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- PLATONIC LOVE Part 2
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- PLATONIC LOVE.
-
-
- "Lions do not love lions because they do not think speculatively; male
- bears do not seek out their own sex because they do not know the sweets
- of friendship. But human reason, guided by knowledge and long experience,
- has chosen what is most beautiful and gives its sanction to the love of
- boys."
-
- Lucian, Dialogues of Love.
-
- DAY ONE. Frascati, July 23, 1993.
-
- Jason ambled through the trees, aimlessly scuffing his feet
- in the gravel. He watched the dust rise up and envelop his
- sneakers. He was bored. He wanted to be home. He still had four
- weeks of summer vacation left and he did not want to spend it in
- the dry, parchment-colored hills south of Rome. He thought of
- his best friend and wondered what they would be doing if he was
- home. He smiled weakly. Nothing probably. He would be at home by
- himself and Travis would be out riding somewhere, maybe down by
- the creek. Jason did not like horses, not after he had been
- thrown the first time. Now, he kept well away from them whenever
- he could. That was a problem because he lived on a horse farm.
-
- He glanced around, looking towards the terrace, towards his
- mother and her boyfriend, Carlo Gubbio. Carlo Gubbio, the
- millionaire, the horse breeder, the playboy. He drove a red
- Ferrari Testarossa. Though Jason Anderson was not worldly enough
- to realize that a sixty-one year old man did not have the
- essential qualification of a playboy, Carlo Gubbio had more than
- the necessary charisma. Besides, he looked younger, ten years
- younger. Though his mother was only forty, Carlo looked young
- enough to be Jason's father. He was slender and trim and very-
- distinguished looking in appearance. Once, many years ago, his
- hair had been blond like Jason's. Now it was silver. Jason liked
- him as much as could be expected when there was the threat that
- his mother would marry him.
-
- It was hard for Jason to think of Carlo as his father, for
- that matter, even as his stepfather. He sighed as he wondered
- whether they would have to live in Italy if his mother did marry
- him. There were probably worse places to live, but all things
- considered, he would much rather be back home in Lexington,
- Kentucky. Even if he had to live at Runymede. It would be a nice
- place to live, if it wasn't for the horses. Besides, his mother
- had to work somewhere and Runymede was as good as anywhere else.
-
- Jason kicked at a branch that had fallen onto the path,
- sending it flying into the box hedge. His mother had met Carlo
- during the Spring sales. Carlo had purchased a yearling, 'Funny
- Boy' for four-hundred-thousand dollars and then took them to
- dinner. After that there were other nights though Jason was
- usually left at home by himself, or with a 'baby-sitter'. Even
- when he had returned to Italy, Carlo continued to telephone his
- mother every Friday night and occasionally during the week. Then
- they had come to Italy a week ago, to Carlo's villa outside Rome.
-
- His mother waved at him and he breathed out slowly as he
- returned the gesture. Slowly he realized that she was beckoning
- to him. He began to walk towards the terrace, shuffling
- disinterestedly.
-
- "Hello darling," his mother said with a smile as he came up
- beside her.
-
- He smiled weakly. "Hi mom," he replied. He wanted to ask
- how much longer they were going to stay at the villa but he
- already knew the answer. Jason Anderson was hopelessly trapped
- until school started in early September. "Yeah mom? W-w-w-what's
- up?" he asked impatiently.
-
- "Why don't you go for a swim, honey?" she suggested.
-
- Jason shrugged again. "B-b-by m-myself? S-s-sure mom!" He
- hesitated for a moment, "Mom, c-c-could you p-p-please stop c-c-
- c-calling me darling, and h-h-honey, and s-s-s-stuff like that.
- It makes me s-s-sound like a baby or s-s-something."
-
- The woman smiled, "Sure sweetie, if you want me to. Oh, I
- just did it again, didn't I? I'm sorry, really I am."
-
- "Mom?..." he began uncertainly.
-
- "Yes?"
-
- "Are y-y-you and C-C-Carlo g-going out again tonight?" he
- asked.
-
- His mother nodded. The boy compressed his lips slightly,
- feeling a pang of jealousy, overwhelmed by impotent frustration.
- Being ten-years-old in a foreign country was anything but fun.
- Casually, he swiped his hand across his forehead, pushing his
- long, silver-blond hair back.
-
- "I wish you'd get your hair cut, honey," his mother
- observed. "Oh, there I go again. You really do look a mess."
-
- The boy winced uncomfortably and glanced sideways at Carlo.
- "Mom, p-p-p-please, "he mumbled nervously.
-
- The man smiled at him gently. When Carlo looked at him, he
- felt strangely reassured. Even now, Jason acknowledged the happy
- feelings inside him. He had a pleasant sense of contentment
- whenever he was near Carlo. The man's eyes met his and he winked
- conspiratorially. Jason smiled back. It was impossible not to
- like Carlo. Of all his mother's boyfriends, he liked Carlo the
- best.
-
- "Your mother and I will be going out soon. We have time for
- a drive, if you want, Jason?" Carlo said. The man's voice was
- scratchy, as if someone had turned the treble all the way up and
- the bass, all the way down. But to Jason's ears it was a nice
- voice. It was a friendly voice that calmed him and took away his
- nervousness. His stammering ceased for the moment.
-
- "Yeah? Now?" he asked. The man nodded. "Sure thing," he
- replied immediately.
-
- Carlo stood up and picked up his keys from the table. "Come
- on then. We'll be back in twenty or thirty minutes, Kate" he
- said to Jason's mother. "Besides, it doesn't matter if we're a
- few minutes late to dinner. It's more important that Jason and I
- get to be friends, isn't it Jason?"
-
- The boy grinned and nodded happily. There wasn't a single
- boy in his school that could say he'd been for a drive in a
- Testarossa. Happily he followed Carlo along the edge of the
- terrace and down the steps to the front drive. The Ferrari
- waited for them. It was low and wide, bright red, and potently
- sexual. Jason slid into the cream-colored leather seat and
- fastened his seat-belt as the V-12 roared into life and settled
- down to a throbbing gurgle. He felt butterflies begin fluttering
- in his stomach. He swallowed and looked quickly at Carlo. The
- man was looking at him as well. They shared a long silence.
-
- "I like your hair long," the man said softly. "It suits
- you."
-
- Jason grinned. "You better not say that near my mom."
-
- Carlo grinned back at him, "You're a very handsome young
- man, Jason."
-
- He turned away and engaged first gear. Jason heard the
- engine whine, the scream of four camshafts and 48 valves only a
- few inches behind him. The car surged forward as the growling
- exhaust turned to a wail. The seat pushed into his back, holding
- him firmly as they descended the long alley that led from the
- town up to the villa.
-
- They took the road into the mountains. It was the perfect
- road for a Ferrari and a ten-year-old boy. As the engine howled,
- Carlo laughed, twisting the steering wheel with just the
- lightest touch of his hands and winding the car through endless
- hair-pin curves as he flicked back and forth through the gears.
-
- "It's called the Via dei Laghi," he said loudly over the
- banshee shriek of the engine. "In a while we'll come to the
- lakes. First we'll see Lago Albano, then Lago di Nemi. That's
- the most beautiful one. It's called the Mirror of Diana. Ah,
- see, Jason, there is the lake. And,..." He paused as he shifted
- down, then continued, "Here is the road to Monte Cavo."
-
- He accelerated, winding the car through the tightly meshed
- gears. Jason gripped the seat and grinned from ear to ear. The
- boys at school would never believe him. At the summit, Carlo
- pulled into an overlook and turned off the engine. The roar died
- away but the boy's heart continued to pound rapidly. Before
- them, the panorama opened to the horizon, all the way to the
- sea. They sat in silence for nearly a minute.
-
- "There used to be a temple here,... to Jupiter," Carlo said
- quietly.
-
- Jason nodded. "He was the chief god, wasn't he?" he asked.
-
- Carlo smiled. "It was right over there," he added, pointing
- to the right. "It was a monastery for many centuries. Now it's a
- hotel for rich American tourists," he teased.
-
- Jason grinned at the playful taunt at his nationality.
- Playfully, Carlo slapped lightly at the smooth, soft flesh of
- boy's bare thigh, a few inches above his knee.
-
- "I guess we had better start on our way back, Jason," the
- man said quietly. The boy nodded regretfully. The man's hand
- remained on his leg. The fingertips barely moved in tiny
- strokes, his thumb gently circling the delicate underside. "Your
- skin is so soft, Jason," he added.
-
- Strangely, the boy shivered. He could not remember being
- touched by a man before. The few memories of his father were
- almost gone, a hazy residue of his first two years of life. The
- touch of the man's hand made him feel funny inside. It felt
- nice. Inside his stomach the butterflies had returned, only this
- time there was no sound in the car. There was no whine of the
- engine, no squeal of tires, just the muted sound of their
- breathing. It made him feel happy but inhibition and instinct
- took over and his leg moved away slightly of its own volition.
-
- Carlo's hand squeezed, his fingers pressing firmly into the
- soft underside of the boy's slender thigh. It was reassuring and
- Jason sighed contentedly as he slowly relaxed. Carlo's hand
- continued to move, caressing the boy's left thigh, all the way
- from his knee to just under the leg of his shorts. Jason looked
- out of the windscreen dreamily, his attention distracted,
- somewhere between the world that lay beyond the closed cabin of
- the car and what the man was saying to him. It would be several
- days before he fully understood the meaning of the words.
-
- Carlo's voice was soft and sincere. "You know Jason, once,
- Jupiter became enamored of a beautiful young boy called
- Ganymede. Jupiter turned himself into an eagle and he flew down
- to Earth and stole Ganymede from his family. He carried him to
- Mount Olympus."
-
- Jason nodded absently, unaware that he did not stutter.
- "Enamored? What does that mean?... What happened to him?"
-
- Carlo smiled. "It means he liked him,... very much.
- Ganymede became Jupiter's lover."
-
- Jason shrugged. "Did he bring Ganymede here? To this
- mountain?"
-
- The man looked at the boy as he answered. "Perhaps. It's an
- ideal place to bring a beautiful young boy."
-
- The boy swallowed. He hesitated for a moment. "Like me?"
-
- Carlo nodded. "Perhaps."
-
- Jason brushed his long, blond hair backwards, then glanced
- down, watching Carlo's hand caressing his leg. "So what
- happened?" he persisted.
-
- "I already told you," Carlo said as he took his hand away.
- "I guess we better start back."
-
- "But,... well Ganymede was a boy,... and Jupiter,... well
- he was a god, but he was a man too,... and,... so how can they
- be lovers and all that?" the boy asked hesitantly.
-
- Carlo smiled as he started the engine. He didn't answer the
- boy's question and after a few minutes Jason gave up trying to
- figure it out for himself. Besides it was more fun watching the
- trees rush by and the road sweep under the car only a few feet
- in front of him.
-
- They were only a few miles from the villa when Carlo's hand
- dropped down gently on his left thigh again. "This is
- Grottaferrata, Jason," Carlo observed as they entered the narrow
- street that led up to a church. "Up there is the abbey. It's run
- by the Greek Orthodox Church now, but it was built in the tenth
- century. The doorway is particularly interesting, Byzantine I
- believe. Perhaps I'll marry your mother there."
-
- Jason started suddenly, his head jerking to look at the man
- beside him. He wondered what he should say. He breathed out.
- "Mom's Catholic," he observed quietly.
-
- He looked down at the man's hand as it gently stroked the
- silky smoothness of the underside of his leg. This time, instead
- of pulling his leg away, he moved it fractionally closer to the
- man and settled back into the luxurious leather seat. He liked
- the way Carlo touched him. It made him feel pleasantly warm. It
- was a good feeling that he did not want to end. The slow, almost
- loving caress ceased only when the car stopped outside the
- entrance to the villa.
-
-
-
- His mother and Carlo left shortly before seven o'clock that
- evening. Unable to derive much enjoyment from watching
- television when he could not understand a word that was being
- said, he gave up and went upstairs to his room. For a long while
- he played his guitar, thinking random, unrelated thoughts that
- were as discordant as the chords he played. Occasionally he
- played familiar tunes and crooned to himself, engaged in a self-
- indulgent fantasy of fame and fortune. After an hour he
- undressed, pulled on his pajamas, got into bed, and read. He was
- asleep by nine o'clock.
-
- When he awoke again it was very late. It was hot and the
- air was still. The thin cotton sheet seemed to stick to his
- body. Even his pajamas felt constricting. Still half asleep, he
- thought dreamily of the air conditioner in their apartment. Even
- the constant buzz and clicking as it switched on and off was
- preferable to this heat. For a minute he lay quietly, trying to
- get back to sleep. But sleep evaded him and he turned restlessly
- from one side to the other so that he faced the windows. The
- room was very dark. Heavy, brocaded curtains blocked out the
- moonlight that might have penetrated into the room. The curtains
- also blocked air movement into the room.
-
- It took a long while to Jason's thoughts to gather and sort
- themselves into an ordered pattern, then suddenly he realized
- that something was wrong. He was absolutely certain that he had
- pulled the curtains wide apart before he had gotten into bed.
- Then he remembered more. He had been naked at the time and the
- cool, outside air had felt nice on his bare body. It was right
- before he had pulled his pajamas on and gotten into bed.
-
- Suddenly, he began to sense that someone was in the room
- with him. He stared into the darkness, trying hard to penetrate
- the blackness that seemed to enclose him. There was no sound.
- There was no movement. He shivered involuntarily.
-
- "W-w-who's there?" he whispered.
-
- "Jason! It's me, Carlo. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake
- you." It was a voice from the darkness, somewhere near the
- window. The voice trembled slightly but Jason recognized it
- instantly from the scratchy inflections.
-
- "W-w-what are you d-d-doing? H-h-here, in my room?" the boy
- asked as he started to sit up, still searching for where the
- voice came from but seeing nothing except darkness.
-
- "I'm sorry Jason. I thought I heard a noise in here. I
- thought perhaps you were having a nightmare, a bad dream or
- something like that," Carlo replied quietly. There was a long
- pause. "I came in to see if you were okay."
-
- The boy nodded, then realizing that he could not be seen in
- the darkness, he stopped. "B-b-ut why did you close the c-c-
- curtains for? It's v-v-very h-h-hot in h-h-here." Had he thought
- about it he would have realized that the curtains had been
- closed for a long while for the air to become so hot. He did not
- know Carlo had been there for several hours.
-
- He heard the man's feet moving on the floor as he
- approached the bed. The bed was old, a hundred years or more in
- age, and like beds of that era, was very high. The frame and
- headboard were carved from dark oak with intricately turned
- posts at the corners. The mattress was firm, much firmer than
- Jason was used to. Seconds passed and as his eyes adjusted to
- the dark, he could barely make out the shape of the man standing
- next to him. Carlo looked down at the boy thoughtfully. The
- silence seemed interminable.
-
- "Sometimes, the night air gets chilly, Jason.... I thought
- you might get cold with just a sheet over you," he said
- hesitantly.
-
- The boy nodded uncertainly, wriggling back into the soft,
- down-filled pillows behind his head. "Yeah, b-b-but I've got p-p-
- pajamas on. Now it's too hot," he complained sleepily.
-
- Carlo chuckled. "Maybe you should just take your pajamas
- off," he suggested quietly.
-
- "Huh?"
-
- "Perhaps you should start sleeping without them, Jason. I
- do," Carlo said softly. Slowly, as if he did not want to disturb
- the boy, he sat down on the bed.
-
- Instinctively Jason edged away. The room seemed to become
- even hotter with Carlo sitting beside him. "In the r-r-raw?" he
- whispered. The man nodded. "I c-c-couldn't do that. T-that's b-
- bad," he stammered nervously.
-
- Carlo laughed in the dark. "Hardly, Jason. There's no one
- to see you. Who would ever know you slept in the nude?"
-
- The boy thought for a moment. His self-confidence seemed to
- build as he considered his reply. "You would," he said shyly. He
- looked up at Carlo and smirked cheekily.
-
- "So? What would I see in the dark? Besides, we're both the
- same aren't we?"
-
- "Huh? The same? Oh! Yeah, I s'pose so." Jason smiled. His
- hand went instinctively to his hair and he brushed it back.
- "Yeah, I guess. But you'd still know," he added uncertainly.
-
- The change that came over Jason during that minute or so
- was remarkable. There was a funny feeling in his belly again. It
- was the same fluttering feeling that he had in the car. With the
- strange feelings inside him came something else. For the first
- time Jason realized that he had not stuttered, in fact he had
- not stuttered once during the entire fifty minutes he had spent
- with Carlo during the afternoon. Then Carlo's hand settled
- gently on his leg, midway along his thigh. The hand squeezed
- into the soft, un-muscled flesh, then began to caress him with a
- light tickle. A tremor ran through the slender body under the
- sheets and he jerked away.
-
- "Don't!" he said abruptly.
-
- "Why, Jason? Don't you like it?" Carlo whispered. Jason
- tried to shake his head but he stopped and looked at the man
- accusingly with a silent glare. Part of him wanted Carlo to
- remove his hand, the rest of him did not. He did not understand
- what was happening. He wondered why Carlo was in his bedroom.
- The man's hand stayed exactly where it was, lightly stroking the
- underside of his leg. "Your skin is so hot, Jason."
-
- "Please don't," Jason pleaded. "I,... I want to go back to
- sleep."
-
- He trembled again. Then he swallowed nervously as he began
- to realize that this was very different to the playful fondling
- in the car. It made him feel funny all over his body but
- especially in his private parts. With infinite slowness the
- man's hand moved upwards along his leg. It moved higher, going
- only a fraction of an inch further every minute. But its
- progress was unstoppable and the boy's pajama shorts were pushed
- upward until Carlo's fingers could sense the soft moist heat of
- his groin. Without warning, the fingers moved sideways and
- brushed against the small rounded hemisphere of the boy's
- genitals. Jason shuddered and tried to push the hand away from
- him.
-
- "You're not s'posed to touch me there," he said angrily.
- "That's my private parts. It's wrong."
-
- Carlo, pressed his fingers firmly into the boy's scrotum,
- feeling the tiny firm eggs under the warm cloth of his pajama
- shorts. Jason shivered again but it wasn't from discomfort. He
- shook his head aggressively, denying the existence on the
- unfamiliar pleasure.
-
- Carlo smiled reassuringly. He spoke softly, caressing the
- boy's genitals with a feathery touch. "No, it's not wrong or
- bad, Jason. It's wrong only if you don't enjoy it. And you do
- like it, don't you? You liked me doing it to you in the car this
- afternoon, didn't you?"
-
- "That's different," Jason retorted. "You weren't doing
- this. You weren't touching me,... there."
-
- "I'll stop if you really want me too," Carlo whispered.
- "But I know you like it. That's why you feel so good inside."
-
- "Huh? How do you know how I feel?"
-
- "I can tell. You're shaking. Every time I touch you, you
- shake. That's how I know. If you didn't like it, you'd scream
- for your mother. Go on, Jason, if you don't like it, why don't
- you call for her to come in here?" the man teased.
-
- Jason shook his head and clenched his lips. He could not
- understand what was happening to him. He knew that he should
- call out and part of him wanted to. He opened his mouth to shout
- but the sound stopped in his lungs. His eyes narrowed and he
- looked at the man curiously.
-
- "Why?" he demanded. There was an urgency in his voice that
- had not been there a moment earlier. It matched the urgency in
- Carlo's fingers as they squeezed gently between his legs,
- compressing his tiny testicles and rubbing them together. Jason
- began to feel very hot and he wriggled uncomfortably as the
- pressure seemed to increase inside him. His hand brushed at his
- long hair again, pushing it aside. He felt feverish and very
- strange.
-
- "Why what, Jason?" Carlo whispered
-
- "Why,... are you doing this,... to me?" he pleaded.
-
- "Because. Because I want you to like me." His fingers
- slipped away from the boy's scrotum and touched the very small,
- very hard penis. He pressed it against the other leg, stroking
- the swollen, thin shaft lovingly."Because I want you to feel
- good. That's why your pee-pee is so hard, Jason."
-
- "Huh? What do you mean?" Jason asked. Suddenly he was aware
- of the tightness between his legs. It seemed to be much hotter
- than any other part of him. It had never felt so hot before and
- it felt strangely hard too. "What do you mean about my penis
- being hard?" he persisted.
-
- Carlo smiled gently. "It's nice and hard, jason. It's
- supposed to be like this. It shows me how much you like it when
- I rub you here."
-
- The boy shivered again as Carlo's fingers squeezed the
- sensitive tip of his penis under the soft cloth of his pajamas.
- It was also protected by his foreskin, but he still jumped. The
- tiny penis flexed and jerked immediately, hungry for more. It
- did not go unnoticed by Carlo. "It feels good doesn't it Jason?"
- he whispered. "I can tell you like this."
-
- "I want you,... to stop," he whined.
-
- "No you don't, Jason. You like it. It feels good doesn't
- it?"
-
- Jason tried valiantly to shake his head in denial but all
- he could manage was to look downward. His squat, thin penis was
- barely protruding out of the slit in his shorts. He watched in
- disbelief as Carlo's finger and thumb gently enclosed it and
- began to move up and down. Uncircumcised and still too young for
- the foreskin to retract over the glans, the fingers moved with
- the boy's skin. Unable to stop himself, Jason sighed softly as
- he breathed out. It did feel good. His penis flexed again but
- this time it was at his instigation as he tightened his groin
- muscles in search of still further delight.
-
- "Let's take your pajamas off," Carlo whispered. "It'll feel
- even better then and you won't be so hot."
-
- For a few moments Jason thought silently to himself. He
- knew he should ask Carlo to stop what he was doing. It was a
- sin. Playing with it was BAD. Every boy knew that. You weren't
- supposed to touch it, except to go to the bathroom. But it felt
- so good, so incredibly good that it was all he could do to stop
- himself from shaking continuously.
-
- The wonderful feelings seemed to begin in his penis but
- they moved outwards in waves. Wonderful waves. The good feelings
- surged from his groin all the way down to his toes so that they
- curled over and his feet began to scrape against the sheets.
- With each successive wave, his hands clenched and he winced
- almost as if he was in pain. His heart began to beat faster and
- faster, growing stronger until it seemed to be pounding loudly
- in his ears. He swallowed and pressed his lips together so that
- he would not make a sound. A cry seemed to build in his throat
- but when it finally broke free it was a long gasp for air. It
- was a moan of ecstasy. Carlo's smile went unnoticed in the
- darkness as the boy's hips lifted upward eagerly, pushing his
- rigid, tiny erection harder into the rapidly jerking fingers.
- His legs began to tremble, then moving of their own will, began
- to jerk and writhe under the sheets.
-
- The pressure built inside Jason's small body until he
- thought he would burst. Unknown to the boy, the sheet was lifted
- back and pushed to the other side of the bed. His breathing was
- frenzied, quick short gasps that barely reached his lungs before
- he sucked in more air to feed his pumping heart. Then he could
- stand it no longer. It started as a quiet, puppy-like whine and
- as the seconds passed it became more stressed, louder, and
- animal-like. His penis began to throb, aching as the delicate
- flesh was abraded. But Jason Anderson wanted only for the
- pleasure to go on forever.
-
- When Carlo's fingers slipped away from his penis, Jason
- murmured something but by then his eyes were closed as he
- absorbed the delightful sensations. He giggled as Carlo
- unfastened the button on his shorts and he lifted his hips
- upward willingly as his shorts were pulled down, all the way
- down his legs and past his feet.
-
- "Let's get your shirt off as well," Carlo urged. "Then
- you'll more comfortable and not nearly as hot."
-
- Jason shook his head. "No,... no I don't want,...." he
- began hesitantly. But resistance was impossible for him and he
- obediently he lifted up his thin, pale arms as Carlo tugged the
- shirt upward. As it came past his head Carlo noticed that the
- boy was gasping, breathing through his mouth as he panted
- rapidly.
-
- Carlo smiled appreciatively as he examined the small naked
- body. Even in the nearly pitch-darkness he could see everything
- he wanted. The boy's body was very pale, almost white. He was
- slender with narrow hips and a taut little belly. His chest was
- thin and with his arms still above his head, the lines of his
- ribs stood out like those of a starving child.
-
- "You're beautiful, Jason," he breathed out. Slowly Jason's
- arms came down and he folded them across his chest protectively.
- "There's nothing to be embarrassed about, now is there, Jason?"
- he added gently. "I bet that feels a lot cooler now?"
-
- Jason nodded absently, becoming more aware of his nakedness
- as his attention focused on his stiff little penis. He looked
- downward and wished that it was bigger. As big as the boys at
- school, as big as Travis. Travis' penis was nearly three inches
- long. It was a lot bigger than his penis was and he was envious.
- But his penis was bigger now than it had ever been in his short
- life. Even fully erect it was still smaller than his thumb. It
- was thinner too and more than a quarter of an inch of it was
- accounted for by the pointed end of his foreskin as it covered
- his glans and formed a tiny puckered hole at the tip.
-
- "Move down in the bed," Carlo commanded. Obediently, Jason
- wriggled downward. "Move your legs apart," he added. Jason
- complied. His chest rose and fell rhythmically as his breathing
- slowed.
-
- Carlo smiled, unseen in the dark, as his hands felt the
- small hips. His thumbs began to circle on the velvet-smooth skin
- of the boy's stomach, coming within a inch of the rigid penis.
- "Legs wide apart," he instructed urgently as his own excitement
- began to increase exponentially. His thumbs moved inwards until
- they brushed against the sensitive flesh where penis attached to
- pubis and scrotum began. With infinite care, his thumbs began to
- stroke up and down, following the rounded curve of the plump
- little scrotum, then along the underside - now the topside - of
- the swollen, short shaft. Jason's eyes closed again. Unable to
- resist the delight that soared outward from his genitals and too
- ashamed to admit that he liked it, he did the only thing he
- could, he began to moan quietly.
-
- Carlo's urgency began to fade. He recognized that the boy
- was now consenting to his caress. He had triumphed again. Soon
- it would be mutual pleasuring. Soon he would savor the other
- pleasures of this delightful boy. He was pleased with himself.
- There was no need to threaten or cajole this time. He began to
- consider the prospect of marriage. This boy was the only benefit
- of a union with his mother.
-
- Slowly he reduced the attention he paid to the boy's
- genitals. He extended his caresses along the slender limbs,
- tickling him and fondling the warm, soft skin. His fingertips
- were the sole source of Jason's delight and they travelled
- everywhere, discovering sensitive places that Jason had never
- realized existed in his body. For the first time his nipples
- hardened, then as Carlo pinched them gently with his thumb and
- finger of his left hand, they began to swell. As he rolled the
- firm bulbs, the boy began to experience the approach of orgasm
- for the first time.
-
- The signs were unmistakable to Carlo. The boy's muscles
- began to tense, tightening as the pulling muscles lifted his
- hips upward. His back arched, quivering as his long thigh
- muscles strained. Without looking, Carlo knew that the boy's
- buttocks were clenching, squeezing hard as his penis stiffened
- even further. Unable to resist the temptation, Carlo's left hand
- moved downward again, tracing the line of the boy's body,
- momentarily circling his little intruded navel, then down his
- lower belly. He continued to squeeze the now-very-hard penis
- playfully. The boy's scrotum had wrinkled as it became taut,
- forcing his baby-boy testicles into the cavities through which
- they had descended eight years earlier. Carlo's left hand began
- to massage the taut pouch, pressing hard into the boy's
- testicles.
-
- Jason giggled and his legs stretched even further apart. It
- served to make his genitals very exposed. They were no longer
- his private parts. Jason's penis and testicles were openly
- displayed. They were now Carlo's property.
-
- "Promise you won't tell," Carlo whispered, "And I'll show
- you something very special, Jason."
-
- Jason nodded frantically. His face contorted in a painful
- grimace of boundless pleasure. "What? Yeah? I promise, okay!"
-
- Carlo grinned in the darkness. His fingers enclosed the
- boy's penis tightly and he began to rub, concentrating mostly on
- the end where he knew the sensitive glans was. He knew it would
- drive the boy wild in only a few minutes.
-
- The first shuddering spasm came in exactly forty-five
- seconds. Jason started to squeal and his legs jerked upward
- without warning. But Carlo had been waiting and he pushed the
- boy's face against the pillow. The cry was muffled and unheard
- beyond the private confines of the boy's room. As Carlo had
- expected, the orgasm was dry. He hoped it would be dry for years
- to come. That would make his marriage to the boy's mother
- worthwhile. He paused, gently stroking the flattened scrotum as
- the boy's breathing slowed again and his tension eased.
-
- Finally, the boy's eyes met his. Carlo saw both
- condemnation and curiosity. "What,... did you do?... What
- happened to me?" he begged between pants.
-
- Carlo squeezed the little penis playfully. It was still
- very hard, ready for more, wanting to go on and on. "Did you
- like it?" he asked gently. "Most boys do."
-
- Jason thought for a moment, shaking his head to clear the
- whirling confusion he felt inside. "It,... It felt weird," he
- responded slowly, "Like something got hurt in me. Kind of in
- my,... you know."
-
- "Does it still hurt?" Carlo asked.
-
- Jason shook his head. Taking his hand away from the boy's
- groin, Carlo carefully eased the slender legs back onto the bed.
- Immediately, his hand moved back to caress Jason's penis.
-
- "What now?" Jason asked shyly. "Is it over now?"
-
- Ignoring Jason's question, Carlo began to rub the now-sore,
- little penis again, pulling downward on the loose flesh as he
- tried to retract the foreskin over the tiny glans. The boy
- winced uncomfortably.
-
- "That hurts," he complained.
-
- "It just takes practice. Like most things," Carlo said
- gently. "It'll pull back sooner if we practice."
-
- "Huh? Pull what back," Jason asked curiously as he glanced
- down at his penis. He could just make out the man's arm and hand.
-
- Carlo laughed and playfully squeezed the bulging glans.
- "This. When your skin pulls back your pee-pee is even more fun."
-
- "Why?" Jason persisted. "But I don't understand what pulls
- back."
-
- Carlo laughed again, "You will in time. It just feels
- better, that's all." He gave the boy's penis a final squeeze for
- the night. "Lift your legs up boy and let's have a look at the
- rest of you."
-
- The boy was obviously confused. He lay still as he looked
- silently up at the man who leaned over him. Firmly taking the
- boy's ankles Carlo lifted them upward, pushing the boy's knees
- to his shoulders. In the darkness he could barely see the pale
- small buttocks. Keeping one arm locked behind Jason's knees to
- restrain his legs, Carlo caressed the soft, rounded flesh of the
- small cheeks. Gradually his fingertips moved into the crack. It
- was hot within the crevice, hot and slightly moist. He traced
- the center-line, moving backward from the tiny scrotum until he
- found the puckered opening.
-
- He probed with the tip of one finger. There was no doubt
- that the boy was a virgin. But boys of Jason's age always were.
- He grinned to himself as his finger pushed inward slightly.
- There was no complaint from Jason. He wondered whether the boy
- was too tired, but he knew better. He considered going deeper,
- pushing in far enough to see the boy's reaction. He decided that
- it was still too tight without a lubricant but he also knew the
- advantage of regular exercise. A week, two at the most, and he
- could penetrate the boy without too much pain, and not with his
- finger.
-
- He leaned forward and gently kissed the boy's forehead.
- "If I marry your mother, Jason, we could do this every night.
- Would you like that?" he whispered in the boy's ear.
-
- "I,... I guess," the boy whispered back. "But mom would
- kill me if she found out."
-
- "She doesn't need to know, Jason. This is our secret, just
- between the two of us, okay?" Jason nodded in assent. "Did you
- have fun, little prince?"
-
- "Yeah," Jason said sleepily.
-
- "That's enough for one night, I think. You need to sleep.
- Turn onto your side and I'll stay here with you and rub your
- back until you go to sleep."
-
- Jason nodded sleepily and twisted over in the bed. He
- curled up, burying his head into the soft pillows as he breathed
- deeply. In a few minutes he was sound asleep again, as if
- nothing had disturbed him during the night.
-