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- Damage
- Palindrome.
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- Picard had stayed collapsed in his boarding room for some time, overwhelmed
- by Hannah, only to find she'd left a note for him at the desk to meet him again
- at ten o'clock.
- She'd arrived wearing the same grey dress as this afternoon and taken
- forever to cross the threshold once he'd found her. She'd taken the stairs to
- his room while he'd wandered the lobby like a department store floor walker. He
- didn't know she couldn't have been seen going upstairs with him. Finally
- they'd met and they ascended by separate staircases. Despite her undetected
- arrival, once they sat on the couch she seemed more scared than ever.
- Jean-Luc leaned close, she didn't slide from him, only grew tense. Trying
- to hook his face under hers for a kiss made her stiffen more. He was irritated
- He shivered slightly, wanting to hold her. He looked away and considered.
- Jean-Luc removed his shoes and socks.
- 'Look at these,' he twiddled his toes, 'aren't they ugly? They look like
- they're made of mahogany they're so brown and purple. And where there are no
- broken capillaries the skin is splotchy white. Nevertheless, my feet don't feel
- ugly, they feel fine other than the calcium deposit my doctor has to keep
- removing.'
- He untied his neck scarf and made her look closely at the decades of small
- razor scars on his cheek, chin and neck.
- Jean-Luc showed her how one of his fingers curved no matter how straight he
- tried holding his hand. And then there were his age spots, scored on to the
- backs of his hands by too many suns.
- She sat stony-faced as he removed his pale jacket and untied his shirt.
- When he was young he'd hoped to have a manly figure with lots of chest hair like
- his father, but now it was his back that had so much hair. Now his belly was
- soft, the washboard ripples he'd worked so hard for gone and even his chest
- hairs were going grey. Gently, he took her hand and extended a finger from her
- fist and used it to count the birthmarks on his torso and arms; he counted aloud
- for her, numbering his imperfections.
- He removed his pants and used her fingernails to trace his varicosing
- veins. Lastly he slid from his drawstring drawers. Jean-Luc's pubic hair was
- turning salt and pepper with age and his thighs and calves had been worn smooth
- of hair by hundreds of uniform pants.
- The traveller's clothes lay in a stack on the armrest. He snuggled close to
- her for warmth, yet her face was bloodless as he leaned to kiss her. Even her
- lips were pale. Hannah raised her arms to screen him from her. She unbuttoned
- her blouse and loosened her bodice. Hannah took Jean-Luc's hand and let him feel
- her right breast; she flinched involuntarily from his cool fingertips. She let
- him feel her aureole tighten and push her nipple forward. Then she slid his hand
- leftward, letting him discover her smooth, broad mastectomy scar.
- A purse of grey felt gave her the appearance of balance. She'd even sewn a
- button-loop on it to keep it in place on her corset. She didn't blush but grew
- paler still. Jean-Luc willed his hand to stay loose but his arm muscles
- stiffened as he tried lightening his touch for fear of hurting her.
- He pressed her backwards until she reclined. She took his right wrist and
- bent his arm against the chesterfield's back. He supported himself over her with
- this arm and put his left palm onto her remaining breast. He noticed now how
- with one arm bent back to keel him from touching her mangled side, how the her
- padding hadn't moved with her arm as it ought to have. How could he have missed
- it? Slowly, they found the other's rhythm and silently agreed to indulge in the
- fiction that her body was whole.
- Jean-Luc let her pull the skirts of her dress up in her own time.
- She put one foot down for balance and Jean-Luc nestled between her legs
- He put one hand between them and began pushing through the wool, cotton and
- silk. The outer material was cool and rough, but as the layers grew softer they
- became warmer. When he found her warmth and dampness he moved slowly for fear
- of hurting her. Throughout their eyes never unlocked and they even blinked
- together. He slipped over her wet pubic hairs when trying to penetrate her
- and forced himself to slow. His feet were cool and nearly cold. Jean-Luc
- shivered from the contrast between her heat and the room's cool air. He
- didn't thrust, but rocked his pubic bone against her mons, slowly driving
- them to bliss in unison It was only when she neared her crest that she moved
- her hips. Her orgasm came only when he bucked his hips once and lost his grip
- on the backrest, collapsing against her.
- They separated slowly, not wanting quick movements that would destroy the
- moment.
- Someone walloped the front door five times. Grooved habit made Jean-Luc
- reach for his boots. There was always an emergency, he thought, then wondered
- if that had always been his excuse. Jean-Luc knew it was either Beverly or
- Deanna. He put his feet on the floor before the houseboy had begun galloping
- from the back of the house.
- 'I'll come back and,' he didn't want to promise anything outrageous. What
- should he say, that he knew a doctor who could clone organs? Could Beverly
- perform surgery that complex in the shuttle?
- 'Tell me to wait for you,' she spoke her first words of the night. Jean-
- Luc averted his eyes and blushed and hoped putting on his shirt had hidden
- it. 'You'll be a while?' Jean-Luc pulled on his drawers and pants at once
- Below, he heard Beverly querying the houseboy. He started when he caught her
- face at the corner of his eye, inches from his ear. 'Also, tell me I shouldn't
- stay up for you.'
- Jean-Luc's ears were red and he couldn't meet her eyes.
- 'I can't promise you, but I want to say I might be able to make things
- better for you. Possibly.' Two drum beats, one half the weight of the other,
- tattoo'd up the stairs to Jean-Luc's landing. Jean-Luc wrestled his fingers into
- his first stocking when they slowed nearby. Beverly shouted through the door
- excitedly. 'But such promises would be not lies but uncertain. I mean to say...'
- He mouthed an obscenity when Beverly called him captain through the door.
- 'Captain? I'm not angry. I won't be angry about to-night if you vanish,
- when we met you said you were leaving. Thank-you for touching me, it's been a
- long time. But don't ruin it for me by telling me what you'd like to do, rather
- than what you will do. Kiss me goodbye.' He bent to kiss her mouth but she only
- pecked his cheeks.
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- Chapter Nine:
- Beverly hadn't said anything about the perfume clinging about him even
- though the scent had been very noticeable in the Hansom's small space. He'd
- listened to her report sullenly. His face was grey still throughout the ride
- Only as they approached the guard post did he stir.
- They were committed to ending the mission quickly when they stunned the
- with an injection. Once he recovered the city would be searched for the jungle
- doctor and her escort. Captain Picard hoped he and his colleagues would be gone
- by dawn. As of tonight the mission had gone on too long.
- Beverly had been on duty in the shuttle and detected a series of sub-space
- signals coming from what seemed to be a Romulan equivalent of a tri-corder.
- Beverly made the shuttle's computer mask a sensor sweep of the base behind a
- propitious solar flare that had rattled around Earth's upper atmosphere. A
- Vulcanoid was there, the streams of copper in his blood reflected brightly for
- an instant, like ribbons.
- Jean-Luc dismissed Beverly.
- 'Return to the shuttle and wait for my signal. I'll signal you in half
- an hour whether or not anything's happened. Prepare to beam me back if I'm in
- trouble before then. Or to get a phaser to me if necessary.'
- He rolled the guard into his booth and bent under the lift gate.
- The base was noisy despite the late hour. Hundreds of snores rattled the
- distant barracks and the mess reserved for officers was still rowdy. From their
- observations, they knew workmen of every type wandered on and off the base, as
- well, being so close to the port, besotted sailors had been know to stagger onto
- the quad, or so newspaper cartoonists said. Jean-Luc couldn't believe how lax
- security was in this era. Unfortunately, though the world still pretended to
- believe in gentlemen, the war to-day and the wars to-morrow would be fought with
- blood, bone and fury, not white gloves and plumes.
- He wanted to take another look at the rubbish heaps and latrines. Both had
- been a common sight for the conspirators to infect on troop ships and bases.
- Jean-Luc strolled over the quad with his hands in his pockets as though he
- knew what he was doing and had every right to do it. He almost thought to
- whistle but dismissed the thought as inviting trouble and over-confident. He
- wasn't worried about getting stopped by the base troops, at most he'd get
- arrested for vagrancy and have to beam away from a jail cell. He was worried
- about a nervous Romulan panicking and shooting at shadows.
- Long Point was shaped like a square with one corner lopped off where it
- joined a private road that led to the port. This is where the stores and stables
- were kept. The bottom right of the square held the main gate and administration
- buildings; the upper left the barracks and short cannon range. The officers had a
- club on the base but most of them forsook the meagre lodgings, one building near
- the administration building, for residences in the city. Jean-Luc walked into the
- dark shrubbery along the artillery range's edge, avoiding the lighted areas. When
- he saw troopers moving about in the dim but he knelt and stayed still until they
- moved on. His stop-and-start walk slowed him damnably, it took thirty minutes to
- cross the half-kilometer quad.
- The sliver moon rode the single cloud like a sail on a foamy boat. Jean-Luc
- wished he hadn't worn his grey jacket but there was nothing to be done for that
- now. Once he'd heard some gravel scrape nearby accompanied by a voice. He was
- ten paces away from a duty post, dark green in daylight but black now. Jean-Luc
- slowly squatted and began crawling to the shack putting his black pants between
- his jacket and the direction of the sound. Slowly, he moved piece of lumber in
- front of him and waited. Fifteen minutes later when he was about to stand again
- the trooper he'd heard moved first. A lamp blossomed from the darkness and
- lighted the side of the shack. The captain was lying on his side under some
- loose beams and the trooper ignored him. Jean-Luc's jacket was the same colour
- as the granite gravel ringing the shack. The guard circled once and left,
- continuing his patrol.
- Once he was certain no-one was in earshot, the captain broke wind and
- continued to the kitchens. He knew he was close because it was the single
- building that kept its hearth lighted. Coal smoke irritated his lungs as he
- approached and he though he was able to see orange light from its chimney,
- though it was more than likely city light reflecting off the steel pipe.
- The compost was in the open air and lighted by the street lamps from the
- utility road that led from the rear gates, through the industrial sector and
- into the port. Jean-Luc flattened against the ground and studied the scene.
- He somehow doubted anyone as desperate as he guessed the remaining Romulan
- must be would have risked walking into a relatively well-lighted area.
- Besides, saw dust had been sprinkled on the heap this afternoon and the pine
- shavings were still on top of the humid heap so walking around the compost
- would have silhouetted them dangerously.
- He'd always scored zero by zero on any psionic tests but he'd always
- believed nothing could replace experience and insight. Jean-Luc decided to go
- to the circular livery building, another favourite target for planting
- infectious material. Down heaps had also been used to spread disease at the
- other bases and on the troop ships. When he approached the stables and heard a
- long, dragging scratch his heart leapt but he was not surprised. Jean-Luc
- unbuttoned the fob from his vest and took out his watch in order to switch on
- the communicator inside.
- He dropped it, and it clattered on the flags.
- Jean-Luc looked at the nearest stable door and saw no-one. There was a
- change by the door to his right. He saw a heavy-lidded eye, lighted by the tiny
- moon, peer at him from the gap. The line between the door and wall turned to
- shadow as the figure behind moved away. The captain scooped his watch into his
- pocket. He leapt to one side and then changed his mind, deciding to go around
- the building's dark side. From behind the wall came bumping noises. Jean-Luc
- made noise of his own, stepping onto the ring of gravel surrounding the
- building. The curving wall had no place for him to hide. As far as he could see
- it was in good repair and there were no cracks through which he could see
- inside. He stopped and counted to thirty then stepped backwards, off of the
- gravel surrounding the building. He picked up some stones and threw one to his
- right, then others further to his right then crouched and crawled to his left.
- Inside, some horses stamped in their stalls, irritated from being woken
- from horse dreams. Jean-Luc knelt against the wall, grinding sharp stones into
- his knee, and pressed his forehead against the planks, looking for a gap. He
- searched up and down, moving quickly from one plank to another. He took out his
- grandfather's pocketknife and wedged its blade into one groove and pushed it to
- one side. Inside was a dim, yellow light. He saw splashes of colour, red tools
- and institutional greens and whites but nothing intelligible. Jean-Luc pulled
- the knife free and continued around the building's side listening all the while.
- He jammed the blade into another crack and widened it enough to see a horse
- moving around inside but nothing else.
- He almost crept in front of a door without realizing it. Jean-Luc looked at
- it fearfully before realizing it was pinned shut with a meter-long bar. He
- raised one foot and dusted his boot's sole of crunchy gravel before setting his
- foot on the flag before the door, then the other foot. He stood and pulled the
- cold metal free. It had been years since Jean-Luc smelled unpainted iron, hardly
- a common construction material in his era. Its scrape had sounded hideously loud
- to him but that couldn't be helped. He tried holding the bar so that it didn't
- touch the loops that held it but stopped when well-ahead of him, well around the
- the building's curve, someone began fighting open a door. A latch rattled open
- and a door was kicked. Jean-Luc yanked the bar free and staggered into a run.
- Two dozen paces ahead of him, large hinges groaned open.
- A horse skittered its way onto the flags before the door. The rider wore
- a cavalry uniform. He touched one spur to the brute, making it step to one side,
- then whipped the reigns along its face, making it back away from the Frenchman.
- Oil light from inside the stables came in streaks. The horse and rider were half
- in and out of shadow. He wore a cavalry uniform complete with sword and shako.
- Jean-Luc couldn't see whether or not he had a pistol belt. The rider was human-
- looking enough, but Jean-Luc saw only his long spine and aquiline face. The
- rider snarled and guided his mount into the dark. The saddle was well-oiled and
- the straps and buckles creaked as they trotted onto the gun range.
- Jean-Luc ran.
- All he had was a blunt pole and his grandpere's pocket knife. This was the
- stupidest thing Jean-Luc had done in some time. He couldn't guess what the
- Romulan wanted to do. If he wanted escape, he would only have to walk carefully
- off the base, so why steal a horse. Why dash through the open quad at night?
- Neither could he believe how hard the horse was being ridden, surely the whole
- quarter heard the horse's hooves? Despite his forceful exhalations, the cool air
- began chilling his lungs. Jean-Luc reached the top of the artillery range he
- slowed rather than risk falling into one of the gunnery pits that strung in a
- line at the top of the range. He kept loosing sight of the rider and horse in
- the dark and soon had to follow them by sound alone. Soon his side began hurting
- and he had to slow to catch his breath. Where was the Romulan going? The rider
- wouldn't risk jumping over the perimeter fence on an unfamiliar horse in the
- dark. Jean-Luc leaned on the bar and listened. The horseman was well ahead of
- him. Through the dark Jean-Luc heard listened to the horse's foot-falls slow
- and circle.
- Jean-Luc said 'hello' in Vulcan and, damn it, couldn't think of anything
- else. He crept through the black, listening to the horse, trying to guage its
- distance. 'You know,' he began. And the Romulan charged.
- Despite the poor light there was a flash of silver with the horse-thunder
- as the rider drew his sword. It vanished and reappeared, telling the captain the
- Romulan was right-handed. Jean-Luc thought of leading them toward the gun pits
- but they were too far off to run, even if he were fresh. Jean-Luc made a show of
- jamming one heel into the ground and raising his bar as though he were aiming
- for the rider's thigh, a deadly wound to cavalrymen for the sword would often
- tear the leg's artery and winnow into the belly. His attackers, horse and rider,
- looked like a burst of smoke. Only when they were ten meters away did Jean-Luc
- see them clearly. The rider was low in the saddle with his sword parallel with
- the ground at chest height; the horse held its face forward ready to bite.
- Jean-Luc stood with his feet well-planted on the right of the rider's path.
- There was a cloud of heat as the horse's breath preceded it. He swung backwards
- as though for chop but began a pirouette. Jean-Luc almost lost his balance in
- his backwards swing. He swung his leg out in a wide sweep trying to leap to the
- horse's right, opposite the Romulan's sword. He span about with the bar close to
- his chest and he saw a blur as the Romulan raised his arm to slash his seven
- kilogram sword at Jean-Luc's skull. Jean-Luc's back was to the horse and rider.
- Jean-Luc blindly extended his arms and swung the pole like an axe, aiming for
- the horse's teeth.
- The jar took Jean-Luc's blunt weapon away. The brute screamed from pain and
- reeled. As it passed and staggered, Jean-Luc gasped fearfully as the dark mass
- moved on top of him and put his arms up instinctively to ward off a sabre slash.
- The animal's smooth coat roughened his fingertips; before the thought formed
- clearly in his mind Jean-Luc grabbed the first piece of leather that brushed
- against his hand.
- He was dragged.
- His hand hooked around a strap firmly then felt as though he was sinking
- into mud, and the that he'd stepped on some glass Christmas ornaments, he was
- confused by a strange vibrating pop before realizing the animal had stepped on
- his foot. For a mad moment Jean-Luc thought there'd be no pain, like in boy's
- adventure stories where the protagonist managed to hack through a jungle with a
- bullet in the bum, a sword hole through the arm and a crack on the head with no
- discernable effect. He wasted the valuable second on this fantasy before the
- pain started.
- Jean-Luc kicked the ground with his good leg, trying to keep his mangled
- foot raised. The horse's body was very hot and slick. His left hand was the only
- grip he had on the horse's riding gear. Above him, the rider raised his blade
- high but changed the angle, turning it to stab with the point, not slash with
- the blade. The rider neared the top of his swing and lurched forward trying to
- stop his momentum. Nearing blindness, Jean-Luc took the Romulan's right ankle
- with his free hand and pulled it free of the stirrup. Pain boiled up Jean-Luc's
- leg when his whittled foot bounced along the turf. He shivered and whined as he
- fought to breath. Jean-Luc lost his presence of mind and let go. He tumbled
- gracelessly and heavily and screamed when the bones in his foot splintered
- further.
- The rider shrieked and fell.
- Jean-Luc tumbled and yelped. Saint Bouchard, he gasped, what had he done
- to his leg! He couldn't move his ankle without the bones and cartilage
- stretching. Bugger giving his location away: Jean-Luc swung his watch out and
- pulled on its clasp. Its electronics woke, lighted and moaned to the shuttle for
- help. He began crying from the pain.
- Jean-Luc twisted onto his left side, trying to keep his legs stiff
- All about him was dark green, blue and black. The horse danced, shrieking and
- unable to out run the pain in its bleeding mouth. It whined piteously and grew
- mad with pain. Jean-Luc's ears got hot as he blushed madly, ashamed of what
- he'd done to the horse. There were shrubs and trees moving gently in the
- frigid breeze. The captain couldn't distinguish a man's figure from the ground
- about him. The rider had worn dark clothing...Jean-Luc was wearing a white
- shirt and light grey jacket. He prayed the rider was stunned, equalling their
- disadvantages.
- Jean-Luc clambered onto fours then wiped his wet eyes, trying to catch a
- glint from his iron or blue sword steel.
- He froze, sighting a grey mass. It wasn't moving. He crawled to the form
- while fumbling for his pen knife. A mechanical sound clicked out from the dark.
- Jean-Luc guessed what it was, descriptions of the sound and the mechanisms that
- made them had figured too long in books to not have brought dread to him
- immediately. The hulk he'd seen still remained crouched and still. He counted
- to thirty and at twenty he realized he was was counting too quickly and began
- counting again. Jean-Luc shivered, his sweat now made him cold. He reached
- toward the figure.
- It was a rock.
- Jean-Luc scrabbled next to it on his hands and good foot. He put his cool
- hands on the sharp, hard granite and plowed onto his knee. Jean-Luc closed his
- eyes to listen. No part of the granite felt loose enough to pry free silently.
- Worse, Jean-Luc felt his bladder swelling slowly and had a bizarre image of his
- grave marker noting: Here lies Captain Jean-Luc Picard, Medal of Valour, silver
- service star, distinguished service bar, Crimson Cross, stepped on by a horse.
- He peed in his pants. Jea-Luc opened his eyes and pressed against the rock.
- 'I'm never warm on human worlds,' the Romulan said. The voice was several
- paces to Jean-Luc's left, damn it. 'Oh, don't talk, I know I've failed.' His
- voice was a woodwind baritone. 'My face is open, I'm bleeding all over my eyes
- but I can still see you.' Dimly, Jean-Luc saw the speaker three meters away,
- leaning on another lump of granite. 'This is a damned cold planet, Admiral,
- Captain Whomever. What a silly thing to do, trying to best you on your own
- world. It wasn't you who stopped me, you know. I'd simply have gone back to our
- time and and come back again and succeeded. A robber beat me. I was attacked in
- the street from behind and robbed. My communicator, my gear for gaussing life-
- form sensors, all that got nabbed, marooning me here with my ship cloaked in
- orbit. Now, isn't that a bugger?
- 'It's a lot to ask but don't bury me here. Bury me in the Mediterranean,
- where you first caught up with us. It's warm there, and the people are nice;
- they like to talk. I can see why much of your culture started there. People
- there like talking.'
- And the Romulan shot a bullet into his brain.
- Jean-Luc leapt backwards at the flame, mashing his foot further. The
- suicide's face had been visible for an instant, lighted from inside like a Jack'
- o'lantern. Jean-Luc was mad with pain, he panicked and began crawling into the
- bushes nearby. Searchlights swept the dark but none of their arcs covered the
- dead Romulan. Jean-Luc cut off his boot to let it swell and bruise to its
- content. When the troopers on patrol began moving in regular formation for a
- more scientific search Jean-Luc dragged the Romulan over his own gore into the
- bushes and waited for the transporter beam, trying not to vomit. When the horse
- was found the base's powerhouse began grinding to life, ready to turn on the
- sulphur lamps ringing the quad.
- *
- Hannah woke but kept her eyes closed. Her breathing was slow and deep.
- Awake behind her eyelashes she knew the bed beside her was empty, but while her
- eyes stayed closed she could dream otherwise. Outside, the sun rose to beat the
- heavy curtains with heat.
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