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- I was putting my plan to work. I felt guilty but I had to do
- something. My Ruthie was bringing her father home this morning and I was going
- to stay in the house and see what happened. Understand, I wasn't planning a
- confrontation or anything like that, I just felt like I had to help myself if I
- could and I thought that if I could hear them and see what their relationship
- was like then maybe it might give me some ideas.
- If I was careful, I would not have any trouble. The house was almost
- as big as a mansion and there was a central hall upstairs that was surrounded
- by bedrooms, some unused now. Each room also connected to each other room
- either through a big closet or by a bathroom that they shared so a person could
- go all the way around the house through the bedrooms and never go into the hall
- at all. For quick flight there were windows that opened onto second story
- porches in front or in back. I was planning to be quiet but if I had to
- retreat I had plenty of places to go. I was planning to hide in the closet
- between Ruthie's father's room and a room that was used to store furniture. If
- I had to get away, I could get into the back bedroom which was unused. I
- checked it all out very carefully. I left the back window open in case of
- emergency. Then I went downstairs, unlocked the back door, and left through
- the front door. I drove away and several streets from there I parked and made
- my way back. I went in the back door, locked it, and went to the front of the
- house. From there I could see the street. Then I settled down to wait.
- All the memories of my short experience with Ruthie ran through my mind
- as I sat on the window seat and peered out through the curtain. It just
- couldn't stay like this, hiding and seeing her just when she could slip away
- from him. It had to grow. I wanted Ruthie for myself. I loved Ruthie now.
- I saw in my mind the pictures in her baby book, and Ruthie in front of
- the fireplace. How I wish I could have known her then. I thought about the
- time at the lake, and even replayed my dream about my own daughter in my mind
- when Ruthie woke me up so sweetly. I was so lost in thought that I almost did
- not notice when the car drove up. Fortunately at the last moment, I did.
- Quickly I removed my shoes and headed for my hiding place in the closet. I was
- betting that they would use the bathroom before they went into the closet. A
- bathroom was my other choice of escape routes, as one connected to another
- bedroom on the opposite wall.
- It was a sound house but I could hear the door open. There was no way
- to hear their voices yet and I hoped they would come upstairs soon. If
- Ruthie's father chose to lay on one of the downstairs couches then all of this
- was for nothing. I was betting he would want to rest in his room.
- Pretty soon I could tell they were coming upstairs. I pulled the door
- shut to just a slight crack and cursed as the damned thing squeaked softly. I
- thought I probably should shut it all the way but I wanted to see so I took a
- chance and left a tiny crack.
- I couldn't see them at first as they came into the room but she was
- fussing at him for not leaning on her and for going too fast.
- "Leave me alone princess," his voice was now in the room. I'm not a
- crippled old man. I'm just a bit tired." Then I could see him and part of
- her. He was easing down into the bed. He sat on the edge. "Ruthie how about
- helping me with this shirt?" She was unbuttoning his shirt and slipped it off
- his shoulders. His bare back was my next view.
- "Let's get your pants off, daddy," Ruthie said as he lay back. I heard
- him chuckle.
- "Never could stay out of them could you princess?"
- Ruthie snickered. "If you weren't in such a mess I'd pull them up over
- your head." But I could see that she eased them off him gently.
- Finally he lay on the bed and let out a deep breath.
- "Whew princess. That's some better now." He lay there in his old
- fashioned boxer shorts while Ruthie quickly proceeded to pull her dress over
- her head and throw it out of my range of vision. In five more seconds she was
- naked. There she finally was in person with her father and the truth of what
- they had been doing for ten years was brought home to me. This was the girl
- who had born her father a child to get rid of her mother. Depression hit me
- like a wave. How could I possibly do anything to break this bond.
- Ruthie was down on the bed. As I watched, she eased her father's
- shorts off and removed his socks. Now father and daughter were naked together
- in the bed where I could never be. I was repelled and fascinated. The old
- man's dick was starting to grow firm. Ruthie started singing a song to him, so
- soft I couldn't hear it. Then she took her father's dick in her hand and begin
- to rub up and down the length of it. It didn't take long before he was hard. I
- am ashamed to admit it but so was I.
- Ruthie crawled up on the bed. "Just be still, daddy," she whispered.
- "I'll do everything." She straddled him and lowered herself onto him. As I
- watched in fascination and horror she slipped him into her all the way and just
- sat there playing with the hair on his chest.
- He suddenly laughed and looked up at her. Then he spoke. "Taking
- advantage of a helpless old man, huh? What's the matter Princess, isn't Jack
- keeping you satisfied?"
- I was leaning partly against the door. I learned at that moment the
- meaning of someone's heart jumping up into one's throat. I damn near fell
- forward out of the closet and into the room. My adrenlin released and my hard
- on disappeared in fear.
- Ruthie laughed and tossed her hair back over her shoulders. "I already
- told you daddy. He keeps me satisfied all I want. But there's always going to
- be a place here for you." She began to rock slowly forward and back, gently
- fucking him. I wanted to get out of there but I was frozen. If Ruthie had
- walked straight to the closet and opened the door, I don't think I could have
- moved an inch.
- "Have it your way princes," he said. "You feel mighty good to an old
- man. So how is it with the young lovers?"
- Then as she fucked her father, Ruthie began to tell him about us. She
- recited all we had done since he had been in the accident. I was beyond
- understanding what was going on. I just watched as Ruthie gently fucked her
- father and talked about me as she had so often made love to me and talked about
- him.
- She was telling him about what had happened this morning with us.
- "He was crying out in his sleep for his daughter to suck him, daddy,"
- she was saying. "He wasn't faking, he was really asleep. Maybe he was
- dreaming that he was you."
- The old man was slow to respond. Finally he answered. "Well princess
- have you changed your mind?"
- "No daddy. He's the one. I'm sure he is. Daddy I love Jack. And I
- think he loves me. I've told him everything daddy. He's had plenty of chances
- to walk away and he doesn't. I think it will work."
- "Ruthie honey, remember he's only the second young man you've known.
- You want to be sure. Princess you want to be really sure. If he has accepted
- the truth then he's either as perverted as we are or he really loves you. But
- you have to be sure honey. You don't want a marriage like mine to your mother
- Ruthie. You want someone to love."
- Ruthie's voice rose. "We are not perverted daddy. I love you and I
- won't ever quit loving you. But daddy I love Jack too. I haven't left out
- anything about us daddy, honest I haven't. He never lectures me or says
- anything bad about you. I've told him everything. Daddy, I know he's the one.
- I can feel it. Jack Williams is the man I want to marry."
- Well, another cliche is in order here. Sorry folks but you really
- could have knocked me over with a feather when she let that one out. There she
- was tossing her hair around as she sat on her own father's cock. And she was
- telling him that she wanted to marry me. The conversation lagged for a minute.
- I was even peeking through the door now I was so much into my own thoughts. But
- when I looked back I could see why they weren't talking. The sex between
- Ruthie and her father was getting heavy and I could tell she was close to
- having her climax. His hand was between her legs now and I guess he was
- putting his finger on her clitoris the way I had done sometimes. Her head was
- thrown back and she was breathing loud and she was going faster and faster. I
- couldn't see it all but I knew she was close. Then she was screaming "I'm
- cuming daddy, oh cum too, daddy, cum in me daddy," and she threw her body over
- his and was hugging his shoulders. She screamed and I knew what her pussy was
- doing. It was sucking on her father's dick as it had sucked on mine. Then he
- was cuming too. I could tell because he was moaning and pushing back. I was
- watching Ruthie's father shooting himself inside his daughter, the woman I
- loved. Yes, in spite of all of it, she was still the woman I loved. My dick
- was rock hard and I wanted to pull it out but I didn't dare so I just stayed
- there as father and daughter came together. It should had been lewd, it should
- have made me want to throw up but it didn't. I could feel the love they had
- for each other and I could feel that it was real. I realized that I was
- crying. Softly, I went back through the back bedroom. I didn't need to use
- the window. I just walked down the stairs and out the back door. I went to my
- car and drove off.
-
- I didn't go straight home. It was eleven-thirty in the morning but I
- didn't have enough whiskey in the house to do what I was going to do. I bought
- a half gallon of the most expensive brand I could find. Then I went home.
- I couldn't seem to think about it. I couldn't focus on it. It was
- like my mind wouldn't let me. As I made my first drink I noticed my hands were
- shaking badly. I needed to think but I couldn't think. What the hell was
- going on here I had no idea at all. I had wanted to hear them to further my
- cause but what I had heard was so far removed from what I had expected that I
- just couldn't focus on things. I tossed down about four drinks before I even
- stopped shaking. Finally as the whiskey started taking over, I began to take
- stock of the situation.
- Obviously-well assuming I hadn't just watched a play put on for my
- benefit which I doubted-then obviously Ruthie had been as honest with her
- father about me as she had been with with me about him. It was beyond anything
- I could have dreamed, but did I feel a tiny bit proud of her for it? I didn't
- know yet.
- She sat in the bed with her own father's dick buried to the hilt in the
- pussy I had sucked with love and told him that she loved me. Even as she
- fucked her own father she told him she wanted to marry me. It was too much. I
- made another drink, no water this time, just straight bourbon.
- This was a crazy girl, I told myself. That's no figure of speech, I
- meant to say that Ruthie was crazy. She had to be. Incest does that to you, I
- told myself as I fixed yet another drink. This girl would do anything to get
- what she wanted.
- But what had she really done? She had been completely honest with me
- about her father, that was obvious. Now I knew she had been completely honest
- with him about me. He had said it, not she, that I was only her second lover
- besides him. But he had been making it with his own daughter for ten years.
- God, I needed another drink, screw the ice, I'll just keep the bottle, it's
- easier. How could she love him and do what she did with me? Hell, how could
- she love me and still keep on with him even when he was too sick to do anything
- but just lay in the bed while she attacked him? I took a long swig from the
- bottle.
- She was just a nymph. Needed it all the time. No that's not true, she
- had had no lovers but her daddy and me except for Robert. She was on a power
- trip needing to control her men. No that was bullshit too. She had never done
- that except when she got rid of her mother. Suddenly I threw back my head and
- laughed at what Ruthie had done to her mother. It was all just so ridiculous
- that I couldn't focus on it any longer. The last thing I remember before
- passing out was thinking that I needed some food in my stomach. It was past
- lunch time and I was hungry. I think that I was laughing hysterically as I
- passed out in my chair.
-
- My head was knocking, pounding. Somebody was beating on it with a
- baseball bat. It was starting to bleed, I was being beaten to death. I almost
- jumped from the chair and I looked around, completely dazed. It was somebody
- at the front door using the knocker. I looked at my watch. It was seven
- thirty.
- I almost didn't go, I really didn't. I felt like my head was in a
- cement mixer being tossed around inside. Mechanically I finally made my way
- the few steps to the door. I pulled it open ready to scream an obscenity at
- the salesman who had disturbed my drunken sleep. I peered out through the
- screen. I saw a light blue dress, strands of blonde hair, a face I had trouble
- focusing on.
- "Jack honey," I heard pounding into my brain like jolts of lightening.
- "Wow Jack, what's the matter with you?"
- "Oh," I muttered as I let her in the door. "I just had a few drinks
- after work." She looked around and saw the bottle. I looked too and saw it
- was well over half gone.
- "All right, Jack," she said. "You go get a in a hot tub of water and
- I'll fix you something to eat." The thought of food was beyond me just then.
- She looked at my face and must have read my thoughts. "Well," she continued,
- "maybe the food can wait. C'mon Jack, let's go get a shower."
- I felt so bad that at first I did not even realize that she was coming
- into the shower with me. She started the water as I just stood there. As she
- was adjusting the flow she said quietly "a good old tooth brushing might not
- hurt either you know." The toothpaste tasted bitter but made me feel better.
- Then Ruthie started taking off my clothes. When she had finished with me, she
- quickly slipped of hers too. "Well?" she teased.
- The water made me feel clean in more ways than one. I get drunk about
- once a year and maybe never like I had that afternoon. I felt trashy dirty and
- the water helped. Ruthie and her bath cloth and her tongue did not hurt
- either. She worked on my back for long minutes, pulling the tension from my
- body and even a little of the pain from my head. Then she pulled my back
- against her front so I could feel her body against me. She began to soap my
- chest while she licked at my back. I couldn't even get hard because while it
- was certainly erotic, it was more relaxing than exciting and it was what I
- needed. I felt weak as a sick man and Ruthie was being my nurse, helping me
- back to life. It was a slow and painful return but after all, I had brought it
- on myself.
- Finally her hands dropped and she started to feel my dick. She put the
- soapy cloth around it an gently played until I got hard. Now that I was half
- alive again I turned to her. The water was pouring off her head and down her
- breasts, making them glisten. Her hair was plastered to her head but she was
- as beautiful as ever.
- I gently pulled her mouth to mine. We must have kissed for five
- minutes or more with our arms around each other. Then slowly we began to
- explore each other's body. It felt so good. I was still not able to think
- straight but I could feel. After a long time, Ruthie went down on her knees
- and took me in her mouth. I just closed my eyes and felt the love she was
- giving me. I wanted to freeze the moment and just stop our lives at that point
- in a time stop. Then I wouldn't have to think anymore and I could just feel.
- It was unlike any oral sex I had ever had. I didn't want to cum, I just wanted
- it to continue. Ruthie didn't seem to be trying to make me cum. It was almost
- like it was a non-sexual act but just a love act. I lost track of time and
- just floated, enjoying the love I could feel emanating from her. It was at the
- same time the best sex I ever had and also not sexual at all. There was no
- pressure, no attempt to make it get better, no drive to climax. It was just
- what it was. It was Ruthie's expression of pure love for me. Thinking back,
- it was one of the most satisfying times of my whole life.
- I really don't even know how long it might have continued. But I have
- an old water heater and little by little I realized that the water was getting
- cold. The temperature finally broke the mood and the feeling faded. What a
- loss. She started laughing with my dick still in her mouth and finally stood
- up.
- "I think," she said slowly "that we better get out." I was starting to
- shiver and I turned off the faucets. We dried ourselves each with our own
- towel. Then I took her hand and wordlessly led her into the bedroom. We lay
- beside each other for awhile, not even touching, just looking at each other.
- Then the kissing and the touching began again and this time the feeling was
- sexual. My desire overshadowed my headache and soon we were thrashing around
- the bed like a couple of kids. When I finally entered her it was like coming
- home after a long trip to somewhere I hadn't wanted to go. It was our best sex
- ever, our own private trip into love and when it was over I felt empty and sad.
- Empty because I had given more to Ruthie that night than I ever had to anyone
- in my life and sad because I finally began to think about the events of earlier
- in the day. Ruthie just curled up on my arm and nestled against me. I didn't
- know I was going to say it until I had already said it. It was like it wasn't
- me talking. I said to Ruthie "I want to marry you."
- "I want to marry you too." The answer was lazy and seemed to come from
- a long way off. It took me a minute to recognize that I had asked her and she
- had answered me. Then I was awake, alert, and my body tensed. She felt it.
- She started rubbing mt chest trying to relax me I think. I was silent but she
- spoke again. "Yes Jack, I want to marry you." I abruptly sat up, breaking the
- spell.
- "Ruthie what are you talking about?"
- She just stretched like a cat beside me and smiled, her head on the
- pillow, her face framed by her beautiful hair which was in ruins but was still
- erotic. Then she giggled.
- "Well you just screwed up didn't you lover? You just proposed and I
- just said yes."
- The adrenlin hit me for the second time in one day. "But what about
- your father?" I was hurt and distrustful, I had heard what they had said that
- morning.
- "Jack, he's known about us from the first night. He knows everything
- about you. Just like you know everything about us. Jack don't you see, if it
- was going to work, both you and he had to know."
- I was dumbfounded. "But," I studdered. "Why did you act like we
- couldn't let him find out about us?"
- "Jack," she smiled up at me from the pillow. "If you had known I was
- giving him a play by play account about us, would you have kept seeing me? I
- had to tell you about my father, Jack. It was too much a part of my life to
- hide. I had to know if you could accept it. But I had to share it with my
- daddy too, honey. I knew what you didn't know soon after we met. I knew that
- someday you might ask me. And I knew that if you ever did that I would say
- yes. You are the only honest man I have ever known besides my father. I'll
- marry you tomorrow if you want."
- I was silent. I tried to do a quick review on what I was about to do
- but with the angel beside me in my bed, the girl I loved, the girl I wanted to
- marry, what kind of review was necessary. Finally she broke the silence. Her
- wonderful eyes bored into mine.
- "Want to retract the proposal. One chance, Jack. Right now."
- I did not hesitate, it wasn't necessary. "We just signed a contract my
- beautiful Ruthie," I whispered. "You can't get out of it."
- Oh how good our embrace felt. She was real, a warm living person who
- would love me and have my children and grow old with me. Two "moments of a
- lifetime" in one night are too much for one person but I'll never forget our
- embrace in my bed that night. Finally she giggled.
- "Want to go meet my daddy now, Jack? He's waiting for us."
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- Well folks, that's it. Ruthie and Jack were married 4 days later.
- Jack moved into the old mansion. A most improbable marriage began to grow and
- as of that date it is still growing. I have enjoyed sharing it with you.
- Let's wrap up with few facts.
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- I told you up front that this happened to a friend of mine. It did. It
- happened to my very best friend. It happened to my wife. Ruthie is my wife.
- You probably guessed that by now. It really was me all the time.
-
- I told you it was true. I have spoken as much of the truth as I can
- remember. I have told you no lies. Ruthie and I are what I have said we are.
- How can I write pornography about my own wife? I will just say you would have
- to know us to understand.
-
- Why did I write it? I'm not really sure. I've asked myself the same
- question. Obviously Ruthie and I are both highly sexually-oriented people.
- She knows I'm writing this but she hasn't asked to read it. Maybe one day she
- will. I will be glad to share it because it is a love story. But since I
- became involved with Ruthie, stories of incest and experiences of young girls
- turn me on. They really did not before Ruthie but they do now. Very often we
- pretend she is a young virgin. It gets us both off. Just as I love to look
- through Ruthie's baby book, I think someday soon she will ask to read this. As
- soon as I send it up to the board I plan to find her and tell her it's
- finished. She may even ask to read it tonight. She may read it before you do.
- Even as you read this we may be making love while she reflects on what I have
- written about us.
-
- Does she still make it with her father? I honestly think probably so.
- She has opportunities to do it with him. I can't ask you to understand this or
- accept it but I don't care. If I had to guess, I would guess they probably do
- on occasions. It doesn't concern me and I don't ask. Ruthie is as I write
- this final chapter on July 31, 1989 three months pregnant. She is now 29. We
- have a two year old baby girl and I also have a baby son eleven months. The
- boy is dark like like me but the girl is very light colored. I wonder about
- her origins but she is my daughter no matter who the father is and I love her
- very much. She is a beautiful little girl. Already starting to look like her
- mother a little bit.
-
- What is the relationship between Ruthie's father and me? Strained, I
- guess I have to say. He is as friendly as anyone could ask, I just still don't
- feel totally comfortable around him. It's getting better. Except for the
- socially "horrible" things he did with his daughter, he seems like a well
- adjusted man. That facet of my life will improve and I expect he will continue
- to live with us for the rest of his life.
-
- How goes the marriage? It gets better every day. Ruthie is an
- incredibly gifted lover but I can feel that her enthusiasm is a result of the
- love she feels for me. That love is returned without reservation. It may be
- one of the strangest marriages on record, but I bet it's better than most.
-
- One last comment before we leave each other. Just the fact, folks,
- that's all. And am I really telling the truth? Really?
-
- Obviously our names are not Jack and Ruthie Williams. One last time
- before I go... everything here is true. All of it. I hope your marriage is
- half as good as mine. If it is, hold onto it. Love is a precious thing no
- matter what manner of expression it takes or from what origins it arises.
- Thanks for listening.
-
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- Jack