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                              PHANTOM  ANAL LOVER
                                  BY CANDY A.

Since puberty, I have developed many fantasies concerning sex and things
sexual.  At first they were typical adolescent yearning and desires more than
fantasies.  Things like how it would feel to have a boy touch my private
places and me touching a boy's most intimate private organ.  Wishing that the
most handsome and richest man in the world, or whatever movie or rock star I
was thinking about.  Would fall madly in love with me?  You get the idea, kid
stuff right.

As my knowledge and awareness of sex increased, thanks to trips through the
local libraries medical books and my parents stash of erotic literature.
Consisting of so called dirty book, magazines and erotic paperbacks.  My
fantasizing grew by leaps and bounds as did my acts of self abasement, HA!!.
I adamantly disagree with Webster's Dictionary when it defines masturbation as
an act of self abuse.  Something that gives so much pleasure can not in any
way, shape or form be called abuse.

In those early developing years I masturbated millions and billions of time.
Well frequently anyway, at least daily and sometimes as often as two or three
times in one day.  Sex occupied my mind almost exclusively for a while.  I
masturbated and played with my developing body at ever opportunity.

At school I would excuse myself from class.  Then hurry to the girl's rest
room to set in solitude playing with my little pussy, while I pinched and
pulled at breasts and nipples.  At home I think I did it in every room in the
house.  My girl friends and I even had special hiding places in the
neighborhood that we would meet and play with each other.  No I'm not a true
Lesbian or at least I don't think I am, but I am bisexual.  I, LOVE to ORGASM
and I don't particular care if it male or female that induce them in me.  In
fact it really turns me on to seduce another female.  I beam with pride when I
can induce a woman to have an earth shattering climax. It shows that I'm just
as capable as a man at giving a girl what she wants.

My fantasies by now included imagines of girl and older women that I liked as
well as men and boys.  As I learned things I shared it with my first lover, a
little girl who enjoyed playing with herself almost as much as I did.  She
fulfilled my first fantasy by happily sticking her hot little tongue into my
pussy.  The captain of our high school football team shattered my illusions
and conceptions about sexual intercourse with men.  His, callous, brutal and
painful rape only temporarily turned me off of fantasizing about males.  A
gentle and capable older man seduced me a short time later.

This caring and wonderful person, with infinite patiences and understanding of
my feelings, taught me that intercourse could be very pleasurable and
gratifying.  He never forced me to do anything which I did want to do.  He
taught me the art fellatio or as he called it an orogential kiss.  For those
of you out there without a vocabulary, I learn to suck cock.  It is also know
by many other sundry crude descriptions for what to me is a very special act
of love.  Don't get me wrong I love to use and hear lewd and obscene
expressions in the heat of passion.  Some people find such terms and language
to be replusive because it is meant to degrade, debase and hurt.  If spoken by
the right person in a romantic context, I would revel in my shame and
humiliation, which can be very arousing and exhilarating emotions.  This man
restored my faith in the male of the species for which I will always be
eternally appreciative.

I have shared many of my best fantasies and sexual dreams with both male and
females lovers.  Likewise they have shared their fantasies with me.  I have
even incorporated and embellish parts of theirs into mine own.

My special fantasies produce the strongest and most intense orgasms I have
ever experienced.  You know the type, the indescribable ones.  The ones that
you pray will go on and on forever they feel so good.  The ultimate climax
that makes you think you died and went to heaven.  My secret fantasies produce
that kind of orgasms for me.  I have never uttered any of them to a living
soul though.

I guess I'm apprehensive to let them out of my mind, for fear that if I told a
lover they might think me perverted and depraved.  You see the main elements
of these sexual visualizations are of anal intercourse.  That's one that
someday, possibly in the near future, I might endeavor to make come true.  The
other element of my fertile imagination involves submission and obedience.
Including both B&D and S&M.  Although, the mental images of submitting myself
to someone sexually is extremely erotic and arousing to me.  The actual pain
of under going discipline in actuality is something at present I'm not ready
to find out if I could endure.

If I ever find someone, male or female, who, I truly Love and trust.  I will
definitely want these to be a part of our relationship.  I would joyfully live
out these secret thought for the right person.  There may come a time someday
when I will sensually whisper these prized treasures of my mind to a lover.
But for the now they will remain just masturbation fantasies.

For my future lover who will someday coach these solitary carnal emotions from
me, here is a peek inside my cerebral consciousness.  If you are the lucky one
you will be getting a Submissive Anal Slut, who will idolize, worship and
adore you as only I can.  I pray that someday you will find me or I you.

Since it been almost a year since I've been with a woman.  I will write this
fantasy using a male as my phantom lover.  Ladies if you are the luck one!
The one I confess and concede these fantasies to, let me assure you.   I will
delight and pleasure you equally as well as any man trodding the face of this
earth.

It has been my experience that a dildo is just as satisfying to the female as
a penis.  I especially love the dildo that I have that is fillable.  It
spurts, squirts and erupts just like the real thing guys.  I've even had a few
women paramour give me blow job while wearing it strapped around my dainty
waist.  And yes I mouthed and sucked it like it was the genuine thing for
female lovers that have wanted to use it on me also.

So Ladies read on and you will see what awaits you if you are the fortunate
one.  The one that I convey my darkest secret, erotic, sensual, sexual
fantasies and unspoken desires to.  You could be the one to whom I submit.
The one who will own and control every aspect of my being.  Including, what
some have described in flattering terms as my adorable bottom as well as the
rest of me.





                             A PEEK INSIDE MY MIND

He eased me over onto my stomach.  A well coated finger began inserting itself
into my bottom.  I moaned softly into the pillow, unable to believe how good
that finger felt sawing in and out of my real hole.  "You're going to love
this" he whispered almost inaudibly as he worked another greased finger into
my behind.

I mewed in amazement as the second finger now began to enlarge my little hole.
My bottom was an erogenous zone just like my pussy and titties.  His fingers
felt so good back there, sliding in and out, wiggling around opening up my
private place.    It felt so wonderful that I was actually pushing my bottom
up and to greet his probing digits.  It was amazing my anus tingled just like
my swollen and erect nipples.

I looked back to see him kneeling on the bed.  Lowering my head to my folded
arms I knew what was coming and I wanted it.  He continued sawing his finger
in and out of me, preparing my little hole for penetration.  He stuffed a
pillow under me to elevate my hips and then got into position.

I screwed my eyes shut, my fingers digging into the bed sheet in anticipation
of the penetration.  I whimpered with excitement and apprehension when I felt
his hands spread the globes of my bottom.  The head of his cock was now
pressing against my rear opening.  I gasped when he started pushing it inside
my pucker anal opening.  Slowly, half inch by half inch he eased his massive
rod into my asshole.

There was some discomfort -- a slight burning sensation -- but it gradually
disappeared.  The pain was replaced by a feeling of sensual fullness.  He was
all the inside me now, his thighs pressing firmly against the cheeks of my
ass.  His full length was now completely buried in my behind.  A sense of
delicious helplessness flowed through me.

He withdrew until only the head of his cock was gripped by my asshole and then
he slowly slid his hard meat back inside me.  He did it again and again until
he was stroking smoothly in and out of me with ease.  He told me to play with
my cunt and I did.

Slowly I slipped my hand down underneath my body, my pubic hair was damp with
my cream.  I parted my sticky outer lips with my finger.  Tentatively I touch
the tip of my erect clitoris.  A shiver of additional pleasure ripped my body
causing me to quiver from head to toe.  Delving my fingers lower I shove two
finger deeply in my hot honey hole.  My vagina contracted tightly around my
fingers.  I began to finger myself enjoying being stuff so fully in both my
hole.

"Oh Gawk" I choked.  My whole body was aflame with lust.  I was now making
animal-like grunts and groans.  Grasping both my hips with his hands he
stilled my weaving, gyrating bottom.  He fell forward so that he was lying
atop me, his cock still firmly imbedded my ass.  He worked his hands under me
and grasped both my breasts, pinching the nipples.

"You like this don't you slut" he whispered coarsely into my ear.  "YES" I
rasped.  "Then beg for it bitch" he commanded jerking my hand from under me.
Whimpering I began to beg and plead as I never though possible.  I promised to
do anything he wanted.  I heard myself say "I'll be your slave.  I'll eat you
ass, lick your anus.  I'll drink your urine, just pleaseeee finish me."  He
chuckled then ask "What else?"  "Anything" I begged "You can pee on me.  Beat
me, whip me anything you want.  I don't care just fuck my ass."  "OK Baby but
I'm going to hold you to every word you just said."

He started fucking again, this time with complete abandonment.  Plunging his
hard cock into my ass as I shrieked with delight.  As he let out a might
groan, then thrust deeply and began to shoot his cum in my ass.  A monster
wave of pure bliss washed over me, and then another, and another.  The
intensity of my orgasm clouded my mind and blurring my vision.

As I savored this glorious feeling he lay breathing heavily in my ear, unable
to move or even to speak.  He stayed on top of me until his cock wilted in my
ass, and then he rolled onto his back still panting.  I remained on my
stomach, with my asshole feeling as if it had been stretched to twice its
normal size.  His cum was leaking out of my rectum.  The hot sticky fluid
trickling ever so slowly over my pussy to mingling with my own juices, which
flowed copiously from my fuck hole.

As my asshole began to close I felt an emptiness back there and could hardly
wait for him to recover.  It was an insatiable desire to have him do it again
even if it meant being his slave.


An hour later he guided me to my knees, eyes closed I rested my head on my
crossed arms.  I shivered when his tongue swabbed my pucker pink hole. My
pussy lips, puffy and swollen, was leaking it's sweet sticky honey.

Positioning himself between my spread legs he cupped my bottom in both his
hands.  At first he gently began to rub my buttocks then to message the twin
silky cheeks.  I began to twist and squirm about, I was so hot and excited.
Slapping both ass cheeks with his hands, I squealed out.

He ask "Which hole, slave!"  Quickly I cried "My ass, I want you in my bottom.
Please Master fuck my asshole, pleaseee." I begged.  He guided his cock to my
well-lubricated cunt.  Spreading me open with his fingers he coated his weapon
with my juices.  I reached back and guided the hard phallus to my little hole.
Leaning forward he grasp both my shoulders.  I grimaced with pleasure/pain as
he propelled his hips forward ramming his cock deep inside my tight ass.  I
bit my lower lip to keep from crying out.  He held himself motionless for a
few moments his throbbing cock buried so deeply inside my anal canal.  My
sphincter gripped and clutched his tool tightly.  I could feel his cock
pulsating within my rectum.

I murmured "It feels so big and hard.  It feels like you are splitting me
apart Master."  I head him groan "You're tight bitch, so fucking tight.  That
first fuck should have stretched and loosen you some. Do you want to stop?" I
shook my head no then added "Let me have more but please go slow, OK?" "That's
a good girl" he husk kissing my neck and licking the inside of my ear.
"Tomorrow slave you will wear an anal plug to work and don't you dare remove
it without my permission.  If you do you'll be punished.  Do you understand?"
"Yesss Master" I cried as he gently began easy his cock back and forth inside
me.

The sensation of him sliding in and out of my rectum was extraordinary.  When
my ass muscles relaxed he began to thrust more vigorously.  My rapid breathing
told him, I was nearing my climax.  Again he reached beneath me to twist and
pinch my nipples.  I turn my head back and our lips met.  He plunged his
tongue into my mouth as he erupted.

His spurting triggered my own orgasm.  I could feel his cock expand and then
the pulsating jets of sperm shoot deep into my bowels.  My vagina clench my
fingers, which I had shoved into my pussy and my ass contracted milking his
cock.  It was pure ecstasy and bliss, it left me totally limp and drained.  As
I collapsed to the sheet, his cock slipping from my back hole with a plop.
Turning me over he smothered me with kisses, calling me his little Ass Slave.

As I drifted off to sleep I wondered if the anal plug would feel as great as
his cock had.  I prayed that it would.


If you would like to see another fantasy or know more about me just leave a
note to Le Carnard on this board (Rusty n Eddie's BBS).  He was gracious
enough to let me use his computer to write it.  He says I'm a talented write
as well as being a good fuck.   I don't know about the writing but I know that
I enjoy fucking him and he eats pussy better than some female lovers I've had.
He has tried to pry my special fantasies from me but so far he knows as much
as the rest of you do.  So leave him a note if you would like to see more.