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- Confessions of a Nice Guy(tm)
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- By: The Fantom
-
- It was a dark and stormy night. The last of the daily
- thundershower rumbled it's way across the sky, and headed
- off towards Indianapolis. The storm did manage to clear
- the air, and drop the temperature down to the point where
- I could easily breathe. The storms are a fact of life in
- Terre Haute in the summer. If you are going to live
- there, you have to get used to them; I did. Actually, I
- was glad the storm had passed. I had tickets to the ISU
- summer stock performance of "A Girls Guide to Chaos" and
- I didn't want to miss it. I had seen it before, but I
- knew several of the cast and crew, and I wanted to see
- how they had handled the show. It was about 7:30. Just
- time to walk from my apartment in the student ghetto on
- the west side of campus, and cross campus to the theatre.
- My angst lifted at the thought of seeing it again. It
- was nice to watch other, fictional, problems, rather than
- wallow deep in my own, and those of my friends. You
- might call it a character flaw, but I tend to worry about
- my friend's problems, as well as my own. Call it amateur
- therapy. The strange part was that I genuinely enjoyed
- it. The feeling of being needed, of helping them pull
- it all together after a shitty experience, was a real
- high. It was almost a substitution for dating and
- romance. I hadn't had a real date in 4 years, ever since
- Heather had dumped me right before midterms, during my
- second year of college.
-
- I suppose that I should introduce myself. I'm Paul
- Wheelwright. I'm a professional student at Indiana State
- U, currently working on a masters in history.
-
- There was a knock at my door. I opened it and Beth
- Seeborg was standing there, with the red eyes and nose
- that told me she had stopped crying only long enough to
- walk the three blocks that separated our apartments. Beth
- is a wonderful woman, with long, brunette hair; big,
- green eyes; and a small, round face. I had known her for
- nearly two years, ever since we were next neighbors in
- one of the worst roach-infested apartment complexes in
- Terre Haute. We also were in a philosophy class
- together. We became close friends as a result of a class
- project, and her intelligence and wit drew me towards
- her. I thought I was in love with her, and might have
- actually asked her out on a real date, but the timing was
- never right. Besides, she was dating someone else. I
- knew this someone else well, even though I spent very
- little time near him, as I loathed his company. His
- name was Franklin R. Krieger, and he was, in my
- considered opinion, an insufferable prick. He was a
- Theta Chi, and he had some sort of need to be in visible
- control of every situation that he placed himself in.
- For some reason Beth had been dating him for as long as
- I had known her. And every two or three months, Beth
- would show up near me, in tears or close to it, claiming
- that she hated Franklin, and that she would never see him
- again. I would set about to tell her that she was the
- better for dumping him, since he never appreciated her
- intelligence and always made cruel jokes about her body.
- She was perfectly developed and toned (5'3", 107 pounds),
- and while she was not overendowed with huge breasts, she
- had a lovely figure. Still Franklin made her feel as
- though she was fat and ugly. I would dry her tears, make
- her laugh, and tell her that there were other men who
- would love her for who she was, and not treat her like an
- ornament. I cringed inwardly every time I told her this,
- as I was thinking of me; but what kind of friend attempts
- to seduce a friend when comforting her over the loss of
- a love? This didn't help much, because within a week,
- Beth would be back with Franklin, convinced that he had
- changed, and that he was her best bet for love and
- security. For my part, I tried not to sermonize. I
- valued Beth's friendship, and even without the romance,
- I enjoyed being around her, especially as a verbal foil
- in debate. I also refrained from fantasizing about her.
- I feared that thinking of her in a sexual context might
- spill over into reality, spoiling our friendship.
-
- "Franklin dumped me, and this time he won't ever be
- back.", Beth sobbed. "He told me that he is taking a job
- in Seattle when he graduates next week, and he wants to
- end the relationship so that he can date new people. I
- would have let him see other people, but I was willing to
- go to Washington for him. I loved him, then he told me
- that I was just temporary for him. I was such a fool.
- Why did I ever love him?" She burst into tears, and
- buried her head on my shoulder.
-
- "Calm down, Beth," I said in my warmest tones "You knew
- that this might happen. Did you really plan on spending
- the rest of your life with him?" I took her arm and
- guided her to my sofa. She followed weakly and sat next
- to me, still sobbing every few seconds and dabbing at her
- face with a kleenex.
-
- "Yes, and no. I knew that he could be cruel, but he made
- me feel so special when he tried to. The weekend he took
- me to Chicago, and planned everything to be so special,
- it was so special and romantic. All I wanted was to have
- him make me feel needed. He did the sweetest things for
- me when we made up after a fight. He made me feel so
- wonderful."
-
- But what about the reasons he had to make up with you?"
- I countered. This may seem cruel, but Beth often tended
- to overshadow the reason she was mad at Franklin with the
- apology she received from him, just as he wanted. This
- manipulation was one of the reasons I detested Franklin.
- The trip to Chicago was his way of making up after he was
- seen groping with a Delta Gamma pledge in the swimming
- pool. He lied his way out of it, and bought off Beth's
- anger and what little guilt that he was capable of
- feeling. "Did you want to go on being his plaything when
- it suits him?"
-
- "I know he used me, damn it, but who else would care
- about me. Men are scared when I talk to them; they want
- a blonde bombshell bimbo, not a brunette brain. I scare
- them or they look right over me. At least Franklin
- wanted me most of the time." Beth snapped back. She was
- trying hard to defend her lost love, but it was a loosing
- battle. "What other man would take me? They all either
- ignore me, or pretend not to notice me." With that she
- ripped off her t-shirt. There was nothing underneath,
- and I was less than two feet away from the tits that I
- tried so hard not to think about. They were small, but
- firm, with small pink nipples that were already beginning
- to become erect. I hesitated for just a second, then
- reached up on the sofa to grab the blanket that I kept
- draped over the back.
-
- "Beth, what did you do that for?" I asked in my most
- austere voice, as I tried to wrap the thin blanket around
- her and cover her nakedness, before I got the nerve to do
- what I really wanted to do: wrap my tongue around her
- nipples and caress her breasts. Beth pulled away from me
- as I tried to cover her, however, and stood up. When she
- spoke, her voice trembled, but seemed to be certain.
-
- "See what I mean, Paul? I know that you wanted me once,
- and I bet you still do, but you won't touch me, even when
- I offer myself to you. I know the look in your eyes when
- we sit up late, arguing about everything. You want me,
- but you won't admit it. Why not?"
-
- When she said this, I was stunned. I said,"I thought
- that I was in love with you once, but you had Franklin,
- and every you left him, I cared too much for you to try
- and proposition you. That would be so tacky, to try to
- make you love me, as I try and help you get over an
- unhappy love affair."
-
- "Paul, didn't you see that you were the reason I left
- Franklin? I would give up on him, and hope that this
- time, you would notice me. But you just held my hand,
- wiped my tears, and told me that there were other men out
- there. I went back to Franklin out of fear. If I
- couldn't attract you, who I knew really wanted me, how
- was I supposed to attract strange men. Franklin WAS a
- putz, but at least I had him. He could be nice, and
- while he was a lousy fuck, he was better than a
- cucumber."
-
- Now I was really stunned. With what little part of my
- brain that was still rational, I managed to blurt out
- "But at least a cucumber stays hard for seven days." My
- head was swimming with the implications of what Beth had
- just told me.
-
- Beth managed to laugh at this, but then continued in a
- serious voice. "Do you still want me or have I managed
- to totally fuck up the only real friendship I have with
- a man?"
-
- I gulped and made my reply. "Beth, I realize that I have
- always wanted to be more than just your friend, even when
- I hid it behind the clinical detatchment I use as a mask.
- I just don't want to do something that we both may regret
- tomorrow."
-
- At that, Beth smiled warmly at me, stood, and dropped the
- baggy jeans that she had been wearing to the floor. She
- was wearing nothing under them. Her brown moss gleamed
- in the last light of the day. "Then come here and make
- love to me now. Nothing we do can be embarrassing. I
- want you; you want me. Let's just do something nice for
- each other." She then came over to me and sat down on
- the sofa, practically landing in my lap.
-
- I reached out to hug her, and she met my embrace. Our
- lips met, and a surge of passion jolted my senses. Our
- tongues danced, exploring our mouths. All the while,
- Beth was unbuttoning my shirt and tracing incredibly
- erotic patterns over my nipples and up and down my
- stomach. Finally I could stand no more of this teasing
- contact. I came up for air. "This is really nice, but
- why don't we go back to my bedroom and continue back
- there, where there's a little more space?" Without a
- word, Beth lithely rode from the sofa and molded her body
- to mine, rubbing herself against me and curling my toes
- as she kissed me passionately. As she withdrew, she
- pulled off my pants and underwear, leaving me clad only
- in my unbuttoned shirt. I shrugged off my shirt, and
- took her hand, leading her to my bedroom.
-
- As I opened the door and switched on the light I led her
- to the bed over the only clear piece of floor in the room
- and brushed away a pile of laundry. We collapsed on the
- bed, our tongues clashing and tickling with each other.
- We rolled over and over, pressing my cock to the warmth
- of her pubic thatch. After an eternity of this, I
- landed on my right side, next to Beth, and I started to
- move my mouth along her neck, nibbling gently at her
- throat, making her gasp. My left hand toyed with the
- smooth, rounded curve of her belly, making little motions
- around her navel. My right hand found her tits. I had
- wanted to play with them for so long, and as I gently
- rubbed her nipples to full erection, it was all I could
- do believe that this was real, and not just another idle
- fantasy. She rolled onto her back, and her legs fell
- apart, flat on the bed. I moulded myself to her side and
- let my mouth continue to drift closer to her engorged
- breasts. Slowly, I started to circle the fleshy mass of
- her tit with my tongue. Beth let out a small gasp,
- arched her hips, and pressed her body even closer to
- mine, rubbing her hip gently against my swollen prick.
- As my lips made contact with her nipple, I let my left
- hand drift into the fringe of her bush. Beth arched her
- hips again, and tried to force my hand deeper into the
- damp place between her legs. I had expected her to do
- this and was prepared to resist. Slowly she began to
- roll her hips from side to side and gasp. Her hand
- flashed up to her waist and pushed my hand down into her
- wet and steamy pussy.
-
- She took her other hand and made a grab for my penis, but
- I shifted my position and continued to lick my way down
- her body. I stopped for a minute at her navel, and
- explored it's crevices with my tongue. All the while,
- my hand was searching Beth's soaking labia, making little
- motions all over her lips, while avoiding her
- quite-enlarged clitoris. I was surprised to find that
- her pussy was almost hairless, beyond the thick mop of
- hair that crested her mound of Venus. Finally, I
- couldn't stand to tease her anymore. I lifted my lips
- and trailed my tongue quickly down the soft curves of her
- belly, to the sweet juices that flowed between Beth's legs.
- I let my tongue continue the process that my fingers
- began,making hit and run contact with various points in
- her snatch, never falling into a pattern and never
- letting anything more than my upper lip even graze her
- clit, which by now was as stiff as my cock and trembling
- even more. My hands played all over her ass, stroking
- the small, cheeks, then running down the crevice to the
- small rosette of her asshole. As my finger brushed it,
- Beth grabbed onto my ears and pulled my mouth to her
- clit. I took this as a sign that she was ready for more
- direct stimulation, and set to work on her little nubbin
- of flesh. My tongue circled and them I drew my lips up
- over it. After a few repeats of this, with my hands
- still caressing her shapely buttocks, I knew that Beth
- was ready. I stiffened my tongue, and began to move it
- back and forth rapidly over her rapidly receding clit.
- Within two minutes, Beth had launched into the throes of
- a powerful orgasm. Her ass went rigid, she pulled at my
- hair, and her quim contracted heavily around the tip of
- my tongue.
-
- After what seemed like an eternity, Beth regained
- control of her body. She crawled down next to me and
- embraced me tightly, kissing me fully and drawing the
- tangy-sweet taste of her juices into her mouth. We
- continued like this for a minute, then my prick bumped,
- not so gently, into the sharp ridge of Beth's pelvis.
- She broke the kiss and gently began to rub her delicate
- hands along my straining love muscle. I broke the
- silence. "Now do you think that I still feel something
- for you?" I said in my best mock professorial tone.
-
- "Paul, you sweetheart, I love you. That was the best cum
- I've had since I can remember when. Let me do something
- for you. Just lay back and stay still and I'll do
- something for you that you will never forget." How could
- I resist a request like that?
-
- At Beth's request, I laid back on my bed and shut my
- eyes. She lay across my chest. I felt the warm tickling
- of her breath on my cheek, and them she began to nip at
- my earlobe. At the same moment, she regripped my shaft
- and started to stroke on it with a feather-light touch.
- As I shifted my hips, Beth stopped her motions, and I
- knew that I would have to remain still to keep receiving
- this incredible sensation. She began again, only this
- time she shifted herself down my side, and she began to
- lick at my nipples, keeping up a steady, light stroke on
- my prick all the while. I found that I could clench my
- anal sphincter in order to remain motionless while I was
- the subject of Beth's erotic ministrations. Suddenly she
- stopped dead and had me roll over on my left side. I
- felt her lips engulf the tip of my penis, as her tongue
- teased the piss-slit, and her fingers traced sensual
- patterns up and down my trunk. Beth pulled her lips
- apart and ran her tongue up one side of my cock and down
- the other, slickening it with her saliva and causing
- amazing feelings to bloom in my gut. Her hands reached
- my buttcheeks, and began to rub them, just as she began
- to take the tip of my prick into her willing mouth once
- more. Now, I am of average size, maybe six and a half
- inches long, but on someone Beth's size, I didn't want to
- take a chance on gaging her, so I clenched up my ass, and
- tried to keep from thrusting my hips forward. Beth felt
- this, but instead of stopping what she was doing, her
- fingers searched for, and found my asshole. She sank one
- finger inside me, and shivers ran from the end of my dick
- all the way up to the back of my neck. The probing
- finger went no deeper, but began to wiggle and move, just
- as Beth engulfed more of me into her mouth and started to
- apply an amazing series of tongue motions to my glans.
- There was no way that I could withstand much of this
- exquisite torture. After a minute or so of this, my
- pelvis rocked forward further into Beth's mouth. She
- responded by forcing her finger deeper into my ass, and
- quickening the motions in her mouth. I erupted into her
- mouth, feeling my loins contract, from my balls, all the
- way back to the clenching of my rear around that
- wonderful little finger. Time stood still until I fell
- back on the bed. For some bizzare reason, I was still
- hard.
-
- I reached for Beth, and drew her to me. I kissed her and
- tasted my own cum in her mouth. The taste was almost
- like her juices, but saltier. As we kissed, we ground
- our bodies together. The heat from her pussy made my
- penis stand fully erect and the moisture lubricated as it
- slid between her nether lips. We slowly broke the kiss.
- "That was amazing," I said, "No one has ever done
- anything like that to me before."
-
- "Aren't you glad you decided to be honest about how you
- felt?" teased Beth. "Now you know how good you make me
- feel." She reached over to my nightstand and pulled a
- condom out of the drawer. Don't ask me how she knew
- where they were. With a wanton smile, she tore the
- package open with her teeth. Her petite hands then
- stroked the condom down over my erection. The sensations
- of her hands on me once more made me shiver all over.
- Beth threw one leg over my waist. "If you think that felt
- good, wait til I get you inside of me." With that, she
- slowly slid down my belly, and guided my cock, harder
- than ever, into her waiting snatch. "Just lie still a
- minute," she gasped as our pubes rubbed together. I was
- so caught up in the wonderful warmth that had enveloped
- me that I couldn't have gathered the strength to move,
- even if I had wanted to. Beth lay flat upon my chest,
- and I put one hand around her back, and let the other
- gently rub the contours of her wonderful breasts.
- Shortly, she began to contract muscles deep inside her
- vagina, and began to make milking motions up my dick. I
- moved my hands down her sides and over her cheeks, to her
- pussy. As she continued to clench and release deep
- inside of her, Beth began to rub her stiff little nipples
- against my chest, and I began to gently finger around her
- clit. Before too much longer, her breathing grew ragged,
- and the contractions deep inside her reversed as she
- thrust down and away from me. Her climax was short and
- seemed not to be as intense as her first. Still, if I
- had not shot my first load before, I would have lost it
- then and there.
-
- As Beth recovered, she kissed me long and hard, starting
- to grind her mons against my pubis again. Then she
- raised herself up on her knees, while still astride my
- groin. My hands went instinctively to her nipples,
- gently tweaking and rubbing them. She began to make
- short thrusts up and down along my cock as she bent
- forward. I was able to arch my neck to reach her chest
- and she slowed the pace in order to allow me to reach my
- lips around the stiff nipples shaking in front of my
- face. Hungrily, I nipped and sucked on the teats, until
- Beth was groaning with passion and unable to pace her
- thrusts any longer. She arched her back up and my mouth
- lost contact. I replaced my hands just as Beth started
- to lengthen her thrusts. I began to buck my hips in
- opposition to her rythym, nearly pulling all the way out
- on each thrust. How much longer we continued like this,
- I am not sure. But slowly, I felt that queer tension in
- my thighs build and grow as my testicles started to feel
- as if steel bands were being stretched tight around them.
- Our thrusting continued unabated as I let out a moan and
- plunged myself deep inside Beth, erupting into a release
- that was as drawn out as any I had ever felt. It felt as
- if an electric shock was running through my cock. As I
- came, I felt Beth contract around me as her thrusting
- became erratic. I managed to bring my hand to her clit,
- to help her over the top, just as she let out a groan and
- pressed my probing hand tight between our hips. I
- withdrew as we floated back to earth.
-
- Beth pulled the condom from my rapidly deflating penis,
- and we took turns wiping each other dry. By now it was
- late evening, and we were both exhausted. I kissed Beth
- goodnight. "I never realized how much we meant to each
- other," I told her. "I was too afraid that what I felt
- was one-sided. Now I know how much I really love you."
-
- Groggy, Beth replied "I had hoped for so long that you
- would notice me. You were so wonderful. I love you,
- too."
-
- With that, we snuggled close together and fell asleep,
- entangled in each others limbs. My last thoughts before
- I fell unconscious were how lucky I was, and that I would
- never again let my fear of rejection get in the way of
- what my heart told me was right.
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- I hereby place this work in the public domain, subject to
- the conditions that this notice be retained in all
- further distribution, and that this work not be used for
- fiscal gain in any way. 1990 Fantom Enterprises. All
- characters presented in this work are works of fiction,
- and are not meant to be definative portrayals of any
- actual person, living or dead. Copyright is retained and
- all rights are reserved by the author with regards to the
- aformentioned characters.
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