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- PART I: THE MASTER SPEAKS: IF YOU DON'T WRITE...
-
- I have just thought of a proper punishment for not writing. We might
- need the better part of a day to see this one through.
-
- I seat you in front of a specially prepared desk and tell you that you
- have been warned to write many times. The time for warning is over. You see
- two sets of large electrical staples (like to anchor a wire to the floor)
- have been driven partway into the desk's surface. The sets are separated by
- about 12 inches. As you stare at each set you see that they are laid out
- roughly like a hand with two staples for each finger and thumb.
-
- "You want me to slide my hands into those, don't you?", you say, as you
- begin to move your hands forward.
-
- "Palms upward", I tell you as I turn your hands over. It is a tight fit
- but you manage to wriggle your hands in. You realize I have made them to
- precisely fit your hands. Now I bring up two leather thongs from the edge
- of the desk and tightly secure your wrists so you cannot lift them nor can
- you pull them back.
-
- You know what is coming and you are not surprised when I tell you I am
- now going to give you a *reason* for not writing. From the first bamboo rod
- slash on each palm your tears begin. Very quickly you are crying...then
- yelping...then screaming, "Stop, I'll write!"
-
- The slashes descend with a monotonous regularity. Your cries are loud,
- then soft. You beg for surcease. One particularly painful blow falls and
- you scream. I continue the vigorous bastinado for a full five minutes. You
- are near to fainting.
-
- I sit back and observe the effect on your hands. Your once white hands
- are now crisscrossed with red. Still sobbing, you ask to be released. "Not
- yet", I tell you and I walk away. A quarter hour later I return and untie
- the leather thongs.
-
- "My hands won't come out", you tell me, "They have swollen into the
- staples".
-
- I look. "Indeed, they have", I agree. "Well, I am going out to take
- care of some matters. If the swelling goes down by dinnertime, I would like
- steak".
-
-
- PART II: THE SLAVE'S RESPONSE: The Wages of Silence
-
- I have not been able to look at my hands for quite some time ---
- exactly how long, I am not sure: the only clock in the room, a sleek,
- silent electric timepiece, is mounted on the wall behind me, and I cannot
- turn around to see it; the row of windows that would have relieved the
- gloom are shuttered and closely draped. //Is it dinnertime yet?// I wonder,
- cautiously trying my unconventional bonds.
-
- Despite my care, the movement sets off ripples of pain that I know from
- my previous attempts will only fade slowly. For a few moments, I sit,
- staring stupidly at my palms and fingers, swollen into their already tight
- bonds, crisscrossed with bright welts as though they had been pressed
- against a red-hot grille.
-
- Suddenly, tears that should've been long used during my punishment
- rolling down my cheeks to the desktop, I begin jerking violently at the
- staples pressing into each finger, frustration and fury at my solitary
- confinement temporarily anesthetizing me to the pain.
-
- After three yanks, my fourth attempt at escape is aborted by two large
- hands appearing out of thin air to grip my wrists. "Shhh," you order me,
- your lips against my ear. Immediately, I obey, oddly content now that you
- are with me.
-
- You feel me relax, and release my wrists, withdrawing for a second; but
- you have not left the room, and so I slump in the uncomfortable straight-
- backed chair and concentrate on enduring the pain I have inflicted on
- myself.
-
- I feel your approach, and I open my eyes to see you tuck towel-wrapped
- ice packs around each of my swollen hands. You perch one hip on the corner
- of the desk, and even in the dark room, I know you are looking at me, not
- my hands --- I can feel your gaze caressing my face, following the lace
- trimming the top of my white silk teddy, circling my breasts, sliding over
- my belly, combing through the black curls covering my delta, then dropping
- lower ---
-
- My body responds to your scrutiny as though responding to your touch:
- my nipples harden into stubby little points that stiffen even more as the
- soft silk abrades them; tiny shivers of arousal jolt my skin wherever your
- eyes light; the narrow strip of material between my legs grows damp when
- your attention lingers there.
-
- I shift in the chair, and lick my lips. Still staring intently at my
- crotch, you command, "Stand up, Veronica."
-
- I brace myself for the misery the remnants of my lessoning are sure to
- give me the second I begin such a drastic maneuver, and I am surprised when
- rising from the chair only makes my cold hands throb a bit more. You reach
- out a long, hard finger to smooth away the remnants of the fast-drying tear
- track on my near cheek. "See? the ice is working," you reassure me.
-
- To spare myself, I "stand" bent at the hips, my arms folded double so
- that my shoulders hovered some six inches above my pinioned hands, and my
- taut nipples brush the icepacks' cool terrycloth towels with each breath.
- You lift the corners of the icepacks to check my hands, and nod at what you
- see. "The swelling will go down soon," you say, half to yourself, laying
- the icepacks back down and returning your attention to my body beneath the
- semi-transparent garment.
-
- You stand up and walk around behind me slowly, examining me as if I
- were a horse up for sale --- running your hands and eyes over me, soon
- untying the bow straps holding up the top of my teddy and baring my breasts
- for weighing and squeezing, kneading my belly, lightly slapping my buttocks
- and thighs, sampling the damp silk over my cunt. I tremble in embarrass-
- ment.
-
- I am not surprised when I feel one of your hard, warm fingers hook
- itself under the crotch of the teddy and pull the snaps apart. You smooth
- the soft material down my legs and let it fall to the tops of my white
- five-inch heels.
-
- A fingertip parts my labia, revealing the moist tissues. You take each
- lip between thumb and forefinger and open me. I blush furiously as you hold
- me open, watching without comment as I grow wet.
-
- I am annoyed with myself when I find my hips thrusting back helplessly,
- my greedy cunt begging for a more emotional, less impersonal touch. You
- ignore my unvoiced plea, observing my passion for a minute or two before
- placing your thumbs side-by-side in my cleft and sliding them up between my
- buttocks.
-
- When you press open my asscheeks to expose my anus, I hang my head in
- mortification, and grow even more aroused in spite of it. You do not
- penetrate me, you only look, and my breath grows short, my labia swell, and
- the scent of my passion seems to fill the room.
-
- The sound of your zipper cuts through me, and I offer myself up to you
- without reservation, pressing my breasts into the cold packs and my cheek
- to the desktop. You enter me in one smooth motion, one hand arching over my
- hip to tantalize my clit, the other drifting up over my belly and ribcage
- to capture my nipples between your knuckles, the rough wool of your suit
- pants grinding against the tender skin of my asscheeks and inner thighs.
-
- I come on the third stroke, bowing my back and pressing my cheek to the
- smooth wood. But you do not stop --- your strokes become shorter, your
- wool-covered hips driving your cock into me at various angles, your shaft
- scraping every wall of my tunnel. The second time, my orgasm lifts me up on
- my toes and forces a cry from my lips as your seed gushes into me.
-
- We both collapse in temporary exhaustion, me with my breasts against my
- numb and frozen hands, you along my back, your teeth bruising the skin
- where my neck and shoulder meet. After a moment or two, you relieve me of
- your weight and the special sensation of your softened shaft.
-
- Knowing what you want, I raise my head and turn enough to meet the wet
- fingers you are holding out to me. I taste my own juices, and it renews my
- desire. By the time my tongue has laved your shaft clean, and half-hard
- again, I am breathing shallowly and silently urging you to take me again.
-
- "No," you answer, re-arranging your clothes. You root around in your
- pockets and move back behind me. A soft dry cloth --- your handkerchief?
- --- wrapped around two of your fingers cleans me *very* thoroughly, and is
- then withdrawn.
-
- The soft jingling and the long, thick, smooth shape that you push into
- my cunt is very familiar to me, and I cannot suppress a sound, half-
- passion, half-denial.
-
- "I thought you might like some company, Veronica," you tease me as you
- pull the chair far out of my reach. "I thought you might like you good
- friend Catnip to visit you," you continue with a slight chuckle in your
- voice, making sure that the remote-controlled vibrator we have nicknamed
- "Catnip" is well-seated within me.
-
- You fasten a slender, specially-designed belt about my waist, buckling
- it in the small of my back. Catnip's restraints are next, two delicate
- chains that rest in the groove between labia and thigh and are attached to
- the dildo vibrator by a short, glove-soft strip of leather passed through a
- hole in the base of the device. "We don't want you to lose Catnip," you
- remark, attaching the chains to their well-spaced hooks on the waist belt
- to insure that Catnip stays put. Once again, the leather thongs nailed to
- the edge of the heavy wooden desk are wrapped around my wrists, and then
- closely tied to the side loops of the belt, preventing me from rising.
-
- Catnip begins to vibrate at his lowest, most disturbing frequency,
- which arouses but does not sate. I twist my hips and rub my thighs to-
- gether, anxious to concentrate enough of the sensation to build to an
- orgasm. "Oh, no, Veronica, it can't be so simple," you chide. The next
- thing I feel are your hands on my ankles, moving them apart. You lash them
- to the inner front legs of the desk, more than three feet apart. To keep my
- balance, I must press my chilled breasts into the ice packs.
-
- "That's better," you tell me, patting my ass. "Just stay there, let
- Catnip keep you company while I'm gone, and wait for the swelling to go
- down." You kiss me deeply, invading every crevice of my mouth before
- walking to the door.
-
- Already I am writhing under Catnip's ministrations. You open the door,
- and then stop. "Oh, by the way, I think I'll set six steaks out to thaw."
-
- I contort my neck in an attempt to look behind me. "*Six*?"
-
- Your voice is the epitome of innocence. "Why, yes, didn't I mention it?
- ... I feel like a party. I'm going down to invite the Sterlings and the
- Houstons over for dinner. If you like, I'll send the ladies up to say hello
- when they arrive," you promise gaily, closing the door on my gasped
- protests.
-
- ********************************************************
-
- When you eventually come back, I am in a frenzy stronger than the one
- you originally found me in, trying desperately to relieve my lust.
-
- I don't know how long you watched me from the door; I was too deep in a
- lust-filled haze to know much of anything. But I did know when you parted
- my buttocks, the dollop of lubricant deposited on my anus hardly having a
- chance to land before it was driven into me by your shaft. My inarticulate
- scream comes not from pain, but from the sheer pleasure of being so
- completely filled.
-
- Dimly I realize that you are so deep inside me that the wool of your
- trousers will leave the pattern of its weave in my skin. The realization is
- enough to send me over the edge. The deliverance of my orgasm is such that
- I can only shake, paralyzed, a low keening moan that swells from my throat.
-
- I lie limply on the desk, happy that you are within me, but unable to
- move, unable to think. I can still feel, though, and I tremble when you
- lean over and lick the rim of one ear. "Better now?"
-
- I make a small, possibly affirmative sound in my throat.
-
- "Good," you rasp. Your big hands grip my hips, and you begin to thrust,
- long strokes that take you from total penetration to near separation.
-
- At first, I simply lie there, passive and accepting. But something ---
- the motion? The still-humming dildo? Or the need to respond to the master
- of my body? I do not know --- rouses me, and arouses me. I begin to meet
- the steadily increasing force of your shaft, at first weakly, then, when
- your hands find their way to my clit, with escalating enthusiasm. This
- time, both our voices call out triumphantly when we come.
-
- You recover more quickly than I. Sated and languid, Catnip finally
- quiet inside me, I watch, smiling, as you untie my arms. I like you in this
- considerate mood, and enjoy your tender ministrations. "Lift up a little,"
- you murmur. "I have to look at your hands."
-
- I am tired, but I am able to obey. When my breasts are removed from the
- melted icepacks, I gasp --- they are so cold!
-
- You remove the towel-wrapped icepacks from my hands. The welts do not
- look as angry as before. "That's better," you say, slipping your arms
- around me. You grip my wrists and, with slow wiggles, pull my still-swollen
- fingers free of the staples with less pain than I expect.
-
- I straighten in the circle of your arms, grateful to lean against your
- chest when my legs balk at bearing my weight. You are still examining my
- hands. "Do they still hurt?"
-
- Experimentally, I flex them, and wince. "Yes, Sir --- but not as much
- as my breasts!"
-
- You touch my crinkled nipples. "Brrr!" you agree, warming the nipple
- between your thumb and forefinger. "Come on, let's take care of you. Can
- you walk?"
-
- Vainly, I try to suppress a grin, for we both know I would rather be
- carried than walk. In an obliging mood, you pick me up, all right --- you
- turn me around and toss me over your broad shoulder like a sack of flour,
- my hip against your neck, my head swinging at your waist as you stride off
- to the bathroom.
-
- You sit me on the bathroom counter and care for my hands, slathering a
- cooling cream on them, and then winding so much gauze around them it looks
- as though I'm wearing boxing gloves. I laugh, and make jokes, hoping
- foolishly to postpone the next step.
-
- Finally, you sit on the vanity chair and order me to you. Shyly, I lie
- face-down across your lap while you remove Catnip and the restraining
- chains, wishing you would not continue. But you do. Your fingers part my
- asscheeks once more, and insert the enema syringe. As you fill me once
- more, you scold me quietly and thoroughly for letting my correspondence
- pile up, gentling your censure with caresses but promising to repeat and
- prolong the punishment if I repeat or prolong my rudeness. When I admit in
- a shamed little whisper that I can hold no more, you set me on my feet and
- fill the bathtub with hot water and my favorite scented oil as I sit
- blushing on the toilet.
-
- With an air of old-world courtesy that somehow does not seem out of
- place in this unusual setting, you help me up and into the steaming tub.
-
- "Wake up, little one," you call for the third time in ten minutes.
-
- I jerk awake. "Forgive me, Sir," I sigh.
-
- You squeeze the loofah sponge, sending a cascade of warm water down the
- center of my back. "You've had a long and tiring day." Your supporting
- hands bracketing my waist help me stand up. "If I put you in bed, do you
- think you can stay awake long enough to eat?"
-
- My stomach reacts to the mention of food, and I realize that I haven't
- eaten. Knowing my appetites as you do, you rub my belly playfully. "I
- grilled steak," you say lightly, wrapping me in a fluffy, over-sized bath
- sheet. "Baked potatoes with plenty of sour cream, and green bean cas-
- serole."
-
- You throw me over you shoulder and pat my buttock. Head down, I grin.
- "But nothing sweet?" I say in a pouting tone.
-
- "I ate all the cookies while I was grilling the steaks," you reply
- ruefully.
-
- The master bedroom in the country house is huge, but the oversized
- brass four-poster bed manages to dominate it. You set me down on the edge
- of the firm-soft mattress and remove the bath sheet. "Sit here and let the
- fire warm you up. Don't go to sleep. I'll be right back."
-
- I *do* doze off again, but the sound of the door opening brings me
- back. You enter balancing a large serving tray on one forearm. I lean
- against you and eat steak and drink fine red wine from your hand, since I
- cannot handle silverware or wineglasses with my bandaged hands. I laugh out
- loud when you explain why the Sterlings and Houstons declined your invita-
- tions, and whimper low in my throat when you tug at my nipple and ask if
- I'm still cold.
-
- Your hand claims my breast, and I nuzzle your nipple in turn, sleepy
- but willing. After a few moments, though, you stop kneading me. "Not
- tonight," you announce staunchly, to yourself as well as me. You release my
- teat to turn off the lamp over our heads.
-
- When you pull me down beside you in the shadowed, flickering light of
- the dying fire, I can finally relax. Always, when I annoy you, I wonder if
- you'll ever *stay* angry, even after the punishment is complete --- I
- wonder until you fit your naked body with mine, pulling my head onto your
- chest atop your heart, pushing your knee high between my thighs, capturing
- my breast in your hand and rubbing the nipple back and forth absently. When
- you do, I breathe once, deeply, filling my nose with your distinctive
- scent, snuggle into your warmth, and fall asleep, the smile of the well-
- mastered submissive at home on my lips.
-
- Yours in submission,
- Veronica
-