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- Tina, Part 5
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- I've become a computer hacker and I've joined bbs's to get stories,
- see pictures and make contacts. Some of the stories are just
- terrible--no style and just crud. Some others are pretty good. A
- few are terrific.
-
- I was reading one the other nite entitled "A Brown Gagged Girl."
- The bondage seemed excessive, and much too long. Besides, it was
- forced, and I don't like that as much as voluntary. But I was
- intrigued about the gag. Of course it referred to being gagged
- with shit. I had drunk my own urine on a few occasions and I've
- had guys piss in my mouth. Naturally, this had led me to think
- about shit. Once, I had stuck my finger up my ass and then licked
- it. The smell was terrible but the taste wasn't too bad. This put
- me off, but I never really gave up on it.
-
- As I read the story of the girl with the brown gag, it occurred to
- me getting past the odor was a big part of the battle. Thus, the
- most important task was to get the shit in my mouth. But then,
- just having it there wouldn't do much, or would it?
-
- Determined to try, I went to the drug store and bought a package of
- condoms. It's a mark of the times, I guess, that a girl can go to
- the drug store and buy condoms herself. I also bought some cheese
- clothe, rubber gloves, a bed pan, a very thin rubber hose, swimmers
- goggles, ear plugs and a compound that is designed to make the
- stool firmer (read that to mean to make my turds more solid,
- usually my shit is pretty runny). I also bought some all bran
- cereal at the grocery.
-
- For three days, I ate that all bran and the compound. The first
- morning, I notice my shit wasn't so runny, that there was a
- tendency to solidify. The second morning, my shit was definitely
- more consistent. And the third morning, my turd was a rope. I was
- ready. That day I really loaded up on the all bran and the
- compound. I wasn't sure how this would work, but I was determined
- to try.
-
- The next day, a Friday, I had no classes and Natasha was in labs
- all day. I knew she didn't even come home for lunch. I got up and
- had some coffee, and ate some more all bran and the compound. I
- had a cigarette and then set everything out that I had bought.
- When I felt the urge to shit, I peed but held the shit. Then,
- naked, I took the rubber hose and inserted into my piss hole. I
- thought I could insert my own catheter and drain off my piss so
- there'd be no mixing with the shit in the bed pan.
-
- It took some doing but I finally forced that hose into my bladder.
- The remaining urine flowed freely--I had to grab a flower vase to
- run it into. When the piss stopped flowing, I then sat on the bed
- pan and let loose. I felt, with great satisfaction, the long, rope
- like turd coming out of my ass-hole. When I had totally evacuated,
- I pulled on the rubber gloves and tried the first test: I used a
- finger to wipe my ass. One good thing about the all bran and the
- compound was that there usually was little to wipe, and this time
- was no different. I withdrew my rubber covered finger and starred
- at it. No doubt about it, the odor of shit was there, but it
- didn't seem as strong. I wasn't sure what to make of this, and
- finally decided it was just my excitement.
-
- Next, I took one of the condoms and began to feed the turd into it.
- This took a little doing as the turd was not as stiff as a prick
- would have been. In the end, I simply pushed the shit into the
- condom as best I could. I then tied a knot in the end and then I
- washed the shit-filled condom. I removed the rubber gloves and
- then I put the condom in my mouth. I'd had condoms in my mouth
- before and this tasted about the same--a flavor of latex. I knew
- that my mouth was filled with shit, even if it was in a rubber
- sack. I put some tape over my mouth to secure the condom and then
- I just sat.
-
- I wasn't sure what to think. I'd done what I wanted, but the
- sensation was sort of nothing. I knew what I had to do, but I
- wondered if, when it came time to do it, if I could. Putting a
- shit filled condom in my mouth was one thing. They were supposed
- to keep whatever was inside them inside. True, their usual
- function was to keep gism in them, but other things too. I know we
- often used them as water balloons.
-
- Well, I had to try. I pulled off the tape and removed the condom.
- I then lighted a cigarette and pulled the rubber gloves back on.
- Then I laid out the cheese clothe. I reasoned I would use four
- layers. When I had the four ten inch square pieces together, I
- held them up to the light, and decided to add one more layer. I
- felt it would be better if there was a very slow moistening than a
- too-quick one.
-
- Then I reached into the bed pan and broke off a piece of turd about
- the size of a golf ball, and put it on the cheese clothe. Then, I
- pulled up the four corners of the cheese clothe pieces. Holding
- them with the fingers of my left hand, I began to wrap string
- around them, as close to the shit ball as I could. When I'd made
- two wraps, I released the bag with my left hand and used it to help
- tighten the string. At last, I had a fairly credible ball in the
- clothe. I held it, considered it, and then swiftly put it in my
- mouth. Continuing my swift movements (I wanted to get this part
- done before I chickened out), I put several layers of tape over my
- mouth. All this time, my tongue had avoided the intruding bit, and
- my saliva had slowed.
-
- Still not sure of myself, I put leg irons on my ankles and
- handcuffs on my wrists behind my back. I had left my keys in the
- other room, so it would take a few minutes to get there. One way
- or another, I had forced myself to accept a shit ball, and it would
- take a few minutes to get out.
- Tentatively, I forced my tongue to explore the cheese clothe sack.
- I distinctly noticed a taste of shit, but it wasn't too strong.
- And then it hit me: I hadn't noticed the odor at all. I suppose
- this could be partly explained by becoming somewhat used to the
- odor of the open bedpan, but I wondered.
-
- My saliva had started to flow. I worried the bag around my mouth
- with my tongue. I could tell the bag was getting wet from my
- saliva, and I knew the moment of truth would be coming soon. What
- would I do? It would take me at least five minutes to get to the
- keys, unlock my handcuffs and peel off the tape to spit out the bag
- of shit. If I wanted to call this off before this got out of hand,
- I'd better start moving to the other room now.
-
- I didn't move.
-
- The first acrid taste became apparent. It was sudden. It wasn't
- there, and then it was. I was alarmed. What was I to do? I began
- to shuffle to the other room. And then I stopped. I told myself
- I had wanted to do this. Now, I owed it to myself to at least give
- it an honest try.
-
- I was now swallowing my shitty saliva. Was this healthy? Of
- course not. Was it dangerous? I was reasonably certain I had no
- diseases of the lower tract and that any parasites living in me
- were mine. Hence, the danger was minimal. (Sucking on someone
- else's shit balls might be another story.)
-
- My tongue was now rolling the ball around my mouth freely. It was
- like sucking on a jaw breaker. Inwardly, I smiled at that
- allusion. Then I became bolder. I had gotten this far with
- getting sick. It was time to experiment. I squeezed the ball
- against the roof of my mouth. This compressed the shit ball, and
- forced out more saliva with a heavier volume of shit.
-
- I could deal with it!
-
- I wondered where this might lead me.
-
- Now I began to roll the ball around and press it against my cheeks.
- And the ball had become noticeably smaller. There was no choice
- for me. I shuffled to the other room and unlocked my handcuffs,
- but I left the leg irons on my ankles. Back in the other room, I
- began to prepare a bigger shit ball.
-
- When I'd finished with the larger ball, I removed the tape from my
- mouth, fished out the now totally used cheese clothe sack of shit,
- and inserted the new and larger ball of shit. I did not use tape
- this time and I handcuffed my hands in front of me.
-
- I did wait until the bag was wetted, and then I began to press on
- it. The shitty flavor was stronger this time, but I was hooked.
- It took me a half hour to drain that bag.
-
- When I removed it, I looked in the bed pan. There was only a
- little of the nice long rope I had deposited there a while ago. I
- reached for it and put it in my mouth, and I began to chew it.
-
- I had an orgasm!
-
- After I took a shower and brushed my teeth, I returned and cleaned
- up the mess. I knew I had to think about what I had done. I
- slipped into a sweater, levis, socks and my work boots, and went
- out for a walk. There was no question that I had entered an
- entirely new area. Bondage, even discipline, while not everyday
- things, and not for everybody, was at least seen by most as not
- harmful. There were a few extremists who felt anything pleasurable
- was wrong, and a few others who would say female bondage was
- degrading. Eating shit, I was sure, would be on almost everyone's
- list of disgusting things. Should I care? In truth I cared only
- about Natasha's reaction, and of course I was wise enough that no
- one must find out about it.
-
- Having settled it in my mind, I stopped and had a hamburger, and
- laughed inwardly about my "appetizer." It suddenly dawned on me I
- hadn't eaten that day, not even my all bran. Most importantly, my
- stomach wasn't upset in any way. Clearly, I would do this again.
- And then I headed home.
-
- Good thing that I did. The apartment smelled like shit. Not
- surprising, even though I had cleaned it up. So I sprayed some
- lysol around and got a fan going.
-
- I was on a high, so I decided on a little more serious bondage. I
- stripped out of my clothes and pulled off the work boots. I put on
- a pair of shoe booties that we use just for bondage: they require
- I stand on my toes for the heels are ten inches. I can stand in
- them, even take small, mincing steps, but after a while my foot
- will cramp slightly from the extreme arch. When I reckoned Natasha
- would be home in a half hour, I put leather cuffs on my wrists and
- ankles. I used a ball gag. Then I locked my ankles together with
- one lock and also fixed a foot long piece of chain to that lock,
- and laid on the floor. Then I put my hands behind my back and used
- another lock to hold the cuffs together. A final padlock secured
- the length of chain from my ankles to my wrist cuffs. I was in a
- hog-tie.
-
- Apparently, Natasha stopped off on the way home. She was later
- than I expected, but I wasn't worried. It just extended my ordeal.
- The very thing that makes a hog-tie difficult was what attracted
- me: the growing urgency to stretch out my legs; and that un-
- requited urgency leads to frustration, and my sexual tension. The
- hog-tie is the most difficult, but it is very satisfying for my
- bondage purposes.
-
- At last I heard Natasha's key in the lock. The door opened, she
- stopped, and then said, "Oh, ho, what have we here?"
-
- I gurgled a bit behind my ball gag (I can make sounds, a few of
- which are intelligible but I don't always try; the only really
- silent gag is very elaborate and not totally effective).
-
- Natasha dropped something on the table (probably her books) and
- came over to squat near my face. She was wearing a blouse with a
- sweater draped over her shoulders, a full skirt, stockings (neither
- of us wore panty hose, ever), mid-heels and no panties. I knew
- that because I could look right into her cunt. She had been in
- class all day with no panties on under her skirt. Not remarkable
- since I frequently do the same.
-
- "How long have you been here?" she asked.
-
- I managed to gurgle 'about hour.'
-
- "Want to stay a while longer?"
-
- Gurgle: 'up to you.'
-
- "Okay, I'm going to take a shower. Don't go away." With that, she
- swatted me on my ass.
-
- Now as you know, I'm into bondage and Natasha is into spanking and
- whipping. She does some bondage, especially for a heavy duty
- whipping, but the physical is more her thing. I, on the other
- hand, am not into the physical. Oh, I've had Natasha spank me and
- even whip me but nothing like I've done to her. Anyhow, that
- single swat had a curious effect on me: I wanted another! I
- gurgled at Natasha, but she must have thought I was making my usual
- protest, and didn't come back. So I laid there, fighting the need
- to straighten my legs. I was also feeling some discomfort from the
- shoes. And my cunt got wetter.
-
- A while later, a nude Natasha returned.
-
- "Phew," she said, "you're really turned on tonite. I could smell
- your cunt when I opened the bathroom door. Ready to be freed?"
-
- I gurgled.
-
- "What?" she asked.
-
- I gurgled again, and this time she came down to my face. I tried
- to say 'spank me'; but she didn't understand, so I tried again.
- This time she must have made something out about what I'd said, and
- she said, "I think you said something about spank."
-
- I gurgled twice in encouragement.
-
- "Well, you surely can't spank me in that position, so is it that
- you want me to spank you?"
-
- I gurgled twice again.
- "Well, well," she said, sitting back on her naked ass, with her
- naked cunt inches from my face, "and to what do we owe this
- request."
-
- I said nothing.
-
- "You do want me to spank you? You're sure? You're not just
- requesting it because you think I might want to do it?"
-
- I managed a 'for me' and smiled at her with my eyes.
-
- "Well, I'll be damned. Hand alone or can I use a paddle?"
-
- This caused me to ponder: a hand spanking was one thing. I knew,
- from experience, that I'd feel it; but did I want more -- the
- answer was a qualified yes. I managed 'start hand' and then
- smiled.
-
- Natasha repeated, bless her, just she was certain what I was saying
- through my gag: "You want me to start with my hand? Does that mean
- I might have to use something else?"
-
- I gurgled.
-
- "Okay, Tina, it's your ass."
-
- The first thing she had to do was free me from my hog-tie, which
- she did by unlocking the chain connecting my leg irons to my
- handcuffs.
-
- "I think I'll leave the rest on you," she said, pulling me to my
- feet, "but I do want you to lie across my lap to begin." While
- saying that, she had turned me, sat on a chair and then had me bend
- over her lap. My legs had just enough movement to permit me to get
- down on her lap with some dignity.
-
- The spanking began immediately. Natasha is very experienced, and
- I felt the slaps from the start, but they weren't punishing. She
- maintained a steady cadence, giving me an even number of slaps on
- each cheek over 10 slaps but not in order. Sure, I could feel
- them, but since I had felt them on few occasions in the past, I
- also knew they wouldn't kill me, at least yet. I said nothing, but
- occasionally I would moan softly.
-
- The first time I moaned, Natasha laughed, "Are you serious? You
- and I both know that's not all that bad."
-
- I received 50 spanks before she stopped for a breath. My bottom
- had heated up nicely, and I was feeling a stinging sensation, but
- I was a long way from crying uncle. Gently, Natasha pushed me off
- her lap and helped me to the floor with dumping me. She then
- unlocked my cuffs at ankles and wrists, and lighted a cigarette for
- herself. It was up to me to remove my gag if I wanted to smoke
- too. I did and so I removed it.
- I remained standing, puffing. At last Natasha broke the silence.
- "Okay, what's up?"
-
- "What do you mean?" I asked.
-
- "Well, why did you want me to spank you?"
-
- "Did?"
-
- That stopped her a moment, and then she added, "You still want
- more?"
-
- I grinned and nodded.
-
- "So why do want a spanking....and whatever else I decide to give
- you?"
-
- "I'm just in the mood," I said.
-
- Snorting, Natasha said, "Well, then Tina, what got you in the
- mood?"
-
- "I'm not sure. I tried something new this morning. Then I went
- for a walk, and when I returned, I did the hog-tie. Then you came
- home. Someplace along the way I sort of came to the conclusion a
- spanking would be nice."