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- I've seen and read a lot of stories on this BBS about "first times" and
- about young love. I've thought for a long time about writing about myself and
- my first time but have hesitated in the past because of the ages involved.
- After reading what I've read recently though, it looks like it really isn't
- all that taboo a subject so I'll give in to the urge to do so. If you are
- offended by young teen love then read no further.
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- I guess I'm not that unusual, at least from what I've read on the bbs's,
- in that at age 19, in 1973, I became very friendly with a younger girl. Terri
- and I were both in the same youth organization and we travelled very
- frequently during the summer. The summer of '73 became incredibly good
- because of her.
- I hadn't really even noticed Terri until about May of the year. We had a
- weekend rehearsal (we were in a band type activity) that started Friday
- evening and ended Sunday afternoon. Anyway, I had just gotten back to the
- main building on Saturday evening after having slipped away with a few friends
- to drink some beers when I saw this cute little kid sitting by the door just
- watching what was going on. Just sitting there I couldn't really tell her age
- although I knew she was young, very young. I walked up to her and we talked
- for a few minutes before my friends came back and things started getting
- really noisy. I could tell she was uncomfortable sitting there so I suggested
- that we go take a walk around. To this day, I am amazed that my friends made
- no comment as we walked into the darkness of the practice field.
- (I need to add that there were over 100 of us there, 65-70 guys and 30-35
- girls. It wasn't that rare, considering the ages involved, 12 - 20, that a
- guy and girl would be walking off in the evening.)
- We walked off into the cool night air and talked. I found out that Terri
- had just joined us about three weeks ago and that her older brother was also
- there. She said she really didn't like any of the girls there, that the young
- ones acted so young and that the older ones didn't want her hanging around.
- As we walked I let my arm brush up against her and took her hand into mine.
- She didn't seem to mind at all so we walked along further, hand in hand.
- As we walked and talked, I let her do most of the talking, simply asking
- questions as we walked. Terri was only twelve, I was to find out, and had
- never had anything resembling a boyfriend. I recall that she was so natural
- and easy to talk to that it was almost amazing that she was as young as she
- was. We ended up walking clear to the other side of the camp we were
- rehearsing at, I guess it was probably a good half-mile or so, to a hill that
- overlooked the entire area. There was only a dim moon that night and I
- remember seeing just a dim view of her sweet face as we sat down together on
- that hill. It's a sight I don't think I'll ever forget.
- We talked some more and I moved closer to her, putting my arm around her
- shoulder, saying something about keeping her warm. Again, she made no effort
- to pull away. Instead I remember that she simply sat there looking off at the
- buildings in the distance. After ten minutes or so of just small talk I
- pulled her closer to me and faced towards her, kissing her lightly on the
- lips. I remember being almost shocked as she pulled me towards her, laying
- back on her back so that we could get even closer.
- We kissed for a few minutes, my tongue probing her mouth as we did. I
- recall the first time that I let my hand slide up her side, coming to rest on
- her barely developing chest, the sweet semi-softness of the rise there.
- Nothing like any of the older girls I had made out with. I also recall being
- kind of amused that she felt the need for a bra, she really had only started
- to develop.
- With no hesitation or resistance from her from my hand resting on her
- chest, I undid the buttons to her shirt and let it fall away to the sides of
- her body. Her skin was smoother than any I had ever felt before and so cool
- to the touch. I've never felt anything like it since. Still not gaining any
- resistance from her, (in fact, she was almost aggressive in seeking out my
- mouth with her tongue), I pulled her slightly to the side and reached my hand
- behind her, undoing the hooks that kept her bra connected. She made a sound
- as the hooks snapped open but again offered no resistance.
- As I wrote earlier, the moon was only a dim light that evening and I
- recall sliding my head down her neck and resting it lightly on her shoulder as
- I seeked out the nipples on her small mounds. Being of a light complexion,
- hers were barely noticeable against her already pale skin. As I touched one
- however, it hardened almost immediately and she grabbed my shoulder, pulling
- me closer to her. I rolled the tip of the tight skin between my fingers for a
- moment before moving my head to the nub and taking it into my mouth. (Taking
- it between my lips is more the truth since there wasn't enough there to
- consider sucking on.)
- I felt Terri's young body respond as I licked and softly bit at her
- breast, urging me on. Taking the hint, I let my right hand slide down her
- stomach and come to rest at her crotch, my middle finger dropping between her
- legs. In her first instance of resistance, I felt her legs tightly close
- against my hand. Even so, she made no effort to push me away. I let my
- finger press in against her as we lay there kissing and, little by little, I
- felt her relax against me.
- I guess it was at about this point that I realized that we were laying on
- this hill within direct view of the buildings and that it probably wasn't a
- good idea. On my suggestion, we got up and moved to the other side of the
- hill, out of sight. I now knew what I wanted and I really didn't want any
- company out here.
- Once on the other side, Terri moved to lay down again but I stopped her.
- Pulling her close to me, we kissed in a standing position as I let my fingers
- explore her hardened nipples. I couldn't then and I still can't believe the
- way this twelve year old body felt. I'm not gay and I've never had any urge
- to try that scene but I can imagine that, standing there holding that boyish
- young body, the way two guys must feel together. As we stood there close to
- each other, I let my hand slip down and undo her belt and the opening to her
- jeans. While she still offered no resistance, I could sense that she was
- getting uncomfortable with the whole situation. I remember trying to comfort
- her as much as I could with soft whispers that it would be OK but really, at
- this point, I was probably a little to far gone. My cock was straining at my
- own pants, I know she felt it, and honestly I don't really blame her for being
- a little scared.
- Once her belt and jeans were released it was an easy task to pull both
- them and her girlish cotton panties down over her slim hips and legs. She
- stepped out of them easily and stood in front of me, nude from the waist down
- and her shirt open in the front. I nearly came right then and there as I
- viewed that young body. She was beautiful, at least in my mind at that
- moment. She had just the slightest hint of developing breasts and such a
- smooth flat stomach. My eyes lowered to her hips and her midsection. Just
- the slightest down-like hair had begun to sprout around her virgin slit. I
- guess I stared a moment too long because she pulled me close to her again and
- kissed me.
- I lowered her to the ground as I removed my own shirt and undid my belt.
- I remember watching Terri's eyes as I undid my own belt and jeans and let them
- and my shorts drop to the ground. Her eyes gazed at my enlarged cock and, for
- the first time that evening, I saw real fear in her face. I lay down next to
- her quickly for fear that she might change her mind at this late time.
- Laying down next to her, I reached into my jean pocket and retrieved a
- condom. She stared at my cock as I slid the latex down over it. Thinking
- back, I remember almost shaking as I did so. I was not a virgin myself but
- this was the first time I would have one. I had made love to two girls
- previously, on a large number of occasions, but this one would be different.
- The other two were well along the line of development and were, well, to be
- honest, sluts. They both had a reputation of giving it to any guy who wanted
- it.
- Having completed getting the condom over my cock, I rolled next to her and
- again began to kiss her deeply. I again let my hand slide down between her
- legs and let my middle finger probe between the folds of skin there. This
- time she didn't press her legs together, in fact, she opened them wider. I
- remember her beginning to make kind of low sounds occasionally and I knew I
- was practically home free. Letting my finger continue to roam I realized that
- some moisture had become apparent there. At the time I honestly wasn't sure
- if a virgin would have any natural lubrication down there, especially with her
- closed opening. There wasn't a lot, but there was some.
- I let my finger feel out her unviolated opening, trying to spread her lips
- apart a bit to let my finger enter her. I remember even now thinking that if
- she was this tight on my finger, how the hell can I get my cock into her.
- But, it was time to find out.
- I rolled onto her thin body and let my cock replace my finger at her
- opening. Pressing forward I felt her body begin to envelope my cock. With
- the condom on it was difficult to gauge just how far I was getting but, with
- slow and steady back and forth motions I began to enter her. Each movement
- forward was greeting with a small grunt from Terri, not from her mouth but
- seemingly deep inside of her. Finally, feeling myself on the verge of losing
- control, I jammed myself the rest of the way into her body. With the sound
- that came from her I was afraid I had seriously hurt her but quickly she
- relieved that fear by grabbing hold of me and biting into my shoulder.
- We lay still for a moment as I allowed her body to become accustomed to my
- entrance. I was stuck in what seemed like a vise, my cock grasped as if her
- pussy was a fist. Each time I moved she grunted and, although I'm not proud
- of this, it took only four or five pumps for me to feel myself coming. As I
- began to I picked up the motions and began screwing as if she were
- experienced. Finally, pushing myself deep into her, I came.
- The two of us lay together there for some time, I'm not sure quite how
- long. I became aware that Terri's body was drenched in sweat and that her
- skin had become cold and clammy in the night air. Still though, her body held
- my cock as if it were in a vise.
- Withdrawing from her slim body, I went to my knees. Looking down at her
- now spread opening, I could barely see through the dim light that she had
- indeed been a virgin. Glancing at my latex covered cock, I could see the
- slight stain of blood that was on it. Slipping the condom off, I tossed it
- down the hill and lay down towards the young girl that still lay silent on her
- back. Kissing her softly on the lips, I helped her to her feet.
- In complete silence we got dressed and walked back over the hill. As we
- approached the top of it, she took my hand in hers.
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- The summer of 1973 was a tremendous one for me. Terri and I became a regular
- couple, me and my pre-teen lover. While I sat here to write just the story of
- our initial love, I have become so homesick for that beautiful child that I
- feel that I must continue to write about our times together. I will continue
- again later.
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