on it. She told
- everyone she had received a 'C', which was probably fairly close to the
- truth, since that's what she probably should have received. Had powers
- not worked in her favor. Mark's powers.
- Jennifer walked towards her dorm through the grassy quad in the
- middle of campus. The sky was painted orange by the setting sun, and the
- quad was fairly empty, as it usually was at dusk. The occasional student
- walked from a late class, but overall most people were inside already.
- The air was starting to get chilly, and Jennifer told herself she needed to
- get back and put on warmer clothes. The cool air slipped over her bare
- legs as she strolled along. Ordinarily, she would have enjoyed the walk
- back to the dorm as the sun set, but she was too preoccupied.
- Since the last time she had seen Mark, her perception of him had
- changed considerably. Or rather, she now allowed herself to HAVE a
- perception of him. Maybe it was the revelation that he too was a student
- at the college; maybe his strange behavior just before he had left her in
- the library. Whatever it was, he was on her mind a lot. She hadn't dared to
- let herself consider what he was like before, taking it for granted that he
- was a monster, pure and simple. A mind-raper. But now she found herself
- wondering about him. About what kind of person he was when he wasn't
- controlling her. She really knew nothing about him, Nothing at all.
- When she had last seen Mark, she had exposed herself before him, and
- she remembered he had touched her clit, then run his finger down the
- length of her slit. At the time she had been too consumed with sexual
- frustration to consider the implications of it. It wasn't until afterwards
- that she had made a realization: that was really the first time he had
- touched her. Well, that wasn't entirely true. He had kissed her a number of
- times, and he had taken her hand to lead her around. But he hadn't really
- touched her sexually until then, and afterwards, she started to wonder
- why. Why hadn't he ever had sex with her? He certainly hadn't lacked for
- opportunities. Yet he barely even touched her. Why?
- Jennifer was thinking about this, and about her physics test, and
- wasn't paying any attention to her surroundings, just enough to know she
- was on the route back to her dorm. She was walking on the sidewalk,
- along the road that led through the middle of the campus, and didn't notice
- the car until it pulled up beside her.
- Jennifer stopped, surprised, almost dropping her books. It was a
- white car, very shiny, very sleek. Brand new. The driver stopped the
- motor, and Jennifer looked through the window to see who it was. She
- wasn't very surprised to see Mark smiling at her, having figured that he
- would show up to at least explain her test.
- Jennifer stopped, pressing her legs together against the cold, and
- waited for him to get out. Her heart had started to speed up, and she
- shivered, though whether it was because of the cold or in anticipation of
- Mark's orders, she did not know. She let her eyes follow him as he opened
- the door and stepped from the car.
- "Hello, Jennifer." he smiled at her and nodded politely. His voice was
- very formal. He likes to be formal, Jennifer thought to herself. Like he's
- being a gentleman.
- "Hi, Mark." she said uncertainly, trying to decide whether she should
- address the subject of her test or wait until he did.
- "How do you like my new car?" he indicated the sleek white beast he
- had arrived in. Jennifer slid her eyes over its curves. It looked expensive.
- Probably obtained by his power. That seemed to be how Mark obtained
- everything.
- Including me, Jenny thought. "It's nice." she said quietly.
- "I'm glad you like it." he grinned, patting its hood as if it was a pet
- dog. "It's brand new. Drives like a dream. Want to go for a ride?"
- "All right." she said simply, and stepped over to the passenger side.
- As she turned around, her fingers caught in the door handle, she saw he
- was following her over. She watched him as he approached, wondering
- what he had in mind.
- He must have seen the confusion in her eyes, for he smiled. "The seat
- covers are sheepskin. Very soft and plush." Jennifer looked in the car, and
- noted the white fur on the seats. She looked back at Mark, waiting for him
- to explain further.
- "I think you would appreciate the feeling of it against your bare
- skin." He was watching her face, but as he spoke this line, he quickly ran
- his eyes down her body, then returned back to her face. She knew what he
- wanted before he even asked. "Take off all of your clothes, Jennifer. Put
- them in the back seat, then get in the front." He waited.
- Jennifer took a quick look around to see if anyone was watching. The
- quad was fairly deserted, and those few who were there were not paying
- attention to her. Her fingers traced the top button of her blouse,
- considering, and then she slipped it out of its hole. I'm getting bolder, she
- thought. This doesn't bother me as much.
- As she moved her hands down her blouse, button by button, she spoke.
- "I got an A on my test."
- "Really? Congratulations!" Jennifer glanced up to see him grinning,
- his usual smug grin, the grin that was born from the confidence of his
- power. She dropped her eyes again.
- "It was you, wasn't it." A murmur as she pulled the edges of her
- blouse out from the top of her skirt. She slipped it off, feeling the cold
- air against her now bare skin. Her nipples pressed against the soft inner
- layer of her bra, hardening as the cold seeped in. Mark moved around her
- and opened the back door for her; she dropped the blouse in and watched it
- fall in a heap of silk.
- "I told you to have faith in me, Jennifer." Mark said. Jennifer could
- feel his eyes on her breasts as she akwardly reached back and undid the
- clasp of her bra. It made her uncomfortable. She let the straps slide down
- her arms and was aware her breasts were now in view, the nipples pert in
- the cold. Mark continued, his voice lower. "You didn't need to worry about
- that physics test. I told you I would take care of you." Jennifer dropped
- the bra beside her blouse, feeling the air wash over her naked top. She
- stopped to gaze at Mark.
- "You used your power. On the teacher. I didn't deserve an A. But you
- made him give me one anyway." she stated.
- Mark nodded. "Yes, Jenny. That's what I did." He gestured at her skirt.
- "Come on, the rest."
- Jennifer unzipped the back of the skirt, and slipped it to the ground,
- watching it pool in a dark circle at her feet. "Mark..." she said. "I want to
- ask you for something."
- "What?"
- She wouldn't meet his eyes. "I want you to stop doing that. Don't
- make the teachers give me A's." She dropped the skirt in the car.
- "Huh? Why not?"
- Jennifer had been slow removing her other clothes, but when she
- came to her panties, she suddenly decided to pull them off quickly, hoping
- that the sight of her body, completely naked before him, would distract
- Mark enough that he would agree. She tossed the tiny pink garment onto
- the back seat, and stood facing him, her tan flesh reflecting the street
- lights. "Because." she said. "Because if I get an A, I want it to be because
- of me, not because you used your power. I appreciate it, I really do, Mark.
- But I'd rather do it myself, ok?"
- Mark stared at her for a moment, considering. A cold breeze blew
- over Jennifer's flesh, and she suppressed the shiver that threatened to
- course through her. Be impassive, she thought. Act like you don't care that
- you're naked out in front of everyone. Be patient. She waited for his
- answer.
- Finally, he shrugged. "Very well, slave Jennifer. I did it for you, but
- if you would rather I did not, well, hey, it saves me the effort." He shut
- the back door and moved over to the other side. Jennifer, very aware of
- her nakedness, waited for him to unlock her door. She looked around to see
- if she had gone unnoticed, and she had not. A guy was staring at her as he
- walked down the sidewalk, his mouth slightly opened and his eyes on her
- body. Jennifer's heart beat faster, but she found she didn't care that much
- that he stared. She was naked, and there was nothing she could do about
- it. If he found her nakedness so entrancing, then so be it.
- Mark finally unlocked her door, and she gratefully stepped in and
- closed the door behind her. As Mark started the car, Jennifer pressed into
- the seat for warmth. He had been right; the seat cover really did feel nice
- against her bare skin. She rubbed her back against it, enjoying its
- softness. Mark pulled away from the curb.
- They were driving along now, through the campus. Fortunately it was
- dark enough that no one could really see her in the car very well.
- Nevertheless, she crunched herself down until they left the campus. As
- they pulled out into the surrounding suburban area, she allowed herself to
- stretch out and relax more.
- They stopped at a stoplight, and Mark looked over at her while they
- waited. "You have a lovely body, Jennifer." he said, his eyes running
- appreciatively over Jennifer's bare flesh.
- She blushed slightly. "Thanks." she murmured. Having found her voice,
- she asked "Where are we going?"
- "Oh, nowhere in particular." He answered. The light turned green, and
- they started off again. "I mean, I didn't really have any place in mind. I
- thought we would just drive." He paused. "What do you think of the car?
- Pretty nice, huh?"
- "How did you get it?"
- Mark glanced at her as he drove. His voice was gruffer when he
- answered. "What do you mean? I used my power, of course." Jennifer was
- noticing that he drove awfully fast. She clutched the armrest.
- "Yeah...." Jennifer said. "That's what I thought." She watched the
- surroundings pass by outside.
- "So what do you think of it?"
- "It's nice." she said. Her voice was very neutral. A Mcdonalds flashed
- by her window. A man on a bicycle. Jennifer tried to let her mind float
- with the passing scenery. Then they roared up a ramp onto the freeway.
- She heard Mark speak again. "How did you think I would have gotten this
- car?" he asked.
- "Oh, I don't know." she answered. She found it hard to focus; her eyes
- were hypnotized by the scenery flashing by outside. "Maybe you're rich or
- something? I suppose it doesn't matter. It's all kind of the same anyway."
- "What do you mean?"
- Jenny really didn't know what she meant, but she tried to explain
- anyhow. "You know. You can do things the rest of us can't. Get cars without
- even thinking about it. You have that power." Jennifer noticed they were
- passing the other cars on the road now, roaring by them. She nervously
- glanced at the speedometer. They were going close to 85. Her fingers
- pressed into the arm rest, and then she remembered to fasten her
- seatbelt. The strap scraped against her nipple as she crossed it over her
- body.
- When she looked at Mark, he was grinning. "Nervous, Jennifer?" he
- chuckled. "Like I said, you need to learn to have faith in me. I'm not going
- to crash us. I'm a good driver...I just like to drive fast." Mark reached over
- and ran his hand affectionately over Jenny's cheek to her hair, then
- returned to driving. Was that supposed to comfort me? Jenny asked
- herself. It didn't help very much.
- Jenny saw the flashing lights flickering on the dashboard seconds
- before they heard the siren. "Uh, oh." said Mark. He started to pull over to
- the side. Jennifer whirled backwards to see a police car behind them.
- "The police!" she said. She stared at Mark, panic dancing in her eyes.
- "Oh, god, Mark, now you've done it, the police are pulling us over, and I'm
- completely naked...I knew you should have slowed down! What are they
- going to do?" Jennifer had never been pulled over in her life. She started
- to turn around to get her clothes out of the back seat.
- Then she felt Mark's hand grab her shoulder and whirl her back
- around. "No." he said. His eyes were flashing at her, and his voice was
- hard. "Did I tell you that you could put your clothes back on? Huh? Answer,
- slave Jennifer."
- Jennifer crumpled, pressing back against the seat as if she was
- trying to sink into it. "No, master." she whispered.
- "No, I didn't. So just sit back and let me handle things." They were on
- the side of the road now, and the police car was settling in behind them.
- When Mark spoke again, his voice was softer. "I told you to trust me,
- Jennifer. I can handle the police, you don't have to worry about that."
- Behind them, the door of the police car slammed shut, and they heard the
- clicking of the cop's heels against the pavement. Mark rolled down the
- window.
- The policeman had a thin, hardened face, and he wore reflective
- sunglasses. Jennifer saw Mark's smile reflected in them. "What can I do
- for you, officer?" he asked.
- The officer did not return the smile. "You were driving pretty fast
- there, mister." he grunted.
- Mark only grinned. "No, I wasn't." He answered.
- "No, you weren't." repeated the officer. He sounded confused. "Yeah, I
- guess you weren't. Sorry, mister." He started to walk off, and then Jenny
- saw her naked body reflected in his sunglasses. He stared at her, and
- Jenny felt the urge to shrink into the seat. The cop turned back to Mark.
- "What's with the girl?" the officer asked.
- "Oh, her?" Mark answered nonchalantly. "Don't worry about her,
- officer. She's my girlfriend. She likes to go nude all the time; it turns her
- on."
- The officer considered Mark's answer, then looked back at Jennifer.
- Jenny cringed under his appraisel. Then the man spoke again, this time to
- her. "Is that right, miss? Are you doing this by choice, or is he forcing you
- into it?" He waited.
- Jennifer opened her mouth to answer, then closed it again. Mark was
- watching her, his eyes intense. She started to speak again, to say yes, it
- was by her own choice, but she couldn't. She closed her mouth again, and
- glanced nervously at Mark.
- That was all the answer the cop needed. He started to tug on his gun.
- "Ok, mister. Why don't you get out of the car." Mark turned to glare at
- Jenny, then looked back at the cop.
- "You trust me." he said. His voice was cold. The officer went rigid;
- his hand fell away from his gun.
- "I trust you." the policeman repeated.
- "I've done nothing wrong. You have no need for me to get out of my
- car."
- The policeman shook his head. "Yes. Yes, you're right. I'm sorry to
- bother you, mister." The policeman started to walk back to his car.
- "Wait." said Mark. The cop froze. Mark turned to direct a cold stare at
- Jennifer, then he turned back to the policeman. "You trust me, but you
- don't trust the girl. She looks suspicious. She is undoubtedly carrying
- concealed weapons in all the clothes she is wearing."
- Jennifer gaped at Mark, then looked at the policeman, who had fixed
- his eyes on her. The cop spoke; his voice was low and dangerous. "Would
- you please step out of the car, miss. And for your sake, keep your hands
- behind your head." Jennifer stared at Mark helplessly; he only watched
- her, amusement dancing behind his eyes.
- The policeman had started to unsnap his gun, and Jennifer numbly
- unlocked her door and opened it. The cold air rushed in over her nakedness.
- She stepped outside, and was careful to keep her hands behind her head.
- The policeman came over to her, and she saw that Mark, too, got out of the
- car and walked over to stand beside her.
- "Up against the car, please." commanded the cop.
- "What?" asked Jennifer, staring at him.
- The man walked over to her and pushed her roughly toward the car. "I
- said up against the car! Put your hands against the side!" Jennifer let
- herself be pushed up against the car, her mind racing. She felt exposed,
- her hands pressed against the top of the car, her bare ass jutting out
- behind her. The tips of her nipples brushed the side of the car. It was cold,
- very cold.
- She heard Mark speak. "Take your time." he told the cop. "And be
- gentle."
- Jennifer stared over the car into the street, watching other cars
- drive by oblivious to her plight. Then she felt leather clad fingers slipping
- between her legs, touching her on the inner thigh. "Spread your legs."
- commanded the officer. Jennifer gasped. Her face hot, she yielded to his
- pressure, scissoring her legs open. Now she felt very exposed. Open to his
- exploration.
- The officer started on her upper arms, patting them with his hands.
- She felt the black leather of his gloves against her bare skin; it was a
- strange, cool feeling. Then he slipped his hands under her arms and
- started to pat his way down her front. His hands lingered at her breasts,
- pressing them against her body, and her breathing became heavier as a
- wave of -something - pleasure? - went through her. It was a strange
- feeling. His thumbs slipped over her nipples, casually, and then he was
- moving down the flesh on her belly, patting her gently, looking for
- concealed weapons in her bare flesh. His fingers brushed against the edge
- of her pubic triangle on either side, and then started down her long legs.
- The black leather slipped down the front of her legs, and then started up
- the back.
- Finally, he reached her ass, and he paused. She tensed in
- anticipation, and her breathing was very ragged. She could feel herself
- getting slick between her legs, even as she told herself that she shouldn't
- be enjoying the experience. Somehow that only made it more erotic.
- Finally, she felt the leather press against her buttocks, and his patting
- motion had become more of a sliding. One leather finger slipped, almost
- against its will, tracing the line of her ass up to the small of her back.
- She gasped; the police weren't supposed to search people like this, were
- they? The finger started down her her again, slipping between her
- buttocks, sliding gently over her asshole, moving slowly, closer and
- closer to her wet pussy. Then the leather finger perched against her
- swollen lips, stopping, almost considering. Jennifer waited, breathing
- heavily, her whole body anticipating. Waiting. Then the finger slipped
- inside her. She gasped again, the leather slick with her juices, feeling
- herself penetrated, his finger moving inside her like some tiny leather
- penis.
- Abruptly, he pulled his finger out, and quickly, roughly, patted his
- way up her back. He turned away, and Jennifer almost collapsed against
- the car. Her legs trembled. The policeman turned to Mark. "She's clean."
- she heard him say. Then his heels were clicking, going back to the police
- car. Jennifer felt her flesh press against the cold car; she was aware that
- she had been sweating, even amidst the cold. A hand patted her on the
- shoulder; Mark's hand. "Come on, Jennifer. Get back inside the car." he said
- gently. She allowed him to open the door for her, and then collapsed inside
- against the seat covers. The space between her legs was sticky with her
- fluids; she wished she had something to wipe it off with, to keep herself
- from getting it on the seat covers.
- The police car drove off. Mark got in beside her, and started the car.
- Jennifer leaned back as they pulled away from the side. Once again, she
- had been allowed to feel pleasure without reaching any sort of climax,
- and it left her restless. As they drove along, her eyes drifted to Mark's
- crotch. Was he hard or not? She couldn't tell through his pants. She
- wondered if he would decide to have sex with her. More importantly...did
- she want him to? Jennifer thought about this as they drove along, her
- restlessness (horniness?) fighting with her pride. Finally, she decided she
- did not. It wasn't worth it, after all, wasn't sex more than just a means of
- obtaining satisfaction? It should be more, anyhow, it should be a love-
- thing, Jenny told herself. And she certainly did not love Mark.
- Nevertheless, Jennifer desired some sort of climax, so she started
- to move her finger up and down on the tip of her clitoris, massaging her
- way to an orgasm. She had her hand slipped under the strap of the
- seatbelt, so that Mark couldn't tell she was doing it, and she used all of
- her self-control to keep from gasping out. Finally, she felt it shudder
- through her. It was a small orgasm, but her body still tensed and buckled,
- and she let a gasp escape her mouth, despite all her efforts to keep it in.
- Mark whirled, staring at her. "What are you doing?!?" he blurted, then
- his eyes went from her hand at her clit to her flushed face, and he knew.
- "What did you do? You just made yourself have an orgasm?" He gaped at
- her. "I didn't tell you to do that!"
- Jennifer shook her head, breathing heavily. "No." she said. "But I
- needed to. After that policeman, I just had to feel myself come."
- Mark looked back at the road. "I didn't say you could do that." he said.
- "You weren't supposed to do that."
- "Oh?" asked Jennifer, curious. "What was I supposed to do?"
- "Nothing!" he thundered. "Nothing until I tell you to do something!
- You've been a bad slave, Jennifer." He shook his head.
- "Would it please you to know that I enjoyed it, master?" Jenny
- ventured, tacking the 'master' at the end in hopes of calming him down.
- "Enjoyed it? Of course you enjoyed it! It was an orgasm! No, you'll
- have to be punished, my slave. You'll have to learn that you don't get off
- until I let you. You don't come until I finally decide you can come. Until
- then, you'll have to wait. Yes, you'll have to be punished." They had left the
- freeway, and Mark was looking around, driving aimlessly, as if looking for
- something in particular. Finally, he seemed to find it. He parked at the
- side of the street.
- "Here is your punishment, Jennifer." he stated. "You will get out, and
- walk over to that stop sign way over there." She could see the sign he
- pointed at; it was about fifty feet away. "Wait there and I'll pick you up."
- Jennifer looked at the street he wanted her to walk down. It was a
- fairly wide street in a seedy neighborhood, with two lanes going both
- directions. Not a particularly busy street, but busy enough that at least
- someone would see her. Even worse, she could see a bum sitting at a bus
- stop, and a bunch of little kids playing outside an apartment. She would
- have to walk right past them, completely naked. Jennifer turned to Mark,
- to beg for something, anything else to do besides this.
- But he wasn't putting up with it. "Get out." he said, and Jennifer felt
- herself compelled to leave the car. The compulsion didn't leave until she
- found herself standing on the sidewalk, watching Mark drive off. Watching
- him leave her.
- She looked down the street. This was the worst he had ever done. For
- all she knew, he was gone for good. He had left her in the bad part of
- town, completely naked.
- "No." she thought. "Learn to have faith. Mark wouldn't do that. He
- wouldn't!" She whispered this vehemently. It was either believe it or go
- mad. A car honked as it drove by; a man in the passengers seat howled out
- the window at her. It scared her. She retreated into the shadows.
- Again she looked down the street. This won't be over until you do it,
- she told herself, and she forced her legs to start walking.
- She passed the bum first. He stared at her legs the entire time, and
- for a moment she was scared that he would reach out and try to touch
- them. But apparently he was too drunk to do anything more than gape.
- Other cars drove by. One man started to pull over, then apparently
- decided against it, and drove off again. This really shook her. Another lady
- stuck her head out the window, and screamed at her in some language that
- seemed to be mostly l's and g's.
- The kids watched her from a distance, and she heard them talking,
- heard the words "tittys" "boobs." Finally they all ran into the apartment,
- long before she could get near them. As she passed by, she saw them
- staring out the windows at her.
- Then she passed an alleyway. And looking down the alley, she saw a
- hungry pack of teenagers. They were sitting, talking amongst themselves,
- but as she passed, one saw her and pointed her out. "Hey, check the naked
- chick!" he called. The others immediately focused at Jenny. Oh, shit, she
- thought. Oh, god. She started to walk faster. Where the hell was Mark?
- "Hey, whereya going, whore?" One yelled, and they all stood and
- started walking towards her. Walking towards her purposefully. Jenny
- freaked out. She started to run.
- "Hey, she's running!" "Get her!" Shoes slammed the pavement behind
- her. Jenny was a runner; she liked to run. Most of the guys couldn't catch
- up with her. She left them all behind, all but one. One that caught up to
- her and grabbed her arm, almost wrenching it out of its socket. He caught
- her, and she rebounded as he pulled her back. Back into the pack. He
- wrapped his arms around her waist and held her tightly. The others
- approached; they smelled of cheap liquor. They held out their hands,
- twisted into claws, moving them to her body to pinch and grab. She
- struggled, but could not do any more than make them all laugh at her fear.
- "Let's screw the bitch." one said. Rape, thought Jennifer. She felt cold.
- Helpless.
- And then Mark was there. "Let her go!" he screamed. Jennifer felt the
- arms around her grow limp and fall. Mark ran over. He turned to one.
- "You're crippled." he told the guy. The guy fell to the ground screaming, his
- legs crumpling under him. Mark turned to another. "You're a dog." The man
- fell to all fours and scampered off.
- One of the other members pulled a knife and moved as if to strike at
- Mark. "Eat it." commanded Mark. Jennifer tried to turn away, but she
- couldn't. She stood spellbound as the teenager stuck the knife into his
- mouth and tried to push it down his throat. Blood started to drip from his
- mouth, but the man couldn't stop. He got the blade about halfway down
- before he collapsed unconscious.
- The other teenagers were running away from Mark and his
- frightening power. Mark suspended the man who had caught Jennifer by
- telling him to stop. Then he screamed at all the others. "You all eat shit!"
- Jennifer didn't want to think about what that would mean for the
- teenagers.
- Mark turned to the last guy, who was frozen helplessly. "You." Mark
- said. His voice was full of rage, burning with hostility. "You tried to hurt
- my Jennifer." The man trembled before Mark's wraith. Then Mark turned to
- Jennifer. "Jenny, what do you want me to do with him? I give his fate to
- you to decide."
- "Oh, Mark." said Jennifer. She really didn't know what to say. "Tell
- him to turn himself in, ok? That's all I want."
- Mark smiled, and before Jennifer knew it, he was kissing her. He
- pulled away. "You're too nice." he told her. Then he turned to the guy. "You
- heard that? You'll turn yourself in. You'll confess to every crime you've
- ever done, including this attempted rape, and then you'll turn over a new
- life. You'll try to be an outstanding citizen. Ok? Do you understand?" The
- guy nodded mutely, tears running down his face. "Now, get hard." The
- man's eyes opened in surprise as a bulge appeared at his crotch. "You are
- about to have the biggest orgasm of your life. Can you feel it? Your balls
- are just fit to burst with jism. How does it feel? Good?" The man moaned.
- "Good." And Mark slammed his foot into the man's balls. The man screamed
- and collapsed to the ground, clutching his crotch and screaming. He
- continued to scream as Mark led Jennifer back to the car. He told her to
- get dressed.
- "I'm sorry about that, Jennifer." he said as she put on her clothes. "It
- wasn't supposed to have gone that way. I tried to control it, I did, but I
- couldn't. I didn't know about that alley."
- "You can never control everything." Jennifer murmured as she slipped
- her blouse on.
- "No, no, I suppose you can't." He watched as she finished putting on
- her clothes. "Jennifer." Jenny felt his power washing over her. "I want you
- to never, ever have any nightmares about what almost happened here. Ok?"
- "Ok." she said. They got back into the car, and Mark drove her back to
- her dorm. They drove in silence.
- Finally, they arrived at the dorm parking lot. Mark stopped the car,
- without a word, and waited. Jennifer grabbed her physics books and her
- test, and opened the door. She was just about to step out, when on a
- strange impulse, she turned around and pressed a kiss against Mark's
- cheek. He turned to stare at her in surprise.
- "What...?" he started.
- "I'm learning to have faith." she said simply, and before he could
- respond, she had stepped out of the car and was running back to the door
- of her dorm.
-
- To be continued...
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- Subject: Controlling Jennifer V
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- Story follows:
- Disclaimer: Kinda nonconsensual.
-
- This is the fifth part of the Controlling Jennifer series. It was actually
- twice as long, but for space reasons, I had to cut it in half. This is the
- first half. The next half appears as part 6.
- This story is (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while I do not mind it being
- distributed, I would appreciate it if you would keep this header on it so
- folks can know who wrote it.
-
- Controlling Jennifer V: Splices of Life Part I
-
- "Your boyfriend called."
- Jennifer glanced at Darlene as she walked in. Darlene was smiling at
- her; a taunting kind of smile, the kind Darlene gave Jennifer when she
- thought she knew something. Jennifer put down her bookbag and sat down
- on her bed. Amy, the blonde girl from down the hall, was sitting on
- Darlene's bed reading a Newsweek. She looked up from her magazine to
- smile at Jennifer, a smile that echoed Darlenes. Between the two of them,
- Jennifer felt very much like she was on display. She glanced between the
- two of them, trying to decide who Darlene was referring to.
- She finally ventured a guess. "You mean Mark?" she asked. The
- expressions of dismay rapidly transforming to intense interest on both
- Darlene's and Amy's faces told Jennifer she had guessed wrong. She
- sighed.
- "No, actually I meant Jacob. Who's Mark?" asked Darlene, her
- glittering eyes fixed on Jennifer. Jennifer looked down. "Jennifer, hon...
- you met a guy and you didn't tell me?"
- Jennifer pretended to shuffle through her notebook. "I swear, you
- two." she murmured. "You act like a couple of interrogators."
- "Of course!" chirped Amy. "We're girls! We're supposed to gossip!" She
- bounded over and sat next to Jennifer. Amy was always full of energy, and
- acted kind of ditzy; almost the stereotypical blond, except her frame was
- somewhat squat and she was more of an athlete than a socialite. "Come
- on, Jen! You're supposed to tell us everything. Whose Mark?" Amy leaned
- forward in anticipation.
- Jennifer retreated over to Darlene's bed. "Close the door, will you,
- Amy?" she said.
- Amy's eyes lit up, and she jumped up to slide the door silently
- closed. "Wow! Big secrets, Jen?" Amy plopped onto Jennifer's bed, sitting
- cross-legged.
- "No, no big secrets." said Jennifer. If only they knew, she thought to
- herself, then went on. "I just don't want Jacob to burst in on me. I kinda
- don't want to see him right now."
- "He gave me a message for you." reported Darlene. "He wants to know
- if you want to go to the frat party with him tomorrow." She regarded
- Jennifer in silence for a moment, then spoke. "Rumor has it Jacob and you
- are a couple." she remarked ominously. "Jacob complained to me that you
- are ignoring him. He sounded kind of angry..."
- "What's up, Jen?" burst Amy. "You can tell us!" Amy leaned forward in
- barely controlled anticipation.
- Jenny just shook her head. She felt like crying. "I don't need this
- right now, I really don't." she mumbled. She looked up at Darlene and
- Amy's expectant faces. "Jacob's been mad at me. I slept with him twice,
- and he thinks that makes me his girlfriend."
- "You slept with him TWICE?!?" burst in Amy. Jennifer stared at her,
- and Amy put her hand over her mouth. "Oop. Sorry. Go on, go on!"
- "I don't WANT a boyfriend!" declared Jennifer. "I keep telling him
- that, but he refuses to accept it. He's being a real asshole about it. I
- mean, guys can sleep with girls, and it means nothing, right? But I sleep
- with Jacob and suddenly I'm his." She hit the bed with a fist and frowned.
- "It makes me mad."
- "Maybe you shouldn't have slept with him the second time..." ventured
- Darlene.
- Jennifer sighed. "No kidding. But I didn't know he would get this way.
- Besides...well...the first time was really good. For both of us. The second
- time was bad though. Anyhow, I think the first time has him a little
- obsessed with me. He said it was the best sex has ever been for him."
- "Wow!" said Amy. "Jennifer, you slut!" Amy grinned, and Jennifer
- could tell she was only teasing, but the word came uncomfortably close
- to how Jennifer had felt about herself with Jacob.
- "Men are assholes." declared Darlene. "So who's Mark?"
- Jennifer sighed. What a question. Mark was a mind rapist, he was a
- manipulator, a controller. He was a dangerous being with far too much
- power. He was also a romantic, in his own twisted way, and he seemed to
- genuinely care for Jennifer. "Mark's another asshole." she said bitterly.
- "Is it Mark Haflin?" asked Darlene. "Red-brown hair?"
- Jennifer shook her head. "No, different guy. I don't think you know
- him."
- "Where'd you meet him?" asked Amy.
- "Ah...in the park one day, while I was walking to the track to run."
- "You don't run anymore, do you, Jen?" Darlene interrupted.
- "Ah, no. I haven't for a while at least."
- Darlene nodded. "Yeah. I'd noticed you had stopped. Sorry to interrupt,
- go on."
- "Mark." Jennifer said. "You ever have one of those guys who seems to
- really care about you, and does all these things for you, but he also acts
- like a complete arrogant bastard? That's Mark."
- "Have you slept with him?" asked Amy.
- "Amy!" snapped Darlene. "What a question!"
- "No." said Jennifer, and that too brought up a chaotic jumble of
- thoughts, arguments she had gone over again and again. It all came to the
- same question; why not? "No, I haven't slept with him."
- "That's good." Darlene approved with a decisive nod. That was
- Darlene; when it came to other peoples relationships, she took on the
- crisp mannerisms of an army general. "Makes things less complicated."
- Jenny sighed. "You don't know how complicated things are." she said.
- "Jacob is bothering me, but at least I can understand him. I don't
- understand Mark at all. He's the strangest person I've ever met. Every time
- I think I've got him placed, he does something completely different. It's
- so... confusing."
- "Well, I'll help you with Jacob." announced Darlene. "I'll talk to him
- and tell him that you aren't interested in being his girlfriend, and to leave
- you alone. Mark, on the other hand, you'll have to handle on your own."
- "No, Darlene, don't do that. I can deal with Jacob. Just let me take
- care of him, okay? It'll sound bad if you tell him. I need to do it."
- Darlene shrugged. "You sure?"
- "Yeah, I'm sure." said Jennifer.
- Darlene waved her hands at Jennifer, her way of indicating she was
- cleaning her hands of the situation. "Fine. He's all yours."
- "Hey, Jen! You want to go to a dance tomorrow night up at Borris?"
- asked Amy. Borris hall was a dorm to the north of the campus, known for
- its high freshman population. "A bunch of us were going to go, and you
- should, too. It'll get your mind off of things. Have some fun, maybe meet
- some new guys."
- "Yeah." agreed Darlene. "Plus, you won't have to worry about Jacob
- seeing you, because he's going to the frat party."
- Jennifer considered it. She hadn't gone to any parties since she had
- met Mark, and the idea appealed to her. She liked to dance. "Yeah, that
- sounds like fun. I'll go."
- "Good." nodded Darlene. "We were going to hit Pizza Hut for dinner,
- then go to the dance around 8:30 or so. That should be late enough for
- things to have started up there. Dress to kill." Amy giggled, and her bright
- eyes danced over Jennifer.
- Jennifer smiled. At least she had friends.
-
- "The lasagna isn't bad, but the chicken...urgh!" Jennifer's eyes went
- wide, and she could feel herself unconsciously shrinking down in her seat.
- It was the next day, and Jennifer was eating lunch with a girl in her
- Chinese Culture class named Ann Pajaro. Ann was a math major, an
- intense young lady with cold dark eyes and a mind like a computer. They
- traditionally ate lunch together after Chinese Culture, a class they both
- took to fulfill requirements and a class they both disliked intensely.
- Ann, with her usual lack of subtlety, twisted around and looked to
- see what was distressing Jennifer. "What?" she demanded.
- "Don't look! It's Jacob. I don't want to talk to him. Quick, pretend you
- don't see him." Jennifer covered her hand with her face, hoping he
- wouldn't see them.
- "Too late." said Ann. "He's coming this way."
- "Darn." muttered Jennifer. They watched as Jacob and some other guy
- wandered their way back to where the two girls were sitting.
- "Hey, Jennifer." said Jacob, and he took the seat next to her. The
- other guy, a dark-haired man with thick muscles, took the seat next to
- Ann. Probably another wrestler, or a football guy. Or both.
- Jennifer forced cheer into her voice. "Hey, Jacob." she said. "How are
- you?"
- "We need to talk." he said. Jennifer fought off the urge to sigh. Talk,
- yeah, right. The same talk they had had before. It never solved anything.
- "About what?"
- "You know about what! Jen, can we go somewhere private?"
- "I can't do that. I'm eating with Ann. Can we talk later?"
- The dark-haired man spoke. "I'm Greg, by the way."
- Jacob ignored him. "Damn it, Jen! You always want to talk later! I'm
- not going to be put off this time!"
- "Hi, I'm Ann." said Ann to Greg.
- "What are we going to talk about, Jake? What is there new to talk
- about? We've had this talk before. There's nothing more to discuss!"
- "Yes, there is." Jacob said, his voice hard. "Jennifer, I don't see why
- you have to be so stubborn!" He looked at Ann and Greg, then back at
- Jennifer. "Look, let's go to another table, all right?"
- "No, Jacob! Don't you understand? No! I don't want a boyfriend right
- now. You're nice, but right now, I need you to please leave me alone! Okay?
- Please, Jacob." She pleaded. "I need you as a friend right now. Stop trying
- to complicate things."
- "Oh, a friend." spat Jacob. "And do you screw all your friends, then?"
- "Jacob! Stop it!" Jennifer recoiled with shock at the low blow and the
- hostility in Jacob's voice.
- "No, Jenny, I'm not going to stop." he snarled. "I'm not going to watch
- you go around and act like there's nothing between us."
- "Jacob, there IS nothing between us." Jennifer interrupted. The whole
- argument was making her sick. She wished Jacob would stop.
- "The hell there isn't! Those two times don't mean anything? You just
- using me to get off? Fuck that, Jennifer! I'm not going to let you just set
- me aside like some toy." His voice was rising now.
- Jennifer looked at Ann and Greg, who were watching the
- conversation like spectators at a boxing match. Finally she stood. "I'm
- leaving." She said, her voice tight. She lifted her tray and walked away.
- "Wait, I'm coming too!" called Ann behind her, and soon Ann was
- walking beside her. Behind them both, they heard Greg telling Jacob to
- cool down. "Wow. Some argument." said Ann. "I didn't even know you two
- were even dating."
- "We aren't." said Jennifer. "I'm sorry you had to see that, Ann."
- Ann just shrugged.
- Afterwards, Jennifer went back to her room and stared at the
- ceiling. Why do I have so much problems? She asked herself. Why me?
- Jennifer put on her sad music, her recording of the Pachelbel Canon, and
- for the first time in a long while, Jennifer let herself cry.
- And when she couldn't cry anymore, she thought about Mark.
-
- Later that day, Jennifer went with Darlene, Amy, and four other girls
- to Pizza Hut. Jennifer had been contemplating skipping the whole thing,
- but at the last minute, Darlene had firmly ordered her to go. "It'll cheer
- you up, Jen. I don't want you lying around the room all night feeling sorry
- for yourself. You might start getting suicidal or something." Jennifer felt
- left out at the restaurant. Everyone else seemed to be in such good moods,
- talking, laughing, carrying on. Jennifer tried to make an effort to enjoy
- herself, and to be good company, but she had a feeling she was doing a bad
- job of it.
- They were done with dinner at 7, and all went to Amy's room, where
- Amy brought out some bottles of alcohol, and started passing out cups.
- Darlene tried to get Jennifer to drink. "C'mon, Jenny, it'll loosen you up,
- make you have more fun." But Jennifer was not a drinker; it was not that
- she had something morally against it, she just really didn't like the taste.
- Besides, wasn't alcohol a depressant or something? She couldn't afford to
- get even more depressed. She refused their offers of liquor, and felt
- really left out as the rest of them rapidly got plastered and started
- laughing at silly things.
- "Darlene, I think I'm going to go back to the room, ok? I really don't
- think I'm going to be good company."
- Darlene threw her arm around Jenny. "Nooooo! No, Jennifer! You can't
- leave me here. Ohhh, Jen, I feel so drunk. You'll have to take care of me, I
- need you, don't leave...." So Jennifer stayed.
- Around 9, they all decided to stagger along to the dance. "Jen's our
- guide!" they declared with glee. "She's the only one sober. Lead us there,
- Jenny!" So Jennifer put herself in control of the group of giggling, silly
- girls, all who were a great deal happier than they had any right to be, and
- she led them up to the lobby of Borris hall.
- The party was going at full force, and the dance floor was packed.
- The music was loud and blaring, music that didn't need to be much more
- than a beat, and usually wasn't. Lights flashed across the ceiling, and
- people swirled on the dance floor.
- The group of girls formed a circle on the outskirts of the dance
- floor, and started to dance. At first, Jenny had a hard time getting into it,
- but after awhile, her body started to follow along to the rhythm, and she
- let her mind loosen as she looked around at all the happy people on the
- dance floor.
- That's what I like about dancing, she thought to herself. Everyone
- always looks so happy. Gradually, Jennifer felt herself start to loosen up,
- and every time she looked at Darlene and Amy, they smiled back at her,
- drunken, infectious smiles. Soon Jennifer started to smile back.
- She let her eyes wander around the floor, occasionally seeing people
- she knew as they swirled and gyrated to the crushing beat that swept
- through them all. The group of girls started moving more toward the
- center as people left the middle of the floor and others appeared on the
- ouskirts. Pretty soon, everyone around Jennifer was in motion. She felt
- adrenalized, and it was a good feeling. She let the music move her body, in
- motion almost without conscious thought.
- It was then she saw Mark.
- He was sitting on the side of the dance floor, in one of the seats by
- himself. For once, it appeared as if she had seen him before he had seen
- her. He was watching the people dance on the floor. Jennifer faltered in
- keeping the beat. What do I do? She asked herself. Should I talk to him?
- Jennifer looked at Darlene and the others, swaying happily. What if Mark
- saw her when she was with all her friends? What would happen? Jennifer
- decided she would rather not have Mark meet her friends, or vice versa.
- She poked Darlene. "I'm going to the bathroom." she shouted over the
- loud music. "I'll be back." Darlene smiled and nodded, and Jennifer made
- her way through the swirl of bodies towards where Mark sat.
- Mark saw her approaching, and he smiled at her. A different sort of
- smile, a less confident, more peaceful smile than his usual. Jennifer
- walked over and sat next to him.
- "Hi, Mark." she said.
- "Hey, Jennifer." He leaned towards her to be heard. "Wow, I didn't
- know you were here."
- She nodded. "I figured you would see me eventually." She paused; so
- far the encounter had been very ordinary, and she wanted to keep it that
- way. "Are you here to dance, Mark?"
- He shook his head. "I don't dance much." he told her. "No, I just like to
- come to these things to watch other people dance. It's so...chaotic." He let
- his eyes roam around the floor, and then he focused on her again. "This is
- where I first saw you, you know."
- "It is?" Jennifer leaned forward to hear him better.
- Mark looked out onto the dance floor again. "Well, not here, but at a
- dance. Remember that Halloween party? That's when I first saw you,
- dancing out there, in the crowd." Jennifer watched his profile as he spoke,
- watched the lights flashing over his face. His eyes had an unfocused,
- blurred look to them. Then he was looking at her again. "I like the way you
- dance, Jennifer. There's...something about it, I can't say what it is. That's
- what attracted me to you. You seemed to go into it with such abandon.
- Like it was your last night to be alive, and all you wanted to do was to
- dance until you dropped. And, I don't know, it was sexual, but not openly
- sexual. More subtley sexual, I guess, like you were acting sexy but didn't
- know it, and that only made it more erotic. I really liked watching you
- dance, Jennifer."
- "I'm not a very good dancer." she murmured, a little embarassed by
- his words. Her face was hot, and she tried to keep the blush from showing.
- It was the intensity with which he spoke; she found it hard to believe she
- could bring forth such intensity in anyone.
- Of course, Mark wasn't just anyone.
- "Yes, you are. You're one of those that you can tell likes to
- dance, just be watching." He said. He stared at her; his eyes were like two
- glowing embers in a fire. "Jenny, want to play another game of controlling
- Jennifer? I have an idea."
- "Game?" she raised an eyebrow. "Is it all a game to you?"
- "Well...no, not really. I'm sorry, Jenny, that's what I've been calling
- our little sessions. Games of controlling Jennifer. I'm sorry, it's just for
- lack of a better term. Do you want to? I mean, of your own free will. I'm
- not going to use my power or anything."
- Jennifer looked into his eyes, and was intrigued by the eager
- sincerity she saw there. And she also had to admit that she was curious
- as to what Mark had in mind for her. "You promise? No power?"
- "I promise. All of your own free will." he said, and she believed him.
- For all he had done to her, he had never lied to her.
- "Okay. And if I don't want to do what you say, I won't and you won't
- make me, okay? I'm just doing this because I'm curious as to what you
- want me to do. That's all."
- Mark grinned and nodded. "Uh huh. Don't worry, Jennifer. If you don't
- want to do what I say, you don't have to. It's up to you."
- Jennifer waited for him to continue, but he didn't. "So what is it?"
- she pressed him.
- "Are you wearing a bra?"
- Jennifer looked down at the white blouse she was wearing. You could
- faintly make out the white lace of her bra under it. She also wore a pair
- of tight black jeans; perfect for dancing. "You know I am. Stop teasing
- me." she said.
- "Go and take it off." he said.
- "And then what?" she asked.
- "First the bra." he ordered. Jennifer watched him intently, but he
- would say no more. Finally, she walked over to the bathroom. It was
- crowded with girls putting on makeup and stank with the smell of beer
- and cigarettes. Jennifer waited for a stall, and once inside, slipped off
- her bra and shoved it into her purse. She examined herself; her nipples
- were slightly visible, but only if you looked for them. The blouse was
- pretty loose anyhow, so it was not overly apparent that she wore nothing
- beneath it. Satisfied that she was not too exposed, she walked out of the
- bathroom.
- At first she couldn't see Mark. He wasn't where she had left him. She
- searched the room with her eyes, and finally saw him in a new seat on the
- opposite wall. Jennifer started to make her way over to him, and then
- realized she would have to squeeze her way through the mass of dancers
- to reach him. As she pushed through, her breasts brushed against backs,
- against fronts, against arms. Once a hand, moving in some dancing motion,
- ran into her chest. Jennifer pushed past quickly before the owner of the
- hand could realize what he had bumped into. All in all, no one else really
- seemed aware that she wasn't wearing a bra, but by the time Jennifer
- reached the place where Mark was, she herself was very aware of how
- free she was under the blouse, and her nipples were hard and sensitive.
- She dropped next to Mark, feeling her breasts sway with the motion,
- and her nipples scrape against her blouse. "You did that on purpose." she
- accused.
- "Did what?" he remarked innocently. "I had to move over here to show
- you what I want you to do."
- "Ok, what is it."
- Mark just pointed. Jennifer followed the direction of his finger to
- see a guy sitting against the wall. He was small, hunched over in his
- chair, staring forlornly at everyone dancing around him. Jennifer knew his
- type. They wanted to dance, but were too scared. Too self-conscious.
- "See him?" asked Mark.
- "Yeah. What do you want me to do?"
- "I want you to pick him up. Ask him to dance. Hold him tight and turn
- him on. You know."
- Jennifer regarded the guy. "He's gonna think I'm a slut." she said.
- "No, no, Jennifer. More likely he's going to think its the best day of
- his life. I'm asking you to make him happy, Jennifer. Let him have a fun
- night for once." He offered her his hand. "Come on, Jenny. Are you game?"
- Jennifer shook her head. "I can't believe you're making me do this."
- Mark only shrugged, and kept his hand toward her. Finally, she took his
- hand, and they walked over to where the guy was sitting.
- The guy looked up at them expectantly. Mark leaned close. "You can't
- see me or hear me." He told the boy, and released Jennifer's hand. The boy
- suddenly was staring right through Mark; he shuddered, then turned to
- Jennifer, staring at her with wide eyes. She noticed with distaste that he
- was one of those boys who looked at her chest almost as much as he did
- her face.
- "Hi!" she said. "Do you want to dance?" She asked him.
- The boy looked down and shook his head. "Uh...no thanks, I'm not
- really a dancer." Jennifer looked at Mark; he was urging her on with his
- eyes. She sighed and sat down.
- "Hi!" she said. "I'm...uh...Marcie." It occurred to her at the
- last minute
- that she may not want him to know her real name. "What's your name?"
- "Oh, I'm Derrick." he smiled quickly at her, then looked away.
- Jennifer again looked at Mark.
- "Put your arm around him." Mark said. "Press yourself against him.
- Get him hot and hard." Before Jennifer knew it, her arm was draped over
- Derrick's shoulder, and her breasts were pushing into his side. She could
- feel Derrick's quivering hesitation under her, his temptation.
- She glared at Mark. "You said you wouldn't use your power." she
- hissed.
- He only smiled. "I didn't." he said. And with a start, Jennifer realized
- he hadn't. She was doing this all on her own.
- Aw, what the hell, she thought. She leaned in close to John's ear.
- "Come on." she said. "I want to see you dance with me. I promise I'm a good
- dancer. Don't turn me down." Derrick's body was hot against hers.
- "O...okay." he stammered. Jennifer brushed a slight kiss against his
- cheek. That oughta blow his mind, she thought to herself. I wonder what
- Mark thinks. She looked over at him.
- Mark was staring at them, and the strange expression on his face
- caught her completely by surprise. She thought he would be pleased at her
- willing compliance, but instead he looked sad. She stared at him a
- moment. He always does this to me, she thought. Whenever I think I've got
- him figured out. What's he thinking? He caught her looking, and beckoned
- them out onto the dance floor. Jennifer watched him a moment longer,
- trying to decipher his thoughts, but couldn't. Finally, she turned back to
- Derrick, and led him out onto the dance floor.
-
- To be continued
-
- written and directed by Danny Reinker
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- Subject: Controlling Jennifer VI
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- story follows:
- Note: this story is a little nonconsensual. Press 'n' if you want.
-
- This is the sixth part of the Controlling Jennifer series. This story is
- (c)1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while I do not mind it being distributed, I
- would appreciate it if you would keep this header on it so folks can know
- who wrote it.
-
- Controlling Jennifer VI: Splices of Life part II
-
- Jennifer drifted them to the outskirts of the dance floor. She noticed
- Derrick was glancing around nervously, like he was going to take off all
- his clothes or something, and wanted to be sure no one was watching.
- Jennifer sighed, confident that the music would mask her sigh. She had
- never understood those who were embarassed to dance. What was the big
- deal? Why was it so frightening to dance when you were in a room full of
- people, all of them dancing?
- She leaned in towards Derrick. "Come on, let's dance!" she told him.
- He just smiled sheepishly, and looked around at everyone. Jennifer
- shrugged, deciding she would have to set an example. She started to move
- her body to the beat, smiling at Derrick in encouragement, and then she
- remembered Mark, and abruptly she stopped.
- She tried to stop herself from glancing at him, but she was a second
- too late. Mark was watching her, she had almost forgotten. He was staring
- at her, an expression of melancholy etched on his face. His eyes were lost
- and unfocused. What's wrong with him? she wondered. For once I'm doing
- what he wants, on my own, without his power. Why isn't he happy?
- Maybe he likes to use his power, she thought, and succeeded in
- generating a shudder down her spine. She turned back to Derrick, and
- thought about dancing with him. The moment was growing long, and she
- could tell Derrick was getting uncomfortable. He was looking back at his
- seat, his eyes longing for it like a security blanket. Jennifer started to
- dance again, drawing his eyes to her, and when she thought about herself
- dancing again, she almost stopped, but kept going by will alone.
- The problem was, for some reason, her dancing seemed artificial.
- Jennifer usually danced by letting her body go, allowing the music to
- manipulate it while her mind floated over other things. But everytime she
- tried to do this, she would always think of Mark, watching her. How could
- she dance while he watched? It made her self-conscious. She probably
- felt a lot like Derrick.
- Derrick had not started dancing. He would start, then stop
- immediately after, shaking his head and laughing at his own foolishness.
- Jennifer's eyes narrowed. How do I get him to dance? she asked herself.
- How do I do it when Mark's watching me like he is? Before, Mark had
- always told her exactly what to do; this was the first time she was
- supposed to act...well, slutty...all by herself.
- Who cares if he dances, she decided. Just turn him on, Jennifer. Think
- if you were him, and you were faced with an attractive girl, what would
- you want her to do? Jennifer tried to imagine this, but couldn't think like
- a guy would. Only the obvious things occurred to her, and she certainly
- wasn't going to do them in a public place. No, she would have to be more
- subtley slutty. Now the only problem was, how?
- Derrick was starting to dance now, which was good. It made her feel
- a little less silly, although his dancing style kind of reminded her of
- Frankenstein walking; stiff and goofy-looking. Now how to turn him on?
- She thought about dancing slutty, shaking her breasts to make it obvious
- she wasn't wearing a bra, grinding her hips into his pelvis, basically
- dancing dirty. She actually gave her breasts an experimental wiggle, but
- it felt very false to her, and she stopped. It just wasn't a natural part of
- dancing for her. She continued to dance, as normally as she could with the
- awareness that Mark was watching her in the back of her head. The music
- stopped, and another song came on in its place. Jennifer danced.
- During this next song, she tried something else. She danced forward,
- coming teasingly close, and gave him what she thought was a seductive
- smile. She wasn't very experienced with this, and forgot to calculate in
- his awkward dancing style; as a result, she came a little too close to him,
- and he accidently pushed his arm right against her breasts. It must have
- been obvious that she was braless; he stared at her and then looked away,
- blushing furiously, before he even saw her attempt at a seductive smile.
- Oh, well, it had probably worked better than she intended. She tried
- this again, this time slower, coming closer and closer until he became
- uncomfortable and backed away. For some reason, she thought this was
- funny. If she came close to him, he would always back off. It was like he
- feared her. Finally, her heart beating, Jennifer moved up until her face
- was less than two inches from his, and, her eyes locked on his, slowly
- licked her lips. She smiled immediately after, feeling very silly, but
- Derrick was hooked. His dance faltered, and he seemed hypnotized by her.
- Jennifer danced back from him, and, very aware that his eyes were on her,
- pretended to stretch. She arched her back, trying to stretch her blouse and
- get it tightly pressed against her breasts. She pretended to have her eyes
- closed, but she was looking out through the crack in her eyelid, and she
- could see Derrick's eyes were fixed on her breasts. She felt a thrill spin
- through her stomach.
- And she knew Mark was watching, too.
- She opened her eyes, and overcome by temptation, looked down to
- see how much of herself she was exposing. Her nipples were dark circles
- under the fabric, and she gasped at how visible they were. She quickly
- eased out of her stretched position, fighting to control her blush, trying
- to appear cool and deliberate.
- She needn't have bothered. As she continued to dance with Derrick,
- his eyes stayed on her breasts more than anything else, waiting for those
- dark nipples to resurface. It bothered her, even though she knew she had
- pretty much asked for it by giving him a peek in the first place. She didn't
- particularly like being reduced to a pair of breasts.
- Determined to get him to acknowledge all of her, she slid up to him
- and linked her hands behind his neck. He abruptly stopped dancing, and
- stared open-mouthed at her. She moved up against him so there was a
- faint but undefined contact between their bodies; just enough to tease. "Is
- it just me or is it *hot* in here?" she whispered in her sexiest voice. He
- gaped at her.
- "You have to go to the bathroom." It was Mark's voice. Mark was
- beside them.
- "Uh...excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom, I'll be right back
- though!" Derrick pulled away from her, and raced off to the bathroom.
- Jennifer watched him rush off, then turned back to regard Mark.
- "Why'd you do that?" she asked, puzzled.
- Mark walked back to the seats on the side of the room, and after a
- moments hesitation, Jennifer followed. He sat down, and she sat beside
- him, waiting.
- "I thought you might need a break." he said finally, looking on to the
- dance floor. "I mean, you've been dancing for fifteen minutes already. I
- thought you might want to sit down or something."
- Jennifer shrugged. "I wasn't really tired. Anyways, I could have taken
- a break by myself. No one was MAKING me dance. Derrick would have let
- me go if I had asked."
- "Derrick." said Mark. "What do you think of him?" He faced her, his
- eyes lost in shadows.
- She thought for a moment. "I...don't know." she said. "He seems kind of
- awkward, I guess. A little socially inexperienced. But nice, otherwise he
- would have probably felt me up by now." Jennifer considered this, and was
- surprised at how casually she reacted to the thought of Derrick feeling
- her up. She crossed her arms over her breasts, pressing the fabric against
- her nipples.
- Mark turned away from her again. "I think you're doing too good a
- job." he said coldly. "You're teasing him too much. He's going to expect
- something."
- Jennifer considered this, pulling the dark strands of hair from her
- eyes. "That's all right, isn't it?" she remarked. "After all, if he gets too
- demanding, you can always do some control thing to him, right? I mean, I
- hate to suggest it, but its an option. Anyway, I don't think he would do
- that. He seems like a gentleman. Too shy to go any further than I'll let
- him."
- "And how far will you let him go?" demanded Mark.
- "Mmm? Oh, I don't know....actually, it's been kind of fun so far. I
- suppose I'll have to stop eventually." She shrugged. "Who knows? I'll
- decide that when I get there." She peered at him. "What's wrong? I thought
- you liked me making a fool of myself in front of guys."
- Mark didn't say anything for a while, and Jennifer finally decided he
- wasn't going to answer. Finally, he said "This is different. I don't like
- Derrick."
- "Why not?" she ventured.
- He glared at her. "I just don't." And that was all he would say.
- "Hi, Jen!" Jennifer heard the voice from above her. It was Darlene's
- voice. She looked up to see Darlene. Darlene's dark curly hair was in a
- disarray, probably from dancing, and she had goofy smile that undoubtedly
- came from being drunk.
- Jennifer was acutely aware of Mark sitting beside her. "Hi, Darlene."
- she said quickly. "Look can I talk to you later?"
- Darlene ignored her, dropping onto the seat beside her. "Why'd you
- stop dancing, Jennifer?" she asked, leaning back against the back of the
- seat and resting.
- "Oh...I just got a little tired, that's all. Where's Amy and the others?"
- Jennifer wished desperately that Darlene would go away.
- "Oh, them. They're over there, still dancing." Darlene pointed vaguely
- towards the dance floor. "I guess I got a lil' tired, too. Whatcha up to,
- Jen?" Darlene blinked at Jennifer, her eyes unfocused and dreamy.
- "Me? Oh, nothing, really..." Jennifer started. Then she noticed Darlene
- was looking past her.
- "Hi!" said Darlene.
- "Hi." said Mark. He had entered his formal mode of talking again. "I'm
- Mark. You must be Darlene." He offered his hand, and when she put hers
- forward to shake it, he instead took her hand and kissed the back of it.
- Darlene giggled.
- "Wow. What a gentleman." Darlene said. "Yes, I'm Darlene...Jen's
- roommate. Heh, but you probably know that already. Jen...Jennifer's told
- me about you." Darlene smiled and blinked.
- Jennifer felt like she was in some weird dream. She leaned back and
- numbly followed the conversation that was occurring over her, feeling
- powerless to do anything but listen.
- Mark's wore a carefully neutral smile. "Oh? Hopefully good things."
- His eyes shifted quickly toward Jennifer, perhaps looking for a clue as to
- what Jennifer had told her.
- "Not really anything." admitted Darlene, grinning. "Jen likes to keep
- her secrets. She's just mentioned your name. I didn't know you were going
- to be here. Jen didn't tell me." She gave Jennifer a sly poke with her
- elbow. Jennifer ignored it.
- "Oh, she didn't know. It's just coincidence that we showed up at the
- same place at the same time." said Mark.
- "Oh. Well, I guess I'll leave you two alone then. I can sense Jennifer
- wants me to take off." Darlene grinned at Jennifer, and was about to stand
- up, when she noticed Derrick hovering uncertainly near them. "Oh, hello."
- she said.
- "Hi." muttered Derrick, or at least his lips moved. Then, louder.
- "Marcie...you wanna dance again?" His voice was a little bolder now. He's
- gaining confidence, thought Jennifer. Oh, god, how am I going to explain
- this to Darlene?
- Darlene looked at her confused. "Marcie...?" she started.
- "I'll tell you about it later." whispered Jennifer.
- Darlene grinned widely. "Damn right, you will. I'll talk to you later,
- 'Marcie.'" She giggled, then stood and walked off.
- Derrick watched them uncertainly. "Marcie?" he asked toward
- Jennifer, his voice uncertain and nervous.
- Jennifer flashed him her brightest smile. "Ok, but why don't you get
- me a cup of punch first. Please?" He smiled back, and seemed almost
- grateful to go off and get her a drink. She watched him go.
- "I had to do that." she explained to Mark. "I just know Darlene's going
- to be watching me now."
- "I don't think so." observed Mark. He pointed over in the distance.
- Darlene was talking to some blonde guy, and seemed oblivious to anything
- but his words. "Looks like she has other things on her mind."
- "Oh!" said Jennifer, watching them. "I hope she'll be okay. She's drunk,
- you know. I told her I'd watch out for her."
- "Aw, she'll be all right." said Mark. "I know that guy; he's not the type
- that would take advantage of her. Don't worry, she's safe."
- Jennifer looked back at Mark, regarding him openly with her dark
- eyes. "For a second there, I thought you were going to introduce yourself
- as my master or something." she said.
- Mark shook his head and smiled. "No, no. Don't worry, Jennifer. I
- wouldn't do that to you." Then his smile faded. "Here comes Derrick." he
- said.
- Derrick was returning, clasping a cup of punch like he held the holy
- grail. He held it out to her with a wide grin. Jennifer smiled in thanks as
- she took it, and drank it down, surprised at how thirsty she was. Dancing
- takes a lot out of you, she supposed.
- The music had changed; the tempo had slowed down, and Jennifer
- could see that the people on the floor were dividing into couples. She saw
- Darlene slow-dancing with her blonde guy.
- Derrick followed her gaze, out to the people slow dancing. Then he
- turned back to her and offered his hand. "You wanna dance, Marcie?" he
- said, smiling sheepishly, as if expecting to be refused.
- "Ok." she said, and took his hand. He led her out to the dance floor,
- and uncertainly started to put his hands around her waist, swaying at
- least a foot away from her.
- What the heck, thought Jennifer, and she clasped her arms around
- him and pulled him close to her. After all, she was supposed to be turning
- him on, and slow dancing from a distance seemed so awkward anyhow.
- Their bodies pressed together. Jennifer could feel a hardness below
- against her waist; his erection. He's hard, she thought. Wow. He seemed
- uncomfortably aware of this, too, and tried to pull away, but she wouldn't
- let him. Instead, she started to move slightly, rubbing herself slightly
- against his hard-on. Wow, she thought, I hope Darlene doesn't see me.
- She'll think I'm a real slut. Jennifer grinned, and leaned her cheek against
- Derrick's shoulder, swaying back and forth in time to the music.
- Derrick was tense against her, but gradually they fell into the
- rhythm of the music. At first his hands fell limply around her back, but as
- he became more confident, he started to hold her tighter. They swayed
- together.
- "Wow." he whispered in her ear. "You're...you're really beautiful,
- Marcie..." Jennifer wondered whether he was really serious or if his words
- were just motivated by lust. In the end, she supposed it didn't really
- matter.
- "Thanks." she whispered back.
- She felt him sliding his hands up her back. If he needed confirmation
- that she wasn't wearing a bra, he received it when his hands couldn't find
- any straps. She hugged him, the pressure of his hard penis pressing into
- her. Well, she thought. I've succeeded in turning him on. The only problem
- was, she was a little turned on herself. She enjoyed her control over
- Derrick; her ability to make him hard, and to make him want her.
- She knew she had to stop sometime. She didn't want to go too far.
- But as Derrick tightened his grip on her, and she felt the slickness
- develop between her legs, she hoped she would have the strength to resist
- her own temptation.
- Abruptly, Derrick loosened his hold on her, and she looked up at him
- to see what was wrong. He was staring at her, his breath coming fast, and
- as he started to pull her to him again, she could feel his heart beating
- rapidly beneath his chest. He was slowly bringing his lips to hers. They
- were going to kiss.
- This was wrong! It wasn't the way it was supposed to happen. A slow
- kiss while holding each other tight and slow dancing, that was a love
- thing, wasn't it? It was too romantic, too personal. What if it was his
- first kiss? What if it meant a lot to him? Jennifer didn't want to be some
- strangers first kiss. She twisted her head, moving her lips from their
- collision course with his.
- She could feel his hurt, his feeling of being rejected. "I'm sorry,
- Marcie." he whispered. "I didn't mean to...."
- "Shhh." she said, and his voice drifted away. They swayed together.
- Jennifer felt lost. She wasn't a seductress; she took things too seriously
- for that. And she felt bad for rejecting him. If only it hadn't been so
- perfect, then she would have kissed him.
- "Derrick..." she said.
- "Yeah?"
- Jennifer leaned up and mashed her lips against his, pressing her body
- tightly against his hard-on. It wasn't a soft, romantic kiss; it was a hard,
- lustful kiss. A passionate kiss. How Jennifer imagined a slut would kiss.
- She could feel Derrick tense up like a statue against her; his lips were
- frozen with shock. As a final touch, as she withdrew her mouth, she let
- her tongue dart out and caress his lips. There, she thought with
- satisfaction, that should do it.
- "What the fuck is this?" A voice, beside them. Mark's voice?
- No, not Mark. Jacob's voice.
- Jennifer recoiled from Derrick, gasping in shock, and spun to look
- beside them. It was Jacob, all right. His eyes were bloodshot and bulging,
- his muscles were tensed, and he was holding a beer bottle, which he took
- a chug of as she watched. He had two others with him. Jennifer didn't
- know either of them, but they both were big football players, and they
- were both obviously drunk.
- "You little slut!" snarled Jacob. "You just can't keep your hands off
- any guy, can you?" He drank some more of the beer.
- "Jacob, go away! You're drunk." said Jennifer. She wished Derrick
- would go away; Jacob wouldn't dare do anything to her, but he might do
- something to the man she had been kissing. But Derrick was frozen in his
- tracks, like an animal frozen in the headlights of an approaching truck.
- "Drunk, damn right, I'm drunk, Jenny-fer. Fucking slut Cailly. I come
- looking for you, and how do I find you...fishing for another dick." He glared
- menacingly at Derrick.
- "Who the hell are you?" asked Derrick, his voice quavering to be firm.
- Jennifer wanted to scream at him to shut up.
- "Who am I? WHO AM I?" bellowed Jacob. People were staring now.
- "I'm her fucking boyfriend, is who I am! The boyfriend of the girl you were
- just frenching!"
- "You have a boyfriend?" Derrick gaped at her.
- "You're not my boyfriend, Jacob!" Jennifer shouted. She turned to
- Derrick. "Derrick, be quiet, ok? Please?" she pleaded.
- "You fucking prick." growled Jacob, and he gave Derrick a shove.
- Derrick staggered backwards. Before Jennifer could react, Jacob had
- latched a hand around her wrist. "Come on, Jennerfer." he said. "I said we
- need to talk, now we're gonna talk, whether you want to or not." He
- started to pull her from the floor, ignoring her struggling.
- Then, a shout. "What's going on here!" a voice demanded. Mark's voice.
- Jennifer gasped in relief. Always, always, he was there to save her.
- Jacob glared at Mark. "Mind your own business, mother fucker!" he
- growled.
- Mark took in the situation at a glance, and he smiled. He actually
- smiled. "I would prefer it if you called me 'master.'" he said casually.
- Jacob glared at him. "I said, fuck off,...uh....master." Jacob's face
- contorted with confusion.
- "Good." nodded Mark with a grin. "I would also like it if you would
- refer to yourself as 'this wretch.' I usually like things to be named as
- they are. Don't you?" Mark's grin was easy and confident. "Now let the girl
- go."
- Jennifer felt Jacob's hand grow limp around her wrist. She quickly
- pulled out of his reach, and retreated to stand by Mark. Jacob, along with
- his two buddies, stared at Mark in drunken astonishment.
- "Now, then. What seems to be the trouble? Perhaps we can work
- things out."
- "Uh." said Jacob. He looked confused. "Well, you see, thas my
- girlfriend beside you, an' she wuz necking with some other guy, and...uh...
- this wretch was just gonna take her outside and have a talk with her..."
- Mark whirled to face Jennifer. "You have a boyfriend?" he asked.
- She shook her head. "He's not my boyfriend! He just thinks he is. Tell
- him to go home, would you, Mark? Tell him to go home and sleep it off."
- Mark shook his head. He had a malevolent glint in his eye as he looked
- back on Jacob and his two friends. "No, I don't think so. Let's try and work
- things out. Where's the guy Jennifer was kissing?" Mark quickly spotted
- Derrick. "Derrick! You can see and hear me now. Come over here."
- Compelled by Mark's power, Derrick walked forward. He twitched
- nervously, glancing at Jacob and his friends uneasily.
- "This is the guy?" Mark looked at Jacob, and pointed at Derrick. Jacob
- nodded.
- "Mark, what are you doing? Please, just let this end." begged
- Jennifer. She had thought Mark would stop things, but it appeared that he
- was having too much fun manipulating the situation.
- "Quiet, Jennifer." And Jennifer felt his power catching hold of her.
- When she opened her mouth, her voice wouldn't work. She closed her
- mouth again and waited.
- "Now, then, Derrick. Let's hear your side of the story. What was
- happening between you and Jennifer?"
- "It wasn't me!" babbled Derrick. "I don't even know any Jennifer..."
- Mark rolled his eyes. "I meant Marcie. Marcie is her nickname, her
- real name is Jennifer." Mark flashed Jennifer a quick smile.
- "Oh." said Derrick, also glancing at Jennifer. Then he started babbling
- again. "I didn't know she had a boyfriend, otherwise I wouldn't have done
- anything, honest! I swear I didn't know."
- Mark shook his head critically. "What kind of a loser are you?" he
- said, his voice edged in contempt. "Don't be a wimp! Stand up for the
- woman. This is Jennifer! Don't you think she's worth fighting three guys
- for, even guys as big as these three?"
- Mark must have used his power, because Derrick's eyes became as
- hard as steel. He pointed a finger level at Jacob. "Hey." he said, his voice
- flat and dangerous. "You leave Jennifer alone."
- Jacob grunted and lunged for Derrick, but Mark simply said "Freeze."
- and Jacob froze where he was. "Let's take this outside." said Mark. "You
- three, Derrick, and you, too, Jennifer. Follow me."
- It was not a compulsion, at least not for Jennifer, but Mark must
- have known she would follow anyway, just to see what he would do.
- Jennifer strained against the bond he had put on her mind, but as hard as
- she tried she could not speak. She mutely followed them out into the
- parking lot. Mark walked them over to a secluded corner.
- "Now then." said Mark. "I see only one solution here. You're going to
- have to fight for Jennifer. It's the only way to decide things." Mark peeked
- at Jennifer, smiling. She was trying to scream at him, but couldn't make
- the noise.
- "This wretch against him?" asked Jacob eagerly, sizing up Derrick
- and apparently not finding much.
- "I'll gladly fight him for Jennifer." declared Derrick fearlessly,
- balling his hands into fists.
- "No, not you against him." Mark answered Jacob. He waved at Jacob's
- two friends. "All three of you against him." Jennifer's mouth fell open. She
- prayed Mark wasn't serious; they would kill Derrick.
- Derrick wilted slightly, then pulled himself together. "I'll gladly
- fight all three of them for Jennifer." he swore.
- "Let's go, then." said Jacob.
- "Wait!" said Mark. He grinned. "One more thing to make this fair." He
- turned to Jacob and his two friends. "You three. Every time Derrick
- touches you, it will feel like he is burning you. Ok?" Jacob and his two
- friends watched him in confusion; they did not understand. But that was
- all right. They would soon enough. Mark nodded. "Very good. Let the games
- begin!"
- Jennifer was tugging hard on Mark's arm. "Urg!" she managed to croak.
- "Don't worry, Jenny." Mark told her, grinning. "This'll be over soon
- enough." He stood back to watch, and Jennifer, helpless and silent,
- watched with him.
- Jacob strolled over towards Derrick. Derrick lunged in with a clumsy
- punch, and Jacob easily avoided it. He brought his fist up into Derrick's
- gut. Derrick grunted as the air was forced from his lungs.
- Jacob, on the other hand, screamed.
- He pulled his hand away, and it was bright red, blisters forming on
- its surface. He staggered back in shock. Jacob's two friends stared,
- astonished.
- Derrick recovered, and popped a blow toward one of the football
- player's cheeks. It connected, and the football player staggered back,
- clutching his cheek. Jennifer could see that it was also burnt, like Jacob's
- hand. The third guy backhanded Derrick, and Derrick fell, his lip split and
- bleeding. But the third guy's hand was also burnt.
- Derrick was apparently smart enough to figure out what was going
- on, because his next act wasn't to try another punch; instead he walked up
- to the third guy and threw his arms around the guy's body. The guy
- screamed, and struggled to free himself, finally breaking Derrick's grip.
- Instead of retaliating, he stared wide-eyed at Derrick, then turned and
- ran. Jacob and the second guy took in the situation, and followed their
- comrade in beating a hasty retreat, Jacob clutching his swollen fist. Soon
- all three were lost in the distance.
- Derrick looked proudly at Jennifer. "I've won you." he declared, his lip
- bleeding onto his shirt. Jennifer felt like crying, but she managed to keep
- it in. Why me? she asked herself. Why always for me?
- "No." Mark told Derrick. "Jennifer is mine. You will go back to your
- bedroom and go to sleep. When you wake up, you will remember all of this
- as a distant dream." And with that, Derrick's eyes blurred, and he turned
- and staggered away.
- And then it was just Mark and Jennifer, alone in the darkness. Mark
- turned to her. A tear had succeeded in making its way down her cheek, and
- Mark wiped it off with a finger.
- "Don't cry, Jennifer." he sighed. He took her in his arms; she was
- powerless to resist, and now the tears were spilling down her cheeks,
- staining his shirt, as she cried soundlessly. "It's not you, it's me." Mark
- whispered to her. "Sometimes I'm a twisted bastard. The power... well, it
- makes it easy to hurt. Far easier to hurt than to help." He hugged her.
- "Speak, Jennifer. I can't stand it when you're quiet."
- And she could speak again. She could hear herself cry, hear herself
- sobbing like a child. She suppressed her tears, pushing them away and
- reducing them to sniffles and stained cheeks. "Why'd you do it?" she
- whispered. "Why'd you make them fight?"
- "I don't know." he said back. "I don't know. Jennifer..."
- and pulled away
- from her, staring down into her eyes. "Kiss me, Jennifer." But she could
- only stare into his eyes, helplessly. She couldn't kiss him.
- "Kiss me, Jennifer." he said again, and this time his power washed
- over her mind. Compelled, she stretched up and pressed her lips to his.
- After a couple seconds of contact, she pulled back again. Staring at him
- wordlessly, waiting for his next order.
- Mark sighed. It was a deep, lonely sound, like the howl of a wolf in
- the distance. He pulled away from her, shaking his head. "Jennifer. Close
- your eyes and count to twenty." he ordered.
- It was his power again, and she closed her eyes, counting to twenty
- as ordered.
- And when she opened her eyes, she was all alone.
-
- To be continued
-
- Thus endeth this chapter.
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- Subject: Controlling Jennifer VII
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- story follows:
- Disclaimer: This story has very little solid wanking material. If you've
- been following it, you know what to expect.
-
- Well, here's part seven. This story is (c) 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and
- while I do not mind it being distributed, I would appreciate it if you
- would keep this header on it so folks can know who wrote it.
- Thanks, all!
-
- Controlling Jennifer VII: Taking It Easy Part I
-
- It was the day after the dance. Jennifer hadn't really intended
- to go running; she hadn't even set her alarm to get up in the
- morning, thinking she would sleep late after the events of the
- previous night. However, come the next morning, she found herself
- wide awake at eight, and she really had nothing planned to do. So
- she decided to run.
- Jennifer hadn't gone running since the first day she had met
- Mark. At first it had been fear. Fear and shame. She hadn't wanted to
- risk bumping into Mark again, and even more, she had been afraid
- she would run into the student with the notebook and the disheveled
- hair-do, or the man with his dog, the ones she had seen that day. The
- ones that had seen her that first day, when Mark had her going
- around the park acting like a wanton slut.
- "Damn Mark." she muttered as she pulled on her shorts.
- Sometimes, she wondered how she had ever come to stop hating
- him. He had made her do so many things she hadn't wanted to do. He
- had turned her life completely upside-down. At times, he had made
- her life a living hell. "I think I still hate him a little bit." she said
- to herself. "I'm just not scared of him anymore."
- Jennifer felt like running. That had been her time to think,
- while she was running, and if she ever needed to think, it was then.
- The night before seemed more like a dream than anything else. When
- confronted with the daylight, it hardly seemed real. So much had
- happened. She had so much conflicting emotions to resolve.
- As Jennifer was lacing up her shoes, she glanced at Darlene
- lying comatose in the opposite bed. That was another reason to go
- running; eventually, Darlene would wake up, and from experience,
- Jennifer knew that Darlene usually had very bad hangovers. It was
- better to disappear and come back after she had recovered
- somewhat. Jennifer tightened her shoelaces, and quietly slipped out
- the door.
- It was a nice day to go running; cold, but not too cold. Despite
- the time, Jennifer felt very awake, and full of energy. The dorm was empty, as it usually was early in the morning, and Jennifer slipped
- out without seeing much of anyone. Someone was in the lobby
- reading the morning paper, and he glanced at her as she walked by.
- Jennifer didn't know him, so she just smiled and walked past.
- It was about a five-minute walk to the track, and she spent
- the time taking in her surroundings. It really was a nice day, and it
- made her feel a lot better over what had happened the night before.
- She listened to the birds chirping in the trees, and watched them
- fly overhead. The sun felt nice on her skin; it was still kind of cold,
- but that only seemed to make the sun feel warmer.
- She reached the path that made its way through the park area
- of the campus, and took a quick look around for anyone she might
- want to avoid. The park was fairly deserted; she saw more squirrels
- than people, and didn't see anyone she knew. Jennifer strolled down
- the path, humming a slow song she had heard the night before. She
- thought about the last time she had come this way, when she had
- first met Mark. I never actually did make it to the track, she
- reminded herself. Her mind idled on a squirrel jumping from branch
- to branch, almost following her. Deep down, Jennifer knew she was
- pushing back what she needed to think about, but that was all right.
- It could wait until she started running. For now, she would just
- enjoy the simple beauty of early-morning nature. Carefree, without
- human interference.
- Before she knew it, she had walked through the park and was
- on the track. A couple other runners were running laps, and they all
- looked faster and more serious than she was. "Just take it easy."
- she reminded herself. "You haven't run for awhile, Jennifer. Let your
- body get used to it." She moved over to stand behind the line that
- usually determined the beginning and end of her laps, and did a few
- token stretches. "You know, Jennifer." she said. "You sure talk to
- yourself a lot more now." She laughed, and started to run.
- Her pace was fairly slow, but she planned to make it up in
- distance. During the first half of the first lap, she could feel her
- legs readjusting themselves to the exercise. It felt good. Her body
- settled into a nice pace, and soon her mind was free to wander.
- And as she had expected, her mind drifted to the night before,
- and Mark. The whole thing was losing its reality now; it seemed
- more like a bad dream than anything else. She hoped she would never
- see Derrick again; the image of him with his lip bleeding and an
- expression of complete devotion on his face was burnt into her
- mind. Jennifer knew that if she ever saw him again, that image
- would flash before her eyes. She would undoubtedly see Jacob again,
- with his burnt hand, and she wasn't looking forward to that either.
- He was becoming so different; Jennifer remembered him earlier in
- the year as just a nice guy, always saying hello to her, always ready
- to give her a hand. He had accepted it before, when she had gently
- told him she wasn't looking for a boyfriend.
- "It's amazing what a little good sex will do." Jennifer
- murmured. There was no doubt Jacob was obsessed with her now.
- The way he had acted the night before, with a little alcohol thrown
- in...it was insane. HE was insane. Jennifer had never had to deal with
- a guy like that before. She didn't know what to do.
- Maybe Mark...? She had asked herself that question over and
- over before, but had never really considered it. Before, she had
- thought Jacob was something she could deal with herself. Now, she
- wasn't so sure. And after all, it would be child's play for Mark to
- use his power...
- Morally, she wasn't quite sure where she stood on the whole
- thing. Would it be wrong to have Mark use his power on Jacob? It
- seemed like it should be, but Jennifer couldn't see how it would be
- that wrong. After all, Mark had saved her from being almost raped
- by using his power, and she certainly didn't find anything wrong
- with that. How was this any different? Jacob was becoming more
- and more demanding of her, and he might eventually become
- dangerous. Jennifer was just watching out for herself, right?
- Anyhow, Jacob would be better off to just forget her; there was no
- way she would ever be for him what he wanted.
- Unfortunately, all this just sounded like justification to
- Jennifer. Could she justify using Mark to take away someone else's
- free will? Was it right? She couldn't decide.
- Mark, as usual, remained an enigma. He was always mysterious
- to her, his motives incomprehensible. Whenever she felt like she
- was getting a feel for the way he thought, he would turn around and
- do something completely opposite to what she thought he would do.
- At the dance, it seemed like he should have liked it when she
- started doing what he wanted without him using his power. Yet, he
- had turned cold, and had taken a complete and irrational dislike to
- Derrick. What was wrong with Mark? Jennifer wished she could
- understand him.
- Mark had said she was doing too good a job, but what did that
- mean? Why was that a bad thing? Shouldn't that have pleased him?
- Jennifer found her mind lingering over the images of dancing
- with Derrick, pretending to seduce him, and she found the images
- very tantalizing. Though she hated to admit it, even to herself, she
- had enjoyed herself. It was like Mark said, it wasn't like she was
- really truly being a slut. After all, sluts were sluts because all they
- wanted was sex, right? But that hadn't been Jennifer's motivation
- at all. She had just been giving Derrick a night to remember.
- "Making his dreams come true." she grinned. It was true that
- she had enjoyed acting the role of a seductress the night before, and
- she discovered she was actually looking forward to her next
- experience with Mark, her next 'game of controlling Jennifer', as he
- referred to their sessions together. This was probably the strangest
- thing to realize about the previous night. She had given herself to
- Mark's control of her own free will, and she had enjoyed it.
- For a moment, she actually thought of doing it all by herself.
- What if I just choose a guy, and try to pick him up? she asked
- herself. Just like Derrick? As soon as she realized she was thinking
- it, she disposed of the idea. It wouldn't be the same without Mark. It
- really WOULD be slutty. Plus, she didn't want to get into another
- mess like Jacob.
- Jennifer realized that she had lost count of how many laps she
- had run, and she was getting tired. Oh, well, that was probably
- enough anyhow. She ran to the next line on the track, and stopped,
- breathing hard. Sweat dribbled down into her eyes, and she pushed
- her hair back to keep it from dripping on her face. One more time
- around the track, this time walking. As she walked, she thought
- about Mark and his power. The one thing she worried about him was
- that sometime he would get mad at her, and use his power against
- her like he had used it against Jacob and Derrick. He seemed to
- genuinely care about her, but that didn't mean he wouldn't lose his
- temper and make her do something awful.
- The sun was beating down on her as she walked along the
- track, and she started to long for the shady trees in the park.
- Finally, she left the track, took a drink of cool water at the nearby
- water fountain, and made her way into the park, walking under the
- trees instead of on the path.
- It seemed as if Mark was expecting her. He waited, sitting on
- one of the benches, watching her as she approached. He said nothing,
- and his expression was unreadable.
- When she was almost to his bench, he spoke. "Hello, Jennifer."
- he said.
- "Hi, Mark." she stood uncertainly next to the bench, acutely
- aware of how sweaty she was, waiting for him to speak.
- "Can we talk, Jenny?" he asked.
- Jennifer nodded. "Okay." she said, and she sat next to him on
- the bench. A cool breeze blew through the shady group of trees, and
- she shivered. "How did you know I would be here?" she asked.
- He smiled slightly. "Oh, you always used to come through here
- at about the same time on saturdays, to go running. I used to come
- down here and watch you go by, before I first came up to you." He
- lapsed into silence again. Jennifer watched him for a moment,
- waiting to see if he would say anything more. When he didn't, she
- contented herself with looking at the other people in the park. Some
- others had arrived while she had been running: a student reading a
- book, a lady walking her dog, another group of students sitting on
- the grass talking.
- "Jennifer..." Mark finally spoke. "Do I scare you?"
- The question startled her, and she looked at him to see if he
- wore his confident grin, to see if he was playing another game. He
- didn't seem to be; his eyes blinked distantly at the grass. He seemed
- to be deep in thought. "Not you, really..." Jennifer finally answered.
- "I'm a little scared of your power, sometimes."
- "You know I would never hurt you, Jennifer. Not even with my
- power." he said quietly.
- "I know." she answered simply. "Not intentionally, anyway...but
- what if I do something to make you mad? How do I know you
- wouldn't use it on me then? You might..." She let her voice trail
- away.
- "Oh, Jenny. I won't get mad at you. You have to trust me."
- Jennifer watched a jogger go past them. "You say that, Mark,
- and probably you mean it, but how do I know? You have so much
- power...how do I know you won't lose your temper and use it on me?"
- He answered this question with silence, and Jennifer sighed and
- waited.
- Finally he spoke. "I wish I could get you to trust me." he
- whispered.
- Jennifer felt something within her leap. Was this the same guy
- she had thought a monster? She couldn't help but smile. If he was an
- ordinary guy, she would have thought he was being incredibly sweet.
- But he wasn't ordinary, and she still didn't trust him completely.
- She still remembered the fight from the night before, and how Mark
- seemed to enjoy making them fight over her. "Mark." she said. "In
- order for me to trust you, you'll have to show me that you trust me."
- Finally, she got him to look at her. "How?" he asked.
- "Tell me who you are." She said, her voice becoming intense.
- "Tell me about yourself. I know your name is Mark, but that's all.
- Let's just talk, okay? I want to find out about you."
- Mark turned away from her. "No." he said. "All you need to know
- is my name is Mark, and I'm your master."
- "Darn it, Mark!" she burst, startling both him and herself. She
- forced her voice down. "Mark, if you're going to be stubborn about
- this, then we aren't going to get anywhere. You say you want me to
- trust you, but you won't treat me like a human being. Please, Mark.
- Enough of this master/slave thing, okay? At least not today. Let's
- just be friends today, all right?"
- She waited for him to answer, but he only stared silently at
- the ground. Finally she sighed and stood. He looked up at her. "Come
- on, Mark." she said firmly, and picked up his hand. "Let's go play one
- of your games, okay? And while we're doing that, we can talk, all
- right?" She tugged at his hand, while he stared at her, looking at her
- as if she had gone mad. Finally, he shrugged and stood.
- "All right, Jennifer. Another game." As he spoke, she noticed
- that his confident grin was appearing on her face. That meant he had
- an idea. She waited, hoping it would be something she would be
- willing to do.
- "Here's what we're going to do, Jennifer." he said, starting to
- lead her through the park. "You want to know more about me. Okay,
- I'll answer your questions. But here's the deal. First you have to kiss
- someone here in the park." He seemed to consider this for a second,
- then nodded his approval. "For each person you kiss, I'll answer a
- question."
- "Anyone?" she asked. That didn't sound too bad. She looked
- around at the others in the park. She saw a couple guys, but didn't
- know any of them.
- "Anyone." he said. "Even girls."
- "Ew." she grimaced. "I'll stay with guys, thank you."
- He frowned. "It's your choice. I haven't finished the rules,
- though. You can initiate the kiss, but you can't be the one who
- breaks it. If he holds the kiss for an hour, you'll have to keep kissing
- him for an hour. And while he's kissing you, you'll let him do
- anything to you that he wants. He can run his hands all over you if
- he wants. But once he breaks the kiss, you're free again. All right?"
- Jennifer nodded, feeling the fear and excitement build within
- her. She wasn't sure she was going to be able to do it, but the idea
- intrigued her. "I'll try. But you have to be there to help me if
- anything goes wrong, okay?"
- "Of course, Jennifer." he said. "Shall we begin?"
- "All right." she said. "First question: what's your full name?
- The truth."
- He grinned, and shook his head. "I'm afraid not, Jennifer. First
- you have to kiss someone. Remember?" Then his eyes went wide as
- Jennifer put her arms around him and pressed her lips against his.
- He broke the kiss fast, faster than she had expected. She couldn't
- help but smile at his look of shock.
- "I'm disappointed." she murmured. "You could have done
- anything you wanted to me while I was kissing you. You just wasted
- a good opportunity."
- He pulled away from her. "I can do anything to you anytime I
- want, slave Jennifer." He snapped.
- She just grinned. "Your name? Come on, Mark. You can't say that
- didn't count."
- He scowled at her, and for a moment she thought he would
- refuse to answer. Finally, he growled. "Mark Robert Antonio." He
- turned away from Jennifer's triumphant grin.
- Mark started to walk again, and Jennifer followed him along.
- "Mark Robert Antonio." she said, smiling at him from behind. "So
- that's what it is. Mark Robert Antonio. Mark Robert Antonio."
- He turned around. "Yes, that's it. That's what it is. Jennifer,
- kneel down, take my hands and kiss each of my fingers. After each
- finger, bow and say your full name." He was using his power, and
- Jennifer felt it sweep over her and block out her will to resist. She
- fell to her knees, and took his left hand in hers. After she kissed
- each finger, she prostrated herself on the ground and said her name.
- "Jennifer Anne Cailly. Jennifer Anne Cailly." First the left hand,
- then the right. Finally she looked up at him. He was grinning.
- "That oughta teach you to act too triumphant. Remember,
- Jennifer, that no matter what information you get about me, I can
- always still control you."
- Jennifer ignored his words. She sat down on the ground, and
- turned away from him. "This is what I meant." she said, her voice
- cold. "You lost your temper, and you used your power on me. This is
- exactly why I can't trust you."
- "What?" asked Mark. He knelt down beside her. "Oh, come on,
- Jenny! I didn't hurt you, now did I? Come on, look at me. I really
- wasn't that mad." He tried to put his arm over her shoulders, but she
- shrugged it off.
- "No, you didn't hurt me, but you could have." She said, her voice
- still icy. She thought about whether she should pretend to start
- crying, but didn't think she would be able to do it convincingly.
- "Oh, Jennifer." he sighed. "Please...I promise...I won't use my
- power on you anymore today, all right? Does that make you feel
- better? Come on and stand up, let's play the game some more."
- She reluctantly allowed him to turn her head, and then allowed
- him to take her hand and help her up. Meanwhile, she fought to keep
- from smiling, fought to keep the reluctant, hurt expression on her
- face. I can control him, too, she thought to herself, and a small
- smile creeped unbidden onto her face.
- They started walking along again. Mark started talking, saying
- what a nice day it was, and how it was nice that the sun was
- shining. Jennifer wasn't really paying attention, her mind was
- swept up in thoughts of Mark, thinking of what questions she
- wanted to ask him, and enjoying her small triumph over him.
- After a while, she noticed a man sunbathing in the middle of a
- grassy stretch. He was fairly attractive, a tall man with dark eyes
- and a firm, athletic build. And best of all, he was alone. "I see
- someone." she murmured.
- "What?" asked Mark, glancing at her, then followed her eyes to
- the man sunbathing.
- "Wait here." said Jennifer, and she released Mark's hand. She
- explained "It'll make it harder if he sees me with another guy." She
- didn't wait for Mark's answer, but started to walk over to the man.
- Her stomach was flip-flopping, and she really had no idea what she
- was going to do. She wondered if she would really have the guts to
- go through with it.
- "Time to improvise." she said to herself, and then she was
- standing beside the guy. She shifted nervously, not sure how to
- start.
- She didn't need to. The guy looked up at her. "You're standing in
- my sun." he said.
- "Sorry." breathed Jennifer, and she sat down beside the guy.
- "I'm Marcie." she said. She didn't like the way the guy smiled at her,
- and the way his eyes wandered over her body in frank appraisal. His
- eyes had a predatory look about them, and he seemed to like what he
- saw. Jennifer couldn't help but feel like she had just jumped into
- his spider web.
- "Hi, Marcie." he said. "I'm Greg." He shifted onto his side to face
- her, his muscles flexing even as he performed this simple motion.
- "What can I do for you?"
- Jennifer had no idea what to say. "I just saw you here...sunning
- yourself..." she began, trying to come up with something. "I thought
- it looked relaxing." she finished lamely.
- Greg smiled, an easy, casual smile. Mark had his power, but
- this man had a power of his own. It was in his confidence. "Want to
- join me?" he asked. He pulled something from behind him. It was a
- bottle of sun-tan lotion. "I have plenty of extra sunscreen." he said.
- "Uh..." Jennifer tried to think of an appropriate response. "I was
- jogging..."
- "Oh, don't worry." His voice easily slid in and interrupted hers.
- "You're not really dressed for it, but you can tie your shirt
- off...that'll give you a little extra tan on your stomach. It's very
- relaxing, Marcie...here, let me help you." Before she knew it, she was
- on her stomach, and he was inching her t-shirt up her body. His
- touch was very methodical and gentle. "Just sit back and relax." he
- said, and something about his hands made her feel more relaxed. He
- lifted her shirt to the point where her back was exposed up to the
- black lycra top that bound her breasts. Then he was massaging sun-
- tan lotion into her lower back.
- "You have a beautiful body." he murmured. His voice had a
- gentle, hypnotic quality to it, and Jennifer felt herself relaxing
- under his touch. She idly wondered how many women he had seduced.
- What was funny was that she was supposed to be seducing him.
- "You don't mind me telling you how attractive I think you are,
- do you?" he whispered near her ear. "It's not a come-on or
- anything...I just think you have a very attractive body."
- "No..." she sighed. "I don't mind." She felt him gently prod her
- with his fingers, and she sensed he wanted her to turn over. She let
- him push her over, and he started rubbing sun-tan lotion on her
- stomach.
- "Your stomach is so firm." he said. "I can tell that you
- exercise." His massaging was more of a caress now, and he was
- slowly inching up her body, until he was rubbing sun-tan lotion just
- below her breasts. She waited, wondering if he would actually touch
- her breasts, but he didn't. She felt his hands move away, and then
- his hand brushed her cheek. She opened her eyes.
- His face was so close to her, she could smell him. There was
- something sexual about his scent, and Jennifer felt overpowered by
- his closeness. "You really are gorgeous." he said. "Can I kiss you?"
- She could only nod.
- At first she told herself, all she had to do was wait until he
- pulled away, and then she was done. She could go back to Mark. But
- Greg kissed her in a long, lingering kiss, and as he did so, his hands
- ran up and down her back and sides, making her feel weak. When he
- finally broke away, she could only sigh in pleasure, and lay back as
- he started to press his lips against her neck. His arm enveloped her,
- and pulled her to him, his hand roaming up and down her back.
- Finally he let her lie back in the grass, while he leaned over her and
- smiled. His hand creeped like a spider up her side, and slipped
- almost imperceptibly over her left breast. A shiver of pleasure and
- excitement raced through her at this forbidden touch.
- "Want to go to my place?" he murmured. His other hand was
- tracing circles on her leg, drifting up her shorts and sliding over
- her thigh.
- "Ooh." she said. Then she remembered what she was supposed
- to be doing. "Oh! I'm sorry, I can't..." She sat up quickly, and pushed
- him back. He did not seem particularly shocked, only displeased. "I'm
- really sorry, Greg...maybe another time, okay?" She blinked at him
- for a moment, trying to shake free of her desire, and rushed off
- before he could answer.
- "Suit yourself." she heard him say behind her. When she looked
- back, he was on his back again, eyes closed, sunning himself.
- Jennifer looked around for Mark. She finally saw him sitting
- under a nearby tree, waiting. She walked over, and he stood just
- before she reached him. His eyes appraised her.
- "You seemed to enjoy that." he said, his voice very neutral, and
- he took her hand. Jennifer mutely allowed him to lead her away.
-
- To be continued
-
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- From: dementia@cheshire.oxy.edu (Daniel Steven Reinker)
- Subject: Controlling Jennifer VIII
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- story follows:
- Warning!: If you've read the previous parts of the series, you
- know what to expect. If all you are looking for is a good wank,
- go to "Debbie does DECA" and save CJ for another day.
-
- This is part 8 of the Controlling Jennifer series. This story is (c)
- 1993 by Daniel Reinker, and while I do not mind it being
- distributed, I would appreciate it if you would keep this header on
- it so folks can know who wrote it.
-
- Controlling Jennifer VIII: Taking It Easy Part II
-
- Jennifer let Mark lead her, waiting for him to say something.
- They walked across the grass and finally stopped in a nearby copse
- of trees. Jennifer took a quick glance backwards to see if the guy
- was watching her with Mark, but he had settled back and was
- leisurely tanning himself. She felt a little disappointed.
- Mark pulled at her, turning her back around to face him, his
- hands settling around her waist. He was smiling, and the shadows
- of the leaves above them played across his face. "For a moment
- there, I thought I would need to go in and rescue you." he said. "You
- were supposed to be seducing him, Jennifer, not the other way
- around."
- She looked away and smiled in embarrassment. "He was very...
- persuasive..." she murmured.
- "Uh huh." Mark grinned.
- Her eyes flickered back to Mark's face. "I get to ask you
- another question." she reminded him.
- "All right." he said. "Let's sit down." He released her and sat
- down, his back against the trunk of the tree they were under.
- Jennifer settled down beside him, folding her knees in front of her
- and wrapping her arms around her legs. She squeezed them to her
- chest, feeling the leftover excitement from kissing Greg sparkle in
- her stomach. It made her feel restless.
- "I want to know how you got your power." she said to Mark.
- "I already told you, first time we met." he said. "I just got it
- one day. Wished for it so hard that it finally came to me."
- Jennifer sighed. "Yeah, but there must be more. Tell me the
- whole story." she pressed. "Tell me all about your power, Mark. I
- want to know. Tell me how you knew you had it. Tell me what you
- did. Tell me about the other women you've controlled."
- He was silent, and his smile faded rapidly. Jennifer watched
- him, curious at his strange reaction. Finally he spoke. "I can't tell
- you that, Jennifer. Not yet. Maybe someday, but not right now."
- If anything, this made Jennifer even more curious. "Come on,
- Mark." she said, leaning against him. "Tell me. I really want to
- know."
- He shrugged her away. "No." he growled. "Ask something else,
- Jennifer." Jennifer pulled away from him, and turned her head to
- silently observe his profile. He was frowning, and his eyes were
- dark and scowling. Jennifer decided she shouldn't push the issue
- any more, and quickly came up with another question, one that had
- also been on her mind.
- "Am I the only one?" she asked.
- Mark's eyes returned to reality, and he looked at her,
- surprised. "Only one what?"
- "The only one you're controlling right now." she said. "Your
- only 'slave.'"
- He turned to watch a lady walking in the distance. His nod
- was almost imperceptible, but Jennifer caught it. "Of course." he
- said quietly. "There's only one of you, Jennifer."
- "Good." she said.
- The silence grew between them. Jennifer watched Mark,
- waiting to see if he would say anything, but he seemed to be
- retreating into his own thoughts. Absent-mindedly, he picked up a
- leaf and started to shred it in his fingers, methodically picking it
- into tiny portions. Jennifer watched him do this until her eyes
- wandered away, and she found herself watching a squirrel scurry
- up and down a tree off in the distance. It seemed to be dancing
- around the trunk with no purpose. As she watched, it scurried
- around, and then froze. It remained suspended for a moment, then
- scampered up the tree. She lost it in the leaves, and then saw it
- again, running like mad toward the end of a branch. It took a flying
- leap, soared through the air, and landed evenly on a nearby branch.
- Jennifer gasped, waiting for it to lose its balance and fall, and
- then laughed when it didn't.
- "What?" asked Mark.
- "Squirrels are funny." she said. "I was just watching that one
- over there."
- "Squirrels are crazy." Mark observed, as the squirrel tore
- through the tree at lightning speed.
- "I'd like to be a squirrel." Jennifer said. "It looks like fun."
- Mark nodded. "Jumping from branch to branch, looking down on
- everyone from above, being able to run up trees."
- "It just looks like it would be a rush." she said. She turned to
- grin at Mark. "Can you make me a squirrel?"
- "I can make you think you're a squirrel."
- Jennifer shook her head, smiling. "Not the same." she told him.
- She looked over to find the squirrel again, and saw two little boys
- standing under the tree. They both looked to be about six or seven,
- and the bigger blond one was instructing the dark-haired one to
- gather a pile of rocks.
- "Look at those two boys." Jennifer poked Mark with her elbow
- to get his attention. "What're they doing?"
- "Gathering ammo." Mark observed. Sure enough, the blond one
- picked up a pebble and happily whipped it at the squirrel. He
- missed completely, but Jennifer was still annoyed.
- "Those stupid little boys." she said. "Come on, Mark, let's go
- talk to them." She stood and brushed the grass off her shorts. Mark
- stood uncertainly next to her and followed her as she walked over
- to the boys.
- "What are you planning to do?" he asked.
- "I don't know. Talk to them?" Jennifer glanced back at Mark as
- she walked. "Maybe you can use your power?"
- "I will if I need to."
- Jennifer thought about this, and decided he was probably
- right. She could handle a couple of little kids by herself. The
- blonde kid turned to look at them as they approached; his face was
- covered with freckles, and his smile held a happy arrogance that
- made Jennifer instantaneously think he was a brat. "What are you
- doing?" she demanded.
- "Foolin' around." he answered, and as if to emphasize it, he
- hurled a rock up at the squirrel. He turned back to them and grinned
- widely.
- "Stop that!" said Jennifer. "Stop throwing rocks at that poor
- squirrel!"
- The child only sneered. "You ain't my mother." he told her, and
- threw another rock. Jennifer felt the urge to smack the little brat.
- Mark spoke. "Why don't you throw rocks at your little friend
- instead? And he can throw rocks back at you!" The child's eyes
- flickered blankly, and then he grinned and picked up a particularly
- big rock. The dark-haired kid was running towards them with
- another load of rocks.
- Jennifer hit Mark. Her fist connected with his shoulder, hard
- enough to hurt, and Mark turned to look at her, more surprised than
- actually hurt. "Stop them." she told him, and although she didn't say
- anything else, the threat in her eyes was perfectly clear. Stop
- them, or I'll hate you forever.
- "Stop!" said Mark, and the blonde-haired kid froze in mid-
- throw. Both kids turned to look at Mark. "Don't throw rocks, both of
- you. Don't throw them at anything. Find some nicer way to have
- fun."
- The kids stared at Mark and Jennifer for a moment, then they
- both grinned, and started to run off. "Wait!" called Jennifer. Both
- kids stopped, and Jennifer walked over to the dark-haired one. She
- knelt down beside him. "I'm Jennifer." she said. "What's your
- name?"
- The kid only blinked at her. "He's Jeff!" the blonde one chimed.
- "You're very cute." Jennifer told him. "Can I kiss you?"
- "Ewwww!!! Gross!!!" said Jeff, squirming, and he started to
- turn away, but before he could, Jennifer threw her arms around
- him and planted a kiss on his tiny lips. He pulled away quickly and
- ran away from her. "Gross! Gross! Gross!" he howled.
- "She kissed you! She kissed you!" taunted the blonde. "Now you
- gotta marry her!" There was more, more childish teasing and name-
- calling, but Jennifer turned her back on them and looked at Mark.
- "How dare you." she said, glaring at him. Her voice was low
- and cold. "They're just children. How dare you use your power on
- them."
- He only nodded, his eyes holding hers. "Uh huh. Don't take the
- moral high ground with me, Miss Cailly. I could see it in your face.
- You wanted to wipe that smile off the kids face just as much as I
- did. Only difference, is that I had the power to do something about
- it."
- As Jennifer looked into his dark, unrepentant eyes, she was
- torn by conflicting emotions. Half of her wanted to kick him right
- in the balls, to see him crumple to the ground in shock and pain.
- The other half of her, for some reason, wanted to cry. It was all
- the same with Mark, every time she talked to him. It was always
- him with his power, and his lack of any scruples in using it.
- Jennifer knew she shouldn't be surprised anymore by what he said
- and did, but it always managed to catch her unawares. She always
- fell into the trap of thinking of him as a regular person,
- sometimes even as a friend. But he was not a regular person, and
- he had no regard for other human beings. Including her. Jennifer
- felt like something was ripping her in two inside.
- Mark must have seen it in her face, because his expression
- immediately became one of concern. "Are you all right, Jenny?
- What's wrong?"
- "You." she said simply. "You're wrong." And she turned and
- started to walk away. Her face felt like she was going to cry, but
- she felt completely empty inside. Devoid of tears.
- "Jennifer!" she heard him call. He ran up next to her. "Jennifer,
- please... listen to me, huh? Look, I'm sorry...I'm so used to having
- the power, I just use it without thinking. Look, Jennifer, would you
- stop?"
- "You'll never change." she said as she walked. She didn't look
- at Mark, and was talking more to herself than to him. "You'll
- always be Mark. Mark, with the power to have anything that he
- wants. Mark, who doesn't care about anyone."
- "Jennifer!" he said, and he stopped in front of her. She angled
- to go around him, but he put his arms around her. She felt herself
- caught in his embrace, and tried for a moment to resist. But it was
- weak resistance, and after a moment, she let herself collapse in
- his arms. Now's the time to cry, some distant part of her mind
- said. If you cry now, you'll hold him in your palm forever. Play
- games of controlling Mark. But it all seemed pointless at the
- moment, and that made her feel more torn up than before. She
- wondered why she felt so much comfort from being in his arms,
- when he was the one that had made her feel this way in the first
- place.
- Mark was speaking. "I know it seems like I don't care about
- anything... like I'm the worst person in the world. It's the way it's
- always been for me, Jennifer. I had my power, and that power put
- me above everyone else. Try to understand how it is for me. I've
- never had to play the game...all I ask for is mine. Life has always
- been a joke for me. I can have anything I want. It...it just makes it
- easy to think about only yourself. I'm trying, Jennifer, really I am.
- Please, just give me time."
- "You can't have me." she whispered, her chin resting on his
- shoulder. "I'll do whatever you want, with your power, but it won't
- be me."
- "I know." he said. He hugged her fiercely. "Ask me a question,
- Jennifer."
- "Huh?"
- "You kissed that little kid, so I'll answer one of your
- questions. But little kids don't count anymore, okay?"
- "You're changing, Mark." she said. It was only after she said it
- that she really came to realize it was true. He was changing.
- "So are you." he answered.
- Am I? Jennifer supposed she was. She knew she had done
- things with Mark she would have never considered doing before. It
- was all very strange. They were both changing each other, and who
- knew when it would stop.
- "Why me?" she asked.
- "Is that your question?"
- "Yeah. Why me, Mark?"
- "Because. I saw you dancing at one time, and I just couldn't
- stand not knowing who you were. I couldn't stand not owning you.
- Felt like it would be a capital crime to let you get away."
- Jennifer felt the tightness of Mark's embrace, and felt her
- arms around him. "Life with you is an emotional roller coaster,
- Mark." she sighed. "I haven't had this many ups and downs since the
- first time I fell in love."
- Mark said nothing.
- They held each other for a moment longer, then Mark finally
- loosened his hold on her. Jennifer pulled away, feeling happier, and
- feeling even more displaced with the realization that she was
- happier. My life really is an emotional roller coaster, she thought.
- "What do you want to do now?" she asked.
- "It's getting close to lunch time." Mark said. "Want to go over
- to Mcdonalds? It's right across the street. I'll treat."
- "Okay." said Jennifer. She checked her watch, and felt even
- more disoriented realizing how much time had passed. It was
- indeed almost lunchtime, and she had gone running four hours
- before.
- They went to Mcdonalds. Jennifer wasn't very surprised when
- the manager waved aside the cost of the food. "Free for Mr.
- Antonio!" the portly man trumpeted. Jennifer had a cheeseburger,
- small fries and a coke. They sat down in a relatively isolated
- booth, and talked of very ordinary things. Mark told her he was a
- business major, a transfer student from a small college in Texas.
- He was majoring in business because he figured that with his
- power, he could make a fortune in business and still look pretty
- legitimate. Jennifer in turn told him she was hoping to go to law
- school and become a lawyer. All in all, the conversation was very
- pedestrian, and they avoided any topics that concerned Mark's
- power. Jennifer was surprised with how free Mark was being with
- information; it was safe to say that she learned more about him in
- that conversation at Mcdonalds than from all their previous
- conversations.
- Afterwards, they walked back to the park area of the campus.
- "Kiss one more person, Jennifer, and I'll let you go." Mark said as
- they across the grass.
- "I don't understand you, Mark." Jennifer said. "Why do you like
- it so much when I do things with other guys? Why don't you ever
- want me to do things with you?"
- "That's a question." he pointed out. "I'll answer it after you
- kiss another guy."
- "That was TWO questions." she said. "Answer me at least one,
- okay?"
- "Okay." he said. "I'll answer your second question. The reason I
- don't have you do things with me, is because it doesn't really mean
- anything to me. I can have any woman I want, any time I want. I
- could have Hilary Clinton if I really wanted her. Sex isn't really
- that big a deal for me."
- For some reason, this bothered Jennifer. "How many woman do
- you have sex with, anyway? Lots?"
- "That's another question." he said. "You still owe me one."
- Jennifer scowled at him, then shrugged. "All right. Where's a
- guy?" She looked around, and saw a guy sitting on a bench, reading.
- He was in an overgrown area of the park, and Jennifer thought it
- was likely that no one would see her if she kissed him. Plus, he
- was fairly attractive, with a lean body and a friendly face.
- Jennifer nodded, this would be her target.
- "I see someone. Stay here?" Mark saw the guy, too, and nodded
- his assent. Jennifer started her stroll over, and once again felt the
- bubbling excitement in the pit of her stomach. The I-can't-believe-
- I'm-doing-this excitement. Finally, she reached the guy. He was
- intently reading a calculus textbook, and didn't notice her
- approach.
- "Hi." she said. He continued to read his book. "I'm Marcie." she
- continued uneasily. He still didn't notice her, and she stood
- awkwardly, trying to figure out what to do.
- Then he looked up. "Oh, hi!" he said, and reached up to his ears.
- He pulled out two tiny black discs attached to wires: earphones.
- She hadn't even noticed them. "I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you...I had
- my walkman blasting."
- "That's all right." Jennifer said. She stared at the wires
- trailing down into his sweatshirt. Assumedly, he had a walkman
- down there somewhere. "I didn't even see those earphones!"
- "Yeah, they're pretty small. Great for listening during class."
- he grinned. "I'm Francisco."
- "I'm Marcie." Jennifer said. "Can I sit down?"
- "Sure...I've never been one to deny a pretty lady." he grinned
- again. Jennifer liked his grin; it was very open and friendly. Not
- like Greg's seductive grin, but a grin without expectations.
- Jennifer sat next to him. "So, what's up, Marcie?" he asked.
- "Can I be completely frank with you?" she asked.
- "Sure, go for it."
- "I hope you don't think I'm being too forward...but I noticed you
- over here...and, well, I just want to kiss you. Can I?"
- Francisco looked surprised, but not unhappy. "You want to kiss
- me?"
- Jennifer couldn't believe what she was saying, but the
- excitement was still building within her. "Yes. Can I?"
- He shook his head, still grinning. "Ok, what is this, a joke,
- huh? Where's the cameras?"
- "No joke." said Jennifer. Rather than trying further to
- convince him, she decided to just go for it. She craned forward and
- pressed her lips against his. He was hesitant at first, but rapidly
- got into it, pressing back. His lips parted, and his tongue pushed
- into her mouth. His arms enveloped her, and she was startled by
- the firmness with which he held her. Finally, he released the kiss,
- and Jennifer gasped.
- "Wow!" she said.
- "Was it as good as you expected?" he grinned.
- "Yeah. It sure was." And they kissed again. This kiss lasted
- longer, and his hands slipped up and down her back, pushing her
- body tight against his. His tongue once again slipped into her
- mouth, and this time she reciprocated, shyly darting her tongue
- against his. He smelled wonderful.
- Finally, they parted. Jennifer gasped again. "Still good?" he
- asked. She nodded. "Want to do more?"
- "More?" she asked. In reply, he started his way down her neck,
- sprinkling light kisses on her neck. He pushed the neckline of her
- t-shirt over her shoulder, and pressed his lips against the exposed
- skin. Jennifer felt a shiver creep through her, and she lifted her
- chin to give him easier access to her neck. "Oh, wow." she said.
- "More?" he asked. Jennifer was about to nod, but then a
- thought occurred to her. Excitement spilled through her, and she
- could hardly control her voice when she spoke. "All right...but I
- have to do something first, okay? I need to borrow your walkman.
- Is that okay?"
- He became suspicious. "What for?"
- "Please." she said. Before she knew what she was doing,
- before she could think enough to stop herself, she had pulled off
- her t-shirt and sports bra. Francisco stared in shock at her
- exposed breasts. Jennifer felt deliriously exposed, even though
- they were in an isolated area of the campus and probably no one
- else could see her. Jennifer let Francisco eye her breasts for a
- moment, then she pulled her t-shirt back on, and dropped her
- sports bra in his lap. "You can keep this as hostage until I return
- your walkman, all right?" He gaped at her, nodded as he scrambled
- to pull out his walkman.
- Jennifer quickly had it set up. The walkman was tucked in the
- back of her shorts. The wires wound up under her t-shirt, then
- came up disguised in her hair to the earphones in her ears. Mark
- would see nothing. Jennifer grinned.
- "I'll be right back." she said, and she turned and started
- walking towards where she had left Mark. He wasn't there, but
- materialized out of the trees as she neared.
- "You did it." he said. "I thought you were going to do
- more...why did you take off your shirt?"
- "He wants to do more." she said. "So do I...but I couldn't, Mark.
- I just couldn't bring myself to! Mark...I want him to touch my
- body...but I can't make myself let him! I keep getting nervous. Could
- you...could you use your power? Tell me to do it? Please?"
- Mark arched an eyebrow. "You WANT me to use my power on
- you? Are you sure, Jennifer?"
- "Yes!! I'm sure. Tell me to let him touch my body. Please,
- Mark? I want him to so badly!"
- "Okay, if you want it." he said, sounding a little dazed. Then he
- opened his mouth, and Jennifer could see his mouth moving. But at
- that moment, she had snaked her hand behind her back, and pressed
- the play button on the walkman, and her ears were bombarded with
- guitar. Mark finished speaking, and stood watching her. Jennifer
- took an evaluation of her mind. Nothing. His power hadn't worked on
- her. Jennifer smiled. She had figured it out. She had beaten his
- power.
- Then she let her eyes appear to go vacant, and walked back to
- where Francisco waited. She managed to conceal the walkman, and
- turned it off before she reached him. "What was that about?" he
- asked her.
- "I was talking to that guy...he's a friend of mine." Jennifer
- explained as she sat beside him. "He was the one who dared me to
- kiss you. I just told him to get lost."
- "What did you need the walkman for?" asked Francisco.
- "Be quiet and kiss me." Jennifer said, and she leaned into his
- Francisco's waiting lips. They kissed fiercely, and this time,
- Francisco slid his hands under her t-shirt and slid them over her
- breasts. Jennifer felt a tingle as his fingertips brushed her hard
- nipples, and felt herself start to get wet down below. At first his
- touch was tentative, but after she offered no objections, he began
- to press his hands against her breasts, firmly fondling them.
- Jennifer slipped her hands under his shirt, and felt his bare flesh.
- She liked the feel of his muscles; they were tight and firm.
- Francisco started to push her back, and Jennifer let herself
- be pushed down onto her back on the bench. Francisco lifted her
- t-shirt and took her left nipple in his mouth, letting his tongue
- play along the hardened tip, making her gasp. She felt exposed
- again, and thought about making him stop. But the pleasure was too
- much, and it felt so good to just lie back and let him kiss her. She
- gasped again as he began to circle her nipple with his tongue; it
- was a wonderful, hot, tickling sensation. She lost herself in the
- feel of his mouth, his lips pressing against her breasts.
- Then he lifted his head and spoke. "How far is this going to go,
- Marcie?" he asked.
- Jennifer sighed, closing her eyes. "Not much further, I'm
- afraid. Not here anyway."
- "Want to go to my room?" he asked.
- Jennifer considered it. "No." she finally said. "Maybe another
- time, but not right now." She sat up, letting her t-shirt fall back
- over her breasts.
- "Too bad." Francisco was grinning. "You almost made all my
- fantasies come true."
- "Mmm." said Jennifer, noticing the lump in the crotch of his
- shorts. She touched it with her fingers, and watched the contented
- expression that passed over his face. She slid her fingers down the
- front of his shorts, encountered the head of his penis. Enraptured
- by the arousal on his face, Jennifer took his hard-on in her hand
- and squeezed it lightly.
- "Ooh. That feels good." he sighed. Jennifer started to run her
- fingers over it, exploring it. She slipped up to the head, pressing
- her fingertip against the tiny hole at the tip, then ran her fingers
- down the bottom of the shaft, circling around where it attached to
- the rest of his body. He was fairly thick, and wondered what it
- would feel like to have him inside of her.
- She started to stroke him, and he stifled a moan. She
- continued to pull him up and down, when finally he stopped her.
- "Quit it." he said. "I'm gonna come."
- "So?"
- "So I don't want to come all over my shorts!"
- "Stand up and pull down your shorts." she said. "We're all
- alone here, and besides, I want to see what you look like." She
- started to stroke harder, and he groaned. He stood, and she pulled
- his engorged organ out from his shorts. It stood out straight from
- his body, a thick purple snout, and Jennifer stared at it as her hand
- ran up and down its length. She hadn't seen many penises in her
- life, and was always amazed at how fleshy and lumpy they were.
- Not the perfect cylinders she always expected. He was dripping a
- few beads of pre-come.
- Finally, he moaned, and his penis started to tense and pulse.
- He started to spurt, and Jennifer watched amazed as the blops of
- sperm launched from his body and dropped onto the sidewalk. She
- just couldn't imagine being a guy, having an organ that you pulled
- and prodded and that finally granted you satisfaction by spurting
- white syrup out of its hole. It was just too strange to think about.
- Francisco was breathing hard. Jennifer sat back onto the
- bench, and waited for him to get recomposed. She watched his
- organ droop. Finally, he pulled up his shorts again, and sat beside
- her.
- "Wow." he said. "You're unreal. Can I call you sometime?"
- She smiled and shook her head. "I'm sorry...but maybe I'll see
- you another time, all right?" She handed him back her walkman,
- and took her sports bra.
- He kissed her again, and she let herself melt into this last
- kiss. "This has been the weirdest experience I've ever had." he said.
- "Thanks, Marcie."
- "Thank you, too, Francisco." she smiled. "You're wonderful, too.
- I have to go. See you later?"
- "I hope so." he said.
- "Me too. Bye!"
- "Bye."
- Jennifer stood and walked towards where she had last seen
- Mark. She felt the slickness between her legs, and dreamed of how
- Francisco had kissed her, wishing they could have done more. He
- had been so nice, and hadn't treated her much like a slut even
- though she was pretty much acting like one. He had been slow and
- gentle, just the way Jennifer liked. She sighed happily, and waited
- for Mark to materialize. She waited, and he did not appear.
- She looked through the park. He was nowhere to be found. Mark
- had disappeared.
-
- end of part 8
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