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- Let me tell you a little bit about me. When my great adventure began, I was
- young, age 25, and not very experienced. Oh, I had sex any number of times,
- in a number of different ways, but I never felt the wild excitement in
- actually doing those things that I imagined in advance. I had a million
- different, very kinky fantasies, things that I really wanted to do but was
- afraid to try, even if I had the opportunity to try, which I really didn't
- have.
-
- Mostly, my fantasies involved me as a sort of slave girl, captured by some
- strong individual. Some days I imagined my master to be a male and sometimes
- a female, with special events for each one. What I thought I really wanted was
- a strong master or mistress, one who also had wild sexual fantasies, and who
- would take charge of me and would then act out those fantasies, obviously with
- me playing out the part of slave girl, used by master (or maybe better yet,
- mistress) in strange and delicious ways, hopefully with an audience watching,
- and most delicious of all, whether I liked it or not. I wanted strange and
- sexy things to happen and not have any say as to the agenda, to be used,
- perhaps even to be a little bit abused.
-
- My figure is good, that is, I think it is good, and maybe you will agree, that
- is, you will if you like full bodied girls with large, shapely titties. I am
- tall, about 5'7", with a nice, full shapely bust, good legs, and a delicious
- round bottom. I love being nude, and enjoy other people seeing me nude. I
- have even posed nude for a guy, just for fun, very naughty, very sexy
- pictures, like me masturbating for him, with a large rubber dildo, or, for
- example his favorite shot, me urinating for him, the stream shooting out like
- a waterfall. I did find that very exciting (though I would just die if those
- pictures ever got out) and no, I won't show YOU the pictures, either. I also
- did pose nude once for a very, very sexy amateur lady photographer, but that
- is completely a different story that I do not intend to tell you today. All I
- will say about that is that she was dressed when she took the first pictures
- of me, she was nude when she took the last pictures of me, and the very best
- pictures would have been taken a while later, but by then, frankly, she was
- too busy to think about taking pictures. She had her mind on something else
- (and her tongue into something else, too).
-
- I love reading about kinky sex. Sometimes I go to the porno shops, to look at
- the fascinating things they write about, and to look at the exciting array of
- rubber dildos and accessories that they sell. I even bought a couple of those
- things, strictly as a scientific experiment, you understand. I know a nice
- shop in Miami that sells remarkable stuff and I have purchased four different
- dildos and a couple of rubber butt pluggers. I adore playing with these toys,
- and had a secret fantasy about somebody else putting them into me (instead of
- me doing it myself). If it was a super-sexy guy who did it, and if he started
- me out with a nice, bare bottomed spanking, that would be just great. And if
- it was a marvelous, beautiful, dominant super sexy lady who did it to me, that
- would be the greatest!
-
- In one of the shops I found a magazine, a Swingers Journal that seemed
- interesting. It had just fascinating pictures, especially in the B&D area
- that was my particular excitement at the time. The ads seemed like fun. One
- of these showed a guy whose area of interest was in spankings, enemas, and
- Greek things about which I had many secret thoughts but not much real
- experience. I decided that I would answer this particular ad, not intending
- ever to meet this guy, but rather, just to hear what he had to say. A week or
- so later I got a letter from him, with a nude picture.
-
- His name was Tom. He was a divorcee. He was about 35, well built, well hung,
- too. And he was holding a leather paddle in his hand and hanging from the
- ceiling next to him was a large enema bag, a long rubber hose attached to it,
- and connected to the end of that, a black rubber-looking device that got
- inserted into the recipient of this enema, and really did the work. It looked
- like a huge, erect, black penis. Believe me, it was an impressive picture.
-
- His letter told about how he liked to be masterful, how he thought that there
- was no sight so beautiful as a naked, shapely, female bottom, and nothing he
- liked to do so much as to pet it, to kiss it, and to spank it until it was
- rosy pink. Then, when she was fully ready and receptive, to give her a long,
- slow, deep enema, filling her fuller than she had ever been filled before,
- using, of course, a Bardex so that she could not expel it until permitted. And
- then to lubricate her pretty asshole, greasing it generously until it was
- slippery, and then to fuck it deeply and firmly. His letter excited me
- tremendously. He became an instantaneous member in my library of fantasies.
-
- I wrote back to him, he replied again, and this time included a telephone
- number. I stared at that for a long time. I knew that calling the number was
- taking a very serious step, that there was at least a chance that I would
- follow up and visit him at, as he described it, his Domination Laboratory.
-
- I did call the number. When he replied, his voice was much as I expected it to
- be, and the conversation also was about what I had expected. We agreed to
- meet, not at his place, but on neutral ground, at a certain coffee shop,
- nothing else promised but the meeting. I was willing to go that far in
- advance, but no further at all. Oh, I knew I would go ahead and meet him at
- the coffee shop, but I did have serious doubts about whether I would go from
- there to his place.
-
- The day of the meeting came, and as promised, I went. In fact, I got there
- early so that I could scout out the scene, and if he showed, and if I did not
- like his looks up close, I could sneak out. Well, he did show up on time, and
- I did like his looks. We had an fascinating conversation about everything
- else in the world except sex. We found a million things to talk about, found
- lots of areas of common interest, a few fun things to fight about, too.
-
- After a long time, maybe as much as a couple of hours, it was time to leave.
- I declined to go to his place yet, but since I did not have a car with me, I
- had hopped on the bus to get there, he drove me home. As luck would have it,
- a vacant parking place was right there almost at my front door. He walked me
- to the door, and right into my apartment. What happened next was an awful long
- way from what our letters talked about. We were soon petting and in short
- order he had me out of my sweater and bra, and soon out of everything else.
- He got me very excited, undressed himself and showed off a nice looking, very
- erect penis. We did have very nice, normal sex. It was fun, pleasant, and
- certainly not earth shaking. I am not even sure now that he made me cum that
- night. I don't think so, but then, I rarely do in regular intercourse. He
- called me again the following week.
-
- Soon, we were dating, more or less regularly, having good sex once or twice a
- week, but no domination, no spankings. One evening we did go to his place.
- This time, he showed me his laboratory, a room in the basement with wood
- paneled walls, a large, sturdy oak library table with a gym mat as a top, and
- a rubber sheet over it. That was the laboratory. We wondered what it would
- be like if I was up on it, bottomĀ©up. I complied. Attached to each leg of
- the table was a leather strap. He put a leather dog collar around each of my
- wrists, and then fastened the wrist to one of the leather straps, stretching
- my arms out wide, and helpless. Very quickly, my ankles were similarly
- fastened. I was now spreadeagled, completely under his control. Did he now
- take charge completely?
-
- Absolutely not. He talked to me, and came back to our early correspondence,
- and what I had told him I wanted him to do. And all this time, his hands were
- wandering over my bare ass. Suddenly, SPLATT!!! He whacked me with his big,
- bare hand across my ass. It stung a little bit, but certainly did not really
- HURT. Again.......and again....a few more times. Then he went to the closet.
- He took out a leather strop. Long and wicked looking. He talked to me
- somemore. And then he raised the strop and swished it, fairly hard, across my
- ass. It did hurt, but it felt good at the same time. He gave me a fairly
- thorough spanking that day, followed by the love enema he had talked about.. a
- long, slow enema that took 20 or 30 minutes to go in. Along the way a couple
- of times I told him that I could not take any more. Each time, he would stop
- the water flow for a while until I got used to the feeling...and then start it
- again. Eventually, he gave me as much as he wanted me to have, but then he
- made me keep it in for a while longer.
-
- After he finally did let me expel it into the toilet, I got to rest a while,
- but then he did greek me. He first expanded my anus with a greased finger,
- and then two and three at the same time, stretching me. He had a conical
- rubber dildo, a butt-plugger. Slowly, almost tenderly, he inserted it in me
- until the thickest part was past the sphincter. In it went the rest of the
- way, the thick rim preventing it from going in too far.
-
- He asked me how it felt. Actually, it felt almost marvelous. I was almost
- disappointed when he pulled it out, and I was shocked when from his drawer he
- pulled out a still, larger version of the same thing. This looked too big to
- ever get into such a tight place. However, with patience, and perseverance and
- plenty of pressure, he did get it innnnnnnnnnn, slowly, stretching me larger,
- until the largest diameter passed the sphincter and it was lodged fully up
- inside me. He gave me a little more of the leather strop, so I could have the
- two sensations together. After a while, the rubber plug came out. He got up
- astride, put the blunt, rigid end of his cock against my now stretched
- rosette. After what had happened so far, that did not really hurt at all, it
- was sort oftight, but not painful. And to me, the sensation of being fucked
- in the ass by a masterful man was just marvelous, though I must say that never
- did I have the feeling that I was out of control. I always felt that any time
- I really wanted him to stop and go no further, that he would have without
- question. Never did I feel totally dominated, subjugated, like the subdued
- slave-girl I really wanted to be.
-
- The next time or two that we were together, things were much the same. After
- we had done the same things a few times, we began to talk about fantasies, and
- he made me tell him mine. It relates to Mrs. Olsen, who was my landlady, and
- who really disliked me. If I ever was going to try the slave-girl experience,
- totally controlled by another, she would be absolutely my first choice.
-
- Now the wierd thing about her was that she once had been a strong
- disciplinarian, a teacher in one of those strange schools where the students
- are punished. I overheard her telling a lady friend once that she did have an
- experience. She had a student who badly needed the discipline, and nothing
- that Mrs. Olsen ever did seemed to make that one shape up. Repeated
- applications of the leather did not make any difference. The cure for her,
- according to Mrs. Olsen, was that she was given a thorough stropping, forced
- to take a number of tablespoons of castor oil, thank Mrs. Olsen for each one,
- stropped some more, and then given a large mouthful of Mrs. Olsen's shit to
- eat, a tablespoonful at a time. I overheard this and never forgot it. And, I
- am sure, I masturbated about it a thousand times. That was my fantasy. I
- wanted to be taken over by somebody who disliked me, stripped, spanked
- thoroughly, made to eat her pussy, and then more humiliating things.
-
- Now understand about Mrs. Olsen. She is tall and strong, a very handsome
- woman, with a very potent personality. She is about 45. There is no Mr. Olsen
- around. I do not know if she is a widow or a divorcee, she is not the kind of
- person that you ask questions of. We genuinely do not like each other. I
- think she is overbearing. She thinks that I am wild, spoiled, disrespectful.
- While she is my landlady, I cannot wait to get out of there, and she cannot
- wait to have me gone. But she still is very much in my fantasies.
-
- This story, embellished somewhat, is what I told to Tom. He is very interested
- in this, and says that he is going to look into making it all happen. He had
- me write him a letter, detailing all this, though how exactly he plans to make
- use of it, I do not know.
-
- Today, Tom called at lunch time and asked me to come over this evening, and to
- be sure to be there before 8:00 PM. He says that we might, just might, have
- company, though he won't say who and he won't say what. I am fantasizing
- about this, have been all day now, not knowing what to expect. Today is
- Thursday, I thought, and today is the day that perhaps I am going to meet my
- fate. Thomas had heard my story and questioned me on it in detail. He knew
- what I think I want. He was delighted to help me, to play in our little
- drama. He had my letter, written in my own hand, addressed to him, which
- detailed everything. He had also purchased a pint bottle of castor oil at the
- drug store-the only item on the list that he did not have in advance. And he
- had made the calls, I believe, talked to Mrs. Olsen, explained our
- relationship, and had her surprised (and he says, delighted and enthusiastic)
- agreement to participate. He told her that he had been regularly spanking me,
- had nude photos of me that he knew she would want to see, and had ideas of
- advanced discipline for me that he wanted to discuss with her. She was
- cautious, but interested. After all, this was really right up her alley, and
- it was being handed to her on a silver platter, so to speak.
-
- This time, for the first time, I did not drive to his place. I knew that if
- the adventure was going to go according to his plan that I would be taken
- home, in bondage, by Mrs. Olsen. My car would only be in the way. I went
- there by cab, dressed as usual in jeans and a sweater. The clothes made no
- difference. I would be nude as soon as I got there. Thomas' house was no
- different than at any other time. The furnishings are sparse, but adequate.
- The room down in the basement, which was the "playroom" had wood paneled
- walls, with various hooks and eyes, and the large, very sturdy oak library
- table with a padded top. On the floor stood a brown paper bag. I was
- instructed to strip down to my panties, but to leave them on, a pair of black
- nylon bikini panties that he had bought for me that he liked. I was to put
- each article of clothing that I removed into that paper bag.
-
- Soon enough I was almost nude, trembling slightly, though not from fright.
- Thomas had seen me nude now a number of times and had used me in the various
- ways that a punished girl is used. Instead, I was trembling in anticipation.
- This might be the night that Mrs. Olsen would join us, and if she did, there
- was no telling how the agenda might go. This time, for preparation, all that
- happened was that Tom put wrist cuffs on me and fastened my wrists behind my
- back. I was helpless. And I was wondering if she would appear, and if she
- did appear if she would participate and if she did participate, how severe she
- would be with me.
-
- I knew that she would wear a black merry-widow, a short corset like garment,
- only hip length, and with that, black opera length hose and garters. And of
- course, black panties that revealed more than they hid, through which would
- clearly be visible her fulsome behind. I had seen her dressed this way, and it
- really depressed me. It also really excited me. I had visions of kissing
- that large, shapely bottom, of thrusting my tongue up inside, and I hated
- these visions. And secretly begged that she make it happen. I stood, just
- marking time. The phone rang.
-
- Tom went upstairs to talk, and seemed gone forever. Then the doorbell rang.
- I could hear voices as he answered upstairs, but could not identify who was
- there. I could only hope. Footsteps could be heard, two pair were coming
- down the stairs, and there she was!!
-
- Mrs. Velma Olsen stood there, looking just gorgeous, dressed in a simple,
- severe black dress. She looked around the room, looked finally at me,
- standing wearing only my panties, my wrists fastened behind my back. "My
- dear", she said. "You cannot imagine how glad I am to see you here. And
- looking so lovely, too". I stood still as her hands ran across my lower body,
- fondling my bottom, gently squeezing one cheek of my ass. Her hands ran up my
- front, taking hold of each bare breast and fondling me. She took my nipples,
- each between a thumb and forefinger and gently squeezed, bringing them to
- instant erection, and using my nipples to pull by, dragged me in very close.
-
- "Let me see your tongue", she commanded. I opened my mouth, showed her the
- tip of my tongue. Squeezing somewhat harder, she ordered me, "Further,
- darling. Stick it all the way out so that i can see it."
-
- I complied. She opened her mouth, and we deep-kissed. And gently, she bit
- down on my tongue. Not very hard, but hard enough. This was not at all what
- I had expected.
-
- "My dear", she said, "Tom has told me how naughty you have been. I am not
- really surprised, that I have been correct. He has asked that I help in
- modifying your behavior. Won't that be fun?" And in saying that she squeezed
- hard on each erect nipple, making me gasp.
-
- She removed the black frock. She did not have the merry-widow on. Rather,
- she was wearing only a sexy looking deep-cut black bra, and black panty hose.
- This emphasized her curvaceous figure, and with her high heels, she had a
- totally queenly appearance. Tom, watching closely, his eyes popping out at
- the sight, was obviously very erect. It seemed certain that at least for now,
- he was going to be a voyeur in this drama, not a direct participant. It also
- seemed that he did not mind in the least.
-
- Velma sat, and pulled me over her lap, bottom-up. Her hands fondled my
- bikini-clad rump, squeezing here and there, probing a bit. A hand ran inside
- the waist band and squeezed naked flesh, not hard, but rather more a loving
- squeeze. She quickly pulled my panties down, tugged them all the way off, and
- asked me to open my legs so that she could see all my parts. Her hands probed
- here and there. First a finger touched all around my vulva, testing for
- creaminess. I was sopping wet. The finger probed inward, deeply, came out
- again and rubbed gently across my now erect clit, almost making me leap off
- her lap. The finger found its way between the upturned cheeks of my bottom,
- found the rosebud pointing up at her, gently forced its way inside, full
- depth. This also seemed to please her.
-
- "Ooh yes, you are just lovely," she said, "just the way I knew you would be".
- And she raised her right hand and spanked me fiercely across one cheek of my
- upturned bottom. Very slowly, she lectured me on good behavior, punctuating
- almost every point with another hard swat on my bare ass, first on one cheek
- and then the other, alternating back and forth it seemed, to be sure that each
- side got its fair share. Well, each side got more than its fair share. Very
- soon she brought me to tears.
-
- This went on for awhile, much longer than I had expected, and much more of a
- spanking than Tom had ever given me. I was crying now, not knowing what to
- say. I begged her to stop, promising her as a little girl might that I would
- be good, that I would never again be disrespectful, that I would obey her in
- anything, just anything, that she might want me to do. She pushed me off onto
- the floor, ordered me to kneel before her.
-
- Now understand how I felt. I had truly been punished and my bottom felt like
- it was on fire. I felt humiliated to be treated this way, and to have Tom see
- me treated this way. I felt totally ashamed of myself for getting myself into
- this situation. And I felt totally under her control. But most of all, I
- felt absolutely, orgasmically excited. She was Queen, she was in charge, and
- what would happen was completely up to her. What she wanted from me, she would
- get!!! She took off her black bra, and showed me (and Tom) a pair of
- delicious, shapely, large breasts. She offered me a thick, dark brown nipple
- to kiss. I had no doubts whatever about what was going to happen now, and I
- did just as she indicated she wanted me to do, I leaned forward, and took that
- luscious morsel into my mouth and sucked it lovingly. Shortly, her hand found
- my earlobe, and pulled me downward. She shucked her black underpants, spread
- her husky, shapely thighs, and showed me a musky crotch, obviously excited
- that she wanted me to kiss as a gesture of submission. And all the time that I
- had known her, hated her, always I had known that this was what I really
- wanted.
-
- I had dreamed about it a thousand times, the thought of me being on my knees,
- kneeling before her widespread thighs, peering into her open, expectant
- crotch, looking at the pink lips and her erect clit, standing up and awaiting
- my kiss. I knew the significance of this position. I was going to lean
- forward and kiss her there, and suck her juices, and give her pleasure. And
- by so doing, she was going to take possession of me to use me any way that she
- chose to use me in the future. I was going to be converted to her slave girl,
- and she would own me and operate me.
-
- I buried my face in it, her gorgeous, feminine cunt, tasting her juices,
- enjoying the strange flavors and enjoying the sexy, gorgeous feeling of
- humiliation of doing this with Tom watching. He loved it. I was still on my
- knees between her thighs when she reached to the table for the bottle of
- castor oil, and a tablespoon. A large spoonful was poured, and offered to me.
- I pursed my lips, knowing that no taste did I hate so much as this. I
- refused. She smiled, reached over and took a nipple, and pinched HARD. It
- hurt, really hurt. I screamed, not understanding her sudden change in mood.
- She said, "Now there you are being willful, disobedient. That is exactly what
- I am going to correct." She pinched again, and I immediately opened my mouth
- wide, and got for my troubles the tablespoonful of the castor oil. I gagged
- on it, but managed to swallow it down.
-
- "Would you like another?" she asked. When I gasped out NOOO, she pinched
- again, saying "Now that's the WRONG answer, darling. Let me ask again. Would
- you like another?" I knew what would happen if I said no again. I did not
- know what to say. She said it for me. She said "May I have another? that
- would be the way that you would say it if you had good manners". And with
- that, she gave me another pinch, this time not so hard but still hard enough.
- And of course, I did ask for another, and was duly rewarded with a large
- spoonful, and then a moment later, another and another.........I was let alone
- for a while, while Velma and Tom disappeared upstairs. They were gone for a
- long time. When they came back, I could see that Tom had lost his erection.
- Velma sat down again before me, her thighs spread again, and beckoned me to
- kiss her. I did, of course, and found now that she was ever so much more juicy
- than before, a totally different flavor, too. Obviously, out of my sight,
- they had fucked. She had paid Tom, in a sense, for turning me over to her for
- discipline, and she had thanked him in the manner he liked best. Velma
- reached into her purse, and found a new toy, a large nipple clip that she
- attached to one of my nipples, and snapped a leash onto it. This was a new
- way to lead somebody around. She found my coat, threw it over my shoulders,
- took the leash in one hand, the paper bag with my clothes in the other, said
- goodbye to Tom, and led me out to her car. As she led me, her attitude seemed
- to be that of a great lady who had just procured a new toy, and now meant to
- take it home and play with it in depth.
-
- I was the toy. And I knew this game that we were going to play. She was
- going to make the rules and I was going to abide by them, without any limits.
- She would be judge and jury and enforcer. In the car, she reached into the
- coat, took my other breast in her hand and very gently fondled it, returned
- her face to me, and offered me a very wet kiss, and as well, a totally
- confusing mixture of sensations and feelings.
-
- Her hand ran between my thighs, into my pussy, feeling its wetness. She
- gently, very gently frigged my clit, bringing me almost, but not quite to
- orgasm. And she nibbled on my ear lobe, and thrust a tongue into my ear, in
- the meanwhile whispering, "Darling girl, I am going to be your teacher, and I
- am going to just loooovvvvee being your teacher. You are just going to love
- it. Did you enjoy going down on me?" Considering the remarkable talent she
- had shown for pinching my nipples and making me do her thing, I knew I had
- better give the right answer. I said that I loved it. "Good", she said,
- "since you like it so well, do it again, right now." So, for another ten or
- fifteen minutes we sat parked in front of Tom's house, my face buried in her
- humid cunt, my tongue sucking her clit. and all the while, that castor oil was
- doing its insidious work, taking me ever closer to that particular point of no
- return.
-
- Away we drove, finally, towards home. I was certain that I would never make
- it there, considering the wild sensations in my bowels. Somehow, I did manage
- to hold on long enough, my stomach heaving and quenching as she led me up the
- stairs, firmly holding the leash. I begged for permission to go to the
- bathroom, and to my surprise, it was granted without question. Velma was for
- the moment in her sweet phase. I came back out, and was granted permission to
- shower and to rest a bit. Rest for what? Well, as it turned out, for quite a
- bit more. An hour later, after relaxing and watching the evening news on TV,
- she ordered me up. My hands were fastened behind my back again, and after
- some really loving-type gentle play with my nipples, we began to discuss
- discipline. She reviewed my conduct over the past several years that we had
- known each other. She pointed to a number of specific instances where, she
- thought, I could have, should have behaved differently. Now, she told me, she
- was going to teach me a number of things, but better manners and better
- behavior and total obedience to recognized authority were certainly vital
- parts of the lessons.
-
- Obviously, she was now the recognized authority that she referred to. To
- determine if I was sufficiently obedient, she turned her back to me, bent
- forward to give me a delightful view of her bare ass, her legs spread so that
- I could see her brown rosette, almost winking at me. I knew what she wanted
- me to do, to give it a long, wet, sweet thrusting kiss. At that point, I
- could not. She said that this was disobedience, exactly what she had meant.
- And announcing this, she bent me over the end of the couch, my bottom raised.
-
- She left me there for a moment, went to fetch something from the closet, and
- showed it to me, a wicked looking leather strap, about 18" long, 3" wide, and
- the end cut into three separate tongues of leather. She told me that it was a
- trainer, sometimes called a tawse, but by any name a marvelous tool for one
- job, for teaching. She said that nature had provided every female a place to
- be taught, her naked behind. There, lessons could be given, that might be
- painful for the moment, but they would be remembered and no permanent harm
- would come. And with that, she raised the tawse, and SSSSSPPPPLLLAAATTT!! A
- fiery streak, right across the crowns of both cheeks. I screamed out. She
- said nothing, and for a long time, the only sound in the room was the voice
- from the TV. Time dragged, and my behind was on fire. I had never really
- felt anything like it before. And then SSSSSPPPPPPPLLLAAATTTT!! Again, she
- burned my bottom, as before.
-
- And now it hurt twice as much, if that is possible. I was sobbing, crying,
- begging her to let me go. All that got me was a third and then a fourth shot
- of the wicked tawse across my rump. She asked me questions about things I had
- done the previous year, about things I had said, about Tom. She wanted to
- know if I had been letting him fuck me. I said no. That immediately earned me
- another vicious swat with the tawse. Again she asked, and this time I
- confessed. She wanted to know if I had him use me up the ass. I denied it
- and got yet another stroke. I confessed that Tom had been using me anally.
- She noted that down for future reference, as if that was another transgression
- that she intended to cure.
-
- I was crying hysterically now, willing to tell her anything, willing to
- confess to any sin, and getting in the process a barn-burner of a spanking.
- Suddenly it stopped.
-
- She said to me, "What would you like to do now?" I knew there was only one
- answer to that question, and I said it, "Please let me show you, let me kiss
- your beautiful ass." She smiled slightly, bent forward again, and again,
- offered her brown rosette to my tongue. Now, finally, I did what I had always
- really wanted to do. I thrust my tongue against it, probed inward slightly,
- tasted her strange flavor, and gave her thusly the kiss of total obedience.
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- She left the room. After what seemed a long time, she returned, carrying a
- paper plate. I knew what would happen next, and sure enough, she found a
- spoon, and then asked me if I wanted my dessert now. I gulped, cried again,
- and said nooooo. And for that refusal, got another two strokes of the tawse.
- She asked again, and knowing that this would go on until I said yes, I did so.
- She made me request it, made me ask her to please feed me my dessert.
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