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- WARNING! This work of fiction contains descriptions of sexual
- practices some people might find disturbing to read about. If you
- find that certain types of descriptive passages cause you extreme
- distress, press ``n'' now! You have been warned!
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- (Ficta, part 4 of 5)@END_FILE_ID.DIZ
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- And she knew then, that he *understood*. He understood her need for
- pain. He understood that every blow and every cut would convey love
- as a kiss does, and she understood that every blow and every cut was a
- gift of infinite loving. Every agony he inflicted would be his gift
- and his testament of love to her. She knew she would be made to
- suffer beyond her ability to endure, because he cared. She knew that
- he would understand every scream and every whimper to be not a wish
- for the pain to end, but a sound her body demanded she make; she knew
- she need not be silent for fear of making his ministrations cease. It
- was a promise written on her soul, ``No matter what you do, I will not
- stop, you cannot make me stop. I will make you *hurt*.''
-
- He watched on the screen as the machine wrote in her mind what she
- shall be for the rest of her life. There was a gauge that showed her
- resistance to the imprinting: in truth, there was no resistance. Her
- mind welcomed these thoughts, beliefs and tenets with complete
- acceptance. He watched as the machine remade her mind, with a delight
- and awe he rarely felt. She wanted to be his as much as he desired to
- own her. It seemed to him to be a miracle, and he felt a desire to
- thank some nameless deity that such a creature could exist, that a
- creature existing could be so perfect for him, could be his true mate.
-
- He did not have to reprogram her. She had fallen in love as he took
- her in the chains. She would have obeyed as best any natural creature
- could physically obey. But then again, he did need to reprogram her.
- They both needed it. He needed to know her faith and love were
- absolute; that is what his heart needed. And it was also his gift to
- her. The programming went well beyond her consciousness,
- circumventing her own thoughts. Things she would have been physically
- incapable of doing at his order, such as ``Go to sleep'', her new
- programming would obey; he was programming the controls to her body,
- not just her mind. If he did not do this, she would fail, and it
- would wrack at her, and grieve her; now she would not have to endure
- failure at what she wished to be able to do.
-
- He scratched her scalp idly as the machine whirred away. Then it was
- done. He shut down the master program, and unplugged the headset.
- She lifted her head from his leg, and looked up in his eyes. He
- released her head from the mechanism, and set it on the desk. Her
- eyes were choked with emotion, but were dry. With a soft rustle of a
- voice she said,
-
- ``Thank you, Master. Thank you for making me this.''
-
- He lifted her up and kissed her then, and she responded with all the
- ardor in her overwhelmed heart. He took the chain from the desk, and
- lead her forth again.
-
- This time, the came to a room that looked of japanese style; two walls
- were of rice-paper panes in wood. Racks lined the other austere,
- white, walls, bearing all manner of instruments. A pallet lay on the
- hardwood floor by one wall. A low table held a lantern, a sprig of
- flowers, a white cloth, and a pitcher with a glass. He unlocked her
- hand from behind her back, and helped her strip off her clothing.
- Folded these were put on the table, with his robe.
-
- He locked her hands to a sturdy chain from the ceiling. He took the
- white cloth; with one hand gripped her hair and pulled back her head,
- and with the other he forced the cloth into her mouth. There was much
- of it, and it would not all fit in her mouth. He pulled it out, and
- twisted one corner, and forced it back into her mouth. ``Swallow,''
- he commanded, and she let the cloth into her throat. This time he was
- able to press all of the fabric into her. She gagged fiercely against
- the mass filling her throat, but so tightly was the cloth packed she
- could not even vomit, neither could she move her jaw at all.
-
- He took a roll of tape and a squeeze tube from the wall; he smeared
- the substance in the tube on her lips, then sealed over her mouth with
- the tape. The distress of gagging against the cloth surged adrenaline
- through her, and her breath came ragged and panicked through her
- nostrils. She managed to control this quickly and her body stopped
- spasming as violently.
-
- He took a heavy stick from the wall; it was black and had a grip at
- one end: a billyclub. He met her gaze once. His face was filled with
- a zen-like calm. She matched this within herself. Then he broke gaze
- with her, and raised the club.
-
- With a snap of his wrist and flex of his shoulder, the club hit her
- with a meaty ///thunk///. He was older, but he was not weak. That
- blow summoned more force than she had ever seen used against a living
- person; nothing was held back. Wasting no time, he recoiled, and
- clubbed her again. Her breath was forced from her lungs.
-
- He proceeded to beat her. Each blow was a study in technique, a
- perfect culmination of study and skill in force and aim. Tears
- tracked down her cheeks, and she grunted and moaned and shrilled and
- gurgled in pain around the gag but all of these sounds were muffled
- almost beyond his hearing. He walked about her as he beat her, being
- careful not to do any severe trauma to delicate areas, such as her
- kidneys. Blows fell across her belly, across her shoulders, her
- thighs, her breasts, her ribs, her calves. After a while, he ceased,
- and poured a drink of water for himself from the pitcher; he sipped at
- the water for a time. Then he began again.
-
- She passed beyond tears, grunting faintly only because some blows
- pushed the air past her vocal cords. All of her awareness compacted
- to the immediate room. Her mind filled with the perfection of the
- connection between swinging hardwood rod and her flesh. Each swing
- was a need, and that need was fulfilled by her soft body accepting and
- intercepting the motion, stilling it and absorbing it. Each volume of
- her body was a need, and the force of each impact dispersing deep
- throughout her muscle was a fulfillment.
-
- She did not realize when he stopped, for her body hurt so. But it was
- the jingling of the keys and he reached up and unlocked her that
- alerted her to the end of the ordeal. The manacles fell from the
- chain and she collapsed into his arms. He bore her down to the pallet,
- and cradled her in his arms. He smiled at her.
-
- End of part 4 of 5
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