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- cindyret.txt
- CINDY'S RETURN
- a sequel to CINDY'S TORMENT
-
- It was a hot day. Outside the window of my executive office, the harsh
- blue sky was nearly Grecian in its intensity. The air had that
- conditioned bite, like freon freezing in your lungs. My tie was
- loosened down to the second button, and my secretary, perched on my
- lap, had opened her blouse down to the end. We were deep in
- preparation. We had our responsibilities. It was time for another
- session with Cindy, the corrupted innocent we had so cruelly abused.
- The worst of her wounds would by now have healed, and we could once
- again exercise ourselves with abandon.
-
- The buzzer I had placed on the outside door rang. This would be her.
- My secretary -- this time, let's call her Susan -- got up and went out
- of the inner door to my office. If it weren't the unfortunate Cindy on
- the monitor, she could always button herself up before receiving the
- guest. If it were, it mattered little. I stroked my penis through my
- tailored suit pants at the delicious thought.
-
- The door opened and Susan came through. At once I knew something was
- wrong. The first thing through should have been Cindy, and she should
- have pitched forward onto her face as Susan hurled her inside. I
- lunged for my desk drawer.
-
- "Freeze, asshole, or you just might lose your head."
-
- I froze. Fuck, shit, goddamn, piss and cunt! Cindy, in a bright red
- low-cut dress and red hose, had walked calmly through the door. In her
- hand was a sliber-blue pistol, a .22, what Nancy Reagan (my first
- secretary -- oh, the things we taught each other!) once called "a nice
- ladylike gun". She must have kept it in her bra to get past security.
-
- I was fucked. I was dead. Maybe I should go ahead and make a last
- stand.
-
- "Susan, kneel, hands behind your head. Asshole, stand up very slowly
- and walk around the desk."
-
- The shadow prevents you from seeing very far into the barrel, but it
- doesn't stop you trying. I rose slowly, keeping my hands spread out in
- front of me.
-
- "Cindy --"
-
- "Shut the fuck up, you evil fucking fuck!" she screamed. All
- composure left her face, and tears began to well at the corners of her
- slitted eyes. I had thought to trick her, but now I realized it would
- be very dangerous to try. I went around the desk. She gestured at the
- floor next to Susan. Awakwardly, I assumed the same kneeling pose.
- Cindy was behind us. I closed my eyes and waited.
-
- And waited.
-
- She left us waiting to die for five minutes. Not a sound came from
- behind, except her heavy breathing, slowly regularizing. Finally she
- spoke, but not to me.
-
- "Susan." Very calm.
-
- Susan started at the sudden noise.
-
- "Turn around, Slowly. Put these on your wrists. In front."
-
- I heard handcuffs clank on the floor behind us, and saw Susan turn to
- obey. Now I knew we wouldn't die at once. Was this a blessing?
- Images flashed through my mind of our previous session with Cindy. My
- limp dick stiffened even as my mind filled with horror. This could not
- happen to me. There must be a way out. The cuffs chinked shut on
- Susan's wrists.
-
- "Now, asshole, cross your wrists behind your back. Susan, tie them
- with this wire. Tight. Very tight. Do it right the first time or I'll
- blow -- I'll blow your fucking head off!"
-
- Could she do it? I wasn't sure what to hope. I obeyed her orders and
- felt the wire cutting into my wrists. Cindy had crossed to my side so
- she had a clear view. Susan didn't slack; I had trained her well. Was
- her loyalty so easily transferred? Was she the slave of any slut that
- came down the pike? The pain in my wrists, the blood dammed in my
- hands, the betrayal, all combined and I began to twist my face in
- anger. As soon as Susan finished, Cindy planted her swinging
- foot right one my cheek. Stunned, bleeding, I fell to the floor, legs
- jerking straight out.
-
- "Now the legs, Susan." She paused, calm again. "Tell me, sir, you
- don't mind if I call you asshole, do you? I mean no disrepect."
-
- Was she talking to me? "Uh, uh, I, no, I mean, no, I mean, I don't
- mind." Fuck, it hurt. And Susan was not knotting my ankles any more
- loosely than my wrists. And after all, I was anm asshole, wasn't I?
- Why should I take offense? The narcotic haze of passivity and
- submission I had always induced in my victims crept around the corners
- of my own mind. I couldn't trick her. I couldn't fight her. She
- would do to me whatever she wanted, and what she wanted would be
- horrible. Maybe I could take it. Maybe I couldn't. It didn't
- matter. I would. With that my dick stiffened again.
-
- "Mistress," Susan said. At once my feeling of betrayal returned,
- fighting but losing against the fog of immotility. "May I speak?"
-
- "What is it, s-slave?" Hearing the stutter, her voice toughened.
- "What the hell do you want?" Suddenly I realized that this was it!
- Susan could talk to her, tell some fool story about her own torment and
- how she had been forced to help, get Cindy on her side, then take
- advantage of her trust.
-
- We would get out of this yet, and then Cindy would be ours.
-
- "Shall I tie his hands and feet together, mistress?"
-
- Or maybe not.
-
- "No, slave. That would interfere with certain diversions I have
- planned for his asshole. But it is a fine thought."
-
- "Thank you, mistress."
-
- "Now roll him onto his back."
-
- The movement twisted my wrists and bright sparks of pain flew past my
- brow. Now I had stopped thinking. I was too disoriented. Blood, not
- a lot but more than enough, ran down my cheek -- and did it mingle with
- tears? I think it must have.
-
- "Look," Cindy whispered, "my asshole's bleeding. How nice. How --
- fucking -- nice!" Knocking Susan aside, she bent down and slapped my
- face back and forth five or ten times. I really don't know. Blood
- flew into my closed eyes, leaking and stinging through the lids.
- Oddly, I thought of the scene in Vertigo when the policeman fall off
- the roof. That was me, but I would never hit bottom. I felt Cindy
- wipe her hand on my white shirt.
-
- "Open up his clothing, slave."
-
- My eyes still shut, I felt my jacket and shirt opening, then my belt
- and pants. My cock bulged against my white briefs. My pants around my
- knees, my jacket and shirt pulled back to my elbows, bound me yet more
- tightly.
-
- "Look, he likes it. Pull those damn things down. Now."
-
- It sprang free, lolling ridiculously back against my belly. I knew it
- would be purple and I felt it shudder. I felt more vulnerable than
- ever.
-
- "Now where did I put that knife?"
-
- My eyes flew open. Cindy was going through her purse. No. No.
- Susan! Say something! Anything!
-
- "Ah, here it is," Cindy said, bringing out a reasonably sized, very
- sharp kitchen knife.
-
- Oh my fucking God. I thought, incongruously, at least make yourself a
- smaller target, you thing, you tallywhacker! But it seemed determined
- to enjoy its last moments. The gorge rose in my throat, and I shat
- myself.
-
- "You pig!" Now she was outraged. "Susan! Shove his face in it!"
-
- "Yes, mistress."
-
- "Now eat, asshole! Remember what you did to me? Now eat shit and die,
- motherfucker!"
-
- My manhood spared for the moment, I sucked down the vile stuff with
- something approaching relief. But I couldn't hold it down, and finally
- my cock sagged. Cindy noticed my gagging when Susan pulled her up.
-
- "Get him into the washroom. When he's done, clean him up." Calm
- again.
-
- Susan dragged me quickly to my feet and I stumbled into my private
- washroom, Cindy at our heels. I threw up into the toilet as soon as
- Susan shoved my head into it. When I was done, she pulled me back out
- and left me kneeling, then went for a washrag.
-
- "You slut! I said clean him up!" Two hard slaps sent Susan reeling.
-
- Susan's tongue, flinching as it was, felt good on my face and then on
- my asshole. It was the first pleasure I'd had since Cindy had come
- in. I was grateful. Every part of me. Susan began to sob as she did
- it, and that only increased my pleasure. Just like the old days.
-
- "You may have a little water, slave."
-
- Still crying, Susan said, "Thank you, mistress" in a very meek voice,
- one I knew so well.
-
- Cindy dragged me by the collar back out into office. The knife lay
- next to her purse in the middle of the floor.
-
- "Now, where were we? Ah yes, the knife. Susan, come here."
-
- From the floor, I saw Susan approach and kneel. Cindy quickly cut all
- her clothing from her. But what would she wear home? Perhaps that wasn't
- in the plan. I saw that Susan's nipples were erect. This was hardly a
- surprise. Cindy had put the gun down for a moment, but Susan wasn't
- even looking at it. Quickly Cindy took it up again.
-
- "Put these cuffs on your ankles," she said, drawing out another pair
- from beneath her dress. Susan rushed to obey, then returned to her
- kneeling position. "No, no, no," Cindy said almost tenderly, "on your
- back. And pull up your knees as high as you can." Once Susan had
- assumed this obscene posture of readiness, Cindy wired her cuffs
- together, and left her there. Though the gun served little use now,
- she kept it as she stalked over to the place we kept our toys. She
- brought the box over to where we both lay.
-
- She sorted through all the toys, finally drawing out a short leather
- whip with many tails. She asked me to please kneel up, and I struggled
- into the position as best I could. Once I was there, she commenced to
- torment my chest, belly, and thighs, with a varying rhythm, now hard,
- now soft. I screwed up my face against the amazing pain. My dick went
- limp. Uncaring, she continued to mark what felt like every inch of the
- front of my body, except the flaccid three inches of my cock. Once I
- was well marked and sobbing uncontrollably, she began to concentrate on
- my nipples and underarms, hard, steady bites that made me gasp and
- moan. At once, it became too much, and I screamed, there in my
- carefully soundproofed office, with its double frosted windows and
- security doors. She shut me up with the whip on my unbloodied cheek,
- paused for a moment, and inserted an inflatable gag. She pumped it up
- so hard I could barely breathe, then continued one my nipples and
- underarms.
-
- I could no longer stay upright, and I pitched over onto my face, barely
- missing her and nearly breaking my nose. Amazingly, I enjoyed a short
- reprieve, though many of the lash-marks hurt worse once they were left
- to themselves. Peeking through slitted eyes, I saw Cindy returning to
- the toybox, and coming back to me with the oversized dildo with which
- Susan and I had assaulted her ass before. I had been expecting this.
-
- First Cindy fucked Susan with it for a few moments. I saw her strain
- and wriggle, and flinch in pain as it struck her cervix. having
- moistened it this way, Cindy returned to me, yanked me to a bent-over
- kneeling position by my hair, and without ceremony inserted it
- carefully and steadily into my asshole. I flexed and grasped around
- the huge thing impaling me, my cock stiffening to parallel it, trying
- but failing to gasp in pain through the constricting gag. More and
- more of it slid in, Poking impossibly far in to my abdomen, filling me
- obscenely and terrifyingly. I wanted to pump against but I feared it
- would be fatal. But Cindy did it for me as soon as the thing was (I
- suppose) fully lodged, drawing it back out, an excruciating and
- delirious sensation, then back in hard, and so for a quick dozen
- thrusts, as I tossed my head and clenched my eyes. My cock was
- pumping, and no doubt sensing the climax building, Cindy rammed it home
- one final time and left me to kneel helplessly impaled. My muscles
- tried to force out the intruder, but it was too firmly implanted in my
- bowels.
-
- My partial asphyxiation left me in a trance as Cindy left me there. I
- could not possibly recount it in words. I remember seeing, through my
- wide open and fixed eyes, blurred motions that must have been Cindy
- whipping Susan's under-thighs vigorously, then fucking her with a
- strap-on. Lucky Susan, I thought, to have such a stern mistress; how
- her arms and legs must ache. When I came back to myself, still dazed
- and abused but no longer confused, I saw Cindy squatting on Susan's
- face, her garter belt riding to either side of her face, riding out
- what seemed to be a tremendous orgasm. Cindy's whole face and chest
- were red, her long hair tossing back and forth, and when she came she
- howled a weird, undulating wolf-song of transcendental rapture. The
- strain on my cock became too great....
-
- When I woke up, my mouth was clear, and it seemed that I had been
- untied and then rebound, because feeling had returned to my hands and
- feet. The great phallus still broke me open as cruelly, and as I
- became aware of it my rectum began to spasm, spreading to my
- immobilized butocks and thighs. I shook my head ro clear it. I had
- surely almost strangled to death. But Cindy had saved me. At last a
- real hope would begin to grow. The pupil had simply exceeded the
- master.
-
- I opened my eyes, steadying my muscles by an act of will. Susan had
- also been retied, in a doggy position, her wrists secured to her
- knees. Her hands were cuffed, and her knees secured by a thin rubber
- tube we used as a rope. Wire joined the two. Her mouth now bore the
- inflatable gag, and her eyes were covered by a tight black blindfold.
- God, she was beautiful. Cindy was behind her, striping her ass with a
- cane I kept by my desk. Now she saw my movements and stopped. Susan
- began to sob loudly through the gag.
-
- "Mistress, may I speak?" This would be the moment of truth.
-
- "What is it, asshole? That's the largest dildo you had. Isn't it
- enough?"
-
- She took up the gun from her belt and dropped the cane.
-
- "Go ahead, talk, that's what you wanted, wasn't it, asshole? Wasn't
- it?"
-
- Quickly she strode behind me and grabbed my hair. She jerked me to my
- knees from where I had fallen onto my side, and began to pump the base
- of the dildo. She worked it roughly in and out of me as I spoke. The
- pain was incredible, but it rubbed my prostate hard and I knew I would
- surely come within a few minutes of this intense stimulation.
-
- "Mistress, I -- ah! -- when we initiated you, we -- ungh -- hoped for
- this, this transformation, this -- ai! -- flowering from Justine to
- Juliette! But we never, oh, oh, never thought it would happen so
- quickly, so completely!"
-
- "Shut up. You're boring. I don't know what you mean by Juliette."
- She stopped working me and left it buried again deep within my scraping
- anus, filling me by her move with regret and gratitude. My cock
- throbbed and my legs pumped quite involuntarily, but I quieted down.
-
- "May I explain, mistress?"
-
- "All right. Asshole."
-
- "De Sade write two major novels, Justine and Juliette. In the first,
- the noble heroine, Justine, was constantly set upon by villains who
- conducted the cruellest villainies upon her, always narrowly escaping
- the serious injuries and death suffered by her fellow victims, who were
- treated far worse than we treated you." And worse than you have
- treated us, I thought, but I also thought it unwise to comment.
-
- "So? Wait a second, I just remembered something. No, go on talking."
-
- "The second novel, Juliette, featured a heroine who was a villain
- herself. She both sought out and loved the tortures which had so
- abased her sister, Justine. And she was quick to torture and kill
- others for her own amusement."
-
- As I continued she crossed back to her purse and drew something out.
- It fit in her hand; I couldn't see what it was. She returned to me and
- sat cross- legged on the floor before me. My cock bobbed obscenely as
- she slapped it back and forth, very hard, with the flat of her hand.
- When she stopped, I continued speaking, but through clenched teeth.
-
- "This is the state I initiated Susan and yourself into. Now, you -- "
- The sight of the sewing kit in her hand stopped me abruptly. As I
- stopped, she slapped me again, right across the face where I was
- already injured. Though I could no longer see through the burst of
- rekindled pain, I did my best to continue.
-
- "You are beyond pleasure and pain now. You understand your own
- contradictory impulses and how to reconcile them. You know that --
- AAAAAGGGHHHH!"
-
- I had never had my nipple pierced before. The sewing needle drove on
- through as I continued to scream, followed by thread. Strangely, I
- wondered what color it was. What did I look like? It was
- unimaginable. Now the other nipple. I held myself still only by the
- fear that the needle would slip and do we worse hurt. Now the thread
- went back through the first nipple, mercifully (or to avoid losing the
- strength of my flesh) retracing the first hole, and now the whole thing
- was tightened. The thread cut atrociously, and now it was going back
- and forth, back and forth, as Cindy hummed a little melody before me.
- Now she knotted the thread and snapped it.
-
- "Yes, yes, I see," she said, "very interesting. Now, I'm afraid this
- next part may hurt just a little."
-
- The needle stabbed through my scrotum, low and in front, between the
- balls, and came back out. The pain was nearly as much, and even more
- humiliating. It came out the underside, and she looped it through the
- hole a few more times. Then my balls were yanked up towards my swollen
- cock, which must have been two inches past its usual erect length at
- this point. She could stretch the flesh only so far, which she did,
- and then pinched out the fine membrane on the underside and began
- sewing my sac to my penis. At this time all the pain had become
- overwhelming and, while I noticed what she was doing surely, it was
- somehow neutral. Of course it was pain -- what wasn't? At the same
- time it was oddly delicious. I was in an endorphin trance again.
-
- She finished with this work, tied off the thread, and then grabbed the
- end of my shaft and pulled it back hard to my belly. Now the needle
- went through the underside of my navel, looped through again a few
- times, and on through the membrane under the glans. This time she
- didn't use just one hole, but made at least six in both my navel and my
- cock. My whole body was just as rigid as my penis, preventing (but not
- really _fearing_) a slip. She bound it quite tightly and then stood
- up. I could make out the outline of her stretching, and I heard her
- crack her bones.
-
- "Yes. Juliette. I like that. You see, I've read it, too." She
- paused. "I really have been awfully cruel, haven't, I? I think it's
- your turn for some fun now. Susan, would you come here, please?"
-
- Susan was adept at following the sound of a voice, and she crawled up
- before Cindy. Cindy removed her gag, then her blindfold, and I heard
- her gasp of surprise at beholding my condition.
-
- "Please use your tongue to cause Mr. Asshole, sir, to ejaculate. Do it
- quickly."
-
- I was too grateful to wonder if my orgasm would rip the threads from
- me. As Susan began to work on me, her tongue gliding over the flesh
- and rasping over the threads, Cindy replaced the gag and pumped it up,
- again too full. She went behind me and started to rotate the shaft
- buried within my bowels. My whole body began to shudder, and my head
- to toss. Cindy whispered from behind me, "The desire to destroy and
- degrade others is the desire to destroy oneself. You have read too
- long in the books of de Sade and too little of common respect and
- ethics. Villainy is a delight only to the self-hating. You made me
- hate myself, but now, with one act of vengeance, I will recover my
- self-love and restore the world. Now think nothing. Now come,
- asshole. Come now, strained and purple and screaming. Come. Come.
- Come."
-
- Susan's tongue, my own plastic phallus, the soft words and the
- asphyxiation, all converged at a point of glittering light within my
- brain and it exploded into fire. The white juice of life and death
- pumped from me, spraying Susan's face and hair, lasting for minutes it
- seemed. Before it subsided, I felt the metal barrel pressed at the
- back of my head, and I thought, "yes, do it, you're right, this is what
- I've always wanted", and just as my cock began to tear away from my
- naked belly, she gave it to me, and I was dead.