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- Now I don't want to give you the impression that I condone child
- molesting because I certainly don't but I really feel that some
- of the reports one hears about nowadays are being used to excuse
- some hangups people have about sex. They would rather blame
- their father or uncle or mother rather than try to find out why
- they really feel the way they do. As for me I've been lucky to
- have had an active sex life since I was born.
-
- Some people say that kids don't have the same erotic urges that
- adults have but that's just plain bullshit. Most kids just don't
- recognize those feelings or get them all mixed up with adult
- worship or guilt trips. Hell, my mother equated sex with
- backrubs, foot massages, and other so-called non-erotic
- experiences. She taught me that sex is simply one branch of
- sensual feelings and it was to be enjoyed as much as any other.
- She played with me sexually as far back as I can remember and
- insisted that I do to myself and her whatever felt good.
-
- When I was still in diapers we used to play with each other. Mom
- would kiss and tongue my little pussy until I got so excited I
- would pee. Then she would invite me to play with her furry
- crotch which was as fun as petting a kitten the way Mom would
- respond to my caresses.
-
- As soon as I was old enough to watch, Mom and Dad would let me
- stay in their bedroom and sometimes even in their bed while they
- made love. I learned right away that they were enjoying these
- sessions in spite of the moans and cries that some kids interpret
- as violence between their parents. I knew what it really was
- because I could see the smiles and loving touches in between.
- When I slept in their bed with them we were all naked of course
- and I was able to feel the kisses and carresses they would shower
- on each other. Pinches and hair pulling was ruled out, as was
- anything that appeared to hurt another person.
-
- Dad would usually come inside Mom but every once in a while he
- would ejaculate on her belly or breasts to let me see what came
- out when he climaxed. Mom also showed me how Dad liked to have
- his cock sucked and I would do it to him while he was licking
- her.
-
- When my folks had people over for parties and games I would have
- to go to my bedroom. My Mom explained that some people didn't
- understand that what we did together as a family is all right
- since some children couldn't handle the sensual experience
- without getting confused. She would promise that I could watch
- everything and that I could sleep with Mom and Dad the next
- night. My parents had hidden video cameras in all the rooms so I
- could watch what was going on but even better was the large one-
- way mirror between my bedroom and the family room that was
- usually the scene for all the sex that went on.
-
- From the parties I learned mostly that all adults have fun with
- sex by rubbing and being rubbed, kissing and being kissed, but
- especially by fucking each other. I also saw that two men or two
- women could have sex together and I learned new ways to give
- pleasure that I had never seen my parents use. Another thing
- that interested me was the wide variation in how people looked
- "down there".
-
- A typical party at our house would involve two other couples
- about the same age as my parents. They would have drinks and a
- snack or two watch a short movie or play a game. Both activities
- were designed to get everyone in the mood for sex and they always
- worked. The movies were just shorts of two or three people
- fucking so the games were more fun. They were usually things
- like strip poker or spin the bottle with lots of sexual
- overtones. Other times they simply read erotic stories from a
- book or magazine they would pass around.
-
- Pretty soon, whatever the activity had been, everyone was partly
- or completely undressed and getting friendly with each other. I
- liked this part best because there was always a lot of exploring
- going on with the women spreading their legs wide apart for all
- to see and appreciate and men jacking their cocks into battle
- position trying to make them as large and stiff as possible.
- After this brief little exercise the real stuff began and soon
- cocks were slipping in and out of cunts, and mouths were
- smothering both cocks and cunts alike. Mom, knowing that I was
- probably watching would almost always try to maneuver a couple
- over in front of my mirror/window sometime during the evening.
-
- I don't want to give you the idea that as a kid all I ever
- thought about was sex because it just wasn't so. In fact, my
- childhood was similar to all my friends except that I knew all
- about the "facts of life" long before any of them and I had been
- clued by my Mom and Dad as to how to respond to some of the funny
- attitudes and questions that I would get from them. We even
- practiced playing "doctor" so that a neighbor boy wouldn't get
- suspicious and tell his folks that I had seduced him. By the
- way, that incident is so funny I'll tell it to you.
-
- It happened when we were both about six and our parents had left
- us both with the same babysitter. This woman, who we called
- Grandma, was a grandmotherly type that was really nice and
- conscientious about her job. Her only problem was that she would
- get on the phone and sometimes talk for hours. We kids knew, of
- course, which people she tended to talk with for much longer than
- others. I was watching TV when Joey came in the room and told me
- that Grandma was on the phone with Fred and would I like to play
- doctor with him. I'm pretty quick about most things and I
- certainly knew that Grandma would probably be tied up for at
- least an hour. I also recognized immediately that Joey had some
- hanky panky in mind.
-
- Professing naive curiosity, I said, "Sure," and went along with
- Joey's directions. He got out a white doctor coat and a kit that
- he had gotten for his birthday, a black hard plastic bag with a
- red cross sticker on it. For a moment there, I thought he really
- intended to play "doctor" but he soon eased my fears. I was to
- lay down on the couch and complain of a sore tummy. Taking his
- toy stethescope, he proceeded to pretend to examine me for the
- problem. He soon pushed his hands under my dress which I
- protested as Mom told me I should. Joey explained that he needed
- to examine me all over and maybe it would be better if I took off
- all my clothes. I suggested that we compromise by letting me
- take off my underpants and he could feel under my dress if he
- needed to. It was hardly a compromise since I knew he would want
- my panties off soon anyway but this way it didn't look so forward
- of me.
-
- Soon Joey was feeling me all over but much too roughly for my
- enjoyment. I complained that he was making my tummy hurt even
- worse and I didn't want to do this any more. Then I insisted
- that he let me be doctor for a while. He protested that he
- needed to go to the bathroom and I suggested that we needed a pee
- sample anyway. We got into the bathroom where he removed his
- pants and underpants. Expressing (fake) surprise at his
- equipment I grabbed his cock and quickly made it hard. Knowing
- that he would now have a hard time peeing I proceeded to instruct
- him to do so in a little cup. He tried and tried but the harder
- he tried the stiffer he got and the less chance there was of his
- being successful. I suggested that that was the cause of his
- tummy ache and that he could fix it by rubbing Vicks on it. At
- that I left the room, put on my panties and took my book into the
- kitchen where Grandma was still talking on the phone.
-
- Dumb Joey believed what I had said and had rubbed Vicks all over
- his cock and balls. The stuff soothed him just long enough that
- he could piss and then it started burning. He apparently tried
- to wash it off but ended up just rubbing it in more and finally
- he came crying to Grandma. He tried to blame me but Grandma
- would have none of that. She knew I had been sitting in the
- kitchen reading the whole time she was on the phone.
-
- But back to my history. As you could tell, I knew a lot about
- lotions, heat rubs, and other "devices" by the time I was six.
- Mom had a couple vibrators that she let me use and I was anxious
- enough about getting a cock in me like she could get in her that
- I used the smallest one (it was about the size of Dad's middle
- finger) rather roughly on myself until I could get it all the way
- in. I was so proud of myself that I insisted Dad try his finger
- in me the next time we played together. It went in easily and
- was so much nicer that I decided a cock would even be better. By
- the time I was 12, I could take everything Mom could and had been
- fucked both cunt and ass by my Dad. I insisted. Dad had had a
- vasectomy so we didn't worry about my getting pregnant.
-
- At 12 my parents felt that I could start getting it on with kids
- of my own age although they felt that I had to be careful just
- how I approached others so I didn't scare them or let them know
- just how well educated I was. Besides, I had a reputation as a
- nice girl that I didn't want to lose any sooner than necessary.
-
- The first couple of dates I went on were real busts. I had had
- to maneuver the boy into asking me anyway and all during the
- dates he acted like a scared rabbit. The third date was
- different. On the second date, as we said good-night on my
- porch, I let him know that I really appreciated his going out
- with me and then I kissed him. I don't think he ever would have
- gotten around to it. Well, for the third date, this kid was
- anxious to start kissing as soon as we got into the movie. He
- was a 9th grader. I let him kiss me on the lips once then
- insisted that he nibble my cheek and neck. That was almost as
- good for him and a whole lot better for me because he really
- didn't know how to lip kiss yet.
-
- I got so hot from his nibbling and the romantic movie we were
- watching that I whispered in his ear that he was getting me hot.
- You would have thought that I had said, "Let's fuck," he was so
- excited. It was all I could do then to hold him in his seat
- until the end of the movie.
-
- On the way home, we ducked into some bushes by the side of my
- house and I showed him how to French kiss. I also pushed against
- him until I was sure I could feel his stiff cock against my
- belly. Then I began whispering about how hard he felt and how I
- would like to know what that stiff "thing" was and that some
- girls had told me that he was a real stud. All the time I was
- keeping him so busy with kissing that he couldn't answer
- anything. Well, I played it long enough that he suddenly
- stiffened in my arms and bucked his pelvis involuntarily three or
- four times into my stomach and then was very still. I wanted so
- much to feel his crotch to see how much he had come but I
- resisted. I knew there would be another date.
-
- Needless to say, he wasn't interested in coming in the house and
- didn't even want to hang around after his climax. He walked me
- to our door, kissed me quickly on the cheek and ran away before I
- could get any more than a fleeting glance at his damp trousers.
-
- He didn't call for a week so I began on another boy. My strategy
- was to claim that I wasn't going steady since I had at least two
- boyfriends at any time. This second one was the boy I had had
- the Vicks incident with. Although we had seen a lot of each
- other because of neighborhood and school events, we hadn't really
- palled around since that incident. This guy was more experienced
- and he had his hand on top of my brassiere moments after the
- movie began. I whispered to him that maybe we should go home and
- play doctor if that was all he was interested in. That stopped
- all his amorous advances for the evening. However, as we reached
- my house, I again used the bushes on the side to warm him up
- again. Like I did with the first boy, I got this one to boil
- over with just the right words and body movements. The
- difference with this one was that he knew what was happening and
- grabbed my ass just as he came, insuring that I felt every
- voluntary or involuntary thrust of his pelvis. Then he took my
- hand and deliberately pressed it against the damp crotch of his
- pants saying as he did so, "A few layers of cloth stood in the
- way of my cock depositing this sperm directly into your pussy but
- I intend to do a better job next time." I climaxed as I gently
- squoze his partially limp penis through the damp material.
-
- I didn't know who was doing the trapping and who was getting
- trapped but I was certainly hooked on sex with boys. I played
- the field as wide as possible avoiding going all the way with any
- of them for the next two years. I had to do a lot of cock
- sucking to stay a "virgin" but that was part of the game plan.
-
- During this time I also had my share of sex with girls. Of
- course, it wasn't as intense as it could have been had I taught
- the girls all I knew, but I had to let them initiate me into
- their little rituals and then just accidentally "discover" things
- that would give us both pleasure.
-
- The first experience was at a slumber party. Of course, the mood
- was festive and the inhibitions minimal providing a good
- atmosphere for sharing. All the girls were running around with
- shorty nightgowns and bikini panties. Someone suggested
- comparing tits and I allowed myself to be talked into it. Then
- when everyone was topless, I suggested a game where we all get in
- a circle and try to sit on the lap of the person behind us. With
- a bit of effort we managed to do it but in the process there was
- a lot of holding onto tits of the person sitting in your lap. We
- decided to try to send messages by squeezing the right or left
- tit of the person in front when we felt our corresponding tit
- being squeezed. Some girls got a bit rough but most of us
- quickly stopped playing and were massaging for the fun of
- massaging. Before we stopped, everyone had nipple erections.
-
- The rest of the evening was like any other slumber party I'd been
- to and none of us even thought about getting to sleep until after
- 2:00. About 4:30 I needed to pee so I slipped out of my sleeping
- bag and stepped carefully over the other girls on my way to the
- bathroom. I was surprised to see the bathroom occupied and heard
- a soft but distinct buzz coming from inside. Since the door
- wasn't fully closed, I pushed in like I hadn't even noticed
- anyone was there.
-
- It was the hostess's mother sitting on the john with her
- nightgown pulled up and her legs spread wide apart. Before she
- instinctively closed her legs, I saw the plastic vibrator she had
- been using. Acting embarrassed, I explained that I hadn't
- realized anyone was in the bathroom and I needed to pee bad. I
- then went on to say that I would wait outside. The vibrator was
- still buzzing. I turned to go, then with all the strength I
- could muster, I started to pee. The woman, thinking I was really
- desperate, called me back. I managed to make a good show of
- trying to hold inmy urine while she stood up and moved away for
- me to sit down.
-
- My panties, of course, were soaked making them all but useless
- for hiding my budding black bush. I stripped them off then sat
- down utterly naked now and again let loose with the pee. I
- really had needed to go so my act was quite convincing. Mrs.
- Brown didn't pretend that she wasn't watching me and I acted so
- relieved at being able to pee that I wasn't trying to be modest
- at all. It still appeared that she wasn't going to initiate any
- further moves so I spoke up, "Do I hear a buzzing sound
- somewhere."
-
- "Yes," she said, "I've been using a vibrator to sooth my nerves."
-
- "Oh, that's what I need," I exclaimed. "I've been tossing and
- turning all night." I didn't explain that I had been tossing and
- turning because I had been having the sexiest dreams.
-
- Mrs. Brown then went through a number of facial expressions, the
- meanings of which could only be guessed. Finally, though, she
- smiled a kind of motherly smile and pulled her nightgown over her
- head. She was now as naked as I and I gasped appropriately at
- her generous endowments. A slim, almost petite woman, her
- breasts were at least D cups and although I knew where she had
- the vibrator I could not spot it for the thick growth of brown
- hair between her legs. Reaching to her crotch she withdrew the
- shiny, plastic vibrator almost like a magician might produce a
- rabbit from a hat. I gasped again. "You had that big thing in
- there!" I questioned.
-
- In response, Mrs. Brown slowly inserted her vibrator until it was
- once again completely hidden from view. "May I," I blurted out
- and before she could respond I had reached forward and placed my
- hand on her pubic hair. I fumbled around briefly trying to get
- the lay of the land, so to speak, and managing to flick her
- clitoris once or twice in the process. I really was impressed
- with her capacity since the vibrator was at least 10" long and
- she had it in all the way. I wondered if Mr. Brown were that
- well hung or if she had had other experience.
-
- I pulled out the vibrator slowly, commenting to Mrs. Brown that
- she had the most lovely pussy I had ever seen.
-
- "And just how many have you seen, dear," she asked.
-
- "Oh, you know, the girls in the gym locker room and once I saw my
- mother when she was getting out of the bath. I've never touched
- anyone else like this though." The statements were true. Of
- course, I had seen many others and I had never touched a woman
- with so much hair. Mom always kept her bush trimmed to about 1/2
- to 3/4 inch long.
-
- "Well, let me give you a little anatomy lesson and then you can
- try my vibrator." I had forgotten that I had asked to.
-
- Mrs. Brown sat on the edge of the vanity and instructed me to
- kneel in front of her. I thought, this gal doesn't waste time.
- She then placed her feet on my shoulders and spread her knees
- wide apart. What a view! She pointed out her labia, clitoris,
- mons, the whole bit. I wanted so much to eat her out but decided
- that really would look a bit forward. Instead, I grabbed the
- vibrator again and proceeded to slip it in and out several times
- to Mrs. Brown's obvious pleasure. I used it to point out the
- features she had just shown me and I even included her anus.
- That brought a cry of shock from her.
-
- We then exchanged places. She proceeded to point out all my
- anatomical features, lingering over each one a little more than
- might have been thought necessary. This was definitely turning
- me on and I was a little frightened that she would sense my being
- not quite virginal. Suddenly, she buried her face in my pussy
- and I climaxed. I held her tightly to me and shivered through 3
- or 4 wonderful waves of pleasure. When I had calmed down, I
- asked through feigned sobs, "What did you do to me? It felt so
- wonderful but so, so strange."
-
- "You are a lucky little girl," my mentor said. "You have just
- learned what it is like to have a climax. When I use the
- vibrator just right, that is what I feel, anytime I want."
-
- I begged her to do it again and this time I let myself build up
- to another climax. Then I asked if I could reciprocate. I could
- tell she had never been eaten by another woman and that's a shame
- because she was responsive. "Wow, that was better than my
- vibrator!" she gasped. "Where have you been all my life?"
-
- Just then, we thought we heard stirring outside the door, so we
- ended with a passionate hug and a french kiss. Mrs. Brown
- slipped on her nightgown and then left, saying as she did that I
- was welcome at their house anytime. I never did get involved
- with her again because I thought it too dangerous with a friend's
- mother but I did let my mom know about the situation and the two
- of them had some great times together.
-
- I lost my "virginity" three weekends in a row and convinced all
- six boys that they were the first. The first weekend I had my
- period so it was easy to get them to think I had been deflowered.
- The next two weeks I had to be a little creative but I pulled it
- off anyway.
-