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- The Forest
-
- I wondered again, as I had every ten minutes for the last two hours, why
- you had led me on this walk. The forest trail was beautiful, certainly,
- but you hadn't explained any further..."Let's go for a walk," was all
- you said. I was a little surprised because you hadn't spoken much to
- me since you started dating Tim, and you hadn't shown any interest in
- spending time with me in a year or more. That was a very confusing
- year...when your best friend for the last twelve years stops visiting,
- you have to wonder what you did to drive them away. You never would
- speak to me about it, though.
-
- The forest was dark and quiet, crowded with thick trees that shaded
- the forest floor. Spears of sunlight shone through here & there. I
- could almost *feel* the green of the forest...the slow growth that had
- been growing for centuries. The musty scent of moss permeated the air,
- competing with the clean healthy smell of the natural surroundings.
- The trail wound around a grove of trees, and the subliminal little
- gurglings that had pestered the edge of my hearing became a little
- louder, and I finally realized that the sound I had unconsciously been
- trying to place was rush of a shallow stream over half-submerged
- rocks. I still couldn't see it, but I knew that stream had something
- to do with our trek. As the path led over a small hill, the sound
- became abruptly louder, and I saw the stream, a lovely little brook
- that wandered this way and that, as aimless as that silent walk we had
- been sharing. You turned to me, your chest-length blonde hair shining
- radiantly from the small patches of afternoon sunlight that poked
- through the leaves above, and said "Not much further. Maybe only ten
- minutes." Those were the first words you had said to me in almost an
- hour, but what was so wonderful was merely the sound of your voice,
- not the content of your words.
-
- I began to drift backwards in time again, thinking of all the years we
- had spent together, since that first summer when your family moved in
- three houses down from ours, since that lazy summer when we were 7
- years old. I had never known any friend who understood me so
- completely, who comprehended the feelings and emotions I endured while
- we grew up together. When I broke up with a girlfriend, you were
- always there to hold me as I sobbed, and I was there to do the same
- for you when you lost your boyfriends. I always wondered why we never
- dated, but somehow I think we both knew that if *we* were to break up,
- there would be no-one there to console us, which would be far worse
- than the transitory pain of losing yet another lover.
-
- The trail followed the brook pretty closely, venturing no more than a
- few feet away at any time...we were forced to go single-file because
- it was so thin. I didn't mind when you took the lead...we never did
- compete at anything, I reminisced. I also didn't mind the view...you
- were always one of the prettiest girls in school, although I was
- convinced that none of your boyfriends appreciated you properly. They
- only saw the clean, well-defined features of your face, the slender
- but enticing lips and your lovely pale blue eyes. They saw your fair
- skin and your feminine arms and hands (always with perfectly trimmed,
- long nails, unpainted except for special occasions) and your slim
- waist as objects of their desire, to be coveted for personal
- satisfaction. They never knew you as I did, the shy romantic girl who
- was secretly very saddened to have such an attractive body that these
- 'men' never slowed down long enough to love you with their minds and
- hearts instead of their loins. I can remember the pain you suffered
- as each of them turned out to want exactly what all the others wanted,
- and no more.
-
- As you walked in front of me, I had to admire your courage, wearing
- that lovely light cotton sundress on this walk...the forest towered
- over us like some threatening but slumbering demon, and the ground
- below us was uneven and dirty. You always used to be practical about
- these sorts of things! I guess I didn't mind all that much, though,
- because it showed off your figure like no hiking shorts ever
- could...even though your legs were hidden beneath the flowing cotton.
-
- You turned your head slightly to face me as we walked, and said "It's
- just ahead. Another few yards...around that hill off to the right."
- As we neared the hill, the path led away from the stream, which made
- me a little wistful...its constant muttering was very consoling in the
- absence of any conversation from you. I watched the stream recede
- into the distance, and before I knew it, you were slowing down,
- turning to me silently, and pointing. I followed your arm to see a
- quiet little pond, maybe 30 or 40 feet across, fed at one end by a
- three-foot waterfall, and draining at another into the stream we had
- been following for the last ten minutes. A narrow beach surrounded
- the grotto, shaded everywhere by the same dense trees that had
- sheltered our walk all the way. Little glints of sunlight gave enough
- light to see your face. Something was wrong, but I didn't know what it
- was.
-
- I walked closer to you, to hold you so you could tell me what was
- troubling you, as I had done so many times before, but as I got within
- arms' reach of you, you held up your right hand, placing it gently on
- my left shoulder, lightly tracing my bones and muscles. Then you slid
- it around my neck, and pulled me closer, and I found your other arm
- around me, and before I knew it, i was looking down into your eyes, as
- you turned your face up to mine...my heart was pounding so loud that
- the rustling of the trees was drowned. Our lips seemed drawn to each
- other's without any will from us, and as they met, I knew what it was
- I had been missing for so long.
-
- Suddenly panic washed over me, and I pulled away from you, shamed that
- you could see the terror in my eyes, but I could not stop looking at
- you. You looked so hurt, as if you had gambled everything and lost.
- I stood rooted to my spot, unable to move closer or farther. You took
- a step to bridge the gap between us, and I still couldn't move as you
- reached out and took my right hand in yours. You pulled it up to your
- neck, and ran the back of my hand over the skin left exposed above the
- top of your dress, and then I felt an electric thrill run through me
- as you turned my hand over and ran it between your breasts, and then
- over one, pausing for a moment as the edge of my index finger dragged
- across your nipple. It was hard, and I saw you shudder gently when it
- sprang free from my finger. I had lost control of my body...my hands
- were slaves to yours, and I watched with silent detachment as you
- pulled my hand up to the strap on your right shoulder, and slipped my
- finger under it, pulling upward and to the side so that the strap
- fell, limp against your arm. The bare skin exposed on your shoulder
- screamed to me that there was nothing beneath the top of your dress,
- and my eyes were drawn to the shape of your full breasts as I realized
- that the mounds there were covered by nothing but light cotton.
-
- You repeated this on the left side, and I trembled with expectation,
- but your dress clung to you, glued to your skin by the many beads of
- perspiration that dotted your body. You reached out with your other
- hand and put both of my hands on your waist, and pushed in slightly,
- and downward, sliding your dress to the ground. As my hands passed
- over the curve of your hips, I felt only smooth skin, and I realized
- that there was *nothing* under your dress. My hands shook as if
- gripped in an earthquake as the last of your dress slithered away,
- revealing all of your body to my hungry eyes. It was everything I had
- imagined. The creamy white smoothness of your face covered you from
- head to toe, except for the two strawberry-red circles atop your
- breasts, and the tuft of light blond hair at the intersection of your
- legs.
-
- You stood there, unmoving, only a foot away from me, as I reached out,
- finally able to move, and I touched your nipples again. I saw you
- tremble a bit, as you reached up and pulled my right hand off of your
- breast, and pulled the left one to you a bit harder. I let you guide
- my right hand downward, still caressing your breast with my left. I
- felt the softness of your hair run past my right hand as you pushed my
- hand between your legs, and finally I took over, sliding my finger
- gently along the edges of your lips, feeling the wetness and the heat
- pouring from you. My desire grew and grew until I thought I would
- burst, but I contained it. I still could not believe we were doing
- this.
-
- Finally you turned away from me slowly, taking my hand from you
- gently, and you pulled me towards a larger patch of the beach, and
- downward to the soft mossy ground that awaited us. You laid down
- wordlessly, pulling me along. I laid down next to you, hovering over
- your body, not knowing where to start. I ran my hands over you from
- shoulder to thigh while you shivered beneath my touch, and my hand
- found its way to your womanhood again, and this time a finger slipped
- in, causing you to let out a short, low gasp. I leaned my face down
- to yours, and kissed you again. As my tongue slipped gently into your
- mouth, I tasted the sweetness that was your breath, and felt the soft
- candy that was your tongue. I gently slipped my finger out of you,
- but not all the way, and slipped it back in, and you surged under me,
- almost making our kiss break apart. As out lips lingered against each
- other, I pulled mine away from yours, and leaned farther down to kiss
- your breasts. I ran my tongue firmly around your nipple, and pressed
- my lips against down firmly, sucking gently and nibbling lightly,
- flicking my tongue over your nipple. I timed the efforts with my
- mouth so that they coincided with plunges of my finger, and soon I
- felt your hands grasping the back of my head, pulling me against you.
- I felt your body tense more and more with each stroke, until your back
- arched and you clutched me tightly to your chest, with a rush of air
- inward and a long, trembling hug.
-
- When you finally relaxed your grip on me, I propped myself up on my
- elbow, looking into your eyes and smiling. You looked at me with the
- love and desire I had always wanted to see in my lovers, but had
- always missed. "I want you," was what I heard, unbelieving. "This
- has always been a dream of mine," you said to me. "Make it come
- true." I stood up slowly, and began to undress myself before you. I
- wanted to rip my clothes off, but the feeling of happiness and the
- elegance of what you had arranged made me do it slowly. Finally I was
- naked before you, and still not believing what was happening. I laid
- down again beside you, wanting to prolong the moment, but as soon as I
- was settled, you reached down, taking me into your hands, pulling me
- towards our union. I leaned over you, settling my weight onto my
- hands, as you positioned my loins to enter you. My arms shook so much
- that I almost fell. As I felt the my tip brush against the warmth and
- wetness, you stopped me. "Be gentle," you said. "I've never done this
- before."
-
- I was shocked. "All those boyfriends...Jack...Markus...
- Tim...you never..." was all I could manage. You looked deep into my
- eyes.
-
- "I tried," you said, "but even when it got this far, I couldn't
- go through with it. They still weren't you. That's what finally
- broke up Tim and me...we got to this point, and he was where you are
- now, but I had to stop him. He never forgave me for that. But I just
- couldn't go through with it."
-
- "I don't know what to say..."
-
- "You don't need to say anything. I know how you feel about me." Your
- eyes were shining, almost filled with tears.
-
- "You know this is isn't my first time." I felt awful. I knew that
- was the wrong thing to say, but I had tobe honest with you.
-
- You only nodded, and pulled me a little farther into you. I stopped,
- and pulled away a bit. "This isn't safe..." but you nodded your head,
- a tear rolling out of your eye. You managed a weak smile. "Yes it
- is." I knew then how thorough your planning had been, and how much
- this meant to you. To me, I realized.
-
- Then you pulled again, and I slid forward, into you, almost effort-
- lessly. I heard your gasp and felt your hands leave my waist and
- slide up to my shoulders. Your nails dug into me slightly as our hips
- touched, and I raised my head up enough to look into your eyes, as
- tears streamed from them in happiness. We kissed the light kiss of
- intimacy, our tongues playing on each other's, and then plunged into a
- passionate lock.
-
- I felt joy as I never had with any other woman. I knew then that we
- belonged to each other, and always would, and that making love with you
- would always remind me of the stream and this pond. I knew that we
- would forever be lovers in the forest, not caring if we ever found our
- way out.
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