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- Thank you Elf Sternberg!!!@END_FILE_ID.DIZ
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- E. here (well, one of them, I apologise to the E who was already on a.s.b
- for using this pseudonym one more time, this will be the last time - see
- the end for details!)
-
- If you've noticed my previous posts (buried in the blizzard of posts that
- is the normal traffic on a.s.b) you may remember that I am trying to get
- my wife interested in discovering B/D.
-
- I have tried to ease into discussions of tying without much reaction. (She's
- not ready to talk about it - and she knows that if she lets me get going
- my enthusiasm will carry me forward too fast (true for anything) - which she
- is not ready for. But she has not said "NO WAY" either - which (in our
- wonderful(?) nonverbal-communication-as-artform) means that she has not
- rejected the subject either).
-
- I really like driving W slowly crazy and making her come. There is
- something special about having complete control of a beautiful woman.
- I am pretty good at controlling our love making to extend it and
- enhance her pleasure, but I really would like to restrain her so I
- can take as long as I want and really drive her nuts. There is
- something about concentrating my whole self on giving her pleasure while
- not letting her have what she wants until I say she can that combines
- love and cruelty in a way that just sends me over the edge.
-
- Well, anyway, since the direct approach was not gaining ground, I tried some
- subtlety. I printed out Elf's lovely "Travelogue" about Nikolai and Jofuran.
- It's the most gentle of Elf's stories and if she liked it I could print out
- some more...
-
- We are both rather heavy readers (addicts is really too strong a term -
- we could quit any time, we just choose not to...). We'd rather read than
- do whatever it is we are supposed to be doing. I tend toward sci-fi
- and W tends towards romance, though we do read a reasonable amount of
- other things (omnivorously). Right now we are very tight for cash which has
- cut down on the number of books we are buying. We are selling one house,
- planning and building another house, work is a very heavy load for me right
- now, kids are being a heavy load for her. We have too many chores to do
- so we really can't afford the lost time of going to the library and bringing
- home books (and reading them). But we WANT to! Which leaves us both a bit
- desperate. I knew she'd read almost anything if it happened to be lying
- around.
-
- So, when she was looking for something to read I produced this listing that
- I just happen to have uploaded and printed out... Well, she wasn't as
- interested in the story line as I expected - it's a love story, but too
- much sci-fi for her taste. She read half the listing and left it on the
- floor for a few days. I very casually (am I fooling anyone?) asked her what
- she had liked about it. I was very surprised when she said that the plot
- was ok but she really liked the sex scenes.
-
- Well, the listing lay on the floor for a few days, unfinished.
- (or maybe a few weeks - for a while there I was working straight through
- evenings, weekends, etc. trying to get a software release out and kind of
- lost track of time (and everything else)). Anyway, on the first weekend
- that I'd been home in a long time, we went to bed early ('cause I was
- exhausted). W wanted something to read and wondered where that listing
- had gotten too (I just happened to know). She started reading it. I
- read over her shoulder for a while, then fell asleep.
-
- Some time later W rolled me over gently and asked if I was too sleepy
- to make love (mmph? huh? oh! never!). I was mostly asleep and quite passive.
- She kissed me deeply, then started kissing down my neck, down to my nipples
- which she kissed and gently nibbled (which felt WONDERful). When I put my
- hands up to stroke her she took them and pushed them up over my head and said
- "keep them there". I am in reasonably good shape and W likes muscles
- that stand out, so I clasped my hands together and did my best to flex what
- I have. She liked that and stroked the various ridges and hollows.
- She was straddling me on all fours and I writhed up against her - I couldn't
- stroke her with my hands so I used my whole body - rubbing her legs and
- stomach and breasts and moaning a bit 'cause it all felt really good.
-
- Then she continued down my stomach. I am not a ticklish person. I have
- always envied W because she is sensitive all over. When she's not horny
- she's very ticklish. When she's excited I can stroke her anywhere
- she loves it. When she tries to return the favor I just don't get much
- out of it which she finds very disappointing. Actually there are two
- places where I am ticklish - in the hollows between my hipbones and pubic
- hair. In those two small spots I am desperately ticklish.. scream-and-
- leap ticklish. Not something I enjoy at all. That disappoints W too.
-
- W drifted down my stomach, kissing and licking and nibbling ... I
- realized she was going to cross one of those spots and moved so she'd miss -
- and she moved with me (Oh No!). She held onto me and buried her tongue into
- the dead center of one of my ticklish spots. I yelped and folded up and
- grabbed for her head. She snapped "PUT your hands BACK." Auuugh!!!! I
- grabbed onto the sheets and tried to remain uncurled while W did her best to
- make me SCREAM.
-
- I have never allowed anything to tickle me there for more than a few
- fractions of a second. I cannot describe what this was like - a finger
- in a light socket is almost the same but totally different (ok, I wasn't
- very coherent at the time). It was awful - but I didn't want it to stop.
- I wanted to smash her away but used all of my strength to lock myself
- ridgid so I wouldn't. I was very relieved and terribly disappointed when
- she stopped - and I had a raging erection. And I discovered I was
- extremely sensitive all over.
-
- W noticed this too and started drifting down again, ignoring my erection,
- continuing to tickle with her lips and teeth! I have never been so sensitive
- or so ticklish. It was like my skin was peeled back leaving just nerve
- endings which W was licking and stroking and... She found my inner thighs were
- very sensitive and gently bit first one then the other while I tried to crush
- her head between my legs!
-
- Finally she eased herself up, then rose until she was sitting over
- me and just brushing the tip of my penis with her pubic fur. I reached
- for her hips to pull her down and she moved my hands to her nipples.
- I rubbed them, making her close her eyes and give little "mmmm"s of
- pleasure. She started moving lightly down and up, just letting the
- tip of my penis into her hot vagina, then out (cold), in (hot), out (cold)
- riding up when I tried to thrust up, just barely letting me in, (hot) (cold)
- (hot!) until she suddenly smashed down, driving me all the way in and we
- fucked furiously for a short time and exploded into and around each other.
-
- Nothing moved for a while. Then she quietly said something like "maybe
- we SHOULD get some handcuffs..."
-
- So much for my careful plans of domination. I don't know who's going to
- be doing what to whom anymore. All I can say it I LOVE it. We've made
- love several times since, each has been very different, and outstanding.
- The next chunk of spare time I have I'm going to experiment with some
- rope and see what I can come up with. It's got to be soft and wide enough
- to hold W's wrists without bruising them (she bruises easily) but strong
- enough to hold me. I've got Ashley and a reasonable amount of experience
- with rope-work, so I should be able to come up with something. Our chintzy
- angle iron bed frame probably won't stand up to much real pulling, but I'll
- replace that bridge when it falls out from under me.
-
- Whatever restraints I end up with will be home-grown. I don't dare spend
- any money on this right now - the whole subject is still not in the open.
- It would be terrible if our first real discussion started off as an argument
- over money. I've followed a.s.b long enough to have read several helpful
- articles on restraint. We are not into pain (right now, as far as I know,
- this week, though it might be really interesting..!). But we are both
- quite strong. I don't see any point in a restraint that is not
- strong enough to really pull against. I'd be interested in anyone's
- suggestions.
-
- So that's where we are - skiers hurtling down slope, long since lost the path
- I thought we were following, dodging trees, leaping bumps, and having a
- fantastic time.
-
- Oh, yeah, I promised at the beginning of this post that I'd quit using E's
- pseudonym (with 12000 readers and only 26 letters I guess it's not too
- surprising that someone else was already using the one I picked. Sorry
- about that E. I won't do it again.)
-
- Anything further that I post will be under
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- e-Glass
-
- ("low e Glass" as is used in high energy efficient windows. Seems appropriate.
- a.s.b let me look through onto a new world and caused a string of shattering
- experiences whose cutting edges are currently slicing to ribbons my old
- image of myself and of my wife and of my life. a.s.b'ers have been warm and
- protective when responding to my previous posts. I guess The Clique has
- been holding back, waiting until later to deliver the pane, I mean pain).
-
- Oh, I do love pun-ishment.
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