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- " The Clinic "
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- By Karen Masters
-
- My throat was dry as I approached the door to the clinic. I wondered what it
- would be like, would it be cold and clinical or warm and sensual, would there
- be a lot of people around, would I be alone, what would it be like.
-
- I opened the door, and stepped inside, I was in a reception area that was
- empty except for a receptionist. I hesitated a moment and then she looked up
- from her work and asked me if she could help me. I told her my name and she
- looked in a book and said that the doctor would be with me shortly and would I
- please have a seat. I sat down and picked up a magazine and leafed aimlessly
- through it, my mine racing on what lay ahead, I could hear soft music playing
- over the speakers, and the air was heavy with the usual scent of a doctors
- office. As my mind wondered I was startled to hear my name being called... I
- looked up and a young lady in the white uniform of a nurse was holding the
- door open and asking me to follow her. I stood, took a deep breath and
- followed her down a hall, walking past several examination rooms, finally she
- stopped, told me to go in,and sit on the table. She took my blood pressure,
- asked me a few questions about my past medical history, then said the doctor
- would be in shortly.
-
- I sat there for what seemed like the longest time, when finally I heard a soft
- knock at the door, the door opened and in stepped a young man, in his early
- thirties. He introduced himself as Dr. Snyder, we exchanged a few pleasantries
- and then he asked me what I knew about the research they were doing, I said
- not much, just that the ad had alluded to research into feminine sexuality. He
- said that was correct insofar as it went. He said more specifically they were
- doing research into various methods of women achieving orgasm, and measuring
- the speed, intensity, and subjective feelings the woman was experiencing
- during the buildup to orgasm and during the actual orgasm. He went onto
- explain that the various methods they would be comparing were masturbation by
- the subject, masturbation using a vibrator, induced by the doctor using
- clitoral massage, plus a new method they were testing called
- electro-stimulation. He must have seen my reaction when he mentioned
- electro-stimulation, because he said, " I can see you have a question about
- electro-stimulation." I said yes, and that I had never heard of it before. He
- said it held great promise in their studies so far it appeared to be a very
- pleasant and efficient way to induce an orgasm. He told me that if I decided
- to proceed, he would explain it in greater detail to me at that time.
-
- My mind reeled, what had I gotten myself into, it all seemed legitimate
- enough, and I had come this far, should I get up and head for the door, or
- should I stay, after all could it be so bad, getting paid for enjoying
- orgasms, but would I be able to come with some stranger watching me, touching
- me, in ways and places only special people had ever touched me before. I
- hesitated only a moment before I heard my voice saying, I guess I want to be
- a part of your experiments.
-
- The doctor said he was glad that I had decided to take part, he said he would
- leave for a few bit and that I could put on a gown and lie on the examining
- table and he would return in a moment. He left and I began to undress, I
- slipped my blouse off and quickly unzipped and took my slacks off, I looked
- down at my breasts, wondering what the doctor would think of them, I had
- always thought they were cute breasts, medium sized with nicely shaped
- nipples, well no time to wonder now, I figured I had better get the gown on so
- I slipped my panties off, slipped on the gown and got onto the table. The
- table was cool on my back as I lay back. It seemed like only a few minutes
- before I hear the door open and the doctor returned. He stepped along side the
- table and did the normal physical exam, checking my heart, listening to my
- lungs, looking into my eyes, nose, ears and throat. Then he told me to put my
- feet into the stirrups that he was putting on the table, he took each foot and
- lifted it into place, then told me to scoot down so my bottom was right at the
- edge of the table, there was a video camera on an adjustable arm suspended
- from the ceiling over the table and a bit to one side, the doctor reached up
- and pulled it down and positioned it so it was right above his shoulder and
- aimed right at my genital area and as he did so I could see my lower abdomen
- and vulva appear in the monitor, the doctor turned on a light and adjusted it
- so it illuminated my genitals, the warmth from the lamp felt good.
-
- He quickly slipped on a pair of latex exam gloves and I could both see and
- feel as he placed his fingers on the lips of my vulva and spread them apart. I
- had never looked at myself like this and was surprised by the moist pinkness
- of my inner lips, as he spread them wide exposing my vaginal orifice. His
- finger pushed upwards and my clitoris slipped from under its hiding place as
- his fingers continued to open and massage me as he examined every fold of my
- vulva. He took his fingers from my vulva and I could see him picking up a tube
- of lubricant from the table that was beside him, I know he was getting ready
- to examine me internally. I watched fascinated as he squirted a generous
- amount of lubricant onto his fingers and then before I had time to savor the
- moment I could hear his soft voice telling me to relax, at the same time I
- felt the coolness of the lubricant, as his fingers eased themselves into my
- vagina, I relaxed my lower abdomen and breathed deeply and I must confess it
- was a bit uncomfortable for a moment until I adjusted to the sudden intrusion,
- he placed his other hand on my abdomen and I knew he was checking my ovaries
- and uterus. Then as suddenly as they had entered his fingers were withdrawn,
- and I was empty again.
-
- He wiped my lips dry with a tissue and stripped off his gloves and came around
- to the side of the table. He told me everything looked fine with my physical
- and if I was sure I wanted to proceed he would explain the details of
- electro-stimulation to me. Well with his ministrations during my exam I was
- sufficiently aroused that I was in no mood to back out now. I nodded my head
- that I wanted to go ahead. He said he would step out of the room and get the
- equipment and then he could show me the equipment as he explained the
- procedure to me. He left and in what seemed like only seconds returned with a
- small box and attached to the box by a electrical cable was what looked like
- some sort of probe.
-
- He pulled a chair up next to the table I was lying on and started telling me
- about the electro-stimulation procedure. I listened with eager ears as he
- explained that the procedure consisted of inserting a small electronic probe
- in to the woman's rectum and which then delivered a small current to her
- uterus and entire genital region. He went on to explain that this caused the
- muscles surrounding the entrance to the vagina and the entire valvular region
- to contract slightly. And that the rhythmically pulsing of this current would
- cause a women to rapidly archive an orgasm. He went on to explain that the
- procedure had first been discovered and used in artificial insemination of
- cattle and sheep. They invented and perfected the equipment while researching
- ways to collect semen from bulls and rams. It seems that when the probe is
- inserted into the rectum of the bull or ram, and a rhythmic stimulation is
- given the animal develops an erection and then ejaculates quite readily.
- Apparently the animals would even look forward to the treatment as evidenced
- by their having erections before the collection was even started.
-
- I wondered if he could see my breath becoming deeper as he told me about the
- procedure, if he did he certainly didn't let on. He held the box up in front
- of me and I could see that it had two knobs on it with a meter of some sort.
- This is the heart of the stimulator he was saying, this knob controls the
- maximum intensity of the stimulation, it is what is known as a step control in
- that there are ranges, each more powerful then the previous. And this knob
- enables me to gradually apply the stimulation and increase the intensity to
- the maximum allowed in each range. What we usually do is start out on the
- lowest range and deliver several stimulations at that range and then slowly
- increase upward through the ranges, depending on the subjects reaction. I
- guess he could see the puzzled look on my face at that statement, because he
- went on to explain that some women react much more strongly to the stimulator
- then others, some orgasm quite readily and others take a bit more teasing
- before they achieve orgasms. He said he could tell what effect the
- stimulations were having on the subject by observing their genitals, listening
- to their breathing, etc. Plus some women would verbalize what they were
- feeling and what they needed, such as whether they wanted him to hold the
- stimulation on a bit longer or wanted it a bit harder or a slower rhythm or a
- faster one. Then he showed me the probe, the thing was black about an inch in
- diameter and about 5 inches in length. and had two silver electrodes running
- the length of it. He said they inserted the probe into the woman's rectum with
- the electrodes positioned upwards so they stimulated her uterus and vaginal
- area. This minimized any stimulation of the spinal area which tended to cause
- the leg muscles to contract.
-
- He asked me if I had any questions before we started, and I asked him what the
- contractions felt like, He said it had been described my most women as a
- tingling sensation, with an urge to bear down. He reassured me that anytime
- during the procedure if I was uncomfortable or wanted to stop all I had to do
- was say so and he would stop the stimulations immediately, but that all the
- women so far had been very pleased with the experience. He said well if you
- have no more questions why don't we get started. He moved down to the end of
- the table between my opened legs which were still in the stirrups, and seated
- himself on a stool, placing the stimulator on the table next to him. I could
- see him once again pick up the tube of lubricant and apply a generous gob to
- the probe. I heard his voice saying "I am going to insert the probe now, bear
- down, and relax". I felt his fingers spreading my cheeks apart and felt the
- coolness of the lubricated probe against my anus. "Breath deeply" I heard him
- saying and felt the probe pressing inward. I gasped a bit as I felt myself
- stretching to accommodate its size, I could see it slipping into me in the
- monitor above, it was about 2/3's of the way in and I had never been filled
- like this before. Just a little bit more I could hear him saying in his
- reassuring voice, "just breath deeply", then as if by magic I felt my anus
- clamp down over the smaller diameter of the cable and knew the probe was fully
- inside of me. I felt the urge to bear down, at the same time I hear him saying
- "you are probably feeling like you need to expel the probe aren't you." I
- gasped a "yes", and he said "just hold on a second and when I give you the
- first stimulation that urge will pass." I looked down, I could see my whole
- genital area in the monitor, my spread lips and the black cable disappearing
- inside of me.
-
- "Alright I am going to deliver the first stimulation, it will be a small one
- just to get you used to the sensation, and to settle the probe in." No sooner
- had the words came out of his mouth when I felt a tiny tingle deep in my
- belly, and felt my anus contract, a small gasp escaped my lips at the
- suddenness and feeling associated with that first pulse. It started so
- suddenly and then as suddenly as it started it was gone, and the urge to expel
- the probe was noticeably lessened. "There that wasn't so bad was it", he asked
- in a way that I could tell he didn't expect a reply.
-
- Alright now we will get started for real, are you ready? Just try to forget I
- am here, relax and enjoy your experience, if you want a stimulation to be
- longer or firmer or the interval between stimulations to be shorter or longer,
- just whisper to me and I will abide by your wishes, only you know what you are
- feeling. Or if you want me to be totally in control that is alright also, he
- told me. I nodded my approval and closed my eyes.
-
- I lay there in that office, with a probe in my rectum, waiting for what lay
- ahead. Then it was upon me, I felt the tingle inside me, my anus contract, the
- stimulation grew in intensity as the doctor rotated the power dial, and I was
- aware of a tingling down the backs of my thighs. I felt my vulva swelling as a
- rapid sense of arousal rushed over me. Then the stimulation relaxed as he
- rotated the knob back. "Very good", I heard him saying, then I felt the tingle
- and the grip of the stimulation again. The slow rise as I felt the blood
- filling my tissues making them sensitive to the slightest touch. I could feel
- my lips spreading as my clitoris swelled and emerged from beneath it's hood,
- and my inner lips engorged with blood. I sensed a urge to thrust upward to
- intensify the feeling but I resisted, wanting the doctor to be in control,
- wanting to abandon myself totally. I fought to retain my slow breathing, and
- to keep my abdomen relaxed as I knew that would intensify the feelings I was
- experiencing.
-
- Somehow I never expected it would be like this, happen so quickly, I was not
- worrying about the doctor being here watching me, I was just abandoning myself
- to the delightful sensations the probe was eliciting from within me. I lay
- there trying to relax, not to rush what I knew then was the undoubtedly the
- ultimate conclusion. There was no doubt in my mind as to whether I would be
- able to achieve orgasm through this method, with each stimulation the doctor
- administered I was moving farther along the blessed climb to the peak when I
- would slip over the edge. I could feel the intensity growing stronger, more
- insistent, controlling me longer, feeling my anus contract tightly around the
- cable, my lips, and clitoris swell as body reacted to the delightful rhythmic
- pulse. I felt so open, so wet, I was rapidly developing an empty feeling deep
- inside of me, an almost aching feeling inside my vagina, needing to be filled.
- I have sometimes got this feeling when I was masturbating myself, and had
- found that if I inserted my finger into my vagina and massaged the front wall
- it would result in my rapidly coming to a climax.
-
- Something drew me to open my eyes, I wanted to see myself in this aroused
- state, and when I looked upward into the monitor I was not expecting to see
- what I saw, my vulva was swollen almost to the bursting point, my lips spread,
- my inner labia swollen and an almost fiery red in their arousal. A copious
- stream of clear lubrication was oozing from within me, I never dreamed I could
- produce so much lubrication, it was bathing my lips making them glisten in the
- examining light. Then I heard a slight click and another stimulation gripped
- me and I grunted as the peak grew quickly and surpassed the previous surges.
- My belly was craving relief from this torment and I wanted to orgasm, I waited
- for the peak to pass, but the stimulation didn't lessen, and I remained there,
- for moments till I felt the grip lessen. I knew I was close, the urge to
- thrust grew with each passing stimulation. I heard the Dr. whisper, "you can
- thrust if you feel the need to", and when the next stimulation came I let
- myself go and felt my buns contracting as my hips involuntarily thrust upward
- searching for the fulfillment of penetration. I almost shrieked at the
- sensation that flooded upward as I responded to the urge to thrust, my feeling
- were multiplied many times.
-
- I remained there, legs rigid, hips thrust upward off the table as wave after
- wave of orgasmic contractions cursed through me, far stronger and more intense
- then anything I had ever known. I knew Dr. Snyder and the electro-stimulator
- were in control of my orgasm, accentuating the intensity, and duration of my
- contractions, and I hung there in that blissful state, a moan escaping my lips
- from the delightfully exquisite sensations I was feeling in my genital area. I
- don't know how long that orgasm lasted, but gradually the contractions
- lessened in intensity, and length, and I sagged back to the table, totally
- spent. I lay there, my breath coming in gasps from the tremendous orgasm I had
- just experienced, other then my breathing the room was quite. I was totally
- spent, I became aware of the doctor's voice telling me to bear down that he
- was going to remove the probe and to relax, I relaxed my sphincter and felt a
- tug as he pulled on the cable, then felt the probe slip free.
-
- I lay there on the table recovering from my orgasm as the doctor busied
- himself making some notes on a chart. Finally he finished and by that time I
- had more or less recovered from what was one of the most wonderful orgasms I
- had ever had, and he turned on his stool to face me and we talked a bit more.
- He asked me if I would like to take the stimulator home with me to try on my
- own. To which I quickly answered with an affirmative "Yes", I could think of
- nothing I would rather do. He told me he would like for me to keep notes of my
- experiences and feelings, which setting and techniques resulted in the most
- pleasing sensations, etc. He also told me that on the way out to stop and make
- an appointment for a couple of weeks and we could talk about my experiences on
- my own and try another method.
-
- With that he got up and said his farewells and headed out the door. I lay
- there on the table a bit, reflecting on my visit, then got up used a kleenex
- to dry myself a bit, then slipped on my panties, and dressed. I picked up my
- friend for the next two weeks, tucked him under my arm, grabbed my purse,
- opened the door and headed to the reception station.
-
- I would like to tell you about my personal experiences with the machine, and
- my other visits to the clinic but that will have to wait until another time.
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