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- In The Barn
-
- I lie on my back, watching the swallows swoop and dive overhead. They
- circle the rafters, darting in and out through the open window and
- lancing across a dusty shaft of sunlight. It's late afternoon; soon the
- sun will set and Mom will be calling me for dinner. I think company's
- coming over for dinner, though I'm not sure who. Probably some of my
- parents' friends, and I'll have to sit around all evening on my best
- behavior, bored as hell. I linger in the barn, hoping to postpone the
- inevitable. All the mystery of summer is encapsulated in the moment.
- Sweat trickles coolly down my back, sticking my tshirt to the moist
- skin underneath. I itch slightly from the bits of straw that have crept
- under my clothes. The air is sweetly fragrant from the soft cushions of
- new mowed hay. I stretch luxuriously, wishing that I could stay here
- forever.
-
- The door opens, squeaking on rusty hinges. I freeze, resenting this
- intrusion on my private domain. Quietly, I creep to the edge of the loft
- and peer downward through swirling columns of dust. A lone figure leading
- a horse enters. At first my eyes, accustomed to the brightness by the
- window, are unable to make out any details in the dimness below. However,
- as the intruder unsaddles the horse and begins brushing him, I recognize
- my 16 year old cousin, Brad. I am about to call out a cheerful greeting
- to him, when something in the furtiveness of his movements stops me.
-
- He tends to the horse quickly, glancing frequently at the door. As soon
- as he is finished, he leads the horse outside and releases it. After a
- quick, nervous look around, he scuttles back into the barn and closes the
- door. I watch curiously as he sits down on a bale of hay, then pulls a
- magazine out of his shirt and begins to read. Why is he so secretive?
- I slither closer, trying to get a better look. I can barely make out
- anything from this distance, but I see enough to answer my question.
- He's reading one of those dirty magazines, the kind with the naked
- lady pictures. He's also doing something very strange.
-
- His face is all scrunched up, and at first I think he must have a stomach
- ache or something. Then I notice that his shorts are unzipped, and his
- hand is down the front of them. His hand is moving very fast, and I can
- hear him grunting and moaning in time with it. Curious, I try to creep
- closer, but a cloud of dust puffs up in my face. Unable to help myself,
- I sneeze loudly.
-
- Brad freezes. Who's there? he calls hoarsely. He has such a comical
- expression on his face that I can't help giggling.
-
- It's just me, I call back. Relieved, he stuffs the magazine back into
- his shirt and clambers up the ladder to the loft.
-
- Hi, kiddo! he greets me cheerily. Why didn't you say something when I
- came in? He ruffles my hair casually, just like he always does. Today,
- this irritates me. I've had a crush on Brad since I was six years old,
- but he's never taken me seriously.
-
- Why do you always hafta call me that? I snap petulantly. I'm not a
- baby anymore! I'm a woman now! See? I've even got tits! Impulsively,
- I lift my tshirt to show off my small, firm breasts. Brad chuckles
- appreciatively.
-
- Yeah, kidd Jodi, he corrects himself, You sure do. How old are you
- now, anyway?
-
- Thirteen and a half! I declare proudly.
-
- Well! Practically a grown woman! He is teasing me. Angry, I wrestle
- him to the hay strewn floor and begin tickling him. For a few minutes
- he tolerates this, laughing. Suddenly, he flips me over, and before I
- know what's happened, I'm flat on my back and Brad's sitting on my chest.
- I stick out my tongue at him in mock anger, but I'm actually enjoying
- the attention and the closeness. I try to keep a stern face, but
- something catches my eye and I burst into uncontrollable laughter. Brad
- looks confused for a minute, then follows the direction of my gaze and
- flushes beetred when he sees what I'm laughing at. He has forgotten to
- zip his shorts, and something soft and pink is peeking forlornly from
- between the zipper teeth. I've never seen a boy blush before, and the
- sight makes me laugh even harder.
-
- Gritting his teeth, Brad quickly stands and closes his pants. He looks
- angry. I am still sitting on the floor, gasping for breath. Finally, the
- alarming color begins fading from his cheeks and ears. Anxious to change
- the subject, I glance nervously around. The magazine has fallen out of
- his shirt during our brief scuffle, so I pick it up and begin flipping
- idly through the pages.
-
- The first part is sort of boring letter mostly, and ads for a bunch
- of strange looking stuff. This soon gives way to the pictures, though,
- and I examine them with interest. Brad hovers beside me, looking over
- my shoulder. He still looks a little embarrassed.
-
- So, what do you think? he asks abruptly.
-
- Well.they're a little.intimidating. My voice trails off weakly.
- He gives me an encouraging nod, so I continue. I mean.look at those
- bodies! I wish I looked like that. I sigh wistfully. I'll probably
- never have great tits like those.
-
- Hey. Brad's voice is warm and soothing. There's nothing wrong with
- small tits. I think yours are sorta cute. As if to confirm his words,
- his hand slides under my shirt. His palm is rough and calloused against
- my skin. His touch sparks strange tremors inside me, and I shiver
- slightly, as if from a sudden breeze. Slowly, he circles my nipple with
- fingertips that seem to trail fire behind them. My nipples stiffen almost
- painfully under his lazy caress. With his other hand, he turns the page.
-
- A loud snorting sound interrupts us. Brad jumps up guiltily, stuffing the
- magazine back under his shirt. Relax, I whisper. It's just Sinbad.
- I lead him to the window, pointing out the familiar sight of Sinbad, our
- bull, mounting one of the cows. Today he has selected Margaret, a fat
- reddish cow who placidly ignores him. Sinbad's penis dangles grotesquely,
- all pink and slimy looking. I pick up one of the rocks I keep by the
- window and throw it at him. He ignores it, as usual.
-
- There is a strange gleam in Brad's eye as he watches the rutting bull.
- His arms slip around me, stroking my breasts through my tshirt, and I
- see the acts before me with new eyes. What has previously been just a
- disgusting ritual assumes new meaning, and a strange thrill courses
- through me. A sudden thought strikes me, and I turn to Brad, eyes wide
- with wonder.
-
- Is your.I mean.is it.like.that? I stammer, blushing furiously.
-
- A grin splits Brad's face. You've never seen one before, have you? he
- asks. I shake my head dumbly. His grin broadens. Want to see mine? I
- nod, and he slips out of his shorts. His penis reminds me of a plump,
- pink sausage as it stands out from his body, seeming to defy gravity.
- You can touch it if you like. he urges, so I reach out carefully and
- touch just the end of it. It is soft, slightly rubbery, and hot. I snatch
- my hand back guiltily.
-
- Brad is laughing softly. Here. he urges, taking my hand in his. You
- hold it like this. He gently curls my hand around his penis, then begins
- moving my hand slowly up and down his shaft. It feels almost as if it is
- alive, the way it pulses under my fingers. The skin is very smooth and
- soft, radiating a fierce heat. It swells at my touch, growing harder and
- hotter by the minute. Brad isn't laughing anymore; instead, his eyes are
- closed in fierce concentration and his jaws are clenched. I touch
- something slippery and look down in confusion. A small bead of some clear
- liquid is seeping slowly out of the tip. Brad moans softly, then opens
- his eyes and stares piercingly at me.
-
- Do you like that? he asks gently. I hesitate a moment, unsure, then
- nod slowly. Would you like to try something else that would really
- make me happy? I nod again, slower this time. He takes out the
- magazine again and flips purposefully through the pages. Here, he
- says, extending a picture toward me. Think you could do that?
-
- I look at the picture in bewilderment. It shows a man sitting on the
- edge of a bed, and a woman kneeling on the floor between his legs.
- They are both naked, and she seems to have his.thing.in her mouth.
- My stomach lurches uncomfortably at the idea, but Brad is staring
- expectantly at me. I don't want him to think of me as just a baby!
- Defiantly, I say, Sure, I could try But you'll hafta tell me what
- to do. From the grin that spreads slowly across his face, I know
- I've said what he wanted to hear. His smile causes a warm, bubbly
- feeling to creep through my stomach and chest.
-
- Here. he whispers, gripping my shoulders gently. He pushes me slowly
- down to my knees, so that his erect penis bobs directly in front of my
- face. It even bounces off the end of my nose a couple times. I'm trying
- hard not to giggle. Now, open your mouth. I do as he instructs, and
- he slowly eases himself into my mouth. The liquid at the tip is warm and
- salty, not at all unpleasant to taste, though I'm not so sure I like its
- slimy consistency. He feels even bigger than he did when I held him in
- my hand. Hotter, too. I feel like I'll choke in another minute, but I'm
- trying not to. I don't think Brad would like that. Close your mouth now,
- and suck gently. he instructs. Careful! Don't use your teeth!
-
- Hesitantly, I do as he says. He begins moving slowly in and out of my
- mouth, sliding over my lips and tongue. At first, I just kneel there.
- Then, as I gain courage, I begin exploring his hot shaft with my tongue.
- He groans. Encouraged, I begin flickering my tongue over the smooth
- head, feathering it along the sensitive underside of the shaft, and
- even darting the tip of my tongue into the tiny hole at the end. I am
- taking my cues from Brad; whatever he seems to like, I repeat or explore
- further. He is breathing quite hard now, and I can feel him pulsing
- gently. The salty fluid begins to flow more rapidly, first one drop and
- then another. Suddenly, he wraps both hands tightly in my hair. I gasp
- at the brief pain, then forget it as he thrusts firmly into my mouth and
- holds me there, pressed tightly against his groin. He is all the way
- inside my mouth, his short, dark pubic hair tickling my nose and lips,
- and the head of his penis rubbing the back of my throat. A firm throbbing
- begins, and I feel it all along my tongue and the insides of my cheeks
- and on my lips. Gouts of burning liquid spurt from him into my mouth and
- throat. My eyes are watering terribly, and I begin to choke. Will it ever
- end? Finally the throbbing dies down. A few erratic spasms shake him, and
- then he is still. He draws a deep, ragged breath and I realize that he
- has been holding his breath for a while. With a deep sigh, he withdraws
- himself from my mouth. Immediately, I turn and spit out the liquid that
- remains in my mouth. It forms a small, slimy puddle that is quickly
- absorbed by the dusty hay.
-
- That was wonderful! he sighs. I nod shakily, not altogether certain
- that I agree. It was different, yes, and even a little exciting, but
- I'm not sure that I'd care to try it again right away. At least he
- had enjoyed it, though. Maybe now he'd see me as a real woman, rather
- than just a pesky kid.
-
- Outside, the bull is still grunting and pumping away. I creep over to
- the window to watch. After a moment, I feel Brad's arm slide around my
- shoulders. Looks like they're having fun, doesn't it? he whispers.
- I shrug noncommittally. Like to try it? he asks. I turn and look at
- him in shock.
-
- What, just like that? I gasp, incredulous.
-
- No, silly, of course not! he replies teasingly. People do it a lot
- differently. You'll like it. Come on. he urges.
-
- Well. ok. I agree. I'm not really sure that I'll like it, but Brad
- wants to and I do enjoy making him happy. He beams at me, and I know that
- again I've said the right thing. I turn to face him and am surprised to
- see that he has removed his shirt and shoes, and is completely naked. Not
- only that, but his penis is again pointing straight out from his body. It
- bounces comically as he walks.
-
- He carefully slips my Tshirt off over my head, then kneels to unbutton
- my shorts. As he slides them down my legs, he brushes his lips lightly
- over the soft hair that has so recently sprouted between my thighs. His
- warm breath causes little shivers to go all through me. My clothes and
- underwear swiftly join Brad's in a little discarded heap on the floor.
- He runs his fingers lightly up my leg, tangling them among the short
- curls, then runs them along my slit. Tiny electric shocks surge through
- me, weakening my knees and almost causing me to collapse. Brad notices
- and guides me over to a bale of hay where he seats me. The hay prickles
- a bit on my bare bottom, but I don't care right now. Brad's fingers have
- continued their lazy exploration of my private regions, slipping between
- my tender lips and even probing inside me. His mouth is no less busy,
- having closed over one of my nipples. He nibbles gently, sucking on the
- tiny peak. I moan, dizzy with strange, intoxicating feelings.
-
- I had never thought anything could feel so good! Sure, I had often
- explored my own body while I lay in the bathtub, but it hadn't felt
- nearly the same. I wonder briefly why it should feel so different when
- Brad touches me in those secret places than when I touch myself there.
- Then, all questions are driven from my mind as he raises his mouth to
- meet my own. I have never been kissed before, not by a boy. Kisses from
- my father and uncles don't count. This is completely different from those
- other kisses, anyway. It is longer, hotter, and deeper. Brad's tongue
- flicks lightly against my lips, and instinctively I part them. He probes
- my mouth, sliding his tongue past my lips and joining it in a sensuous
- dance with my own tongue. I follow his lead and taste his sweet breath,
- the smooth hardness of his teeth and the softness of his lips.
-
- His hands are firm against my shoulders now as he draws me down to the
- floor. The hay is soft and deep here, though it tickles slightly. It
- makes a fine nest for us. Brad slowly runs his hands down my body,
- leaving tiny trails of goosebumps behind. I am breathing just as hard
- as he is now, and I know that I want something I'm not sure exactly
- what very badly. There is a deep, sweet ache inside me, yearning to
- be filled, and I know somehow that Brad will be able to fill it.
-
- At last his hands reach my thighs, and very gently he draws them apart.
- He kneels between my legs for a moment, then stretches out on top of me.
- For a moment his weight forces the breath from my body, but then I become
- accustomed to it and he no longer seems heavy. His hands fumble between
- my legs. At first I am perplexed, but then I realize his intent as I
- feel the head of his penis, hard and hot, pressing against the entrance
- to my privates. It seems so big! There is no way it could fit, but still
- he presses against me. He withdraws one hand and I see some slippery
- fluid glistening on his fingertips, but it is only when he raises his
- hand to his lips and licks it off that I realize that it is my own.
-
- He grips my thighs lightly, spreading them further apart, and positions
- himself over me. He is now centered on my tiny hole, pressing firmly
- against me. It hurts a bit, but with the promise of pleasure to come.
- I press back against him, anxious to feel him inside me. Slowly, he
- begins to enter me. I whimper softly. It feels as if I will be ripped
- apart, now! I want him to stop, to withdraw, yet paradoxically, I also
- want him to continue. The pain grows sharper, and it seems that I can
- feel delicate tissues tearing as he forces his way into me, but I match
- him push for shove. Suddenly there is a wave of greater pain, and then
- he slides easily in as if whatever had blocked him had been torn away.
- Now he pulls back, nearly withdrawing completely from my body. I moan
- weakly, not wanting him to leave me. In answer, he drives easily into
- me again. This time there is no obstacle, and he buries himself to the
- hilt. Again and again he lunges into me. I raise my hips to match his
- thrusts, reacting to the same primitive instincts that I have observed
- so many times in the livestock. A fierce pressure seems to be building
- up inside me, until I feel as if I will burst. Another thrust, and I
- can scarcely contain it. Another, and I am shoved over the brink. Every
- muscle in my body convulses. My toes clench and my thighs twitch wildly.
- I can feel my inner muscles contract fiercely around Brad's penis,
- gripping it tightly with almost the same movement I use to milk the cows.
- And it seems to have a similar result on him, because he plunges deep
- into me and holds himself there, throbbing wildly as his juices flood
- into me. It seems an eternity before our bodies come back under control.
- Finally the pulsing and twitching ease and we collapse limply into one
- another's arms. Brad is still buried deep within me, but now he has grown
- small and soft.
-
- A familiar voice shatters our peaceful interlude. Brad! Jodi! Time for
- dinner! We jump guiltily, grabbing frantically for our clothes.
-
- We'll be right there, Mom! I shout back in the general direction of
- the house. Hastily, we brush the dust and hay from our hair and sweaty
- bodies, then dress. Brad pauses to give me a quick kiss, then we scamper
- down the ladder. As we leave the barn, Brad whispers that he will have
- to come visit more often this summer. I wholeheartedly agree.
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