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- Metro
-
- It was the end of the month of May, a Wednesday, about 6:30, in
- the metro. It's extremely uncomfortable to take the metro then,
- because of the enormous crowds in all the cars--pressed against each
- other, sometimes in direct contact with people less clean... I had no
- courses that afternoon, and I had gone to Paris to shop in the big
- stores.
-
- Coming back, I had an adventure which, even in my imagination,
- which is sometimes quite lively and a little crazy, I could never have
- invented.
-
- I got on at Chaussee d'Antin, direction Levallois; I was thinking
- of changing at Saint-Lazare. Terrible crowd, packed cars, you push as
- hard as possible in order to get into the car. Outside it was very
- hot, and it was hotter in the metro, so I was wearing a
- mini-mini-skirt and a blouse; no underwear, as always, but a bra, very
- light, which didn't hide much of my chest.
-
- I was carrying a paper bag in my hand with a sweater I had bought,
- and I had my handbag over my shoulder.
-
- I climbed into a car and was pushed toward the back by all the
- people who wanted to get on behind me; when the door closed, we were
- all packed like herrings in a can. I thought of a song that I heard
- one time: "If We Could Unpack the Sardines." My arms were trapped
- against the length of my body. I could not make the slightest
- movement, held fast in front, behind, to the right and the left by
- other passengers. I was almost against the back door of the car; there
- was only one other person, behind my back, between this door and me.
- In my unhappiness, half-asphyxiated, I found that I was in luck,
- because the people surrounding me seemed nice, as far as I could tell
- by appearances. By chance, after everyone pushed on, I was left
- facing, as squashed as I was, a woman about my age with a face sort of
- like mine. We exchanged smiles which seemed to say "We can only suffer
- in patience."
-
- The metro moved about a thousand feet or so, when I sensed very
- clearly a hand behind me, placed on my buttocks. This sort of thing
- had never happened to me on the metro, although my friends have told
- me of having such "attacks," from which they vehemently recoiled, but
- I thought they were lying, because I had never been the subject of
- such "adventures," as they say.
-
- But there it was. A hand, firmly pushing against my buttocks. You
- should know that it isn't my nature to protest against a thing like
- this--au contraire. By contracting the muscles of my behind, I tried
- to make understood to this hand, that I appreciated its audacity.
-
- But whose hand was this? I knew there were three men behind me:
- one immediately behind and another at each side. Which of the three? I
- didn't dare turn around in fear that the man would take my movement
- for a rebuff.
-
- After all, it wasn't important whose hand it was. I was delighted
- that this was happening; I forgot the extreme inconveniences of the
- metro at 6:30 in seeing, or feeling, the enormous advantages that came
- with it.
-
- The hand caressed my behind, constantly. A well put together hand,
- moving with gentleness and firmness. I closed my eyes in order to
- better taste this caress, and I don't have to tell you that I began to
- get rather wet. The metro would be on time to the next station, so not
- too many people would get off. For me, in this mood, there was no
- further thought of changing at Saint Lazare, if the hand continued its
- work.
-
- I was hoping the hand would dare to go under my skirt. I was
- pressing myself more and more backwards, in order to better make
- understood my accord. The hand moved more quickly and firmly on my
- behind.
-
- The metro entered the next station. When it stopped, the hand
- grasped my buttocks, and rested on my behind, without caressing me.
-
- Happily, at this hour, when 10 people get off, 10 more get on. The
- shuffle literally plastered the woman in front of me against me.
-
- "Excuse me," she said.
-
- "That's OK," I said. "There is nothing you can do."
-
- I tried to tell her with my eyes that I did not find this
- disagreeable. Her pelvis seemed overly pushed against mine, with
- respect the rest of her body. I did not object to that. That day, the
- metro seemed to bring me everything at the same time.
-
- As soon as the metro started up again, the hand went directly
- under my skirt; I imagined the man's joy in finding I had nothing on
- underneath; the hand didn't have to go down very far in order to pass
- under my skirt, of course.
-
- Between my thighs, the man lost no time, burying his finger in my
- vagina, which was all wet; he moved it quickly, right away. I closed
- my eyes again, and opening them for a few seconds, I saw the face of
- the woman in front of me. She was observing me curiously, becoming
- aware that something was happening.
-
- This finger in me and the excitement it gave me made me lose all
- prudence; I moved my pelvis forward and backward, almost
- instinctively, imperceptibly, but enough that the woman felt it. She
- pressed more strongly against me, and began a light, oscillating
- movement. A wonderful pleasure was born--enhanced by this special
- situation--I managed to slip my free hand up against the lower pelvis
- of the woman and, outside of her skirt, I felt for her clitoris to rub
- it; her eyes were smiling at me.
-
- Fabulous. A finger in my sex from behind, and my finger caressing
- a woman in front of me, right in the middle of a crowd, who might
- discover everything, and cry out in scandal!
-
- I was going to climax, I knew this, surrounded by dozens of blind
- people. If they could only have guessed...
-
- At the next stop, the three of us continued as if nothing were
- happening.
-
- I imagined the man and the woman were as excited as I was, and had
- also abandoned all prudence. But how could we fear being noticed in
- this crowd, if we kept a certain minimum of apparent calmness and
- impassiveness?
-
- The woman's dress was a maxi with buttons in front; I easily
- unbuttoned the one above her sex--because I wanted to touch her
- skin--and passed my hand through the opening and placed it on her
- panties.
-
- They didn't cling. I moved my finger between the cloth and her
- skin, and my finger reached her sex; a lot of hair, but I quickly
- found her clitoris and her very wet vagina. I wet my finger there and
- started to caress her seriously. Now, she closed her eyes.
-
- I looked nonchalantly around me, and saw people who seemed to be
- ignorant of everything that was happening, each with eyes fixed in
- front, lost in thought, no doubt.
-
- Solitude in the crowd. Liberty to do everything without being
- seen; more easily perhaps than in open countryside where one never
- knows if, some distance away, behind a tree or a window, a man or an
- old woman is busy watching. (I am not against exhibitionism, but I
- like to choose my voyeurs.)
-
- Three stations already. I decide to go to the last stop.
-
- In me, this finger is moving, always; pleasure builds little by
- little within me; a new pleasure, unknown till this moment, coming as
- much from the finger of the man and the sex of the woman as from the
- place where we are.
-
- The finger excites me terribly fast. My climax comes in three
- seconds, brusquely. I hold back a scream with great difficulty and
- bite my lips hard. I have rarely come so quickly. Normally, this
- pleasure grows in me gradually, gently, arriving at the paroxysm more
- slowly; but here, everything came in three or four seconds.
- Incredible!
-
- I began to caress the woman in front of me furiously, and I sensed
- her about to come too, under my finger. A sexy one, for sure. But no
- more than me! Her eyes flutter, then totally close; I begin to take
- back my hand when she reopens her eyes, extremely gently, and stares
- at me:
-
- "Again."
-
- Incredible. This word she has just pronounced galvanizes me, and I
- begin to caress her more beautifully. I regret she cannot return this.
- I took the risk of making us noticed, because I never knew whose hand
- was in me, but I hoped it would continue to caress me.
-
- But the man took back his hand when he felt, by the pressure of my
- buttocks, that I had climaxed. It was finished, I sensed.
-
- Once more the metro stopped, at Malesherbes, nearly the last stop.
- The car would stay full. So much the better.
-
- Why did the man stop caressing me? Was he satisfied? Did he only
- want to make me climax? I knew that sometimes men could come this way
- too, by simple intellectual excitation, and that after this, men lost,
- for a certain time, all their erotic ideas...
-
- But I was wrong to make this of it. The man hadn't climaxed. Not
- yet. Then he did something that was difficult for me to believe, at
- first. I sensed between my thighs, no longer the man's hand, but his
- penis. I was sure that it was that, but for two seconds, I told myself
- that this was impossible. He would not possibly dare to do this! He
- could not have done this in such a crowd! Or else, he was completely
- crazy. But what a marvelous fool!
-
- I continued to caress the woman, having decided to make her come
- at least as strongly as before.
-
- I knew now it could only be the man directly behind me who could
- take his penis out of his pants and lift up my skirt and put it
- between my thighs. I tried to spread myself more to make the task
- easier.
-
- The man clung strongly to the lower part of my skirt, and he
- pressed himself as straight as possible against me. He only let me
- move very lightly forward and backward, which gave me a chance to
- caress his penis, rubbing between my legs.
-
- In front of me, the woman swooned, her eyes happily closed. Except
- for that, our neighbors would certainly have noticed her condition.
-
- The metro entered Wagram station. Few people on the platform. Few
- people would get off here. Three people got off, two got on. Perfect,
- we were still deliciously crowded. The metro left.
-
- Immediately, the man put his penis in my vagina. Marvelous! It was
- of normal length, but with an rather imposing diameter, it seemed to
- me, from what I could feel inside me. It seemed impossible to me, now,
- that the men on either side of me sensed nothing. I glanced to the
- right and the left behind me, and I saw the eyes of one man fixed on
- my buttocks. They were seeing everything. And they said nothing.
- Metro, Liberty is thy name!
-
- Secure in all these complicities, the man moved in me, scarcely
- discretely; in front of me I caressed the woman, who in turn, passed a
- hand under my skirt and caressed my clitoris, while introducing her
- finger in my vagina, with the man's penis. No one could come more
- strongly than I did. I came continuously between the Wagram and
- Pereire stations. I came like a crazy person. At this hour, the metro
- moves in slow pauses, because ahead, the track is not totally free. It
- sometimes even stops between stations. I came for about 3 minutes,
- continuously, and fantastically. I no longer knew where I was, and I
- didn't know how--a sort of instinctive desire kept me from
- screaming--but in part because of this, I moved my hips as much as
- possible.
-
- Behind, the man makes love to me savagely. At one moment, a finger
- in my anus. Is it his or one of the other men? I do not know. And that
- isn't important. I want all of the people in the car to touch me, to
- fuck me, to kiss me, to lick me, to crush me, to caress me, to rape
- me.
-
- And I caress the woman: still masturbating her clitoris, I bury
- two fingers in her sex and she comes intensely, too. She bites her
- lips, and under my skirt, her frenetic finger translates these
- sensations.
-
- The finger in my anus enters me deeply and marvelously, but this
- big penis in me gives me an inexpressible pleasure.
-
- A little before the Pereire station, while the metro was slowing
- down, the man held me plastered against him, strongly, and pulled
- violently on my skirt. I couldn't budge, not even a half-inch, and he
- came in me in long hot spurting jets, leading me to inacessible
- summits. I had believed in this before that-- in the great climax.
-
- I was exhausted, and surely would have fallen over if the crowd
- around me had not held me up. The woman under my fingers came again,
- wetting herself insensibly. My fingers, my hand were entirely engulfed
- in her liquid of love, which flowed down the length of my arm. I
- withdrew my hand and dried it a bit against her skirt. Her eyes said
- "Merci," with excessive sincerity, and I wanted well to believe this.
- (I believe I caress in a more than excellent manner, and I take pains
- to caress other people particularly well.)
-
- The finger withdrew from my behind and the penis left my sex, my
- warm sex, almost as soon as the man came.
-
- It is over, and I have just known an unforgettable sensation.
-
- "You get off here?" a voice behind me asked.
-
- "No."
-
- I spread my legs out. In front of me, the woman gave me a small
- glance of complicity and turned around to get off, while the man who
- was behind me passed in front of me, giving me the very slightest
- attention.
-
- Incredible! (I repeat this adjective often, but remember the
- circumstances!) Truly incredible! He could have looked at me. Looked
- for my face. To see who he fucked. No. He went by quickly. Incredible.
-
- "Are you getting off here?" he asked another person ahead of him.
-
- I hadn't even seen his face. I only saw the back of his neck. The
- long hair on his neck. He had blue jeans and a brown leather shirt,
- under which I saw the collar of a colored shirt. He wasn't very tall,
- about my size, no more. That had made it easy for him to fuck me
- standing up, from behind, without gathering too much attention around
- us. I had nothing more of him, than his hands and his penis and the
- sound of his voice when he asked "Are you getting off here?"
-
- No, I'm not getting off here, and what good would it do to follow
- him? His attitude invited nothing, and what would we say to each
- other?
-
- The train stopped. The door opened: Pereire. Five or six people
- got off in less than a minute, among them the woman that I caressed
- and the man that fucked me.
-
- And incredible! I tell you that is the only word that fits. I see
- the two of them join hands and walk off the platform talking and
- smiling. The man kissing the woman on the neck.
-
- The metro leaves. I see the face of the man. Blond, gentle
- features. I find him beautiful. He is no more than 23 years old, I
- guess.
-
- She and he, two little gentle lovers, one would say. The people
- who have met them, the people whom they are meeting and the people
- whom they will meet, would take them for two little young adorable
- people who simply love each other. And in fact, that seems to be the
- case. She and he, conniving together, made love with me in the middle
- of the metro. The two of them seem like little angels.
-
- What is behind the face of each one? And the people hiding behind
- the wise faces of this man and this woman, are they exceptional? Isn't
- it the same thing for the rest of the world? And for the next man who
- passes? What of the dream of the next woman to cross your path, a
- little farther on? What will you think of and what have you done, you
- who seem shameful? What do all couples hope for? What do their faces
- hide?
-
- Open yourselves, faces. Speak to me. Tell the truth, impassive
- eyes. With whom do you like to make love, all of you? And how? And
- where?
-
- We have only illusions about people, and if we do not read, we
- guess past the faces.
-
- I think again of the two men who are still behind me and who
- "witnessed" this. I dare not turn around. But I do not wish to
- dissimulate. I want to be youth who dares, who has no shame of her
- body, who considers that making love is marvelous at any moment, who
- wants to live all lives in one only, and who wants to do all that she
- wants without blocking and repressing in her, later having thoughts
- which she would not dare explain.
-
- I turn around and look at the two men to the right and left. They
- were each about 40, suit and tie over a white shirt. They could be
- brothers. I see other men, suit and tie and white shirt, the uniform
- of city life.
-
- The two men avoid my look. One reads a paperback book. The other
- pretends to be interested in the headlines of a paper being read by a
- woman six feet away. Look at me. Have the courage to look at me. I
- know that you saw. This evening, if they are married, they will make
- love to their wives and think of me, I am sure. But here, they pretend
- they saw nothing. Poor men. When I get off the train, they will make
- out my silhouette on the platform, undressing me through the windows
- of the train.
-
- So, get off. There is nothing to do with them. None have the
- courage to do what the man just did, even if they often imagine that.
- And if they reprove, then they should have protested. Capable of
- nothing, I tell you.
-
- What a marvel, this little metro trip. I feel a little sperm
- sliding gently between my legs. Incomparable memories of the
- extraordinary climax that I had. I go near the door. The metro stops.
- I am going to get off. Between my thighs, wet with sperm and my own
- juices, I still feel the man's penis and the woman's hand. I put the
- hand that caressed this woman to my lips, and the wild odor of her sex
- assures me that I was not dreaming. A certain aphrodisiac.
-
- Now I am on the platform. This is not a transfer station, Porte
- Champerret, it only remains for me to leave again by the opposite
- platform. This I do in an other worldly state, lost in the memory of
- what just happened, my body annihilated by happy fatigue. Going the
- other way, the metro is almost empty. Going back, I think over my
- voyage of eroticism and climax. I go over these unforgettable moments
- in my mind.
-