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-
- Parma always smells like... well, like a space station. What I
- mean is, it always smells like they just cleaned the carpet, that they
- just replaced the padding on the walls, and that they just purged the
- air system. Breathing the ridiculously clean air always makes my
- sinuses dry up.
-
- But I had good reason for being here. The Eldarfaroth had returned
- from the stars, and I was here, among this huge group of friends and
- companions, to receive old friends and companions. Obviously, since it
- had docked only three hours ago, it was going to be a long time before I
- got a chance to talk to Ian, but it wasn't Ian I was here to talk to...
- It was his Captain of Engineering, one Katherine Hawkwind, an old
- shipmate, friend, research partner, and, let's be honest, slave.
-
- It had been almost exactly one hundred years since Kathy and I had
- shipped out on the Eldarfaroth. During the three years we had together
- on the Eldarfaroth, She had gone from the innocent young girl in my
- physics class to a very mature young woman. Her trip was marked by her
- complete submission to me, and her control of me. I had learned, for
- real, what I had always known in theory; that the submissive always has
- control of the long-term D&S relationship. She told me what she wanted;
- it was up to me to suffer the creative effort of fulfilling her passive
- desires, desires that had been quite active, really, in her imagination.
-
- I openly wore around my neck the thin white gold chain Kathy had
- given to me the day she shipped out as an Academy student; dangling from
- it was the tiny silver-and-steel key to her womanhood. I wanted her to
- see it, and I wanted to use it.
-
- The crowd around me became just a little louder, and I looked up to
- see if access number 7 had opened up, only to find my view blocked by a
- huge Gerion; I stepped to the left, avoiding his massive tail, and
- looked at the display. The access tube was being pressurized, and if
- all locks cleared, it would be any second now. I waited quietly.
-
- The door opened. Politely, the crowd parted to make room for the
- departing crew. I simply sat, waiting. As the second shift crew
- departed, I watched the wonderful blur of species walking past, looking
- for Kathy. Unczia, Centaur, Tindals, Tellakelvars, Humans, Felinzi,
- Mephits, Markals, Ssphynxs, Satryl; a screech of *Into the air!* as two
- Dolphins, assisted by gravity-control bodystockings, vaulted across the
- ceiling, stopping at the door from the receiving room to the hallway
- with almost contemptuously simple flicks of their tails. Starship
- pilots. I shook my head, smiling. Oh lord, Alexander Bell's first
- transcontinental telephone call was so right.
-
- In the blur of fascination, watching them all go by, I almost
- missed the blonde. "Kathy!" I shouted.
-
- She turned, looking for me. "Ken!" she shouted when she did. She
- turned and ran towards me, through the crowd, disturbing people,
- stepping on feet, vaulting over the Gerion in her way, into my arms, her
- lips on mine instantly. The kiss was deep and friendly and familiar and
- I returned it happily. She broke the kiss and stayed there, in my arms,
- her forehead against mine. "Or should I have said, 'Master?'"
-
- I laughed. "Ken is fine, sweetheart. You're looking good. How
- was your first trip out as Captain?"
-
- "Oy-flipping-vey, as Kurt would say. I'm not sure it's exactly
- what I wanted." We began to walk back to the station center, arms
- around each other. "It was... difficult. It's less being an engineer
- and being more of a commander. I might want to go back to being senior
- engineer, and let someone with more decision authority do my job."
-
- "You mean they don't listen to you?"
-
- "No, no, it's not that. I mean... Well, Pendorian starships aren't
- like Terran starships, if what I've seen on documentary is accurate.
- People in my department listen to me because I am the best engineer on
- the ship; problem is, I don't really know when to tell people to do
- their jobs. I want to run engineering by myself. I get the feeling
- people are just taking cues from what I'm doing and finishing up jobs I
- couldn't because I just get too tired."
-
- "You don't know when to delegate, is that it?"
-
- "Sort of. I guess... I just feel silly ordering people to do
- things. Or even asking. I know, that's really dumb. But it's part of
- the way I feel. Funny thing is, I don't feel at all bad about it while
- I'm part of a 'scene.'"
-
- "Different rules, different systems. Different worlds, really."
-
- "Yeah."
-
- We were silent for a while as I directed her the SDisks back to
- Pendor. "Where are we going?" she asked.
-
- "It's a surprise." I said. We stepped...
-
- ... into a small receiving room made entirely of large cut blocks
- of stone, with a huge oaken door in the far wall. We stepped off of the
- disk, which had resolved into a simple silver pentagram. "Hello, Lynn,"
- I said.
-
- "Hello, Ken," said an ELF, an AI's holographic realization. Lynn's
- is of a very tall woman wearing fine, flowing lace and knee-high black
- boots. Since it's only an illusion, Lynn can look like anything she
- wants. I like her choice. "The other members of your party are waiting
- for you in the banquet hall. Your final guest has announced that he
- will be arriving in a few minutes."
-
- "Thank you. Come, Kathy, this way..." I led her down the hallway
- of a very typical medieval castle, except I knew hidden behind the walls
- was the type of technology Disney only dreamed of having. I thought it
- amusing that the theme-park-like environment this castle was at the
- center of was so very adult-oriented. The torches smoked, but the air
- was clear; The floor was dusty, but never health-threateningly so. The
- walls are dingy, but it wouldn't rub off onto your costume. Actually, I
- felt sort-of out of place. I'd worn basic denim, flannel, and what was
- quickly becoming my second skin, the leather jacket Joran had made for
- me; Kathy wore her ship's blue-and-white uniform. Only Lynn looked
- proper, all ghostly and see-through to boot.
-
- "Ken, your final guest has appeared, and I'm leading him down the
- hall now," Lynn announced. "And here is your hall." I brushed past
- Lynn and took both the large bars in had, throwing them apart and
- pushing the large wooden doors open. They parted to reveal an large
- hall set with a small round table. I led Kathy in and said, "Welcome
- home, Kathy."
-
- Around the table were a few other people, P'nyssa, Aaden, Borodir,
- and...
-
- "M'vahn!" Kathy cried as the door opened.
-
- "Hello, Kathy," Vahn said with earnest pleasure. The Felinzi rose
- and embraced her. "How have you been?"
-
- "Oh, fine, fine. I take it your report did okay."
-
- "Better than okay. I actually got it accepted as material for my
- assignment as Starship Counselor."
-
- M'Vahn was a young Felinzi on her first mission when Kathy and I
- had decided to allow her to monitor our games. I was very impressed
- with her; she did not, as I had expected, concentrate on me. Perhaps
- that's conceited of me, and I have to be very careful to not be
- conceited. But she instead concentrated on the power aspects of mine
- and Kathy's D&S relations, and ended up a very respected expert in the
- field. And despite my inquiries, I still don't know whether or not she
- herself indulges.
-
- We sat, talking quietly. I introduced Kathy to Aaden. Aaden was
- as gracious as I expected him to be, and actually looked intrigued by
- her. That's amazing to me, since Aaden is, as far as I know, entirely
- homosexual. He sat next to Borodir, and I'm sure those two were playing
- 'footsie' under the table.
-
- Our last visitor arrived- Ian. He walked as if he owned the
- universe, and I suppose that's a good attitude for a starship captain.
- No ego, just a total self-confidence. He sat, and I announced to Lynn
- that we were ready to dine.
-
- Dinner was a sumptuous meal, complete with five courses and wine,
- all served by beautiful young slaves, both male and female. At one
- point, the Village was theme-park in that all of the 'extras' were
- androids, holograms, and special effects; Now there was enough
- population, both on Pendor as a whole, and those aware of the Village,
- that I'd expect every one of these to be real people, volunteers. And
- watching them, sometimes I could not help but smile; Humans and Felinzi
- and such, it is quite easy to imagine and experience them in submissive
- roles; it is quite another to actually watch a Tsern, Centaur or Gerion
- slave serve you dinner.
-
- Lynn was also kind enough to join us, at my invitation. She had
- always been there, being the AI monitor, but I thought it best to allow
- the guests to interact with her on as personal a basis as possible. I
- asked her how things were going.
-
- "Too well."
-
- "Too well? How is that possible?"
-
- "I've got too damned many slaves, Ken. I don't need a single
- android anymore, except possibly as on-the-site observers. I don't need
- tops, either; I've got more than enough who can fill their roles, take
- their cues, and stay inside the game. I want your permission to expand.
-
- "Well, you know you've got my permission."
-
- "It'll require some geophysical work to reshape the island."
-
- "What about a second site?"
-
- "I'm looking into it; I may take up another whole valley."
-
- "Sweetheart, there are over two and three quarter million terras
- unused; feel free to use as much space as you like."
-
- "I know," she said, "but I'd really like to stay as close to
- Backwater as possible."
-
- The dinner was mostly uneventful, and Kathy was very tired when it
- was finally over. I asked her if she wanted to go home, but included
- that we had a bed for her here. She accepted the bed I offered, and I
- let her sleep there, alone.
-
- Which is exactly what I wanted. When the door closed, I walked
- down the hallway with an evil smile on my face.
-
-
- Ten hours later, in the same hall. The hall had been cleared and
- the table installed in the middle of the room. Only this table was no
- longer a rectangle; it was an 'X', carefully made for the purpose to
- which I was about to put it. The four sides came away in individual
- triangles, revealing the shape; at the ends of each of the arms, a small
- block came out, revealing recessed steel rings for fixing restraints;
- the 'head' of the table wasn't a perfect triangle, but towards the
- center still retained a crosspiece so that my victim would have
- something to rest his or her head on. And the table was comfortably
- warm to the touch. Whoever had made this table was obviously pleased
- with his handiwork; Down at the lower left leg, under the carefully
- hand-painted and polished lacquer was, engraved and filled with gold,
- the initials 'M.K.' I, too, was pleased with his handiwork.
-
- The torches had been turned low, so that menacing light flickered
- from the four corners of the room, and in the main hall fireplace a
- blaze had been made, tended carefully by two slaves. They were not the
- focus of my attention this pre-dawn morning. Breakfast was.
-
- And, as I had summoned them, four slaves walked in. All were male,
- and they were large members of their predominantly large respective
- species. Over their shoulders they bore my subject, my slave- Kathy.
- Apparently in the five minute walk here she had given up struggling, but
- as they laid her down on the table she took to fighting again.
-
- It was useless and she knew it. Like I had submitted to four men
- because of her, now she submitted to like strength, and they easily
- secured her to the table, face down. Another slave thoughtfully placed
- a pillow under her head.
-
- I bid the four depart. Other than the fire tenders and the one
- young girl slave at the door to the left of the fireplace, we were
- alone.
-
- I walked to the head of the 'X' and crouched down until I was
- eye-level with Kathy. "Good Morning, slave," I said in an even voice.
-
- She looked up at me with pure malice in her eyes. "Damn you, Ken,
- you didn't say you were going to start in on me this quickly!"
-
- I smiled cruelly for a second, then rose. With a short gesture I
- summoned the girl by the door to my side. She stood by me without
- saying anything. I turned to her and said, "Girl, has this one," point
- to Kathy, "said the word I gave your mistress?"
-
- "No, sir." Eyes downcast.
-
- "Thank you. I was promised a slave who can cook. Can you?"
-
- "Yes, sir. It is my training and my discipline."
-
- "Excellent. You are to cook for me an omelet, four eggs, ham,
- potatoes, cheese, some onion. You are permitted your choice of other
- ingredients and spices, and I will be lenient in all except one thing;
- when you bring it to me, its temperature must be very hot, but not
- burning to the skin. Do you understand?"
-
- I think that was a small smile. "Yes, sir."
-
- "Your mistress will instruct you in what utensils are to be left
- for me. Go."
-
- She departed. I was left alone with Kathy, and I returned to my
- crouch. "That was not the way to greet your master, Kathy. Try again."
-
- She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said "Forgive me,
- Master."
-
- "I will. But, two things. We must find a way to fill time until
- breakfast is served, and we must punish you for your impertinence." I
- rose again and walked around to the side, caressing her skin lightly
- along her back. I brushed her long blond hair off of the back of her
- neck and leaned over, kissing her at the nape. She shivered, as if
- cold. I left a slow trail as I worked down her back.
-
- I stopped. With my fingers curled, I scratched at her back,
- leaving little red trails along her skin, curling up to her buttocks.
- While never taking my hand from her body, I rounded down her leg until I
- was at the bottom of the 'X', now between her legs. Kathy is a small
- girl with a well-endowed ass, large soft curves that just call to be
- caressed. And caress them I did, with both the palms of my hands and
- with the nails, evoking from her the physical responses I had known a
- hundred years ago she could not resist.
-
- I ran my hand along the crease, down to the cleft between her
- thighs, and I found her cunt to be wet with desire. Oh, she wanted it,
- alright; if she hadn't, she'd have used to safeword I'd given her those
- hundred years ago.
-
- With grave solemnity, I took the chain from around my neck. I took
- the key in one hand and with the other raised the tiny lock that held
- her labia shut. I unlocked her, and hung the lock with key in place
- from a small projection in the carved work of the table. I did not
- disturb her small charm, the black diamond and eagle feather, that hung
- from her upper labia.
-
- I lid a finger into her cunt and pressed it lightly against her
- pubic bone; the moan I got from her was heartwarming. I slowly slid my
- finger in and out of her, and then trailed it down to her clit, circling
- it lazily, occasionally pushing the charm aside; a sob of frustration
- wracked her.
-
- I eased my hand back up onto her buttocks, then down her left leg
- as I walked back around to her side. "You're enjoying what I'm doing,
- aren't you, slave?" I said.
-
- "Yes, sir," she said, breathless.
-
- "Then I'm going to have to change; this is supposed to be
- punishment." I placed my left hand on the small of her back, my thumb
- pressed into the crease of her buttocks. I pulled my right hand back
- and then brought my palm solidly down onto her ass.
-
- She groaned. That hurt me as well, though. I was surprised at the
- sting in my hand.
-
- But I resolved to share this with her. I smacked her again. And
- again. I could feel my palm heating up, and I could see her ass warming
- up as well. I delivered the blows repeatedly, alternating cheeks, and
- the palmprints became visible and welted.
-
- At the count (in my mind) of thirty, I ceased. I was grateful that
- I did; my hand hurt, but more importantly, her ass was a magnificent,
- beautiful red. Still maintaining that contact that I was finding as
- useful in discipline as I did in massage, I walked back to between her
- legs and kissed her ass.
-
- She started. I kissed her again, and then gently lay hands on each
- cheek, spreading them apart. Her tiny anus was exposed, and I kissed
- it, licking around it slowly. She groaned again; against the cheeks of
- my face I could feel the heat coming off the cheeks of her ass.
-
- The slave girl I'd dismissed earlier had perfect timing; Lynn must
- have cued her. The door opened, and she walked in, tray in one hand,
- serving frame in the other. She set down the frame and put the tray on
- it.
-
- I turned to her and said, "Get me that chair there. The high one."
-
- She dutifully brought me the chair, and I dismissed her. I sat
- down between Kathy's legs, took the serving dish from the tray. I
- snapped off the statis field, and the steam that hit my nostrils smelled
- wonderful, but more than that, it was hot. With an almost casual
- gesture, I slid the heated meal onto Kathy's ass.
-
- She screamed a tiny scream, a muffled, high-pitched scream. I took
- the fork in hand and slowly and deliberately cut off a piece of the
- omelet. The edge of the fork was not sharp, and did not hurt her;
- stabbing at the piece did, however. She jumped.
-
- "Slave, if you disturb my breakfast, I shall have to punish you
- again. Do you want that?"
-
- There was no reply except a muffled "uh-uh." I smiled, and
- returned to my meal. A glass of milk was on the tray as well, and I ate
- and drank my meal slowly. I reveled in the control I had as her
- beautiful butt was revealed bite by bite. I feel I showed great
- self-restraint; never once did I draw blood with my stabs, even though I
- had specifically asked Lynn for 'a very sharp fork.'
-
- When I was through, I took the dry cloth and wiped off my place at
- the table. Kicking the chair back, I leaned over and lightly kissed her
- bruised and abused buttocks. There were no burns or scalds, as far as I
- could tell, and for that I was grateful; Lynn was, as always, the
- perfect host, providing the perfect meal at the perfect temperature. I
- casually licked her ass.
-
- As I licked, Kathy began to groan louder, pushing her ass up
- against my face, encouraging me to go deeper. I denied that pleasure to
- her at first, but eventually I succumbed to the magnificent charms of
- her buttocks and probed between them, slowly and deeply lick about her
- anus. I trailed down until I was no longer crouching, but kneeling on
- the floor. My tongue slid into her cunt, then down to her clitoris.
- She moaned, the pain of my permitted abuses being replace by the
- pleasure I was creating. I used one hand to pull her hood clear of her
- clitoris, then slowly licked around and over it. She became very
- still, trying not to disturb me, but the muscles in her thighs were
- trembling against my head. I found my position somewhat uncomfortable;
- I was craning my neck, and my nose was buried in her vagina, making
- breathing an optional event.
-
- But I wanted to feel her come, to give her that release. I kept
- licking her, and when she did come she screamed so loud the slaves in
- their holding pens down in town must have heard her.
-
- With a single word the fetters at her wrists and ankles came loose,
- and I said "Turn over slowly."
-
- She did, and before her buttocks touched the wood of the table I
- gathered her into my arms. She threw her arms around my neck and lay
- her head against my chest. I walked to the far end of the room, where a
- large bath, three meters square, had been revealed under the sliding
- stone floor, and, descending into the warm water, eased Kathy in as
- well.
-
- She hissed when her ass hit the water, and part of me fully
- expected to see steam rise. I smiled broadly. "G'morning," I said.
-
- "G'morning, Master. Thank you."
-
- That 'Thank you' sounded more honest than ritualistic, and I asked
- her, "For what?"
-
- Her face was happy, and she said, "For reminding me of what I am,
- in your arms. I love you, Ken. You're always so very good to me."
-
- "You're welcome, sweetheart."
-
-
- A little later, as dawn broke over the Village and Norman's 'great
- rooster' crowed from the top tower of the Castle, I said "How are you
- feeling?"
-
- "Well, I still won't be able to sit down for a week, but other than
- that, I feel great. It's hard to say, you know, but I feel cleaned,
- lightened." She cocked her head to the side and said, "Where did you
- get that idea, anyway?"
-
- "What, the omelet? Oh, that's an old one. You could almost say
- it's a tradition. The Marquis DeSade came up with it, or at least, he
- first catalogued the idea himself, in his 120 Days of Sodom. The omelet
- is the perfect meal, too; holds together on it's own, can be very hot,
- and doesn't require a knife to eat, but it does need a fork."
-
- "That hurt, you know. I bet I've got an omelet-shaped scald
- combined with your hand-welts."
-
- "Let me see," I said.
-
- She rose and turned her back to me. "Nope," I said. "No scald,
- but those palmprints are quite striking," I said.
-
- "Very funny," she said.
-
- "Stay standing, and turn around, legs wide apart." She did as
- instructed, and I carefully slid the small lock back into its place.
-
- "Thank you," she said sincerely. "So, are you coming into space
- anytime soon?"
-
- "Why, would you like me to?"
-
- "Yes! Please?"
-
- "I've been thinking about it. But it's my decision, remember.
- Come on, let's dry off. We've a long day ahead of us."
-
- "Oh, what are we doing?"
-
- "I'm taking you shopping."
-
- "Deal."
-
-
-