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- The Analyst
-
- by - Hal
-
- Chapter 5
-
- Dr. Stevens listened intently as Jan described her first visit to
- the club. "Did you join?", she asked. "Yes, I really liked most of
- the people I met there, and somehow, I felt like I belonged." Dr.
- Stevens moved to sit beside Jan on the couch and took her hand.
- "Jan, I've been starting to feel that you may be moving too fast
- into this second life and not exercising enough caution. When you
- mentioned the cameras and video tape, I got a chill down my spine
- because I've heard of people being blackmailed with something like
- that. And, you really don't know that much about Dan. How can you
- be so sure you won't get hurt?" Jan placed her other hand on top of
- the doctor's and looked into her eyes. "Have you ever had the
- feeling that there is a part of you that has always been there, but
- never come to the surface?" Dr. Stevens nodded and Jan continued,
- "Well, I've had that feeling for a long time and when I got
- involved with Dan, I began to realize what that hidden part was. I
- am a very sexual creature. I'm finding that I love everything about
- my body and the bodies of other people and I've never been as happy
- or free as when I'm having sex. My parents were very strict and I
- went to a catholic school, so when I went to college, and later in
- the business world, I accepted that sex was for procreation and
- should only be pleasurable with a husband. Unfortunately, most of
- my experiences with men tended to reinforce that belief and I
- always felt guilty when sex felt good. Besides, the men I made love
- with seemed more interested in relieving an itch than making me
- feel good. I think if I had had a more "normal" sex life when I was
- younger, I might not have this tremendous need that has built up
- inside me for a long time with no relief, but it's there and I have
- to find a way to deal with it."
-
- "The club made me afraid in the same way that Dan does, sometimes,
- but I found that I liked the fear. It's partly a fear of being hurt
- or discovered, but mostly, it's a fear of the unknown. I really
- believe Dan has everything under control and won't let me get hurt.
- I don't know why I feel that way, but I do and getting the video
- tape seemed to make me believe it even more. When I first suspected
- that they were taping me with Kevin, I made up my mind that I will
- NOT be coerced or blackmailed. They can show it on 'Sixty
- Minutes', if they want, and I'll find a way to deal with it in my
- real world. I really do believe it is the only copy, and I'm toying
- with the idea of giving a copy to Dan and, maybe, Denise with the
- understanding that it will be for their enjoyment only." Dr.
- Stevens looked concerned and suggested that Jan not do that until
- she had thought it through completely and they had discussed it
- together. Jan agreed, and went on, "You know, I've watched that
- tape at least a dozen times since I got back from that trip and I'm
- just beginning to be able to relate to that incredibly sexy woman
- on the screen being me. The first few times, it was like watching
- someone else in a porno movie even though I could clearly remember
- it happening."
-
- Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few moments, then said, "Would you be
- willing to let me see the tape?" She wasn't certain that her
- curiosity was entirely professional in nature, but she found
- herself wanting desperately to see what Jan had described and,
- perhaps it would help her to provide better guidance to her
- patient. Jan nodded and said, "I have it in my purse. Would it be
- O.K. if I watch it with you?" The doctor took the cassette and
- inserted it in the VCR that was built in to the bookshelves that
- made up one entire wall of her office. She pressed the play button
- and took a seat in a large, soft chair where she could see both the
- TV screen and Jan, sitting on the couch. She wanted to take note of
- Jan's reactions to what she was watching.
-
- The tape began with Jan being helped to the stage by Kathy. ("My
- God,", she thought, "she really is small. She almost looks like a
- miniature woman beside Jan." As the video progressed, it became
- obvious that the club had at least four different cameras to cover
- the low platform from several different angles. From Jan's
- description of the club and what she could see on the screen, they
- were most likely remotely controlled for pan, tilt and zoom and
- whoever was doing the controlling appeared to be an expert at
- covering live action. All in all, the tape was very professionally
- done. As Kevin was placing the head of his huge cock against Jan's
- lips, Dr. Stevens shifted her eyes to watch her patient. Jan's
- eyes were glued to the screen and her hand was resting lightly in
- her lap. Her legs were pressed tightly together and squeezing very
- slightly. It was clear that Jan was aroused by what she was
- watching and the doctor encouraged her to describe her feelings as
- the tape progressed. Jan talked very openly about how Kevin had
- felt and tasted in her mouth and later, the sensations she felt as
- his giant member was entering her body. Despite all her efforts at
- maintaining a professional aloofness, Dr. Stevens felt the sexual
- stirings within her vagina and knew that her own fluids were
- starting to flow as she listened to her patient and alternately
- watched her patient and the highly charged action on the screen.
-
- As Jan talked and watched, she stole quick glances at the doctor
- and began to sense that she was also becoming very aroused. She
- started making her descriptions and comments more vivid and new
- that she was intentionally trying to turn Dr. Stevens on. She
- wanted her therapist to understand exactly how she felt as she
- performed sexually before all those strangers and she slid her hand
- under the waistband of her skirt and into the bikini panties she
- wore underneath. She knew that the doctor could see what she was
- doing, even in the low light of the office, but didn't care. Yes,
- she did care. She wanted to be watched as she masturbated.
-
- Dr. Stevens knew that she should stop the tape and get both Jan and
- herself back under control. Her patient was masturbating feverishly
- in her office and, worse still, the doctor wanted desperately to do
- the same thing. Dr. Stevens had only been in practice for five
- years and had never had a situation like this arise before. She
- had, of course, been warned many times during her training that it
- was her responsibility to maintain control of the session at all
- times, but what could it really hurt if Jan brought herself to
- orgasm while watching herself on the screen? "If only I weren't so
- damned turned on myself.." she thought.
-
- When the video Kevin pulled out and moved up to position himself
- over the waiting mouth of the video Jan, the live Jan cried out,
- "Oh, Yes! He's going to come in my mouth!", and her real mouth
- opened wide in imitation of the one she was watching, as her
- fingers dug deeply between her sopping lips and her thumb pressed
- hard against her clit. Jan's orgasm began for real just as Kevin's
- did on the tape.
-
- The semen falling like big, white raindrops onto Jan's beautiful
- face and parted lips was more than the doctor could take. She
- turned to see Jan's mouth wide open as if wanting to feel and taste
- it yet again and Jan's hand was working feverishly under her skirt
- as she reached her climax. Dr. Stevens needed an orgasm as badly as
- she ever had in her life, but she also needed to keep that fact
- hidden from her patient. Somehow, she managed to keep her
- composure and suggested that Jan might want to go to the ladie's
- room in the outer office and "freshen up". When Jan had left the
- room, the doctor went to the small private bathroom beside her
- office and locked the door. She quickly lowered her panty hose and
- panties and sat on the chair at the make up table. She raised her
- skirt to her waist and drove two fingers into herself. She was
- coming almost immediately and her fluids were running down the
- crack of her bottom to pool on the velvet below her. She fingered
- her clit harder than she could ever remember and found herself
- enjoying the slight pain she was causing from such rough handling
- of her most sensitive spot.
-
- When Dr. Stevens came back into the room, Jan was standing quietly,
- looking out the window. The doctor walked up behind her and put her
- arms around Jan's small waist. She leaned forward and placed a
- light kiss on the back of Jan's neck, pushing the soft, shiny hair
- aside with her face. "Jan,", she said quietly, "I'm going to refer
- you to Dr. Kelly. I think you'll really like him." Jan didn't move.
- The arms around her waist felt very good, and she had half expected
- Dr. Stevens to drop her case after what had just happened. The
- doctor continued, "I'm afraid I can't maintain my objectivity where
- you're concerned and I think it would be better if you see another
- therapist for awhile. Besides, the next time you go to Boston...
- I'm going with you. If you and Dan will have me."
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