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- "I mean, I just don't think I could deal with it. I like the idea, in
- principle, of a needle forcing its way into me, or a razor cutting me
- open, but I don't think I could handle it if it actually happened."
-
- "But you want to push yourself, right? To see how far you can go? How
- can you know unless you try it?"
-
- "Some things you just know. I prefer head trips. I just can't deal
- with blood."
-
- "Hmmm"
-
- ***
-
- "J's out of town this weekend, so we have the place to ourselves.
- Come-- I made you a present to celebrate our 12-month anniversary."
-
- I take your hand and lead you downstairs, into the den. In the middle
- of the room lies a plywood 4 x 8, with a flowered sheet stretched over
- it. The sheet is attached to the plywood by a series of staples running
- along the edges. A small round pillow, barely big enough for your head,
- rests at the head of the makeshift bed. Along the sides and top of the
- bed are a number of black candles, melted onto small plates.
-
- "Well, what do you think?"
-
- "What the hell is it?"
-
- "It's a bed. Or, I suppose, you could look at it as a kind of
- sacrificial altar, although we seem to be a bit short on virgins at the
- moment."
-
- "Very funny. I notice that you've ruined the new sheets we bought you
- barely a month ago."
-
- "Well, I didn't want you to scrape yourself. I know how you hate the
- sight of blood. Actually, stapling it down was no small task. I had to
- visit three different stores before I found a staple gun capable of
- driving staples all the way into plywood. Lesser guns leave the staples
- sticking out, so that you have to pound them in with a hammer, but this
- sucker drives them right in. I'll leave it by the bed-- you never know
- when you'll want to staple something to a sheet of plywood."
-
- "I suppose the idea is for me to take off my clothes and lie down on the
- bed?"
-
- "I suppose it is." I press my index finger between your lips, letting
- you suck it briefly before I withdraw it and press your lips together.
- "Ssshhh... No more noise."
-
- While you get undressed, I light the candles, then turn out the lights.
-
- "I always think that atmosphere is so important for these sacrificial
- rites, don't you?" You grin back, excited, but more than a little
- nervous.
-
- I spread your legs apart, then uncross your arms and stretch them out,
- pulling you into an X shape. "Don't move." I can already feel a little
- tension in your shoulders. You trust me, but no trust is proof against
- some fears.
-
- I curl up next to you, running my hand lightly over your body. You
- shift slightly, but don't make a sound. As my fingers probe more
- insistently, I can feel you beginning to warm up and relax. You close
- your eyes, and begin to breathe a little faster. Without warning, my
- second hand tickles your armpit. You catch yourself quickly, but not
- before a brief giggle escapes your lips. I'm impressed, but still...
-
- "I'm so disappointed in you-- I thought you were supposed to be keeping
- quiet? Well, maybe a little assistance is in order."
-
- I reach behind the couch, and produce the ball gag I bought for you
- yesterday. I dangle it over your chest, the ball swaying back and forth
- in the slight depression between your breasts, the leather thongs
- tickling your nipples.. Leaning over you, I do my best Harrison Ford:
-
- "Do you love me?"
-
- "I love you."
-
- "Do you trust me?"
-
- "I trust you."
-
- I smile, kiss you briefly, and slip the gag into place. As I fasten it
- behind your head, I see a brief flash of panic in your eyes. I run my
- fingers through your hair, our noses almost touching, and the moment
- passes. This is new territory for us-- we've talked about gags, about
- how your motorboat imitation would work as a "safeword", but theory is
- one thing, and practice another. I stand up, admiring the view from
- above.
-
- "You look ravishing... but something's still missing." I reach behind
- the sofa again, and produce a blindfold. I pause to kiss each of your
- eyelids, then tie the blindfold in place.
-
- The problem with gagging someone is that you can't really kiss them on
- the mouth. I make do with the rest of you, sucking your fingers, and
- nibbling my way in along your arm. As I work my way along your upper
- arm, I run my fingers along the bottom of the arm, flattening a fold of
- skin against the board beneath you. "Hmmm..." I work my way across
- your breasts, and out along the other arm. Your breaths are becoming
- deeper, less even.
-
- I move to your feet, starting with your toes, and work my way up.
- Eventually, I get to your groin. I trace the very tip of my tongue
- along the lines of your lips, grasp a few hairs between my teeth, and
- tug lightly. You briefly forget yourself, shifting your legs to give
- you more leverage as you thrust upward to meet my tongue. Big mistake.
-
- "I'm trying to make allowances, since it's our anniversary, but I'm
- going to have to insist that you follow my instructions. If you don't,
- I'll just have to fasten you more firmly in place. Maybe a little
- warning will help you stay focused on the task at hand."
-
- I pick up the staple gun, and fire eight staples into the board, two
- next to each ankle, and two next to each wrist. From the look on your
- face, and the change in your breathing, I can tell that you're trying to
- decide whether you're in too far; whether you need to end the scene. I
- pause briefly, resting my head on your chest, and tracing the taut lines
- of your neck with my fingers. When I feel you relax a little, I resume
- my exploration where it left off.
-
- I withdraw abruptly, leaving you gasping around the gag, but,
- remarkably, not moving. I take my time getting undressed, opening the
- package, and rolling on a condom, watching you twitch. At last, I kneel
- down, driving into you in deep, slow strokes. Under normal
- circumstances, you could never stay this still-- you must be well
- motivated.
-
- Your self-control is truly impressive-- you really deserve to win this
- round. Sadly, however, life is not fair, and you are not fated to get
- off this easily. Still moving within you, I rest myself on one elbow,
- the other arm taking a candle from the row at the head of the bed.
- Holding the saucer clumsily with my left hand, I tilt the candle back
- and forth, building up a small pool of wax. At last, I turn the candle
- on its end, letting a thin dribble of molten wax pour onto your abdomen,
- just below the ribcage.
-
- Through the gag, I hear you yell, more in surprise and momentary rage
- than in pain, and am almost thrown off you by the force with which you
- writhe beneath me. In a moment, it's all over, and your limbs are back
- in their appointed places, but the damage is done. I return the candle
- to its place, then withdraw from you and stand up.
-
- "I just don't know what I'm going to do with you-- you can't keep quiet
- even with a gag, and despite my repeated warnings, you keep flailing
- around like an octopus in heat. It looks like we need to take somewhat
- more direct measures to keep you in your place. I wonder-- how do you
- suppose I could fasten someone to a sheet of plywood?"
-
- I pick up the stapler, aim, and pull the trigger. A staple arcs through
- the air and lands a few inches short of you, bouncing off the plywood.
- I fire three more times, landing staples on your stomach, your breasts,
- your thighs. Each time, you wince when you hear the stapler, and twitch
- away from the staples as they bounce off your skin and fall to the
- board.
-
- "Well, what do you think? Am I going to have to staple you down, or do
- you promise to be good?"
-
- You don't dare make a sound, but nod your head up and down.
-
- "Very, very, very good?"
-
- More nodding.
-
- "No, I don't think we'd better chance it. I'm afraid I'm going to have
- to staple you down."
-
- I slowly run the stapler over your body, exploring, probing. I press
- your arms against the board, stroke your breasts back and forth. I
- trace the outline of your hipbone, and, pressing the stapler almost to
- the bone, pull the trigger once more. You cry out from reflex, then
- pause, confused.
-
- "Damn. Out of staples. Well, that's easily remedied."
-
- I slowly but noisily reload the stapler. Your breath is coming in gasps
- now, and I notice that your shoulders are quaking slightly. Looks like
- it's almost time to bring you down...
-
- I kneel down beside you once more, and resume my exploration of your
- body, using both the stapler and my free hand now, probing harder. I
- move to above your head, moving the candles out of the way, and start
- stroking your face, pulling your hair out of the way and laying it
- against the board in a fan emanating from your head.
-
- Abruptly, I pin your left elbow down with my knee, and grab your hand.
- My previous "warning shots" had served to fasten a length of nylon
- webbing to the board next to each wrist and ankle. I grab the closest
- length of webbing and, wrapping it once around your wrist, I staple the
- other end to the board, pinning you in place. There's a little more
- slack than when I tested it earlier, but it seems to be holding you OK.
- Moving quickly, I pin the other wrist in place.
-
- Next, I grasp your forehead with one hand, holding it steady. With the
- other, I repeatedly staple your hair onto the board, making it
- impossible for you to move your head more than an inch or two in any
- direction.
-
- Finally, I move down to your ankles. You've got the idea by now, and
- are thrashing your legs, desperately trying to keep them away from the
- webbing. Your movement is restricted, however, by the staples in your
- hair, and it's an easy job for me to catch your legs one by one and
- fasten them to the board.
-
- At last, you are almost totally immobile. Once more, I kneel between
- your legs, and slip inside you. I want to take you slowly, to nibble
- and pinch my way across your body, but we're both already too close to
- the edge. You cry out one last time, and I am moments behind you, my
- teeth almost drawing blood along the side of your neck. We lie still
- for a long time, slowly relaxing, melting into each other.
-