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- THE GUINEA PIG
- by
- RUTH WHITE
-
- CHAPTER
- 17
-
- Monica entered Joe's room with her gear and looked at the
- sleeping man. Lifting the satin coverlet from his body, she paused
- to watch the rise and fall of his breasts under his satin and lace
- negligee as he breathed. The drug in his dinner had worked well.
- Continuing with her task, Monica pulled the hem of his negligee up
- over his hips. The only natural hair left on his body was a
- triangle of silky pubic hair. Monica lathered it up and began
- shaving it off.
-
- Joe woke up muddled the next morning and tried to get up.
-
- "Joe, get back in bed," said Monica. "And lie on your
- stomach."
-
- Joe did as directed, but wasn't very comfortable; his breasts
- didn't make very good pillows. Monica flipped Joe's negligee up to
- reveal the soft globes of his ass cheeks. Placing her hand in the
- small of his back to hold him still, she injected the contents of
- a needle into one. Joe felt a sting as the needle slipped into his
- right buttock. "What's that for?" he asked Monica.
-
- "Don't worry about it. Just turn over and lie back."
-
- Monica left the room. When she returned, with two attendants
- pushing a gurney, Joe was out like a light. She watched the
- gorgeous man as the negligee was striped from his lush body, which
- was then transferred to the gurney. Joe was wheeled out of his
- room, and into a new life.
-
- CHAPTER
- 18
-
- Joe was dreaming. He was chasing a pretty blonde girl. She was
- a knockout and he wanted her. He wanted her so badly that his balls
- itched, and his cock was so hard it hurt. Then it dawned on him;
- the girl he was chasing was himself, as he looked now.
-
- Joe woke up. He was very dizzy, but able to comprehend that he
- was in his room. He didn't notice the lack of sensation below his
- waist. Dr. van Damme, Monica, and another doctor were at his
- bedside. Joe giggled. "Hi guys. What's going on."
-
- The doctor shot a needle into the IV drip in Joe's arm. Joe
- started to fade. "Hey Monica, you're looking great. Say my balls
- ache, would you rub them for me?" Then he was gone.
-
- Monica looked at the doctor curiously. "How could he?"
-
- The Doctor answered her. "The same way some amputees get
- cramps in the calves of legs that aren't there anymore."
-
- CHAPTER
- 19
-
- Joe gradually returned to consciousness. Trying to check
- himself out, he discovered his restraints. "What has that crazy
- bitch done to me now?" he thought.
-
- What was there left to do to him? "No. Monica said the Doctor
- wouldn't do that," he recalled.
-
- Dr. van Damme, the surgeon, and Monica entered his room,
- alerted to his awakening by the monitors. "Don't try to move Joe,"
- said Dr. van Damme. "You've been given a spinal block and can't
- feel below the waist. You might hurt something by moving around
- with no sensation."
-
- "So what bunch of suffering human beings am I helping today?"
- Joe asked her cynically.
-
- "I'm happy to tell you Joe, that you represent new hope for
- thousands of transsexuals."
-
- "WHAT?"
-
- "Well, since you asked. Many men aren't men at all, but rather
- a woman's psyche in a man's body. Their only possibility of
- happiness is sex reassignment surgery; what you'd call it a sex
- change. The problem is that the state of the art of surgery today
- results in more mutilation than change. The post-operative
- transsexual is usually left with a pathetic imitation of a vagina.
- I'm happy to tell you that the surgical procedure we have
- developed, and tested on you, was totally successful in the
- construction of fully functional female sex organs."
-
- Joe was shrieking and in shock.
-
- After several minutes he looked up, still wailing. "But
- Monica, you said ... "
-
- "I told you that you could keep your precious little balls you
- foolish boy, and I didn't lie to you."
-
- Monica held up a mirror so Joe could see his face. Brushing
- his hair back from his ears she pointed at two diminutive gold
- globes, one of which adorned each earlobe.
-
- Joe sobbed in his pillow.
-
- Later on, having cried himself out, the giddy man addressed
- Dr. van Damme. "So you did it. You've changed me into a woman."
-
- "Not really Joe. Let's examine your situation. You have the
- beauty, the figure, and now even the secondary sex characteristics
- of a woman. You may, over time, even acquire the needs and desires
- of a woman, but you are and shall always be a man since you lack
- what truly makes a woman female; a womb and ovaries. However, you
- also lack what makes a man male; a penis and testicles. Now a woman
- is the equal of a man, but since you are something less than a man,
- it follows that you must be less than a woman. Don't you ever
- forget that you are an imitation, a plaything created in
- retribution for the way you lived your life. You're gorgeous,
- you're sexy, but basically Joe, you're only a eunuch." On that note
- she left with the surgeon.
-
- In the hall outside, the surgeon asked her. "Why were you so
- severe with him? He's been through a lot. His vagina cannot be
- distinguished from that of a genetic female and I did a superb job
- on the plumbing. Why any gynecologist who examined him would
- testify in court that he is a woman who has suffered from cancer
- and been given a hysterectomy ."
-
- Dr. van Damme answered him. "Doctor there's more going on here
- than meets the eye. Part of what we are doing to Joe is punishing
- him. Dave Weinstein's earlier experiments have shown us that a man
- who is feminized unwillingly can eventually find refuge in his
- femininity. Dave tells me that this approach we're using on Joe
- will establish in him a streak of rebellion which will prevent that
- from occurring. He will cling to the fact that he is a man, even
- though he could never convince anyone of that fact."
-
- They walked on.
-
- Later, in his bed, Joe thought to himself. "They may give me
- a woman's body, but I'm still Joe Watson. My body may betray me,
- but my mind won't. I will not let it. I'm Joe Watson and I'm a man,
- and no matter what they do to me, I'll always remember that in my
- brain, where it counts. They'll never conquer my spirit."
-
-
-
- CHAPTER
- 20
-
- Joe lay in his bed. He had lost count of the days and weeks as
- he watched the world go by through the fog of drugs and, after the
- spinal block had worn off, pain.
-
- With the passage of time, his body recuperated and this
- morning the doctor had removed the last bandages shielding his
- operation, pronounced him fully healed, and extracted the catheter.
- It felt very peculiar to Joe, to have his insides probed and
- scrutinized like that.
-
- Joe refused to look at himself, and tried to ignore his
- metamorphosis. Then the inevitable happened; he had to go to the
- bathroom. He tried to ignore his bladder, but couldn't for long.
- Reluctantly, he got out of bed, thankful for the long satin
- nightgown, which covered him from neck to ankles.
-
- In the bathroom, Joe frowned at the toilet. "I guess I'd
- better get used to this."
-
- Raising the back of his gown, Joe lowered his abundant ass
- onto the seat. "At least those muscles haven't changed," Joe
- thought as he urinated. Joe enjoyed the relief pissing brought and
- when he was done stood up. letting his gown fall only to feel
- wetness on his thighs as urine ran down them.
-
- "Cripes!"
-
- Joe gathered up his gown and sat down again. He'd forgotten
- that girls had to wipe. Even though he wasn't a girl, he still
- pissed like one and had to copy their hygienic techniques. He
- bunched up some toilet paper and, looking away, stuck his hand down
- and dabbed. When he was satisfied that he was dry, he got up and
- returned to bed.
-
- Outside his room, Dave Weinstein spoke to Monica.
-
- "I am certain that Joe is depressed, resentful, and hostile
- over the removal of his genitals. I think we should give him some
- valium, then why don't you get him dressed as we discussed and see
- if we can get his transvestite programming to take control of his
- emotions.
-
- Monica entered the room.
-
- "Up and at 'em Joe."
-
- Joe just glared at her.
-
- "Joseph Watson! You get out of that bed right now and take
- this medicine, before I call Dr. Van Damme and have you punished."
-
- Joe complied, and after he had swallowed the Valium, Monica
- sat him down and went to work on his hair to kill time until the
- medication calmed him. Monica rolled Joe's hair up in curlers and
- put lotion on it to keep the curls in. When she was done, Monica
- pulled Joe's gown off. He instinctively brought his hands up over
- his breasts. Monica snickered at this. "Oh come on Joe. There's no
- secrets between friends, right? Here hold these."
-
- Joe held up what looked like a pair of stockings, but they
- were different. Holding them up, he recognized them as fishnet
- hose. He hadn't seen them on a woman in years, except in some of
- his men's magazines. Part of his mind considered what he would look
- like in them. Not counting on Joe's cooperation, Monica put a
- garter belt around his waist and hooked it in back. After sitting
- him down, she rapidly rolled the hose up each leg. Standing Joe up,
- Monica hooked up the hose and tightened the suspenders. She noticed
- that he wouldn't look down. Sitting him down again, Monica slipped
- shoes on his feet; red patent leather open-toed sandals with ankle
- straps and five inch heels. She noticed how his red toenails peeked
- out through the mesh of his stockings. "Sexy," she thought as she
- buckled the straps tight.
-
- Monica brought out a pair of French-cut black satin and lace
- panties. She put them on over Joe's shoes then, standing him up,
- pulled them slowly up his legs. Joe perceived a new sensation as
- Monica pulled the panties up over his hips, a slight pressure on
- his genital area that he 'd never experienced before.
-
- All of a sudden Joe wanted to see what he looked like. He
- walked over to the mirror. "Boy don't my legs look great?" Joe
- asked himself.
-
- Joe still resented the loss of his cock and balls, but the
- drug had taken effect and besides, part of him liked the fact that
- his panties fit properly now; with no protrusion or bulges from his
- cock or balls. Joe could see his pubic hair, which had regrown,
- through the lace, which ended at a satin panel which was flush
- against his crotch. Beneath the taut material Joe could see the
- outline of his new vulva. The transvestite in him was elated. Isn't
- this the ultimate in cross-dressing? Joe felt his nipples tingle.
-
- "Where's my bra?" he asked Monica.
-
- "We're going to try something different today. Just wait."
- Monica had Joe step into a skirt and she worked it up over his
- hips. It was a black kidskin miniskirt and was it ever tight. Not
- knowing that the clothes were designed to fit like that, Joe
- thought. "I've got to lose some weight."
-
- Joe looked at his profile. No outline of his cock showed, just
- the feminine swell of his pelvis under the skirt. Monica held up a
- strip of red leather and wrapped it around Joe's chest. "What's
- that?" he asked.
-
- "It's a bustier. Don't worry it will support you."
-
- Monica pulled it together and fastened it. Joe's breasts were
- tightly confined in its firm grip and he could tell that it would
- support them, but looking down he discovered that it sure as hell
- didn't cover them. It just squashed his breasts together and
- offered them up for public inspection.
-
- Monica wrapped a white patent leather belt around his waist
- and gave him a matching purse. Taking an atomizer, she sprayed Joe
- with perfume; behind his knees, between his breasts, on his neck
- and shoulders. Joe was enveloped in an intoxicating fragrance.
- Monica put the bottle in his bag, then removed the curlers from his
- hair. Lifting Joe's golden curls, she placed a fine gold chain
- around his neck. Attached to it was a locket which settled in his
- cleavage. Joe picked it out. "I wonder what this is?" he thought.
-
- Joe found a tiny latch and managed to open it. Inside was a
- picture of himself; before any of the changes. Joe just stared at
- it, surprised that he wasn't annoyed at this final humiliation. The
- drug had kicked in Joe was not in control of his emotions. Rather
- than anger or hate, some other passion built."I wasn't a bad
- looking hunk," thought Joe as Monica brushed out his hair.
-
- Joe didn't know it but he was getting turned on by his own
- picture. His nipples stiffened and then he felt a well-known
- commotion in his crotch. He was getting a hard on."Is it possible?"
- Joe wondered. "Maybe my cock isn't gone, just hidden."
-
- Joe resolved to check it out at the first opportunity, as he
- shut the locket and returned it to the valley between his boobs.
- Monica put some dangling gold earrings in his multiple-pierced ears
- and gave him a gold link bracelet and a huge aquamarine ring.
- Slipping the ring on his right ring-finger, Monica told him,
- "Remember this Joe, aquamarine is your new birth-stone."
-
- "What do you mean?"
-
- "Well you're a new man, so to speak, so we'll use the day you
- were made to celebrate your birthday from now on."
-
- Joe followed Monica, finding it was much easier to walk without his
- balls being pinched all the time. He liked the feel of leather on his
- skin, the way his hair bounced when he walked and brushed against his
- shoulders and back, and especially he liked the perfume he wore. Joe
- knew he must look pretty sexy and he felt sexy, but it never occurred
- to him, that he looked for all the world, like a very beautiful, very
- high-priced call girl. As he sashayed down the hall; breasts bouncing
- and hips and ass swaying with every mincing step he took.
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