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- Part 1..... 1. The Circle of Light
-
- She stood in the center of the room with her hands at her sides.
- Even at a distance of eight feet the heat from the fireplace at her
- back was uncomfortable. She felt a trickle of sweat run from her
- left armpit down her left side. Despite her effort to remain
- motionless, she shivered.
-
- "You were told to be still." His voice was in front of her. He
- spoke quietly, but the sound of his voice rekindled some excite-
- ment. Her hands grasped the sides of her skirt in an effort to
- keep her arms from moving. She tried to slow her breathing, to
- regain her composure.
-
- His voice, so familiar from the hours on the telephone, now so
- strange sounding in-person, helped her to endure the waiting. Not
- seeing him made her uneasy. When she'd rung the doorbell she'd
- expected him to be there, but instead the door opened on an empty
- corridor, empty but for the note on the threshold. She'd read the
- note and followed the terse instructions. She walked the length of
- the corridor, found the large room, then stood quietly in the
- center with her back to the fireplace.
-
- The longer she waited the more foolish she felt. The room was
- sparsely furnished and the high, flat ceiling made her feel small.
- Then the spotlights illuminating her became brighter so that she
- couldn't see beyond the lighted circle. The perimeter of the room
- was hidden in shadow.
-
- When his voice sounded again, it came from far to her right. She
- started, glanced over to the shadows, saw nothing. "Are you
- ready?" Oh, was she ready! But when she tried to reply her
- throat was constricted and she found herself nodding her head.
-
- "Undress." Again, from the right.
-
- She fumbled with the buttons of her blouse then let it slide from
- her arms to the floor. His voice, suddenly on her left, told her
- to fold her clothes neatly. She retrieved the blouse, folded it
- carefully, then placed it on the floor in front of her. As she
- undressed she felt as nervous as a teenager, but secretly she
- relished the anxiety and so perhaps undressed faster than she had
- planned. Yes, she had planned this!
-
- Finally she added her panties to the small pile of clothing, moved
- her shoes to the top of the pile, then stood straight again with
- her hands at her sides. She guessed that he was examining her. She
- heard footsteps as he walked around her in the shadows and knew
- that he was appraising her. She shivered again and turned red as
- goosebumps appeared on her flesh. God! Was she ever this nervous
- before? Surely not in her teens or in the twenty years since!
-
- He'd said her appearance was not important, but she'd not believed
- him. But she expected some reactions from him, some compliments or
- other sounds of appreciation. She received silence. An occasional
- footstep as he moved around her, but no vocal sounds.
-
- She did not hear him come up behind her until his hands seized her
- shoulders and turned her to face him. He drew her into his arms
- and held her quietly. His lips brushed her hair and moved down to
- nuzzle her throat. He slid his hands down her back and clasped
- them together behind her ass to press her tightly against him.
- His left arm went around her waist and squeezed her closer. Then,
- very slowly, his right hand spanked her.
-
- At first the sudden stings caused her to try to squirm out of his
- grasp. Her hands flew behind her to block the spanks. He whispered
- a reminder for her to stand still with her hands at her sides.
- She really looked at him now, at his glaring eyes and the firm line
- of his mouth. Then, she stood erect and moved her hands to her
- sides. The spanking resumed. He struck her flesh with the flat of
- his hand in a slow cadence, but he struck harshly and confined the
- smacks to the base of her ass.
-
- She willed herself to accept the punishment stoically. She never
- displayed weakness before any man and she believed he would not be
- an exception, especially if he thought he could impress her with a
- childish punishment. She had not counted on the severity of the
- smacks or on the cumulative effects of the prolonged spanking. As
- her buttocks became hot she started to wince. Soon she was
- whimpering.
-
- She felt her loins push against him under the force of the spanks.
- She knew he was enjoying her discomfort; as each smack drove her
- against him she could feel his cock twitch against her lower belly.
- The spanks seemed to get harder, the sting to get hotter. She
- started to cry. But as her vision blurred she felt herself push
- her ass back to meet his palm and so became an active participant
- in continuing her travail. He responded by tightening his grasp of
- her waist and increasing the speed of the spanking.
-
- She broke into sobs then and cried against his shoulder. He paused,
- delivered an especially severe spank, and held his hand pressed
- into her smarting skin. She continued to bawl as his hand slowly
- relieved the pressure and gently rubbed her tender ass. He lifted
- her chin and kissed her eyes, tasting her tears before pressing his
- lips on hers and kissing her deeply.
-
- As he stepped back from her she found it difficult to stand. Her
- legs seemed unstable, her ass burned, and yet she felt alive and
- excited. When he told her to lie down she did so with too much
- enthusiasm; even soft carpeting feels harsh against freshly spanked
- buttocks. Then, as she stretched herself out she became self-
- conscious again, watching him stand above her, feeling his eyes
- on her. (So intense! Did her never smile?)
-
- At last he knelt beside her, took her left wrist in his hands and
- raised it high above her head. She couldn't see how he tied it,
- but she felt him wrap something soft about her wrist before
- stretching her arm up and out and securing it to something at floor
- level. When he did the same with her right wrist she strained to
- watch him, but she couldn't really see anything. Her apprehension
- increased momentarily when he reached for her right ankle, extended
- her leg wide, and tied it tightly, but when he tied her left ankle
- she resigned herself to helplessness and found that she trusted
- him. When he rose and gazed down at her the open vulnerability of
- her spreadeagled position resurrected her nervousness, but she
- found she was excited to be so exposed to him and so helpless to
- prevent him from using her as he wished.
-
- She couldn't believe his words! Not move? The demand seemed
- absurd. But she remembered how fierce the whip looked and steeled
- herself to be still.
-
- He allowed her to wait for a few minutes, knowing any delay would
- increase her anxiety; he was almost right. While he paused, her
- mind was most busy.
-
- The whip had frightened her. She had enough experience to know
- that the control she craved would be a silly game unless her
- partner carried through with her punishment. She knew that some
- pain was necessary; without genuine pain her fears would be mere
- affectations. She knew that love-making was most pleasurable for
- her when gentleness was mixed with roughness. She enjoyed all
- the passions, but what she enjoyed most was a climax experienced in
- a milieus of masculine control, with just enough terror to keep
- her excited ("interested" was how she usually described it).
-
- She feared the whip. Yet, she knew he would use it on her; he had
- to keep her honest. It was one thing to submit to a spanking -- it
- hurt, but it was an intimate, sexual hurt. If he were to control
- her, he must punish her; the spanking wasn't genuine punishment.
- The whip would be. Despite her fear, she was resigned to feel the
- lash --it was the inevitable price she had to pay to make her
- experience valid. She hoped she'd take it well. (Hmmm. Was
- she more afraid of embarrassment than pain?)
-
- Her thoughts were interrupted when he suddenly cupped both her
- breasts in his hands and squeezed harshly. Her initial gasp was
- soon followed by a throaty moan. He released the pressure and took
- hold of her nipples. He rolled them slowly between his thumbs and
- forefingers before beginning to pinch. The pinches were applied
- very lightly initially, but gradually over the space of several
- minutes he applied increased force.
-
- This was not a novel experience for her; she loved having men play
- with her nipples. It excited her when they rolled her tits and she
- enjoyed the discomfort that accompanied light pinches. But the
- pressure of his fingers now started to exceed the levels she
- enjoyed. The arousal was as strong as ever, but the discomfort
- was turning into pain, pain of such a nature that she found
- herself simultaneously wishing it would end and wanting it to
- continue. He continued to pinch harder. The pain was over-
- whelming. Her moans turned to cries. She tossed her head from
- side to side and screamed for him to stop.
-
- He responded not with any release of pressure, but by pulling on
- her nipples, thus lifting and distending her breasts. She howled.
- She begged and pleaded with him to stop. He held her nipples
- tightly.
-
- Suddenly he released his grip and again cupped her breasts in his
- hands, this time quite gently. He could feel her swollen nipples
- digging into his palms. Her cries quickly subsided. Her nipples
- still throbbed, but the pain was no longer excessive. She allowed
- herself to relax and began to enjoy his touch.
-
- Slowly he lifted his palms from her breasts so that only his finger
- tips remained in contact. Then, very slowly, he resumed tracing
- lazy circles, this time on her breasts instead of around them. She
- found that the sharp pains had faded to a dull ache while his light
- touch was reawakening her desire.
-
- Gradually his fingertips traced a spiral centered on her nipples.
- His fingers at last reached her aureolas and she felt the sides of
- his fingers brush against the sides of her nipples. The touch
- thrilled her and she wondered if he was going to torment her
- nipples again. She found that she both craved and feared that he
- would. Indeed, she was disappointed when his fingers began to
- trace an outward spiral.
-
- His fingers were moving less slowly now, but slowly enough that it
- teased and frustrated her. In time the spiral took his fingertips
- off her breasts entirely and they moved around them in an expanding
- spiral. This time he did not keep circling her breasts with his
- fingers. Rather, as they moved around the outsides of her breasts
- they continued down her sides. The touch of his fingers on her
- ribcage was almost tickling, but their intended direction kept he
- mind on possible destinations.
-
- His hands reached her hips before moving centrally. His fingertips
- moved over her belly and then very lightly brushed her pubic hair
- before skipping down to plant themselves on her legs, just above
- her knees.
-
- The same feather touch now made long, slow strokes upward along her
- inner thighs. These strokes were repeated over and over again in
- the most frustrating manner; each caress ended higher on her thighs
- than its predecessor until his fingertips almost, but not quite,
- reached her crotch.
-
- She remembered his order not to move, but she couldn't help her-
- self. Soon she was contorting herself in an effort to thrust her
- pussy against his hands. He anticipated all of her movements and
- thoroughly enjoyed teasing her in this fashion. When her motion
- became excessive, he pinched the tender flesh of her inner thighs.
- She squealed appropriately and dampened her movements.
-
- He resumed stroking her legs, but varied the touch and direction to
- keep her aroused. Finally he allowed one fingertip to touch her
- perineum, most tentatively, and then move forward along the outer
- edges of her labia. She seemed to sigh with relief, but what
- relief there was short-lived. Soon his fingers were titillating
- her vagina with repeated light strokes.
-
- He kept his fingers away from her clitoris, but continued to tease
- and arouse her by varying the speed and locus of his touches. Once
- he started to insert one finger into her, but only for a fraction
- of the first joint. She reacted by redoubling her movements only
- to find his touches completely withdrawn.
-
- The sudden lack of contact drove her wild. It never occurred to
- her that she might be about to feel the whip so consumed with
- desire was she. Instead she alternately begged him to take her, or
- when there was no response, cursed him thoroughly.
-
- When he finally touched her again it was a warm, moist probe that
- suddenly touched her left nipple. She knew immediately that it was
- his tongue that slowly circled and throbbed against her tit. Then
- she felt him close his lips on the nipple, thrilled as he sucked
- it, and gasped when his teeth started to close on it. The bite
- was not nearly as painful as the earlier pinches, but it scared
- her. Her fear vanished when his mouth slowly moved from her left
- to her right breast and repeated the entire process.
-
- His lips now kissed her between her breasts and then moved slowly
- down the center of her abdomen. The kissing and licking continued
- all the way to her pubis. There he withdrew contact and she feared
- a replay of the teasing pattern he'd used with his hands. Instead,
- his hands took hold of her hips and a moment later she felt the tip
- of his tongue prod the hood of her clit.
-
- His tongue was no less teasing, however, and she screamed in
- frustration as it moved between her labia, almost but not quit
- penetrating her. He repeated this many times, always at a
- different pace, but never fast enough to satisfy her. She found
- herself getting higher and higher, knowing a frustration that was
- exasperating. She found her voice again and begged, then demanded
- that he satisfy her, as though she were in any position to demand
- anything.
-
- Then, with the now usual suddenness, his tongue was withdrawn. His
- hands slid down her legs to her ankles. When he slackened but did
- not remove the bindings on her ankles she knew she was soon to be
- fucked.
-
- His hands returned to her hips but then slid under her buttocks.
- He grasped her buttocks tightly and forced her to rotate her hips
- forward. Moments later she felt another warm probe on her
- clitoris and she wondered whether it was his cock or his tongue.
- When it slid between her labia she knew it was his cock and she
- tried to thrust herself onto it. His hands tightened on her
- buttocks and thwarted her movement, but she did not have a long
- wait. Seconds later he thrust himself into her.
-
- He held himself deep inside her for a moment before slowly with-
- drawing. He paused again when only the head of his cock was within
- her, then thrust inward again. He repeated this action several
- times, varying only the length of each pause. Then he gradually
- started to speed up his movements.
-
- She moved to meet his thrusts and was only a little surprised when
- his hands relaxed their grip to allow her. He was pumping at a
- rapid pace now and she was very close to climaxing. He started to
- spank her, each smack timed to match a deep thrust of his cock. She
- was close to bursting then and lost herself in the exquisite
- sensations. When his cock exploded, he bent forward and bit one
- nipple. She responded with a starburst of passion.
-
- Later she would try to remember details and fail totally. All she
- could recall was the strange mixture of pleasure and pain that
- carried her into ecstasy. She wondered if the blindfold inhibited
- memory.
-
- When he released her his manner hadn't changed. He showed her the
- whip and told her she had much to learn. Then he left her standing
- again in the circle of light. His voice told her she could dress
- and leave. He also told her that her next session would severely
- test her.
-
- As she dressed she examined herself and found that she had a dark
- bruise where his spanks had landed. Her left nipple also seemed
- discolored. Despite those vivid reminders, she didn't want to
- leave. When the spotlights faded and she could see the walls of
- the room, she saw that she was alone. The fire had almost died out
- and the cabinet that held the whip was again locked. She slowly
- walked down the corridor and out the door.
-