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- O.K. The truth is, I'm fourteen and my mother's twenty-seven.
- And her mother's in her early forties, but she won't admit it.
-
- And yes, it's all true, what you hear about teenage mothers.
- We're all tramps. Whores. Pussies. I don't know if that's spelled rite.
- I never went to school. Except to get fucked. I learned that early.
- First grade. What it meant to get fucked. H ell, I got an A plus in
- that. I was the star pupil. Teacher's pet. Just like my mom. She was
- real smart. She could do it so many ways they gave her a master's degree.
- Went to college on a full scholarship. Now she's doing research for her
- doctorate . She never went to school either. Just like my grandmother.
- We're all illiterate. Can't spell worth a dam. Or is it damn? I can
- never remember.
-
- Anyway, I'm just a kid. I learned about computers the hard way.
- By poking around and hooking things up, and seeing what happened. You
- know, like the way you hook a suspender to the top of your stocking and
- everyone looks. Like my mother would sometim es when she's out in a
- restaurant. She has nice legs. Long and well shaped. She likes to work
- out. Some people think I look like her. Well, we both have long red hair
- and green eyes. And we're both about five foot seven in high heels. And
- we both h ave... well, I'm 39 D and she's a forty-two double E. But
- that's about the only difference. But you'd be surprised what a
- difference three inches makes. Especially if you have it instead of not.
- Having it. Especially if you're a man. Well, I wouldn' t know. I'm not.
- But to some men it seems to make a big difference.
-
- The other thing is we're all abused. That's the other thing you
- hear about teenager mothers. How we've all been abused by our parents and
- teachers and scout leaders, so to get back at society and feel that we
- have something of our own, we get pregnant and have kids to take it out
- on. I have a month to go. With this one. Laurie, my oldest, is two.
- She's at her grandmother's. Tracy. She doesn't like me to call her
- "mom." I have to use her first name. She pretends Laurie is her mother's.
- Well, Co lette could pass for twenty five. She's supposed to be Tracy's
- younger sister. Who got pregnant while she was in college and had to drop
- out. She was studying computer science. She taught me all I know.
- That's where I learned to program. It's sort o f complicated.
-
- That's how I got hired by Micro Soft. Not that one. The
- boutique. To keep track of its softwear. Modeling it. Putting it on.
- And taking it off. What a way to make a living. Men watched. I felt a
- little funny. In fact, I felt rather ashamed. Ha ving them stare at me
- like that. But my mother said that was what they always did, and I
- shouldn't worry. Some day I might even get to like it. I also showed off
- their underwear. This was even worse. I practically had to undress in
- front of them. I felt like a cheap whore. My mother said I was a cheap
- whore. So shut up and get dressed. I pulled on a tight skirt and a red
- blouse two sizes too small. I could hardly get it buttoned. I felt like
- a sausage. My mother dropped me off on the corner of Schuster and
- Demeroid in Jersey City. I had a quota. I didn't think I would make it.
- I think that's how I got pregnant.
-
- My grandmother could see I had a natural talent for computers.
- She ran a phone bank. You know, you sit at a phone and someone calls. It
- can be a man or a woman. And you start to talk. Hi. How's it going?
- The aim is to keep them on the phone. To s ee how far you can get with
- them. You know, like run up a bill? So you say, would you like to stick
- your dick in my mouth? If it's a man. And he says, "Well, I dunno, what
- do you think?" or something like that. Or, "Yes. That might be an option
- for us to consider," and then you go over all the possibilities, and at
- the end you say, "Thank you, Mr. President," or "Gingrich," or whatever.
- And hang up. And that's phone banking. The goal is to get the biggest
- dick in your bank. And the girl who wins , get's a free trip. They told
- me. But my grandmother told me never to win. Why? You don't want to
- know. But why? I'm telling you, you don't want to know. But why,
- Grandma? Tell me. I want to know. I really do want to know. So she
- told me. I c ouldn't believe it. You're lying. Don't talk to your
- grandmother that way. You're lying. You got to be lying. She hit me so
- hard. She beat my head against the wall and got me in the crotch with her
- knee. I told you I was abused. I was crying so ha rd, I almost forgot
- what happened. I still thought she was lying.
-
- But she wasn't. What happened to the girl who won the phone bank
- was she went to Reno. Where my grandmother knew a guy. And he took her
- and... but you really don't want to know, do you, sugarpie? No,
- grandmere. I had to call her that. Grand mare. We coined a phrase for
- you. Here it is. I woke up screaming. She couldn't have done that to
- me. I won. She said I won. Won what? He was the space engineer at the
- Astro Cockpit. She designed cock fight arenas. Your cock. My cock.
- Cody's. She op ened the mirror and stepped out. She was back. You son
- of a fucking bitch, she hit her so hard, I thought her false teeth would
- fall out. Oh, Grand Mare, what a black eye you have. Shut up. She was
- crawling across the floor with her red hair dragging down, and that wound
- in her chest, just up under her left breast. It tore the underside off.
- Came down hard on Grand Mare's back. She would be crippled for a long
- time. Her belly was hanging out, dragging along the floor, with the
- little girl riding inside. He fucked her through her mother's membrane.
- She couldn't get out. She came out pregnant. Her first daughter was born
- when she was seven. Months. She crawled into the light looking
- ggoarfsadrogpg her hadaughteehererkwrjf
-
- The Scoulds were next dor. she was medictating. He was reading
- the want ads. They said they heard nothing. She exagerated to show how
- quiet it was. Inside, my head was pounding againswt t a wao;l;l;;
- Garish. The colors. Inside my head. Inside my wombl She heard the first
- note. He was singing. The music was so distant. She couldnt' get a fix
- on it. he left her hanging
-
- it was a tango
-
- no one moved
-
- the sound reassured her that she was not deaf
-
- then came the waiting until it was over and then we could all go back in
- again. I'm going to call her Mandy. She'll be a boy. But that can be
- fixed. My mother does it. Then we all sing. It's sort of a ceremony.
- Whenever a boy is born into the famil y, we do it. They make the best
- girls. My cousin, Rory. He's amazing. Like walking across glass. He's
- been in Vogue several times. What a looker. He's always looking at men.
- The way he does. Like he's looking for something missing. Like, you kno
- w, when men look at flat chested women. They're looking for what's not
- there. And Rory's isn't. It's been gone a long time. But he doesn't
- know that. We never tell them. We just give them a butch name and send
- them out in something cute. The rest i s up to them. Rory's incredible.
- He's always coming on to women. They think he's a dyke. And he's deeply
- ashamed. He thinks he's sick. Men don't interest him at all. Except,
- the part between their legs, where his isn't. That he's always staring at
- . And when they respond, he gets very upset. Of course, that keeps him
- stepping, because between you and me, Rory is an incredible cunt. Boy is
- he sick. He acts like a tramp and behaves like a lady. And the lady is
- always getting the shit kicked out of her. Rory is a god damned punching
- bag, a soft silky blonde with soft pink skin and long sexy legs and long
- curly hair and an adorable poster girl face. Wet lips, parted. A sort of
- worried look in dark staring eyes. Like she's trying to remember so
- mething. Something missing. Wondering how she got here. Trying to pull
- down her skirt. Feeling very scared, and a man comes up to you and asks
- you for your phone number. And you don't want to give it to him. But you
- look around, and no one is going to protect you, and you say, "no."
-
- Such a little thing to get mad about. He wiped up the floor with
- her. They say men don't like to hurt women, but that guy sure hurt Rory.
- He used her like a punching bag for the next fifteen minutes and nobody
- said a thing. I was so scared. Rory lay there clutching herself.
- Holding her tits. Her cunt. I didn't know what to say. How to comfort
- her. I tried to help her get up, but she was pretty beat up. She didn't
- know what hit her. That guy really punched her out. She was a mess. I
- told her to get up. All the men were looking at her. Rory was hanging
- onto a barstool. Her heels were too high. She couldn't balance right.
- She fell over onto a table and tipped it upside down. God, she was such a
- pig. I was so ashamed. Rory held onto me and climbed back up. Her tits
- were hanging down. Her's were even longer than my mom's. I wouldn't want
- them that big. She could barely hold her shoulders up. And they were so
- pretty. With big thick nipples. They were real, too. It's that way. Wh
- atever goes into the penis, now goes, well, you know. Rory would have
- been incredible. It almost makes me sad, thinking of it. He would have
- been fantastic. He was, but not that way. For a woman, he was fantastic.
- For a man, he would have been notor ious. My cousin Jason was like that,
- too. It sort of runs in the family. I almost wish I was. But I'm not.
- I'm what I was born with. Too bad. I would have made a great man. I
- would have been so incredible. oooooo. Damnit. I would love to be a m
- an and have a woman like Rory. Boy, wouldn't that be something? Having
- Rory. Sort of disgusting when you think about it. Fucking your own
- cousin. Well, I've been fucked by my cousins, but none of them were like
- Rory. It's not like it's normal. I me an, for god's sakes, Rory is a
- pervert. For one thing, he loves to get beaten up. This is always
- happening. And sometimes it's a lot worse. They have a special bedroom
- for him at Mount Sinai. It's a whole suite. Bimbos like Rory don't come
- in the do or every day. Well, Rory does. The ambulance crew follows him
- around. But not in one of those EMS trucks. That would be tacky. A
- white stretch limo especially equipped. All government funding. It's
- hard to say which is harder on Rory, those guys in the bar, or the ones
- back at the hospital. I mean, they're keeping her alive, but she's been
- braindead since she was twelve. Isn't it time to turn off the life
- support system and let her die? I mean, she's helpless. Look at her. No
- one in their righ t mind could resist someone like that. A man who looks
- like a woman. Go on. Hit her again. It's all legal. No one cares if a
- man gets beat up. So he's fair game. WHAMMMM. Of course, it's illegal
- to hit me. So I just sit and watch. Two guys get h er up on her feet and
- the third one pounds her silly. Just like at the hospital. Except there,
- it's doctors. And here it's construction workers. But the result is
- pretty much the same. Rory's slender body taking a beating.
-
- And the evening was just getting started. The pretty blonde would
- be escorted from one club to the next where she would be put on display
- and sold to the first bidder. It usually consisted of being knocked off a
- barstool and then picked up and body sla mmed on the floor several times.
- I sipped a gin and tonic or some other lady's drink. I was underage, but
- no one said anything. I tried to look interested. But really I wanted to
- be back at my computer. That's when I decided to buy a laptop. So that I
- could hook into the internet while I was going around with Rory like this
- and have something to do. I had to get a cellular phonecard to go with
- it. I could also hook into the main frame at Colette's. I could keep
- them informed of everything that wa s happening to Rory, except, the
- camera crew would also be doing that. There was a direct link via the
- satellite dish on the van that also accompanied us to my grandmother's.
- It was all government funding. It cost billions. Yeah. All through
- phone ba nking. You see, it's not who you call, but who calls you. Any
- minute now it might be Mr. President. I call him that, and he laughs. In
- that slow southern drawl that some girls find so sexy. That's it, isn't
- it? The way he says that. And I get all u ptight. Like maybe it's him.
- Really. He even invited me over. Like, he wants it so bad. I mean, he
- is such a boner. Gadsby and Third. Quarter to two. Right. Got it. See
- you. And it was him! I mean, in a trench coat and everything. Of
- course, we keep our appointments. It's part of the service. I show up.
- And you pay me. I told you, it's all government funding. Look at it this
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- in the high sierras? Or for that matter, a baby. What about the baby?
- That's it, they get killed, but then one of the outlaws notices that
- there's a baby. So they have an argument, leave it. Take it with them?
- Use it for target practice. One of them notices it's a girl. In four or
- five years, the y can fuck it. Or sell it to the Indians for a good time.
- So they take it with them. They're crossing the sierra madres solteras.
- One step at a time. And the cat follows them. Their trail. Keeping low,
- not letting them know it's there. The cat's slippery. The cat's sick.
- It's got a fat hairball in the pit of its stomach and it's trying to get
- it out. The outlaws, Phil, Leroy and Rick are trying to get over the
- mountains. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx young couple, they now have to
- decide how to divvy up the spoils. That's what holds them together. The
- spoils. A woman's dress. A pair of boots. And a Swiss Army knife. They
- hadn't been very well equipped. And a can of sterno. And a whip. So who
- gets what? Rick said he wanted the dress . Phil said he'd settle for the
- sterno. LeRoy wanted all of it. There was also the girl. She was
- thirteen now, and it was hard to see how they were going to divide her up.
- Phil wanted to do it with a knife. His big Bowie. But Rick said, no, he
- wanted the dress. But no one knows who's going to win. I hung up.
-
- Flirtatious. You have to be flirtatious. To win. To keep them
- talking. To keep the contracts coming in. And then you send Rory to
- collect. They think it's you. Only they don't know you're sitting there,
- taking it all in while Rory gets it. It's i nteresting. Knowing that all
- that's intended for you, and Rory is the one stopping it. Like watching
- yourself get hit by a locomotive from a safe distance. Very erotic.
- Especially the results. I always get wet. Well, the results are pretty
- disgustin g, but at least it's Rory and not you. I never say anything. I
- just sit there unnoticed, in a little blue dress and long gloves. The
- skirt's slit up to there, and my tits are practically falling out. You'd
- think someone would look at me. But Rory attracts all the attention.
-
- "What's that?"
-
- "Oh? It's a computer."
-
- "Yeah? What do you do with it?"
-
- Well, actually, I operate Rory's life support system, but I don't
- tell them that. I say I play games.
-
- "What kind of games?"
-
- He was getting interested.
-
- "Watch."
-
- I made Rory get up. Then I made her climb up on the bar. Then I
- made her dance. Then I made her fall off.
-
- "Like that."
-
- "Yeah? Do it again."
-
- It was interesting watching the pretty blonde climb awkwardly to
- her feet, knowing that her legs were broken in several places, wondering
- how she could do that with just her flesh and muscles. She looked pretty
- gross as she climbed back up on the bar. "Want to see her tits bounce?"
- "Yeah." Rory started to dance again, only this time I made her really
- obscene. Dancing on the edge of the bar, the raised rim that goes around
- it, which was rounded, so it was hard to keep your balance, but she was
- doing it because I was making her do it, tapping the keys, making her do
- the most outlandish swings, her long curly yellow hair sweeping around
- like her tits which were undulating back and forth across her skinny chest
- like beach balls being kicked back and forth, and then,
- gjgytytutghHIHIYIOHLKJHKJKJLK
-
- The trick was to see how far you could throw her. I showed him
- how. He put his hand on the joystick. At first he couldn't even make her
- stand up. Don't be embarrassed, a lot of guys fail their first time. He
- looked at me. It wasn't his first time. I tried to tell him it was okay.
- He got Rory sort of on her knees, but he didn't know how to work the legs.
- And then she fell over. Shit. I laughed. He got up and went over and
- kicked Rory in the stomach. Get up, you fucking whore. Get up. That's
- not the way to do it. Here. I'll show you. I had her standing in front
- of him in no time. Boy, was he mad. He still didn't get it. He thought
- it was her fault. Rory tried to explain, but he never got a chance. I
- kept him on his feet the whole tim e. The guy forgot all about the
- computer. He was just into Rory.
-
- That's how we got the bridge contract. I mean, what my
- grandmother knows about bridges would fill an encyclopedia. She must have
- crossed dozens of them. But she never actually built one. Until we got
- this contract to build a bridge across Lake Erie. A suspension bridge.
- The senator had been totally grateful, but this was the only thing he had
- to hand out at the time. Colette said she'd take it. She didn't want to
- embarrass him. Well, my god, it's no big deal. If you can squeeze a size
- twelve bo dy into a size nine dress, you can do anything.
-
- She made a couple of phone calls.
-
- Harry?
-
- Colette.
-
- Hi. Listen. What do you know about bridges?
-
- Yeah. I have, too. But did you ever wonder how they work? How
- they get there?
-
- I mean, they don't just grow by themselves, do they? Someone has
- to make them.
-
- I didn't know that. Anyway, you know my grandson, Rory?
-
- Yeah. The one with the high voice.
-
- Yeah. And the tits.
-
- Yeah. That one. Aggie's oldest.
-
- Harry! Show some respect. She's only a kid.
-
- Anyway, this senator was taking her out and, he must have liked
- her, because he gave her a contract.
-
- No. Not that kind of contract. This one's for a bridge.
-
- You don't have to take out anything. You got to build it. That's
- why I'm calling.
-
- Lake Erie. I think it's in Georgia.
-
- Oh yeah? Well, what do I know about geography? I never went to
- school.
-
- Anyway, I need someone to build it.
-
- Why? So the government will pay me fifty million dollars.
-
- Never mind what Milt Eisner gets. What about the bridge?
-
- Pilings? How many?
-
- Do they have to be at each end?
-
- This has to be a drawbridge, did I say?
-
- So boats can go under it. It has to go up and down.
-
- No. Not like that. Can you handle it?
-
- You know a guy? I knew you would. When?
-
- I think they want it by next year.
-
- Thanks Harry.
-
- Sure. Any time. You know my kids love you.
-
- She's pregnant.
-
- You want a rematch?
-
- I'll send her over this afternoon.
-
- Make it nice.
-
- It was the longest bridge connecting an international border in
- the northern hemisphere. With two arches. The one between Greenland and
- Iceland has three. But this one has only two. There was no government
- funding behind that other one. It was all p rivate capital. Colette's
- privates and his capital. They encircled the planet with bridges. The
- one over the narrowest part of the Atlantic was a blockbuster. Every
- light in the neighborhood went out.
-
- Colette's done pretty good for an unmarried woman who had to drop
- out of college because she was pregnant. Only it wasn't with me. My
- uncle Maxie. Maxie is a spectacular brunette. The congressman I set him
- up with was kicked out of the army police fo r brutality. Towards
- prostitutes. He loves Maxie. Maxie is just the kind of teenage tramp
- that got him in trouble. Only now he doesn't have to worry. He can do
- just about anything to her he wants. "Drop kick to Jesus through the goal
- posts of life." He's very religious. Maxie prays a lot, too. That's how
- my grandmother got the contract for the Stealth bomber. She has us kids
- working on it in the backyard in our spare time. When we're not phone
- banking. It's not easy, though. Colette says what the government pays
- her as an unwed mother with a military contract ought to just about cover
- Maxie's hospital bills.
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