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- [This is an adult file, not a sex file. It doesn't dwell on which organs
- function sexually with other organs. It deals with two people. It's the
- truth and parts of it are painful. I guess it's more therapy for me than
- entertainment for you.]
-
- When I married Susan, we were both 23, out of college, and beginning
- our careers. Neither one of us was a virgin, and during the twelve years
- we've been married, neither one of us has pried into or even discussed past
- lovers.
- Susan is a "Lady," in all the positive connotations that word brings
- to mind. She is a bit on the "proper" side -- cordial, but cool (almost
- aloof), until you get to know her. We have had a wonderful marriage,
- though unable to have children, and she is my wife, my friend, my lover.
- All of this is to emphasize the degree of my recent shock.
- Several months ago, I was digging the comforter out of the back of the
- closet. In pulling it off the high shelf, I also brought down a small
- cardboard box that popped open when it hit the floor. I ducked, cursed and
- looked down to see books spilling out of the box. The books were diaries.
- In the box were eleven diaries of various design and size that covered
- the years Susan was in seventh grade through the year she met me.
- I know what I SHOULD have done, but I didn't do it. I was home,
- alone, and I began reading the diaries. Over the next two weeks, I slipped
- one out at a time, read it at the office, and returned it to the box, until
- I had completed all eleven of them.
- I discovered I had not married the woman I assumed I had. I had
- assumed that, like me, Susan had experimented with sex, to varying degrees,
- in high school and through college; having 2, 3, maybe 4 or 5 lovers over
- those years. I had made love to only 2 other women (really just girls)
- before I met Susan, and I thought, because of her looks (so important in
- the school years), that she had probably been more active than me. On that
- point, I was correct. From reading the diaries I determined that my cool,
- formal, lady of a wife had had over 260 lovers in those ten years! I feel
- that I'm liberated, but still, in my mind, that number of lovers would
- qualify my wife for the description of "slut."
-
- Susan's young sex life was almost too full and too painful to believe.
- She began in eighth grade, when she was only 13 years old, and one of her
- teachers seduced her. This wasn't the only occurrence of sexual abuse of
- her as a child. Just while she was in high school, several neighbors, an
- uncle, two older cousins, two fathers of girlfriends, three brothers of
- girlfriends, three men that she babysat for, a father of a boyfriend, a
- guidance counselor, a therapist and two other teachers all had sex with
- Susan. At the same time, Susan was dating boys her own age, sometimes two
- a weekend, and never saying "no."
- The diaries covering her high school years were sad, because Susan
- knew she was being used and didn't know how to stop being a victim. She
- talked to a counselor and a therapist, and they both ended up fucking her.
- In college, Susan began to take control of her life in every way except
- sex. There, she remained a victim; always "Miss Roundheels" and the
- "easiest" piece of ass in the school. Reading the pages now, at age 35, I
- could see the hurt and confusion, but the words Susan wrote were usually
- happy, full of hope, and filled with wonder at the adventure she was
- experiencing.
-
- And it was an adventure. In ninth grade, alone, besides the "normal"
- dates she had, Susan screwed two guys in a car after they dropped the first
- girl off after a double-date; fucked and sucked four guys at a party; was
- screwed by her two older cousins in the woods on Thanksgiving Day; and, for
- the finale, sucked and fucked 7 players and the manager of her high school
- lacrosse team, in the locker room, after the championship game. The only
- thing she complained about in her diary was the smell!
- Several times in college, Susan fucked two, even three different guys
- on the same night, usually at parties. She spent a weekend at the ocean
- with 4 guys, fucking all of them. Screwed four different professors. Was
- the "mascot" for a heavy metal band one summer (A summer basically spent
- drunk and on her back or her knees, of which she wrote "I hope I'm strong
- enough to never again do the gross and disgusting things I did with and for
- and to those five guys!!!!") Spent a Spring Break in Florida, competing
- with two of her girlfriends to see who could fuck the most guys (Of course,
- Susan won.) And, finally, spent an afternoon and night upstairs at a Frat
- house, taking on all comers (Her diary said she lost count, but she thinks
- it was in the 12 to 15 different guys range! Susan did wonder if she was a
- "nympho" after that!).
-
- One angry thought that I had, reading all of this, was that Susan
- didn't go to bed with me for months after we started dating!
- This wasn't my only angry thought. I couldn't get the number out of
- my mind. It was overwhelming. I kept thinking of the number of cocks and
- fingers and tongues that had filled my wife's cunt and mouth and ass. How
- many gallons of cum had entered her body? I began to wonder what had
- driven her, and if she was a "nympho." And then, I was filled with bile as
- I wondered if she had stopped screwing every man in sight, or if only the
- diaries had stopped. Was she still the easiest piece of ass in the city?
- I became obsessed to find out.
-
- I began by keeping track of the time we weren't together. I was
- convinced that Susan couldn't have stopped "Cold Turkey," and I was going
- to find out for certain.
- I followed her sporadically for a few weeks, and she was always where
- she said she was going to be. Soon, I was saying I had to work late or
- meet friends, to leave her alone in the house. She didn't leave and she
- didn't have men lined up and taking a number at the front door.
- I continued until I realized that I was missing Susan. We had always
- enjoyed our time together, and I was shortening that time to carry out some
- obsession I had. I loved Susan, and she had never given me any reason to
- doubt her love, or her fidelity. She hadn't lied to me about her past; I
- never asked and she never volunteered any information.
- I began to relax. And even though thoughts of the hundreds of boys
- and men haunted me, I was working to put Susan's past behind me. It was
- obvious Susan had managed to do just that.
-
- All of that changed two years ago.
- I attended a farewell luncheon for a coworker at his favorite
- restaurant. It was on the other side of town from where I worked and we
- lived, but the food was excellent. None of us intended to return to work
- in the afternoon, so I stayed with the crowd, sipping my club-sodas-and-
- lime.
- I was the last to leave. Susan had a "Professional Women" dinner and
- meeting and wouldn't be home until later; so, I had stayed to enjoy another
- shrimp salad sandwich. On my way home, I passed Susan's office. Bad
- habits are hard to break, because when I drove by the almost empty parking
- lot, I saw Susan's car, and decided to wait for her. I should have just
- parked next to her and invited her to skip her meeting and go have a drink
- with me, but I didn't. I parked away from her car and watched.
- Right on time, Susan appeared at the door and walked to her car. Just
- looking at her made me warm up. Pretty beyond words, she still had her
- great figure and fantastic legs. The red suit she was wearing was one of
- my favorites, because the blouse she wore with it displayed her creamy
- cleavage and the tight skirt emphasized her hips and legs. I was
- immediately suspicious because it was a strange outfit to wear to a "career
- women" organization's meeting!
- I followed her car from a distance, because I knew where her dinner
- was being held. When we passed the restaurant, I crept up to keep her car
- in sight. Susan drove downtown and pulled into the parking garage next to
- the Convention Center. Not wanting to pull in behind her, I decided to
- make a trip around the block and then park.
- That was a mistake. Rush hour traffic and getting past an accident
- turned my two minute trip into a twenty minute ordeal. I finally got to
- the garage and found Susan's car. I drove by it and parked on the next
- level. My fear was that I'd never be able to find Susan in the downtown
- area, and that my trip was for nothing.
- I was very lucky. I spotted the red suit at the bar in the third and
- nicest lounge I searched. I took a table at the back in a dark corner and
- watched what was going on.
- Susan was obviously enjoying being the center of attention for three
- businessmen. She was turned with her back to the bar, and the men were at
- her sides and in front of her. Her legs were crossed, giving the entire
- lounge a breathtaking view of her thighs. As she laughed, she would bend
- forward, and I could almost hear the three sets of eyeballs click as they
- gazed down her blouse.
- On the next round of drinks, I noticed that the gray-haired executive
- placed his hand on my wife's stocking-clad thigh. Susan made no motion to
- move it. After the next round, the four of them left the lounge. Susan
- was arm-in-arm with two of them, and I was close behind.
- They walked along the elevated walkways to the biggest hotel in town.
- They were the only ones on their elevator, so I watched the numbers light
- to see that they went to the fifteenth floor. I followed.
- To my surprise, they didn't go to someone's room. The whole floor was
- taken up with "Hospitality" suites for the conventioneers in town. The
- corridor was crowded and loud, but I caught a glimpse of Susan and her
- friends enter a doorway at the end of the hall.
- I stopped off at one vendor's table, grabbed a name tag and filled it
- in with an appropriate sounding company name. I took my time approaching
- the last suite, spending over a half hour waiting for them to come out.
- When I got there, it was a huge corner suite of two very large rooms. I
- didn't see Susan or the men in the first room, so I carefully approached
- the doorway to the second room. It was also crowded but I was certain
- Susan wasn't there, either.
- How had I lost them? I was certain I was in the right suite. I
- grabbed a soda and sat down in a corner chair, pondering my next step.
- I was almost finished my soda when the door on my right opened and out
- stepped the gray-haired businessman I had seen with his hands on my wife's
- thighs. I had thought that it was just the locked door to the next suite.
- The gray-haired guy grabbed a drink at the bar next to me and smiled
- at another businessman with the same kind of name tag on, "Whew! Hot stuff
- in there."
- The second guy glanced around, "I saw her when you brought her in.
- Prime stuff. Both Roy and Phil in there?"
- "Yeah, but go ahead. I guarantee SHE won't mind! She told us she was
- a real party girl...and she is!"
- The second guy smiled, nodded and opened the door. In the seconds it
- was open, I could see Susan's red suit lying on the floor. My wife was in
- there and she was fucking strangers.
- I didn't know what to do. I was angry, hurt, shocked, and yet, part
- of me was excited. I decided to sit there and wait for Susan to come out.
- By ten, the crowd was thinning out, and a sales rep was trying to sell
- me a million dollars worth of microchips. I hadn't left the room, and, in
- addition to the original three men, four more had gone into the room where
- Susan was. There were still two men in there with her at that moment.
- By eleven, three more men had visited Susan, and only the sales reps
- and some drunks were left in the suite. I played drunk, and no one asked
- me to leave.
- They weren't as careful opening and closing the door and I had had two
- glimpses of my darling wife. The first time, she was spread-legged and an
- old man was pounding her ass into the bed. The second time, she was on her
- knees, sucking a cock as a young blonde with an erection was crawling up
- behind her. What a lady!
- Finally, the party was wrapping up. By my count, fourteen men had
- sampled my wife's charms. I stood up to leave and saw that Susan was still
- on her back on the bed. Her eyes were closed. Without thinking about what
- I was doing, I walked into the room, dropped my trousers and shorts and
- crawled between her legs. Her cunt was so full of cum, that as I pushed my
- cock into her, I could feel the other men's jism squeeze out around my skin
- and into my pubic hair.
- Susan moaned and said, "Mmmm, the party's not over, yet, eh?" Then,
- she turned to look at the man fucking her. Her eyes popped open in
- surprise and shock.
- "There's at least one more cock here that you haven't had, yet,
- tonight, you disgusting slut." I was so angry and hurt and hot, I was
- spitting my words at her. "Now I know what they mean by 'sloppy cunt.'
- That's what you have right now, bitch."
- Seconds later, I had the most intense orgasm in my life. I pulled my
- cock out of her slimy pussy, pulled up my pants and walked out of the
- suite.
-
- I was showering when Susan walked into the bathroom.
- I stepped out of the shower and wrapped myself in a towel. "By my
- count, I was the fifteenth cock you had shoved up your cunt, tonight. Is
- that a personal record?"
- Susan reddened and glared back at me, "No, the record's still two
- years ago, when I fucked an entire softball team and the two umpires in the
- back of a bar. The total that night was nineteen."
- "You slut! You cunt-bitch-slut! Is there anybody in the city you
- haven't opened your pussy for?"
- Susan raised her hand in a fist, but she collapsed into my arms. "I'm
- sick, Tim. I don't know why I do it. I never wanted to hurt you. Leave
- me, right now. You don't deserve this!"
- Still holding Susan, I filled the tub. I undressed her and placed her
- in the water, washing the cum and sweat of other men off of her skin.
- She never stopped crying, as I dried her and put her into bed. I
- warmed oil on my hands and massaged her legs and back and arms. I covered
- her, turned out the lights, and got under the covers with her. Only sleep
- let her stop sobbing. She was gone in the morning, and I never saw her
- again.
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