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- Journal Entry 245 / 0514@END_FILE_ID.DIZ
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- Gods, but I'm in a strange mood today. I've got an invitation, in
- paper, from the Dowling twins to be their date tonight, and yet here I
- am, stepping on this SDisk to go to the Arc to find- Borodir.
-
- I came out in the Arc main hallway, and briskly walked to the large
- open food square, which at this time of day was a bustling hub of
- activity, full of every imaginable species, all milling about and
- talking and laughing in this completely glass-enclosed, sunlit room.
- The entire room is done in bright white paint and hanging plants, and
- the entire effect is glaringly brilliant. I sheilded my eyes with my
- hand and began looking for him.
-
- Back, a while back, when I'd been seriously interested in D&S as a
- lifestyle, Borodir had been my trainer. He had been the first man to
- tie me down, to take a whip to me. And I admit, I had loved every
- minute of it. I needed a man to be a master, too; I don't understand
- it, but that was one of the main reasons for my final 'break,' the
- realization that I can't really do this anymore. I'm more het than even
- I like to think, and D&S is attractive as an overwhelming thing that
- possesses me and takes me over, but in the long run I can't do it
- forever. If I talk to Borodir or Lynn, they'll tell me that there are
- bottoms they've had for over a century now, but I only lasted four
- years. Ah, well.
-
- There was one thing Borodir had wanted to try, and as his slave I
- still had the right, in the end, to refuse him, but in my heart I had
- wanted it, and for some reason tonight I did want it. I wanted it
- badly.
-
- What am I doing here? The question brought a smile to my lips; the
- last time I'd gone in search of a master I'd unwittingly ended up in
- Aaden's chains and was quite pleasantly raped by him and his cohorts.
- But not Borodir. I wanted Borodir, and I wanted him tonight.
-
- And he was here. I finally found him, in his pressed starch
- uniform. He looked relaxed and comfortable, the muscular mass of his
- body lying comfortably in one of the larger reclining chairs, a murky
- orange drink in hand, complete with little paper parasol.
-
- I walked over to him and said "Good afternoon, sir."
-
- He smiled and looked up at me. "Good afternoon, Shardik."
- Borodir's voice always reminds me of old Tarzan movies, the ones with
- the African kings and the melodious way they used to speak, a constant
- sing-song-like hum under every word as he speaks. Maybe it's because
- he's black. I don't know. All I know is, I find it very sexy. "And
- what brings you to the Arc on such a beautiful day?"
-
- "I came looking for you."
-
- "And why would you be doing that?"
-
- "Remember what we used to talk about?"
-
- "Which 'what' was that, Shardik?"
-
- I hate when he leads me. "The one thing you wanted to do. The one
- I wouldn't let you. You remember, Borodir."
-
- "Ah, that I do. Tell me, are you interested in this tonight?"
-
- "Before the madness passes, yes."
-
- "Before the madness leaves you, then. Tonight. Shall I invite our
- old friend? The one with bushy tail."
-
- Aaden. I smiled. "Yah, that would be nice."
-
- He smiled back, linked his fingers and stretched, popping a few
- knuckles as he did so. "Then I will see you later today." He put his
- hand into his vest pocket, then handed me an unlabled address chip.
- "Dress accordingly. Shall we dine?"
-
- I agreed, and we rose to visit the cafeteria line. The food was
- not bad at all, considering how many people ate here.
-
-
- As instructed, I dressed "appropriately"; leather chaps, very old
- bluejeans, flannel shirt, leather vest and cap, no jacket, engineer's
- boots. I walked confidently to the SDisk and summoned the pentacle; I
- instructed the messageport to send me to the preset coordinates Borodir
- had given me; I was suprised he hadn't said "The Underground."
-
- I stepped, and stepped out into.. a barn? There was the smell of
- fresh hay everywhere, and from the rafters hung a very ornate sling done
- in red leather. Sunlight streamed in from the open windows, and I heard
- birds fluttering about in the rafters. I was alone. I was about to
- turn around and go looking when a hand grabbed my neck from behind. "On
- your knees, boy," I heard.
-
- I obeyed, falling to my knees and casting my eyes down. I
- recognized the voice as Aaden's. "Crawl," he said. I began to crawl on
- my knees in the direction he led, toward where the sling was set.
- Borodir stepped into view, looking very powerful in his flannel shirt,
- leather vest and jeans. Borodir and I agreed on a lot of things, and
- costume was one of them- we didn't really believe in it. "In," Aaden
- commanded. Despite his apparent position of authority, tonight Aaden
- was Borodir's second, but I obeyed, jumping up and getting into the
- sling, on my back this time. Aaden took my right leg and secured it
- high on the sling; then he did the left. My hands were left free; I lay
- them by my sides on the sling platform. I stared up at the rafters,
- where some kind soul had installed a very clear mylar mirror, so that I
- could see very clearly what was going on.
-
- Borodir spoke, "Boy." I snapped to attention, looking down the
- length of my body to where he stood. "Are you ready?"
-
- I settled back onto the sling. "Yes, sir."
-
- "Aaden... Open him up for me."
-
- I glanced over at Aaden, and heard him say, "With pleasure, sir."
- I saw him in the mirror walk over between my legs, and he said "You have
- no idea how much I enjoy this, Shardik." With his claws at the crotch
- of my jeans he tore a small hole. He grabbed at the hole with both paws
- and tore my pants apart, reverting to the pair of scissors he had with
- him only when he reached the waistband. His fingers gently caressed my
- asshole with some warm lubricant, and I could see him in the mirror
- stroking himself to full hardness with his other paw.
-
- He turned his attention from his cock to my butt, and pressed the
- one against the other. I could feel the pressure, and I was ready for
- him this time. I let him in, feeling my asshole clamp down on his cock
- as it slid into me. But he is so long, as he pressed his hips against
- my ass he pressed painfully far, rearranging my insides, but I liked him
- there. I looked up into his furred face, the single white stripe
- beginning at the bridge of his muzzle and progressing all the way over
- his head and, although I couldn't see it, down his back and then up his
- tail. He grabbed ahold of the chains and used them to stroke me back
- and forth, impaled upon his pole. I lay there, being his toy, taking
- his abuses, knowing full well that I'd asked for this this time, and
- enjoying every second, every stroke, every deep and painful jab.
-
- He slowed down, and I could see that intense look on his face, that
- sight of pain and readiness, and he raised his face to the rafters and
- shouted as his cock throbbed and shot into my guts.
-
- But it was hardly over. He slid out of me, and Borodir took his
- place, sliding his cock into me. But it wasn't his cock I was
- interested in tonight; in that regard, Aaden was actually larger than
- Borodir. But I enjoyed him, his thick uncut dick, as it sawed into my
- asshole, and I closed my eyes with pleasure when he came.
-
- But it was his hands, his huge hands, that I was interested in
- tonight. I'd done this before, but never with someone with hands that
- large.
-
- He smiled, his white teeth shocking in his black face. And Borodir
- isn't brown, or dark brown. This man is black. Space black. He ran
- his well-greased right hand over my buttocks and without much pause slid
- two fingers into me. Then a third. Aaden had moved around to my head,
- and he kneeled by my side and said "Would you like some 'nite?,' Ken?"
-
- I shook my head. "No. No drugs. I want this... just like this."
- In the mirror I saw Aaden shoot a glance at Borodir, and Borodir just
- nodded back. Borodir knew my mind on that- If you need drugs for where
- you're at, you're in the wrong place.
-
- He slid a fourth finger into me, widening my asshole further. I
- was breathing hard, and my mind was spinning from hyperventilation. My
- heart was pounding, and occasionally I could feel little 'ripping'
- sensations from my butt as the skin gave way in places, as it has a
- tendency to do. It hurt, but it didn't hurt, because I wanted it so
- badly.
-
- He began to slide his hand out, in, out, in, easing it further with
- every push. Borodir curled his thumb against his palm and began to
- push, harder, trying to get deeper, and I closed my eyes as I felt him
- slide his hand further, and further, until he reached that point where
- it had to go in, and he pushed, and his hand slid into my asshole up to
- the wrist. I felt my anus clamp down with pleasure and relief around
- the smaller diameter of his wrist, even though I knew he'd eventually
- have to take it out again. I lay there, on the end of his arm, and
- wondered what next, while I felt the sensations he gave me course
- through my body with an obscene heat. I felt his fingers move inside
- me, an alien intelligence inside my guts, and he curled them into a
- fist, and that drove me wild, rattling the chains and groaning. In the
- mirror I could see the black trunk of his forearm end at my white butt
- suspended over the red, wooden floor. I leaned my head back a little
- further to see Aaden standing over me, his cock dangling just behind and
- above my head.
-
- Borofir pumped me with his hand, and I just closed my eyes and
- luxuriated in the pleasure and submission. And then, without much
- warning, he slid out of me. "Shardik," he said, "I have a small suprise
- for you." He snapped his fingers.
-
- I lay there, my asshole spread wide open, wondering what could be
- next. The answer was quick in forthcoming. I heard a familiar "clop,
- clop" of hooves on wood.
-
- "Hello, Ken," I heard. I looked up to Ramsey Dougal, an old
- Centaur friend who'd I'd been a rather mean tease to one day. "When I
- heard about this little get-together, I couldn't resist."
-
- He approached me, and then reared up, his forehooves coming between
- the chains and down around my sides; I heard the sound of chains, and I
- was being raised. Doug is a big Centaur, and I with him over me my head
- was resting up bewteen the leather sling and his foreshoulders. I felt
- a hand, Borodir's I assume, at my ass, and I guess he was aiming. I
- leaned my head back and waited. Centaur spines are very supple, and
- Doug had bent over to watch me. I smiled. He winked, and then strained
- forward. His horse's cock jammed into me, filling me almost as much as
- Borodir's arm, but not quite.
-
- I lay there, impaled, listening to the chains rattle as that
- enourmous penis rocked back and forth inside me, feeling this massive
- equine weight shifting and pounding above me. I wrapped my arms as far
- as I could around his lower breastcage, and held on. Doug's penis
- impaled me farther even than Aaden's, and the slight cramping grew
- fierce and insitent, but I loved it.
-
- Doug came, screaming, his entire body shaking above me, and I
- feared him going weak in the knees and collapsing on top of me. But he
- had control, and slowly backed off, his softening cock falling out of
- me. I groaned, empty again.
-
- I could see Doug's face, and he wiped the sweat from his brow and
- smiled, saying "That was tight, Borodir. Thanks."
-
- Borodir smiled, and took his place at my ass again. Without
- lowering the chains or much else ado, he began sliding his hand back
- into me, curling it into a fist as soon as he did so. I rattled the
- chains with my writhing, and he said, "Calm down, boy. I've got one
- last surprise for you."
-
- Then I felt something down at my ass; Borodir was slipping a
- finger into my butt along his wrist. Carefully he worked it in, and I
- felt a soft pain at that one spot that was being stretched a little
- further than then rest. I closed my eyes again and tried to relax, my
- mind spinning. Two fingers replaced the one. I was really going off
- now.
-
- "Aaden," I whispered, glancing back at the Mephit standing next to
- my head, "I need something."
-
- "What?" he whispered back.
-
- "Something to... to distract me."
-
- "Like?"
-
- "Kiss me." He shot another perplexed look at Borodir. Borordir
- merely nodded back. That's what I like about Borodir; he's so Zen,
- everything's cool with him. I realized I was taking a bit of risk,
- though; Aaden and I had the sort of relationship where you didn't kiss
- your partner before you fucked him. I didn't know if he was a good
- kisser, or even if he liked kissing.
-
- Borodir slid a third finger in, and now I was sure he was expanding
- my asshole even beyond the width of his hand. It hurt, and my head
- spun, as Aaden bent down to kiss me. His lips met mine, and I reached
- up and wrapped my arms around his neck and shoulders. I needed him.
-
- He responded, at first awkwardly, but he warmed to it, our tongues
- meeting and responding. His paw stroked along my chest, his claws
- lightly scratching. Borodir added his pinky and thumb. Someone else,
- Doug, I guess (who else was there?), squirted something onto my crotch
- so that it ran down my ass; lubricant.
-
- The kiss became the center of my universe, despite the activity
- going on at my ass. The kiss is the most sensuous activity there is; it
- involves all the senses. I could feel Borodir's hands sliding back and
- forth, against the flesh of my asshole, against each other. He uncurled
- the fist he had inside of me and I could tell when the fingers of his
- left hand were sliding into the palm of his right.
-
- Aaden's claws became a little sharper, scratching and catching my
- nipples. I groaned as the painful sensations at my butt and nipples
- combined into the passion I was feeling for him, for his lips. He never
- broke concentration on the kiss to think about the scratches, and his
- scratches seemed to be perfect.
-
- Borodir's hands met; I hadn't even noticed when he'd gotten the
- left hand into me. I felt him intertwine the fingers into one big fist
- inside me, and he began to pump me with it. It was incredible; I was
- completely lost. I just kissed Aaden, and I felt him lean a little
- further over me. His paw reached down to where Borodir was fucking me
- with his arms, the pads of his paw trailing over my abused asshole and
- Borodir's arms, and then over my balls, the claws coming out a little
- further, and then he took my cock into his hand.
-
- It was all over. All I needed was a touch, and I exploded,
- screaming; I managed to close off my mouth so that I didn't scream into
- Aaden's. My come shot over my body and Aaden's arm, hitting as far as
- my throat. Borodir was swift, removing one hand before the first spasms
- had subsided and gently removing the other after I'd taken a few deep
- breaths. I felt it leave me, and I felt like I was missing something
- that belonged to me. But it wasn't so bad. I breathed heavily, just
- lying there, letting it all subside. Vaguely I felt Aaden undoing the
- leg restraints. My legs hit the floor with an audible thump.
-
- "Hey," Aaden said. "You okay, Ken?"
-
- "I... I don't know. I think so." I also felt like someone could
- park a good sized atmospheric shuttle in my asshole and have room left.
-
- Aaden extended his hand to help me up. I accepted it gratefully;
- when I was standing vertically, I was amazed that my insides didn't fall
- out through the cargolock I now had for an asshole. I flexed the
- muscles down there and gratefully accepted the fact that at least some
- of them still worked. The effort made me shudder violently, though.
-
- He helped me walk to the SDisk and we 'ported to The Underground.
- When I reached the bar, now was the time to order something
- intoxicating. Aaden grabbed a beer. Borodir joined us a few minutes
- later, and he said "You weren't bad out there, Shardik."
-
- "Thanks," I replied. "You didn't tell me you were going to both
- hands."
-
- "You didn't ask. Remember to ask next time."
-
- "That I will."
-
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