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- I'm a freelance consultant in the area of computer software
- development. Call me Al. I normally work for large
- corporations on a contract basis for a few months per stint. I
- recently moved to New York from the San Francisco area, and
- since I was starting in a new city where I had no business
- contacts, I was forced make use of contract placement
- companies, also known as "headhunter agencies". These are
- middlemen who try to get contracts for people like me in return
- for a cut of the money. They way this works is that after the
- agency gets me a interview that results in a job, I sign up as
- an employee of the agency, who then bills me out at a higher
- rate to the company where I actually work. It's a sleazy
- business, but without more contacts here I have to work this
- way.
- I got my current contract through a smallish agency. While
- working on this contract, another agency called me about
- another position that was somewhat more lucrative. After
- interviewing at the new company, I was offered a contract.
- Now, my existing contract was a typical one in that it was
- open-ended and could be terminated by either party with
- two-weeks' notice, so, barring any major pay raise from my
- current job, I planned to quit my old job and accept the new
- one. In keeping with my usual policy in these cases, I told
- the new company I'd sleep on the decision and get back to them
- the next day.
- I then left and called the headhunter agency that currently
- represented me to inform them that I probably was going to take
- the other job. The headhunter there tried to persuade me to
- stay at my current position. My early termination would mean a
- loss of revenue for the agency, so her reaction was
- predictable.
- However, I told her that barring an increase in my billing
- rate, I was going to take the new job. With that she put me on
- hold, and when she came back, she explained that the agency
- couldn't get any more money from the company I was working at,
- but that Rachael, the owner of the agency, would be willing to
- take less of a markup and give me a raise rather than lose the
- contract altogether. When I asked how much of a markup, the
- headhunter said that Rachael wanted to discuss that with me
- personally. When I explained that I was going to make my
- decision by early the next day, the headhunter put me on hold
- again and when she got back on she said that Rachael would be
- glad to talk to me later that day, if I could make it after
- work.
- I was willing to do that, and so we set up the meeting between
- Rachael and me 6:00 PM that evening. Although I'd never
- actually met Rachael, I had spoken to her on the phone a few
- times and remembered her as being businesslike, professional,
- and most important, reasonable. I was hoping I could get
- enough money out of her to make it worth my while to stay at
- this job, since the new position, though more lucrative, was
- less interesting. I would never admit that to Rachael, of
- course.
- It was Friday evening, and by the time I was able to show up at
- the agency the door was locked and everyone who worked there
- was gone except Mary the receptionist who let me in when I
- knocked and, presumably, Rachael.
- Now, I was familiar with Mary from all the times I had come by
- to pick up my paycheck. She was in her early twenties and
- quite attractive, with shoulder-length, stylish blonde hair and
- a very sexy, slim body. She was about 5 foot 2 or 3 and had
- firm, perfectly sized breasts -- not too large and not too
- small. She was outgoing and flirtatious, and every time I saw
- her she was wearing very stylish and somewhat revealing
- clothes.
- That day she was wearing a silky, button-down blouse with the
- neckline open low enough to show off a hint of her gorgeous
- cleavage. Her bra was either quite sheer or non-existent, as I
- could make out the contours of her breasts and nipples through
- her blouse. She had on a calf-length skirt with a slit halfway
- up her thigh. It was really tight around her hips and ass and
- was thin enough for me to faintly glimpse her skimpy, dark
- bikini panties underneath. She had on a pair of high heels
- and, as always, wore little or no makeup. She looked even
- sexier than usual, which is saying a lot. As I often did, I
- wondered how she got away dressing that way in an office
- environment.
- Mary buzzed Rachael to tell her I had arrived, and when she got
- off the phone she said that Rachael was on an important phone
- call hoped it would be OK for me to wait 20 or 30 minutes. I
- said it was, and Mary said that Rachael wanted me to know that
- she really appreciated me coming by and told Mary to do
- whatever she could to make me comfortable.
- She asked if I wanted coffee or soda or anything, but I thanked
- her and said I really didn't need anything. She smiled and
- raised an eyebrow when I said that. I ignored that and told
- her that since it was late she didn't have to stay on my
- account. She thanked me quite nicely but said that she had to
- stay late anyway and work. I made a sympathetic comment about
- Mary's bad luck at having to work late on a Friday, and this
- led to us making small talk for a few minutes.
- On previous visits I often found myself staring at her sexy
- body. I'd always try to be discreet, but sometimes she would
- still catch me staring, to which she'd react with a coquettish
- smile. As we sat there chatting she once again caught me
- staring at her, but this time she raised her eyebrows, licked
- her lips, and languidly turned towards me, slowly pushing her
- chest out as she did. Although her movements were subtle and
- ambiguous enough for her to deny if confronted, this was still
- more flirty than she ever was with me in the past, and I choked
- on my words for a moment in surprise and arousal. She just
- laughed sexily and then resumed talking to me as if nothing had
- happened.
- Now, this both turned me on and made me nervous, and I tried to
- hide my confusion and arousal as we spoke. I doubt I did a
- very good job of it, but if she noticed, she didn't let on.
- After a few minutes of our idle chatter I had more or less
- calmed down again. Mary finally gave me a fake-sad look and
- said in a deliberately childish, pouty tone of voice that she
- had to get back to work. As she walked back to her desk, I
- could see her perfect ass straining sexily against the material
- of her tight skirt as she unabashedly swayed her hips. I'd
- never seen her do that in my presence before, either, but then
- again, I couldn't remember if I had ever seen her doing
- anything other than sitting at her desk.
- Dismissing her sexy antics as insincere, immature flirtation, I
- plopped down on the couch in the reception area to find
- something to read. This didn't prevent me from continuing to
- stare at her ass until she sat down, however. The exagerated
- way she moved her hips was turning me on, and I decided to
- enjoy it while I could -- i.e., while her back was turned.
- Despite my intention to not take Mary too seriously, I couldn't
- help but wonder if perhaps she was trying to get my sexual
- attention. For a moment, my mind drifted off into a fantasy of
- her slowly stripping for me as I watched from my vantage point
- on the couch.
- But then I sobered up and reminded myself that she probably had
- dozens of boyfriends and there was no way she'd ever consider a
- 37-year-old, slightly flabby, balding guy like me. I thought
- back to what life was like when I was her age, and I had to
- admit to myself that I'm too shy and nervous around women to
- ever have stood a chance with someone like her even back then.
- A woman as attractive as her could easily afford to be as picky
- as she wanted, and I'm sure she'd have no time for my
- insecurities and shyness. I sighed and forced myself to stop
- thinking those grim thoughts and to just enjoy her flirting and
- her sexy body while I had the chance.
- And I was getting ample opportunity for that right then. I
- guess she didn't have to man the phones after hours, and
- instead of sitting at the recetionist's desk she was working at
- one of the headhunters' desks typing on the word processor.
- From my seat in the reception area I had a really nice view of
- her profile as she sat there and worked. I took advantage of
- the view whenever I thought she wasn't looking.
- Although she was quite a sight, I didn't want to appear too
- lecherous by just staring, so I looked around among the
- magazines nearby and tried to find something worth reading.
- The pickings were rather disappointing, and I was trying to
- figure out which of "Business Week" and "Forbes" would be less
- boring, when suddenly Mary piped in with, "If you want
- something more interesting you can read my 'Cosmopolitan'".
- I laughed and said, "I'm not sure if that would be an
- improvement over this shit."
- She gave me another of her flirty looks and replied, "Oh, c'mon
- now, Al. Do you mean to say that you'd rather read about the
- stock market than to look at the sexy women in Cosmo?"
- Her comment caught me off guard -- she sure was being flirty.
- Covering up my surprise and embarrassment I answered, "Oh --
- you mean in the ads? I must admit that I have a hard time
- thinking of a woman as sexy when she's blatantly advertising
- clothes or perfume -- or any product for that matter. It sort
- of detracts from the whole thing, you know?"
- I was proud of myself for hiding my surprise so well with my
- somewhat glib, and actually quite honest reply, but my pride
- was short lived, as Mary quickly flabbergasted me with her
- reply: "Oh. I guess I know what you mean. So how about if I
- go downstairs to the newsstand and get you a 'Penthouse'?
- Those women aren't advertising anything ..." her smile became
- devilish, "... and besides, they're naked. I think you'd like
- that a lot better."
- I felt a wave of arousal and surprise. Although she's a flirt
- and a tease, this was a bit much even for her...at least
- compared to anything I'd seen her do in the past. The only
- thing I managed to stammer was "Well ..." before she turned
- towards me. She lifted her hands to her blouse as if she was
- about to unbutton it, and she said, "Or do you prefer the real
- thing? I'm not wearing a bra." She paused, raising her
- eyebrows, and looked at me with an intensely serious and
- provocative expression and with her hands poised ready to open
- her blouse for me. She kept that pose and just stared at me as
- wave of anxiety and arousal swept through me.
- I was speechless and must have looked like an idiot with my
- mouth hanging open. After a few seconds that seemed an
- eternity, she slowly lowered her hands, and still staring at me
- intently, she said, "I'll get you a 'Penthouse'," and got up.
- I shook my head disbelievingly and stammered to her to sit back
- down, but before I could stop her she had sashayed out the
- door, her hips swinging even more blatantly and seductively
- than before.
- I was dumbfounded. What was going on? Why was she acting this
- way? Mary was getting me sexually excited, but I was also
- getting nervous and scared. I'm quite insecure about sex and I
- always feared beautiful women -- they always seemed to be so
- confident and so sure of their abilities to get men to do what
- they want. And I have always been especially vulnerable to
- that sort of manipulation due to my sexual insecurities and low
- self-esteem. What did she want, anyway? I couldn't imagine
- she would want to be this sexual with me just for her own
- pleasure, and I tried to figure out what might be her ulterior
- motive.
- Could it be that she was working in cahoots with Rachael and
- was somehow trying to seduce me to stay with the agency? That
- seemed likely, but I couldn't imagine what Mary would get out
- of it. With Rachael, it was obvious: as the owner of the
- company she would profit from my staying on and continuing to
- generate her percentage of my take. But what about Mary and
- her paltry receptionist's salary? Did Rachael offer Mary a
- commission to persuade me to stay? If so, did she tell her to
- use sex? Or did she just ask Mary to be charming and is this
- all Mary's idea?
- I figured it was likely that Mary _was_ doing this for the
- agency for some sort of compensation -- probably monetary. I
- got more than a little bit angry at Mary's manipulation, and I
- decided to give her a piece of my mind when she came back, and
- I started rehearsing what I was going to say to her. But as I
- did, I began to have second thoughts. Mary had turned me on a
- lot and part of me -- a _big_ part of me, I grudgingly admitted
- to myself -- wanted more. I became quite scared as I realized
- how much I wanted her to continue with her manipulative
- seduction despite the fact that it may not necessarily be in my
- best interests.
- I kept trying to convince myself that I wasn't going to let her
- get away with this, but my heart wasn't in it and I finally
- gave up fighting myself. I decided to just let whatever
- happens, happen. After all, even if I decided to stay on at
- this agency for my current salary, I still was doing just fine
- financially. And besides, I knew I wouldn't give up the new
- job just for some cheap flirting -- Mary was going to have work
- for her money. I at least had enough self-control to hold out
- for that...or at least I hoped so.
- So I began to get excited about playing hard to get and seeing
- how far Mary would go, and I tried to imagine what might
- transpire once she returned. But then I had another thought:
- what if she was just going to give me the magazine and then go
- back to work? What if I was assuming too much about her?
- Maybe she really _was_ trying to be friendly and that was it.
- After all, Rachael _did_ tell her to make me comfortable, and
- perhaps the flirting and the 'Penthouse' were simply a product
- of Mary's overzealous desire to be helpful.
- Or worse yet for me, what if Mary was indeed trying to seduce
- me, but suppose she just gave me the magazine and then waited
- for me to make the next move. Most men would catch the hint
- and be all over her, but I'm so damn shy and insecure that I'd
- never have enough guts to try anything with her -- even with a
- lot of encouragement. Making a pass at a woman is the most
- terrifying thing I can imagine. A psychologist would probably
- say its a phobia with me, as is anything involving my being
- sexually agressive and taking those kinds of risks. And so I
- feared that if she wasn't extremely aggressive, and I thought
- it quite unlikely that she would be, I would sit there like an
- idiot like I usually do in these situations and blow the whole
- thing.
- So instead of being happy with anticipation and looking forward
- to playing hard to get, my mood deteriorated to one of despair
- and helplessness. This always seemed to happen with me when I
- had a chance to make it with a woman, and I cursed myself for
- being so neurotic.
- I no longer wanted to be seduced. I felt so confused and out
- of control that I didn't think I could resist her charms and
- act in my own best interests any more. I feared succumbing to
- whatever it was that she might offer me, and then agree with
- Rachael to terms decidedly to my disadvantage. I felt naked
- and scared. In the back of my mind I realized this was
- illogical, but my fear was so strong and I felt so vulnerable
- that I couldn't make logic prevail. In a state of near panic I
- vowed to resist everything Mary might do.
- Just then the door opened and Mary flounced back in. She made
- a point of locking the door behind her and winking at me, and
- then she plopped down on the couch next to me. She gave me a
- lewd smile and started slowly reaching into a bag she had with
- her. But before she got very far, I blurted out in panic,
- "Wait, Mary, wait."
- She stopped reaching for the bag and slowly lowered her hands
- to her lap and gave me a questioning look. She stared at me
- patiently while I struggled with myself. She didn't seem the
- slightest bit upset or even surprised at my obvious anxiety.
- Finally, under the pressure of her stare I started talking,
- trying to get her to stop flirting with me: "OK, Mary, uh, look
- ..."
- "Yeah?" she queried with a friendly smile.
- I was getting more and more confused and panicked. All I had
- to do was to become cool, thank her for the magazine, and then
- ignore her. But that sort of thing takes composure and at
- least some strength and confidence. I had none of those right
- then, and so I just helplessly pleaded, "Like, uh, why, Mary?
- Uh, why are you doing this?"
- She looked innocently surprised and asked, "'Why'? I'm not
- sure I know what you're asking. Why did I get you the
- magazine?"
- "Well, uh...yeah...I want to know that, but also ..." it
- was hard to get to the point -- I didn't know how to say I
- suspected her of trying to seduce me. What if I was wrong --
- what a fool I'd feel like then. So I lamely continued my
- question: "... I mean, why are you...are you, you know ...
- being this way with me?"
- "Well first," she replied cheerfully and without hesitation, "I
- got you the magazine because I thought you'd like it ..."
- ('Like hell!' I thought suspiciously. 'You got it to seduce
- me. And cut out the fake innocence.' But I didn't have enough
- guts to actually say anything like that to her) "... but I'm
- still not sure about your other question," she was saying.
- "Are you asking why I'm being nice to you?"
- She seemed a little hurt, but I didn't believe it. I wanted to
- say, "No. I'm asking why you're being such a slut with me.
- Did Rachael put you up to it? How much is she giving you for
- this?" But instead, all I could get up enough courage to say
- was, "Well...yeah ..." I was whining "... I mean, you've
- never been this...this nice to me before and...and, well,
- I'm a little surprised and...and, well, I guess I'm just
- wondering why."
- Never missing a beat she replied, "I want you to enjoy
- yourself, Al." She lowered her voice and gave me a provocative
- look and continued, "I'm just trying to help."
- I suddenly noticed that despite my panic and anger, she was
- starting to turn me on. She looked so sexy there right in
- front of me, and her flirty moves were having their effect.
- But I forced myself to ignore that and snapped back
- sarcastically, "Right. And this is just all out of your
- altruistic love for your fellow man."
- She was totally unfazed by my anger and her demeanor became
- more serious, although no less provocative. She calmly
- answered, "Not really. I'm not a self-sacrificing person and I
- don't do things that aren't in my own best interest."
- I had thought so! Her true nature just came through: tough and
- self-serving. I no longer doubted she was in cahoots with
- Rachael. "So what _is_ your interest here?" I snapped back.
- "Surely it's not because you want...you want ..." I started
- choking on my words, because I couldn't bring myself to say
- "want my body", even in the negative context I was trying to
- use it. That's how deep my phobia about making sexual advances
- is.
- She kept her serious, provocative gaze on me and interrupted,
- "It doesn't matter what I want -- what's important right now is
- what _you_ want."
- Damn it, she was a pro! I was ambivalent, caught between
- wanting to get out of there and wanting to stay and get swept
- up in Mary's apparent seduction. If we started focusing on
- what _I_ want, she'd use my ambivalence to twist me around her
- little finger.
- I felt desperate to get off of the subject of what I want and
- said, "But Mary, it _does_ matter what you want, because ..."
- She interrupted again. "No, it doesn't matter. I'm _very_
- capable of taking care of myself and of getting what I want.
- You needn't be concerned about that. All you should think
- about is what _you_ want ..."
- I felt weak and powerless, and I didn't know what to do next.
- I was actually trembling with fear and I'm sure she saw it. My
- panic increased.
- Mary had only paused a second and then went on, "... and I know
- what you want, Al." She stared into my eyes for a moment and
- she no doubt saw me weaken. I felt a wave of despair as she
- said, "You want to see some pictures of naked women," and a
- wave of sexual arousal went through me. Her expression told me
- that she knew then that I would stay for anything she had to
- dish out. So much for my vow to resist her.
- She shifted her position on the couch next to me -- she got up
- on her knees and then sat on her calves facing me. Her skirt
- was bunched up a little bit and it rode up an inch or two above
- her knees. She reached into the bag, bringing out a 'Club'
- magazine and said, "I thought you'd like this better than
- 'Penthouse'." She tossed it on my lap, saying, "It's much
- sexier."
- I had to admit to myself that she knew what she was talking
- about. I'd spent many an hour masturbating to the pictures and
- pornographic stories in 'Club'. This masturbation of mine was
- quite private and quite intense: I would get lost in hot
- fantasies, sometimes for hours while teasing and stroking my
- cock, balls, and body. I felt quite vulnerable and was
- terrified at the prospect of her finding out how much I loved
- to play with myself that way. I was glad Mary had tossed the
- magazine on my lap, since I wanted to make sure she couldn't
- see the hard-on that was beginning to rise in my pants.
- On the cover of the magazine was a very sexy, shapely blonde
- woman wearing only a G-string. Her palms covered the fronts of
- her bare breasts, but only enough to hide her nipples and not
- much more. The crotch of the G-string was a small, frilly,
- black triangle that barely covered her pussy. This photo
- turned me on quite a bit, and I made a mental note to get a
- copy of this issue to take back home with me that night.
- Speaking slowly, softly, and deliberately, Mary said, "She
- turns you on, doesn't she?"
- She startled me and I jumped in my seat. Reflexively I said
- no, but Mary just looked at me like she knew I was lying. Her
- gaze was strong and unwavering and I broke down and stammered,
- "Well, yeah, I like her."
- "So lets have a sexual fantasy with her, Al."
- I was flabbergasted and I looked up at her with pleading
- confusion in my eyes.
- "Come on, Al," she shrugged with mock non-chalance, "it'll be
- fun."
- I was terrified. "Well...I, uh...I don't know...maybe I
- shouldn't ..."
- She ignored my protests. "I love sexual fantasy," she said
- cheerfully and with more wholesome-sounding naivete than I
- could believe. "Come on, Al, let's have one now. Rachael
- won't be done for at least 15 minutes."
- "I don't know...how can you be sure that she ..."
- "I know, Al," she interrupted. "Rachael won't be free until at
- least 6:30."
- I noticed it was then 6:15. Mary's certainty about this
- reinforced my suspicion that Rachael and she were in this
- together. No doubt they arranged for me to be alone with Mary
- until 6:30.
- Despite these thoughts, I still found myself wanting to be
- seduced. This scared me, as a part of me feared what I was
- letting myself in for. The conflict was beginning to drive me
- crazy. "I don't know, Mary," I sighed. "I mean...it's nice
- of you to offer... _very_ nice of you, as a matter of fact
- ... it's just that...well... right here...is...it's so
- ... so public, and...uh ..." I looked down and let my words
- trail off. I was paralyzed with indecision and fear.
- After letting me sit there like that for a moment, Mary
- suddenly said, "Al ..." the fake wholesome sweetness was
- completely gone from her voice and she spoke with strength and
- more than a little sexual power.
- I looked up and when our eyes met she continued "... I can tell
- you like to have sexual fantasies when looking at magazines
- like this ..."
- I sighed defeatedly. I didn't want her to know that.
- "... and I think you'd even like it better with me helping
- you."
- She waited for my reply, but all I did was sigh and gesture
- helplessly. Finally, she went on, her voice low, sultry, and
- almost threatening: "You want to...much, much more than
- you're letting on, Al. We both know you'd love it."
- "Well...I guess so," I murmurred.
- "I _know_ so, Al." She paused, boring into me with her gaze.
- I squirmed uncomfortably, but finally decided to acquiece to
- her. What harm would there be in looking at the magazine, I
- thought to myself as I hesitantly nodded my acceptance.
- "So look at her, Al," Mary said, the matter now settled. She
- pointed to the sexy woman on the cover of the magazine, still
- on my lap. "I can tell you like her." Her manner was slow and
- deliberate, and she never lowered her eyes from mine. "But
- don't you want to see her naked?"
- I smiled sheepishly and nodded. She saw my reaction but she
- pretended not to have noticed it, and she continued, a bit more
- insistently, "Wouldn't you like to see her naked breasts, Al?
- Don't you want to see her nipples?" She emphasized the word
- "nipples" and pushed her chest out slightly. The motion was
- subtle, but she did it slowly without lowering her gaze from
- mine, which made it impossible to ignore. I couldn't help but
- lower my eyes to Mary's chest, and I then noticed that her
- nipples were erect. I caught myself and quickly looked back
- into her eyes, hoping in vain that she didn't see me gaze at
- her breasts. But she was just staring at me with a knowing,
- confident look that made me gasp.
- I suddenly panicked and looked away, down at the magazine, back
- at her, off into space, and back at her again. As soon as our
- eyes finally met again, she said, always slowly and
- deliberately, "And don't you want to see her pussy, Al?"
- She paused, staring, and then continued, "Wouldn't you like to
- look up between her legs and see her crotch -- her naked cunt?"
- With those words Mary again made a slow, subtle motion, this
- time shifting her weight slightly so that her legs spread apart
- a little bit. I found myself looking towards her well-covered
- crotch as her hemline rode up maybe a half inch higher on her
- thighs. But I couldn't see up her skirt, much as I wanted to.
- Again I went into a panic as I realized that she knew I was
- staring. I was getting quite scared, but also rather aroused.
- After our eyes met again, she said, always slowly and
- deliberately, "I know you want to see her, Al. Here ..." she
- picked up the magazine, revealing the bulge in my pants. She
- made a point of looking down at it and then slowly raised her
- intent gaze back to my eyes. She said nothing about my
- erection, but her gestures were enough to let me know she was
- aware of it. She continued, "... let me show you where she's
- posing nude."
- She thumbed through the magazine until she found what she was
- looking for, and then she laid it back down on my lap. The
- model was in a bedroom setting, totally naked, bending over the
- top of the dresser with her ass pointed out at the camera.
- There was a mirror behind the dresser which showed the model's
- naked breasts. She was looking in the mirror right into the
- camera with a nasty, lewd expression on her face. One of her
- hands was on her ass cheek, pulling it open.
- Never ceasing to speak slowly and deliberately, Mary said,
- "Look at her nipples." She paused a moment and continued, "And
- what an ass she has! Do you like her ass, Al?"
- Mary looked at me, waiting for a reply. I was practically
- paralyzed with terror, but I swallowed thickly and managed to
- force myself to say, "Yes, I like...it." I couldn't bring
- myself to say the words "her ass".
- "What a hot fantasy woman for you, Al! Imagine being there
- with her... staring at her naked body. She doesn't mind ...
- she wants you to stare. She's posing for you...right there
- in front of you...naked, spreading her ass for you. See how
- she's looking at you? She knows how much she's turning you on.
- She's telling you something, Al. Do you know what she's
- saying?"
- "Uh...no, um...I...I, uh ..." I stammered, nearly unable
- to speak but realizing that I was starting to enjoy what Mary
- was doing to me -- in spite of my nervousness.
- "She's telling you she wants you to take out that big, long
- cock of yours and jack off for her."
- I sighed nervously.
- "She wants you to, Al. She knows how much you love to jack off
- and she wants to help you. She does, Al. She wants to play
- with her ass...to fuck her asshole with her finger... and
- to look you deeply in the eyes and talk really dirty to you ...
- to tell you what she's doing to her herself...to tell you to
- keep stroking that hot penis of yours."
- Mary paused. I looked up at her, the beads of sweat starting
- to drip down my forehead. She stared right through me. I
- couldn't hold her gaze and I looked down at the picture and
- then nervously around the room.
- "Look at her, Al," Mary whispered throatily.
- I looked back down at the picture, and she said, "I bet you
- love jacking off to photos like this."
- I gasped and went into a panic, stammering idiotic-sounding
- denials: "No, uh...not really... I mean...well, it's not
- ... I ..."
- She softly but firmly interrupted me, just saying "Al" and
- staring at me. I stopped my yammering and she continued, a bit
- more deliberately and intensely, "You love how it feels to
- squeeze and stroke your cock while looking at her, don't you,
- Al?"
- I started my protests again, but before I could say much she
- cut me off: "Don't deny it, Al. I know you do." She stared at
- me, waiting for a reply.
- I sighed and tried to deny what she was saying, "Mary...it's
- not what you think...really it isn't...I mean, I guess I
- sometimes...well... Mary, damnit, this is so difficult ...
- don't you understand that ..."
- She cut me off in mid sentence, ignoring everything I was
- trying to say. "Your long penis feels so good when it hardens
- in your hand, doesn't it, Al?"
- Damn her! But I was paralyzed with fear. I hadn't wanted her
- to know about my masturbation, and I felt totally demoralized
- to see how much she was able to infer. All I could do was
- stare at her with my mouth open, my semi-hard cock twitching
- under the magazine on my lap. Despite my fear I was intensely
- aroused and mesmerized by her.
- She continued, slowly and deliberately, never lowering her gaze
- from my eyes, "Yeah, you love feeling it get hard as you stroke
- it. You tickle your balls with the fingers of your other hand.
- You spread your legs wide and you thrust your hips in rhythm
- ... in rhythm to the way you squeeze your prick with your fist.
- It's all covered with oil and you slide your hand up and down
- your burning, hard shaft as you pump your wet, spurting cum all
- over her ass."
- I was trembling and nervously fidgeting under her gaze. After
- a pause of a couple seconds she continued, "You love to do
- that, Al, don't you?"
- I looked down sheepishly. She quietly said, "Look at me, Al."
- I looked back up into her eyes and she continued insistently,
- but still slowly: "You love making sperm come out of your
- penis, don't you?"
- I murmurred, barely audibly, "Well, I ..."
- She interrupted, even more insistently, "Yes you do, Al. You
- love shooting it out all over the place. And you like to watch
- your penis as your semen spurts out. You stare at that creamy,
- white, thick sperm all over your penis, slowly, thickly oozing
- down all over it. Your sweet penis gets so wet and slippery,
- and you love playing with your sperm on you... rubbing your
- fingertips in it, smearing it into your soft, slippery penis."
- Another slight pause. "You do that, don't you, Al?"
- I was almost beyond resisting. She had me mesmerized and quite
- aroused. I managed to feebly protest, "Well...no...but I
- guess...well, some of what you said, anyway, but ..."
- "All of it," she corrected. "Every thing I described. Don't
- deny it," she said over more of my protests. "You can hardly
- wait to get home, open up the magazine to this picture, and
- take out your cock and jack off -- just like I just described.
- Don't deny it, Al. I know you can hardly stop thinking about
- what your sperm is going to look and feel like all over your
- dick when you make yourself cum."
- "Mary, please ..." I protested feebly, the words choking in my
- throat.
- "It's OK, Al. I understand." She spoke more softly and
- kindly. "Really, Al. Now listen to me."
- She paused and I looked at her to hear what she had to say.
- "You're embarrassed and scared of what I know about you," she
- continued. "Most men don't like women to know that they like
- to masturbate. They think it makes them less virile and macho.
- Well, Al, I don't care about any of that. Whatever you like to
- do to yourself is just fine with me, believe me."
- I nodded, although I was quite skeptical. She went on, "So Al,
- I understand how nervous you are that I know about your
- masturbation, but I assure you I won't tell anyone. Not a
- single person, Al. I promise."
- She seemed sincere, but I didn't trust her. I'm sure my
- skepticism showed on my face, because she continued, "No, Al.
- Really. I really mean it. I give you my most solemn assurance
- that I'll keep my word and never betray you." Her voice became
- an intimate whisper: "It'll be our secret, Al -- our intimate,
- totally private little secret."
- She leaned forward and touched my arm. "I'm glad I know some
- of your private pleasures, Al," she whispered. "It's so
- special, so exciting to have someone with whom you can share
- your forbidden secrets."
- She moved really close and whispered very, very softly while
- staring into my eyes. "Such sweet secrets, Al: all alone at
- home, nude on your bed, your eyes closed, your penis all
- covered with oil. It feels _so_ good to slide your fist up and
- down your slippery, hard shaft... ohhhhh, so _good_ ...
- imagining that woman in the magazine...that nude woman ...
- standing over you...making you jack off for her...making
- you pump out all your sperm...such intimate, hot, _nasty_
- secrets, Al."
- All the while I was staring, dumbfounded. She put her arms
- around my neck and said, "You love your sperm, Al," as she
- slowly brought her lips to mine and kissed me long and deeply.
- After she was finished she breathed, "Yeah, you _do_ love your
- your sperm, Al...and your penis. It's OK. Don't worry,
- baby, it's our secret. Your sperm ..." she kissed me "... and
- your _sweet_ penis ..." she kissed me again "... are our
- private ..." another kiss "... intimate ..." and another "...
- hot ..." and still another "... _nasty_ little secret."
- With that she pushed me back down on the couch with her on top
- of me, this time hotly embracing me and squirming on me as she
- pushed her tongue down my throat and passionately kissed me for
- at least a minute or two straight. At first I resisted,
- however feebly, but soon I was tightly embracing her, fondling
- her ass, and grinding my cock against her willing groin.
- After I was drunk and dizzy with desire she stopped and got up
- off of me. As I panted and slowly dragged myself up off my
- back, I noticed that Mary seemed totally unfazed. She was
- quite calm and collected as she said, "Take off your clothes
- and masturbate for me, Al."
- Still recovering my wits, all I could do was feebly grunt an
- incoherent protest, which Mary brushed aside with, "I like
- having a man jack off in front of me."
- She gave me a slight leer and paused to let her words sink in.
- I would willingly masturbate for her, but not here...not with
- Rachael around. I was almost started crying. "But Mary ..." I
- stammered, choking on the words, "... please not here...I'm
- so...I'm so...well, I'm kinda scared and ..."
- "You're more than 'kinda' scared, Al: you're terrified." I
- swallowed and nodded. It was all I could do. She continued,
- "I want you that way."
- I looked up at her, surprised and pained. "It turns you on
- when you're scared, Al," she went on, ignoring my pleading
- gaze. "Being scared makes you _more_ turned on. Right?" I
- looked down and mumbled that she was probably right. "Don't
- deny it, Al. You _want_ this ..." she paused until I looked
- up into her hard gaze and then she continued, "... you want
- this very, _very_ badly, Al."
- As she said that she put her hands on her breasts and slowly
- lowered them down the sides of her body, her eyes boring
- through me. "Feel the fear, Al," she said after her hands
- reached her thighs. She got up on her knees and leaned a
- little closer to me, saying, "Sex scares you, Al." She grasped
- each of my shoulders and moved her face closer to mine. She
- licked her lips lewdly and demonicly, and then said, breathing
- huskily, "I want you terrified, Al." She cupped my cheeks in
- her hands and moved still closer, licking her lips, breathing
- heavy, moaning, and making facial expressions as if she was
- fucking me or masturbating. I'd never seen anyone act so lewd
- and intensely arousing. My cock was hard in my pants. She
- then said, "So scared...and so _hot_ Al! Feel the fear.
- Feel how hot you are."
- She continued for a few more moments with this and then said,
- "I've barely gotten started, Al. This is just the beginning."
- She sat back and looked down at my lap. My erect cock bulged
- up in my pants. "And look how hard I've got you already."
- She looked back into my eyes and said, "Take off your pants and
- jack off for me."
- I really didn't want to do it right there in the office with
- Rachael in the next room. "But Mary," I pleaded. "Not here
- ... not with Rachael ..."
- She interrupted, "Rachael won't come in. She'll buzz me on the
- phone first. Don't worry. I meant it when I said I wouldn't
- betray your secret. She'll call and I'll just tell her you're
- in the bathroom ..." she paused for emphasis "... pissing."
- She hissed out the word and then licked her lips.
- She paused for a moment, staring, and then continued, "It
- wouldn't be far from the truth, you know." Another pause. "I
- mean...if you _were_ in the bathroom, you'd be holding your
- cock and watching your hot _piss_ stream out -- and that's what
- you're going to be doing here, Al -- except it won't be piss,
- of course."
- She got up and went to the chair across from me and sat in it,
- facing me. She said, just as slowly and deliberately as ever,
- "Now masturbate for me." I still did nothing, and she
- continued calmly, "I know you want to." A short pause.
- "You've been staring at my breasts all night." Another pause.
- "I'm going to play with them while you jack off." Always
- staring into my eyes, she slowly unbuttoned her blouse and let
- it hang open. She raised her hands to her breasts and slowly
- began to caress and tease them.
- "Touch your dick, Al," she said, but I still tried to protest.
- "Tease it... tickle it...come on...I know you love how it
- feels in your hand. Don't you want to hold your penis, Al?
- Look at my nipples -- all erect and hard like that hard meat of
- yours. I know how sensitive your penis gets when its hard like
- this. Come on, Al," she begged mockingly, still squeezing and
- caressing her breasts as she stared into my eyes. "I know how
- badly you want to slide your hand up and down that rigid prick
- of yours...milking pleasure into it... milking the cum out
- ... _squeeeeezing_ it so good like you love to do."
- I still was struggling between wanting to run away and hide and
- taking out my cock and furiously stroking it for her, and I did
- nothing. She stopped rubbing her breasts and said, "Maybe I
- should show you how to do it, Al." She reached into her purse
- and brought out a rubber, two-headed dildo. Its color,
- texture, and look were quite lifelike, although it was at least
- a foot long. She put it down next to her on the chair and then
- unzipped her skirt about halfway up and opened it wide.
- Never lowering her gaze from my eyes, she slowly spread her
- legs, exposing her naked crotch, and she said, "I took my
- panties off when I went out to get you your jack-off book, Al.
- Look at my hairy cunt." I noticed that she wasn't a real
- blonde, but it didn't matter. The sight of the dark pubic hair
- covering her moist pussy really turned me on.
- She picked up the dildo and held it out for me to see. "This
- is _my_ penis," she said in her slow, deliberate manner.
- "Watch me play with it." With that she grasped it around the
- shaft with her two hands so that both of its heads were
- visible. She slowly lowered it down her body, rubbing one of
- the heads against her breasts and nipples, and then her
- stomach, groin, and to her pussy. All this time she kept
- intensely, seductively gazing into my eyes. I was mesmerized
- by her.
- She then positioned one of its heads between her legs, and
- holding it completely still with the other head pointed out at
- me, she pushed it inside of her by slowly grinding and gyrating
- her hips. Keeping a firm grasp on it with both hands, she
- began to fuck herself with it solely by moving her body -- not
- the dildo. Never lowering her gaze from my eyes, she slowly
- and deliberately bumped and grinded, the now moist end of the
- dildo pushing rhythmically, hotly, and hypnotically in and out
- of her grasping pussy. After a short while, she increased the
- pace of her gyrations, but not too fast and still very
- deliberately so as to maximize the effect she was having on me
- as I watched her.
- All the while she kept her eyes glued to mine, and I found it
- more and more difficult to resist stroking my cock as I watched
- her sexily writhe before me, the dildo sliding in and out of
- her thrusting crotch. Soon she said, "Look at my cock, Al.
- See it sliding in and out of my cunt." With that she lifted
- herself up slightly so that only the head of was in her, and
- she rotated her hips, making the dildo bend and squirm. She
- said, "Oooooooh, _fuck_ me!" and sat back down so that the
- dildo slid way up in her. She repeated that sequence a few
- times, each time making me less and less able to resist
- touching and squeezing my own cock.
- Then, she stopped and let go of the end. About half of the
- dildo was in her, leaving about 6 inches or so sticking out.
- The lifelike dildo looked like a cock sticking out of her. She
- just sat there for a minute so I could stare at her.
- Then, she squirmed out of her blouse and stood up, unzipping
- her skirt the rest of the way and tossing it on the chair
- behind her. She was totally naked now except for her
- high-heeled shoes and the end of the dildo sticking out of her.
- "Look at my cock, Al," she said, reaching down with one hand
- and lightly tickling the shaft and head of the dildo with her
- fingers. "It's so sexy, isn't it?"
- It indeed was, but as soon as I realized that, a wave of fear
- shot through me: that penis-like thing turned me on, and I
- suddenly worried about being gay. This homophobic fear had a
- strange effect on me: it aroused me intensely -- much, much
- more than I could sublimate or deny. The more I realized how
- much I liked looking at that penis, the more aroused I became
- in my fear. My cock grew rigid and pushed the front of my
- pants out noticibly.
- Mary seemed to be aware of the effect this was having on me.
- "Look at my penis, Al," she said. She moved her hips from side
- to side, causing the cock to shake, too. Watching it wiggle, I
- felt a palpable surge pulsate through my penis and groin. I'd
- never before experienced such a pronounced reaction in my penis
- without touching it. It felt as if I could almost cum just
- from watching Mary sexily making her penis-like thing move for
- me. This homosexual response scared the hell out of me, and my
- arousal grew with my anxiety.
- "Let's touch our cocks together, Al," Mary was saying. "Come
- on," she said with a seductive, mock-pleading tone, "Don't you
- want to get nude with me and rub our penises together?"
- I was beyond speech by this point. Besides, I'm sure Mary
- intended it to be a rhetorical question.
- "I want to touch the head of your dick with mine," she
- continued. "Ohhhh, yeah -- so good, so hot -- right on the tip
- where your sperm comes out... yeah! Just sorta..._push_
- 'em together ..." She moved her hips to illustrate how she was
- going to push. Another spasm went through my penis and groin,
- this time causing me to close my eyes and moan sharply with
- pleasure.
- "Oh _yeah_ Al," she panted seductively. "Feels so damn good
- inside your dick, eh? Well this ain't nothin', Al. We've
- barely gotten started."
- I smiled weakly.
- "Now get up and get nude," she demanded suddenly. "_Now_ Al!"
- she ordered, when she saw that I was still hesitating. I was
- no longer able to do anything but obey her. As I nervously
- fumbled with my shoes, socks, pants, shirt and finally my
- underwear, Mary was saying, "I want to rub the head of my cock
- down your shaft...yeah...to your balls...oh yeah, it
- feels so good to rub our penises together...I'll push my head
- right there on the base of your cock...right there where the
- bottom of your penis meets your balls...I'll rub it right
- there, right where you first feel your cum flowing up the
- inside of your dick...push a little there... then slide it
- back up the underside of your penis to right under the rim ...
- on the bottom there right where it meets your shaft... and
- push on it there a little, too ..."
- She removed the dildo, turned it around, and put it back inside
- of her with the heads reversed. The one that was previously in
- her was now pointing at me -- I could see it shine with her
- juices.
- "It's all wet now, Al. My hot penis is all wet and slippery
- for you... so slippery against your dick, Al. Come on, damn
- it!" she said insistently, "Hurry up and take off those
- underpants and come over here," her voice was filled with
- seductive, mock urgency. "I can't stand it any more -- hurry up
- and let me rub my hot, wet dick against yours...yeah... so
- slippery and throbbing...oh hurry...rub your cock on mine
- ... PLEASE!"
- I was finally out of my clothes and I stumbled to her...I was
- dizzy with lust and couldn't stand well. "You're too tall for
- me," she hissed, as she stood up on her toes and pretended to
- be surprised that our penises still could barely touch. "My
- dick won't reach yours, damnit! Lie down on the floor...on
- your back...I want to kneel over you and rub _dicks_", lewdly
- emphasizing the word "dicks" by leeringly licking her lips as
- she hissed out the word.
- I was on my back in a flash and she was soon straddling me on
- all fours, her dildo poised right above my rigid, throbbing
- penis. Lowering it down against mine, she did pretty much what
- she said she would: first she pushed its head against mine and
- bounced very, very slightly. The sensations made me gasp so
- loudly it was almost a yell.
- She then just started moving her hips from side to side,
- causing the dildo to rub and glide against my penis. Our
- shafts would meet and the slippery sensations drove me wild.
- While she did this, she was rhythmically speaking in a low,
- chanting, seductive whisper: "... ohhhhh...rub it... yeah
- ... so hot...the shaft...oh, oh!...yeah...slippery hot
- penis against mine...your big penis...look at our penises,
- Al...yeah... so hot...makes you spasm...yeah... penis
- spasm...yeah...such a long hard dick, Al...rub our dicks
- together...please!...oh, yeah...you love dicks so much,
- Al...oh yeah...my dick makes you so hot...so long and
- hard...throbbing ..."
- She then leaned down and rested her chest on mine, holding my
- arms down with hers. But she was still kneeling, her ass up in
- the air and her dildo still rubbing against my increasingly
- aroused cock. Rubbing her breasts against my chest as well,
- and looking me deep in the eye from just a few inches away, she
- said with a mock pout, "Oh baby, my dick is getting dry." It
- indeed was. "Make it wet for me, honey. Please! Please cum
- on my dick." She moved so that the head of her dildo was at
- the base of my cock and its shaft was against my balls. Slowly
- sliding the head of her penis-thing up the length of my shaft,
- she moaned, "I want your _sperm_ all over my big, long, huge,
- throbbing DICK!"
- Just as she said "DICK", the head of her dildo reached that
- spot she described on the underside of my penis, right where
- the shaft meets the rim. With that, I felt the first hot,
- burning load of semen flowing up my penis and exploding out of
- the head. As spasm after spasm of cum gushed out of me, Mary
- kept lightly pushing and sliding her dildo all over my penis.
- "Oh yeah!" she was panting in time with my spasms and moans.
- "Gimme your sperm, Al. All over my hot dick. Yeah! Cum all
- over my penis, Al. Ohhhh, so wet and hot. Yeah! More! Such
- a hot penis...such a turnon for you to see and feel my penis
- all over yours...oh yeah...you love my penis... you love
- looking at it...you love feeling it...and you really love
- cumming all over it...oh, what a sweet penis boy you are!"
- As I came, I closed my eyes, arched my back, and tried to push
- my cock up against Mary's dildo. But she kept wiggling and
- sliding it all over my penis, which teasingly kept me yearning
- for more. Even after I was spent, I felt like I hadn't really
- finished. I yearned to squeeze my cock in my fist and tightly
- pump it to satisfaction as I was accustomed to doing when
- masturbating, but Mary was leaning on my arms and I couldn't
- move them.
- After a while, I had drifted into a pleasant, post-orgasmic
- daze. In the back of my mind I felt Mary get up off of me, but
- I was half asleep and just lay there. As I sleepily reflected
- on Mary's expert attentions, I noticed that every time I
- pictured her with the penis-like dildo sticking out of her, I'd
- become aware of a faraway feeling of arousal. I'd experience
- the same feeling when visualizing my own cock. Somehow, Mary
- had gotten me to be much more interested in and focused on
- penises than I had ever been before.
- I still had a homophobic reaction to all this, but I managed to
- rationalize it away by telling myself that being turned on by
- my _own_ penis isn't homosexual, nor is being turned on by a
- woman with a fake penis.
- "Don't fall asleep, Al."
- Mary's voice startled me from my reverie. I shook myself awake
- and looked up. She was holding her blouse in her hand and had
- already put her skirt back on, and she stood over me, her naked
- breasts hanging over my head.
- She jiggled them and laughed slightly, as if thinking of a
- private joke, and then asked, "How does your penis feel?"
- I reflexively looked at it, noticing the semen all over it and
- my groin. The sight of it sent another vague sensation of
- arousal through me, and for a second I just stared at it. I
- really liked looking at it. Suddenly, I remembered that Mary
- had asked me a question. I quickly looked back up at her and
- said, "Oh...uh, wow! It feels _really_ good!"
- Although I had only paused a second, Mary must have noticed my
- reaction to seeing my cock, because she ignored my reply and
- said, "See how much it turns you on now, Al? I doubt that the
- sight of your penis ever got you _this_ hot before." She
- paused and wiggled her breasts again. "And don't worry, Al,"
- she continued. "This'll be our secret. Our hot, _nasty_
- little secret."
- As she spoke, Mary began to lightly rub and twist her nipples
- with her fingers. I stared raptly at her as she did this.
- "They'd feel really good on your balls ..." she continued, "...
- and in your ass hole. I'd like to fuck you in the ass with my
- nipple, Al."
- As I kept staring, she silently continued to play with her
- nipples above me until after a minute or so she suddenly
- stopped and said, "Now you'd better get dressed. Rachael
- should be off her phone call any minute now. Here," she said,
- reaching into her purse and tossing me her panties, "wipe your
- cum off of yourself with these."
- I again snapped out of my reverie, dragged myself upright, and
- wiped off my semen as best I could. She took the panties back
- when I was done, saying with a wink, "I'll keep these for you,
- Al. Later on we'll have some more fun with them."
- "Uh, oh, OK," I mumbled absently and started dressing. I felt
- exhausted and quite fuzzy-headed, and I became quite nervous
- about my meeting with Rachael. I couldn't think clearly enough
- to negotiate well, and I was extremely worried about the likely
- possibility that Rachael put Mary up to her seduction of me. I
- felt out of control and vulnerable.
- Suddenly, Mary's statements sunk in a little: she seemed to be
- saying that she had more in store for me. As I buttoned my
- shirt and tied my tie, I asked, "Uh, Mary, uh -- you kind of
- implied that... that, well...that there's more stuff we
- could do...I mean, I _think_ that's what it sounded like ..."
- She was buttoning her blouse. "You want more?" she asked,
- sounding cold and detached, but with a hint of invitation in
- her voice -- a bit like a whore fishing for more business.
- "Well...yeah...I, uh...I mean, I'd _like_ to...to maybe
- do some more with you...I mean...I mean if you want to ...
- uh, you seemed to imply that ..."
- "Well, Al," she interrupted, somewhat more warmly but still
- with unmistakable whorishness. "I'm sure we can work something
- out... under the right circumstances I'm willing to do a
- whole lot more with you." She smiled and her voice became more
- friendly. "But for now, hurry up and get dressed," she
- continued. "We can discuss it later -- I'm not going anywhare.
- You should go into the bathroom and clean up a little. I'll
- tell Rachael you'll be right back if she calls. Now hurry ...
- and unlock the door so you can get back in."
- I was still too dazed to think very clearly, so I just followed
- Mary's orders and went into the bathroom to wash up. Once
- there, I noticed that I didn't look as dissheveled as I had
- feared. My clothes had stayed pretty much unwrinkled because
- I'd taken them off before getting down on the floor, and all I
- had to do was wash my face and comb down my hair before I
- looked more or less normal.
- The cold water on my face helped to get me back to an
- acceptable level of lucidity, and I was then able to reflect on
- everything that had happened since I arrived. I began to fear
- my meeting with Rachael -- if she and Mary were working
- together on this, I reflected, who knows what she'd lay on me
- in this meeting.
- Actually, I had a way out -- I could just go home right then,
- skipping out on the meeting. The thought was tempting, but not
- as tempting as Mary, who had seemed to promise further sex with
- me. Her whorish attitude led me to wonder if perhaps she was
- some sort of hooker. I actually hoped she was, because I had
- more confidence that I could get what I want from a woman if
- its for money than for any other reason. The prospect of
- somehow arranging more hot sex with Mary after my meeting with
- Rachael was the only thing that kept me from running away.
- Besides, I was feeling well enough to go through with the
- negotiations -- or so I told myself as I walked back to the
- office to face Rachael.
- Back in the agency, Mary told me that Rachael was done and
- would meet me in the conference room. She led through the main
- office into a corridor, her hips swaying seductively as usual.
- As I followed her, I pictured the conference room as one of
- those that are typically found in small offices such as this
- one: a room slightly larger than a large office with a table
- and a few chairs, and perhaps an overhead projector or
- something similar.
- So I was quite surprised when Mary unlocked a door at the end
- of the corridor and motioned me to follow her inside. The
- conference room indeed had a table and chairs, and even an
- overhead projector in a corner, but it was much bigger -- and
- much plusher -- than I expected. It was more elegantly
- decorated than any conference room I had ever seen, even in the
- biggest of corporations. If it wasn't for the long table taking up
- maybe half of the room, it would have looked more like a plush
- living room in an expensive home than a conference room.
- I gaped at the thick carpeting, the overstuffed chairs, the
- lamps, the two large couches, the wide-screen TV, and
- especially the bar against one wall.
- "What's the matter?" Mary asked, a playful expression on her
- face. "You don't approve?"
- "No, not at all. Of course I approve," I replied. "I'm
- actually quite impressed. I've never seen a conference room --
- or anything in a corporate office -- quite like this. It's ...
- it's ..."
- "Elegant?" she offered.
- "Quite so," I replied.
- "Well, Rachael believes in treating her clients right." Mary
- turned and winked at me, reinforcing my fears that she and
- Rachael were in this thing together. "Now Rachael will be here
- in a minute, so just sit down and make yourself comfortable."
- She turned and started walking out.
- "Uh, Mary," I called out. She turned seductively to face me as
- she reached the door.
- "Yeah?" she purred.
- "Well, uh, I'd like to...to talk to you about...well, about
- ..." My voice trailed off as my shyness returned. I wanted to
- discuss the possibility of further sexual adventures with her.
- As usual, I found it nearly impossible to bring the subject up.
- "Don't worry, Al," she interrupted, reassuringly. "I'm not
- going anywhere, and we'll have plenty of time to talk. Now
- just make yourself comfortable and Rachael will be right in."
- With that she turned her back to me, pulled her skirt up,
- wiggled her naked ass at me while winking over her shoulder,
- and flounced out the door as her skirt fell back down.
- Although I was sexually spent, at least for the moment, this
- still was able to cause a faraway sexual reaction in me. I sat
- down and took a few deep breaths. I didn't want to be
- distracted during my negotiations with Rachael, and I wanted to
- get them over with quickly and get back to Mary.
- A minute later the door opened and in walked Rachael. Now,
- even though I had spoken to her previously on the phone, I
- wasn't prepared for how young she looked. From her demeanor
- and the fact that she was the owner of this agency, I expected
- someone maybe in her mid to late 40's, or possibly even older.
- But Rachael looked around 35 or so -- and a very attractive 35
- at that. She had medium-length, expensively styled red hair, a
- sensuous and attractive face, was maybe 5'6" or 5'7", and had a
- really nice figure. Her hips and bust were full, but neither
- was too large, and I noticed she had really nice legs. She
- wore an obviously expensive business suit, but one that showed
- off her body to good advantage.
- I stood up and we shook hands, and she said, "Well, Al. I'm
- glad you could make it on such short notice. I really wanted
- to have a chance to try to persuade you to stay with us."
- I liked her forthrightness. "Well, I'm glad, too. Although
- the new offer is a really good one, I like my current job ..."
- thoughts of Mary went through my mind and I added, "... and I
- especially like this agency. I'd like to try to work something
- out so I could stay with you."
- "Well, it looks like we have the same goals tonight," she said
- as she motioned me to be seated. I sat back where I was
- before: on the couch to the far right against the arm rest.
- She chose the seat next to the couch that was facing at 90
- degrees to it. This put her left leg about three inches from
- my right one.
- "But before we start, Al," she continued, "Let me tell you a
- little bit about me and about my agency."
- "OK," I replied cheerfully.
- She told me how she built this agency up all by herself into
- what it now is -- a $10 million a year agency that supplies
- temporary office help and high-level consulting services to
- major corporations. She's the sole owner of the company and
- that there is no debt, and there was well-deserved pride in her
- voice when she told me that.
- I told her how impressed I was at how well she had done, and
- she received the compliment graciously and seemingly gratefully
- as well. With that, she sat back comfortably and gazed
- pleasantly at me. I was a bit at a loss for words, so I just
- looked around the room, trying not to let my nervousness show.
- "So, do you like our conference room?" she asked after I had
- begun to get quite uncomfortable with the silence.
- "Yes, I do," I replied, grateful for her converstaional
- opening. "I've been in lots of companies, but I don't think
- I've ever seen a conference room as elegant as this one."
- "Well, I want my clients to be comfortable," she replied. "I
- think that the proper atmosphere can really be conducive to
- good business relations. Don't you think so?"
- "Well, I guess so," I answered. "I just think this is really
- nice -- and I wish more businesses would take the time to do
- things like this."
- "Well, they used to do that a lot more, say 20 or 30 years ago,"
- she replied. "But nowadays everyone's in it for the fast buck
- and they don't like to spend money on such niceties. That's
- why this country is going down the shithole so fast these days,
- I think."
- I was a bit taken aback at her use of the word "shithole," not
- because such language shocks me or because I think it's
- unladylike or anything, but because it seemed a bit out of
- character with the elegant, refined image she had been
- conveying up until then.
- But more than that, I was impressed with her views about
- American business and about the decline of the U.S.A. I share
- her views and I have a hard time finding people who agree with
- me or are even willing to discuss them. I guess most Americans
- can't cope with the reality that the good ol' American dream is
- pretty much dead -- or at least in a rather advanced, comatose
- state.
- So, her comment sparked me to start talking about my opinions,
- and pretty soon we were in a rather animated conversation about
- this topic. As we talked I became more and more comfortable
- with her and started to like her quite a bit. She was smart,
- perceptive, witty, and quite sexy. I often found myself
- staring at her legs which were crossed right in front of me,
- and I couldn't help but notice her body, which seemed relaxed
- and loose under her clothes. Most women in business seemed so
- stiff and uptight, and Rachael's apparent comfortableness with
- her body was a striking change from that.
- As we continued to chat, I began to notice that Rachael was
- acting quite businesslike and I saw no evidence that she had
- any knowledge of Mary's antics. This made me wonder if perhaps
- I was wrong about Rachael having something to do with Mary's
- behavior. Maybe Mary's actions had nothing to do with Rachael
- wanting me to stay with the agency. At any rate, I began to
- feel better about dealing with Rachael as we continued to talk.
- After a few minutes of this, I had all but forgotten about
- Mary. Those few times she intruded into my consciousness, I
- just dismissed the thought about her with a reminder to myself
- that she would still be there when I was done here. I found
- myself drawn to Rachael, but in a different way than I was
- drawn to Mary. She was sexually attractive to me, but in a
- less blatant and more refined manner than Mary was. She wasn't
- doing anything that could be labelled as flirtatious, and
- didn't seem to be intentionally trying to arouse me -- at least
- not in the way that Mary had done. Rachael was just behaving
- like a confident, refined woman who knows she's beautiful and
- who always does her best to show off her charms.
- We were long done with the subject of the decline of American
- values, and our conversation had meandered into many related areas:
- art, politics, current events, literature, etc. Finally, it
- was Rachael who got us back on course.
- "You really are a stimulating conversationalist, Al," she said,
- sending a shiver of arousal through me as I savored the
- compliment. "But as much as I'd love to continue this with
- you, we have some business to attend to, I'm afraid."
- "Yeah, I know," I sighed. "I guess we need to see if we can
- reach an agreement about my rates that would allow me to stay
- with your agency." I vowed that I wasn't going to let her
- charm me into settling for less than what I wanted, although I
- had to admit myself that her ample charms would be hard to
- resist.
- "Uh-huh," she said cheerfully. "So, Al, what would make you
- want to stay with us?"
- "More money," I smiled.
- She smiled back. "How much more money, Al?"
- With that, we lept into the negotiations. The new contract
- paid me $200 a day more than my current one. Although the
- headhunter had told me that Rachael wouldn't give me that much
- of a raise, I asked her for it anyway. Sure enough, she
- replied that she couldn't afford that much and offered me much
- less. I rejected that offer and we fell into some
- old-fashioned horse trading.
- After a while, Rachael gave me what she said was her final
- offer: we'd split the difference, and I'd get a $100/day raise.
- Now, this was enough for me, and I was more or less willing to
- accept. However, I didn't want to seem to eager, and I really
- wanted to get away from her and think about it alone before I
- made my final decision. So, I told her I was leaning towards
- accepting, but I wasn't sure.
- With that, she said, "I understand, Al. You need time. But I
- want to help you make up your mind."
- This sounded like perhaps she was going to kick in some more
- money, so I smiled and gave her an inquisitive but encouraging
- glance.
- "I know you're having a hard time with this, Al," she said,
- speaking slowly and carefully and watching me very closely. "I
- realize that money isn't the only thing that's motivating you
- here."
- I'd heard this kind of thing before: my negotiating partner
- would try to use the "money isn't everything" argument to make
- me feel guilty about being greedy and thereby to beat me down
- on price. I knew how to handle it.
- "You're right, it's not, Rachael," I countered. "I have to
- weigh the money with all the other intangibles. It's a
- decision only I can make -- alone. That's why I need to sleep
- on it."
- "Of course," she replied, unfazed. "You said you're leaning
- towards accepting my offer of $100 less a day to stay with us.
- You obviously have priorities other than pure greed. That's
- admirable."
- Always beware of compliments during negotions, I reminded
- myself. "Thanks," I said politely but looking back at her with
- resolve. "I'm glad you understand."
- "Oh, I do, Al," she replied calmly. "But there's one thing I
- still _don't_ quite understand."
- "OK," I replied, wondering what she was up to. "What's that?"
- "What is it about us that would make you want to give up $100 a
- day?" she asked, with mock innocence.
- I realized that she had me. I had to admit to myself that the
- only reason I was even considering her offer was because I
- liked how she and Mary were making me feel. How could I admit
- that to her? I tried to come up with a plausible-sounding
- explanation at the spur of the moment. "Well," I said
- nervously, "I...uh, I'm just, well...well, _comfortable_
- with this agency and...and you've always treated me well and
- ... and, well, I guess it's not always easy to make a change.
- The fact that this is a known situation is worth something to
- me, I guess."
- I realized that if I wasn't careful, she'd have me agreeing to
- her terms right there on the spot, so I quickly added, "But you
- know, it's a hard choice. That's why I need the time tonight
- to sleep on it and think it over."
- "Of course," she replied. "I understand perfectly why you'd
- need time. I already told you that I understand that. But I'm
- still a bit confused, Al. I hope you don't mind me asking you
- about this. I don't mean to pry or anything."
- She paused a moment as if wanting a response, so I nervously
- replied, "Oh, no...it's OK." It _wasn't_ OK, but the reply
- just came out of me before I could think.
- She nodded and continued. "I'm still confused. Would you
- really give up $100 a day just for some familiarity and
- comfort? I mean, that's more than $25,000 a year."
- "Well, yeah ..." I stammered, feeling trapped.
- She kept on. "And so there must be something else, Al. That's
- a lot of money."
- She was taking a big risk with this line of questioning. I
- could easily say that she was right, that come to think of it,
- $100 a day really _isn't_ enough. I could then thank her for
- opening my eyes and reject her offer. But somehow I knew that
- she was aware of that risk and was confident that I wouldn't do
- that.
- "Yes, it is a lot money," I replied, helplessly trying to think
- of a way out and stalling with that non-committal reply.
- "So what is it, Al? What do we have to offer here for you
- that's worth the money you're considering giving up?" She was
- outwardly kind but coldly unwavering.
- "Well, Rachael, it's hard to say," I prevaricated. "It's sort
- of... of a feeling I have, I guess. It's...it's hard to
- put my finger on...just a feeling -- you know?"
- "What kind of feeling?" She kept on pushing.
- "Oh...I don't know...just...just a...just an intangible
- kind of... it's hard to say, Rachael." I was desperate.
- "That's why I...I need time to...need time alone to think
- about it...you know, to try to understand it better before I
- finally decide. Sometimes I...I need to...well, how can I
- say this?...uh, sometimes I get feelings that I should do
- something and then later on regret it. It's a problem with me.
- That's why I need to... to think it over some more. You
- understand, don't you?" I pleaded.
- "Yes, Al, I _do_ understand," she replied kindly. "I don't
- mean to put you on the spot. I'll back off."
- "Oh, that's OK," I replied, the words practically gushing out
- of me. I was off the hook and I felt relieved. "I'm just sorry
- I can't give you a more timely answer," I continued magnanimously.
- "No, Al, I really do understand, and I couldn't expect a better
- answer from you." She was all sweetness and friendliness. "In
- fact, I should apologize to you, as well. I put you on the
- spot even though I understood perfectly what was motivating
- you. I sometimes get pushy in spite of what's best for me ...
- and for the situation. It's a fault I still need to work on."
- "Oh, that's OK, Rachael. You don't need to apolgize for that."
- I was filled with sweetness myself, partly from relief at being
- let off the hook, partly because Rachael was being so nice, and
- partly because I sensed our discussion was coming to an end and
- I was looking forward to more fun with Mary. "But if you
- insist on apologizing," I continued, "I certainly accept it."
- "Well, thank you, Al," she replied graciously and seemingly
- with sincere feeling. "You're most gracious, but that doesn't
- change the fact that my pushing you was still uncalled for. I
- knew from the beginning that the main reason you were seriously
- considering my offer was because of how sexually turned on I'm
- getting you."
- Shit! This whole line of discussion was a skillfully laid trap
- for me that Rachael had set, and I had fallen right into it. I
- was visibly shaken when she sprung it on me, and I swore to
- myself and started to make a feeble protest.
- "Oh, there's no use denying it," she continued, cutting me off.
- "I know I'm a very attractive woman, and I can clearly see the
- reactions I'm having on you."
- "Rachael," I protested, visibly in pain. "It's really...I
- mean... it's not what you think, and ..."
- "No, Al. It's exactly what I think." She was kind but firm.
- "But don't worry. You have nothing to be ashamed of. I don't
- think anything's wrong with that. It's a normal reaction on
- your part ..." she said, giving me a sly look. Then she
- continued, "... especially considering that it's exactly the
- reaction I wanted you to have."
- "Oh," I said, sullenly and with a bit of venom. "Wonderful.
- I'm so glad to know that," I spat. So perhaps my original
- suspicions were correct after all about her and Mary.
- "Don't take it so hard, Al. It's nothing personal," she said
- coolly but still with kindness in her voice. "This is
- business. I make a lot of money off of you here, and I want
- you to stay."
- "Well," I said, feeling a strange calmness come over me,
- presumably because things were now more out in the open. "I
- guess I can understand it from your point of view -- sort of.
- But, well, I mean, I'm not used to... to, well ..." I was
- resentful and feeling bold "... to someone prostituting
- themselves in this kind of business deal."
- I wanted the words to sting, but to my dismay, Rachael was
- totally unfazed. "That's no big deal to me, Al. You see, I
- _am_ a prostitute."
- I assumed that she meant that she acknowledged that she used
- sex to win business deals. "Well, in that sense, many women are,
- I guess. But what I was trying to say was ..."
- I was looking to make the insult more pointed, but she cut me
- off. "No, Al. I don't think you do understand. I really _am_
- a prostitute. You know, a hooker: I make money by performing
- sexual acts."
- I was shocked. This was totally unexpected. "But, but...how
- ... ?" My sentence trailed off into nothingness.
- "I told you how I built this business up. Well, what I didn't
- tell you was that I've been a hooker since I was 17. I always
- hated pimps and I managed to always work on my own. It was
- hard, but I don't give up easily, and by the time I was 21 I
- was pulling in over $5000 a week. That was quite a bit back
- then. I'm really good."
- All I could say was, "Uh, you must be."
- "Very, _very_ good, Al. So after a while I had worked myself
- up to being a very expensive, very high-class call girl.
- Although I was able to stay clear of any pimps, I still had to
- work through escort agencies. I made a good living, but I
- didn't like the agency getting its big cut. So three of the
- girls and I started our own agency. We did quite well, but
- after a few years I wanted more. Plus, the escort business is
- really a hassle. It's too visible. So, I hit upon the idea of
- starting this legitimate business as a front. I had a lot of
- money in the bank, so I started up this agency as a temporary
- secretarial service. I sent girls out on straight assignments,
- and I also used it as a front for the other kinds of services
- we provided."
- So that explained Mary, I thought to myself.
- Rachael was going on with her story. "Pretty soon I was making
- as much on the straight business as I was with the other stuff,
- so I expanded and went big-time, placing consultants like you
- as well as the run-of-the-mill office help. I now pull in over
- $10 million a year, and most of the people who work through me
- have no idea about the other side of the business. My contacts
- as a call-girl get me right to the top of most of the major
- corporations, and the men are happy to hire my people -- both
- for office services and for the other services I perform. I've
- had this business now for over 8 years, and although I keep
- busy running it, I still sometimes will go out on a sexual
- assignment myself. Needless to say, I'm quite expensive."
- "Of course," I replied with bitterness.
- "So yes, Al," she continued, ignoring my remark, "I _am_ a
- prostitute. And this gets me back to our little business deal
- here."
- "OK," I murmurred, still depressed, but wondering what she was
- leading up to. If it was a sex-for-money deal, I might go for
- it.
- "Well, Al, do you know what my markup is on you?" she asked.
- "I don't know," I replied glumly. "What? Maybe $200 or $300 a
- day?"
- "How about $600?" she replied calmly.
- "That's a 100 percent markup!" I exclaimed. "How do you get
- them to pay for it?"
- She smiled slyly and said, "I don't give away trade secrets."
- I could imagine what kinds of persuasion she used on her
- clients.
- "Actually, I only make $200 on paper if you accept the raise
- I'm offering you," she went on. "That's $100 a day for me
- after tax and expenses. The other $400 is tax-free and
- under the table -- that comes to $500 of profit a day, or more
- than $10000 a month free and clear. You can see why I want you
- to stay with us."
- "Yeah, I certainly can," I answered, suddenly aware of a new
- angle. "So you can afford to give me a lot more than $100 a
- day, can't you."
- She smiled again. "Not on paper I can't. I have to show a
- profit."
- "But it kind of gets under my skin to know that you make so
- much off of me," I shot back. "If the clients pay, I must be
- worth it to them and I think I should get more of that money
- than you have offered so far.
- "Well, I don't mean to underestimate your considerable
- abilities or the high respect the clients have for you," she
- countered, "but in this case I must point out that the extra
- $400 a day is because of _my_ efforts, and I assure you that
- our clients are very clear on this point."
- "OK," I replied, "I grant you that. But you mustn't forget
- that no matter whose services the $400 is meant to pay for, it
- still will stop if I take the other contract. Maybe something
- less than the $400 would be better than nothing. The way I
- see it, you get the money under the table, and so you can give
- some of it back to me under the table, as well." I was proud of
- myself and my negotiating skills.
- "Now we're finally getting down to business, Al," she said.
- "Yes, I could do that -- but I'd rather give it back to you
- in other ways." She shifted her position on the chair so that
- her leg was pressing against mine.
- "You see, Al," she continued, "I'm willing to give half of the
- $400 a day back to you, but in, well, 'personal services' instead
- of cash. That comes to $4000 a month in these services from me,
- Mary, or one of my other girls. Mary normally charges $1200 to
- $1500 a night. I usually charge at least $2500. For $4000 a month,
- you can get quit a bit of sex from us Al -- and it'll be the
- best sex you ever had."
- I felt a twinge in my cock, and I found myself having a harder
- and harder time thinking. Rachael went on, "You see, Al, Mary
- and I really understand what you need. With us you don't have
- to bullshit around with trying to satisfy your partner, or with
- 'making love', or with trying to stay hard, or with anything
- like that. I've been in the business for over 18 years, and know
- what men _really_ need. I know what _you_ really need, Al -- probably
- even better than you do. Mary, I, and some of my other girls are
- experts, Al. We'll get you hotter than you've ever been, and
- we'll keep you that way for hours."
- She sat back again in her chair. My cock was almost totally
- erect, and it twitched and throbbed as it pushed up the front
- of my pants.
- "So what do you say, Al?" Rachael asked. "Do we have a deal?"
- I didn't answer immediately. I needed to think.
- If I accepted her offer I'd be making $100 a day less than if I
- took the new offer (although it's $100 a day _more_ than my
- current rate, I reminded myself). On the other hand I'd be
- getting two or more nights a month with Rachael or Mary or some
- other experienced woman. I wanted to say yes, but I started to
- fear that I was going to be ripped off. If I agreed to this and
- then Rachael welched on me, I didn't have any legal recourse --
- I could hardly take her to court for withholding sexual services.
- If she did rip me off I _could_ just quit, but the good offer I
- would be turning down today in order to take Rachael's offer
- would be long gone, and I couldn't be sure there would be another.
- But as a freelance consultant, I was accustomedd to that kind of
- uncertainty, I reminded myself, and I realized that I was afraid
- of a lot more than being ripped off financially. I was afraid of
- the power Mary and Rachael would have over me if I gave in.
- While all this was going through my mind, Rachael patiently sat
- there and waited for me to answer. Finally, I said, "Well,
- Rachael, I'm inclined to accept, but...but, well, I'm
- worried."
- "About what?" she asked calmly. "You can always quit if I
- don't keep my side of the bargain."
- "I know," I said, no longer able to refrain from laying my
- cards on the table. "But that's not really it. It's that ...
- well, that I'm afraid of being... being...well, being out
- of control and...and, well, under your...I mean, I'm afraid
- of the emotional aspects of this kind of arrangement," I
- hedged.
- She smiled to herself and nodded. "You almost said your afraid
- of being under my power, didn't you, Al?" she purred, her
- voice taking on a deep, husky, inviting aspect. "You're afraid
- of the sexual power I can have over you, right?"
- "Well ..." I sighed and then hesitated. Rachael was absolutely
- correct and I didn't know how to worm out of admitting that to
- her. "Yes," I finally conceded, "I'm afraid of...of what you
- said."
- "Hmmmm ..." she said, nodding slowly as she stared deeply into
- my eyes. "You know what I think, Al?" she suddenly asked.
- "Uh, what's that?"
- "I think that you _want_ me to have sexual power over you. I
- think it really turns you on, Al."
- She was right, but I could hardly admit it to myself, let alone
- her. "No! No, Rachael...I admit I'm...I'm, uh...uh
- nervous and, well...but not...uh ..."
- "No, Al," Rachael interrupted. "There's no use denying it.
- Look. You're really scared and yet you're still sitting here.
- You could've left -- made some excuse, told me to get fucked --
- anything. There are a hundred ways you could have gotten out
- of here. But you didn't. You're still sitting here arguing."
- I felt a horrible sinking feeling inside of me as the realization
- hit me that she had me pegged to the letter.
- "No, Al, I'm right," Rachael continued. The idea of me or
- one of my girls having sexual power over you excites you --
- deep, deep inside of you, Al. It's something you've desired --
- no, something you've _craved_ for a long, long time. I know
- I'm right, Al."
- I just looked down nervously and then back up at her.
- "I've been in the business for 18 years," she continued, "and I
- couldn't be successful at it without understanding men, Al.
- And I'm _very_ successful, and I'm _very_ good at understanding
- men. I'm not wrong about a man very often, and I _know_ I'm
- not wrong about you."
- I started protesting again, although quite feebly.
- Once again she cut me off. "Don't fight it, Al. I know what
- you need. You need me to take control of you sexually -- to
- understand your needs so well that I don't have to ask you what
- you want -- that distracts you -- I know, Al -- see, I _do_
- understand -- and to take you totally under my control -- under
- my sexual power -- to slowly, expertly build up your arousal --
- more and more hotly, deeply, dizzingly overwhelming you with
- sexual pleasure. You love sitting here hearing me tell you this,
- and you'll love it even more when we get down and start actually
- doing it. And I _can_ do it, Al. Have no doubt about that.
- I'm an expert at it, Al."
- I swallowed thickly.
- "See, I know what you want, Al. Just hearing me talk about it
- makes your mouth water. I know you want to surrender to me.
- To yield totally to my sexual expertise. I'll keep you hot,
- hard, throbbing for a long, long time, Al, with no pain, no
- S&M, no 'Mistress' type stuff that I know you don't want. I'll
- delay your orgasm so that your ecstacy builds and builds beyond
- anything you've even dreamed of -- I can do that, Al -- I
- assure you. And when I do give you your release, the pleasure
- will be indescribable -- you'll be overwhelmed with the
- intensity of your sensations. It'll be like no orgasm you've
- ever experienced -- so long and deep and overpowering. And you
- know what, Al?"
- All I could do was shake my head feebly.
- "I know how to give you an orgasm like that and still keep a
- lot of your cum in you. That means I'll be able to give you
- two -- three -- maybe even four more orgasms before you're
- finally spent. Isn't this and everything else I've just finished
- describing to you what you really want, Al?"
- She was absolutely right about all of that, but all I could do
- was sigh and gaze helplessly at her.
- "So Al," she continued, her voice deep, husky, and dripping
- with sexual invitation, "do we have a deal? Just say the word
- and the deal is done. Surrender to me, Al."
- She knew I'd agree. "Yes," I murmurred, the words catching in
- my throat. "I want...I want it. It's a deal."
- "Good," she said as she smiled faintly and got up from her
- chair. "Just stay there. I'm going to call Mary in."
- With that she went to the phone and made a quick call,
- presumably to Mary in the outer office, although I couldn't
- hear anything.
- After she hung up she returned to her chair. "Now, Al," she
- said after she was seated, "get totally nude and stand in front
- of me," Rachael said softly. "I want you totally undressed by
- the time Mary gets here."
- I hesitated and then did what Rachael asked. When I was
- completely naked I nervously stood up facing Rachael. She just
- sat there looking at me and my now soft cock until Mary entered
- a short while later. She came over to me and purred, "You're
- going to love this, Al."
- I just nodded.
- "Now, Al," Rachael said, "as I'm sure you know, Mary is really
- good with penises."
- She paused but I just stood there.
- "So I want you to see how good she really is, Al. Now we're
- going to do a little experiment of sorts. You stand here just
- like this, and put your hands on your hips. That's it. Good.
- Now, you are not to speak and you must not remove your hands
- from your hips under any circumstances. Do you understand?"
- "Uh, well ..." I was afraid to make such a promise. What if
- one of them started whipping me or something?
- Rachael seemed to sense my fear and said, "No one will hurt
- you, not even a little bit. Now, no speaking and keep your
- hands on your hips."
- "OK" I acceeded.
- "Now, the experiment is this: we're going to see how hard Mary
- can get that cock of yours without even touching it. Remember,
- hands on your hips and no speaking. Now Mary, let's begin."
- With that, Mary came over behind me and kneeled down. I felt
- her hands tickling up from my ankles slowly up the insides of
- my legs. Rachael sat back in her chair and began to talk to
- Mary. "So do you think you can do it, Mary?"
- "Oh, sure. No problem. I'll have that penis of his really
- hard." Mary's fingers slowly snaked their way up the insides
- my legs and then back down again.
- "Well, if anyone can do it, it's you," Rachael replied. "But I
- don't know -- it still looks pretty soft to me."
- "Well, I'm barely getting started," Mary replied, her fingers
- tickling up a little higher and then down again. "He loves his
- penis," Mary purred, continuing her teasing up and down my
- inner legs. "He likes to play with it more than anything
- else."
- "Yeah, I figured he did," Rachael replied laconically.
- "Oh, he just _loves_ teasing and stroking his penis." Mary
- continued. She slid one finger up the inside of my thigh and
- barely touched the bottom of one of my balls. An electric spasm
- shot through me and my cock twitched. As she slid her finger
- back down she said, "But, I think you're going to have a hard
- time getting him to keep his hands on his hips. Pretty soon
- I'll have him so hot that all he'll be able to think about is
- how much he wants to grab that long, hard, hot thing and start
- stroking it."
- "Oh, don't worry about that, Mary," Rachael countered. "I'll
- make sure he keeps his promise."
- "You know, Rachael," Mary said, changing the subject, "penises
- really turn him on." She ran her hands up the fronts of my
- thighs all the way up to my groin. She caressed me next to my
- cock without touching it and then rubbed my stomach. "I think
- he'd like to see me playing with some nice, big, hard cocks,
- don't you?"
- "I think you're right, Mary," Rachael agreed. "Let's show him
- how good you are at milking the cum out of penises."
- Rachael then turned to me and said, "OK, Al, move over closer
- to the VCR. We're going to show you a really hot video."
- Mary stopped her caresses and I walked over to where Rachael
- had indicated. She sat in another chair, facing me, and she
- said to Mary, "Why don't you get nude after you load up the
- tape."
- "OK," Mary replied. She went to the bookshelf and located a
- tape, which she then put into the VCR after turning it on and
- dimming the lights. She then quickly stepped out or her
- clothes and went back behind me.
- As the video started up, Rachael paused it with a remote
- control as Mary resumed caressing my legs, thighs, ass, groin,
- and stomach from behind.
- "This is a video of Mary," Rachael suddenly piped in. "I
- think you'll really like it." With that she pushed the
- button and the video began.
- On the screen there a shot of a man lying on his back on the
- ground suddenly appeared. It was shot at floor level, so that all
- that could be seen of him were his feet, his partially spread
- legs, his balls, and his cock standing straight up. He appeared
- to have some sort of cuffs around his ankles, which led me to
- believe he was restrained. Mary then walked in, totally nude, and
- faced the camera. She straddled his body with one leg on either
- side of his hips, and she began to speak. The sound quality
- wasn't great, but I could clearly understand her.
- Looking right into the camera, she was saying, "I want your
- big, hard prick in my cunt." She paused, licking her lips.
- "Look at my nipples," she then said as she began to pinch them
- with her fingers. "They're so hard -- just like your big, long
- dick."
- With that, I felt Mary's breasts rubbing against my ass as she
- tickled the area right next to my balls with her fingertips.
- The Mary on the video moaned and started slowly sliding her
- hands down her chest to her stomach and then to her groin. She
- squatted slightly and began to rub her pussy with one hand.
- "Oooooh, my pussy is so hot," she whispered as she fingered
- herself for the camera. "So wet." Looking down at the erect
- penis below her, she said, "Your prick is so long -- so hard --
- so hot! I'm gonna sit on it -- I'm gonna sit right down on
- that big, hard thing of yours so it slides way up deep into my
- wet, hot cunt. Oh yeah!" she moaned as she squatted down so
- her pussy was right behind the head of the penis on the screen.
- She put one hand on the floor next to the man's hips to support
- her weight, and with the other one took his organ in her hand.
- Gazing back into the camera she bagan to rub the head of his
- penis forward and back along the length of her slit. "What a
- hot prick." she moaned. "I love getting your head all wet with
- my pussy juice -- it slides so well along my cunt." I heard a
- male moan coming from the video. "Oh, yeah," she purred. "You
- love the way I make your head feel. I can feel all of your
- long, hard prick throbbing in my hand."
- I felt the real Mary's fingers snaking up my belly to my chest
- as she rubbed her breasts against my ass.
- I heard another male moan from the video accompanied by an
- upward thrust of the man's hips. "Ohhhh, you're so impatient,"
- the video-Mary taunted, turning her head slightly to the side
- as if talking to the man, but keeping her eyes on the camera
- except for an occasional darting glance back to him.
- "Oh, how hot you are," said video-Mary as the man swore and
- jerked his hips again. He indeed must have been restrained,
- because he seemed not to be able to move too much. She
- kept sliding the head of his cock up and back along her pussy
- and continued, "He didn't believe me when I said I'd have him
- begging me to let him slide that hard dick of his up into my
- sweet, warm, wet cunt."
- She looked at him over her shoulder and said, "Right, honey?
- You didn't even think I could get you to stay hard while lying
- on your back here in front of the camera on the cold floor --
- at least not without me stroking it for you. But see: you were
- lying there for at least 2 or 3 minutes while we set up -- and
- your big dick was hard and throbbing the whole time."
- Video-Mary stopped rubbing his cock along her pussy and
- positioned herself so that it was right at her opening, ready
- for her to slide it into her. Still looking over her shoulder
- at him, she moaned, "So you want me to sit on it now, baby?"
- The man moaned and jerked his hips up, but she just stood up a
- little so it didn't go in.
- "I can't hear you," video-Mary teased. "Tell me what you want
- me to do."
- The man swore again and thrust his hips once more, this time
- quite violently. But it was to no avail, as she moved away
- once more.
- "Now, now, sweetie," she taunted. "You have to tell me what
- you want, or I won't do anything but tease your head some
- more." With that she resumed sliding his cock head along her
- pussy.
- The man grunted and moaned deeply, and I saw his hips and cock
- twitching. Finally, after he apparently couldn't stand it any
- longer, I heard him say, amid moans and grunts, "OK...OK ...
- I want to put it in you... I...I...please let me...let
- me slide my dick up into you...please!"
- "That's much better, darling," video-Mary replied as she
- stopped teasing his head and positioned it once again so it was
- aimed at her opening. "You shouldn't doubt my abilities,
- sweetheart. I told you I'm an expert making that prick of
- yours do whatever I want it to do. Now don't move and I'll
- slowly take it into my hot, wet cunt."
- With that, video-Mary pushed the head into her pussy and leaned
- forward a little, supporting her weight by resting her hands on
- his thighs with her arms straight. She looked into the
- camera and slowly lowered herself down on his cock until it had
- disappeared inside her all the way down to the root.
- While all this was happening on the video, the real Mary had
- reached my nipples with her hands and began tweaking and
- pinching them. She continued rubbing my ass with her breasts
- and her now erect nipples as I watched the screen, and she'd
- sometimes take one or the other of her hands and tease my
- groin, legs, or crotch area without touching my cock. This
- plus the video action was getting me really turned on. But my
- cock was only half hard, since I'm used to lots of stimulation
- and I don't usually get an erection without touching myself.
- The scene on the video was similar to scenes in other videos
- that I'd jacked off to at home and in porno theaters, and I
- felt an increasingly strong desire to grab my cock and stroke
- it -- especially when video-Mary was taunting the man. But I
- did what Rachael told me to do and forced myself to keep my hands
- on my hips.
- Video-Mary had slowly sat down on the man's cock, and then she
- began to raise and lower herself on it. She never took her
- eyes off the camera as she continuously and hypnotically
- chanted in a low, throaty, moaning voice: "Oooooh, yeah...so
- hot...so wet...fuck my cunt...oh yeah...fuck my hot,
- sweet, wet cunt...in and out...in and out...fuck it ...
- fuck it! ..."
- She spoke in exact rhythm with her motions, which slowly became
- more and more elaborate as she'd rotate her hips, move them
- back and forth and from side to side, squeeze her legs together
- tightly, and do other hot variations. Sometimes she'd lightly
- graze her fingers along his inner thighs, on his balls, or
- part way up his shaft if she was on an upstroke.
- Video-Mary's monologue continued as I stared raptly at her
- image on the screen. I loved the sight of her nude body sexily
- writhing up and down on the man's cock -- especially as she
- seemingly stared and spoke right at me. Her motions emphasized
- the sight of his cock sliding in and out of her, and this
- really turned me on.
- "... in and out ..." she was moaning, "... that big...long
- ... hard... _prick_! So long...so hard...so _hot_! ...
- ooooh yeah!... what a hot dick!...in and out...milking it
- with my cunt! ..."
- This went on until the real Mary suddenly stopped her stroking
- and caressing. I started to turn around but Rachael stopped me
- with a sharp whisper: "Keep watching the video. She'll be
- back."
- I obeyed, and sure enough, a few seconds later I felt her
- breasts against my ass again. But then, I felt what seemed to
- be her slippery finger sliding up and down the crack of my ass.
- Apparently she had put some lubricant on her finger. This
- caused me to gasp loudly and involuntarily push my ass back
- against her finger. She chuckled and said, "Now we're _really_
- going to get going!"
- Rachael paused the video and said, "I don't know, Mary. He's
- only partially erect."
- "Hey, no problem," Mary replied as she slid her finger up and
- down my crack again. "He can hardly control himself as it is.
- He wants to massage and squeeze his penis really bad. Right, Al?"
- I grunted an affirmative sound.
- "He loves this, Rachael," Mary purred as she continued sliding
- her slick finger up and down my crack. "Start the video. His
- penis is going to get _really_ hard now."
- With that, Rachael nodded at me with a taunting smile of her
- own and started the video going again. Once again, video-Mary
- was moving up and down and all around on the man's hard cock. "...
- big prick...long prick... _hard_ prick ..." she was
- moaning.
- The real Mary began pushing her slippery finger against my anal
- opening. She was careful to keep time with the video.
- Whenever video-Mary would sit down on the man's cock, the real
- Mary's finger would push against my anus. When video-Mary
- would slide up off his shaft, the real Mary's finger would pull
- back from my anus and slide up and down my crack. The real
- Mary even moved her finger against my anus in such a way as to
- mirror video-Mary's side-to-side, back-and-forth, and circular
- motions on the man's cock.
- "... oooooh, so hot...so wet ..." video-Mary was moaning.
- Never lowering her eyes from the camera, she was clenching her
- teeth and hissing out the words in an increasingly intense
- rhythm, as if a man was watching her and she was mirroring his
- growing arousal. "... fuck it...my hot cunt... your long,
- hard prick...ooooooh, yeah! ..." Video-Mary kept it up
- without pause.
- As this was going on in the video, the real Mary's fingers were
- snaking deeper and deeper into my ass hole. At first, I kept
- it clenched tightly closed, but soon Mary's expert touch had me
- relaxing and allowing her slippery finger deeper and deeper in
- me. The sensations were much more pleasurable than I ever
- thought they could be -- the hookers who did this to me in the
- past apparently weren't very good at it.
- Soon, Mary was thrusting deeply in me and pressing against my
- inner anus in such a way as to send shivers of pleasure through
- me. I think I probably was thrusting my hips back and forth to
- meet her hot, penetrating strokes, although I was so overcome
- with intense sexual pleasure and arousal that I couldn't think
- clearly -- the whole memory is a bit of a blur.
- All I remember being aware of was the intense pleasure of Mary
- finger-fucking my ass hole and the very hot sight of video-Mary
- moving up and down on the man's hard penis on the screen -- in
- perfect synchronization.
- "... what a hot prick ..." video-Mary was hissing as her
- gyrations became more and more feverish and her expression
- became more and more intense. "... yeah..._yeah_! ...
- ooooh...so hard...hard as steel and really throbbing ...
- deep inside me... ooooh, so deep and hot...yeah!... fuck
- me...yeah! ...I said FUCK me with your hard prick...in
- and out...in and out ..."
- By now, the real Mary's stiff finger was thrusting deep in me
- and then pulling all the way out. In and out...in and out
- ... fucking me hard just like the man's cock on the video.
- All of the sudden, video-Mary slowed down her motions and began
- once again to speak teasingly: "So baby...are you ready? ...
- huh?...are you ready to give me every last drop of your hot,
- sweet cum? ..." Although she was obviously speaking to the man
- in the video, she kept her eyes fixed on the camera, as if she was
- really talking to me.
- I heard a faint grunt in the background of the video that was
- unmistakably an affirmative reply. Real Mary kept fucking me
- in the ass with her finger in exact rhythm with video-Mary's
- slower and less intense motions.
- "Oooooh," she taunted, never taking her gaze from the camera.
- "I bet you have such a big, hot load of creamy cum in those
- balls of yours, huh?" I felt as if she as talking to me, and I
- suddenly realized that I _did_ want to cum.
- Another incoherent male grunt came from the video.
- Completely stopping her up and down motions, video-Mary sat
- down all the way on the man's cock. Real Mary followed suit
- and just kept her finger buried deep in my ass. "You've never
- even been half this hot before," video-Mary purred. "You're
- gonna cum so _much_! ..." she hissed as she gave her hips two
- rotations as his cock remained buried deep inside her.
- The real Mary rotated her finger in me in exact time with
- video-Mary's motions. This caused me to gasp loudly with
- intense pleasure. I wanted to cum really badly. It was all I
- could do to keep from grabbing my cock in my fist and furiously
- pumping myself to orgasm. But I obeyed Rachael's instructions,
- although I had to clench my fists tightly against my hips to
- keep from giving in to my urges.
- "... your juice is gonna spurt out ..." video-Mary was saying.
- "... gobs of hot cream are gonna shoot out of that long, hot
- dick ..." she gave her hips another rotation, with real
- Mary following suit with her finger. "... flowing up your
- shaft...your creamy wet semen...ohhhh, you've got so much
- of it ..." Video-Mary rotated her hips once more, and real
- Mary did the same with her finger.
- Then, video-Mary suddenly got up off the man's cock, which
- glistened with her juices as it stood up, hard as steel and
- throbbing. A disappointed male moan came from the video,
- followed by my own, similar moan as real Mary pulled her finger
- all the way out of me.
- Video-Mary sat on the floor next to the man, facing the camera.
- She lightly took the base of his cock in one hand as the camera
- zoomed in, framing the cock in her hand in the bottom-center of
- the picture. Her face was off camera, and she was saying, "You
- said you'd never cum for the camera."
- I heard another male groan.
- "But you will. And you're gonna cum so good. So hot!" With
- that, her other hand appeared on screen. In it was a glob of
- some kind of thick lubricant, like KY jelly or something
- similar. As his organ twitched, she smeared the thick jelly up
- and down his shaft and started stroking lightly with her hand.
- Real Mary resumed her finger-fucking of my asshole, once again
- exactly in time with video-Mary's strokes on the screen.
- Video-Mary's head then appeared in the picture. She was behind
- his cock, her chin almost resting on his belly. She stared
- right into the camera as she expertly jacked him off.
- "No...no! ..." I heard the man moaning behind her, apparently
- not wanting to cum on camera but knowing he didn't really have
- much control over whether or not he did.
- As video-Mary continued to masturbate his cock, she just smiled
- devilishly and mercilessly teased him. She never lowered her
- eyes from the camera, and in my arousal from watching her
- stroke that hard cock, and from the sensations of the real Mary
- fingering my ass hole, it felt as if video-Mary was talking
- directly to me.
- "You're gonna cum so good," she taunted, hotly squeezing,
- caressing, and pumping on his cock with her hand. "Yeah ...
- try to hold back... yeah...try to keep me from pumping your
- creamy, hot jizz out of this big, hard, _throbbing_ prick ...
- ooooh yeah... you know you can't resist... the pleasure is
- growing inside of you...you feel the semen building up in you
- ... burning inside of you ..."
- Video-Mary's strokes became faster and more rhythmic. She'd
- sometimes run her thumb over the purple head on her upstroke,
- causing the man to moan, grunt, and writhe his hips.
- The sound of video-Mary's voice, the sight of her hand sliding
- up and down the man's cock, and the sensations of the real
- Mary's finger going in and out of my asshole were getting me so
- hot that all I could think about was cumming. My arms started
- involuntarily twitching as I fought the now almost
- uncontrollable urge to take them from my hips, grab my cock,
- and furiously jack myself off to orgasm.
- Rachael must have seen my struggles, because I suddenly noticed
- her kneeling at my side and tightly holding my arms at my
- sides. This was slightly annoying at first, but soon I was
- lost once again in the sensations of Mary finger-fucking me as
- I stared at the video.
- "You know you wanna cum," video-Mary was saying on screen, her
- stroking of his slippery, hard cock getting faster and harder
- (and real Mary's finger-fucking of my ass follwing suit). "You
- wanna shoot all that creamy spunk of yours out so we all can
- see it...so we can get it on tape."
- Another, more desperate-sounding grunt came from the man, but
- video-Mary ignored it and kept up her masturbation of him. He
- was grunting and moaning now with just about every breath, and
- he seemed to be fighting her efforts. But it was obvious that
- his protestations were futile -- his cock was twitching and
- throbbing and it seemed like it was just a matter of moments
- before his orgasm would overtake him.
- He made a grunt that sounded a lot like "I don't want to!".
- "Yes you do, honey," Video-Mary taunted in reply. "You want to
- shoot it out for us so badly you can't stand it," she went on.
- "You _know_ you do. You feel the hot semen building up in your
- balls...and you _want_ it on tape...yes you do...you want
- all of us to see the sperm coming out of your penis...and you
- want it on tape so _you_ can see it...oh yes you do...and
- you _know_ it...you want to see the video yourself...yes
- you do...you want to see me on camera... fucking you ...
- jerking you off... and especially making you cum... you
- want to see that more than anything...oh yes you do...your
- cock and balls are telling me you do... you can't deny it ...
- you're so close...so close to giving us all your semen ...
- you want to see the video...to see me pumping your dick ...
- talking real dirty to you on camera...showing you your big,
- hard prick... and your want to see your hot cum shooting out
- ..."
- With that, the man couldn't hold back any more. He groaned so
- loudly it was almost a yell, and gob after gob of white, creamy
- sperm began to shoot out of his spasming penis.
- Video-Mary kept pumping him and kept talking directly to the
- camera: "Ooooooh, yeah... such hot cum...creamy sperm ...
- yeah, it looks so _good_!...wait till you see the video ...
- come on...give me some more so I can smear it all over your
- hard, slippery cock...oh yeah...you're gonna _love_ jacking
- off to this video...I'm talking to you as you're watching
- yourself cum ..." (it felt like she was talking to me as I
- watched) "... look at all that creamy cum...squeeze the
- shaft of your prick!...oh yeah...there's another creamy gob
- ... oozing down your shaft...it looks so hot...it gets you
- so hard... see how I made you cum against your will ...
- stroke that hot shaft... yeah...this isn't some porno actor
- ... this is _your_ penis that's cumming on this video ...
- your long, hot, sperm-filled prick... squeeze it...pump it
- ... I can make you cum any time I want...cum for me now ...
- pump your dick... harder... HARDER!...give me all your
- sperm NOW...I'm making you cum now... cum for me, squeeze
- it all out!...your hot, creamy cum!"
- Rachael was holding me apparently with all her strength,
- because I was furiously struggling to get free and jack off.
- The real Mary's finger kept fucking my ass, and all I could
- think about was cumming like video-Mary was commanding. But
- Rachael kept me from touching myself.
- The man had stopped cumming. Video-Mary slowly let go of his
- cock but kept looking into the camera, moaning softly in time
- to his groans in the background and the twitching of his cock.
- It was covered with semen, which slowly dripped down his shaft
- as he gradually lost his erection.
- The real Mary had stopped finger-fucking my ass when video-Mary
- had let go of the man's cock. She then helped Rachael by tightly
- grabbing one of my arms, thereby allowing Rachael to concetrate
- her strength on the other.
- The video ended as video-Mary moved off camera, and the
- close-up of the man's now-limp cock faded off the screen.
- I was in a near frenzy of lust, but both women held tight.
- It was only then that I looked down at my cock. I hadn't
- noticed until now that it was sticking out of me, hard as
- steel and throbbing with intense arousal. So Mary was
- right after all: she had indeed succeeded in giving me a
- raging hard-on without once touching my cock.
-