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- Journal Entry 187 / 0523
-
- I hate dancing. Can't stand it, don't like it, won't do it except
- under duress. Dancing is not having sex standing up, because I've done
- that. Dancing is standing still, only faster. The basic reason behind
- my dislike of dancing is that I think I look like an idiot out there.
- I'm sure I have no rhythm, no grace. Oh sure, give me a suit of Shirow
- and I'll do pirouettes, but that's only because I've pre-programmed the
- routine into the suit and string them together. People who dance
- professionally tell me that's what they do, but the 'routines' are in
- their heads. I guess I don't have programmable legs.
-
- But P'nyssa loves to dance. Adores it. And every once in a while,
- we go dancing together. I drag her to readings and rock concerts, so I
- suppose it's only fair that she drag me to a dance every once in awhile.
- But, as always, I ended up standing on the sidelines praying that she
- won't ask me out there. Begging whatever deity watches over me to let
- me stay in peace.
-
- I enjoyed watching, to be honest; there are few things sexier than
- watching a Felinzi who knows how to dance. Especially since this years'
- fashion was particularly revealing.
-
- "Want to join me?" she asked, smiling. I sighed inwardly and said
- "Sure." She reached out a ten and pulled me onto the floor, where I
- proceeded to do my best to keep up with the tempo. But I still felt
- spotlighted, watched by a thousand judging eyes, just waiting for the
- thumbs-down. Call me paranoid, but that's how I felt.
-
- The song ended and I hoped for a quick retreat. The next tune the
- CJ pulled up was a lot slower. That I can handle. It gave me an excuse
- to pull P'nyssa closer. She laughed when I whispered that into her ear.
-
- We danced slowly on the darkened dance floor, cuddling under the
- slowly turning lights, surrounded by dozens of other couples doing the
- same. Every once in a while I would sneak a hand down and squeeze her
- ass through her skirt. Her response was to do the same to me.
-
- We were barely moving when P'nyssa looked up over my shoulder and
- said "Hi!"
-
- I broke away from her to see an old friend standing behind me,
- Aaden Satpulov. He cocked his furry head querulously and said, "May I
- have this dance?"
-
- P'nyssa and I at once said "Of course." I looked at her, she
- looked at me. We laughed. "I think he meant you," she said.
-
- "Indeed," Aaden said.
-
- I stammered for a second, then said "I accept." She smiled and
- wandered off through the crowd. The music changed; another slow song.
- Had he known, or merely hoped? It didn't matter; I opened my arms and
- took him in, cursing my predilection for full-length sleeves. I wanted
- to feel him.
-
- He put his arms under mine, around me, laying his head on my
- shoulder. I reached around and put my hand on the back of his neck,
- just at the collar, the other around his middle. We danced. This time
- the music was a little faster, but not much; there was no reason to move
- apart. He chuckled gently, and I felt it reverberate through my chest.
- It felt good.
-
- As we danced, I thought about my feelings for Aaden. When we met,
- it was at opposing ends of a game of wrestling and ravishment. We
- snarled at each other, glared, fought. I won.
-
- He exacted his revenge by arranging with P'nyssa and three other
- males to tie me down and take me. We've met occasionally since then,
- usually in scenes that involved one of us being 'on top' of each other.
-
- His hands ran along my back, his knuckles sliding gently over my
- spine through the shirt. I replied equally, stroking under his deep,
- long fur, enjoying the feeling. I love long fur; sometimes I wish I had
- it. And his is so soft, so caressable.
-
- The song ended, and a faster one took its place. We moved apart,
- and he was smiling at me, a strange sort of smile. "Want to get off the
- floor?" he shouted over the music.
-
- "Yes!" I replied. We walked off the floor quickly, taking cover
- from the writhing bodies. Once we were off the floor, I set about
- looking for P'nyssa. Although the club we were in was small, I couldn't
- find her. I walked over to an interface and said, "Josh!"
-
- The AI took it's sweet time getting back to me. I waited at least
- half a minute before he said "Ken, whaddya need?"
-
- "Where's P'nyssa?"
-
- "She left a few minutes ago!" he replied. "With Wilshas. Didn't
- you see?"
-
- "No!" I shouted back. This music is too loud. "Thanks!" I
- wandered back to where Aaden sat, waiting. I took the seat opposite
- him, pushing a few buttons and ordering a drink from the food server.
-
- "What's up?" he asked.
-
- I shrugged. "P'nyssa took off," I replied. For some reason the
- music seemed quieter here, even though we were closer to the actual
- dance floor. A waitress came by with my drink. "I've been abandoned by
- my date."
-
- "Well," he replied, "I can stay if you'd like company."
-
- "Actually, I'd like to get out of here. If I stay any longer, my
- ears'll start to bleed."
-
- He laughed and said, "I know the feeling. Come on!" He rose,
- pushing the chair back, cursing as his tail got caught in the split of
- the backing. I smiled. He cut a quick swath through the crowd;
- although he's just my height, Aaden's huge, especially for a Mephit. He
- spends at least two hours every day in the gym, and he's earned every
- milligram of muscle he has. My problem is if I spent that much time in
- a weight machine I'd go out of my mind. For me, exercise is sex and
- karate. Weight lifting seems like work to me.
-
- The crown parted as we exited out the front door. Aaden made no
- apologies- people just moved out of his way. He acted as if that were
- how they should respond, too.
-
- Outside, the sounds dimmed into the background, but my ears were
- ringing. Every sound came through with a dulled quality. "So," I said.
- "Where to, now?"
-
- He shrugged. "'Sup to you. We could go home."
-
- "Your home, or mine?" Gods, did I just say "Your place or mine?"
-
- He missed the reference and said, "Well, that depends. You've a
- live in who may or may not be interrupted by our stumbling in. You
- should call ahead."
-
- I nodded. I found another intercom a few steps down the hall from
- the door to the nightclub and toggled it. "Josh, can you get me Dave?"
-
- "Sure thing," he said.
-
- "Ken?"
-
- "Dave? Is P'nyssa home?"
-
- "No she isn't. She told me not to expect her home tonight." My
- eyebrows shot up at that. "Is there a problem?"
-
- "No, no. No problem. Just wondering. She left me at the Arc
- nightclub without telling me."
-
- "That is unusual. Should I contact her?"
-
- "No, that's okay. I might be home shortly."
-
- "Okay. I'll keep an eye out."
-
- "Thanks. G'night."
-
- "Goodnight, Ken." There was an audible >click< as Dave detached
- from the speaker.
-
- I turned to Aaden and said, "Well, looks like I'm free for the
- evening. We could hit another bar, maybe even Rick's, or someplace in
- Rhysh or Downtown. Hell, we could go to the old Underground now that
- it's been rebuilt."
-
- He looked up at the ceiling amusedly and said, "Why don't we go to
- Lithe park? It's in daylight now."
-
- I shrugged and said "Sure." It was a strange suggestion; a
- child-oriented theme park didn't seem his speed. We walked down to the
- nearest SDisk and he led the way, giving instructions to Josh as we
- walked. The SDisk transition was easy, but I blinked, groaning, as we
- stepped out into a daylit sector. "Easy," he said.
-
- "I'm okay," I said, shielding my eyes. People were apparently
- waiting to use the SDisk so we stepped off, making room. "Where are we?
-
- "Back in the quote nature trail unquote section. It's one of my
- more favored sections- not as busy as the rides or the shows, and a lot
- quieter."
-
- "Okay." There were childish screams and giggles coming from
- somewhere around me. I turned around to find a large swimming hole
- almost literally crawling with little kids splashing, screaming, and
- making a mess. "This is quieter?" I asked.
-
- "This way," he said, leading me down a pathway. Once through a cut
- in the trees the sounds faded quickly into the background. "One thing
- I've never understood is the need we seem to have for the artificial."
-
- "Huh?"
-
- "All those kids back there. Do you realized that that pool is kept
- sterile by circulating it's entire mass of water every hour almost a
- klick underground to a superconductor storage ring next to a fusion
- plant just so the gauss can shred anything going through it? Why, when
- any natural swimming hole will do, and is chemically probably a lot
- cleaner? As far as I know, there's nothing artificial about the lagoon
- where you live."
-
- "No there isn't."
-
- "Then why is Lithe so popular, even as just a swimming hole?
- Doesn't make sense."
-
- "Look whose talking. You enjoy the artificial yourself."
-
- "How so?" he said.
-
- "Your favorite form of sexual expression is the only one that
- requires hardware."
-
- "Not really," he said. "I don't need rope and chains. Just a mel
- with the right voice, the right attitude, and boom! I'm on my knees."
-
- I shrugged. "Still..."
-
- "Still, nothing. Unless I've really missed my guess, you own a
- vibrator, don't you?"
-
- "Two," I admitted, smiling.
-
- "See? That's artificial, but you don't need it, do you?" I shook
- my head. "Making love or dominating is all attitude... the toys make it
- easier, make it louder, make it harder and faster, but they don't make
- it."
-
- I smiled. "Do you know, I know nothing about you?"
-
- "What's to know?" he said.
-
- I switched to Anglic; it would serve the pun in mind. "This is
- starting to get monogamous."
-
- He didn't get it. Damn, he doesn't speak Anglic. I explained the
- joke and he smiled, nodded. "It is," he agreed. "But not monotonous."
-
- "No?"
-
- "Is P'nyssa monotonous?"
-
- "Hardly," I said.
-
- "Then why should I be?"
-
- "Like I said, I know nothing about you."
-
- "Let's start with the basics. Everybody knows what you do. I
- drive atmospheric shuttles when I want to, paint when I want to, and
- tend the Rhysh gardens when they need it."
-
- We stepped out onto a wide road on the other side of which the path
- continued. The smell of horses was in the air.
-
- "You're the gardener?"
-
- "Just one. There are others. Borodir tried to get me enrolled
- into cooking school, but I told him to forget it. And as for the
- physical department, I'm not a trainer. I could only serve- as a good
- example, of course."
-
- "Of course," I said. I reached out a hand, and he took it. His
- paw felt warm clasped in mine, my fingertips curling around it and
- touching the short fur on the back. He reached out with his other hand
- and hugged me, like we had been at the dance, only out here there was no
- pretense, no "reason" to be this close, other than because we wanted to
- be. "Aaden," I said into the fur ruffled at his neck, "I think I'm
- falling in love."
-
- He chuckled again. "You do that all the time."
-
- I laughed briefly. "Yeah, guess I do. The funny thing this time
- is who it is."
-
- "Why is that funny?"
-
- "Because I'm really straight, I think," I replied in a wistful sort
- of matter-of-fact voice.
-
- "Now that's ridiculous."
-
- "Is it?" I asked. "Aaden, I can bottom out to a man for the same
- reason you do, except you do it exclusively. They terrify me more than
- women do. But I've never really thought of loving a mel."
-
- "What about, oh, what's his name, the Felinzi- You know, your
- stardiving friend."
-
- "Who, N'nance? That was a one-time thing. Mostly because he was
- lonely, bedridden, and I was in a mischievous mood."
-
- "But you do love him, don't you? You did it because you wanted to
- make him feel good. I read that entry, and I saw a lot of you in it,
- Ken. Not just the mischievousness, either."
-
- We walked along silently. Did I love Nance? He was a friend,
- surely, had been for centuries. I had panicked when he had been nearly
- killed. "You're right," I said.
-
- "It's not my being right that matters, Ken. It's that you see it.
- You said yourself that it's silly to exclude half the sentient
- population from the fun part of sex. But what about love?"
-
- "Aaden," I said. He turned to me. I looked him straight in the
- eyes and said, "Fair enough. I. Love. You."
-
- He laughed, and I laughed along. He pulled me close and said,
- "That's my Ken." There was nothing sweeter at that moment than being in
- his big, furry arms.
-
- "Let's go home," I said.
-
- "Let's take the long way," he replied. I nodded. We walked along
- the trail, eventually coming back to the beginning again, full of
- screaming children. A few even recognized me. They didn't even begin
- to question the big Mephit I had my arm around.
-
- We got onto the SDisk and headed back to the Castle. I almost
- never call it "Shardik Castle," that's just too damned pretentious. But
- when I call it "The Castle" people ask "Which one?"
-
- We took the easy way into the residential floor, walking along the
- corridors quietly, waving to Ember who was doing her usual impression as
- nightowl. The door slid open easily and we walked into my residence.
- It looked as homey as ever, although P'nyssa had left the sliding glass
- door to the patio open again. Still, it was a warm, clear night with
- almost no chance of rain, so I figured it wasn't a problem. "Can I get
- you anything?" I asked.
-
- "What have you got for wines?"
-
- "Wines? You want wines? Let's see, we've got more wines than I
- know what do with, including a deSchane."
-
- "You've got deSchane?" His eyes lit up like a little boy's being
- given his first yoyo.
-
- "deSchane dry, '49. Like a glass?"
-
- "If it doesn't sound to eager, please!"
-
- I found two wine glasses and poured them full, re-corking the
- bottle and putting it back into the cooler when I was done. I handed
- him a glass over the bar. He sniffed it, gave a puzzled look, then
- drank a small taste. "Doesn't taste like his usual."
-
- "Shouldn't. That's his ceremonial batch, not his commercial." I
- thought Aaden's eyes were going to bug out.
-
- "Ceremonial batch? You've got a bottle of the batch he does magic
- with?"
-
- "Well, the remainder of a year's batch. He prepares a new one
- every year, you know."
-
- "I know, I know, but still... How?"
-
- "I'm not permitted..."
-
- "Oh. Sorry."
-
- I shrugged. "It's okay." I walked around the bar and kissed him
- on the muzzle. "I figured you would ask. It's allright."
-
- "No wonder I felt so weird."
-
- "Makes you lightheaded?"
-
- "Just a little," he said, smiling.
-
- "Yeah, even the commercial stuff has that effect, but when you get
- a whiff of his consecrated wine, you know what power is." A thought hit
- me, one which I disliked intensely.
-
- Aaden noticed. "What's wrong?"
-
- "I just used something... artificial... to take control of a
- situation. I knew showing you this would... "
-
- "Put me in your power?" he said.
-
- "Something like that," I said. I sighed. "I'm impossible."
-
- He shook his head, put down the glass and said, "Come here."
-
- I stepped forward and he put his arms around me. I melted against
- him; almost immediately the thoughts went away and I was his again. I
- closed my eyes and sighed.
-
- "See?" he said. "A good hug cures everything." I smiled, tears
- welling slightly in my eyes. I felt so good just being there I barely
- noticed the hardened shaft pressing against me. Almost without thought
- I reached down and ran my open hand along the length showing through the
- black silk pants he wore. He inhaled, hissing slightly. "You are
- impossible."
-
- "Only in some things, sex being one of them."
-
- He chuckled. "Keep that up, and you'll get more sex than you can
- handle."
-
- "Think so?" I asked. "I've already proven I can handle this
- oversized monster." We were joking like old lovers. We were old
- lovers; it was only today I realized we were friends, too.
-
- He laughed as my hands found the lace on his right hip and pulled
- the bow free, pulling his pants open and dropping them to the floor.
- His cock waved, only semi-erect. Aaden's penis isn't that overly long,
- only about 185 mm, but what it is is thick. It's hard to find something
- to compare it to, except maybe a soda bottle. He laughed as I ran my
- hand over it, closing into a fist around it and stroking him.
-
- "You like that, don't you?" I asked.
-
- "Of course I do," he sighed. His paw found my erect cock through
- my jeans. "As much as you do."
-
- As he undid the buttons on my fly I nodded. He had to put some
- effort into pulling my pants off, so I helped him. Once I stepped out
- of my jeans, we stood there, looking at each other. I still had my
- shirt on; Aaden, like many furries, wasn't wearing a shirt, just the
- small leather vest that is his statement. I put my hands on each side
- of the vest and said, "May I?"
-
- He nodded, and I slowly slid it off and down his back, carefully
- folding it and placing it on top of the bar. He wasn't so kind with my
- shirt, pulling it off brusquely. But he was careful with the cloissone
- on the collar, removing it from the shirt, replacing the clasp and
- putting it atop his vest.
-
- "Now that the rituals are over," I said with smile, "Where were we?
-
- He chuckled again. "We were about to go into the bedroom."
-
- "Were we?" I asked. "What's wrong with here? The rug's shaggy."
-
- "That's the problem. We've never made love in bed, Ken. On
- floors, in chains, on slings, tied to posts, but never in bed."
-
- I paused, then laughed a short laugh. "You're right. And when
- you're right, you're right. Follow me!" I said, skipping across the
- floor to the portal and jumping down. By the time he had gotten down to
- the bed I had thrown the covers aside. "Welcome," I said.
-
- He sat down on the bed and said "Thank you."
-
- I leaned over and kissed him on the muzzle gently. He parted his
- mouth slightly and his tongue pressed against my lips. I opened my
- mouth, letting his long tongue enter me and explore. My hands explored
- him. For the first time in all the years I've known him, I had a chance
- to touch him, to play with him the way I wanted to. I pressed my hands
- against his fur, feeling it slide between my fingers, feeling both warm
- and cool. Underneath it I could feel his pectorals, hard and
- unyielding, warm and wondrous.
-
- He sighed gently as we kissed. "Do you know," he said, "I've
- wanted you to do that for years."
-
- "Do what?"
-
- "Just stroke me. All our meetings were hard, fast, brief. I never
- got a chance to do this-" he put his paw on my chest- "and just feel
- your skin. Always fighting, following orders, fucking."
-
- I shook my head. "Why didn't you ask?"
-
- He shrugged. "Didn't know how." He paused for a second, then said
- "I have a confession."
-
- "What?"
-
- "I spent yesterday afternoon with you coimelin. I asked her
- permission for this."
-
- I wonder what the expression on my face was. Not really knowing
- what to do, I slowly caressed his fur with my left hand. He continued,
- "Not really permission. I wanted to know how to get your attention."
-
- I shook my head. "All you had to do was ask, Aaden. You don't
- know how long I've wanted you like this."
-
- He nodded. "I know that now." He leaned over to kiss me again.
- My right hand trailed down his chest, circling the root of his cock to
- cup his warm balls in my hand, rotating them gently in my fingers. My
- left hand still against his chest, I pushed him down onto the bed,
- leaning over him. "Shh..." I said, leaning over. I nuzzled his neck
- gently, diving into the deep white fur of his chest, making my way down.
- I licked his nipples playfully, but not with any seriousness. My right
- hand idled up from his balls to play with his erection, teasing it to
- life, then letting it ease back down. I wanted him to wait, but more
- importantly I didn't want him to be completely hard when I first tried
- to get him into my mouth.
-
- As his erection flagged, I made my way down quickly. His body
- tensed, and I noted with precision his ticklish spots. I barely noticed
- when a single finger of his paw touched me on my back, but it came
- through very clearly as he eased down between the cheeks of my ass, over
- my anus. That made me swoon.
-
- I nuzzled up against his cock, erect and out of its sheath, lying
- peacefully amidst his bellyfur. I licked at it playfully, taking the
- head of it against my lips, into my mouth. I felt the soft sponginess
- of the head on my lips and tongue, and slowly I eased him into my mouth.
- I had taken him before, I could do it again. I felt the head against
- the back of my throat. All my attention was there; I literally did not
- know what, if anything, he was doing with my cock. His was all-
- important. I paused, inhaled deeply through my nose, felt the air rush
- past that place where his penis lay, and eased forward, grabbing for
- more length with my lips, opening my jaw further.
-
- My gag reflex didn't even complain. It slid down easily, filling
- me in ways even being fisted didn't compare to. Sight, smell, taste,
- touch, and sound contributed to the overwhelming feeling of completion.
- I loved him, and he me. He trusted my teeth and I guess I was trusting
- his claws, although I couldn't have told the difference. I began to
- slid back up off of his full cock, then back down again. With each easy
- thrust down my throat I felt my air blocked off, then restored as the
- head returned to my mouth, reach of my tongue.
-
- I was worshipping him. Utterly and totally. I wanted to feel him
- climax, wanted to slowly and surely push him over the edge, with nobody
- watching us and making demands. It was him and me.
-
- Slick with my saliva, the flesh of his cock was satiny sweet. Even
- though his size pressed my tongue to the floor of my mouth I managed to
- excite him. He growled. His hand came up under my hair, grabbing me in
- just that way that turns me on. "I'm going to come soon," he growled,
- his hips starting to buck. I wanted to smile, but didn't have the room.
- I concentrated on his cock, stroking faster, demanding more. Come on,
- Aaden, I thought. That's it.
-
- He groaned, his hand pushing down, his hips pushing up, thrusting
- all of his length into me. I accepted it, taking it down my throat as
- he shuddered, his body quivering under me.
-
- As his cock slowly shrank in my mouth I eased off of it, closing my
- lips and slurping up as much of the moisture as I could, not want to
- completely mess up his fur. His cock dropped to his belly, and I ran my
- finger along it gently, watching it twitch. He groaned.
-
- I turned around to look at his face. He blinked and said, "Thank
- you."
-
- "For what?" I asked. "Night's not over yet."
-
- "No, it isn't." He chuckled as I lay down next to him, cuddling
- him close. His left hand, which lay underneath me, found my cock
- between us. His fingers stroked it gently with what little room he had.
- He pushed gently against my side, and I turned over onto my back. "I'll
- show you how it's done."
-
- I smiled. "You didn't just show me how it was done a few minutes
- ago."
-
- "Are you telling me you're upset with my performance?" he asked,
- incredulous.
-
- "Let's just say I like the taste, and my tastebuds don't go this
- far down," running my finger down the length of my throat.
-
- He laughed and kissed me again. "I'll remember that next time.
- But we all have to make sacrifices, Ken." He turned down and took my
- cock into his mouth without much preface, sucking it down as expertly as
- I thought I had his. He was so good, his tongue pressing strong against
- the sides of my cock, his hand playing with my balls and fingering my
- asshole as he did so. He had me at my hardest quickly.
-
- I was more than a little surprised when he stopped. "Ken?" he said
-
- "Yeah?" I said, husky, horny, and breathless.
-
- "I want you to fuck me."
-
- "Now?" I asked. I had been enjoying his oral ministrations.
-
- "Yeah, now."
-
- "How?"
-
- "Just like we did it on the floor."
-
- I laughed, thinking what that meant. "I haven't got any olive oil,
- but I can find the... Ah, here it is," I said, rooting about in the
- toybox I keep under the bed. We traded positions; he got on all fours
- and I got behind him. His tall tail bent vertically at the base, so it
- wasn't in the way at all. I brushed his fur out of the way between his
- buttocks, applied a little lubricant to him, and a lot more to myself.
- With a few suggestive presses he spread his legs a little further apart,
- and I aimed my cock at his asshole. "Easy," he said.
-
- That was a surprising request, but I complied. I pressed the head
- against his asshole with very little pressure, and I knew what he was
- waiting for- the right moment, when the tension gives. It came, and I
- slid into him, into his hot meltunnel. He seemed to close around my
- cock, to grab me and suck me in. I pressed into him, my thighs against
- his, hips against his furry buttocks. He moaned, "yes..."
-
- "Good?" I asked, smiling.
-
- "Yeah..." he said. "Do it."
-
- I began stroking him slowly. In a mischievous bent I grabbed his
- tail and pulled it towards me, holding it against my chest with one
- hand, the other hand on the small of his back, in his fur, holding on.
- Looking down I could see my cock sliding in and out of him, his strong
- masculine buttocks shuddering with ever stroke.
-
- I began to lose control, and the more I lost it the louder he got,
- moaning as I fucked him, loved him, wanted more of him. I let go of his
- tail and fell forward as he did, burying his head in the pillow, my
- hands onto the bed by his sides. Both of us on all fours, me inside
- him, making love to him, stroking, harder, faster.
-
- I came inside him, shaking and shuddering, groaning aloud and
- collapsing against him, thrusting once or twice more. I rolled off to
- the left, he to the right, so we ended up on our sides, facing each
- other. His eyes were closed and he was quivering slightly. "Aaden?" I
- asked, worried.
-
- "Yeah?" he asked, his eyes snapping open.
-
- "You okay?" I asked.
-
- "Oh, I'm okay." I laughed, then wiggled closer to him. His cock,
- despite his previous orgasm, was rock-hard again.
-
- I reached for it and began to caress it gently. "We could do
- something with this," I said suggestively.
-
- "Like what?" he asked.
-
- "You could put it inside me."
-
- "Are you sure?" he asked.
-
- I laughed. "You're acting like I've never done that before."
-
- "No, but you just came. Are you sure you want to?"
-
- "You did. Come on, Aaden." In a deeper, slower voice I whispered,
- "Fuck me."
-
- He searched my eyes, then nodded. I rolled over onto my back and
- said, "Like this."
-
- He rose to kneel between my legs, squirting some of the lubricant
- onto his cock, then pushed my legs up until they against my chest. It's
- moments like this I'm happy I'm so flexible. He shoved a pillow under
- my back to raise me a little further, then pressed his cock against my
- butt. "A little higher," I suggested and he grabbed his tool and slid
- it up. "There," I said, and he pressed.
-
- My asshole revolted, not yet convinced. I held up my hand, and he
- paused. I consciously forced myself to relax, and as the tight ring of
- muscle gave way for just an instant he took advantage of it, pressing
- ever-so-slightly. My ass gave up and he sank into me. I could feel the
- head of his cock expanding my insides, pressing up into me, making it's
- way deeper into my body.
-
- I relaxed my legs a little, pressing them against his chest. He
- positioned his hands at my sides and raised himself off his knees,
- starting to slide back and forth. Starting to make love to me.
-
- I looked up into his face, but he wasn't paying attention; he was
- watching where his hips and my butt met with each stroke. He was slow
- and easy and I felt lightheaded as he did so. I reached down and began
- to stroke my own cock as he fucked me. I wanted him more, but that
- slight cramping as our bodies met told me I didn't have any more depth,
- thankful that I had enough to take all of him.
-
- "Harder," I said, and he looked up, nodding, speeding up.
-
- "It's going to be a while," he said as he stroked.
-
- I reached up from the bed to curl my fingers in the fur of his
- chest, reaching up to touch his neck, his muzzle. "Good thing you're so
- healthy," I replied. He slammed once into me hard and I said, "Yes!"
-
- He smiled. "Patience, dear love," he said. He was teasing me,
- taking his time, knowing. I smiled and nodded.
-
- His cock felt wonderful inside me, stroking my insides. He began
- to speed up, and my own cock hardened. I began to stroke it. "Harder,"
- I begged him. "That's it," I sighed as he began to fuck me. Not just
- make love, but really fuck me, wonderfully. "Yeah," I said. "More," I
- pleaded as he went further. The bed creaked under us, shaking, the
- headboard knocking against the wall. "That's it!"
-
- Why am I so verbal today? The thought flashed across my mind as he
- pounded into me, my body being pushed and pulled by his enormity, his
- hips slamming against me, his fur against my skin, deeper and harder and
- better. "Come on Aaden!" I screamed as he began to pant, feeling my own
- orgasm churning inside me. Little groans escaped him with every thrust.
- He slammed against me one more time, hard, and screamed, a pealing,
- bestial scream, his body melded to mine in force, and that scream was
- all I needed, screaming along with him, howling.
-
- When it was over, I looked up at him, and he down at me. I could
- feel the big smile on my face, and could see it on his. "Well?" I said.
-
- He laughed and said, "I think I've had enough."
-
- "Awww..." I pouted.
-
- "I think you have too," he said, smiling still.
-
- "Yeah, I think so. C'mere." I pulled him down, feeling his cock
- slip out of me as I lowered my legs. He shuddered a little as it did.
- "How wuzzat?" I said.
-
- "Wonderful," he said, still panting with exertion. "Tiring, too."
-
- "I bet." As he lay against me his legs trembled slightly. "Rest
- for a few minutes and we'll go clean up." I closed my eyes and sighed.
- "Dave," I said to the Castle AI, "don't let us fall asleep." Dave
- didn't answer; he would do as asked without interrupting the illusion of
- privacy.
-
- I stayed conscious anyway and after a few minutes I nudged Aaden.
- "Hmm?" he said.
-
- "Let's go clean off."
-
- "Okay," he said.
-
- After a quick shower, we eased back into bed together. The night
- hadn't cooled off at all; it was still a hot autumn night. I threw the
- blankets off and cuddled close to Aaden, happy in his arms, happy
- burying my face in the furry crux of his throat. Happy being his.
-
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- "Aaden's Dance"
- The Journal Entries of Kennet R'yal Shardik, et. al., And Related Tales
- are (c) 1989, 1992 Elf Matheiu Sternberg. May be freely distributed by
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