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- Dear Lori,
-
-
- Well, babe, you said to write back quickly, so here it is. Wow, you don't
- mess around, do you? 16 pictures! (Actually, I hope you DO mess around.
- And I want to do it with you!) We could argue over who has the better body,
- but why waste the time? Lori, I'm going crazy over yours. Your tits are
- just the right size for me, and your nipples look so delicious. Now I'm
- looking at your ass and wishing my lips were planting soft kisses all over
- your cheeks. Do you like to have your ass kissed? Your first photo hinted at
- the cuteness of your face, but it certainly didn't do you any justice. And I
- REALLY like the photos of you oiled up, too. You look so sexy that way.
- Wouldn't it be fun to get oiled up together and make beautiful love? Oh what
- I'd give to rub my body against yours!
-
- I know what you mean about typing with one finger. That's how I typed the
- first letter I sent you. I think I write sexier that way. Luckily, I have a
- computer, so I can go back and correct all the mistakes. But don't worry about
- yours. The mistakes show me how excited you are. And I want you to be
- excited. Today I'm wearing my Joni's Butterfly, so I can use both hands. But
- I can tell already that I won't be able to make it through all of this without
- an orgasm break.
-
- Yesterday was such a bummer for me. I found your anxiously-awaited letter in
- my mailbox, but my husband and kids were around all day. I wanted so much to
- spend time poring over your letters and photos. And I had such a need to write
- to you. I was constantly aware of the wetness between my legs. Finally, when
- the kids were down for their nap, I told my husband I was going to take one,
- too. He winked and offered to help, but I begged off with fatigue. Then I
- locked myself in the bedroom and spent a full hour and a half masturbating over
- you. Lori, you've really excited me! And don't worry about my husband. You
- primed me pretty well for some rousing fun with him last night.
-
- I wish I could have been a fly on the wall to watch you pleasure yourself to
- orgasm. It's so nice to be able to know someone who admits she appreciates
- masturbation as much as I do. You know how secretive girls are about that.
- Even some of the bi girls I've known wouldn't admit they masturbated. Now I'll
- never figure that one out. You'd think that would be an easier taboo to
- overcome than bisexuality. My college roommate and I use to sit in chairs
- facing each other while we masturbated and talked dirty to each other. That
- was always exciting to me. I like to watch my lovers masturbate, and I was
- even fortunate enough to see a couple of girls do it when they didn't know I
- was watching, too. Anyway, we'll have to compare notes.
-
- I loved your story about you and Karen. It's fun to imagine it happening. And
- it's fun to picture what you must have looked like when you were 15. Probably
- because of my background, teenaged girls will always turn me on. But enough of
- that. You were curious about my first time.
-
- Actually, my first experience with sex of ANY kind happened when I was 14, my
- sister was 16, and she'd just returned from her first date. (I think we
- started dating a lot later than you, Lori.) I'd been curious about cocks for a
- couple of years. And I'd certainly felt the empty, tingling feelings between
- my legs. But other than squeezing my thighs together, I did nothing and knew
- nothing. And I'd been envious of Kathy's big breasts for quite awhile, too.
- (Mine were just little buds.) But I can't say I had any sexual feelings for
- her or her breasts.
-
- At any rate, I'd lain awake waiting for her return, because her first date was
- really exciting for both of us. Under the covers and in the dark, she
- whispered to me all the little details. Unbeknownst to me, however, she was
- playing with her pussy while telling me her exciting story. All of a sudden,
- in the midst of the petting "struggle" at the park, she stopped and was lost in
- her first orgasm. I had no idea what was going on and was scared something
- terrible was happening to her. She stopped me from getting Mom for help
- (Wouldn't THAT have been something!?), then told me all about what had
- happened, how good it felt and what caused it.
-
- I tried, but although it felt nice, it certainly wasn't a big thing to me. So
- Kathy came over to my bed to show me how. I'll never forget a single second of
- that night, Lori, nor the emotions each one carried with it. The first touch
- of her fingers on my pussy was the most glorious moment of my life. I soared.
- I loved it. And I can feel those same feelings today as though it just
- happened. (I've since learned that a man's touch is very much different from a
- woman's. I like the firm, strong touch of a man, but the soft, sensual touch
- of a woman is so special.)
-
- Kathy had told me how exciting it was to have a boy squeeze your breasts
- (outside of your clothes, of course!), so as I became more and more excited, I
- began fondling the spongy orbs I'd envied so long. What a thrill. The
- softness. The fullness. And the obvious pleasure I was giving her. It just
- seemed natural to kiss and suck them, which I did while I humped against her
- hand. Her big, hard nipple was in my mouth when I moaned my way through my
- first orgasm. That was the beginning, and I could write two pages on all the
- beautiful feelings I felt that first time.
-
- I really feel fortunate about all of this. Most of my friends took years to
- learn how to orgasm. But with Kathy's hand and words of encouragement and
- reassurance (I got scared when I started to lose control.) I was able to learn
- right away. Today I orgasm very easily and very often. In college I became
- multi-orgasmic.
-
- Well, we were two very horny young ladies, thrilled with discovery and the
- wonderful, delicious feelings of being naughty, so over the next few weeks, we
- progressed to breast play, mutual masturbation and finally pussy licking. I
- flipped out over having my pussy licked. Kathy did it to me first, and I went
- through the ceiling. I could hardly wait to return the favor. What a
- wonderful, sensual feeling! Today I simply love to lay between a woman's
- thighs feeling the smooth wetness of her womanhood with my tongue and lips as I
- gaze up between her breasts to watch her passion. At any rate, it was a heady
- time. We were at each other every chance we could safely do so. We thought up
- all kinds of games to play, and even experimented with fruits and veggies.
-
- (I knew I was going to get in trouble, Lori. My pussy is practically dripping
- with excitement. I've taken my shirt off to sit on so I don't stain the chair.
- The vibrations are up on my Butterfly, and I'm back to typing one-handed. My
- breasts and nipples wanted too much attention. I'm afraid I may have to take
- that orgasm break before long. This letter might take forever!)
-
- But I had a little brother, too, who was two years younger than me. (I guess
- he still is, isn't he?) Ever since I was about 12, his cock had been a
- fixation for me. I didn't know why. I just knew I was constantly curious
- about it. When we were wrestling, I could sometimes feel it - and sometimes
- feel it hard. I was forever trying to catch him in the act of dressing or
- undressing so I could see it. And I was always trying to spy on him when he
- was in the bathroom. But he was always so private that I couldn't see it -
- which, of course, made me want to see it all the more!
-
- As I began to develop, I began teasing him to see if I could make it hard. I'd
- sit so he could see my panties or stand in front of the light so he could kind
- of see through my nightie. Sometimes I'd leave my door open when I changed
- clothes, then act surprised and mad when he saw me partially naked. Or I'd
- leave the bathroom door cracked when I took a shower in case he wanted to peek.
-
- It was exciting to watch his reactions. I know part of the thrill was testing
- out my powers as a young woman. It seems he had a hard-on all the time, and I
- knew I frequently caused it. Sometimes I'd stand outside his bedroom door and
- listen to him jerk-off. Of course, I didn't know what he was doing, but I knew
- it was something he wasn't suppose to do. And that even made it more exciting.
-
- (That's it. I can't take this any longer. Time for a break!)
-
- (Well, it's another day. One orgasm wasn't enough yesterday. And after the
- second, I was too wiped out to continue. Today I thought I'd try one of my
- soft dildos while I type. There's no vibration, but I like the fullness. This
- is fun, getting naughty with you, Lori.)
-
- Well, back to the story. After about six months of playing around with each
- other, Kathy and I decided to get Scott. By then she'd touched her boyfriend's
- cock when they'd made out, and she'd told me all about it. I'd told her about
- Scott, too, so we'd both been teasing him. And she told me what he was doing
- in his room. One night Mom and Dad were gone, so we put our plan into action.
- We really teased him that night while we watched TV. We wrestled with him in
- our nighties so he could "accidentally" touch us, and we really sat "sloppily."
- Then, when he went to bed, we waited outside his door until we heard the
- bedsprings squeaking.
-
- At that, we rushed in and turned on the light. Sure enough, he was laying on
- his back, his hand wrapped around his little pecker. You should have seen his
- face, Lori! At first he was really mad at us, but Kathy got him calmed down
- and told him we'd take all our clothes off for him if he'd show us what he was
- doing. I was so hot from just seeing his cock that all I could do was stand
- there and shake. God, it was all SO exciting! After we watched him pump
- himself for awhile, Kathy said she'd let him touch her breasts if she could
- touch his prick. I could only take that so long before I had to get into the
- act. Kathy showed me how to jerk him off, and I made him shoot his spunk all
- over the place. Now THAT I REALLY loved! And at that age, of course, they
- never get soft, so we kept playing until we heard Mom and Dad drive in.
-
- As long as we lived at home, the three of us had each other for love, comfort
- and fun. Eventually we taught Scott how to play with us and eat us, and we
- learned to suck him off. That's where we drew the line, but we certainly had
- hours and hours of loving fun. I like to think Kathy and I taught Scott how to
- be a superior lover, but I suppose I'll never know. Once each of us left home,
- the subject never came up again. o7 3
-
- The only feelings I've ever had about all of that are Good and Wonderful. I've
- read where incest is suppose to make people feel dirty and become anti-social.
- It's hard for me to relate to that because I did well in school, was popular
- and never felt dirty at all. No one will ever convince me that what we did was
- wrong, because it was too good to be bad. It certainly brought us closer
- together - and there's always been lots of love. Although we agreed to stop at
- oral sex, I'll admit I wanted Scott in me very badly. I wanted him to take my
- virginity, and still feel it would have been better and more loving if he had.
-
- But I'll admit I don't think about the social issues anymore. I've spent half
- my life worrying about my sexuality and the other half saying, "Who cares?"
- What I do in my bedroom is my business. I do know I don't fit any of the "This
- Is A Woman" molds. By any standard I've ever seen, I'm definitely over-sexed.
- I have very strong exhibitionistic tendencies, which fits the mold. But I'm
- also very visually oriented, and have a strong voyeuristic streak, as well.
- That DOESN'T fit the mold. Sexual guilt is almost foreign to me, and I'm more
- drawn to adventure than security in sexual matters. So I don't know where I
- fit in, but I don't worry about it too much. I know that other than the
- emptiness and loneliness of life without a woman since I've been married, I've
- had a much richer, fuller and happier sex life than most women ever will.
-
- That first incident with Scott began my life-long obsession with cocks. I'm an
- inveterate crotch watcher, wondering what's behind the zipper, what it looks
- like, how it feels and things like that. Each size and shape has it's own
- special attraction, but I love them all. I love the way they look, the way
- they feel in me, on me and in my hand and mouth. I love their taste and their
- texture. And I love their warm cum in my mouth or on my face and breasts. One
- of my favorite fantasies is to be naked on my knees, surrounded by 5 or 6 naked
- 16 or 17-year-olds. I could go around the circle, giving each a nice, long
- suck; then lay back and watch them jerk off until they splash their hot cream
- all over my body. I know my chance of ever having that happen is gone, but oh,
- do I love the fantasy!
-
- As bitter as I sometimes get with my husband's closed-mindedness about
- bisexuality, I'm very grateful for his understanding of my love of cocks.
- Every once in awhile he arranges a 3-some with another man. Have you ever done
- that, Lori? Those are such wonderful times for me. The "discovery" of a new
- cock. Two cocks to play with. And the devoted attentions of two men. I
- always feel SO female and so special. And I love my husband all the more for
- it.
-
- Well, another book and still not enough questions asked of you. I can't
- believe how good it feels to be able to talk like this with someone. Maybe now
- that I've blurted all of this out we can move on to a better correspondence.
- Write soon, Lori.
-
- Horny for you,
-
-
- Carla