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- My first wife,Betty,was what you'd call a nice girl--pretty,honey-blonde,
- soft-spoken,dependable,reserved.Our love life wasn't much though...not what
- I'd hoped for when we got married.She seemed to have inhibitions about any
- but the most "normal" sex acts,and I couldn't get a handle on them.However,
- sometimes she seemed to hesitate before saying no,and I eventually persuaded
- her to tell me why.
- It turned out that she'd had fantasies about doing all sorts of things,but
- out of guilt she'd always envisioned them as happening to an alter ego who
- she called Nita."Nita is a bad girl",she told me.
- "Well..couldn't you be Nita for me in bed?" I asked her.
- She shook her head."I'd still know I'm Betty",she said.I thought about that.
- The next day I bought her a dark wig,since she'd told me Nita didn't look
- like her."When you wear this wig,you're Nita",I told her.She hesitated,but
- said she'd try it.
- That night,after she undressed,she put the wig on.She looked at herself in
- the mirror,psyching herself up.Then we had the best sex we'd ever had.After-
- wards,she took the wig off,kissed me goodnight,and went to sleep.
- We started doing this several nights a week.I learned more things about Nita.
- Nita never ate her vegetables,Nita went to reform school,Nita used blue
- language(Betty *never* did),Nita smoked(or so she told me;this was a real
- surprise,since Betty had made me quit when we got married),Nita played with
- herself--and didn't mind my watching.I liked going to bed with Nita.The
- thought crossed my mind that if I could get her to sleep in the wig rather
- than going back to being Betty after sex,I might be able to get sex out of
- her in the mornings too.
- Betty told me that she didn't have any sleepwear that would suit Nita...all
- her nightgowns were at least knee-length,and Nita was something of an ex-
- hibitionist.I got out a catalogue from a sexy-underwear place that Betty
- had told me I was perverted for getting,and asked her to pick out something
- for Nita.She selected a pair of crotchless panties and a peekaboo bra.We
- ordered them,and after they came she began to be Nita all night.
- Within a few months,she was Nita all night,every night.The more she did
- things that Betty would never have dreamed of doing,the less she thought of
- herself as Betty.She took to wearing plenty of cheap makeup,and I got her
- a broader wardrobe of ultrasexy underwear.I took to thinking how I could
- get her to spend even more time as Nita.
- Every morning she would scrub and turn into trim,prim Betty;every night she
- would change into her wig and blatant undies and become pouty,naughty Nita.
- I decided to get her some clothes to wear around the house that would suit
- Nita.My first try was less than successful;the clothes I got her were way
- too sexy for Betty,but not vulgar enough for Nita.She had to tighten and
- shorten and slit everything to make them right."You'll have to go out shop-
- ping for yourself,Nita",I told her.She shook her head;that was too much for
- her...yet.
- Now that she had clothes to wear around the house,she became Nita around
- dinnertime,and increasingly stayed Nita through breakfast.I noticed she got
- a bit dirty at times."Nita never washes",she told me.
- "Nita...you're not Betty.You should say 'I'",I corrected her.The less she
- thought of being Nita as an act,the better she was at it.She accepted the
- correction,and from then on we often showered together,with me washing her,
- though she had to wash her wig and her hair separately.
- After about six weeks,I finally got her to go out shopping with me as Nita
- to get some more Nita-type clothes.Like before,the stuff I suggested to her
- never seemed naughty *enough*.I was amazed at the transformation.Nita wore
- ultra-short dresses,ultra-short hot pants,peekaboo blouses,net or seamed
- stockings that she would keep wearing even with runs in them.When she wore
- panties--about half the time--they would either be crotchless or she would
- wet them and never mind the smell.Nita was still nervous outside the house,
- though,and I decided to build her confidence.
- After a while I brought home a pack of cigarettes.After she had become Nita,
- I showed them to her."I know you smoke,Nita",I said,"but I've never seen
- you do it.Wouldn't you like a cigarette?" She took one slowly.I lit it for
- her,and lit up myself for the first time in a long while.It felt good.I
- showed her how to smoke,and after a little while she got the hang of it.
- I encouraged her every evening,and in a month Nita was smoking more than I
- was.I grew to love the way she ripped the top off a pack and stuffed the
- cigarettes into her stocking tops,occasionally lifting her skirt to take
- one out and light it from one she'd smoked to the bottom,and the way she
- insouciantly blew smoke in my face.I had to live with the way she used
- *anything* for an ashtray...that was the way Nita was,cheap and dirty.Most
- important,once she had the habit,her strong concepts of her Betty self as a
- non-smoker and her Nita self as a smoker made her feel less at home being
- Betty and more at home being Nita.We started going out together regularly,
- and she won some wet T-shirt contests(the kind of place I went with Nita
- was very different from the place I had gone with Betty).
- That summer we went to a topless beach,but I noticed Nita was ill at ease.
- She occasionally checked her wig.I asked her about it later,and she said
- she was nervous about anyone who knew Betty recognizing her.I got some hair
- dye and we colored her body hair to match her wig rather than the hair on her
- head,but it didn't help much.I thought about the problem.
- A week later I bought a wig that looked a lot like Betty's hair,and another,
- redheaded wig.When Betty got home that day I showed them to her."This wig is
- for Betty",I told her,"and this one is for Nita".
- "But Nita--"
- "Nita *shaves her head*",I said,adding an embellishment of my own to Nita's
- naughtiness for the first time.
- Betty gulped,but accepted my suggestion.She took off her clothes,and I led
- her to a mirror.First with scissors,then with a razor,I carefully shaved her
- bald.She looked with wonderment at her changed appearance.She had symbolical-
- ly crossed the line from being Betty,who occasionally pretended to be "Nita"
- for me,to being Nita,who occasionally pretended to be "Betty" for the out-
- side world.A wig falling off could never reveal Nita as Betty,only Betty as
- Nita.
- Nita didn't wear the redheaded wig much,but since she had started occasion-
- ally flashing people,she occasionally used it to change her appearance.
- About this time,since Nita had told me pictures of her appeared in men's
- magazines,I started taking some and sending them to tacky sexy-letters mag-
- azines...PLAYBOY et al were too respectable for Nita.Some of them got bought.
- Nita was delighted,but it embarassed Betty so much I saw even less of her.
- Not long after this we moved.Although we were still in the same metropolitan
- area,we had crossed a state line,which meant we needed new driver's licenses.
- I asked Nita if she could drive,and readily fibbing up a history,she said
- she had been hot-wiring cars since she was twelve.I challenged her to get a
- license of her own rather than renewing Betty's.Nita went down to the motor
- vehicle office and got a learner's permit,and then took her written and road
- tests--she entertained me with stories of how the instructor made eyes at her
- and she teased him.Soon Nita had her own driver's license with her picture
- on it,and Betty's had expired,which meant she had to commute to work as Nita,
- changing clothes and wig in a bathroom;I hardly ever saw Betty around the
- house after that.Since her driver's license was such an important ID,Betty
- transferred her bank accounts into Nita's name.
- A couple of months later,we decided to take our vacations together in the
- Bahamas.Nita rummaged through her things(she had far more clothes than Betty
- did by now) and found an old passport of Betty's,but it had expired."I
- don't want to take my vacation with Betty",I told her,"I want to take my
- vacation with you." With her driver's license,her bank ID,and some fancy
- ootwork,we managed to get Nita a passport.While in the Bahamas,she got her
- name tattooed on her ass.
- After we got back,we moved again,this time only a short distance.Betty had
- introduced herself to the neighbors in the last place,and they had wondered
- about us since they saw more of Nita than they did of Betty.In the new place
- Nita was Nita to everybody,even if it grossed them out.In fact,Nita took very
- few of her "Betty" things along on this move.
- I had lunch with Betty a few times,just for variety,but now that I knew life
- with Nita I didn't understand what I'd ever seen in her.She was so dull.
- About this time Betty's brother,who had been ill in the hospital for many
- years,took a turn for the worse.He was the only relative she had,and she
- visited him often.Before long he died,and she had barely gotten over that
- when her boss,who had been less than understanding of the situation,fired
- her.Not wanting Nita to suffer over Betty's problems,I suggested that she
- get a job herself.
- After she won another wet T-shirt contest,she managed to get a job in a top-
- less bar.It was just the kind of job that suited her.She was nervous at first
- over the fact that she was expected not only to hustle cheap champagne but
- be fondled and suck off customers for extra cash.I told her it was okay as
- long as she told me about everything,steered clear of disease(Nita had her
- own doctor now;Betty hadn't been to one since we moved),and gave me the
- money.If I wanted to live with Nita,I had to live with the kind of woman Nita
- was.I went to the bar often,not only watching Nita,but all the people watch-
- ing her.I placed bets with myself over whether customers would ask her into
- one of the private rooms.I was glad to see her become the most popular
- "hostess" in the place.
- Through a regular at the bar we learned about a private sex club and became
- regulars there.Nita found a job at another topless bar that paid a little
- better,and I managed not to let anyone there know she lived with me...as far
- as they knew I was just another man who came to stuff tips in her G-string
- and buy overpriced booze from her.
- One day Nita told me a patron had asked if she could appear in an X-rated
- movie he wanted to produce.After hearing that the man had a good record in
- the field,I told her to do it.All the men who'd seen her bod in magazines
- deserved a chance to see it on film,and those who'd seen her in the flesh
- deserved a permanent record.
- We went to California,where Nita did the movie and got offers to do several
- more.The producer told us she was a real find,and paid to have her boobs
- enlarged a bit,but Nita felt being a movie star didn't fit with her image as
- a cheap slut,and decided to wait a few months at least before doing another
- picture.
- We went to Reno,and in the tackiest quickie-wedding chapel we could find,I
- formally married my second wife,Nita.As we sped off in a rented convertible,
- Nita reached under her saucy minidress,took off her panties and exuberantly
- threw them out of the car.When we got home,I inserted a wedding ring in her
- nipple.
- We gave away the last of Betty's clothes,and buried her college diploma and
- a few of her odds and ends in the back yard as a sort of funeral.There really
- wasn't any reason to have her around any more.
- I love life with Nita.She's my kind of girl.
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