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- Dear Chateau members:
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- My name is Lovi, I'm 24 years old, single, (but with a
- boyfriend) and a brand new convert to bondage.
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- Rob, my boyfriend and I have been going together for two
- years now. We've done everything that a guy and girl can do
- together, except for bondage, up until two weeks ago.
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- I've known about Rob's interest in bondage ever since we
- first met. In talking to other girls that he'd gone out with
- before me, I often heard them say that he was "kinky". I knew
- that this meant he had different tastes in sex than what is
- usually considered "normal", but they would never tell me "how"
- he was different, only that it would be better if I found out for
- myself. It didn't take me long to find out that he liked to tie
- up girls not only during but before and after sex.
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- I resisted him the first time he told me what he'd like to
- do. He didn't make a fuss, but he did continue to talk about it
- and try to talk me into trying it, at least once and THEN make up
- my mind.
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- I continued to resist and after a couple of weeks of this we
- had a big fight and almost broke up. We declared a truce and for
- many months continued to see each other as lovers but without any
- further mention of bondage. Rob has a nice apartment here in
- town, too big really for him alone, so I moved in with him a few
- months back.
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- Although I'd seen his apartment many times before I'd never
- really looked around and behind every door. Now, living here I
- had much more opportunity to do so, and found that he owned quite
- a few "Toys" that had bondage implications.
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- One night when Rob was at a meeting, I took some of his
- leather cuffs and things and began trying them on. I found to my
- surprise that they fit quite well and were not uncomfortable, as
- they had soft linings. The shiny outside leather had bright steel
- ornamentation that contrasted nicely with the black leather of
- the cuffs. They were more like jewelry than things used for
- bondage. One thing led to another and eventually I had tried
- about all of his equipment. Rob of course had no notion that I
- had looked through his things, no less try any of them on.
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- Later that night I didn't get to sleep right away, and I
- thought about Rob's Toys. I also did alot of thinking about his
- ex girl friends and the fact that they knew about his tastes and
- therefore must have had some first hand experiences with them and
- him. It kind of led me to think the Toys I had been earlier ex-
- perimenting with had also been used quite possibly on all of his
- ex girls. I wondered particularly about the dildo-equipped chas-
- tity belt and other similar items, and I guess I got a bit angry.
- I also did some logical reasoning with regard to bondage
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- It occured to me that Rob's old friends had gone with him
- for some time, and it was usually he and not they that called it
- quits. They had apparently survived with no ill effects from
- being tied and in fact must have enjoyed it to some extent to
- stay with him for as long as they did.
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- I had seen some of the Toys that were not used for bondage,
- a few vibrators, a couple of small clamps, etc, as well as some
- grossly oversized dildoes that belonged with the chastity belt.
- These and a few other things had scared me. But, now I began to
- wonder again.
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- A few weeks later, Rob again had to stay out late and I had
- my chance. I'd decided that this time I would try to set every-
- thing up as though Rob might do it, with the exception of course
- that I'd make sure that I could get free. I stripped down to my
- bare skin and started to pick out the things I wanted.
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- The cuffs and chains, the locks and keys, spreader bars,
- chastity belt (with a more moderate sized dildoe), gag, and with
- a bit of hesitation what I presumed to be a pair of spring clips
- for the nipples. With some difficulty I managed to put on most of
- the equipment somewhat as similar equipment was put on one of the
- girls in a magazine I found, and had decided to use as a guide.
- Just before locking the cuffs on my wrists I placed a spring clip
- on each nipple as gently as I could. It hurt a bit but not so
- badly that I couldn't take it. The small weights attached to each
- clip swung gently from the short chain causing a strange sensa-
- tion as the combined pinch and moving weight shifted with each
- swing. I quickly, and again with some difficulty attached the
- cuffs and locks to my wrists.
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- The position I had chosen included the chastity belt and gag
- in the usual places and also included three steel spreader bars
- framed into a triangle. One corner of the triangle connected to
- the back of the gag, the other two corners each went to a cuff at
- my ankles. The length of the bars was such I had to kneel, but I
- could not kneel with my back straight, but rather with an uncom-
- fortable bend that I had not counted on. It had not been that way
- in the picture. My wrists were connected by a short chain to the
- center of the bar at my ankles and another bar kept my knees well
- spread with straps around each thigh. After completing my own
- bondage, I glanced down to assure myself that the keys were close
- by. They were, right on the floor about three feet in front of
- me.
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- I had been so busy getting myself into position I hadn't
- really stopped to test the feel of the restraints. Now that I was
- finished, I could "relax" and see how it felt.
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- The first impressions were not unpleasant, but at the same
- time did not have any great turn on effect either. I could feel
- the dildoe between my legs, pleasant but not really stimulating.
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- The gag in my mouth had begun a cramp in my jaw and the triangle
- affair was causing an increasing ache in my back The clamps on my
- nipples had begun to throb with a dull ache, but in terms of pain
- they were of less concern than my back.
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- After about fifteen minutes or so I decided the experiment
- had been a flop, a real bust. Maybe someone else would like it,
- but it did absolutely nothing for me. I was going to get out of
- this silly outfit and clean up the mess. That's what I THOUGHT
- I'd do.
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- The keys which had been so comfortably right in front of me
- might have been a mile away. I managed to worm myself over to
- them, but that was all. The bars connecting my ankles and neck
- and the bar at my thighs along with my cuffs made it all but im-
- possible to reach the keys resting innocently on the floor.
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- My struggles to reach the keys had caused the dildoe to do a
- little bit of shifting around, also the movements had caused the
- nipple weights to do a bit of swaying. The combined effect had
- done some work on me. I could feel a twinge between my legs that
- wanted to be scratched. The more I struggled the stronger it got,
- not helping me one bit to concentrate on getting the keys. It
- didn't take long before the combined feelings of fear, helpless-
- ness and that twinge caused one of the strongest orgasms I've
- ever had. It started in my stomach and swelled to my head. It
- left me so weak that I was literally supported by the rods and
- chains, held up in my kneeling position. It was a few more
- minutes before I could even try to move. My fingers were now
- trembling so much I could feel them twitch as I tried to reach
- the keys again. I still couldn't get them!
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- With the continuously mounting fear of not getting free and
- the increasing feeling of helplessness, along with the continuous
- movement, I was getting more and more excited. As much as I en-
- joyed the high, time was passing and I did not want Rob to come
- home and find me like that. So I settled myself down to do some
- thinking before I tried again.
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- It took a little time and a few bruises, but I finally
- managed. I had to throw myself sideways so the bars from my neck
- to my ankles would have no effect on my hands reaching the floor
- as I lay on my side. It took a bit more struggling, crying, and
- cursing, the feeling again growing between my legs, but finally I
- got the keys and freed my wrists and then the remaining bonds.
- Before I could get the belt off, that feeling between my legs got
- the better of me. This time I helped it along and masturbated to
- climax.
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- I was able to straighten up and put everything away before
- Rob came home. I was astonished to see that I'd spent almost 4
- hours with my experiments. I'd planned to just "try it" for an
- hour or so. Famous last words.
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- That night I really couldn't sleep. The memories of my
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- experiences wouldn't leave my mind. It finally came to me why at
- first my experiment had seemed to be a flop. I'd been confident
- of being able to free myself at first, there was no fear, no real
- feeling of helplessness. I hadn't REALLY been helpless, or at
- least I thought I wasn't. What was missing at first was someone
- else to hold the keys, someone else to have control over when I
- would be free. I could see now how the feeling of helplessness,
- the REAL feeling could be a turn on to sex. It didn't tend to
- repress the feeling, but rather to enhance and prolong it. I made
- up my mind that night that I'd been a real stiff with Rob and had
- to do something to make it up to him. I worked out a way to give
- him a pleasant surprise.
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- Right after work that night I got busy. I fastened eye screws
- to the to the top and sides of an archway between two rooms and
- got out lengths of chain with snap hooks at each end. I again
- stripped down and got out the chastity belt and dildoe as well as
- a mask type gag that Rob has. I put on the belt and attached
- cuffs to my ankles and wrists with lengths of chain attached to
- each cuff. I got a chair and placed it in the archway right under
- the top eye screws. I quickly scribbled a note to Rob:
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- "DEAREST ROB,
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- I'M SORRY I'VE BEEN SO STUBBORN FOR SO LONG. YOU WERE RIGHT
- AND I WAS WRONG. DO WHATEVER YOU WANT ONLY PLEASE DON'T TAKE THE
- MASK AND GAG OFF UNTIL YOU ARE DONE. I MIGHT WANT TO CHANGE MY
- MIND AND TELL YOU TO STOP.
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- LOVE,
- Lovi"
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- I then attached the nipple clips and hooked the note on one
- of the weights and then climbed up on the chair. The chains on my
- ankles were just long enough to be snapped into the eye screws at
- each side of the archway. The chains at my wrists just reached
- the eye screws at the top Before attaching them I judged where
- they were and put on the mask gag. Everything went pitch black,
- but I was able to reach the top eye screws with the chains from
- my wrists. I pulled myself up slightly by my arms and kicked the
- chair out from under me. As I let myself down and released the
- slack in my wrist chains, my ankles were pulled to the sides by
- the chains there.
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- I had guaged the distances and chains correctly. The effect
- was that I was spreadeagled in the archway, my legs spread wide
- to the sides but not touching the floor, and my wrists were well
- secured to the top of the arch. There was no way that I would be
- able to free myself no matter what I thought or if I changed my
- mind. I could see nothing and could not even hear much. I real-
- ized that my hearing was blocked when the cookoo clock only a few
- feet away from me went off. Although I did hear it, it was so
- muffled that it was only by chance that I heard it at all.
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- My arms grew quite tired as I hung there. I began to think
- that I should have waited longer before doing this. I wondered
- what Rob would think, or what he would do when he came home.
- Would he be pleased or mad? Would he spank me or would he tease
- me?
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- I didn't hear him when he came in. The first time I knew he
- was there was when I felt his hand run up the inside of my thigh
- and push at the bottom of the belt. He did as I had asked and did
- not take off the mask until much later. He spanked me and used a
- lot of other little things all the time I hung there. The only
- change he made was to take the belt off so he'd have no inter-
- ference at all with any part of me. As It turned out I was at the
- perfect height for him to really ram into me without making any
- adjustments at all.
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- Sir Stephen, Lauri, Rob and I are incredibly happy these
- months following that night and are so excited at the chance to
- share our experiences and happiness with everyone else at the
- Chateau. I hope everyone enjoy's hearing about my first time, and
- will write again if they do.
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- Love,
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- Lovi
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