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@BEGIN_FILE_ID.DIZTHE AMERICAN NIGHT - NOTEBOOK POEMS - JIM MORRISON - @END_FILE_ID.DIZ static __far const char Note[] = { "\033cThere are images I need to\n" "\033ccomplete my own reality\n\n" "\033b\0338TALES OF THE AMERICAN NIGHT\n\n" "Discovery\n" "Angels & Sailors (rich girls)\n" "Backyard fences, tents\n" "dreams watching each other\n" "narrowly\n" "Soft luxuriant cars\n" "Girls in garages\n" "stripped, out to get\n" "liquor & clothes\n" "Half-gallons of wine\n" "& six-packs of beer\n" "Tender corral. Jumped.\n" "Humped. Born to suffer.\n" "Made to undress in\n" " the wilderness\n\n" "\033b\0338CAN WE RESOLVE THE PAST\n\n" "- Hey man you want girls\n" " Pills grass come-on\n" " I show you good time\n" " This place has everything\n" " Come-on, I show you\n\n" " Burlesque Beat\n\n" "Can we resolve the past - lurking jaws\n" "joints of Time - the base - to come\n" "of age in a dry place - holes & caves\n\n" "The music was new black polished\n" "chrome & came over the summer\n" "like liquid night - the D.J.`s\n" "Took pills to stay awake & play\n" "for 7 days.\n\n" "The General`s son had a sister.\n" "They went down to see him.\n" "They went to the studio & someone\n" "knew him. Someone knew\n" "the T.V. Showman.\n\n" "He came to our home room party &\n" "played records & when he left,\n" "in the hot noon sun, & walked\n" "to his car, we saw the Chooks\n" "had written F-U-C-K on his\n" "windshield. He wiped it off\n" "w/a white rag &, smiling cooly,\n" "drove away.\n\n" "'He`s rich. Got a big car.'\n\n" "My friend drove an hour each daay\n" " from the Mts. The Bus gives\n" "you a hard-on w/books in your\n" "lap. We shot the bird at the\n" " black M.P.\n\n" "My gang will get you. Scenes\n" "of rape in the arroyo. Seductions\n" "in cars, abandoned buildings.\n" "Fights at the food stand.\n" "The dust. The Shoes\n" "Opened shirts & raised collars.\n" "Bright sculptured hair.\n" "Spades dance best, from the hip.\n\n" "Someone shot the bird on the\n" "afternoon dance show. They gave\n" "out free records to the best\n" "couple.\n\n" "\033b\0338ALWAYS A PLAYGROUND INSTRUCTOR\n\n" "Always a playground instructor,\n" "never a killer. Always a bridesmaid\n" "on the verge of fame, or over\n" "he maneuvered 2 girls into his\n" "hotel room. One, a friend,\n" "and a newer stranger, vaguely\n" "Mexican or Puerto Rican.\n\n" "Poor boy`s thighs & buttocks, scarred\n" "by a father`s belt. She`s trying\n" "to rise. Story of her boyfriend\n" "& teen-age stone death games.\n" "Handsome cat, dead in a car.\n\n" "Come here\n" "I love you.\n" "Peace on earth\n" "Will you die for me\n" "eat me\n" "this way\n" "the end\n\n" "- I`m surprised you could get it up.\n" "He whips her slightly, sardonically\n" "w/ belt.\n" "- Haven`t I been thru enough? she asks.\n\n" "The dark girls begins to bleed.\n" "It`s catholic heaven. I have an\n" "ancient Indian crucifix around\n" "my neck. My chest is hard\n" "& brown. Lying on stained &\n" "wretched sheets w/a bleeding Virgin.\n" "We could plan a murder, or\n" " Start a religion.\n\n" "\033b\0338I WANT TO TELL YOU\n\n" "I want to tell you\n" "about\n" "Texas Radio & the Big Beat\n\n" "it comes out of the Virgin Swamps\n" "cool & slow\n" "w/plenty of precision\n" "& a back beat narrow\n" "& hard to master\n" "ome call it heavenly\n\n" "in its brilliance\n" "others mean & rueful\n" "of the Western dream\n\n" "I love the friends I have\n" " gathered together\n" "On this thin raft\n" "we have constructed pyramids\n" " in honor of our escaping\n" "This is the land where\n" " The pharaoh died -\n" "Children\n" "The river contains specimens\n" "The voices of singing woman\n" "call us on the far shore\n\n" "& they are saying\n" "'Forget the Night\n" "live w/us in Forests\n" "of azure' (meager food for\n" " souls forgot)\n\n" "I tell you this;\n" " no eternal reward will\n" "forgive us now for\n" " wasting the dawn\n\n" "One morning you awoke\n" "& the strange sun\n" "& opening your door ...\n\n" "\033b\0338NOW LISTEN TO THIS\n\n" "'Now listen to this:\n" "I`ll tell you about\n" "Texas Radio & the Big Beat\n" "Soft driven slow & mad\n" "like some new language\n\n" "Reaching your head\n" "w/the cold & sudden fury\n" "of a divine messenger\n" "Let me tell you about\n" " heartache & the loss\n" " of God\n" "Wandering, wandering\n" "in hopeless night\n\n" "The negroes in the forest\n" "brightly feathered\n" "let me show you the maiden\n" "w/wrought-iron soul\n" "Out here on the perimeter\n" "there are no stars\n" "Out here we is stoned\n" " immaculate'\n\n" "\033b\0338TIME WORKS LIKE ACID\n\n" "Time works like acid\n" "Stained eyes\n" "You see time fly\n\n" "The face changes as the heart beats\n" "& breathes\n\n" "We are not constant\n" "We are an arrow in flight\n" "The sum of the angles of change\n\n" "Her face changed in the car\n" "eyes & skin & hair remain\n" "the same. But a hundred similar\n" "girls succeed each other\n\n" "\033b\0338THE SIDEWALKERS MOVED...\n\n" " The sidewalkers moved faster\n" "We joined the current. Suddenly\n" "the cops, plastic shields & visors,\n" "wielding long thin truncheons\n" "like wands, in formation,\n" "clearing the street the other way.\n" "To get near or stay away.\n" "Cafes were taking in tables\n" "putting chairs on upside\n" "down, pulling the steel playpen\n" "safety bars. Whistles as\n" "the vans arrive. Moustached\n" "soldiers. We leave the scene.\n" "Eyes of youth, wary, gleaming.\n" "The church. A pastoral scene\n" "of guitars, drums, flutes,\n" "harps, & lovers. Past\n" "Shakespeare & Co., the restaurants\n" "w/elegant patrons, cross\n" "street, the small Jazz\n" "district (Story Ville) a\n" "miniature New Orleans.\n" "Negroes in African shirts.\n" "A street brass band.\n" "'Fare well to my web footed friends'\n" "Crowd smiles, jogs & sings.\n" "Move past. San Michel Blvd.\n" "The Statue. The Seine. Bonfires\n" "of cardboard buzz evilly,\n" "down the blvd. Fire-tenders.\n" "Smell of smoke. Approach closer\n" "nearer. Suddenly screams\n" "long warhoops & the crowd runs\n" "back. And as we flee,\n" "they attack from behind,\n" "Pressed against cafe tables.\n" "Subway & news Kiosk - A\n" "girl beaten, her cries. Can`t\n" "hear blows. Rain. (Man w/bottle)\n" "Join me at the demonstration\n\n" "We join groups under trees\n" "& rain. Tall public buildings.\n\n" "Join us at the demonstration\n\n" "\033cDreams are at once fruit & outcry\n" "\033cagainst an atrophy of the senses.\n\n" "\033cDreaming is no solution\n\n" "\033b\0338WE AWOKE, TALKING...\n\n" "We awoke, talking. Telling dreams.\n" "an explosion during the night\n\n" "A new siren. Not cop, Fire,\n" "New York ambulance or european\n" "movie riot news but the strange\n" "siren predicting war. She ran\n" "to the window. The yellow thing\n" "had risen.\n\n" "\033b\0338FEAR IS A PORCH...\n\n" "Fear is a porch where winds\n" " slide thru in the north\n" "A face at the Window that\n" " becomes a leaf\n" "An eagle sensing its disaster\n" "But soaring gracefully above\n" "A rabbit shining in the night\n\n" "\033b\0338STILL WET FROM...\n\n" "Still wet from a strange dream\n" "dawn burst\n" "scarring the chamber`s\n" "roof where att things lie\n\n" "I sat w/her & sipped cold sherry\n\n" "Airport.\n\n" "\033b\0338START AGAIN\n\n" "Start again: Should the events of those\n" "days ... Dream of incest & expulsion\n" "from the tribe. Big Sister. It`s called\n" "the clap. Get on over here, mother-of-pearl.\n" "I was a virgin. It lasted 10 seconds.\n" "Well don`t then. 'I can`t relax.' Roll the\n" "leather pants up tightly for the morrow\n" " hour.\n" "They deserted me, deserted the cause, message\n" "or word for another god. 'We`re kicking\n" "you out of our universe!' He ask`d for you.\n" "I`ll bet he did.\n\n" "\033b\0338MYSTERY OF THE DREAM\n\n" "Mystery of the dream\n" "a woman or girl is trying\n" "to appear\n\n" "The killer - Mexican, naked\n" " except for shoes.\n\n" "People, a family not connected\n" "move at hypnotic cross lines\n" "out of still frame\n\n" "2 men, detectives, following\n" "searching, sifting thru\n" "back & side lit rooms, holding\n" "muted counsel. Hats, suits.\n" "Brothers.\n\n" "People in a wood, a park.\n" "The killer lurks in his\n" " own world.\n\n" "dreams of children & families\n" "return to the sub-world\n" "to assimilate & guide events\n\n" "New Orleans, sleep, (death`s\n" "friend, death`s sister)\n" "cattle, horses\n" "faces get rubbery, clown-painted,\n" "stupid sly & wise & knowing\n" "The mystery of flight\n" "To be inside the brain of a bird\n" "goal - the end of a goddess\n" " to slide gracefully &\n" "knowledgeably into graveland\n" "The Big dream\n" " vs\n" "Violent assassination of\n" " Spirit & neck & skull\n" "wounded he arrived\n\n" "\033b\0338THE DARK AMERICAN SUNSET\n\n" " The dark American Sunset\n" "The night like a vast\n" " conspiracy to dream, hold\n" "court in the swaying sand\n\n" "Tijuana - the anus of Night\n" " a cartoon of civilization\n" "Whores are bores in the\n" " American Night\n\n" "What will we see in the\n" " bowels of the night\n" "The frosted cave where dreams\n" " are made, right before your\n" "eyes. Prophecy w/out money.\n\n" "This song must have the sad\n" "common strangeness of currency\n" "coin of the realm. Bitter\n" "embers. Scent of pine smoke\n" "Fire-Night, special breeding\n" "exercises. An excuse for\n" "crime. Silence of a schol\n" "at night.\n\n" "\033b\0338L`AMERICA\n\n" "Acid dreams & Spanish Queens\n" " L'America (another?, lone?, voice)\n" "Asthma child, the fumidor\n" " Lamerica\n" "Duchess, rabbit, the woods by the road\n" " Lamerica\n" "Pearl Harbour - Shot off the road\n" " Lamerica\n" "Conceived in a beach Town\n" " Lamerica\n" "Relevance of beach or Lakes\n" " Lamerica\n" "Sinks, snakes, caves w/water\n" " Florida\n" "Homo/-sex/-uality\n" " Lamerica\n" "Religion & the Family\n" " Lamerica\n" "Plane crash in the Eastern Woods\n" " Virginia\n" "Bailing-out over rice-fields\n" " Lamerica\n" "Guerrilla band inside the town\n" " Lamerica\n" "Bitter tree of consciousness\n" " Lamerica\n" "A fast car in the night - the road\n" " Lamerica\n" "Progress of The Good Disease\n" " Lamerica\n\n" "\033b\0338AMERICA AS BUILDING ARENA\n\n" "Those indians, dreams, &\n" "the cosmic spinal bebop in blue.\n" "The cosmic horrors. The cosmic\n" "heebeejeebies. A combo of brain\n" "tissue, blood, shit, sweat\n" "sperm & steel, mixed w/grease\n" "& liquid fire, ovaric calendars\n" "Magnified on inner\n" "Television lust-face, mirrors\n" "into Nothing, great silence\n" "opens layers of prehistoric\n" "chinese monsters. The mouths,\n" "the mouths, the cellular MAW.\n" "A young Witch from\n" "N.Y. is laying novice hexes\n" "on my brain-pan, projecting\n" "images of embryo development\n" "on my psychology.\n\n" "Her terrified wildness\n" "disturbs my generals.\n" "Baby, now I dig your\n" "nightmare visions, & your\n" "sadness & your bitchery\n\n" "But, yet, thank you for\n" "These spells. It gets my\n" "pen moving.\n\n" "The screaming maggot\n" "group-grope called life.\n\n" "It`s time for the desert wild.\n\n" "Lust capital.\n\n" "Time for an island, get\n" "drunk, write & snail.\n\n" "'I saw the Hell of woman\n" " back there.'\n\n" "Woman are obsolete\n" "'Little Wine - dig that girl'\n\n" "We placate woman w/\n" "food & song\n" "w/sex, marriage, babies\n\n" "You dig kids, Jim\n\n" "Yeah, some of them are nice\n\n" "I like your wife\n\n" "Democracy of souls\n\n" "\033b\0338THE GUIDED TOUR\n\n" "The guided tour\n" "'I am a guide to the layrinth'\n\n" "city is inside of body made manifest\n" "meat organs & electrical\n" "power plants\n\n" "The place where, walking down\n" "death-row ('You look like you`re'),\n" "maps - AMERICUS - a river-vein\n" "we ride along.\n\n" "give form to the passing world\n\n" "Freeways are a drama, a new\n" "art form. Signs. Houses.\n" "Faces. Loud gabble of Blacks\n" "at the bus-stop.\n\n" "\033b\0338CAR CEMETERY\n\n" "car cemetery\n" "The abandoned cars\n" "The color of car paint, new at night\n" "under neon\n" "The dead reside in cars\n" "- the old man, filthy,\n" " keeper of the graveyard\n" "Children, curious, throw stones\n\n" "\033b\0338PLEASE LIKE ME\n\n" "please like me\n" " says the shrew\n" "what can I do?\n" " I love her.\n\n" "\033b\0338WOMAN`S VOICE\n\n" "Woman`s Voice:\n" " The palace of sperms seems warm tonight\n\n" "Man:\n" " Umm. gloom gloom doom ruin.\n\n" "Woman:\n" " Marble porches. The grand ball room.\n" " Silver smiles. Trumpets. Dancing\n\n" "Man\n" " I want only you\n\n" "Woman\n" " This time come in me like an astronaut\n" " Send snakes in my orbit\n\n" "Man\n" " We can accomplish miracles\n" " when we`re together.\n\n" "Woman\n" " Alone\n\n" "Man\n" " w/the night to guide us\n\n" "\033b\0338DON`T START THAT...\n\n" "Don`t start that panic\n" "Love Street parade\n\n" "No one`s afraid of the law\n\n" "Someone escaped\n" "To the shore\n\n" "Your image of me / my image of you\n" " in\n" "one-night scenes\n" "out on the coast\n\n" "Won`t work anymore\n\n" "Soft parade\n" "Love Street brigade\n\n" "\033b\0338I BRING THESE...\n\n" "I bring these few rags\n" " back home this evening\n" "& lay them at your feet\n" "Miserable witness\n" " to a day of tragic\n" " sadness & disbelief\n" "Hope you`ll find me wanting\n" "Take me to bed\n" "Get me drunk (lay me out)\n\n" "\033b\0338THE WEDDING-DRESS\n\n" "The bride-to-be lies in her bed\n" "listening to\n" "Festivities below\n" "He steals her - in a dream\n\n" "\033b\0338STAR FISH GLUTTONY\n\n" "Star fish gluttony\n" "What are the word-forms\n" "for co(s)mic encounter\n" "wedding flesh & mind\n" " in one body\n\n" "\033b\0338TENDER ISLAND NIGHT\n\n" "Tender island Night\n" "And a promise of fever\n" "& scars that burst\n" " at blossom depths\n" "& more green silver\n\n" "Us wrestling in the warm temple of summer\n" "beside the temple\n" "cool inside\n" "- He took my hand\n" " He spoke to me -\n\n" "Black horse hooves galopping sun\n" "mad chariot race burning\n" "mad fiery chariot race\n" "mad girl & mad boy\n" "My feathered son flew\n" " to near to the sun.\n\n" "\033b\0338A MOVING\n\n" "a moving\n" " or movement\n" " away from\n" " a station\n\n" " (weigh station)\n\n" "Sound of lone car & low radio\n\n" "A waving [good-bye to relations]\n" " a way from |\n" " a waving |\n" " a motion\n\n" "amazement\n" " a moment\n" " amazing\n" " a waving\n\n" " (call radio breaks in)\n\n" "Uh, we have a message\n" " brak brak\n\n" "\033b\0338HE FOLLOWS A WOMAN\n\n" "He follows a woman into the firmament\n" "The solids, sonnets\n" "elaborate requisitions for the god-soul\n\n" "ah my bright jewelled town\n" "a Widow`s band\n" "roping sailors & hill-folk together\n" "congeal on this flat spire\n" "to partake of mineral jets\n" "'he`s sick' he should be sleeping\n" "peaceful by air, a movie of dead nights\n" "in a wound, suffer to give out\n" "your red-blue lighter`s flame\n" "w/calm precision\n" "your certainty lives in a match\n" "or a mind\n" "The huts are free evening cliff-dwellers\n" "The trees, losing their variance, die sadly\n" "w/grandeur\n" "O soft redness & palest blue\n" " like a babies window\n" " This is the hour you rule\n" " & invite Ventures, quests,\n" " trips to the electric valley down\n\n" "\033b\0338PROMISES\n\n" "'Mana Man'\n\n" "He gets them into the dark hour\n" "By playing singing stories hypnosis\n" "wilderness the island\n" "Led out of bondage (back there)\n" "Viciously peeling fruit\n\n" "Disguised as 'Players'\n" "command Performance\n\n" "See-thru village\n" "old hot forest of cars\n\n" "cruel ambience\n" "Leopard snake dance\n\n" "swift lions of doubt\n" "crounch in the window\n" "& wait\n" "for her to come\n\n" "\033b\0338DO YOU HAVE\n\n" "dou you have\n" " straight jackets\n" "for the guests\n" " yes we do\n\n" "\033b\0338HORSE LATITUDES\n\n" "When the still sea conspires an armor\n" "And her sullen and aborted\n" "Currents breed tiny monsters,\n" "True sailing is dead.\n\n" "Awkward instant\n" "And the first animal is jettisoned,\n" "Legs furiously pumping\n" "Their stiff green gallop,\n" "and heads bob up\n" "Poise\n" "Delicate\n" "Pause\n" "Consent\n" "In mute nostril agony\n" "Carefully refined\n" "And sealed over\n\n" "\033b\0338THE ORIGINAL TEMPTATION...\n\n" "The original temptation was to destroy.\n" "The Cliffs. The Road. The Walls.\n" "Original heroism - to bluff the elements\n" "of fire. To call creatures into the storm.\n" "The original heroism was to fall. To ball.\n" "The All. Natural man.\n\n" "To participate in the creation.\n" "To screw things up. To bring Things\n" "into being.\n\n" "The Crossroads where the car hides.\n" "Lies. Resides. A meeting-place\n" "of Worlds. Where dreams are made.\n" "Where anything is possible. Demons\n" "lie.\n\n" "The car is steel & chrome. The wood-pile.\n" "Top of the pile. The heap. The graveyard.\n" "Where metal is reduced to its common\n" "mute element. To be reborn. A tale\n" "of rebirth in the wilderness. To become\n" "chaos & come back.\n\n" "2 spade chicks, or a king & queen,\n" "comment from the balcony.\n\n" "The types of society pass on the boards.\n" "Microcosm in a thimble\n\n" "\033b\0338TIMES CHANGE, DAMAGED\n\n" " times change, damaged\n" "cat`s blood rectify in haste\n" "cactus furrows, wild\n" "thrift catalog of grace\n\n" "The chase bore inward\n" "raise`s wet & westward shadows\n" "To the strange trust\n" "on the south bow\n\n" "Augment pure shouter`s drawl\n" "& light the candle\n" "Night is comin` on\n" "& we`re outnumbered\n\n" "By the waves, each soldier\n" "bristling w/his trowel\n" "To search & claim us\n" "Teach our burial\n\n" "The mind works wonders\n" "for a spell, the lantern breathes\n" "enlightens, then farewell\n" "Each shipmate oars to under-\n" "stand & eyes unoptic strains\n" "to hear:\n\n" "We came from over here,\n" " to over there\n\n" "Then told we wonder\n" "mindless to degree\n" "Most seldom furls\n" "in slumber, burns\n" "begins a century\n\n" "\033b\0338PLANES ARE GROANING MOTHERS\n\n" "Planes are groaning mothers\n" "In our feeble insect wars.\n\n" "Nylon condoms stream behind her Trojan\n" "Warriors on their dreadful writhing flight.\n\n" "Bailed out, sucked\n" "from her metal belly,\n" "one thin wire is left to prophesy return,\n" "jump freely.\n\n" "Swallowing air in the brief canal.\n" "The ground leaps up like dogs\n" "to snap, the field, & rolling pain.\n\n" "Swamps, rice fields, danger.\n" "Gunned down, over ten of them\n" "struggling w/the wet placenta\n\n" "While some land back in oceans.\n" "Skin-divers float, free-float,\n" "in the uterus.\n\n" "The sea is a Vagina which\n" "may be penetrated at any point.\n\n" "\033b\0338AH, THE RULE\n\n" "Ah, the rule was war, as friendship\n" "faltered. Families quarrelled, as usual,\n" "in their chambers. The race suffered.\n" "We traveled. We left home & beauty.\n" "Ah, into these ships, again, we hastened.\n" "The creation of power is slow-wasted.\n" "Borrowed fillings. Brace for the brine.\n" "Heaven kept, hour dated. Winds fermented\n" "madness & kept parlour rife & rancid.\n\n" " Crews took leave of sour concubines.\n" "& habits. The sea is no place for a lady.\n" "Lads larked & frolicked, pulvering waves\n" "they could seek into the deep. Ark! Ark!\n" "Cathay or Venice. Words beyond, &\n" "Worlds after.\n\n" " This story has no moral.\n" " Trust not sleep or sorrow.\n" " The five-man croons the lull to wake\n" " & Brings strong soldiers to a windy beach\n\n" "\033b\0338ENSENADA\n\n" "India ink, ink of India\n" "There are no more rich colors\n" "Black neon, blocks away,\n" "Escapes back smooth\n" "in the desert sea.\n\n" "There`s an appearance of sweat\n" "on Italian silk skin.\n" "Slap the rude face, & twist\n" "into the doorway.\n\n" "Then reappear, w/drums & glass\n" "in jewels of laughter as one\n" "called 'The Gladiator,'\n" "Hair claimed by flame on fire\n\n" "(Insulting to be back.\n" " The dreaded, dismal day.)\n\n" "Jail is a pussy coil,\n" "dry as meat, dog-faced,\n" "clever.\n\n" "(Handsome dog & the shot gun eye.)\n\n" "We leap the wall, dog & I,\n" "To hang choking on fence collar chain.\n" "Mate follows leap to suffer\n" "String-throat, hollow, madness cry.\n\n" "(In this 'hollow' we were born.)\n\n" "Mexican Khaki, the green womb.\n" "Distrust all lovely words like green & womb.\n\n" "(Obey the father.\n" " Run.)\n\n" "Escape back into the landscape,\n" "dry as meat, dusty, narrow.\n\n" "Dog licks shit\n" "Mexican girl whore sucks my prick.\n\n" "(Open windows on the town.\n" " Open pores on foreign air.)\n\n" "The car rasps quiet.\n" "Motor destroys itself on rotten fuel.\n" "The pump is ill.\n" "The hose has a steel nozzle.\n\n" "\033b\0338FLESH OF HER...\n\n" "Flesh of her rolls flesh away\n" "in waves, The waters part\n" "dry scalps beneath the hair\n" "nude-white & very rare\n\n" "And when she exits bed, the barge\n" "To bathe in ocean`s tile & under\n" "surgeon`s glare, blinking\n" "I bask on the red floor of a Red Sea\n\n" "Crime begins in the bed, the home,\n" "It`s a low tide that talks\n" "to rocks, & leaves\n" "rust in its wake, & dry things crackling.\n\n" "\033b\0338I FUCKED THE DREGS...\n\n" "I fucked the dregs of the ruins\n" " of an empire\n" "I fucked the dust and the\n" " horrible queen\n" "I fucked the chick at the\n" " gates of the Maya\n" "I fucked all your woman\n" " & treated the same\n" "w/respect for your warriors\n" " returned from the\n" " Kingdom\n" "fucked w/the Negroes\n" " in cabs of the drivers\n" "Fucked little infants of North\n" " Indo-China\n" "Branded w/Napalm & screaming\n" " in pain\n\n" "\033b\0338PENCILLED HEAVEN\n\n" "pencilled heaven\n" " my regards\n" " no when to stop\n\n" "\033b\0338THERE`S SOMEONE AT THE DOOR\n\n" "There`s someone at the door.\n" "A rapist rushes in.\n" "No pain. No death.\n\n" "It`s us, over & over again.\n\n" "We`re coming in.\n" "All right, search the place.\n" "You won`t find anything.\n\n" "Seeing all perspectives at once.\n\n\n" "When everything freezes\n" "& kind of turns back\n" "in on itself.\n\n" "\033b\0338FEAST GREEN BEAST\n\n" "feast green beast, spurred on by \n" "sex, seasoned in silence, w/held\n" "from slumber, silent in the deep pale\n" "night beast languid a cool cunt\n" "a forest flower awoken now breathe\n" "utter a word of reproach for fair\n" "swifty flyers agon of night\n" "The dream car the outlaw star\n" "now he sits reclines in a terrible mansion\n" "made more monstrous by the dark stroke\n" "of slumber\n\n" "The car is a purple foil beast dead in the\n" "night. Neon is its sign his rich home\n" "soft luxuriant car death gave grace\n" "shaken to the soil He stood in a strange\n" "centre by the meeting pt. of worlds\n" "This crossroads of desert flies the\n" "corpse of sand batteries the ignition\n" "What did happen! He screams at camera\n" "Here she lie bleeding, blue wounds\n" "just to tell us in our floppy hats\n" "it`s over. The cops are rubber animals\n" "w/surgeons cool pride, w/out their\n" "glamour. The ambulance attendants\n" "are sudden amateurs, good-natured in\n" "this foreign chore. The cliffs no longer\n" "contain faces. 'I know what jail is\n" "like' & 'I know about time.'\n\n" "So we played the carnival. Car. Carne.\n" "Feast of meat. Celebration of blood.\n\n" "O lucky ones who enjoy the dumb show\n\n" "The reptile farm. The snake farm.\n" "Woman & Monkey. The sign. The sign.\n\n" "Search for the Tree. The place. The sink\n" "Big Dismal\n\n" "Goes in 2 ways. Spirit & Meat. (sex)\n" "You cannot join what can`t be joined\n" "You cannot travel 2 roads\n" " (He road off in all directions)\n\n" " Hand Grenade\n\n" "\033b\0338VERY BRAVE\n\n" "Very brave\n" " all the rage\n" " to tempt loneliness\n" " upon Fromt page\n" " gold head lines\n" " w/ Ali Khan & all the rest\n" " Onassis, Blues\n" " BB Albert Collins\n" " gin & tonic\n" " give him a high martin i\n" " get him down\n" " the prancing clown\n" "will bring the empire\n" " swooping swirling\n" "Tunnelling Thundering Tumbling\n" " hell, O, down\n\n" "(That`s as down as I can\n" " get right now, on a\n" " Mainstream, & I am pretty\n" " high, far gone)\n\n" " Thank god I have the\n" " Sweet warm promise of\n" " a woman there to keep\n" " me warm\n\n" "So this is where my fine warm\n" " poetry (pottery) has got\n" " me,\n" " led me\n" " back to Madness\n" " & the men who made\n" " me\n\n" "\033b\0338YOU THINK I DON`T KNOW...\n\n" "You think I don`t know that!\n\n" "your poetry is so obsessed\n" "I like my madman cold\n\n" "The abandoned Hotel\n" "flowers dirt on its walls\n" "The labyrinth of bowels\n" "Moves slowly in grim waste\n" "Children play here, wait\n" "& sway here, tiring to her\n" "swoon arched summer\n" "and languid by the bow\n" "Sits Esther, made up\n" "like a queen, port in\n" "a storm, striking fire-bells\n" "in her drawers, chalking\n" "the black street w/wild lies\n\n" "\033b\0338THE BLUES\n\n" "O how could this be done to me\n" "great dancer`s Witness\n" "God, you are a satyr in disguise\n" "Thus cruelly & uselessly to\n" "Rend my life awry\n" "I`ll lie here stolen, in cold wind\n" "in the road, until peace freezes\n" " over,\n" "& hallows me.\n" "Rude ghost bastard.\n" "Ah! Who comes now.\n\n" "\033b\0338AN AFTERNOON OF SUMMER\n\n" "an afternoon of summer\n" " dread\n" "I`m afraid to meet all\n" " the rest of my brothers\n" " in distress\n" "Couldn`t we get in one\n" " big Movie\n" "Blow it all on one\n" " Grand Floozie\n" " & end it all\n" " YAH\n" " YEAH\n" "an autograph sends respect\n" " to her Twin\n\n" "everyone wants a Christ\n" " & no one will give it to him\n" "Mohammed, the enchanter\n" " Keeper of Harems\n\n" "Buddha, inkindergardened\n" " under his tree, w/\n" "not a moon-glow,\n" " mindless Thought for you\n" " & me\n\n" "(This does not mean I want\n" " or wish to be prey to people\n" " God forbid)\n\n" " & look at the steeple\n" "a mindless wit am I\n" "dickless, looking at the sky\n\n" "\033b\0338A HOLE IN THE CLOUDS\n\n" "a hole in the clouds\n" "where a mind hides\n" "Pagodas - temples\n\n" "a child`s raw hope\n\n" "animal in a tunnel\n" "defined by the light\n" "around him\n\n" "These evil subsidies\n" "these shrouds\n" "surround\n\n" "\033b\0338IF IT`S NO PROBLEM...\n\n" "If it`s no problem, why mention it.\n" "Everything spoken means that,\n" "it`s opposite, & everything else.\n" "I`m alive, I`m dying.\n\n" "\033b\0338THE END OF THE RAINBOW\n\n" "The end of the rainbow\n\n" "put all my screaming fantasies\n" "into one giant\n" "Box-trap\n\n" "image of self-image-propagation\n" "image of elation\n\n" "Ungulation\n" "limit 1st tree\n\n" "image of Utopia\n" "a slaughter of phantomas\n\n" "innocent - guilty\n\n" "The Human World\n" "bounded by words\n" "& dust\n\n" "sweet soft & velvet\n" "dust\n\n" "medium trust\n\n" "\033b\0338HEAVEN OR HELL\n\n" "Heaven or Hell the circus\n" "of your actions\n\n" "To Play\n" "(chance is god here)\n" "at Carnival\n\n" "assauge the guilt\n" "The deep fear\n\n" "The separate loneliness\n\n" "open Sinygog\n" "open sesame\n\n" "The Party of new connections\n" "mind made free\n" "Love cannot save you\n" "from your own fate\n\n" "Art canot soothe\n" "Words cannot tame\n" "The Night\n\n" "\033b\0338SCOUR THE MIND...\n\n" "Scour the mind w/diamond\n" "brushes. Cleanse into Mandalas.\n" "Memory keeps us wicked & warm.\n" "The Time temple. Who`ll go 1st?\n" "Cloaked figures huddled by walls.\n" "A head moves clocklike slowly.\n" "I`m coming. Wait for me.\n\n" "\033b\0338LESSONS ON BECOMING\n\n" "Lessons on becoming\n" " a revolutionary\n" " an actor\n" " (a prophet)\n" " or a poet\n\n" "There`s still good friends\n" " to assist & relieve you\n" " Mercenary whim\n" " for her or for him\n\n" "First become a\n" " Visionary-Scientist\n" " radiocal biochemical\n" " a viationary sky-diver\n" "The contact your local pub-\n" "lic accountant (he`ll tell you\n" "how to spread the seeds of doubt)\n\n" "\033b\0338MAIDS ARE BICKERING\n\n" "Maids are bickering in the hall\n" "The day is warm\n" "Last night`s perfume\n" "I lie alone in this\n" "cool room\n\n" "My mind is calm & swirling\n" "like the marble pages of an\n" "old book\n\n" "I`m a cold clean skeleton\n" "scarecrow on a hill\n" "in April\n" "Wind eases the arches\n" "of my boney Kingdom\n" "Wind whistles thru my mind\n" "& soul\n" "My life is an open book\n" "or a T.V. confession\n\n" "\033b\0338HURRICANE & ECLIPSE\n\n" "I wish a storm would\n" "come & blow this shit\n" "away. Or a bomb to\n" "burn the Town & scour\n" "the sea. I wish clean\n" "death would come to me.\n\n" "\033b\0338IF ONLY I\n\n" "If only I\n" " could feel\n" "The sound\n" " of the sparrows\n" "& feel child hood\n" " pulling me\n" " back again\n\n" "If only I could feel\n" " me pulling back\n" " again\n" "& feel embraced\n" " by reality\n" " again\n" "I would die\n" " Gladly die\n\n" "\033b\0338IT HAS BEEN SAID...\n\n" "It has been said that\n" "on birth we are trying\n" "to find a proper womb\n" "for the growth of our\n" "Buddha nature, & that\n" "on dying we find a\n" "womb in the tomb of the\n" "earth. This is my\n" "father`s greatest\n" "fear. It shouldn`t be.\n" "Instead, he should\n" "be trying to find me\n" "a better tomb.\n\n" "\033b\0338THE END OF THE DREAM\n\n" "The end of the dream\n" "will be when it\n" "matters\n\n" "all things lie\n" "Buddha will forgive me\n" "Buddha will\n\n" "\033b\0338AUGMENT OF RE-BIRTH\n\n" "- The cycle begins anew\n\n" "a luring lulling sick-sad maddening\n" " haunting ego-familiar strain\n" " calls the wayward wanderer\n" " home again\n\n" "a music mosaic made of all image\n" " tunes preceding\n\n" "The whistle or warm woman`s cry that\n" " calls the child home from play\n\n" "\033b\0338THANK YOU, O LORD\n\n" "Thank you, O Lord\n" "For the white blind light\n" "A city rises from the sea\n" "I had a splitting headache\n" "from which the future`s made.\n\n" "end.\n" };