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- The Longest Time
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- I have wanted to do this for the longest time.
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- In my bag I have four lengths of fabric--oh, and a darker one, for
- your eyes. Could I simply darken the room? I could, but I want to
- watch you, watch the responses of your body and your face. I want
- to see how I affect you. I want to watch you as I move above you.
-
- Yes. Take off your clothes. Do you know what I have planned?
- Have you know all along? You must have known; as I said, I've
- wanted this for a long time, even told you so. Until now, I've felt
- the slightest timidity, but I think I can overcome that. Some things
- are a bit more powerful than average, everyday shyness.
-
- Take off your clothes, then, and lie down on the bed. Slowly--I
- want to watch you, darling. As you pull your shirt over your head,
- I see the smooth skin of your chest and the pinkness of your nipples.
- As always, I am gripped by the urge to touch that smoothness, that
- pinkness, and to hear the breath catch in your throat. But not yet.
- For now I am only watching, directing you, instructing you in what
- you must do.
-
- Must do?
-
- Yes. Must. You tease me sometimes, tell me that I should be more
- dominating. As you wish, my love.
-
- Take off your shorts, now. You bend over to push them aside and
- your hair comes down over your shoulders, covering your face from
- my view. But you are probably smiling, yes, I think you're smiling.
- You push them down and straighten, kicking them off. As you stand I
- am struck once again by the power of your beauty, and the ridiculous
- feeling of weakness that takes me as I look at you, naked before me.
- The novelty of being at my command has intrigued you; I can see that
- much with the stiffening of your cock as you stand, being watched.
- Being consumed. I want you all.
-
- And, oh, I want to touch you. But I won't. I won't. Not yet. I want
- to tease you, tease myself. Better to turn my head away and allow
- you to arrange yourself before I give in to the compelling urge to feel
- that flawless, pale skin under my hands.
-
- Lie down. No compromise in my tone as I tell you this. You are indeed
- at my command, since you offer no protest, no questioning look. You
- lie down on the bed, glancing at me, wondering how to orient yourself to
- suit me best.
-
- I like this attitude. You realize that I am in charge. I tell you to lie on
- your back, with your arms and legs spread out. I wonder if this can be
- comfortable for you, and you are quick to assure me that it is. You seem
- a bit eager.
-
- Eagerness? Oh, no, that won't do at all. Instructing you to remain
- still, I retrieve the lengths of fabric and the blindfold, making sure that
- it is clear to you what I plan to do. Arms first, I think. I tie one end of
- the fabric to your arm, and the other to the bedframe down at your sides.
- Just enough tension, now. No motion and no discomfort. Perhaps I
- am not harsh enough--in taking my pleasure I want to provide yours.
-
- I tie first one arm, and then the other. I am careful to touch you as little
- as possible. That will come later. I arrange your legs to be tied, bent
- slightly at the knee and spread apart. One end around the ankle, the other
- around the bedframe as before.
-
- Secure. I step back to survey my handiwork. What a clever craftswoman
- I am! You lie there on the bed, watching me, perfectly arranged. What a
- nice picture you would make.
-
- Does being so helpless, so much at my mercy, distress you? I don't think
- so. Your body tells me that you are entirely comfortable with the situation.
- But do I want you to be comfortable? I do like to keep you just a bit
- off-balance, my dear--
-
- So I retrieve the blindfold, once again assuring that you know my intentions
- before I begin to fasten it around your eyes. Your face takes on an expression
- of disappointment, but you are wise enough not to offer any verbal
- complaint. I
- take your slight grimace as a compliment.
- I would want to watch if I were in your place.
-
- After tying the cloth around your eyes and assuring myself that you cannot
- see me, I allow myself the indulgence of touching your face, the face that
- I love to watch in all its moods--amusement, concentration, sincerity,
- and, now, the smallest hint of frustration.
-
- Just as I had planned.
-
- I begin to speak softly to you. Does the sound of my voice speaking of
- such things excite you? The blindfold allows you to listen without
- distraction to the things I say to you, and I hope my words are eliciting
- some vivid images for you to consider.
-
- "Do you know how deliciously vulnerable you are right now, darling? Your
- whole body is fair game, you know. Perhaps I could begin with my usual,
- gradual approach, kissing your mouth as I draw my hands down over your
- collarbone and down onto your chest, brushing over your nipples with my
- fingers. Squeezing them gently between my fingers as I rub my cheek
- against the smoothness of yours.
-
- "But what if I tried something different? I could move straight to your
- nipples with my mouth, closing my lips around one, then the other, a more
- direct approach. Teasing you with my tongue, sucking gently, then harder,
- or lightly nipping at you with my teeth. Touching them with the lightest
- of touches, brushing them back and forth over the wetness that my mouth
- has left there.
-
- "Plenty of options here, really. What if I were to take your cock in my
- hands first, feeling the velvety skin there as I gripped you, feeling the
- way your body would jerk in surprise as I stroked the sensitive head with
- my fingertips. I could wrap my hands around you and stroke you, gently, as
- I've watched you do it.
-
- "Or--and I am partial to this method--I could simply take you in my mouth.
- I'd like to feel you resting on my tongue, tighten my lips around you, and
- move as I know you'd want me to, taking you deep into my mouth and sucking
- as I advanced and withdrew."
-
- But these are just ideas, and perhaps I won't even voice them. I have a
- suspicion that you are already considering them as I watch you. I like to
- think that I understand most of your desires. I know that I am willing to
- gratify them--
-
- But now you will gratify mine. I begin to undress, describing the process
- to you as I do so. First my shirt, over my head, the fabric brushing
- against my nipples as I remove it, exciting me. My shorts, now, then my
- panties, which have already become slightly damp simply from the sight of
- you and from the thoughts I have been entertaining.
-
- You can't see me as I stand here above you, naked and eager for your
- touch. The thought excites me even more, and I begin to taunt you a bit.
- "My whole body is ready for you," I tell you softly, "but you aren't in
- much of a position to help. It's really too bad." I tell you how my
- nipples are hard already, as I think about the feel of your tongue and
- your lips as you kiss them. I tell you about the deep ache that has begun
- between my legs as I think about the firm, gentle touch of your fingers.
- I tell you about the warmth and the wetness of my cunt as I imagine the
- feel of your cock as you enter me at first, that fine first feeling of
- being spread wide apart.
-
- And what a wicked girl I am! I delight in knowing that you are becoming
- more and more frustrated as I speak to you, telling you all about how
- willing and ready I am--I delight in hearing the breath come faster and in
- watching the slight unconscious movement of your hips. As if in apology
- for my glee at seeing you so helpless, I bend to kiss you, careful to keep
- my body from touching yours. I kiss your cheek and you turn your head to
- catch my mouth with your own. A breach of discipline, yes, but not a
- serious one, and one I reproach only by seeking the other cheek and not
- your mouth that waits for the attention of mine. I take your face in my
- hands and hold you still, gently, for that seems to be necessary. I bend
- and kiss your lips, stroking your face as my tongue seeks yours. You seem
- to understand that I am in charge, that you are not to be the aggressor
- tonight. You return my kiss, but with a docility that is unusual in you.
- I like it. I believe I may be developing a taste for control. I kiss down
- your neck, not the lingering, trailing kisses that are my preference , but
- deep, random kisses that leave some doubt as to where the next will fall.
- I choose each spot carefully, deliberately. I want you to understand that
- you are an important subject, one to be studied with some concentration.
- As if by accident, I allow my breasts to press against you briefly, moving
- away after only a few seconds of contact. Then my hands move down from the
- softness of your cheeks to your chest, to grasp your nipples suddenly.
- The unexpected firmess of my touch surprises you, and you whimper softly.
- Was that a protest? Am I hurting you? Oh, no. I know the way to touch
- you. My lips form a kiss at the base of your throat as my fingers stroke
- you more tenderly, just my fingertips across the hardened pink points. I
- trail my tongue down the hollow of your throat and down your chest, and
- bring my mouth down onto your right nipple first, the less sensitive one.
- I tease you with my tongue, still touching you with my
- fingers on your other side, moving one in concert with the other. I
- flutter the tip with my tongue as I rub you swiftly and lightly with my
- fingers. Then, an abrupt change as I switch sides. The wetness under my
- fingertip seems to excite you as I take your left nipple in my mouth. As
- I begin to suck you, I squeeze you with my fingers and I feel the movement
- of your hips.
- Now, you know you are not allowed to move. I didn't say so, but I
- shouldn't have had to. I move away from you. "Don't move," I command,
- and your motion stops.
- And I look at you, the long, extended boy stretched out there on the bed.
- I take in the slight flush of arousal across your chest, the nipples that
- are a deeper pink than usual, and the stiff cock that juts out and demands
- attention.
- I haven't touched you there yet. Shall I now? Shall I take you in my
- hands and stroke you, feeling the drop of wetness that has formed at the
- tip, then extend my tongue to lick you? Shall I draw the head of your
- cock across my tongue, hard, causing your breath to come fast and the
- wordless sounds to form in your throat? Shall I take you in as far as I
- can, allowing your cock to approach the back of my throat?
- Oh, not yet. No, not yet.
- I bend to remove the blindfold from your eyes, and you blink at the
- brightness. Your eyes meet mine and I see that you are enjoying this
- little game, though your eagerness to have it over is apparent. You want
- to be inside me, I think.
- Oh, not yet.
- I stand in front of you and bring my hands down my body, touching myself
- as you might if you were able. Down over my breasts, but not yet
- lingering there, and down my hips, over my thighs. Back to my breasts,
- now, rubbing my nipples with my palms. I have wanted your touch there,
- but my own will do for now. I tease myself with my fingers, touching
- myself as I had touched you a moment before, very lightly with my
- fingertips. I squeeze my nipples gently, cupping first one breast, then
- the other, as you watch me.
-
- Wouldn't you rather be touching me now?
-
- I play with my nipples for a long time, imagining your hands on my body,
- simulating your touch. I lick my fingertips so I can imagine that your
- mouth is there--
-
- It isn't a perfect substitute, but it is enough, more than enough, to
- intensify the feeling of heaviness between my legs. I hope you won't
- mind; I think I should sit down for this.
-
- I arrange myself between your legs that have been spread wide so you can
- watch me, placing my legs across yours and tilting my hips up. I reach
- down and, with a single finger, trace along the outer lips of my cunt,
- touching myself as lightly as I can bear to, enjoying the warm feeling
- that begins to spread. Then I begin stroking the slick inner recesses-- I
- surprise myself by the heat there, and by the way my touch makes me
- tremble.
-
- Part of that is knowing that you're watching me. No blindfold allowed for
- this.
-
- I use my fingers to spread some of my moisture up to my clit, which is
- swollen and stiff with excitement. I am still toying with my nipples,
- first one, then the other, as I stroke myself with one finger. As the
- pressure builds, I force myself to stop, though it is almost impossible--
- I am about to come, and, oh, I want to, but I also want to save that for
- you. In appreciation for being such an entertaining plaything.
-
- I still haven't touched your cock, and looking at you reminds me how much
- I'd like to. I arrange myself so that I am kneeling between your legs,
- and I take you in my mouth. The direct approach, you see.
-
- And you know I love to lick you, to tease you, to hear the sounds you make
- as I excite you further. I take you in my mouth as deeply as I can,
- guiding you in with my hands that are still wet with my own moisture. I
- feel your body move as I fuck you with my mouth, pausing occasionally to
- draw my tongue over the head, to grasp you with my hands, or to stroke
- down behind your balls.
-
- I won't make you come, not this way, but it is delicious to have this kind
- of power over you. The power to please, or the power to torment. I
- prefer to please and to torment, I think.
-
- Abruptly I let you slide from my mouth, just as I know your excitement is
- building. I move up between your legs to take one of your nipples in my
- mouth again. Your cock brushes against the valley between my breasts, and
- my nipples are stimulated by the feel of the coarse, curly hair there.
-
- You are ready for me, I know, and I am almost ready for you. I straddle
- you and lower myself so that your cock is situated not inside me but along
- my cunt, so I can use you as I please. I guide you with my hands,
- stroking my clit with the tip of your cock, moving my hips so that I can
- feel the entire length of you. I move back and forth, exciting myself
- almost to orgasm again, until I realize that you are moving with me.
- You're ready. You are, and so am I. But one last thing--
- Ignoring your sigh of disappointment, I move myself up so that your mouth
- can meet me with ease. You know what is expected of you, and you seize
- the opportunity, licking me and forcing your tongue into me as I caress
- my breasts again. I imagine that you can taste me, and I wonder vaguely
- whether you like it, but it is difficult to concentrate on any coherent
- thoughts as you begin to suck on my clit.
-
- Oh, and I know I have to move soon, because I don't want to come until
- you're inside me. You know that sometimes I move away after I've come,
- because the pleasure is simply too intense. This time, though, I retreat
- beforehand, and it is pure torture.
-
- I don't care about being in charge anymore--I have to get you inside me.
-
- I resume my position of earlier and come down hard upon you. As soon as
- you are within me I begin to come. Can't help it. I've been ready for a
- long time, now. I'm not moving yet. Just the feel of your cock, hard and
- solid, is enough.
-
- You're smiling at me. I'm not sure I like the smugness of that smile, my
- love. As soon as the last tremors of my orgasm subside, I move away from
- you, slowly, and let your cock slide out of me. Your look of deprivation
- assures me that you have been adequately reminded who is on top.
-
- Good. Such reminders can be neccessary sometimes.
-
- But I have to smile at your eagerness, an eagerness that I share. I take
- you inside me again, feeling you deep, moving slowly, agonizingly slowly,
- onto and off of your cock. I move as you would want me to, because now I
- am concerned not so much with controlling you as pleasing you.
-
- And usually your hands would come to my hips, guiding me, moderating the
- speed of my motions. I retain some control, then, as I fuck you, placing
- my hands on your chest to caress your skin. Your hips are coming up to
- meet mine, and I make no protest. It's time.
-
- The feeling of pressure begins to build inside me again as you move with
- me, and I am coming again. Now I am the one who is helpless, because at
- this moment I am lost to the feeling of release and the rocking of your
- body.
-
- After I recover somewhat, I resume my motions in earnest, and I know that
- you are about to come as well. I know the signs by now. I increase the
- attention to your chest, stroking the skin there, gently massaging you and
- feeling the hardness of your nipples. As your body stiffens and your
- orgasm begins, I squeeze your nipples, hard, and I know that I have
- pleased you. I can feel your body moving, hear your breath and your
- surprised gasps, and I can feel you, hot and explosive inside me.
-
- I bend to kiss your nipples as you begin to relax. The stiffness leaves
- your body as you thrust up to meet me for a last few times, and my hands
- come up to your face to caress you as I lay my body against yours for the
- first time since we began.
-
- I think you would put your arms around me if you could. Soon. Soon--right
- now I want to lie and listen to your heartbeat. And remember that it was
- I who caused this. And remember who is in charge.
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- the end
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