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- The guy I was dating stopped by my apartment during this emotional crisis.
- When I didn't answer the door, he forced his way in. He knew my history of
- self-hatred and when he saw me in tears, he accurately predicted my plans. He
- told me that he loved me, needed me, and not to kill myself. I told him that I
- liked him but he was "full of shit." Another dam of tears broke from my eyes
- and couldn't I speak anymore. Neither did he. He simply whipped out a sheet
- of paper, wrote the following note, and forced me read it.
-
- "The logic of suicide: A syllogism
-
- People who don't fuck are stupid.
- People who commit suicide don't fuck.
- Therefore, people who commit suicide are stupid."
-
- In a failed effort to be "sensitive," he pointed out to me that I was
- 24-years-old and still a virgin. Tenderly he said that he would support me in
- my efforts to commit suicide. He would help! He was going to help me
- kill myself! I wanted to die, but I didn't want to die in solitude. A smile
- came to my face when I realized that he wasn't kidding -- he would help me kill
- myself.
-
- more [q=quit] Yet, there was one string attached. He would assist, only if I would comply to
- sleeping with him. In a kind-sort-of way, he pointed out that if I didn't
- sleep with him, he would foil my suicide efforts by telling my mother. My life
- then would become a living hell. What a come-on line! He trapped me. If I
- had sex with him, he would help me. If I didn't have sex with him, he would
- tell my mother who would then have me institutionalized in a psychiatric ward
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