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- The Damnation of Theron Ware
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- by Harold Frederic
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- PART I
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- CHAPTER I
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- No such throng had ever before been seen in the building
- during all its eight years of existence. People were
- wedged together most uncomfortably upon the seats;
- they stood packed in the aisles and overflowed the galleries;
- at the back, in the shadows underneath these galleries,
- they formed broad, dense masses about the doors,
- through which it would be hopeless to attempt a passage.
-
- The light, given out from numerous tin-lined circles
- of flaring gas-jets arranged on the ceiling,
- fell full upon a thousand uplifted faces--some framed
- in bonnets or juvenile curls, others bearded or crowned
- with shining baldness--but all alike under the spell
- of a dominant emotion which held features in abstracted
- suspense and focussed every eye upon a common objective point.
-
- The excitement of expectancy reigned upon each row
- of countenances, was visible in every attitude--
- nay, seemed a part of the close, overheated atmosphere itself.
-
- An observer, looking over these compact lines of faces
- and noting the uniform concentration of eagerness
- they exhibited, might have guessed that they were watching
- for either the jury's verdict in some peculiarly absorbing
- criminal trial, or the announcement of the lucky numbers
- in a great lottery. These two expressions seemed
- to alternate, and even to mingle vaguely, upon the
- upturned lineaments of the waiting throng--the hope
- of some unnamed stroke of fortune and the dread of some adverse decree.
-
- But a glance forward at the object of this universal
- gaze would have sufficed to shatter both hypotheses.
- Here was neither a court of justice nor a tombola.
- It was instead the closing session of the annual
- Nedahma Conference of the Methodist Episcopal Church,
- and the Bishop was about to read out the list
- of ministerial appointments for the coming year.
- This list was evidently written in a hand strange to him,
- and the slow, near-sighted old gentleman, having at last
- sufficiently rubbed the glasses of his spectacles, and then
- adjusted them over his nose with annoying deliberation,
- was now silently rehearsing his task to himself--
- the while the clergymen round about ground their teeth
- and restlessly shuffled their feet in impatience.
-
- Upon a closer inspection of the assemblage, there were a
- great many of these clergymen. A dozen or more dignified,
- and for the most part elderly, brethren sat grouped
- about the Bishop in the pulpit. As many others,
- not quite so staid in mien, and indeed with here and there
- almost a suggestion of frivolity in their postures,
- were seated on the steps leading down from this platform.
- A score of their fellows sat facing the audience, on chairs
- tightly wedged into the space railed off round the pulpit;
- and then came five or six rows of pews, stretching across
- the whole breadth of the church, and almost solidly filled
- with preachers of the Word.
-
- There were very old men among these--bent and decrepit
- veterans who had known Lorenzo Dow, and had been ordained
- by elders who remembered Francis Asbury and even Whitefield.
- They sat now in front places, leaning forward with trembling
- and misshapen hands behind their hairy ears, waiting to
- hear their names read out on the superannuated list,
- it might be for the last time.
-
- The sight of these venerable Fathers in Israel was good
- to the eyes, conjuring up, as it did, pictures of a time
- when a plain and homely people had been served by a fervent
- and devoted clergy--by preachers who lacked in learning
- and polish, no doubt, but who gave their lives without dream
- of earthly reward to poverty and to the danger and wearing toil
- of itinerant missions through the rude frontier settlements.
- These pictures had for their primitive accessories log-huts,
- rough household implements, coarse clothes, and patched
- old saddles which told of weary years of journeying;
- but to even the least sympathetic vision there shone
- upon them the glorified light of the Cross and Crown.
- Reverend survivors of the heroic times, their very
- presence there--sitting meekly at the altar-rail to hear
- again the published record of their uselessness and of their
- dependence upon church charity--was in the nature of a benediction.
-
- The large majority of those surrounding these patriarchs
- were middle-aged men, generally of a robust type,
- with burly shoulders, and bushing beards framing shaven
- upper lips, and who looked for the most part like honest
- and prosperous farmers attired in their Sunday clothes.
- As exceptions to this rule, there were scattered stray
- specimens of a more urban class, worthies with neatly
- trimmed whiskers, white neckcloths, and even indications
- of hair-oil--all eloquent of citified charges; and now and
- again the eye singled out a striking and scholarly face,
- at once strong and simple, and instinctively referred it
- to the faculty of one of the several theological seminaries
- belonging to the Conference.
-
- The effect of these faces as a whole was toward goodness,
- candor, and imperturbable self-complacency rather than
- learning or mental astuteness; and curiously enough it wore
- its pleasantest aspect on the countenances of the older men.
- The impress of zeal and moral worth seemed to diminish
- by regular gradations as one passed to younger faces;
- and among the very beginners, who had been ordained only within
- the past day or two, this decline was peculiarly marked.
- It was almost a relief to note the relative smallness
- of their number, so plainly was it to be seen that they
- were not the men their forbears had been.
-
- And if those aged, worn-out preachers facing the pulpit
- had gazed instead backward over the congregation,
- it may be that here too their old eyes would have detected
- a difference--what at least they would have deemed a decline.
-
- But nothing was further from the minds of the members of the
- First M. E. Church of Tecumseh than the suggestion that they
- were not an improvement on those who had gone before them.
- They were undoubtedly the smartest and most important
- congregation within the limits of the Nedahma Conference,
- and this new church edifice of theirs represented alike
- a scale of outlay and a standard of progressive taste
- in devotional architecture unique in the Methodism of that
- whole section of the State. They had a right to be proud
- of themselves, too. They belonged to the substantial
- order of the community, with perhaps not so many very rich
- men as the Presbyterians had, but on the other hand
- with far fewer extremely poor folk than the Baptists
- were encumbered with. The pews in the first four rows
- of their church rented for one hundred dollars apiece--
- quite up to the Presbyterian highwater mark--and they
- now had almost abolished free pews altogether. The oyster
- suppers given by their Ladies' Aid Society in the basement
- of the church during the winter had established rank
- among the fashionable events in Tecumseh's social calendar.
-
- A comprehensive and satisfied perception of these advantages
- was uppermost in the minds of this local audience,
- as they waited for the Bishop to begin his reading.
- They had entertained this Bishop and his Presiding Elders,
- and the rank and file of common preachers, in a style
- which could not have been remotely approached by any
- other congregation in the Conference. Where else,
- one would like to know, could the Bishop have been domiciled
- in a Methodist house where he might have a sitting-room
- all to himself, with his bedroom leading out of it?
- Every clergyman present had been provided for in a
- private residence--even down to the Licensed Exhorters,
- who were not really ministers at all when you came to think
- of it, and who might well thank their stars that the
- Conference had assembled among such open-handed people.
- There existed a dim feeling that these Licensed Exhorters--
- an uncouth crew, with country store-keepers and lumbermen
- and even a horse-doctor among their number--had taken
- rather too much for granted, and were not exhibiting quite
- the proper degree of gratitude over their reception.
-
- But a more important issue hung now imminent in the balance--
- was Tecumseh to be fairly and honorably rewarded for her
- hospitality by being given the pastor of her choice?
-
- All were agreed--at least among those who paid pew-rents--
- upon the great importance of a change in the pulpit
- of the First M. E. Church. A change in persons must
- of course take place, for their present pastor had
- exhausted the three-year maximum of the itinerant system,
- but there was needed much more than that. For a handsome
- and expensive church building like this, and with such
- a modern and go-ahead congregation, it was simply a vital
- necessity to secure an attractive and fashionable preacher.
- They had held their own against the Presbyterians
- these past few years only by the most strenuous efforts,
- and under the depressing disadvantage of a minister
- who preached dreary out-of-date sermons, and who lacked
- even the most rudimentary sense of social distinctions.
- The Presbyterians had captured the new cashier of the
- Adams County Bank, who had always gone to the Methodist
- Church in the town he came from, but now was lost
- solely because of this tiresome old fossil of theirs;
- and there were numerous other instances of the same sort,
- scarcely less grievous. That this state of things must
- be altered was clear.
-
- The unusually large local attendance upon the sessions
- of the Conference had given some of the more guileless
- of visiting brethren a high notion of Tecumseh's piety;
- and perhaps even the most sophisticated stranger never
- quite realized how strictly it was to be explained by the
- anxiety to pick out a suitable champion for the fierce
- Presbyterian competition. Big gatherings assembled evening
- after evening to hear the sermons of those selected to preach,
- and the church had been almost impossibly crowded at each of
- the three Sunday services. Opinions had naturally differed
- a good deal during the earlier stages of this scrutiny,
- but after last night's sermon there could be but one feeling.
- The man for Tecumseh was the Reverend Theron Ware.
-
- The choice was an admirable one, from points of view much
- more exalted than those of the local congregation.
-
- You could see Mr. Ware sitting there at the end of the
- row inside the altar-rail--the tall, slender young
- man with the broad white brow, thoughtful eyes,
- and features moulded into that regularity of strength
- which used to characterize the American Senatorial type
- in those far-away days of clean-shaven faces and moderate
- incomes before the War. The bright-faced, comely,
- and vivacious young woman in the second side pew was
- his wife--and Tecumseh noted with approbation that she
- knew how to dress. There were really no two better or
- worthier people in the building than this young couple,
- who sat waiting along with the rest to hear their fate.
- But unhappily they had come to know of the effort being
- made to bring them to Tecumseh; and their simple pride
- in the triumph of the husband's fine sermon had become
- swallowed up in a terribly anxious conflict of hope
- and fear. Neither of them could maintain a satisfactory
- show of composure as the decisive moment approached.
- The vision of translation from poverty and obscurity
- to such a splendid post as this--truly it was too dazzling
- for tranquil nerves.
-
- The tedious Bishop had at last begun to call his roll
- of names, and the good people of Tecumseh mentally
- ticked them off, one by one, as the list expanded.
- They felt that it was like this Bishop--an unimportant
- and commonplace figure in Methodism, not to be mentioned
- in the same breath with Simpson and Janes and Kingsley--
- that he should begin with the backwoods counties,
- and thrust all these remote and pitifully rustic stations
- ahead of their own metropolitan charge. To these they
- listened but listlessly--indifferent alike to the joy
- and to the dismay which he was scattering among the divines
- before him.
-
- The announcements were being doled out with stumbling hesitation.
- After each one a little half-rustling movement through
- the crowded rows of clergymen passed mute judgment upon
- the cruel blow this brother had received, the reward justly
- given to this other, the favoritism by which a third
- had profited. The Presiding Elders, whose work all this was,
- stared with gloomy and impersonal abstraction down upon
- the rows of blackcoated humanity spread before them.
- The ministers returned this fixed and perfunctory gaze
- with pale, set faces, only feebly masking the emotions
- which each new name stirred somewhere among them.
- The Bishop droned on laboriously, mispronouncing words
- and repeating himself as if he were reading a catalogue
- of unfamiliar seeds.
-
- "First church of Tecumseh--Brother Abram G. Tisdale!"
-
- There was no doubt about it! These were actually the
- words that had been uttered. After all this outlay,
- all this lavish hospitality, all this sacrifice of time
- and patience in sitting through those sermons, to draw
- from the grab-bag nothing better than--a Tisdale!
-
- A hum of outraged astonishment--half groan, half wrathful
- snort bounded along from pew to pew throughout the body
- of the church. An echo of it reached the Bishop, and so
- confused him that he haltingly repeated the obnoxious line.
- Every local eye turned as by intuition to where the
- calamitous Tisdale sat, and fastened malignantly upon him.
-
- Could anything be worse? This Brother Tisdale was past fifty--
- a spindling, rickety, gaunt old man, with a long horse-like
- head and vacantly solemn face, who kept one or the
- other of his hands continually fumbling his bony jaw.
- He had been withdrawn from routine service for a number
- of years, doing a little insurance canvassing on his
- own account, and also travelling for the Book Concern.
- Now that he wished to return to parochial work, the richest
- prize in the whole list, Tecumseh, was given to him--
- to him who had never been asked to preach at a Conference,
- and whose archaic nasal singing of "Greenland's Icy
- Mountains " had made even the Licensed Exhorters grin!
- It was too intolerably dreadful to think of!
-
- An embittered whisper to the effect that Tisdale was
- the Bishop's cousin ran round from pew to pew. This did
- not happen to be true, but indignant Tecumseh gave it
- entire credit. The throngs about the doors dwindled as
- by magic, and the aisles cleared. Local interest was dead;
- and even some of the pewholders rose and made their way out.
- One of these murmured audibly to his neighbors as he
- departed that HIS pew could be had now for sixty dollars.
-
- So it happened that when, a little later on,
- the appointment of Theron Ware to Octavius was read out,
- none of the people of Tecumseh either noted or cared.
- They had been deeply interested in him so long as it seemed
- likely that he was to come to them--before their clearly
- expressed desire for him had been so monstrously ignored.
- But now what became of him was no earthly concern of theirs.
-
- After the Doxology had been sung and the Conference
- formally declared ended, the Wares would fain have escaped
- from the flood of handshakings and boisterous farewells
- which spread over the front part of the church. But the
- clergymen were unusually insistent upon demonstrations of
- cordiality among themselves--the more, perhaps, because it
- was evident that the friendliness of their local hosts
- had suddenly evaporated--and, of all men in the world,
- the present incumbent of the Octavius pulpit now bore
- down upon them with noisy effusiveness, and defied evasion.
-
- "Brother Ware--we have never been interduced--but let
- me clasp your hand! And--Sister Ware, I presume--
- yours too!"
-
- He was a portly man, who held his head back so that his
- face seemed all jowl and mouth and sandy chin-whisker.
- He smiled broadly upon them with half-closed eyes,
- and shook hands again.
-
- "I said to 'em," he went on with loud pretence of heartiness,
- "the minute I heerd your name called out for our
- dear Octavius, "I must go over an' interduce myself."
- It will be a heavy cross to part with those dear people,
- Brother Ware, but if anything could wean me to the notion,
- so to speak, it would be the knowledge that you are to take
- up my labors in their midst. Perhaps--ah--perhaps they
- ARE jest a trifle close in money matters, but they come
- out strong on revivals. They'll need a good deal o'
- stirrin' up about parsonage expenses, but, oh! such
- seasons of grace as we've experienced there together!"
- He shook his head, and closed his eyes altogether,
- as if transported by his memories.
-
- Brother Ware smiled faintly in decorous response,
- and bowed in silence; but his wife resented the unctuous
- beaming of content on the other's wide countenance,
- and could not restrain her tongue.
-
- "You seem to bear up tolerably well under this heavy cross,
- as you call it," she said sharply.
-
- "The will o' the Lord, Sister Ware--the will o' the Lord!"
- he responded, disposed for the instant to put on his
- pompous manner with her, and then deciding to smile again
- as he moved off. The circumstance that he was to get
- an additional three hundred dollars yearly in his new
- place was not mentioned between them.
-
- By a mutual impulse the young couple, when they had at last
- gained the cool open air, crossed the street to the side
- where over-hanging trees shaded the infrequent lamps,
- and they might be comparatively alone. The wife had
- taken her husband's arm, and pressed closely upon it
- as they walked. For a time no word passed, but finally
- he said, in a grave voice,--
-
- "It is hard upon you, poor girl."
-
- Then she stopped short, buried her face against his shoulder,
- and fell to sobbing.
-
- He strove with gentle, whispered remonstrance to win
- her from this mood, and after a few moments she lifted
- her head and they resumed their walk, she wiping her eyes
- as they went.
-
- "I couldn't keep it in a minute longer!" she said,
- catching her breath between phrases. "Oh, WHY do they
- behave so badly to us, Theron?"
-
- He smiled down momentarily upon her as they moved along,
- and patted her hand.
-
- "Somebody must have the poor places, Alice," he said consolingly.
- "I am a young man yet, remember. We must take our turn,
- and be patient. For 'we know that all things work together for good.'"
-
- "And your sermon was so head-and-shoulders above all
- the others!" she went on breathlessly. "Everybody said so!
- And Mrs. Parshall heard it so DIRECT that you were to
- be sent here, and I know she told everybody how much I
- was lotting on it--I wish we could go right off tonight
- without going to her house--I shall be ashamed to look
- her in the face--and of course she knows we're poked
- off to that miserable Octavius.--Why, Theron, they tell
- me it's a worse place even than we've got now!"
-
- "Oh, not at all," he put in reassuringly. "It has
- grown to be a large town--oh, quite twice the size
- of Tyre. It's a great Irish place, I've heard.
- Our own church seems to be a good deal run down there.
- We must build it up again; and the salary is better--
- a little."
-
- But he too was depressed, and they walked on toward their
- temporary lodging in a silence full of mutual grief.
- It was not until they had come within sight of this goal
- that he prefaced by a little sigh of resignation these
- further words,--
-
- "Come--let us make the best of it, my girl! After all,
- we are in the hands of the Lord."
-
- "Oh, don't, Theron!" she said hastily. "Don't talk to me
- about the Lord tonight; I can't bear it!"
-
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-
- CHAPTER II
-
-
- "Theron! Come out here! This is the funniest thing we
- have heard yet!"
-
- Mrs. Ware stood on the platform of her new kitchen stoop.
- The bright flood of May-morning sunshine completely enveloped
- her girlish form, clad in a simple, fresh-starched calico gown,
- and shone in golden patches upon her light-brown hair.
- She had a smile on her face, as she looked down at the milk
- boy standing on the bottom step--a smile of a doubtful sort,
- stormily mirthful.
-
- "Come out a minute, Theron!" she called again;
- and in obedience to the summons the tall lank figure
- of her husband appeared in the open doorway behind her.
- A long loose, open dressing-gown dangled to his knees,
- and his sallow, clean-shaven, thoughtful face wore a morning
- undress expression of youthful good-nature. He leaned
- against the door-sill, crossed his large carpet slippers,
- and looked up into the sky, drawing a long satisfied breath.
-
- "What a beautiful morning!" he exclaimed. "The elms
- over there are full of robins. We must get up earlier
- these mornings, and take some walks."
-
- His wife indicated the boy with the milk-pail on his arm,
- by a wave of her hand.
-
- "Guess what he tells me!" she said. "It wasn't a mistake
- at all, our getting no milk yesterday or the Sunday before.
- It seems that that's the custom here, at least so far
- as the parsonage is concerned."
-
- "What's the matter, boy?" asked the young minister,
- drawling his words a little, and putting a sense of placid
- irony into them. "Don't the cows give milk on Sunday, then?"
-
- The boy was not going to be chaffed. "Oh, I'll bring you
- milk fast enough on Sundays, if you give me the word,"
- he said with nonchalance. "Only it won't last long."
-
- "How do you mean--'won't last long'?", asked Mrs. Ware, briskly.
-
- The boy liked her--both for herself, and for the doughnuts
- fried with her own hands, which she gave him on his
- morning round. He dropped his half-defiant tone.
-
- "The thing of it's this," he explained. "Every new
- minister starts in saying we can deliver to this house
- on Sundays, an' then gives us notice to stop before
- the month's out. It's the trustees that does it."
-
- The Rev. Theron Ware uncrossed his feet and moved out on
- to the stoop beside his wife. "What's that you say?"
- he interjected. "Don't THEY take milk on Sundays?"
-
- "Nope!" answered the boy.
-
- The young couple looked each other in the face
- for a puzzled moment, then broke into a laugh.
-
- "Well, we'll try it, anyway," said the preacher.
- "You can go on bringing it Sundays till--till--"
-
- "Till you cave in an' tell me to stop," put in the boy.
- "All right!" and he was off on the instant, the dipper
- jangling loud incredulity in his pail as he went.
-
- The Wares exchanged another glance as he disappeared
- round the corner of the house, and another mutual laugh
- seemed imminent. Then the wife's face clouded over,
- and she thrust her under-lip a trifle forward out of its
- place in the straight and gently firm profile.
-
- "It's just what Wendell Phillips said," she declared.
- "'The Puritan's idea of hell is a place where everybody has
- to mind his own business.'"
-
- The young minister stroked his chin thoughtfully, and let
- his gaze wander over the backyard in silence. The garden
- parts had not been spaded up, but lay, a useless stretch
- of muddy earth, broken only by last year's cabbage-stumps
- and the general litter of dead roots and vegetation.
- The door of the tenantless chicken-coop hung wide open.
- Before it was a great heap of ashes and cinders, soaked into
- grimy hardness by the recent spring rains, and nearer still
- an ancient chopping-block, round which were scattered old
- weather-beaten hardwood knots which had defied the axe,
- parts of broken barrels and packing-boxes, and a nameless
- debris of tin cans, clam-shells, and general rubbish.
- It was pleasanter to lift the eyes, and look across
- the neighbors' fences to the green, waving tops of the elms
- on the street beyond. How lofty and beautiful they were
- in the morning sunlight, and with what matchless charm
- came the song of the robins, freshly installed in their
- haunts among the new pale-green leaves! Above them,
- in the fresh, scented air, glowed the great blue dome,
- radiant with light and the purification of spring.
-
- Theron lifted his thin, long-fingered hand, and passed it
- in a slow arch of movement to comprehend this glorious
- upper picture.
-
- "What matter anyone's ideas of hell," he said, in soft,
- grave tones, "when we have that to look at, and listen to,
- and fill our lungs with? It seems to me that we never FEEL
- quite so sure of God's goodness at other times as we do
- in these wonderful new mornings of spring."
-
- The wife followed his gesture, and her eyes rested for
- a brief moment, with pleased interest, upon the trees
- and the sky. Then they reverted, with a harsher scrutiny,
- to the immediate foreground.
-
- "Those Van Sizers ought to be downright ashamed of themselves,"
- she said, "to leave everything in such a muss as this.
- You MUST see about getting a man to clean up the yard,
- Theron. It's no use your thinking of doing it yourself.
- In the first place, it wouldn't look quite the thing,
- and, second, you'd never get at it in all your born days.
- Or if a man would cost too much, we might get a boy.
- I daresay Harvey would come around, after he'd finished
- with his milk-route in the forenoon. We could give him
- his dinner, you know, and I'd bake him some cookies.
- He's got the greatest sweet-tooth you ever heard of.
- And then perhaps if we gave him a quarter, or say half a dollar,
- he'd be quite satisfied. I'll speak to him in the morning.
- We can save a dollar or so that way."
-
- "I suppose every little does help," commented Mr. Ware,
- with a doleful lack of conviction. Then his face brightened.
- "I tell you what let's do!" he exclaimed. "Get on your
- street dress, and we'll take a long walk, way out into
- the country. You've never seen the basin, where they
- float the log-rafts in, or the big sawmills. The hills
- beyond give you almost mountain effects, they are so steep;
- and they say there's a sulphur spring among the slate
- on the hill-side, somewhere, with trees all about it;
- and we could take some sandwiches with us--"
-
- "You forget," put in Mrs. Ware,--"those trustees are
- coming at eleven."
-
- "So they are!" assented the young minister, with something
- like a sigh. He cast another reluctant, lingering glance
- at the sunlit elm boughs, and, turning, went indoors.
-
- He loitered for an aimless minute in the kitchen,
- where his wife, her sleeves rolled to the elbow,
- now resumed the interrupted washing of the breakfast dishes--
- perhaps with vague visions of that ever-receding time
- to come when they might have a hired girl to do such work.
- Then he wandered off into the room beyond, which served
- them alike as living-room and study, and let his eye run
- along the two rows of books that constituted his library.
- He saw nothing which he wanted to read. Finally he did
- take down "Paley's Evidences," and seated himself in the
- big armchair--that costly and oversized anomaly among
- his humble house-hold gods; but the book lay unopened on
- his knee, and his eyelids half closed themselves in sign
- of revery.
-
- This was his third charge--this Octavius which they
- both knew they were going to dislike so much.
-
- The first had been in the pleasant dairy and hop country
- many miles to the south, on another watershed and among
- a different kind of people. Perhaps, in truth, the grinding
- labor, the poverty of ideas, the systematic selfishness
- of later rural experience, had not been lacking there;
- but they played no part in the memories which now he
- passed in tender review. He recalled instead the warm
- sunshine on the fertile expanse of fields; the sleek,
- well-fed herds of "milkers" coming lowing down the road
- under the maples; the prosperous and hospitable farmhouses,
- with their orchards in blossom and their spacious red barns;
- the bountiful boiled dinners which cheery housewives
- served up with their own skilled hands. Of course,
- he admitted to himself, it would not be the same if he
- were to go back there again. He was conscious of having
- moved along--was it, after all, an advance?--to a point
- where it was unpleasant to sit at table with the unfragrant
- hired man, and still worse to encounter the bucolic
- confusion between the functions of knives and forks.
- But in those happy days--young, zealous, himself farm-bred--
- these trifles had been invisible to him, and life there
- among those kindly husbandmen had seemed, by contrast
- with the gaunt surroundings and gloomy rule of the
- theological seminary, luxuriously abundant and free.
-
- It was there too that the crowning blessedness of
- his youth--nay, should he not say of all his days?--
- had come to him. There he had first seen Alice Hastings,--
- the bright-eyed, frank-faced, serenely self-reliant girl,
- who now, less than four years thereafter, could be heard
- washing the dishes out in the parsonage kitchen.
-
- How wonderful she had seemed to him then! How beautiful
- and all-beneficent the miracle still appeared!
- Though herself the daughter of a farmer, her presence
- on a visit within the borders of his remote country
- charge had seemed to make everything, there a hundred
- times more countrified than it had ever been before.
- She was fresh from the refinements of a town seminary:
- she read books; it was known that she could play upon
- the piano. Her clothes, her manners, her way of speaking,
- the readiness of her thoughts and sprightly tongue--
- not least, perhaps, the imposing current understanding
- as to her father's wealth--placed her on a glorified
- pinnacle far away from the girls of the neighborhood.
- These honest and good-hearted creatures indeed called
- ceaseless attention to her superiority by their deference
- and open-mouthed admiration, and treated it as the most
- natural thing in the world that their young minister should be
- visibly "taken" with her.
-
- Theron Ware, in truth, left this first pastorate of his
- the following spring, in a transfiguring halo of romance.
- His new appointment was to Tyre--a somewhat distant
- village of traditional local pride and substance--and he
- was to be married only a day or so before entering upon
- his pastoral duties there. The good people among whom he
- had begun his ministry took kindly credit to themselves
- that he had met his bride while she was "visiting round"
- their countryside. In part by jocose inquiries addressed
- to the expectant groom, in part by the confidences of the
- postmaster at the corners concerning the bulk and frequency
- of the correspondence passing between Theron and the now
- remote Alice--they had followed the progress of the courtship
- through the autumn and winter with friendly zest.
- When he returned from the Conference, to say good-bye
- and confess the happiness that awaited him, they gave
- him a "donation"--quite as if he were a married pastor
- with a home of his own, instead of a shy young bachelor,
- who received his guests and their contributions in the
- house where he boarded.
-
- He went away with tears of mingled regret and proud joy
- in his eyes, thinking a good deal upon their predictions
- of a distinguished career before him, feeling infinitely
- strengthened and upborne by the hearty fervor of their
- God-speed, and taking with him nearly two wagon-loads
- of vegetables, apples, canned preserves, assorted furniture,
- glass dishes, cheeses, pieced bedquilts, honey, feathers,
- and kitchen utensils.
-
- Of the three years' term in Tyre, it was pleasantest
- to dwell upon the beginning.
-
- The young couple--after being married out at Alice's home
- in an adjoining county, under the depressing conditions
- of a hopelessly bedridden mother, and a father and brothers
- whose perceptions were obviously closed to the advantages
- of a matrimonial connection with Methodism--came straight to
- the house which their new congregation rented as a parsonage.
- The impulse of reaction from the rather grim cheerlessness
- of their wedding lent fresh gayety to their lighthearted,
- whimsical start at housekeeping. They had never laughed
- so much in all their lives as they did now in these
- first months--over their weird ignorance of domestic details;
- with its mishaps, mistakes, and entertaining discoveries;
- over the comical super-abundances and shortcomings
- of their "donation" outfit; over the thousand and one
- quaint experiences of their novel relation to each other,
- to the congregation, and to the world of Tyre at large.
-
- Theron, indeed, might be said never to have laughed before.
- Up to that time no friendly student of his character,
- cataloguing his admirable qualities, would have thought
- of including among them a sense of humor, much less a bent
- toward levity. Neither his early strenuous battle to get
- away from the farm and achieve such education as should
- serve to open to him the gates of professional life,
- nor the later wave of religious enthusiasm which caught
- him up as he stood on the border-land of manhood,
- and swept him off into a veritable new world of views
- and aspirations, had been a likely school of merriment.
- People had prized him for his innocent candor and
- guileless mind, for his good heart, his pious zeal,
- his modesty about gifts notably above the average,
- but it had occurred to none to suspect in him a latent
- funny side.
-
- But who could be solemn where Alice was?--Alice in a
- quandary over the complications of her cooking stove;
- Alice boiling her potatoes all day, and her eggs for half
- an hour; Alice ordering twenty pounds of steak and half
- a pound of sugar, and striving to extract a breakfast
- beverage from the unground coffee-bean? Clearly not
- so tenderly fond and sympathetic a husband as Theron.
- He began by laughing because she laughed, and grew
- by swift stages to comprehend, then frankly to share,
- her amusement. From this it seemed only a step to the
- development of a humor of his own, doubling, as it were,
- their sportive resources. He found himself discovering
- a new droll aspect in men and things; his phraseology took
- on a dryly playful form, fittingly to present conceits
- which danced up, unabashed, quite into the presence
- of lofty and majestic truths. He got from this nothing
- but satisfaction; it obviously involved increased claims
- to popularity among his parishioners, and consequently
- magnified powers of usefulness, and it made life so much more
- a joy and a thing to be thankful for. Often, in the midst
- of the exchange of merry quip and whimsical suggestion,
- bright blossoms on that tree of strength and knowledge
- which he felt expanding now with a mighty outward pushing
- in all directions, he would lapse into deep gravity,
- and ponder with a swelling heart the vast unspeakable marvel
- of his blessedness, in being thus enriched and humanized
- by daily communion with the most worshipful of womankind.
-
- This happy and good young couple took the affections of
- Tyre by storm. The Methodist Church there had at no time
- held its head very high among the denominations, and for
- some years back had been in a deplorably sinking state,
- owing first to the secession of the Free Methodists
- and then to the incumbency of a pastor who scandalized
- the community by marrying a black man to a white woman.
- But the Wares changed all this. Within a month the report
- of Theron's charm and force in the pulpit was crowding
- the church building to its utmost capacity--and that,
- too, with some of Tyre's best people. Equally winning
- was the atmosphere of jollity and juvenile high spirits
- which pervaded the parsonage under these new conditions,
- and which Theron and Alice seemed to diffuse wherever
- they went.
-
- Thus swimmingly their first year sped, amid universal acclaim.
- Mrs. Ware had a recognized social place, quite outside
- the restricted limits of Methodism, and shone in it with
- an unflagging brilliancy altogether beyond the traditions
- of Tyre. Delightful as she was in other people's houses,
- she was still more naively fascinating in her own quaint
- and somewhat harum-scarum domicile; and the drab,
- two-storied, tin-roofed little parsonage might well have
- rattled its clapboards to see if it was not in dreamland--
- so gay was the company, so light were the hearts,
- which it sheltered in these new days. As for Theron,
- the period was one of incredible fructification and output.
- He scarcely recognized for his own the mind which now was
- reaching out on all sides with the arms of an octopus,
- exploring unsuspected mines of thought, bringing in
- rich treasures of deduction, assimilating, building,
- propounding as if by some force quite independent of him.
- He could not look without blinking timidity at the radiance
- of the path stretched out before him, leading upward
- to dazzling heights of greatness.
-
- At the end of this first year the Wares suddenly discovered
- that they were eight hundred dollars in debt.
-
- The second year was spent in arriving, by slow stages and
- with a cruel wealth of pathetic detail, at a realization
- of what being eight hundred dollars in debt meant.
-
- It was not in their elastic and buoyant natures to grasp
- the full significance of the thing at once, or easily.
- Their position in the social structure, too, was all
- against clear-sightedness in material matters.
- A general, for example, uniformed and in the saddle,
- advancing through the streets with his staff in the proud
- wake of his division's massed walls of bayonets, cannot be
- imagined as quailing at the glance thrown at him by his
- tailor on the sidewalk. Similarly, a man invested with
- sacerdotal authority, who baptizes, marries, and buries,
- who delivers judgments from the pulpit which may not be
- questioned in his hearing, and who receives from all his
- fellow-men a special deference of manner and speech,
- is in the nature of things prone to see the grocer's
- book and the butcher's bill through the little end
- of the telescope.
-
- The Wares at the outset had thought it right to trade
- as exclusively as possible with members of their own
- church society. This loyalty became a principal element
- of martyrdom. Theron had his creditors seated in serried
- rows before him, Sunday after Sunday. Alice had her
- critics consolidated among those whom it was her chief duty
- to visit and profess friendship for. These situations
- now began, by regular gradations, to unfold their terrors.
- At the first intimation of discontent, the Wares made
- what seemed to them a sweeping reduction in expenditure.
- When they heard that Brother Potter had spoken of them
- as "poor pay," they dismissed their hired girl.
- A little later, Theron brought himself to drop a laboriously
- casual suggestion as to a possible increase of salary,
- and saw with sinking spirits the faces of the stewards
- freeze with dumb disapprobation. Then Alice paid a visit
- to her parents, only to find her brothers doggedly
- hostile to the notion of her being helped, and her father
- so much under their influence that the paltry sum he
- dared offer barely covered the expenses of her journey.
- With another turn of the screw, they sold the piano she
- had brought with her from home, and cut themselves down
- to the bare necessities of life, neither receiving company
- nor going out. They never laughed now, and even smiles
- grew rare.
-
- By this time Theron's sermons, preached under that stony
- glare of people to whom he owed money, had degenerated
- to a pitiful level of commonplace. As a consequence,
- the attendance became once more confined to the insufficient
- membership of the church, and the trustees complained
- of grievously diminished receipts. When the Wares,
- grown desperate, ventured upon the experiment of trading
- outside the bounds of the congregation, the trustees
- complained again, this time peremptorily.
-
- Thus the second year dragged itself miserably to an end.
- Nor was relief possible, because the Presiding Elder knew
- something of the circumstances, and felt it his duty
- to send Theron back for a third year, to pay his debts,
- and drain the cup of disciplinary medicine to its dregs.
-
- The worst has been told. Beginning in utter blackness,
- this third year, in the second month, brought a change as welcome
- as it was unlooked for. An elderly and important citizen
- of Tyre, by name Abram Beekman, whom Theron knew slightly,
- and had on occasions seen sitting in one of the back
- pews near the door, called one morning at the parsonage,
- and electrified its inhabitants by expressing a desire
- to wipe off all their old scores for them, and give them
- a fresh start in life. As he put the suggestion, they could
- find no excuse for rejecting it. He had watched them,
- and heard a good deal about them, and took a fatherly sort
- of interest in them. He did not deprecate their regarding
- the aid he proffered them in the nature of a loan,
- but they were to make themselves perfectly easy about it,
- and never return it at all unless they could spare it
- sometime with entire convenience, and felt that they wanted
- to do so. As this amazing windfall finally took shape,
- it enabled the Wares to live respectably through the year,
- and to leave Tyre with something over one hundred dollars
- in hand.
-
- It enabled them, too, to revive in a chastened form their
- old dream of ultimate success and distinction for Theron.
- He had demonstrated clearly enough to himself, during that
- brief season of unrestrained effulgence, that he had within
- him the making of a great pulpit orator. He set to work now,
- with resolute purpose, to puzzle out and master all the
- principles which underlie this art, and all the tricks
- that adorn its superstructure. He studied it, fastened his
- thoughts upon it, talked daily with Alice about it.
- In the pulpit, addressing those people who had so darkened
- his life and crushed the first happiness out of his home,
- he withheld himself from any oratorical display which
- could afford them gratification. He put aside, as well;
- the thought of attracting once more the non-Methodists
- of Tyre, whose early enthusiasm had spread such pitfalls
- for his unwary feet. He practised effects now by piecemeal,
- with an alert ear, and calculation in every tone.
- An ambition, at once embittered and tearfully solicitous,
- possessed him.
-
- He reflected now, this morning, with a certain incredulous
- interest, upon that unworthy epoch in his life history,
- which seemed so far behind him, and yet had come to a close
- only a few weeks ago. The opportunity had been given him,
- there at the Tecumseh Conference, to reveal his quality.
- He had risen to its full limit of possibilities,
- and preached a great sermon in a manner which he at least
- knew was unapproachable. He had made his most powerful
- bid for the prize place, had trebly deserved success--
- and had been banished instead to Octavius!
-
- The curious thing was that he did not resent his failure.
- Alice had taken it hard, but he himself was conscious of a
- sense of spiritual gain. The influence of the Conference,
- with its songs and seasons of prayer and high pressure
- of emotional excitement, was still strong upon him.
- It seemed years and years since the religious side of him
- had been so stirred into motion. He felt, as he lay
- back in the chair, and folded his hands over the book
- on his knee, that he had indeed come forth from the fire
- purified and strengthened. The ministry to souls diseased
- beckoned him with a new and urgent significance. He smiled
- to remember that Mr. Beekman, speaking in his shrewd and
- pointed way, had asked him whether, looking it all over,
- he didn't think it would be better for him to study law,
- with a view to sliding out of the ministry when a good
- chance offered. It amazed him now to recall that he had
- taken this hint seriously, and even gone to the length
- of finding out what books law-students began upon.
-
- Thank God! all that was past and gone now. The Call sounded,
- resonant and imperative, in his ears, and there was no
- impulse of his heart, no fibre of his being, which did
- not stir in devout response. He closed his eyes, to be
- the more wholly alone with the Spirit, that moved him.
-
- The jangling of a bell in the hallway broke sharply upon
- his meditations, and on the instant his wife thrust
- in her head from the kitchen.
-
- "You'll have to go to the door, Theron!" she warned him,
- in a loud, swift whisper. "I'm not fit to be seen.
- It is the trustees."
-
- "All right," he said, and rose slowly from sprawling
- recumbency to his feet. "I'll go."
-
- "And don't forget," she added strenuously; "I believe
- in Levi Gorringe! I've seen him go past here with his rod
- and fish-basket twice in eight days, and that's a good sign.
- He's got a soft side somewhere. And just keep a stiff
- upper lip about the gas, and don't you let them jew you
- down a solitary cent on that sidewalk."
-
- "All right," said Theron, again, and moved reluctantly
- toward the hall door.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-
- When the three trustees had been shown in by the Rev. Mr. Ware,
- and had taken seats, an awkward little pause ensued.
- The young minister looked doubtingly from one face
- to another, the while they glanced with inquiring interest
- about the room, noting the pictures and appraising
- the furniture in their minds.
-
- The obvious leader of the party, Loren Pierce, a rich
- quarryman, was an old man of medium size and mean attire,
- with a square, beardless face as hard and impassive
- in expression as one of his blocks of limestone.
- The irregular, thin-lipped mouth, slightly sunken,
- and shut with vice-like firmness, the short snub nose,
- and the little eyes squinting from half-closed lids
- beneath slightly marked brows, seemed scarcely to attain
- to the dignity of features, but evaded attention instead,
- as if feeling that they were only there at all from
- plain necessity, and ought not to be taken into account.
- Mr. Pierce's face did not know how to smile--what was the use
- of smiles?--but its whole surface radiated secretiveness.
- Portrayed on canvas by a master brush, with a ruff
- or a red robe for masquerade, generations of imaginative
- amateurs would have seen in it vast reaching plots,
- the skeletons of a dozen dynastic cupboards, the guarded
- mysteries of half a century's international diplomacy.
- The amateurs would have been wrong again. There was
- nothing behind Mr. Pierce's juiceless countenance more
- weighty than a general determination to exact seven per
- cent for his money, and some specific notions about
- capturing certain brickyards which were interfering with
- his quarry-sales. But Octavius watched him shamble along
- its sidewalks quite as the Vienna of dead and forgotten
- yesterday might have watched Metternich.
-
- Erastus Winch was of a breezier sort--a florid, stout,
- and sandy man, who spent most of his life driving over
- evil country roads in a buggy, securing orders for dairy
- furniture and certain allied lines of farm utensils.
- This practice had given him a loud voice and a deceptively
- hearty manner, to which the other avocation of cheese-buyer,
- which he pursued at the Board of Trade meetings every
- Monday afternoon, had added a considerable command of
- persuasive yet non-committal language. To look at him,
- still more to hear him, one would have sworn he was a
- good fellow, a trifle rough and noisy, perhaps, but all
- right at bottom. But the County Clerk of Dearborn County
- could have told you of agriculturists who knew Erastus
- from long and unhappy experience, and who held him to be
- even a tighter man than Loren Pierce in the matter of a mortgage.
-
- The third trustee, Levi Gorringe, set one wondering at the
- very first glance what on earth he was doing in that company.
- Those who had known him longest had the least notion;
- but it may be added that no one knew him well.
- He was a lawyer, and had lived in Octavius for upwards
- of ten years; that is to say, since early manhood.
- He had an office on the main street, just under the
- principal photograph gallery. Doubtless he was sometimes
- in this office; but his fellow-townsmen saw him more often
- in the street doorway, with the stairs behind him, and the
- flaring show-cases of the photographer on either side,
- standing with his hands in his pockets and an unlighted
- cigar in his mouth, looking at nothing in particular.
- About every other day he went off after breakfast
- into the country roundabout, sometimes with a rod,
- sometimes with a gun, but always alone. He was a bachelor,
- and slept in a room at the back of his office, cooking some
- of his meals himself, getting others at a restaurant
- close by. Though he had little visible practice,
- he was understood to be well-to-do and even more,
- and people tacitly inferred that he "shaved notes."
- The Methodists of Octavius looked upon him as a queer fish,
- and through nearly a dozen years had never quite outgrown
- their hebdomadal tendency to surprise at seeing him enter
- their church. He had never, it is true, professed religion,
- but they had elected him as a trustee now for a number
- of terms, all the same--partly because he was their
- only lawyer, partly because he, like both his colleagues,
- held a mortgage on the church edifice and lot.
- In person, Mr. Gorringe was a slender man, with a skin
- of a clear, uniform citron tint, black waving hair,
- and dark gray eyes, and a thin, high-featured face.
- He wore a mustache and pointed chin-tuft; and, though he
- was of New England parentage and had never been further
- south than Ocean Grove, he presented a general effect
- of old Mississippian traditions and tastes startlingly at
- variance with the standards of Dearborn County Methodism.
- Nothing could convince some of the elder sisters that he was
- not a drinking man.
-
- The three visitors had completed their survey of the room now;
- and Loren Pierce emitted a dry, harsh little cough, as a
- signal that business was about to begin. At this sound,
- Winch drew up his feet, and Gorringe untied a parcel
- of account-books and papers that he held on his knee.
- Theron felt that his countenance must be exhibiting to the
- assembled brethren an unfortunate sense of helplessness
- in their hands. He tried to look more resolute,
- and forced his lips into a smile.
-
- "Brother Gorringe allus acts as Seckertary,"
- said Erastus Winch, beaming broadly upon the minister,
- as if the mere mention of the fact promoted jollity.
- "That's it, Brother Gorringe,--take your seat at Brother
- Ware's desk. Mind the Dominie's pen don't play tricks
- on you, an' start off writin' out sermons instid of figgers."
- The humorist turned to Theron as the lawyer walked over
- to the desk at the window. "I allus have to caution him
- about that," he remarked with great joviality. "An' do YOU
- look out afterwards, Brother Ware, or else you'll catch
- that pen o' yours scribblin' lawyer's lingo in place o'
- the Word."
-
- Theron felt bound to exhibit a grin in acknowledgment
- of this pleasantry. The lawyer's change of position had
- involved some shifting of the others' chairs, and the young
- minister found himself directly confronted by Brother
- Pierce's hard and colorless old visage. Its little eyes
- were watching him, as through a mask, and under their
- influence the smile of politeness fled from his lips.
- The lawyer on his right, the cheese-buyer to the left,
- seemed to recede into distance as he for the moment returned
- the gaze of the quarryman. He waited now for him to speak,
- as if the others were of no importance.
-
- "We are a plain sort o' folks up in these parts,"
- said Brother Pierce, after a slight further pause.
- His voice was as dry and rasping as his cough, and its
- intonations were those of authority. "We walk here,"
- he went on, eying the minister with a sour regard,
- "in a meek an' humble spirit, in the straight an'
- narrow way which leadeth unto life. We ain't gone traipsin'
- after strange gods, like some people that call themselves
- Methodists in other places. We stick by the Discipline an'
- the ways of our fathers in Israel. No new-fangled notions
- can go down here. Your wife'd better take them flowers
- out of her bunnit afore next Sunday."
-
- Silence possessed the room for a few moments,
- the while Theron, pale-faced and with brows knit,
- studied the pattern of the ingrain carpet. Then he lifted
- his head, and nodded it in assent. "Yes," he said;
- "we will do nothing by which our 'brother stumbleth,
- or is offended, or is made weak.'"
-
- Brother Pierce's parchment face showed no sign of surprise
- or pleasure at this easy submission. "Another thing:
- We don't want no book-learnin' or dictionary words in
- our pulpit," he went on coldly. "Some folks may stomach
- 'em; we won't. Them two sermons o' yours, p'r'aps they'd
- do down in some city place; but they're like your wife's
- bunnit here, they're too flowery to suit us. What we
- want to hear is the plain, old-fashioned Word of God,
- without any palaver or 'hems and ha's." They tell me
- there's some parts where hell's treated as played-out--
- where our ministers don't like to talk much about it
- because people don't want to hear about it. Such preachers
- ought to be put out. They ain't Methodists at all.
- What we want here, sir, is straight-out, flat-footed hell--
- the burnin' lake o' fire an' brim-stone. Pour it into
- 'em, hot an' strong. We can't have too much of it.
- Work in them awful deathbeds of Voltaire an' Tom Paine,
- with the Devil right there in the room, reachin' for 'em, an'
- they yellin' for fright; that's what fills the anxious seat an'
- brings in souls hand over fist."
-
- Theron's tongue dallied for an instant with the temptation
- to comment upon these old-wife fables, which were so dear
- to the rural religious heart when he and I were boys.
- But it seemed wiser to only nod again, and let his mentor
- go on.
-
- "We ain't had no trouble with the Free Methodists here,"
- continued Brother Pierce, "jest because we kept to the
- old paths, an' seek for salvation in the good old way.
- Everybody can shout "Amen!" as loud and as long as
- the Spirit moves him, with us. Some one was sayin'
- you thought we ought to have a choir and an organ.
- No, sirree! No such tom-foolery for us! You'll only stir
- up feelin' agin yourself by hintin' at such things.
- And then, too, our folks don't take no stock in all
- that pack o' nonsense about science, such as tellin'
- the age of the earth by crackin' up stones. I've b'en
- in the quarry line all my life, an' I know it's all humbug!
- Why, they say some folks are goin' round now preachin'
- that our grandfathers were all monkeys. That comes
- from departin' from the ways of our forefathers, an puttin'
- in organs an' choirs, an' deckin' our women-folks out
- with gewgaws, an' apin' the fashions of the worldly.
- I shouldn't wonder if them kind did have some monkey blood
- in 'em. You'll find we're a different sort here."
-
- The young minister preserved silence for a little, until it
- became apparent that the old trustee had had his say out.
- Even then he raised his head slowly, and at last made
- answer in a hesitating and irresolute way
-
- "You have been very frank," he said. "I am obliged to you.
- A clergyman coming to a new charge cannot be better served
- than by having laid before him a clear statement of the
- views and--and spiritual tendencies--of his new flock,
- quite at the outset. I feel it to be of especial value
- in this case, because I am young in years and in my ministry,
- and am conscious of a great weakness of the flesh.
- I can see how daily contact with a people so attached
- to the old, simple, primitive Methodism of Wesley
- and Asbury may be a source of much strength to me.
- I may take it," he added upon second thought, with an
- inquiring glance at Mr. Winch, "that Brother Pierce's
- description of our charge, and its tastes and needs,
- meets with your approval?"
-
- Erastus Winch nodded his head and smiled expansively.
- "Whatever Brother Pierce says, goes!" he declared.
- The lawyer, sitting behind at the desk by the window,
- said nothing.
-
- "The place is jest overrun with Irish," Brother Pierce
- began again. "They've got two Catholic churches here
- now to our one, and they do jest as they blamed please
- at the Charter elections. It'd be a good idee to pitch
- into Catholics in general whenever you can. You could
- make a hit that way. I say the State ought to make 'em
- pay taxes on their church property. They've no right
- to be exempted, because they ain't Christians at all.
- They're idolaters, that's what they are! I know 'em!
- I've had 'em in my quarries for years, an' they ain't got
- no idee of decency or fair dealin'. Every time the price
- of stone went up, every man of 'em would jine to screw
- more wages out o' me. Why, they used to keep account o'
- the amount o' business I done, an' figger up my profits, an'
- have the face to come an' talk to me about 'em, as if
- that had anything to do with wages. It's my belief their
- priests put 'em up to it. People don't begin to reelize--
- that church of idolatry 'll be the ruin o' this country,
- if it ain't checked in time. Jest you go at 'em hammer
- 'n' tongs! I've got Eyetalians in the quarries now.
- They're sensible fellows: they know when they're well off--
- a dollar a day, an' they're satisfied, an' everything goes
- smooth."
-
- "But they're Catholics, the same as the Irish," suddenly
- interjected the lawyer, from his place by the window.
- Theron pricked up his ears at the sound of his voice.
- There was an anti-Pierce note in it, so to speak, which it
- did him good to hear. The consciousness of sympathy
- began on the instant to inspire him with courage.
-
- "I know some people SAY they are," Brother Pierce
- guardedly retorted "but I've summered an' wintered both
- kinds, an' I hold to it they're different. I grant ye,
- the Eyetalians ARE some given to jabbin' knives into
- each other, but they never git up strikes, an' they don't
- grumble about wages. Why, look at the way they live--
- jest some weeds an' yarbs dug up on the roadside, an'
- stewed in a kettle with a piece o' fat the size o'
- your finger, an' a loaf o' bread, an' they're happy as a king.
- There's some sense in THAT; but the Irish, they've got
- to have meat an' potatoes an' butter jest as if--as if--"
-
- "As if they'd b'en used to 'em at home," put in Mr. Winch,
- to help his colleague out.
-
- The lawyer ostentatiously drew up his chair to the desk,
- and began turning over the leaves of his biggest book.
- "It's getting on toward noon, gentlemen," he said, in an
- impatient voice.
-
- The business meeting which followed was for a considerable
- time confined to hearing extracts from the books and papers
- read in a swift and formal fashion by Mr. Gorringe.
- If this was intended to inform the new pastor of the exact
- financial situation in Octavius, it lamentably failed
- of its purpose. Theron had little knowledge of figures;
- and though he tried hard to listen, and to assume an air
- of comprehension, he did not understand much of what he heard.
- In a general way he gathered that the church property was
- put down at $12,000, on which there was a debt of $4,800.
- The annual expenses were $2,250, of which the principal
- items were $800 for his salary, $170 for the rent
- of the parsonage, and $319 for interest on the debt.
- It seemed that last year the receipts had fallen just under
- $2,000, and they now confronted the necessity of making
- good this deficit during the coming year, as well as
- increasing the regular revenues. Without much discussion,
- it was agreed that they should endeavor to secure the
- services of a celebrated "debt-raiser," early in the autumn,
- and utilize him in the closing days of a revival.
-
- Theron knew this "debt-raiser," and had seen him at work--
- a burly, bustling, vulgar man who took possession
- of the pulpit as if it were an auctioneer's block,
- and pursued the task of exciting liberality in the bosoms
- of the congregation by alternating prayer, anecdote, song,
- and cheap buffoonery in a manner truly sickening.
- Would it not be preferable, he feebly suggested,
- to raise the money by a festival, or fair, or some
- other form of entertainment which the ladies could manage?
-
- Brother Pierce shook his head with contemptuous emphasis.
- "Our women-folks ain't that kind," he said. "They did try
- to hold a sociable once, but nobody came, and we didn't
- raise more 'n three or four dollars. It ain't their line.
- They lack the worldly arts. As the Discipline commands,
- they avoid the evil of putting on gold and costly apparel,
- and taking such diversions as cannot be used in the name of
- the Lord Jesus."
-
- "Well--of course--if you prefer the 'debt-raiser'--"
- Theron began, and took the itemized account from Gorringe's
- knee as an excuse for not finishing the hateful sentence.
-
- He looked down the foolscap sheet, line by line,
- with no special sense of what it signified, until his
- eye caught upon this little section of the report,
- bracketed by itself in the Secretary's neat hand:
-
- INTEREST CHARGE.
-
- First mortgage (1873) .. $1,000 ... (E. Winch) @7.. $ 70
- Second mortgage (1776).. 1,700 ... (L. Gorringe) @6.. 102
- Third mortgage (1878)... 2,100 ... (L. Pierce) @7.. 147
- ------- -----
- $4,800 $319
-
- It was no news to him that the three mortgages on
- the church property were held by the three trustees.
- But as he looked once more, another feature of the thing
- struck him as curious.
-
- "I notice that the rates of interest vary," he remarked
- without thinking, and then wished the words unsaid,
- for the two trustees in view moved uneasily on their seats.
-
- "Oh, that's nothing," exclaimed Erastus Winch, with a
- boisterous display of jollity. "It's only Brother
- Gorringe's pleasant little way of making a contribution
- to our funds. You will notice that, at the date
- of all these mortgages, the State rate of interest was
- seven per cent. Since then it's b'en lowered to six.
- Well, when that happened, you see, Brother Gorringe,
- not being a professin' member, and so not bound by our rules,
- he could just as well as not let his interest down a cent.
- But Brother Pierce an' me, we talked it over, an' we made
- up our minds we were tied hand an' foot by our contract.
- You know how strong the Discipline lays it down that
- we must be bound to the letter of our agreements.
- That bein' so, we seen it in the light of duty not to change
- what we'd set our hands to. That's how it is, Brother Ware."
-
- "I understand," said Theron, with an effort at polite
- calmness of tone. "And--is there anything else?"
-
- "There's this," broke in Brother Pierce: "we're commanded
- to be law-abiding people, an' seven per cent WAS the law an'
- would be now if them ragamuffins in the Legislation--"
-
- "Surely we needn't go further into that," interrupted
- the minister, conscious of a growing stiffness
- in his moral spine. "Have we any other business before us?"
-
- Brother Pierce's little eyes snapped, and the wrinkles
- in his forehead deepened angrily. "Business?" he demanded.
- "Yes, plenty of it. We've got to reduce expenses.
- We're nigh onto $300 behind-hand this minute. Besides your
- house-rent, you get $800 free an' clear--that is $15.38
- every week, an' only you an' your wife to keep out of it.
- Why, when I was your age, young man, and after that too,
- I was glad to get $4 a week."
-
- "I don't think my salary is under discussion, Mr. Pierce--"
-
- "BROTHER Pierce!" suggested Winch, in a half-shuckling undertone.
-
- "Brother Pierce, then!" echoed Theron, impatiently.
- "The Quarterly Conference and the Estimating Committee
- deal with that. The trustees have no more to do with it
- than the man in the moon."
-
- "Come, come, Brother Ware," put in Erastus Winch,
- "we mustn't have no hard feelin's. Brotherly love is
- what we're all lookin' after. Brother Pierce's meanin'
- wasn't agin your drawin' your full salary, every cent
- of it, only--only there are certain little things connected
- with the parsonage here that we feel you ought to bear.
- F'r instance, there's the new sidewalk we had to lay
- in front of the house here only a month ago. Of course,
- if the treasury was flush we wouldn't say a word about it.
- An' then there's the gas bill here. Seein' as you get
- your rent for nothin', it don't seem much to ask that you
- should see to lightin' the place yourself."
-
- "No, I don't think that either is a proper charge upon me,"
- interposed Theron. "I decline to pay them."
-
- "We can have the gas shut off," remarked Brother Pierce, coldly.
-
- "As soon as you like," responded the minister, sitting erect
- and tapping the carpet nervously with his foot. Only you
- must understand that I will take the whole matter to the
- Quarterly Conference in July. I already see a good many
- other interesting questions about the financial management
- of this church which might be appropriately discussed there."
-
- "Oh, come, Brother Ware!" broke in Trustee Winch, with a
- somewhat agitated assumption of good-feeling. "Surely
- these are matters we ought to settle amongst ourselves.
- We never yet asked outsiders to meddle with our business here.
- It's our motto, Brother Ware. I say, if you've got a motto,
- stand by it."
-
- "Well, my motto," said Theron, "is to be behaved decently
- to by those with whom I have to deal; and I also propose
- to stand by it."
-
- Brother Pierce rose gingerly to his feet, with the
- hesitation of an old man not sure about his knees.
- When he had straightened himself, he put on his hat,
- and eyed the minister sternly from beneath its brim.
-
- "The Lord gives us crosses grievous to our natur',"
- he said, "an' we're told to bear 'em cheerfully as long
- as they're on our backs; but there ain't nothin' said agin
- our unloadin' 'em in the ditch the minute we git the chance.
- I guess you won't last here more 'n a twelvemonth."
-
- He pulled his soft and discolored old hat down over his
- brows with a significantly hostile nod, and, turning,
- stumped toward the hall-door without offering to shake hands.
-
- The other trustees had risen likewise, in tacit recognition
- that the meeting was over. Winch clasped the minister's
- hand in his own broad, hard palm, and squeezed it in an
- exuberant grip. "Don't mind his little ways, Brother Ware,"
- he urged in a loud, unctuous whisper, with a grinning
- backward nod: "he's a trifle skittish sometimes when you
- don't give him free rein; but he's all wool an' a yard
- wide when it comes to right-down hard-pan religion.
- My love to Sister Ware;" and he followed the senior
- trustee into the hall.
-
- Mr. Gorringe had been tying up his books and papers.
- He came now with the bulky parcel under his arm, and his hat
- and stick in the other hand. He could give little but his
- thumb to Theron to shake. His face wore a grave expression,
- and not a line relaxed as, catching the minister's look,
- he slowly covered his left eye in a deliberate wink.
-
-
-
- "Well?--and how did it go off?" asked Alice, from where
- she knelt by the oven door, a few minutes later.
-
- For answer, Theron threw himself wearily into the big
- old farm rocking-chair on the other side of the stove,
- and shook his head with a lengthened sigh.
-
- "If it wasn't for that man Gorringe of yours,"
- he said dejectedly, "I think I should feel like going off--
- and learning a trade."
-
-
-
- Chapter IV
-
-
- On the following Sunday, young Mrs. Ware sat alone in the
- preacher's pew through the morning service, and everybody
- noted that the roses had been taken from her bonnet.
- In the evening she was absent, and after the doxology
- and benediction several people, under the pretence of
- solicitude for her health, tried to pump her husband as to
- the reason. He answered their inquiries civilly enough,
- but with brevity: she had stayed at home because she
- did not feel like coming out--this and nothing more.
-
- The congregation dispersed under a gossip-laden cloud
- of consciousness that there must be something queer
- about Sister Ware. There was a tolerably general
- agreement, however, that the two sermons of the day
- had been excellent. Not even Loren Pierce's railing
- commentary on the pastor's introduction of an outlandish
- word like "epitome"--clearly forbidden by the Discipline's
- injunction to plain language understood of the people--
- availed to sap the satisfaction of the majority.
-
- Theron himself comprehended that he had pleased the bulk
- of his auditors; the knowledge left him curiously hot
- and cold. On the one hand, there was joy in the apparent
- prospect that the congregation would back him up in a
- stand against the trustees, if worst came to worst.
- But, on the other hand, the bonnet episode entered his soul.
- It had been a source of bitter humiliation to him to see
- his wife sitting there beneath the pulpit, shorn by despotic
- order of the adornments natural to her pretty head.
- But he had even greater pain in contemplating the effect
- it had produced on Alice herself. She had said not
- a word on the subject, but her every glance and gesture
- seemed to him eloquent of deep feeling about it.
- He made sure that she blamed him for having defended
- his own gas and sidewalk rights with successful vigor,
- but permitted the sacrifice of her poor little inoffensive
- roses without a protest. In this view of the matter,
- indeed, he blamed himself. Was it too late to make the
- error good? He ventured a hint on this Sunday evening,
- when he returned to the parsonage and found her reading
- an old weekly newspaper by the light of the kitchen lamp,
- to the effect that he fancied there would be no great
- danger in putting those roses back into her bonnet.
- Without lifting her eyes from the paper, she answered
- that she had no earthly desire to wear roses in her bonnet,
- and went on with her reading.
-
- At breakfast the next morning Theron found himself
- in command of an unusual fund of humorous good spirits,
- and was at pains to make the most of it, passing whimsical
- comments on subjects which the opening day suggested,
- recalling quaint and comical memories of the past,
- and striving his best to force Alice into a laugh.
- Formerly her merry temper had always ignited at the merest
- spark of gayety. Now she gave his jokes only a dutiful
- half-smile, and uttered scarcely a word in response
- to his running fire of talk. When the meal was finished,
- she went silently to work to clear away the dishes.
-
- Theron turned over in his mind the project of offering
- to help her, as he had done so often in those dear
- old days when they laughingly began life together.
- Something decided this project in the negative for him,
- and after lingering moments he put on his hat and went out
- for a walk.
-
- Not even the most doleful and trying hour of his bitter
- experience in Tyre had depressed him like this.
- Looking back upon these past troubles, he persuaded himself
- that he had borne them all with a light and cheerful heart,
- simply because Alice had been one with him in every
- thought and emotion. How perfect, how ideally complete,
- their sympathy had always been! With what absolute
- unity of mind and soul they had trod that difficult
- path together! And now--henceforth--was it to be different?
- The mere suggestion of such a thing chilled his veins.
- He said aloud to himself as he walked that life would
- be an intolerable curse if Alice were to cease sharing it
- with him in every conceivable phase.
-
- He had made his way out of town, and tramped along the
- country hill-road for a considerable distance, before a
- merciful light began to lessen the shadows in the picture
- of gloom with which his mind tortured itself. All at once
- he stopped short, lifted his head, and looked about him.
- The broad valley lay warm and tranquil in the May sunshine
- at his feet. In the thicket up the side-hill above him
- a gray squirrel was chattering shrilly, and the birds sang
- in a tireless choral confusion. Theron smiled, and drew
- a long breath. The gay clamor of the woodland songsters,
- the placid radiance of the landscape, were suddenly
- taken in and made a part of his new mood. He listened,
- smiled once more, and then started in a leisurely way
- back toward Octavius.
-
- How could he have been so ridiculous as to fancy that Alice--
- his Alice--had been changed into someone else? He marvelled
- now at his own perverse folly. She was overworked--
- tired out--that was all. The task of moving in, of setting
- the new household to rights, had been too much for her.
- She must have a rest. They must get in a hired girl.
-
- Once this decision about a servant fixed itself in the young
- minister's mind, it drove out the last vestage of discomfort.
- He strode along now in great content, revolving idly
- a dozen different plans for gilding and beautifying this
- new life of leisure into which his sanguine thoughts
- projected Alice. One of these particularly pleased him,
- and waxed in definiteness as he turned it over and over.
- He would get another piano for her, in place of that which had
- been sacrificed in Tyre. That beneficient modern invention,
- the instalment plan, made this quite feasible--so easy,
- in fact, that it almost seemed as if he should find his
- wife playing on the new instrument when he got home.
- He would stop in at the music store and see about it that
- very day.
-
- Of course, now that these important resolutions had been taken,
- it would be a good thing if he could do something to bring
- in some extra money. This was by no means a new notion.
- He had mused over the possibility in a formless way ever
- since that memorable discovery of indebtedness in Tyre,
- and had long ago recognized the hopelessness of endeavor
- in every channel save that of literature. Latterly his fancy
- had been stimulated by reading an account of the profits
- which Canon Farrar had derived from his "Life of Christ."
- If such a book could command such a bewildering multitude
- of readers, Theron felt there ought to be a chance for him.
- So clear did constant rumination render this assumption
- that the young pastor in time had come to regard
- this prospective book of his as a substantial asset,
- which could be realized without trouble whenever he got
- around to it.
-
- He had not, it is true, gone to the length of seriously
- considering what should be the subject of his book.
- That had not seemed to him to matter much, so long as it
- was scriptural. Familiarity with the process of extracting
- a fixed amount of spiritual and intellectual meat from
- any casual text, week after week, had given him an idea
- that any one of many subjects would do, when the time came
- for him to make a choice. He realized now that the time
- for a selection had arrived, and almost simultaneously
- found himself with a ready-made decision in his mind.
- The book should be about Abraham!
-
- Theron Ware was extremely interested in the mechanism
- of his own brain, and followed its workings with a
- lively curiosity. Nothing could be more remarkable,
- he thought, than to thus discover that, on the instant
- of his formulating a desire to know what he should
- write upon, lo, and behold! there his mind, quite on
- its own initiative, had the answer waiting for him!
- When he had gone a little further, and the powerful
- range of possibilities in the son's revolt against the
- idolatry of his father, the image-maker, in the exodus
- from the unholy city of Ur, and in the influence of the
- new nomadic life upon the little deistic family group,
- had begun to unfold itself before him, he felt that the hand
- of Providence was plainly discernible in the matter.
- The book was to be blessed from its very inception.
-
- Walking homeward briskly now, with his eyes on the sidewalk
- and his mind all aglow with crowding suggestions for the
- new work, and impatience to be at it, he came abruptly
- upon a group of men and boys who occupied the whole path,
- and were moving forward so noiselessly that he had not
- heard them coming. He almost ran into the leader of this
- little procession, and began a stammering apology,
- the final words of which were left unspoken, so solemnly
- heedless of him and his talk were all the faces he saw.
-
- In the centre of the group were four working-men,
- bearing between them an extemporized litter of two poles
- and a blanket hastily secured across them with spikes.
- Most of what this litter held was covered by another blanket,
- rounded in coarse folds over a shapeless bulk. From beneath
- its farther end protruded a big broom-like black beard,
- thrown upward at such an angle as to hide everything
- beyond to those in front. The tall young minister,
- stepping aside and standing tip-toe, could see
- sloping downward behind this hedge of beard a pinched
- and chalk-like face, with wide-open, staring eyes.
- Its lips, of a dull lilac hue, were moving ceaselessly,
- and made a dry, clicking sound.
-
- Theron instinctively joined himself to those who followed
- the litter--a motley dozen of street idlers, chiefly boys.
- One of these in whispers explained to him that the man
- was one of Jerry Madden's workmen in the wagon-shops,
- who had been deployed to trim an elm-tree in front
- of his employer's house, and, being unused to such work,
- had fallen from the top and broken all his bones.
- They would have cared for him at Madden's house, but he
- had insisted upon being taken home. His name was MacEvoy,
- and he was Joey MacEvoy's father, and likewise Jim's
- and Hughey's and Martin's. After a pause the lad,
- a bright-eyed, freckled, barefooted wee Irishman,
- volunteered the further information that his big brother
- had run to bring "Father Forbess," on the chance that he
- might be in time to administer "extry munction."
-
- The way of the silent little procession led through
- back streets--where women hanging up clothes in the
- yards hurried to the gates, their aprons full of
- clothes-pins, to stare open-mouthed at the passers-by--
- and came to a halt at last in an irregular and muddy lane,
- before one of a half dozen shanties reared among
- the ash-heaps and debris of the town's most bedraggled outskirts.
-
- A stout, middle-aged, red-armed woman, already warned by some
- messenger of calamity, stood waiting on the roadside bank.
- There were whimpering children clinging to her skirts,
- and a surrounding cluster of women of the neighborhood,
- some of the more elderly of whom, shrivelled little
- crones in tidy caps, and with their aprons to their eyes,
- were beginning in a low-murmured minor the wail
- which presently should rise into the keen of death.
- Mrs. MacEvoy herself made no moan, and her broad ruddy
- face was stern in expression rather than sorrowful.
- When the litter stopped beside her, she laid a hand
- for an instant on her husband's wet brow, and looked--
- one could have sworn impassively--into his staring eyes.
- Then, still without a word, she waved the bearers toward
- the door, and led the way herself.
-
- Theron, somewhat wonderingly, found himself, a minute later,
- inside a dark and ill-smelling room, the air of which was
- humid with the steam from a boiler of clothes on the stove,
- and not in other ways improved by the presence of a jostling
- score of women, all straining their gaze upon the open
- door of the only other apartment--the bed-chamber. Through
- this they could see the workmen laying MacEvoy on the bed,
- and standing awkwardly about thereafter, getting in the
- way of the wife and old Maggie Quirk as they strove
- to remove the garments from his crushed limbs. As the
- neighbors watched what could be seen of these proceedings,
- they whispered among themselves eulogies of the injured
- man's industry and good temper, his habit of bringing
- his money home to his wife, and the way he kept his Father
- Mathew pledge and attended to his religious duties.
- They admitted freely that, by the light of his example,
- their own husbands and sons left much to be desired,
- and from this wandered easily off into domestic
- digressions of their own. But all the while their eyes
- were bent upon the bedroom door; and Theron made out,
- after he had grown accustomed to the gloom and the smell,
- that many of them were telling their beads even while they
- kept the muttered conversation alive. None of them paid
- any attention to him, or seemed to regard his presence
- there as unusual.
-
- Presently he saw enter through the sunlit street doorway
- a person of a different class. The bright light shone
- for a passing instant upon a fashionable, flowered hat,
- and upon some remarkably brilliant shade of red hair
- beneath it. In another moment there had edged along
- through the throng, to almost within touch of him, a tall
- young woman, the owner of this hat and wonderful hair.
- She was clad in light and pleasing spring attire,
- and carried a parasol with a long oxidized silver
- handle of a quaint pattern. She looked at him,
- and he saw that her face was of a lengthened oval,
- with a luminous rose-tinted skin, full red lips,
- and big brown, frank eyes with heavy auburn lashes.
- She made a grave little inclination of her head toward him,
- and he bowed in response. Since her arrival, he noted,
- the chattering of the others had entirely ceased.
-
- "I followed the others in, in the hope that I might be
- of some assistance," he ventured to explain to her in a
- low murmur, feeling that at last here was some one to whom
- an explanation of his presence in this Romish house was due.
- "I hope they won't feel that I have intruded."
-
- She nodded her head as if she quite understood.
- "They'll take the will for the deed," she whispered back.
- "Father Forbes will be here in a minute. Do you know is it
- too late?"
-
- Even as she spoke, the outer doorway was darkened by the
- commanding bulk of a newcomer's figure. The flash of a silk hat,
- and the deferential way in which the assembled neighbors
- fell back to clear a passage, made his identity clear.
- Theron felt his blood tingle in an unaccustomed way as this
- priest of a strange church advanced across the room--
- a broad-shouldered, portly man of more than middle height,
- with a shapely, strong-lined face of almost waxen pallor,
- and a firm, commanding tread. He carried in his hands,
- besides his hat, a small leather-bound case. To this
- and to him the women courtesied and bowed their heads as
- he passed.
-
- "Come with me," whispered the tall girl with the parasol
- to Theron; and he found himself pushing along in her
- wake until they intercepted the priest just outside
- the bedroom door. She touched Father Forbes on the arm.
-
- "Just to tell you that I am here," she said. The priest
- nodded with a grave face, and passed into the other room.
- In a minute or two the workmen, Mrs. MacEvoy, and her helper
- came out, and the door was shut behind them.
-
- "He is making his confession," explained the young lady.
- "Stay here for a minute."
-
- She moved over to where the woman of the house stood,
- glum-faced and tearless, and whispered something to her.
- A confused movement among the crowd followed, and out
- of it presently resulted a small table, covered with a
- white cloth, and bearing on it two unlighted candles,
- a basin of water, and a spoon, which was brought forward
- and placed in readiness before the closed door.
- Some of those nearest this cleared space were kneeling now,
- and murmuring a low buzz of prayer to the click of beads on
- their rosaries.
-
- The door opened, and Theron saw the priest standing in the
- doorway with an uplifted hand. He wore now a surplice,
- with a purple band over his shoulders, and on his pale
- face there shone a tranquil and tender light.
-
- One of the workmen fetched from the stove a brand,
- lighted the two candles, and bore the table with its
- contents into the bedroom. The young woman plucked
- Theron's sleeve, and he dumbly followed her into the
- chamber of death, making one of the group of a dozen,
- headed by Mrs. MacEvoy and her children, which filled the
- little room, and overflowed now outward to the street door.
- He found himself bowing with the others to receive the
- sprinkled holy water from the priest's white fingers;
- kneeling with the others for the prayers; following in
- impressed silence with the others the strange ceremonial
- by which the priest traced crosses of holy oil with his
- thumb upon the eyes, ears, nostrils, lips, hands, and feet
- of the dying man, wiping off the oil with a piece
- of cotton-batting each time after he had repeated the
- invocation to forgiveness for that particular sense.
- But most of all he was moved by the rich, novel sound
- of the Latin as the priest rolled it forth in the
- ASPERGES ME, DOMINE, and MISEREATUR VESTRI OMNIPOTENS DEUS,
- with its soft Continental vowels and liquid R's. It seemed
- to him that he had never really heard Latin before.
- Then the astonishing young woman with the red hair
- declaimed the CONFITEOR, vigorously and with a resonant
- distinctness of enunciation. It was a different Latin,
- harsher and more sonorous; and while it still dominated
- the murmured undertone of the other's prayers, the last moment came.
-
- Theron had stood face to face with death at many other bedsides;
- no other final scene had stirred him like this.
- It must have been the girl's Latin chant, with its clanging
- reiteration of the great names--BEATUM MICHAELEM ARCHANGELUM,
- BEATUM JOANNEM BAPTISTAM, SANCTOS APOSTOLOS PETRUM
- ET PAULUM--invoked with such proud confidence in this
- squalid little shanty, which so strangely affected him.
-
- He came out with the others at last--the candles and the
- folded hands over the crucifix left behind--and walked
- as one in a dream. Even by the time that he had gained
- the outer doorway, and stood blinking at the bright
- light and filling his lungs with honest air once more,
- it had begun to seem incredible to him that he had seen
- and done all this.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
- While Mr. Ware stood thus on the doorstep, through a minute
- of formless musing, the priest and the girl came out, and,
- somewhat to his confusion, made him one of their party.
- He felt himself flushing under the idea that they would think
- he had waited for them--was thrusting himself upon them.
- The notion prompted him to bow frigidly in response
- to Father Forbes' pleasant "I am glad to meet you, sir,"
- and his outstretched hand.
-
- "I dropped in by the--the merest accident," Theron said.
- "I met them bringing the poor man home, and--and quite
- without thinking, I obeyed the impulse to follow them in,
- and didn't realize--"
-
- He stopped short, annoyed by the reflection that this
- was his second apology. The girl smiled placidly at him,
- the while she put up her parasol.
-
- "It did me good to see you there," she said, quite as if
- she had known him all her life. "And so it did the rest
- of us."
-
- Father Forbes permitted himself a soft little chuckle,
- approving rather than mirthful, and patted her on the
- shoulder with the air of being fifty years her senior
- instead of fifteen. To the minister's relief, he changed
- the subject as the three started together toward the road.
-
- "Then, again, no doctor was sent for!" he exclaimed,
- as if resuming a familiar subject with the girl. Then he
- turned to Theron. "I dare-say you have no such trouble;
- but with our poorer people it is very vexing.
- They will not call in a physician, but hurry off first
- for the clergyman. I don't know that it is altogether
- to avoid doctor's bills, but it amounts to that in effect.
- Of course in this case it made no difference; but I have
- had to make it a rule not to go out at night unless they
- bring me a physician's card with his assurance that it
- is a genuine affair. Why, only last winter, I was routed
- up after midnight, and brought off in the mud and pelting
- rain up one of the new streets on the hillside there,
- simply because a factory girl who was laced too tight
- had fainted at a dance. I slipped and fell into a puddle
- in the darkness, ruined a new overcoat, and got drenched
- to the skin; and when I arrived the girl had recovered
- and was dancing away again, thirteen to the dozen.
- It was then that I made the rule. I hope, Mr. Ware,
- that Octavius is producing a pleasant impression upon you
- so far?"
-
- "I scarcely know yet," answered Theron. The genial talk
- of the priest, with its whimsical anecdote, had in truth
- passed over his head. His mind still had room for nothing
- but that novel death-bed scene, with the winged captain
- of the angelic host, the Baptist, the glorified Fisherman.
- and the Preacher, all being summoned down in the pomp
- of liturgical Latin to help MacEvoy to die. "If you don't
- mind my saying so," he added hesitatingly, "what I have
- just seen in there DID make a very powerful impression
- upon me."
-
- "It is a very ancient ceremony," said the priest;
- "probably Persian, like the baptismal form, although,
- for that matter, we can never dig deep enough for the
- roots of these things. They all turn up Turanian if we
- probe far enough. Our ways separate here, I'm afraid.
- I am delighted to have made your acquaintance, Mr. Ware.
- Pray look in upon me, if you can as well as not. We are
- near neighbors, you know."
-
- Father Forbes had shaken hands, and moved off up another
- street some distance, before the voice of the girl
- recalled Theron to himself.
-
- "Of course you knew HIM by name," she was saying, "and he
- knew you by sight, and had talked of you; but MY poor
- inferior sex has to be introduced. I am Celia Madden.
- My father has the wagon-shops, and I--I play the organ at
- the church."
-
- "I--I am delighted to make your acquaintance," said Theron,
- conscious as he spoke that he had slavishly echoed the
- formula of the priest. He could think of nothing better
- to add than, "Unfortunately, we have no organ in our church."
-
- The girl laughed, as they resumed their walk down the street.
- "I'm afraid I couldn't undertake two," she said,
- and laughed again. Then she spoke more seriously.
- "That ceremony must have interested you a good deal,
- never having seen it before. I saw that it was all new
- to you, and so I made bold to take you under my wing,
- so to speak."
-
- You were very kind," said the young minister. "It was
- really a great experience for me. May--may I ask,
- is it a part of your functions, in the church, I mean,
- to attend these last rites?"
-
- "Mercy, no!" replied the girl, spinning the parasol on her
- shoulder and smiling at the thought. "No; it was only
- because MacEvoy was one of our workmen, and really came
- by his death through father sending him up to trim a tree.
- Ann MacEvoy will never forgive us that, the longest day
- she lives. Did you notice her? She wouldn't speak to me.
- After you came out, I tried to tell her that we would
- look out for her and the children; but all she would say
- to me was: 'An' fwat would a wheelwright, an' him the
- father of a family, be doin' up a tree?'"
-
- They had come now upon the main street of the village,
- with its flagstone sidewalk overhung by a lofty canopy of
- elm-boughs. Here, for the space of a block, was concentrated
- such fashionable elegance of mansions and ornamental lawns
- as Octavius had to offer; and it was presented with the
- irregularity so characteristic of our restless civilization.
- Two or three of the houses survived untouched from the
- earlier days--prim, decorous structures, each with its
- gabled centre and lower wings, each with its row of fluted
- columns supporting the classical roof of a piazza across
- its whole front, each vying with the others in the whiteness
- of those wooden walls enveloping its bright green blinds.
- One had to look over picket fences to see these houses,
- and in doing so caught the notion that they thus railed
- themselves off in pride at being able to remember before
- the railroad came to the village, or the wagon-works were thought of.
-
- Before the neighboring properties the fences had been
- swept away, so that one might stroll from the sidewalk
- straight across the well-trimmed sward to any one of a dozen
- elaborately modern doorways. Some of the residences,
- thus frankly proffering friendship to the passer-by,
- were of wood painted in drabs and dusky reds,
- with bulging windows which marked the native yearning
- for the mediaeval, and shingles that strove to be
- accounted tiles. Others--a prouder, less pretentious sort--
- were of brick or stone, with terra-cotta mouldings
- set into the walls, and with real slates covering
- the riot of turrets and peaks and dormer peepholes overhead.
-
- Celia Madden stopped in front of the largest and most
- important-looking of these new edifices, and said,
- holding out her hand: "Here I am, once more.
- Good-morning, Mr. Ware."
-
- Theron hoped that his manner did not betray the flash
- of surprise he felt in discovering that his new
- acquaintance lived in the biggest house in Octavius.
- He remembered now that some one had pointed it out
- as the abode of the owner of the wagon factories;
- but it had not occurred to him before to associate this
- girl with that village magnate. It was stupid of him,
- of course, because she had herself mentioned her father.
- He looked at her again with an awkward smile,
- as he formally shook the gloved hand she gave him,
- and lifted his soft hat. The strong noon sunlight,
- forcing its way down between the elms, and beating upon
- her parasol of lace-edged, creamy silk, made a halo
- about her hair and face at once brilliant and tender.
- He had not seen before how beautiful she was. She nodded
- in recognition of his salute, and moved up the lawn walk,
- spinning the sunshade on her shoulder.
-
- Though the parsonage was only three blocks away,
- the young minister had time to think about a good many
- things before he reached home.
-
- First of all, he had to revise in part the arrangement
- of his notions about the Irish. Save for an occasional
- isolated and taciturn figure among the nomadic portion
- of the hired help in the farm country, Theron had scarcely
- ever spoken to a person of this curiously alien race before.
- He remembered now that there had been some dozen or more
- Irish families in Tyre, quartered in the outskirts among
- the brickyards, but he had never come in contact with any
- of them, or given to their existence even a passing thought.
- So far as personal acquaintance went, the Irish had been
- to him only a name.
-
- But what a sinister and repellent name! His views on
- this general subject were merely those common to his
- communion and his environment. He took it for granted,
- for example, that in the large cities most of the poverty
- and all the drunkenness, crime, and political corruption
- were due to the perverse qualities of this foreign people--
- qualities accentuated and emphasized in every evil direction
- by the baleful influence of a false and idolatrous religion.
- It is hardly too much to say that he had never encountered
- a dissenting opinion on this point. His boyhood had been
- spent in those bitter days when social, political, and blood
- prejudices were fused at white heat in the public
- crucible together. When he went to the Church Seminary,
- it was a matter of course that every member of the faculty
- was a Republican, and that every one of his classmates
- had come from a Republican household. When, later on,
- he entered the ministry, the rule was still incredulous
- of exceptions. One might as well have looked in the
- Nedahma Conference for a divergence of opinion on the
- Trinity as for a difference in political conviction.
- Indeed, even among the laity, Theron could not feel sure
- that he had ever known a Democrat; that is, at all closely.
- He understood very little about politics, it is true.
- If he had been driven into a corner, and forced to attempt
- an explanation of this tremendous partisan unity in which he
- had a share, he would probably have first mentioned the War--
- the last shots of which were fired while he was still
- in petticoats. Certainly his second reason, however,
- would have been that the Irish were on the other side.
-
- He had never before had occasion to formulate, even in his
- own thoughts, this tacit race and religious aversion in which
- he had been bred. It rose now suddenly in front of him,
- as he sauntered from patch to patch of sunlight under
- the elms, like some huge, shadowy, and symbolic monument.
- He looked at it with wondering curiosity, as at something
- he had heard of all his life, but never seen before--
- an abhorrent spectacle, truly! The foundations upon
- which its dark bulk reared itself were ignorance, squalor,
- brutality and vice. Pigs wallowed in the mire before its base,
- and burrowing into this base were a myriad of narrow doors,
- each bearing the hateful sign of a saloon, and giving
- forth from its recesses of night the sounds of screams
- and curses. Above were sculptured rows of lowering,
- ape-like faces from Nast's and Keppler's cartoons,
- and out of these sprang into the vague upper gloom--on the
- one side, lamp-posts from which negroes hung by the neck,
- and on the other gibbets for dynamiters and Molly Maguires,
- and between the two glowed a spectral picture of some
- black-robed tonsured men, with leering satanic masks,
- making a bonfire of the Bible in the public schools.
-
- Theron stared this phantasm hard in the face, and recognized
- it for a very tolerable embodiment of what he had heretofore
- supposed he thought about the Irish. For an instant,
- the sight of it made him shiver, as if the sunny May
- had of a sudden lapsed back into bleak December.
- Then he smiled, and the bad vision went off into space.
- He saw instead Father Forbes, in the white and purple vestments,
- standing by poor MacEvoy's bedside, with his pale,
- chiselled, luminous, uplifted face, and he heard only
- the proud, confident clanging of the girl's recital,--
- BEATUM MICHAELEM ARCHANGELUM, BEATUM JOANNEM BAPTISTAM,
- PETRUM ET PAULUM--EM!--AM!--UM!--like strokes on a great
- resonant alarm-bell, attuned for the hearing of heaven.
- He caught himself on the very verge of feeling that heaven
- must have heard.
-
- Then he smiled again, and laid the matter aside, with a
- parting admission that it had been undoubtedly picturesque
- and impressive, and that it had been a valuable experience
- to him to see it. At least the Irish, with all their faults,
- must have a poetic strain, or they would not have clung
- so tenaciously to those curious and ancient forms.
- He recalled having heard somewhere, or read, it might be,
- that they were a people much given to songs and music.
- And the young lady, that very handsome and friendly
- Miss Madden, had told him that she was a musician!
- He had a new pleasure in turning this over in his mind.
- Of all the closed doors which his choice of a career had
- left along his pathway, no other had for him such a magical
- fascination as that on which was graven the lute of Orpheus.
- He knew not even the alphabet of music, and his conceptions
- of its possibilities ran but little beyond the best
- of the hymn-singing he had heard at Conferences, yet none
- the less the longing for it raised on occasion such mutiny
- in his soul that more than once he had specifically prayed
- against it as a temptation.
-
- Dangerous though some of its tendencies might be, there was
- no gainsaying the fact that a love for music was in the main
- an uplifting influence--an attribute of cultivation.
- The world was the sweeter and more gentle for it. And this
- brought him to musing upon the odd chance that the two people
- of Octavius who had given him the first notion of polish
- and intellectual culture in the town should be Irish.
- The Romish priest must have been vastly surprised at
- his intrusion, yet had been at the greatest pains to act
- as if it were quite the usual thing to have Methodist
- ministers assist at Extreme Unction. And the young woman--
- how gracefully, with what delicacy, had she comprehended his
- position and robbed it of all its possible embarrassments!
- It occurred to him that they must have passed, there in
- front of her home, the very tree from which the luckless
- wheelwright had fallen some hours before; and the fact
- that she had forborne to point it out to him took form
- in his mind as an added proof of her refinement of nature.
-
- The midday dinner was a little more than ready when Theron
- reached home, and let himself in by the front door.
- On Mondays, owing to the moisture and "clutter" of the
- weekly washing in the kitchen, the table was laid in the
- sitting-room, and as he entered from the hall the partner
- of his joys bustled in by the other door, bearing the steaming
- platter of corned beef, dumplings, cabbages, and carrots,
- with arms bared to the elbows, and a red face. It gave
- him great comfort, however, to note that there were no
- signs of the morning's displeasure remaining on this face;
- and he immediately remembered again those interrupted
- projects of his about the piano and the hired girl.
-
- "Well! I'd just about begun to reckon that I was
- a widow," said Alice, putting down her fragrant burden.
- There was such an obvious suggestion of propitiation
- in her tone that Theron went around and kissed her.
- He thought of saying something about keeping out of the way
- because it was "Blue Monday," but held it back lest it
- should sound like a reproach.
-
- "Well, what kind of a washerwoman does THIS one turn
- out to be?" he asked, after they were seated, and he had
- invoked a blessing and was cutting vigorously into the meat.
-
- "Oh, so-so," replied Alice; "she seems to be particular,
- but she's mortal slow. If I hadn't stood right over her,
- we shouldn't have had the clothes out till goodness knows when.
- And of course she's Irish!"
-
- "Well, what of THAT?" asked the minister, with a fine unconcern.
-
- Alice looked up from her plate, with knife and fork
- suspended in air. "Why, you know we were talking
- only the other day of what a pity it was that none
- of our own people went out washing," she said.
- "That Welsh woman we heard of couldn't come, after all;
- and they say, too, that she presumes dreadfully upon
- the acquaintance, being a church member, you know. So we
- simply had to fall back on the Irish. And even if they do
- go and tell their priest everything they see and hear, why,
- there's one comfort, they can tell about US and welcome.
- Of course I see to it she doesn't snoop around in here."
-
- Theron smiled. "That's all nonsense about their telling
- such things to their priests," he said with easy confidence.
-
- "Why, you told me so yourself," replied Alice, briskly.
- "And I've always understood so, too; they're bound to tell
- EVERYTHING in confession. That's what gives the Catholic
- Church such a tremendous hold. You've spoken of it often."
-
- "It must have been by way of a figure of speech,"
- remarked Theron, not with entire directness. "Women are great
- hands to separate one's observations from their context,
- and so give them meanings quite unintended. They are also
- great hands," he added genially, "or at least one of them is,
- at making the most delicious dumplings in the world.
- I believe these are the best even you ever made."
-
- Alice was not unmindful of the compliment, but her thoughts
- were on other things. "I shouldn't like that woman's priest,
- for example," she said, "to know that we had no piano."
-
- "But if he comes and stands outside our house every
- night and listens--as of course he will," said Theron,
- with mock gravity, "it is only a question of time when he
- must reach that conclusion for himself. Our only chance,
- however, is that there are some sixteen hundred other
- houses for him to watch, so that he may not get around
- to us for quite a spell. Why, seriously, Alice, what on
- earth do you suppose Father Forbes knows or cares about
- our poor little affairs, or those of any other Protestant
- household in this whole village? He has his work to do,
- just as I have mine--only his is ten times as exacting
- in everything except sermons--and you may be sure he is
- only too glad when it is over each day, without bothering
- about things that are none of his business."
-
- "All the same I'm afraid of them," said Alice,
- as if argument were exhausted.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
- On the following morning young Mr. Ware anticipated events
- by inscribing in his diary for the day, immediately
- after breakfast, these remarks: "Arranged about piano.
- Began work upon book."
-
- The date indeed deserved to be distinguished from
- its fellows. Theron was so conscious of its importance
- that he not only prophesied in the little morocco-bound
- diary which Alice had given him for Christmas,
- but returned after he had got out upon the front
- steps of the parsonage to have his hat brushed afresh by her.
-
- "Wonders will never cease," she said jocosely. "With you
- getting particular about your clothes, there isn't
- anything in this wide world that can't happen now!"
-
- "One doesn't go out to bring home a piano every day,"
- he made answer. "Besides, I want to make such an impression
- upon the man that he will deal gently with that first cash
- payment down. Do you know," he added, watching her turn
- the felt brim under the wisp-broom's strokes, "I'm thinking
- some of getting me a regular silk stove-pipe hat."
-
- "Why don't you, then?" she rejoined, but without any ring
- of glad acquiescence in her tone. He fancied that her
- face lengthened a little, and he instantly ascribed it
- to recollections of the way in which the roses had been
- bullied out of her own headgear.
-
- "You are quite sure, now, pet," he made haste to change
- the subject, "that the hired girl can wait just as well
- as not until fall?"
-
- "Oh, MY, yes!" Alice replied, putting the hat on his head,
- and smoothing back his hair behind his ears. "She'd only
- be in the way now. You see, with hot weather coming on,
- there won't be much cooking. We'll take all our meals
- out here, and that saves so much work that really what
- remains is hardly more than taking care of a bird-cage. And,
- besides, not having her will almost half pay for the piano."
-
- "But when cold weather comes, you're sure you'll consent?"
- he urged.
-
- "Like a shot!" she assured him, and, after a happy
- little caress, he started out again on his momentous mission.
-
- "Thurston's" was a place concerning which opinions differed
- in Octavius. That it typified progress, and helped more
- than any other feature of the village to bring it up
- to date, no one indeed disputed. One might move about
- a great deal, in truth, and hear no other view expressed.
- But then again one might stumble into conversation with
- one small storekeeper after another, and learn that they
- united in resenting the existence of "Thurston's," as
- rival farmers might join to curse a protracted drought.
- Each had his special flaming grievance. The little
- dry-goods dealers asked mournfully how they could be
- expected to compete with an establishment which could buy
- bankrupt stocks at a hundred different points, and make
- a profit if only one-third of the articles were sold
- for more than they would cost from the jobber? The little
- boot and shoe dealers, clothiers, hatters, and furriers,
- the small merchants in carpets, crockery, and furniture,
- the venders of hardware and household utensils, of leathern
- goods and picture-frames, of wall-paper, musical instruments,
- and even toys--all had the same pathetically unanswerable
- question to propound. But mostly they put it to themselves,
- because the others were at "Thurston's."
-
- The Rev. Theron Ware had entertained rather strong views
- on this subject, and that only a week or two ago.
- One of his first acquaintances in Octavius had been
- the owner of the principal book-store in the place--
- a gentle and bald old man who produced the complete
- impression of a bibliophile upon what the slightest
- investigation showed to be only a meagre acquaintance
- with publishers' circulars. But at least he had the air
- of loving his business, and the young minister had enjoyed
- a long talk with, or rather, at him. Out of this talk
- had come the information that the store was losing money.
- Not even the stationery department now showed a profit
- worth mentioning. When Octavius had contained only five
- thousand inhabitants, it boasted four book-stores, two of
- them good ones. Now, with a population more than doubled,
- only these latter two survived, and they must soon go
- to the wall. The reason? It was in a nutshell. A book
- which sold at retail for one dollar and a half cost the
- bookseller ninety cents. If it was at all a popular book,
- "Thurston's" advertised it at eighty-nine cents--
- and in any case at a profit of only two or three cents.
- Of course it was done to widen the establishment's patronage--
- to bring people into the store. Equally of course,
- it was destroying the book business and debauching the
- reading tastes of the community. Without the profits from
- the light and ephemeral popular literature of the season,
- the book-store proper could not keep up its stock of more
- solid works, and indeed could not long keep open at all.
- On the other hand, "Thurston's" dealt with nothing save
- the demand of the moment, and offered only the books
- which were the talk of the week. Thus, in plain words,
- the book trade was going to the dogs, and it was the same
- with pretty nearly every other trade.
-
- Theron was indignant at this, and on his return home
- told Alice that he desired her to make no purchases
- whatever at "Thurston's." He even resolved to preach
- a sermon on the subject of the modern idea of admiring
- the great for crushing the small, and sketched out some
- notes for it which he thought solved the problem of
- flaying the local abuse without mentioning it by name.
- They had lain on his desk now for ten days or more,
- and on only the previous Friday he had speculated upon
- using them that coming Sunday.
-
- On this bright and cheerful Tuesday morning he walked
- with a blithe step unhesitatingly down the main street
- to "Thurston's," and entered without any show of repugnance
- the door next to the window wherein, flanked by dangling
- banjos and key-bugles built in pyramids, was displayed
- the sign, "Pianos on the Instalment Plan."
-
- He was recognized by some responsible persons, and treated
- with distinguished deference. They were charmed with
- the intelligence that he desired a piano, and fascinated
- by his wish to pay for it only a little at a time.
- They had special terms for clergymen, and made him feel
- as if these were being extended to him on a silver charger
- by kneeling admirers.
-
- It was so easy to buy things here that he was a trifle
- disturbed to find his flowing course interrupted by his
- own entire ignorance as to what kind of piano he wanted.
- He looked at all they had in stock, and heard them played upon.
- They differed greatly in price, and, so he fancied,
- almost as much in tone. It discouraged him to note,
- however, that several of those he thought the finest
- in tone were among the very cheapest in the lot.
- Pondering this, and staring in hopeless puzzlement
- from one to another of the big black shiny monsters,
- he suddenly thought of something.
-
- "I would rather not decide for myself," he said, "I know
- so little about it. If you don't mind, I will have a friend
- of mine, a skilled musician, step in and make a selection.
- I have so much confidence in--in her judgment."
- He added hurriedly, "It will involve only a day or two's delay."
-
- The next moment he was sorry he had spoken. What would they
- think when they saw the organist of the Catholic church
- come to pick out a piano for the Methodist parsonage?
- And how could he decorously prefer the request to her to
- undertake this task? He might not meet her again for ages,
- and to his provincial notions writing would have seemed
- out of the question. And would it not be disagreeable to
- have her know that he was buying a piano by part payments?
- Poor Alice's dread of the washerwoman's gossip occurred
- to him, at this, and he smiled in spite of himself.
- Then all at once the difficulty vanished. Of course it
- would come all right somehow. Everything did.
-
- He was on firmer ground, buying the materials for the new book,
- over on the stationery side. His original intention had
- been to bestow this patronage upon the old bookseller,
- but these suavely smart people in "Thurston's" had had
- the effect of putting him on his honor when they asked,
- "Would there be anything else?" and he had followed
- them unresistingly.
-
- He indulged to the full his whim that everything entering into
- the construction of "Abraham" should be spick-and-span. He
- watched with his own eyes a whole ream of broad glazed white
- paper being sliced down by the cutter into single sheets,
- and thrilled with a novel ecstasy as he laid his hand
- upon the spotless bulk, so wooingly did it invite him
- to begin. He tried a score of pens before the right one
- came to hand. When a box of these had been laid aside,
- with ink and pen-holders and a little bronze inkstand,
- he made a sign that the outfit was complete. Or no--
- there must be some blotting-paper. He had always used
- those blotting-pads given away by insurance companies--
- his congregations never failed to contain one or more agents,
- who had these to bestow by the armful--but the book
- deserved a virgin blotter.
-
- Theron stood by while all these things were being tied up
- together in a parcel. The suggestion that they should
- be sent almost hurt him. Oh, no, he would carry them
- home himself. So strongly did they appeal to his sanguine
- imagination that he could not forbear hinting to the man
- who had shown him the pianos and was now accompanying him
- to the door that this package under his arm represented
- potentially the price of the piano he was going to have.
- He did it in a roundabout way, with one of his droll,
- hesitating smiles. The man did not understand at all,
- and Theron had not the temerity to repeat the remark.
- He strode home with the precious bundle as fast as
- he could.
-
- "I thought it best, after all, not to commit myself to
- a selection," he explained about the piano at dinner-time. "In
- such a matter as this, the opinion of an expert is everything.
- I am going to have one of the principal musicians
- of the town go and try them all, and tell me which we ought to have."
-
- "And while he's about it," said Alice, "you might ask
- him to make a little list of some of the new music.
- I've got way behind the times, being without a piano
- so long. Tell him not any VERY difficult pieces,
- you know."
-
- "Yes, I know," put in Theron, almost hastily,
- and began talking of other things. His conversation
- was of the most rambling and desultory sort, because all
- the while the two lobes of his brain, as it were,
- kept up a dispute as to whether Alice ought to have been
- told that this "principal musician" was of her own sex.
- It would certainly have been better, at the outset,
- he decided; but to mention it now would be to invest the
- fact with undue importance. Yes, that was quite clear;
- only the clearer it became, from one point of view,
- the shadier it waxed from the other. The problem really
- disturbed the young minister's mind throughout the meal,
- and his abstraction became so marked at last that his wife
- commented upon it.
-
- "A penny for your thoughts!" she said, with cheerful briskness.
- This ancient formula of the farm-land had always rather
- jarred on Theron. It presented itself now to his mind
- as a peculiarly aggravating banality.
-
- "I am going to begin my book this afternoon,"
- he remarked impressively. "There is a great deal to think about."
-
- It turned out that there was even more to think about than he
- had imagined. After hours of solitary musing at his desk,
- or of pacing up and down before his open book-shelves,
- Theron found the first shadows of a May-day twilight
- beginning to fall upon that beautiful pile of white paper,
- still unstained by ink. He saw the book he wanted to write
- before him, in his mental vision, much more distinctly
- than ever, but the idea of beginning it impetuously,
- and hurling it off hot and glowing week by week, had faded
- away like a dream.
-
- This long afternoon, spent face to face with a project
- born of his own brain but yesterday, yet already so
- much bigger than himself, was really a most fruitful
- time for the young clergyman. The lessons which cut
- most deeply into our consciousness are those we learn
- from our children. Theron, in this first day's contact
- with the offspring of his fancy, found revealed to him
- an unsuspected and staggering truth. It was that he
- was an extremely ignorant and rudely untrained young man,
- whose pretensions to intellectual authority among any
- educated people would be laughed at with deserved contempt.
-
- Strangely enough, after he had weathered the first shock,
- this discovery did not dismay Theron Ware. The very completeness
- of the conviction it carried with it, saturated his mind
- with a feeling as if the fact had really been known to him
- all along. And there came, too, after a little, an almost
- pleasurable sense of the importance of the revelation.
- He had been merely drifting in fatuous and conceited blindness.
- Now all at once his eyes were open; he knew what he
- had to do. Ignorance was a thing to be remedied, and he
- would forthwith bend all his energies to cultivating
- his mind till it should blossom like a garden.
- In this mood, Theron mentally measured himself against
- the more conspicuous of his colleagues in the Conference.
- They also were ignorant, clownishly ignorant: the difference
- was that they were doomed by native incapacity to go
- on all their lives without ever finding it out. It was
- obvious to him that his case was better. There was bright
- promise in the very fact that he had discovered his shortcomings.
-
- He had begun the afternoon by taking down from their
- places the various works in his meagre library which
- bore more or less relation to the task in hand.
- The threescore books which constituted his printed
- possessions were almost wholly from the press of the
- Book Concern; the few exceptions were volumes which,
- though published elsewhere, had come to him through
- that giant circulating agency of the General Conference,
- and wore the stamp of its approval. Perhaps it was the
- sight of these half-filled shelves which started this
- day's great revolution in Theron's opinions of himself.
- He had never thought much before about owning books.
- He had been too poor to buy many, and the conditions of
- canvassing about among one's parishioners which the thrifty
- Book Concern imposes upon those who would have without buying,
- had always repelled him. Now, suddenly, as he moved along
- the two shelves, he felt ashamed at their beggarly showing.
-
- "The Land and the Book," in three portly volumes,
- was the most pretentious of the aids which he finally
- culled from his collection. Beside it he laid
- out "Bible Lands," "Rivers and Lakes of Scripture,"
- "Bible Manners and Customs," the "Genesis and Exodus"
- volume of Whedon's Commentary, some old numbers of the
- "Methodist Quarterly Review," and a copy of "Josephus"
- which had belonged to his grandmother, and had seen
- him through many a weary Sunday afternoon in boyhood.
- He glanced casually through these, one by one, as he took
- them down, and began to fear that they were not going to be
- of so much use as he had thought. Then, seating himself,
- he read carefully through the thirteen chapters of Genesis
- which chronicle the story of the founder of Israel.
-
- Of course he had known this story from his earliest years.
- In almost every chapter he came now upon a phrase or an
- incident which had served him as the basis for a sermon.
- He had preached about Hagar in the wilderness,
- about Lot's wife, about the visit of the angels,
- about the intended sacrifice of Isaac, about a dozen other
- things suggested by the ancient narrative. Somehow this
- time it all seemed different to him. The people he read
- about were altered to his vision. Heretofore a poetic
- light had shone about them, where indeed they had not
- glowed in a halo of sanctification. Now, by some chance,
- this light was gone, and he saw them instead as untutored and
- unwashed barbarians, filled with animal lusts and ferocities,
- struggling by violence and foul chicanery to secure
- a foothold in a country which did not belong to them--
- all rude tramps and robbers of the uncivilized plain.
-
- The apparent fact that Abram was a Chaldean struck him
- with peculiar force. How was it, he wondered, that this
- had never occurred to him before? Examining himself,
- he found that he had supposed vaguely that there had been
- Jews from the beginning, or at least, say, from the flood.
- But, no, Abram was introduced simply as a citizen
- of the Chaldean town of Ur, and there was no hint of
- any difference in race between him and his neighbors.
- It was specially mentioned that his brother, Lot's father,
- died in Ur, the city of his nativity. Evidently the family
- belonged there, and were Chaldeans like the rest.
-
- I do not cite this as at all a striking discovery, but it
- did have a curious effect upon Theron Ware. Up to that
- very afternoon, his notion of the kind of book he wanted
- to write had been founded upon a popular book called "Ruth
- the Moabitess," written by a clergyman he knew very well,
- the Rev. E. Ray Mifflin. This model performance troubled
- itself not at all with difficult points, but went swimmingly
- along through scented summer seas of pretty rhetoric,
- teaching nothing, it is true, but pleasing a good deal
- and selling like hot cakes. Now, all at once Theron
- felt that he hated that sort of book. HIS work should
- be of a vastly different order. He might fairly assume,
- he thought, that if the fact that Abram was a Chaldean
- was new to him, it would fall upon the world in general
- as a novelty. Very well, then, there was his chance.
- He would write a learned book, showing who the Chaldeans
- were, and how their manners and beliefs differed from,
- and influenced--
-
- It was at this psychological instant that the wave of
- self-condemnation suddenly burst upon and submerged the
- young clergyman. It passed again, leaving him staring fixedly
- at the pile of books he had taken down from the shelves,
- and gasping a little, as if for breath. Then the humorous
- side of the thing, perversely enough, appealed to him,
- and he grinned feebly to himself at the joke of his having
- imagined that he could write learnedly about the Chaldeans,
- or anything else. But, no, it shouldn't remain a joke!
- His long mobile face grew serious under the new resolve.
- He would learn what there was to be learned about the Chaldeans.
- He rose and walked up and down the room, gathering fresh
- strength of purpose as this inviting field of research
- spread out its vistas before him. Perhaps--yes, he would
- incidentally explore the mysteries of the Moabitic past
- as well, and thus put the Rev. E. Ray Mifflin to confusion
- on his own subject. That would in itself be a useful thing,
- because Mifflin wore kid gloves at the Conference,
- and affected an intolerable superiority of dress and demeanor,
- and there would be general satisfaction among the plainer
- and worthier brethren at seeing him taken down a peg.
-
- Now for the first time there rose distinctly in Theron's
- mind that casual allusion which Father Forbes had made
- to the Turanians. He recalled, too, his momentary feeling
- of mortification at not knowing who the Turanians were,
- at the time. Possibly, if he had probed this matter more deeply,
- now as he walked and pondered in the little living-room,
- he might have traced the whole of the afternoon's mental
- experiences to that chance remark of the Romish priest.
- But this speculation did not detain him. He mused instead
- upon the splendid library Father Forbes must have.
-
- "Well, how does the book come on? Have you got to 'my
- Lady Keturah' yet?'"
-
- It was Alice who spoke, opening the door from the kitchen,
- and putting in her head with a pretence of great and
- solemn caution, but with a correcting twinkle in her eyes.
-
- "I haven't got to anybody yet," answered Theron, absently.
- "These big things must be approached slowly."
-
- Come out to supper, then, while the beans are hot,"
- said Alice.
-
- The young minister sat through this other meal, again in
- deep abstraction. His wife pursued her little pleasantry
- about Keturah, the second wife, urging him with mock gravity
- to scold her roundly for daring to usurp Sarah's place,
- but Theron scarcely heard her, and said next to nothing.
- He ate sparingly, and fidgeted in his seat, waiting with
- obvious impatience for the finish of the meal.
- At last he rose abruptly.
-
- "I've got a call to make--something with reference
- to the book," he said. "I'll run out now, I think,
- before it gets dark."
-
- He put on his hat, and strode out of the house as if his
- errand was of the utmost urgency. Once upon the street,
- however, his pace slackened. There was still a good deal
- of daylight outside, and he loitered aimlessly about,
- walking with bowed head and hands clasped behind him,
- until dusk fell. Then he squared his shoulders,
- and started straight as the crow flies toward the residence
- of Father Forbes.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
- The new Catholic church was the largest and most imposing
- public building in Octavius. Even in its unfinished condition,
- with a bald roofing of weather-beaten boards marking on
- the stunted tower the place where a spire was to begin
- later on, it dwarfed every other edifice of the sort in
- the town, just as it put them all to shame in the matter
- of the throngs it drew, rain or shine, to its services.
-
- These facts had not heretofore been a source of satisfaction
- to the Rev. Theron Ware. He had even alluded to the subject
- in terms which gave his wife the impression that he
- actively deplored the strength and size of the Catholic
- denomination in this new home of theirs, and was troubled
- in his mind about Rome generally. But this evening he
- walked along the extended side of the big structure,
- which occupied nearly half the block, and then,
- turning the corner, passed in review its wide-doored,
- looming front, without any hostile emotions whatever.
- In the gathering dusk it seemed more massive than ever before,
- but he found himself only passively considering the odd
- statement he had heard that all Catholic Church property
- was deeded absolutely in the name of the Bishop of the diocese.
-
- Only a narrow passage-way separated the church from
- the pastorate--a fine new brick residence standing
- flush upon the street. Theron mounted the steps,
- and looked about for a bell-pull. Search revealed instead
- a little ivory button set in a ring of metal work.
- He picked at this for a time with his finger-nail, before
- he made out the injunction, printed across it, to push.
- Of course! how stupid of him! This was one of those
- electric bells he had heard so much of, but which had not
- as yet made their way to the class of homes he knew.
- For custodians of a mediaeval superstition and fanaticism,
- the Catholic clergy seemed very much up to date. This bell
- made him feel rather more a countryman than ever.
-
- The door was opened by a tall gaunt woman, who stood
- in black relief against the radiance of the hall-way
- while Theron, choosing his words with some diffidence,
- asked if the Rev. Mr. Forbes was in.
-
- "He is" came the hush-voiced answer. "He's at dinner, though."
-
- It took the young minister a second or two to bring
- into association in his mind this evening hour and this
- midday meal. Then he began to say that he would call again--
- it was nothing special--but the woman suddenly cut him
- short by throwing the door wide open.
-
- "It's Mr. Ware, is it not?" she asked, in a greatly
- altered tone. "Sure, he'd not have you go away.
- Come inside--do, sir!--I'll tell him."
-
- Theron, with a dumb show of reluctance, crossed the threshold.
- He noted now that the woman, who had bustled down the hall
- on her errand, was gray-haired and incredibly ugly, with a
- dark sour face, glowering black eyes, and a twisted mouth.
- Then he saw that he was not alone in the hall-way.
- Three men and two women, all poorly clad and obviously
- working people, were seated in meek silence on a bench
- beyond the hat-rack. They glanced up at him for an instant,
- then resumed their patient study of the linoleum pattern
- on the floor at their feet.
-
- "And will you kindly step in, sir?" the elderly Gorgon
- had returned to ask. She led Mr. Ware along the hall-way
- to a door near the end, and opened it for him to pass
- before her.
-
- He entered a room in which for the moment he could see
- nothing but a central glare of dazzling light beating
- down from a great shaded lamp upon a circular patch
- of white table linen. Inside this ring of illumination
- points of fire sparkled from silver and porcelain,
- and two bars of burning crimson tracked across the cloth
- in reflection from tall glasses filled with wine.
- The rest of the room was vague darkness; but the gloom
- seemed saturated with novel aromatic odors, the appetizing
- scent of which bore clear relation to what Theron's
- blinking eyes rested upon.
-
- He was able now to discern two figures at the table,
- outside the glowing circle of the lamp. They had
- both risen, and one came toward him with cordial celerity,
- holding out a white plump hand in greeting. He took
- this proffered hand rather limply, not wholly sure
- in the half-light that this really was Father Forbes,
- and began once more that everlasting apology to which he
- seemed doomed in the presence of the priest. It was
- broken abruptly off by the other's protesting laughter.
-
- "My dear Mr. Ware, I beg of you," the priest urged,
- chuckling with hospitable mirth, "don't, don't apologize!
- I give you my word, nothing in the world could have
- pleased us better than your joining us here tonight.
- It was quite dramatic, your coming in as you did.
- We were speaking of you at that very moment. Oh, I forgot--
- let me make you acquainted with my friend--my very
- particular friend, Dr. Ledsmar. Let me take your hat;
- pray draw up a chair. Maggie will have a place laid for you
- in a minute."
-
- "Oh, I assure you--I couldn't think of it--I've just
- eaten my--my--dinner," expostulated Theron. He murmured
- more inarticulate remonstrances a moment later, when the
- grim old domestic appeared with plates, serviette,
- and tableware for his use, but she went on spreading
- them before him as if she heard nothing. Thus committed
- against a decent show of resistance, the young minister did
- eat a little here and there of what was set before him,
- and was human enough to regret frankly that he could
- not eat more. It seemed to him very remarkable cookery,
- transfiguring so simple a thing as a steak, for example,
- quite out of recognition, and investing the humble
- potato with a charm he had never dreamed of.
- He wondered from time to time if it would be polite
- to ask how the potatoes were cooked, so that he might tell Alice.
-
- The conversation at the table was not continuous,
- or even enlivened. After the lapses into silence became marked,
- Theron began to suspect that his refusal to drink wine had
- annoyed them--the more so as he had drenched a large section
- of table-cloth in his efforts to manipulate a siphon instead.
- He was greatly relieved, therefore, when Father Forbes
- explained in an incidental way that Dr. Ledsmar
- and he customarily ate their meals almost without a word.
-
- "It's a philosophic fad of his," the priest went on smilingly,
- "and I have fallen in with it for the sake of a quiet life;
- so that when we do have company--that is to say,
- once in a blue moon--we display no manners to speak of"
-
- "I had always supposed--that is, I've always heard--
- that it was more healthful to talk at meals," said Theron.
- "Of course--what I mean--I took it for granted all physicians
- thought so."
-
- Dr. Ledsmar laughed. "That depends so much upon the
- quality of the meals!" he remarked, holding his glass
- up to the light.
-
- He seemed a man of middle age and an equable disposition.
- Theron, stealing stray glances at him around the lampshade,
- saw most distinctly of all a broad, impressive dome
- of skull, which, though obviously the result of baldness,
- gave the effect of quite belonging to the face.
- There were gold-rimmed spectacles, through which shone
- now and again the vivid sparkle of sharp, alert eyes,
- and there was a nose of some sort not easy to classify,
- at once long and thick. The rest was thin hair and short
- round beard, mouse-colored where the light caught them,
- but losing their outlines in the shadows of the background.
- Theron had not heard of him among the physicians of Octavius.
- He wondered if he might not be a doctor of something else
- than medicine, and decided upon venturing the question.
-
- "Oh, yes, it is medicine," replied Ledsmar. "I am a doctor
- three or four times over, so far as parchments can make one.
- In some other respects, though, I should think I am
- probably less of a doctor than anybody else now living.
- I haven't practised--that is, regularly--for many years,
- and I take no interest whatever in keeping abreast
- of what the profession regards as its progress. I know
- nothing beyond what was being taught in the sixties,
- and that I am glad to say I have mostly forgotten."
-
- "Dear me!" said Theron. "I had always supposed that
- Science was the most engrossing of pursuits--that once
- a man took it up he never left it."
-
- "But that would imply a connection between Science
- and Medicine!" commented the doctor. "My dear sir,
- they are not even on speaking terms."
-
- "Shall we go upstairs?" put in the priest, rising from his chair.
- "It will be more comfortable to have our coffee there--
- unless indeed, Mr. Ware, tobacco is unpleasant to you?"
-
- "Oh, my, no!" the young minister exclaimed, eager to
- free himself from the suggestion of being a kill-joy.
- "I don't smoke myself; but I am very fond of the odor,
- I assure you."
-
- Father Forbes led the way out. It could be seen now that he
- wore a long house-gown of black silk, skilfully moulded
- to his erect, shapely, and rounded form. Though he carried
- this with the natural grace of a proud and beautiful belle,
- there was no hint of the feminine in his bearing,
- or in the contour of his pale, firm-set, handsome face.
- As he moved through the hall-way, the five people
- whom Theron had seen waiting rose from their bench,
- and two of the women began in humble murmurs, "If you
- please, Father," and "Good-evening to your Riverence;
- "but the priest merely nodded and passed on up the staircase,
- followed by his guests. The people sat down on their bench again.
-
- A few minutes later, reclining at his ease in a huge low chair,
- and feeling himself unaccountably at home in the most
- luxuriously appointed and delightful little room he had
- ever seen, the Rev. Theron Ware sipped his unaccustomed
- coffee and embarked upon an explanation of his errand.
- Somehow the very profusion of scholarly symbols about him--
- the great dark rows of encased and crowded book-shelves
- rising to the ceiling, the classical engravings upon
- the wall, the revolving book-case, the reading-stand,
- the mass of littered magazines, reviews, and papers
- at either end of the costly and elaborate writing-desk--
- seemed to make it the easier for him to explain without
- reproach that he needed information about Abram. He told
- them quite in detail the story of his book.
-
- The two others sat watching him through a faint haze of
- scented smoke, with polite encouragement on their faces.
- Father Forbes took the added trouble to nod understandingly
- at the various points of the narrative, and when it was
- finished gave one of his little approving chuckles.
-
- "This skirts very closely upon sorcery," he said smilingly.
- "Do you know, there is perhaps not another man in the country
- who knows Assyriology so thoroughly as our friend here,
- Dr. Ledsmar."
-
- "That's putting it too strong," remarked the Doctor.
- "I only follow at a distance--a year or two behind.
- But I daresay I can help you. You are quite welcome
- to anything I have: my books cover the ground pretty
- well up to last year. Delitzsch is very interesting;
- but Baudissin's 'Studien zur Semitischen Religionsgeschichte'
- would come closer to what you need. There are several
- other important Germans--Schrader, Bunsen, Duncker, Hommel,
- and so on."
-
- "Unluckily I--I don't read German readily," Theron explained
- with diffidence.
-
- "That's a pity," said the doctor, "because they do the
- best work--not only in this field, but in most others.
- And they do so much that the mass defies translation.
- Well, the best thing outside of German of course is Sayce.
- I daresay you know him, though."
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware shook his head mournfully. I don't
- seem to know any one," he murmured.
-
- The others exchanged glances.
-
- "But if I may ask, Mr. Ware," pursued the doctor,
- regarding their guest with interest through his spectacles,
- "why do you specially hit upon Abraham? He is full
- of difficulties--enough, just now, at any rate, to warn
- off the bravest scholar. Why not take something easier?"
-
- Theron had recovered something of his confidence. "Oh, no,"
- he said, "that is just what attracts me to Abraham.
- I like the complexities and contradictions in his character.
- Take for instance all that strange and picturesque episode
- of Hagar: see the splendid contrast between the craft and
- commercial guile of his dealings in Egypt and with Abimelech,
- and the simple, straightforward godliness of his
- later years. No, all those difficulties only attract me.
- Do you happen to know--of course you would know--do those
- German books, or the others, give anywhere any additional
- details of the man himself and his sayings and doings--
- little things which help, you know, to round out one's
- conception of the individual?"
-
- Again the priest and the doctor stole a furtive glance
- across the young minister's head. It was Father Forbes
- who replied.
-
- "I fear that you are taking our friend Abraham too literally,
- Mr. Ware," he said, in that gentle semblance of paternal
- tones which seemed to go so well with his gown.
- "Modern research, you know, quite wipes him out of existence
- as an individual. The word 'Abram' is merely an eponym--
- it means 'exalted father.' Practically all the names
- in the Genesis chronologies are what we call eponymous.
- Abram is not a person at all: he is a tribe, a sept,
- a clan. In the same way, Shem is not intended for a man;
- it is the name of a great division of the human race.
- Heber is simply the throwing back into allegorical substance,
- so to speak, of the Hebrews; Heth of the Hittites;
- Asshur of Assyria."
-
- "But this is something very new, this theory, isn't it?"
- queried Theron.
-
- The priest smiled and shook his head. "Bless you, no!
- My dear sir, there is nothing new. Epicurus and Lucretius
- outlined the whole Darwinian theory more than two thousand
- years ago. As for this eponym thing, why Saint Augustine
- called attention to it fifteen hundred years ago. In his 'De
- Civitate Dei,' he expressly says of these genealogical names,
- 'GENTES NON HOMINES;' that is, 'peoples, not persons.'
- It was as obvious to him--as much a commonplace of knowledge--
- as it was to Ezekiel eight hundred years before him."
-
- "It seems passing strange that we should not know
- it now, then," commented Theron; "I mean, that everybody
- shouldn't know it."
-
- Father Forbes gave a little purring chuckle.
- "Ah, there we get upon contentious ground," he remarked.
- "Why should 'everybody' be supposed to know anything at all?
- What business is it of 'everybody's' to know things?
- The earth was just as round in the days when people
- supposed it to be flat, as it is now. So the truth
- remains always the truth, even though you give a charter
- to ten hundred thousand separate numskulls to examine
- it by the light of their private judgment, and report
- that it is as many different varieties of something else.
- But of course that whole question of private judgment
- versus authority is No-Man's-Land for us. We were speaking
- of eponyms."
-
- "Yes," said Theron; "it is very interesting."
-
- "There is a curious phase of the subject which hasn't been
- worked out much," continued the priest. "Probably the Germans
- will get at that too, sometime. They are doing the best Irish
- work in other fields, as it is. I spoke of Heber and Heth,
- in Genesis, as meaning the Hebrews and the Hittites.
- Now my own people, the Irish, have far more ancient legends
- and traditions than any other nation west of Athens;
- and you find in their myth of the Milesian invasion
- and conquest two principal leaders called Heber and Ith,
- or Heth. That is supposed to be comparatively modern--
- about the time of Solomon's Temple. But these independent
- Irish myths go back to the fall of the Tower of Babel,
- and they have there an ancestor, grandson of Japhet,
- named Fenius Farsa, and they ascribe to him the invention
- of the alphabet. They took their ancient name of Feine,
- the modern Fenian, from him. Oddly enough, that is
- the name which the Romans knew the Phoenicians by,
- and to them also is ascribed the invention of the alphabet.
- The Irish have a holy salmon of knowledge, just like the
- Chaldean man-fish. The Druids' tree-worship is identical
- with that of the Chaldeans--those pagan groves, you know,
- which the Jews were always being punished for building.
- You see, there is nothing new. Everything is built on
- the ruins of something else. Just as the material earth
- is made up of countless billions of dead men's bones,
- so the mental world is all alive with the ghosts of dead
- men's thoughts and beliefs, the wraiths of dead races'
- faiths and imaginings."
-
- Father Forbes paused, then added with a twinkle in his eye:
- "That peroration is from an old sermon of mine, in the days
- when I used to preach. I remember rather liking it,
- at the time."
-
- "But you still preach?" asked the Rev. Mr. Ware,
- with lifted brows.
-
- "No! no more! I only talk now and again," answered the priest,
- with what seemed a suggestion of curtness. He made haste
- to take the conversation back again. "The names of these
- dead-and-gone things are singularly pertinacious, though.
- They survive indefinitely. Take the modern name Marmaduke,
- for example. It strikes one as peculiarly modern,
- up-to-date, doesn't it? Well, it is the oldest name on earth--
- thousands of years older than Adam. It is the ancient
- Chaldean Meridug, or Merodach. He was the young god who
- interceded continually between the angry, omnipotent Ea,
- his father, and the humble and unhappy Damkina, or Earth,
- who was his mother. This is interesting from another
- point of view, because this Merodach or Marmaduke is,
- so far as we can see now, the original prototype of our
- 'divine intermediary' idea. I daresay, though, that if we
- could go back still other scores of centuries, we should
- find whole receding series of types of this Christ-myth of ours."
-
- Theron Ware sat upright at the fall of these words,
- and flung a swift, startled look about the room--
- the instinctive glance of a man unexpectedly confronted
- with peril, and casting desperately about for means of defence
- and escape. For the instant his mind was aflame with this
- vivid impression--that he was among sinister enemies,
- at the mercy of criminals. He half rose under the impelling
- stress of this feeling, with the sweat standing on his brow,
- and his jaw dropped in a scared and bewildered stare.
-
- Then, quite as suddenly, the sense of shock was gone;
- and it was as if nothing at all had happened.
- He drew a long breath, took another sip of his coffee,
- and found himself all at once reflecting almost pleasurably
- upon the charm of contact with really educated people.
- He leaned back in the big chair again, and smiled to show
- these men of the world how much at his ease he was.
- It required an effort, he discovered, but he made it bravely,
- and hoped he was succeeding.
-
- "It hasn't been in my power to at all lay hold of what
- the world keeps on learning nowadays about its babyhood,"
- he said. "All I have done is to try to preserve an
- open mind, and to maintain my faith that the more we know,
- the nearer we shall approach the Throne."
-
- Dr. Ledsmar abruptly scuffled his feet on the floor,
- and took out his watch. "I'm afraid--" he began.
-
- "No, no! There's plenty of time," remarked the priest,
- with his soft half-smile and purring tones. "You finish
- your cigar here with Mr. Ware, and excuse me while I run
- down and get rid of the people in the hall."
-
- Father Forbes tossed his cigar-end into the fender.
- Then he took from the mantel a strange three-cornered
- black-velvet cap, with a dangling silk tassel at the side,
- put it on his head, and went out.
-
- Theron, being left alone with the doctor, hardly knew what
- to do or say. He took up a paper from the floor beside him,
- but realized that it would be impolite to go farther,
- and laid it on his knee. Some trace of that earlier
- momentary feeling that he was in hostile hands came back,
- and worried him. He lifted himself upright in the chair,
- and then became conscious that what really disturbed him
- was the fact that Dr. Ledsmar had turned in his seat,
- crossed his legs, and was contemplating him with a gravely
- concentrated scrutiny through his spectacles.
-
- This uncomfortable gaze kept itself up a long way
- beyond the point of good manners; but the doctor seemed
- not to mind that at all.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
- When Dr. Ledsmar finally spoke, it was in a kindlier tone
- than the young minister had looked for. "I had half a notion
- of going to hear you preach the other evening," he said;
- "but at the last minute I backed out. I daresay I shall
- pluck up the courage, sooner or later, and really go.
- It must be fully twenty years since I last heard a sermon,
- and I had supposed that that would suffice for the rest
- of my life. But they tell me that you are worth while;
- and, for some reason or other, I find myself curious on
- the subject."
-
- Involved and dubious though the compliment might be,
- Theron felt himself flushing with satisfaction. He nodded
- his acknowledgment, and changed the topic.
-
- "I was surprised to hear Father Forbes say that he did
- not preach," he remarked.
-
- "Why should he?" asked the doctor, indifferently.
- "I suppose he hasn't more than fifteen parishioners
- in a thousand who would understand him if he did,
- and of these probably twelve would join in a complaint
- to his Bishop about the heterodox tone of his sermon.
- There is no point in his going to all that pains,
- merely to incur that risk. Nobody wants him to preach,
- and he has reached an age where personal vanity no longer
- tempts him to do so. What IS wanted of him is that he
- should be the paternal, ceremonial, authoritative head
- and centre of his flock, adviser, monitor, overseer,
- elder brother, friend, patron, seigneur--whatever you like--
- everything except a bore. They draw the line at that.
- You see how diametrically opposed this Catholic point of
- view is to the Protestant."
-
- "The difference does seem extremely curious to me,"
- said Theron. "Now, those people in the hall--"
-
- "Go on," put in the doctor, as the other faltered hesitatingly.
- "I know what you were going to say. It struck you
- as odd that he should let them wait on the bench there,
- while he came up here to smoke."
-
- Theron smiled faintly. "I WAS thinking that my--
- my parishioners wouldn't have taken it so quietly.
- But of course--it is all so different!"
-
- "As chalk from cheese!" said Dr. Ledsmar, lighting a
- fresh cigar. "I daresay every one you saw there had come
- either to take the pledge, or see to it that one of the
- others took it. That is the chief industry in the hall,
- so far as I have observed. Now discipline is an important
- element in the machinery here. Coming to take the pledge
- implies that you have been drunk and are now ashamed.
- Both states have their values, but they are opposed.
- Sitting on that bench tends to develop penitence to the
- prejudice of alcoholism. But at no stage would it ever
- occur to the occupant of the bench that he was the best
- judge of how long he was to sit there, or that his priest
- should interrupt his dinner or general personal routine,
- in order to administer that pledge. Now, I daresay you
- have no people at all coming to 'swear off.'"
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware shook his head. "No; if a man with us
- got as bad as all that, he wouldn't come near the church
- at all. He'd simply drop out, and there would be an end
- to it."
-
- "Quite so," interjected the doctor. "That is the
- voluntary system. But these fellows can't drop out.
- There's no bottom to the Catholic Church. Everything
- that's in, stays in. If you don't mind my saying so--
- of course I view you all impartially from the outside--
- but it seems logical to me that a church should exist
- for those who need its help, and not for those who by their
- own profession are so good already that it is they who
- help the church. Now, you turn a man out of your church
- who behaves badly: that must be on the theory that his
- remaining in would injure the church, and that in turn
- involves the idea that it is the excellent character
- of the parishioners which imparts virtue to the church.
- The Catholics' conception, you see, is quite the converse.
- Such virtue as they keep in stock is on tap, so to speak,
- here in the church itself, and the parishioners come and
- get some for themselves according to their need for it.
- Some come every day, some only once a year, some perhaps
- never between their baptism and their funeral. But they
- all have a right here, the professional burglar every whit
- as much as the speckless saint. The only stipulation
- is that they oughtn't to come under false pretences:
- the burglar is in honor bound not to pass himself off to his
- priest as the saint. But that is merely a moral obligation,
- established in the burglar's own interest. It does
- him no good to come unless he feels that he is playing
- the rules of the game, and one of these is confession.
- If he cheats there, he knows that he is cheating
- nobody but himself, and might much better have stopped
- away altogether."
-
- Theron nodded his head comprehendingly. He had a great
- many views about the Romanish rite of confession which did
- not at all square with this statement of the case, but this
- did not seem a specially fit time for bringing them forth.
- There was indeed a sense of languid repletion in his mind,
- as if it had been overfed and wanted to lie down for awhile.
- He contented himself with nodding again, and murmuring
- reflectively, "Yes, it is all strangely different."
-
- His tone was an invitation to silence; and the doctor turned
- his attention to the cigar, studying its ash for a minute
- with an air of deep meditation, and then solemnly blowing
- out a slow series of smoke-rings. Theron watched him
- with an indolent, placid eye, wondering lazily if it was,
- after all, so very pleasant to smoke.
-
- There fell upon this silence--with a softness so delicate
- that it came almost like a progression in the hush--
- the sound of sweet music. For a little, strain and source
- were alike indefinite--an impalpable setting to harmony
- of the mellowed light, the perfumed opalescence of the air,
- the luxury and charm of the room. Then it rose as by a
- sweeping curve of beauty, into a firm, calm, severe melody,
- delicious to the ear, but as cold in the mind's vision
- as moonlit sculpture. It went on upward with stately
- collectedness of power, till the atmosphere seemed all
- alive with the trembling consciousness of the presence
- of lofty souls, sternly pure and pitilessly great.
-
- Theron found himself moved as he had never been before.
- He almost resented the discovery, when it was presented
- to him by the prosaic, mechanical side of his brain,
- that he was listening to organ-music, and that it came
- through the open window from the church close by.
- He would fain have reclined in his chair and closed
- his eyes, and saturated himself with the uttermost fulness
- of the sensation. Yet, in absurd despite of himself,
- he rose and moved over to the window.
-
- Only a narrow alley separated the pastorate from the church;
- Mr. Ware could have touched with a walking-stick the
- opposite wall. Indirectly facing him was the arched and
- mullioned top of a great window. A dim light from within shone
- through the more translucent portions of the glass below,
- throwing out faint little bars of party-colored radiance
- upon the blackness of the deep passage-way. He could
- vaguely trace by these the outlines of some sort of picture
- on the window. There were human figures in it, and--yes--
- up here in the centre, nearest him, was a woman's head.
- There was a halo about it, engirdling rich, flowing waves
- of reddish hair, the lights in which glowed like flame.
- The face itself was barely distinguishable, but its
- half-suggested form raised a curious sense of resemblance
- to some other face. He looked at it closely, blankly,
- the noble music throbbing through his brain meanwhile.
-
- "It's that Madden girl!" he suddenly heard a voice say
- by his side. Dr. Ledsmar had followed him to the window,
- and was close at his shoulder.
-
- Theron's thoughts were upon the puzzling shadowed
- lineaments on the stained glass. He saw now in a flash
- the resemblance which had baffled him. "It IS like her,
- of course," he said.
-
- "Yes, unfortunately, it IS just like her," replied the doctor,
- with a hostile note in his voice. "Whenever I am
- dining here, she always goes in and kicks up that racket.
- She knows I hate it."
-
- "Oh, you mean that it is she who is playing," remarked Theron.
- "I thought you referred to--at least--I was thinking of--"
-
- His sentence died off in inconsequence. He had a
- feeling that he did not want to talk with the doctor
- about the stained-glass likeness. The music had sunk
- away now into fragmentary and unconnected passages,
- broken here and there by abrupt stops. Dr. Ledsmar
- stretched an arm out past him and shut the window.
- "Let's hear as little of the row as we can," he said,
- and the two went back to their chairs.
-
- "Pardon me for the question," the Rev. Mr. Ware said,
- after a pause which began to affect him as constrained,
- "but something you said about dining--you don't
- live here, then? In the house, I mean?"
-
- The doctor laughed--a characteristically abrupt,
- dry little laugh, which struck Theron at once as bearing
- a sort of black-sheep relationship to the priest's
- habitual chuckle. "That must have been puzzling you no end,"
- he said--"that notion that the pastorate kept a devil's
- advocate on the premises. No, Mr. Ware, I don't live here.
- I inhabit a house of my own--you may have seen it--
- an old-fashioned place up beyond the race-course,
- with a sort of tower at the back, and a big garden.
- But I dine here three or four times a week. It is an old
- arrangement of ours. Vincent and I have been friends
- for many years now. We are quite alone in the world,
- we two--much to our mutual satisfaction. You must come
- up and see me some time; come up and have a look over
- the books we were speaking of."
-
- "I am much obliged," said Theron, without enthusiasm.
- The thought of the doctor by himself did not attract
- him greatly.
-
- The reservation in his tone seemed to interest the doctor.
- "I suppose you are the first man I have asked in a
- dozen years," he remarked, frankly willing that the young
- minister should appreciate the favor extended him.
- "It must be fully that since anybody but Vincent Forbes
- has been under my roof; that is, of my own species,
- I mean."
-
- "You live there quite alone," commented Theron.
-
- "Quite--with my dogs and cats and lizards--and my Chinaman.
- I mustn't forget him." The doctor noted the inquiry
- in the other's lifted brows, and smilingly explained.
- "He is my solitary servant. Possibly he might not appeal
- to you much; but I can assure you he used to interest
- Octavius a great deal when I first brought him here,
- ten years ago or so. He afforded occupation for all the
- idle boys in the village for a twelve-month at least.
- They used to lie in wait for him all day long, with stones
- or horse-chestnuts or snowballs, according to the season.
- The Irishmen from the wagon-works nearly killed him
- once or twice, but he patiently lived it all down.
- The Chinaman has the patience to live everything down--
- the Caucasian races included. He will see us all to bed,
- will that gentleman with the pigtail!"
-
- The music over in the church had lifted itself again into form
- and sequence, and defied the closed window. If anything,
- it was louder than before, and the sonorous roar of the
- bass-pedals seemed to be shaking the very walls. It was
- something with a big-lunged, exultant, triumphing swing in it--
- something which ought to have been sung on the battlefield
- at the close of day by the whole jubilant army of victors.
- It was impossible to pretend not to be listening to it;
- but the doctor submitted with an obvious scowl, and bit
- off the tip of his third cigar with an annoyed air.
-
- "You don't seem to care much for music," suggested Mr. Ware,
- when a lull came.
-
- Dr. Ledsmar looked up, lighted match in hand.
- "Say musicians!" he growled. "Has it ever occurred to you,"
- he went on, between puffs at the flame, "that the only
- animals who make the noises we call music are of the
- bird family--a debased offshoot of the reptilian creation--
- the very lowest types of the vertebrata now in existence?
- I insist upon the parallel among humans. I have in
- my time, sir, had considerable opportunities for studying
- close at hand the various orders of mammalia who devote
- themselves to what they describe as the arts. It may sound
- a harsh judgement, but I am convinced that musicians stand
- on the very bottom rung of the ladder in the sub-cellar
- of human intelligence, even lower than painters and actors."
-
- This seemed such unqualified nonsense to the Rev. Mr. Ware
- that he offered no comment whatever upon it.
- He tried instead to divert his thoughts to the stormy
- strains which rolled in through the vibrating brickwork,
- and to picture to himself the large, capable figure of
- Miss Madden seated in the half-light at the organ-board,
- swaying to and fro in a splendid ecstasy of power
- as she evoked at will this superb and ordered uproar.
- But the doctor broke insistently in upon his musings.
-
- "All art, so-called, is decay," he said, raising his voice.
- "When a race begins to brood on the beautiful--so-called--
- it is a sign of rot, of getting ready to fall from
- the tree. Take the Jews--those marvellous old fellows--
- who were never more than a handful, yet have imposed
- the rule of their ideas and their gods upon us for fifteen
- hundred years. Why? They were forbidden by their
- most fundamental law to make sculptures or pictures.
- That was at a time when the Egyptians, when the Assyrians,
- and other Semites, were running to artistic riot.
- Every great museum in the world now has whole floors
- devoted to statues from the Nile, and marvellous carvings
- from the palaces of Sargon and Assurbanipal. You can
- get the artistic remains of the Jews during that whole
- period into a child's wheelbarrow. They had the sense
- and strength to penalize art; they alone survived.
- They saw the Egyptians go, the Assyrians go, the Greeks go,
- the late Romans go, the Moors in Spain go--all the artistic
- peoples perish. They remained triumphing over all.
- Now at last their long-belated apogee is here; their decline
- is at hand. I am told that in this present generation
- in Europe the Jews are producing a great lot of young
- painters and sculptors and actors, just as for a century
- they have been producing famous composers and musicians.
- That means the end of the Jews!"
-
- "What! have you only got as far as that?" came the welcome
- interruption of a cheery voice. Father Forbes had entered
- the room, and stood looking down with a whimsical twinkle
- in his eye from one to the other of his guests.
-
- "You must have been taken over the ground at a very slow pace,
- Mr. Ware," he continued, chuckling softly, "to have
- arrived merely at the collapse of the New Jerusalem.
- I fancied I had given him time enough to bring you
- straight up to the end of all of us, with that Chinaman
- of his gently slapping our graves with his pigtail.
- That's where the doctor always winds up, if he's allowed
- to run his course."
-
- "It has all been very interesting, extremely so, I assure you,"
- faltered Theron. It had become suddenly apparent to him
- that he desired nothing so much as to make his escape--
- that he had indeed only been waiting for the host's return
- to do so.
-
- He rose at this, and explained that he must be going.
- No special effort being put forth to restrain him,
- he presently made his way out, Father Forbes hospitably
- following him down to the door, and putting a very gracious
- cordiality into his adieux.
-
- The night was warm and black. Theron stood still in it
- the moment the pastorate door had closed; the sudden
- darkness was so thick that it was as if he had closed
- his eyes. His dominant sensation was of a deep relief
- and rest after some undue fatigue. It crossed his mind
- that drunken men probably felt like that as they leaned
- against things on their way home. He was affected himself,
- he saw, by the weariness and half-nausea following
- a mental intoxication. The conceit pleased him,
- and he smiled to himself as he turned and took the first
- homeward steps. It must be growing late, he thought.
- Alice would be wondering as she waited.
-
- There was a street lamp at the corner, and as he walked
- toward it he noted all at once that his feet were keeping
- step to the movement of the music proceeding from the
- organ within the church--a vaguely processional air,
- marked enough in measure, but still with a dreamy effect.
- It became a pleasure to identify his progress with the quaint
- rhythm of sound as he sauntered along. He discovered,
- as he neared the light, that he was instinctively stepping
- over the seams in the flagstone sidewalk as he had done
- as a boy. He smiled again at this. There was something
- exceptionally juvenile and buoyant about his mood,
- now that he examined it. He set it down as a reaction from
- that doctor's extravagant and incendiary talk. One thing
- was certain--he would never be caught up at that house
- beyond the race-course, with its reptiles and its Chinaman.
- Should he ever even go to the pastorate again? He decided
- not to quite definitely answer THAT in the negative,
- but as he felt now, the chances were all against it.
-
- Turning the corner, and walking off into the shadows
- along the side of the huge church building, Theron noted,
- almost at the end of the edifice, a small door--
- the entrance to a porch coming out to the sidewalk--
- which stood wide open. A thin, pale, vertical line
- of light showed that the inner door, too, was ajar.
-
- Through this wee aperture the organ-music, reduced
- and mellowed by distance, came to him again with that
- same curious, intimate, personal relation which had so moved
- him at the start, before the doctor closed the window.
- It was as if it was being played for him alone.
-
- He paused for a doubting minute or two, with bowed head,
- listening to the exquisite harmony which floated out to
- caress and soothe and enfold him. There was no spiritual,
- or at least pious, effect in it now. He fancied that
- it must be secular music, or, if not, then something
- adapted to marriage ceremonies--rich, vivid, passionate,
- a celebration of beauty and the glory of possession,
- with its ruling note of joy only heightened by soft,
- wooing interludes, and here and there the tremor of a fond,
- timid little sob.
-
- Theron turned away irresolutely, half frightened at the
- undreamt-of impression this music was making upon him.
- Then, all at once, he wheeled and stepped boldly into
- the porch, pushing the inner door open and hearing it
- rustle against its leathern frame as it swung to behind him.
-
- He had never been inside a Catholic church before.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
- Jeremiah Madden was supposed to be probably the richest
- man in Octavius. There was no doubt at all about his
- being its least pretentious citizen.
-
- The huge and ornate modern mansion which he had built,
- putting to shame every other house in the place, gave an effect
- of ostentation to the Maddens as a family; it seemed only
- to accentuate the air of humility which enveloped Jeremiah
- as with a garment. Everybody knew some version of the many
- tales afloat which, in a kindly spirit, illustrated the
- incongruity between him and his splendid habitation.
- Some had it that he slept in the shed. Others told whimsical
- stories of his sitting alone in the kitchen evenings,
- smoking his old clay pipe, and sorrowing because the
- second Mrs. Madden would not suffer the pigs and chickens
- to come in and bear him company. But no matter how comic
- the exaggeration, these legends were invariably amiable.
- It lay in no man's mouth to speak harshly of Jeremiah Madden.
-
- He had been born a Connemara peasant, and he would die one.
- When he was ten years old he had seen some of his
- own family, and most of his neighbors, starve to death.
- He could remember looking at the stiffened figure of a woman
- stretched on the stones by the roadside, with the green
- stain of nettles on her white lips. A girl five years or
- so older than himself, also a Madden and distantly related,
- had started in despair off across the mountains to the town
- where it was said the poor-law officers were dealing
- out food. He could recall her coming back next day,
- wild-eyed with hunger and the fever; the officers had
- refused her relief because her bare legs were not wholly
- shrunken to the bone. "While there's a calf on the shank,
- there's no starvation," they had explained to her.
- The girl died without profiting by this official apothegm.
- The boy found it burned ineffaceably upon his brain.
- Now, after a lapse of more than forty years, it seemed
- the thing that he remembered best about Ireland.
-
- He had drifted westward as an unconsidered, unresisting item
- in that vast flight of the famine years. Others whom
- he rubbed against in that melancholy exodus, and deemed
- of much greater promise than himself, had done badly.
- Somehow he did well. He learned the wheelwright's trade,
- and really that seemed all there was to tell. The rest
- had been calm and sequent progression--steady employment
- as a journeyman first; then marriage and a house and lot;
- the modest start as a master; the move to Octavius and
- cheap lumber; the growth of his business, always marked
- of late years stupendous--all following naturally,
- easily, one thing out of another. Jeremiah encountered
- the idea among his fellows, now and again, that he was
- entitled to feel proud of all this. He smiled to himself
- at the thought, and then sent a sigh after the smile.
- What was it all but empty and transient vanity? The score
- of other Connemara boys he had known--none very fortunate,
- several broken tragically in prison or the gutter,
- nearly all now gone the way of flesh--were as good as he.
- He could not have it in his heart to take credit for
- his success; it would have been like sneering over their
- poor graves.
-
- Jeremiah Madden was now fifty-three--a little man
- of a reddened, weather-worn skin and a meditative,
- almost saddened, aspect. He had blue eyes, but his
- scanty iron-gray hair showed raven black in its shadows.
- The width and prominence of his cheek-bones dominated all
- one's recollections of his face. The long vertical upper-lip
- and irregular teeth made, in repose, an unshapely mouth;
- its smile, though, sweetened the whole countenance.
- He wore a fringe of stiff, steel-colored beard, passing from
- ear to ear under his chin. His week-day clothes were
- as simple as his workaday manners, fitting his short
- black pipe and his steadfast devotion to his business.
- On Sundays he dressed with a certain rigor of respectability,
- all in black, and laid aside tobacco, at least to the
- public view. He never missed going to the early Low Mass,
- quite alone. His family always came later, at the ten
- o'clock High Mass.
-
- There had been, at one time or another, a good many
- members of this family. Two wives had borne Jeremiah
- Madden a total of over a dozen children. Of these there
- survived now only two of the first Mrs. Madden's offspring--
- Michael and Celia--and a son of the present wife, who had
- been baptized Terence, but called himself Theodore.
- This minority of the family inhabited the great new house
- on Main Street. Jeremiah went every Sunday afternoon
- by himself to kneel in the presence of the majority,
- there where they lay in Saint Agnes' consecrated ground.
- If the weather was good, he generally extended his
- walk through the fields to an old deserted Catholic
- burial-field, which had been used only in the first years
- after the famine invasion, and now was clean forgotten.
- The old wagon-maker liked to look over the primitive,
- neglected stones which marked the graves of these earlier exiles.
- Fully half of the inscriptions mentioned his County Galway--
- there were two naming the very parish adjoining his.
- The latest date on any stone was of the remoter 'fifties.
- They had all been stricken down, here in this strange
- land with its bitter winters, while the memory of their
- own soft, humid, gentle west-coast air was fresh within them.
- Musing upon the clumsy sculpture, with its "R.I.P.," or
- "Pray for the Soul of," half to be guessed under the stain
- and moss of a generation, there would seem to him but a step
- from this present to that heart-rending, awful past.
- What had happened between was a meaningless vision--
- as impersonal as the passing of the planets overhead.
- He rarely had an impulse to tears in the new cemetery,
- where his ten children were. He never left this weed-grown,
- forsaken old God's-acre dry-eyed.
-
- One must not construct from all this the image of a
- melancholy man, as his fellows met and knew him. Mr. Madden
- kept his griefs, racial and individual, for his own use.
- To the men about him in the offices and the shops he
- presented day after day, year after year, an imperturbable
- cheeriness of demeanor. He had been always fortunate
- in the selection of lieutenants and chief helpers.
- Two of these had grown now into partners, and were almost
- as much a part of the big enterprise as Jeremiah himself.
- They spoke often of their inability to remember any unjust
- or petulant word of his--much less any unworthy deed.
- Once they had seen him in a great rage, all the more impressive
- because he said next to nothing. A thoughtless fellow
- told a dirty story in the presence of some apprentices;
- and Madden, listening to this, drove the offender implacably
- from his employ. It was years now since any one who knew
- him had ventured upon lewd pleasantries in his hearing.
- Jokes of the sort which women might hear he was very
- fond of though he had not much humor of his own.
- Of books he knew nothing whatever, and he made only
- the most perfunctory pretence now and again of reading
- the newspapers.
-
- The elder son Michael was very like his father--diligent,
- unassuming, kindly, and simple--a plain, tall, thin red man
- of nearly thirty, who toiled in paper cap and rolled-up
- shirt-sleeves as the superintendent in the saw-mill,
- and put on no airs whatever as the son of the master.
- If there was surprise felt at his not being taken into
- the firm as a partner, he gave no hint of sharing it.
- He attended to his religious duties with great zeal,
- and was President of the Sodality as a matter of course.
- This was regarded as his blind side; and young employees
- who cultivated it, and made broad their phylacteries
- under his notice, certainly had an added chance of
- getting on well in the works. To some few whom he knew
- specially well, Michael would confess that if he had had
- the brains for it, he should have wished to be a priest.
- He displayed no inclination to marry.
-
- The other son, Terence, was some eight years younger,
- and seemed the product of a wholly different race.
- The contrast between Michael's sandy skin and long gaunt
- visage and this dark boy's handsome, rounded face,
- with its prettily curling black hair, large, heavily
- fringed brown eyes, and delicately modelled features,
- was not more obvious than their temperamental separation.
- This second lad had been away for years at school,--
- indeed, at a good many schools, for no one seemed to
- manage to keep him long. He had been with the Jesuits
- at Georgetown, with the Christian Brothers at Manhattan;
- the sectarian Mt. St. Mary's and the severely secular
- Annapolis had both been tried, and proved misfits.
- The young man was home again now, and save that his
- name had become Theodore, he appeared in no wise
- changed from the beautiful, wilful, bold, and showy boy
- who had gone away in his teens. He was still rather
- small for his years, but so gracefully moulded in form,
- and so perfectly tailored, that the fact seemed rather
- an advantage than otherwise. He never dreamed of going
- near the wagon-works, but he did go a good deal--in fact,
- most of the time--to the Nedahma Club. His mother spoke
- often to her friends about her fears for his health.
- He never spoke to his friends about his mother at all.
-
- The second Mrs. Madden did not, indeed, appeal strongly
- to the family pride. She had been a Miss Foley,
- a dress-maker, and an old maid. Jeremiah had married
- her after a brief widowerhood, principally because she
- was the sister of his parish priest, and had a considerable
- reputation for piety. It was at a time when the expansion
- of his business was promising certain wealth, and suggesting
- the removal to Octavius. He was conscious of a notion that
- his obligations to social respectability were increasing;
- it was certain that the embarrassments of a motherless
- family were. Miss Foley had shown a good deal of attention
- to his little children. She was not ill-looking;
- she bore herself with modesty; she was the priest's sister--
- the niece once removed of a vicar-general. And so it came about.
-
- Although those most concerned did not say so, everybody
- could see from the outset the pity of its ever having
- come about at all. The pious and stiffly respectable
- priest's sister had been harmless enough as a spinster.
- It made the heart ache to contemplate her as a wife.
- Incredibly narrow-minded, ignorant, suspicious, vain,
- and sour-tempered, she must have driven a less equable and
- well-rooted man than Jeremiah Madden to drink or flight.
- He may have had his temptations, but they made no mark on
- the even record of his life. He only worked the harder,
- concentrating upon his business those extra hours which
- another sort of home-life would have claimed instead.
- The end of twenty years found him a rich man, but still
- toiling pertinaciously day by day, as if he had his wage
- to earn. In the great house which had been built to please,
- or rather placate, his wife, he kept to himself as much
- as possible. The popular story of his smoking alone
- in the kitchen was more or less true; only Michael as a
- rule sat with him, too weak-lunged for tobacco himself,
- but reading stray scraps from the papers to the lonely
- old man, and talking with him about the works,
- the while Jeremiah meditatively sucked his clay pipe.
- One or two evenings in the week the twain spent up in Celia's
- part of the house, listening with the awe of simple,
- honest mechanics to the music she played for them.
-
- Celia was to them something indefinably less, indescribably more,
- than a daughter and sister. They could not think there
- had ever been anything like her before in the world;
- the notion of criticising any deed or word of hers
- would have appeared to them monstrous and unnatural.
-
- She seemed to have come up to this radiant and wise and
- marvellously talented womanhood of hers, to their minds,
- quite spontaneously. There had been a little Celia--
- a red-headed, sulky, mutinous slip of a girl, always at war
- with her step-mother, and affording no special comfort
- or hope to the rest of the family. Then there was a
- long gap, during which the father, four times a year,
- handed Michael a letter he had received from the superioress
- of a distant convent, referring with cold formality
- to the studies and discipline by which Miss Madden
- might profit more if she had been better brought up,
- and enclosing a large bill. Then all at once they beheld
- a big Celia, whom they spoke of as being home again,
- but who really seemed never to have been there before--
- a tall, handsome, confident young woman, swift of tongue
- and apprehension, appearing to know everything there was
- to be known by the most learned, able to paint pictures,
- carve wood, speak in divers languages, and make music for
- the gods, yet with it all a very proud lady, one might say
- a queen.
-
- The miracle of such a Celia as this impressed itself
- even upon the step-mother. Mrs. Madden had looked
- forward with a certain grim tightening of her combative
- jaws to the home-coming of the "red-head." She felt
- herself much more the fine lady now than she had been
- when the girl went away. She had her carriage now,
- and the magnificent new house was nearly finished,
- and she had a greater number of ailments, and spent
- far more money on doctor's bills, than any other lady
- in the whole section. The flush of pride in her greatest
- achievement up to date--having the most celebrated of New
- York physicians brought up to Octavius by special train--
- still prickled in her blood. It was in all the papers,
- and the admiration of the flatterers and "soft-sawdherers"--
- wives of Irish merchants and smaller professional men
- who formed her social circle--was raising visions in her
- poor head of going next year with Theodore to Saratoga,
- and fastening the attention of the whole fashionable
- republic upon the variety and resources of her invalidism.
- Mrs. Madden's fancy did not run to the length of seeing
- her step-daughter also at Saratoga; it pictured her still
- as the sullen and hated "red-head," moping defiantly
- in corners, or courting by her insolence the punishments
- which leaped against their leash in the step-mother's
- mind to get at her.
-
- The real Celia, when she came, fairly took Mrs. Madden's
- breath away. The peevish little plans for annoyance and tyranny,
- the resolutions born of ignorant and jealous egotism,
- found themselves swept out of sight by the very first swirl
- of Celia's dress-train, when she came down from her room
- robed in peacock blue. The step-mother could only stare.
-
- Now, after two years of it, Mrs. Madden still viewed her
- step-daughter with round-eyed uncertainty, not unmixed
- with wrathful fear. She still drove about behind two
- magnificent horses; the new house had become almost
- tiresome by familiarity; her pre-eminence in the interested
- minds of the Dearborn County Medical Society was as
- towering as ever, but somehow it was all different.
- There was a note of unreality nowadays in Mrs. Donnelly's
- professions of wonder at her bearing up under her
- multiplied maladies; there was almost a leer of mockery
- in the sympathetic smirk with which the Misses Mangan
- listened to her symptoms. Even the doctors, though they
- kept their faces turned toward her, obviously did not pay
- much attention; the people in the street seemed no longer
- to look at her and her equipage at all. Worst of all,
- something of the meaning of this managed to penetrate
- her own mind. She caught now and again a dim glimpse
- of herself as others must have been seeing her for years--
- as a stupid, ugly, boastful, and bad-tempered old nuisance.
- And it was always as if she saw this in a mirror held
- up by Celia.
-
- Of open discord there had been next to none. Celia would
- not permit it, and showed this so clearly from the
- start that there was scarcely need for her saying it.
- It seemed hardly necessary for her to put into words any
- of her desires, for that matter. All existing arrangements
- in the Madden household seemed to shrink automatically
- and make room for her, whichever way she walked. A whole
- quarter of the unfinished house set itself apart for her.
- Partitions altered themselves; door-ways moved across
- to opposite sides; a recess opened itself, tall and deep,
- for it knew not what statue--simply because, it seemed,
- the Lady Celia willed it so.
-
- When the family moved into this mansion, it was with a
- consciousness that the only one who really belonged there
- was Celia. She alone could behave like one perfectly at home.
- It seemed entirely natural to the others that she should
- do just what she liked, shut them off from her portion
- of the house, take her meals there if she felt disposed,
- and keep such hours as pleased her instant whim. If she
- awakened them at midnight by her piano, or deferred her
- breakfast to the late afternoon, they felt that it must be
- all right, since Celia did it. She had one room furnished
- with only divans and huge, soft cushions, its walls covered
- with large copies of statuary not too strictly clothed,
- which she would suffer no one, not even the servants,
- to enter. Michael fancied sometimes, when he passed the
- draped entrance to this sacred chamber, that the portiere
- smelt of tobacco, but he would not have spoken of it,
- even had he been sure. Old Jeremiah, whose established habit
- it was to audit minutely the expenses of his household,
- covered over round sums to Celia's separate banking account,
- upon the mere playful hint of her holding her check-book up,
- without a dream of questioning her.
-
- That the step-mother had joy, or indeed anything but gall
- and wormwood, out of all this is not to be pretended.
- There lingered along in the recollection of the family some
- vague memories of her having tried to assert an authority
- over Celia's comings and goings at the outset, but they
- grouped themselves as only parts of the general disorder of
- moving and settling, which a fort-night or so quite righted.
- Mrs. Madden still permitted herself a certain license
- of hostile comment when her step-daughter was not present,
- and listened with gratification to what the women of her
- acquaintance ventured upon saying in the same spirit;
- but actual interference or remonstrance she never
- offered nowadays. The two rarely met, for that matter,
- and exchanged only the baldest and curtest forms of speech.
-
- Celia Madden interested all Octavius deeply. This she
- must have done in any case, if only because she was
- the only daughter of its richest citizen. But the bold,
- luxuriant quality of her beauty, the original and piquant
- freedom of her manners, the stories told in gossip about
- her lawlessness at home, her intellectual attainments,
- and artistic vagaries--these were even more exciting.
- The unlikelihood of her marrying any one--at least
- any Octavian--was felt to add a certain romantic zest
- to the image she made on the local perceptions.
- There was no visible young Irishman at all approaching
- the social and financial standard of the Maddens;
- it was taken for granted that a mixed marriage was quite
- out of the question in this case. She seemed to have
- more business about the church than even the priest.
- She was always playing the organ, or drilling the choir,
- or decorating the altars with flowers, or looking over
- the robes of the acolytes for rents and stains, or going
- in or out of the pastorate. Clearly this was not the sort
- of girl to take a Protestant husband.
-
- The gossip of the town concerning her was, however,
- exclusively Protestant. The Irish spoke of her,
- even among themselves, but seldom. There was no occasion
- for them to pretend to like her: they did not know her,
- except in the most distant and formal fashion.
- Even the members of the choir, of both sexes, had the sense
- of being held away from her at haughty arm's length.
- No single parishioner dreamed of calling her friend.
- But when they referred to her, it was always with a cautious
- and respectful reticence. For one thing, she was the daughter
- of their chief man, the man they most esteemed and loved.
- For another, reservations they may have had in their souls
- about her touched close upon a delicately sore spot.
- It could not escape their notice that their Protestant
- neighbors were watching her with vigilant curiosity,
- and with a certain tendency to wink when her name came
- into conversation along with that of Father Forbes.
- It had never yet got beyond a tendency--the barest
- fluttering suggestion of a tempted eyelid--but the
- whole Irish population of the place felt themselves
- to be waiting, with clenched fists but sinking hearts,
- for the wink itself.
-
- The Rev. Theron Ware had not caught even the faintest
- hint of these overtures to suspicion.
-
- When he had entered the huge, dark, cool vault of the church,
- he could see nothing at first but a faint light up over
- the gallery, far at the other end. Then, little by little,
- his surroundings shaped themselves out of the gloom.
- To his right was a rail and some broad steps rising toward
- a softly confused mass of little gray vertical bars
- and the pale twinkle of tiny spots of gilded reflection,
- which he made out in the dusk to be the candles and
- trappings of the altar. Overhead the great arches faded
- away from foundations of dimly discernible capitals into
- utter blackness. There was a strange medicinal odor--
- as of cubeb cigarettes--in the air.
-
- After a little pause, he tiptoed noiselessly up the side
- aisle toward the end of the church--toward the light above
- the gallery. This radiance from a single gas-jet expanded
- as he advanced, and spread itself upward over a burnished
- row of monster metal pipes, which went towering into
- the darkness like giants. They were roaring at him now--
- a sonorous, deafening, angry bellow, which made everything
- about him vibrate. The gallery balustrade hid the keyboard
- and the organist from view. There were only these
- jostling brazen tubes, as big round as trees and as tall,
- trembling with their own furious thunder. It was for all
- the world as if he had wandered into some vast tragical,
- enchanted cave, and was being drawn against his will--
- like fascinated bird and python--toward fate at the savage
- hands of these swollen and enraged genii.
-
- He stumbled in the obscure light over a kneeling-bench,
- making a considerable racket. On the instant the noise
- from the organ ceased, and he saw the black figure
- of a woman rise above the gallery-rail and look down.
-
- "Who is it?" the indubitable voice of Miss Madden
- demanded sharply.
-
- Theron had a sudden sheepish notion of turning and running.
- With the best grace he could summon, he called out an
- explanation instead.
-
- "Wait a minute. I'm through now. I'm coming down,"
- she returned. He thought there was a note of amusement
- in her tone.
-
- She came to him a moment later, accompanied by a thin,
- tall man, whom Theron could barely see in the dark,
- now that the organ-light too was gone. This man lighted
- a match or two to enable them to make their way out.
-
- When they were on the sidewalk, Celia spoke: "Walk on ahead,
- Michael!" she said. "I have some matters to speak of with Mr. Ware."
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
- "Well, what did you think of Dr. Ledsmar?"
-
- The girl's abrupt question came as a relief to Theron.
- They were walking along in a darkness so nearly complete
- that he could see next to nothing of his companion.
- For some reason, this seemed to suggest a sort of impropriety.
- He had listened to the footsteps of the man ahead--
- whom he guessed to be a servant--and pictured him
- as intent upon getting up early next morning to tell
- everybody that the Methodist minister had stolen into the
- Catholic church at night to walk home with Miss Madden.
- That was going to be very awkward--yes, worse than awkward!
- It might mean ruin itself. She had mentioned
- aloud that she had matters to talk over with him:
- that of course implied confidences, and the man might
- put heaven only knew what construction on that.
- It was notorious that servants did ascribe the very worst
- motives to those they worked for. The bare thought of
- the delight an Irish servant would have in also dragging
- a Protestant clergyman into the thing was sickening.
- And what could she want to talk to him about, anyway?
- The minute of silence stretched itself out upon his nerves
- into an interminable period of anxious unhappiness.
- Her mention of the doctor at last somehow, seemed to lighten
- the situation.
-
- "Oh, I thought he was very smart." he made haste to answer.
- "Wouldn't it be better--to--keep close to your man?
- He--may--think we've gone some other way."
-
- "It wouldn't matter if he did," remarked Celia.
- She appeared to comprehend his nervousness and take pity
- on it, for she added, "It is my brother Michael, as good
- a soul as ever lived. He is quite used to my ways."
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware drew a long comforting breath.
- "Oh, I see! He went with you to--bring you home."
-
- "To blow the organ," said the girl in the dark, correctingly.
- "But about that doctor; did you like him?"
-
- "Well," Theron began, "'like' is rather a strong word
- for so short an acquaintance. He talked very well;
- that is, fluently. But he is so different from any other
- man I have come into contact with that--"
-
- "What I wanted you to say was that you hated him,"
- put in Celia, firmly.
-
- "I don't make a practice of saying that of anybody,"
- returned Theron, so much at his ease again that he put
- an effect of gentle, smiling reproof into the words.
- "And why specially should I make an exception for him?"
-
- "Because he's a beast!"
-
- Theron fancied that he understood. "I noticed that he
- seemed not to have much of an ear for music," he commented,
- with a little laugh. "He shut down the window when you
- began to play. His doing so annoyed me, because I--
- I wanted very much to hear it all. I never heard such
- music before. I--I came into the church to hear more of it;
- but then you stopped!"
-
- "I will play for you some other time," Celia said,
- answering the reproach in his tone. "But tonight I wanted
- to talk with you instead."
-
- She kept silent, in spite of this, so long now
- that Theron was on the point of jestingly asking
- when the talk was to begin. Then she put a question abruptly--
-
- "It is a conventional way of putting it, but are you fond
- of poetry, Mr. Ware?"
-
- "Well, yes, I suppose I am," replied Theron, much mystified.
- "I can't say that I am any great judge; but I like the
- things that I like--and--"
-
- "Meredith," interposed Celia, "makes one of his women,
- Emilia in England, say that poetry is like talking on tiptoe;
- like animals in cages, always going to one end and back again.
- Does it impress you that way?"
-
- "I don't know that it does," said he, dubiously.
- It seemed, however, to be her whim to talk literature,
- and he went on: "I've hardly read Meredith at all.
- I once borrowed his 'Lucile,' but somehow I never got
- interested in it. I heard a recitation of his once, though--
- a piece about a dead wife, and the husband and another
- man quarrelling as to whose portrait was in the locket
- on her neck, and of their going up to settle the dispute,
- and finding that it was the likeness of a third man,
- a young priest--and though it was very striking,
- it didn't give me a thirst to know his other poems.
- I fancied I shouldn't like them. But I daresay I was wrong.
- As I get older, I find that I take less narrow views
- of literature--that is, of course, of light literature--
- and that--that--"
-
- Celia mercifully stopped him. "The reason I asked
- you was--" she began, and then herself paused. "Or no,--
- never mind that--tell me something else. Are you fond
- of pictures, statuary, the beautiful things of the world?
- Do great works of art, the big achievements of the big artists,
- appeal to you, stir you up?"
-
- "Alas! that is something I can only guess at myself,"
- answered Theron, humbly. "I have always lived in
- little places. I suppose, from your point of view,
- I have never seen a good painting in my life. I can only
- say this, though--that it has always weighed on my mind
- as a great and sore deprivation, this being shut out from
- knowing what others mean when they talk and write about art.
- Perhaps that may help you to get at what you are after.
- If I ever went to New York, I feel that one of the first
- things I should do would be to see all the picture galleries;
- is that what you meant? And--would you mind telling me--
- why you--?"
-
- "Why I asked you?" Celia supplied his halting question.
- "No, I DON'T mind. I have a reason for wanting to know--
- to satisfy myself whether I had guessed rightly or not--
- about the kind of man you are. I mean in the matter of
- temperament and bent of mind and tastes."
-
- The girl seemed to be speaking seriously, and without
- intent to offend. Theron did not find any comment ready,
- but walked along by her side, wondering much what it was
- all about.
-
- "I daresay you think me 'too familiar on short acquaintance,'"
- she continued, after a little.
-
- "My dear Miss Madden!" he protested perfunctorily.
-
- "No; it is a matter of a good deal of importance,"
- she went on. "I can see that you are going to be thrown
- into friendship, close contact, with Father Forbes.
- He likes you, and you can't help liking him. There is nobody
- else in this raw, overgrown, empty-headed place for you
- and him TO like, nobody except that man, that Dr. Ledsmar.
- And if you like HIM, I shall hate you! He has done
- mischief enough already. I am counting on you to help
- undo it, and to choke him off from doing more. It would
- be different if you were an ordinary Orthodox minister,
- all encased like a terrapin in prejudices and nonsense.
- Of course, if you had been THAT kind, we should never have
- got to know you at all. But when I saw you in MacEvoy's
- cottage there, it was plain that you were one of US--
- I mean a MAN, and not a marionette or a mummy.
- I am talking very frankly to you, you see. I want you
- on my side, against that doctor and his heartless,
- bloodless science."
-
- "I feel myself very heartily on your side," replied Theron.
- She had set their progress at a slower pace, now that the
- lights of the main street were drawing near, as if to prolong
- their talk. All his earlier reservations had fled.
- It was almost as if she were a parishioner of his own.
- "I need hardly tell you that the doctor's whole attitude
- toward--toward revelation--was deeply repugnant to me.
- It doesn't make it any the less hateful to call it science.
- I am afraid, though," he went on hesitatingly, "that there
- are difficulties in the way of my helping, as you call it.
- You see, the very fact of my being a Methodist minister,
- and his being a Catholic priest, rather puts my interference
- out of the question."
-
- "No; that doesn't matter a button," said Celia, lightly.
- "None of us think of that at all."
-
- "There is the other embarrassment, then," pursued Theron,
- diffidently, "that Father Forbes is a vastly broader and
- deeper scholar--in all these matters--than I am. How could
- I possibly hope to influence him by my poor arguments?
- I don't know even the alphabet of the language he thinks in--
- on these subjects, I mean."
-
- "Of course you don't!" interposed the girl, with a
- confidence which the other, for all his meekness,
- rather winced under. "That wasn't what I meant
- at all. We don't want arguments from our friends:
- we want sympathies, sensibilities, emotional bonds.
- The right person's silence is worth more for companionship
- than the wisest talk in the world from anybody else.
- It isn't your mind that is needed here, or what you know;
- it is your heart, and what you feel. You are full
- of poetry, of ideals, of generous, unselfish impulses.
- You see the human, the warm-blooded side of things.
- THAT is what is really valuable. THAT is how you
- can help!"
-
- "You overestimate me sadly," protested Theron, though with
- considerable tolerance for her error in his tone.
- "But you ought to tell me something about this Dr. Ledsmar.
- He spoke of being an old friend of the pr--of Father Forbes."
-
- "Oh, yes, they've always known each other; that is,
- for many years. They were professors together in a college once,
- heaven only knows how long ago. Then they separated,
- "I fancy they quarrelled, too, before they parted.
- The doctor came here, where some relative had left him
- the place he lives in. Then in time the Bishop chanced
- to send Father Forbes here--that was about three years ago,--
- and the two men after a while renewed their old relations.
- They dine together; that is the doctor's stronghold.
- He knows more about eating than any other man alive,
- I believe. He studies it as you would study a language.
- He has taught old Maggie, at the pastorate there,
- to cook like the mother of all the Delmonicos.
- And while they sit and stuff themselves, or loll about
- afterward like gorged snakes, they think it is smart
- to laugh at all the sweet and beautiful things in life,
- and to sneer at people who believe in ideals, and to
- talk about mankind being merely a fortuitous product
- of fermentation, and twaddle of that sort. It makes
- me sick!"
-
- "I can readily see," said Theron, with sympathy, "how such
- a cold, material, and infidel influence as that must shock
- and revolt an essentially religious temperament like yours."
-
- Miss Madden looked up at him. They had turned into the
- main street, and there was light enough for him to detect
- something startlingly like a grin on her beautiful face.
-
- "But I'm not religious at all, you know," he heard her say.
- "I'm as Pagan as--anything! Of course there are forms to
- be observed, and so on; I rather like them than otherwise.
- I can make them serve very well for my own system; for I
- am myself, you know, an out-an-out Greek."
-
- "Why, I had supposed that you were full blooded Irish,"
- the Rev. Mr. Ware found himself remarking, and then
- on the instant was overwhelmed by the consciousness
- that he had said a foolish thing. Precisely where
- the folly lay he did not know, but it was impossible
- to mistake the gesture of annoyance which his companion
- had instinctively made at his words. She had widened
- the distance between them now, and quickened her step.
- They went on in silence till they were within a block
- of her house. Several people had passed them who Theron
- felt sure must have recognized them both.
-
- "What I meant was," the girl all at once began, drawing
- nearer again, and speaking with patient slowness, "that I
- find myself much more in sympathy with the Greek thought,
- the Greek theology of the beautiful and the strong,
- the Greek philosophy of life, and all that, than what is
- taught nowadays. Personally, I take much more stock
- in Plato than I do in Peter. But of course it is a wholly
- personal affair; I had no business to bother you with it.
- And for that matter, I oughtn't to have troubled you
- with any of our--"
-
- "I assure you, Miss Madden!" the young minister began,
- with fervor.
-
- "No," she broke in, in a resigned and even downcast tone;
- "let it all be as if I hadn't spoken. Don't mind anything
- I have said. If it is to be, it will be. You can't say
- more than that, can you?"
-
- She looked into his face again, and her large eyes
- produced an impression of deep melancholy, which Theron
- found himself somehow impelled to share. Things seemed
- all at once to have become very sad indeed.
-
- "It is one of my unhappy nights," she explained,
- in gloomy confidence. "I get them every once in a while--
- as if some vicious planet or other was crossing in front
- of my good star--and then I'm a caution to snakes.
- I shut myself up--that's the only thing to do--and have it
- out with myself I didn't know but the organ-music would
- calm me down, but it hasn't. I shan't sleep a wink tonight,
- but just rage around from one room to another,
- piling all the cushions from the divans on to the floor,
- and then kicking them away again. Do YOU ever have fits
- like that?"
-
- Theron was able to reply with a good conscience in
- the negative. It occurred to him to add, with jocose intent:
- "I am curious to know, do these fits, as you call them,
- occupy a prominent part in Grecian philosophy as a general rule?"
-
- Celia gave a little snort, which might have signified
- amusement, but did not speak until they were upon her
- own sidewalk. "There is my brother, waiting at the gate,"
- she said then, briefly.
-
- "Well, then, I will bid you good-night here, I think,"
- Theron remarked, coming to a halt, and offering his hand.
- "It must be getting very late, and my--that is--I have
- to be up particularly early tomorrow. So good-night;
- I hope you will be feeling ever so much better in spirits in
- the morning."
-
- "Oh, that doesn't matter," replied the girl, listlessly.
- "It's a very paltry little affair, this life of ours,
- at the best of it. Luckily it's soon done with--
- like a bad dream."
-
- "Tut! Tut! I won't have you talk like that!"
- interrupted Theron, with a swift and smart assumption
- of authority. "Such talk isn't sensible, and it isn't good.
- I have no patience with it!"
-
- "Well, try and have a little patience with ME, anyway,
- just for tonight," said Celia, taking the reproof with
- gentlest humility, rather to her censor's surprise.
- "I really am unhappy tonight, Mr. Ware, very unhappy.
- It seems as if all at once the world had swelled out in
- size a thousandfold, and that poor me had dwindled down
- to the merest wee little red-headed atom--the most helpless
- and forlorn and lonesome of atoms at that." She seemed
- to force a sorrowful smile on her face as she added:
- "But all the same it has done me good to be with you--
- I am sure it has--and I daresay that by tomorrow I shall
- be quite out of the blues. Good-night, Mr. Ware.
- Forgive my making such an exhibition of myself I WAS
- going to be such a fine early Greek, you know, and I have
- turned out only a late Milesian--quite of the decadence.
- I shall do better next time. And good-night again,
- and ever so many thanks."
-
- She was walking briskly away toward the gate now,
- where the shadowy Michael still patiently stood.
- Theron strode off in the opposite direction, taking long,
- deliberate steps, and bowing his head in thought.
- He had his hands behind his back, as was his wont,
- and the sense of their recent contact with her firm,
- ungloved hands was, curiously enough, the thing which pushed
- itself uppermost in his mind. There had been a frank,
- almost manly vigor in her grasp; he said to himself
- that of course that came from her playing so much on
- the keyboard; the exercise naturally would give her large,
- robust hands.
-
- Suddenly he remembered about the piano; he had quite
- forgotten to solicit her aid in selecting it. He turned,
- upon the impulse, to go back. She had not entered the gate
- as yet, but stood, shiningly visible under the street lamp,
- on the sidewalk, and she was looking in his direction.
- He turned again like a shot, and started homeward.
-
- The front door of the parsonage was unlocked, and he
- made his way on tiptoe through the unlighted hall to the
- living-room. The stuffy air here was almost suffocating
- with the evil smell of a kerosene lamp turned down too low.
- Alice sat asleep in her old farmhouse rocking-chair, with
- an inelegant darning-basket on the table by her side.
- The whole effect of the room was as bare and squalid
- to Theron's newly informed eye as the atmosphere was
- offensive to his nostrils. He coughed sharply, and his
- wife sat up and looked at the clock. It was after eleven.
-
- "Where on earth have you been?" she asked, with a yawn,
- turning up the wick of her sewing-lamp again.
-
- "You ought never to turn down a light like that,"
- said Theron, with a complaining note in his voice.
- "It smells up the whole place. I never dreamed of your
- sitting up for me like this. You ought to have gone
- to bed."
-
- "But how could I guess that you were going to be so late?,"
- she retorted. "And you haven't told me where you were.
- Is this book of yours going to keep you up like this
- right along?"
-
- The episode of the book was buried in the young minister's
- mind beneath such a mass of subsequent experiences
- that it required an effort for him to grasp what she
- was talking about. It seemed as if months had elapsed
- since he was in earnest about that book; and yet he
- had left the house full of it only a few hours before.
- He shook his wits together, and made answer--
-
- "Oh, bless you, no! Only there arose a very curious question.
- You have no idea, literally no conception, of the
- interesting and important problems which are raised
- by the mere fact of Abraham leaving the city of Ur.
- It's amazing, I assure you. I hadn't realized it myself."
-
- "Well," remarked Alice, rising--and with good-humor
- and petulance struggling sleepily ill her tone--"all I've
- got to say is, that if Abraham hasn't anything better
- to do than to keep young ministers of the gospel out,
- goodness knows where, till all hours of the night,
- I wish to gracious he'd stayed in the city of Ur right
- straight along."
-
- "You have no idea what a scholarly man Dr. Ledsmar is,"
- Theron suddenly found himself inspired to volunteer.
- "He has the most marvellous collection of books--a whole
- library devoted to this very subject--and he has put them
- all quite freely at my disposal. Extremely kind of him,
- isn't it?"
-
- "Ledsmar? Ledsmar?" queried Alice. "I don't seem
- to remember the name. He isn't the little man with
- the birthmark, who sits in the pew behind the Lovejoys,
- is he? I think some one said he was a doctor."
-
- "Yes, a horse doctor!" said Theron, with a sniff.
- "No; you haven't seen this Dr. Ledsmar at all. I--I don't
- know that he attends any church regularly. I scraped his
- acquaintance quite by accident. He is really a character.
- He lives in the big house, just beyond the race-course,
- you know--the one with the tower at the back--"
-
- "No, I don't know. How should I? I've hardly poked
- my nose outside of the yard since I have been here."
-
- "Well, you shall go," said the husband, consolingly.
- "You HAVE been cooped up here too much, poor girl. I must
- take you out more, really. I don't know that I could take
- you to the doctor's place--without an invitation, I mean.
- He is very queer about some things. He lives there all alone,
- for instance, with only a Chinaman for a servant. He told
- me I was almost the only man he had asked under his roof
- for years. He isn't a practising physician at all, you know.
- He is a scientist; he makes experiments with lizards--
- and things."
-
- "Theron," the wife said, pausing lamp in hand on her way
- to the bedroom, "do you be careful, now! For all you know
- this doctor may be a loose man, or pretty near an infidel.
- You've got to be mighty particular in such matters, you know,
- or you'll have the trustees down on you like a 'thousand
- of bricks.'"
-
- "I will thank the trustees to mind their own business,"
- said Theron, stiffly, and the subject dropped.
-
- The bedroom window upstairs was open, and upon the fresh
- night air was borne in the shrill, jangling sound of a piano,
- being played off somewhere in the distance, but so
- vehemently that the noise imposed itself upon the silence
- far and wide. Theron listened to this as he undressed.
- It proceeded from the direction of the main street,
- and he knew, as by instinct, that it was the Madden girl
- who was playing. The incongruity of the hour escaped
- his notice. He mused instead upon the wild and tropical
- tangle of moods, emotions, passions, which had grown up in
- that strange temperament. He found something very pathetic
- in that picture she had drawn of herself in forecast,
- roaming disconsolate through her rooms the livelong night,
- unable to sleep. The woful moan of insomnia seemed
- to make itself heard in every strain from her piano.
-
- Alice heard it also, but being unillumined, she missed
- the romantic pathos. "I call it disgraceful," she muttered
- from her pillow, "for folks to be banging away on a piano
- at this time of night. There ought to be a law to prevent it."
-
- "It may be some distressed soul," said Theron, gently,
- "seeking relief from the curse of sleeplessness."
-
- The wife laughed, almost contemptuously.
- "Distressed fiddlesticks!" was her only other comment.
-
- The music went on for a long time--rising now to strident
- heights, now sinking off to the merest tinkling murmur,
- and broken ever and again by intervals of utter hush.
- It did not prevent Alice from at once falling sound asleep;
- but Theron lay awake, it seemed to him, for hours,
- listening tranquilly, and letting his mind wander at will
- through the pleasant antechambers of Sleep, where are more
- unreal fantasies than Dreamland itself affords.
-
-
-
-
- PART II
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
- For some weeks the Rev. Theron Ware saw nothing of either
- the priest or the doctor, or the interesting Miss Madden.
-
- There were, indeed, more urgent matters to think about.
- June had come; and every succeeding day brought closer to hand
- the ordeal of his first Quarterly Conference in Octavius.
- The waters grew distinctly rougher as his pastoral bark
- neared this difficult passage.
-
- He would have approached the great event with an easier
- mind if he could have made out just how he stood
- with his congregation. Unfortunately nothing in his
- previous experiences helped him in the least to measure
- or guess at the feelings of these curious Octavians.
- Their Methodism seemed to be sound enough, and to stick
- quite to the letter of the Discipline, so long as it was
- expressed in formulae. It was its spirit which he felt
- to be complicated by all sorts of conditions wholly novel to him.
-
- The existence of a line of street-cars in the town,
- for example, would not impress the casual thinker as
- likely to prove a rock in the path of peaceful religion.
- Theron, in his simplicity, had even thought, when he
- first saw these bobtailed cars bumping along the rails
- in the middle of the main street, that they must be
- a great convenience to people living in the outskirts,
- who wished to get in to church of a Sunday morning.
- He was imprudent enough to mention this in conversation
- with one of his new parishioners. Then he learned,
- to his considerable chagrin, that when this line was built,
- some years before, a bitter war of words had been fought
- upon the question of its being worked on the Sabbath day.
- The then occupant of the Methodist pulpit had so distinguished
- himself above the rest by the solemnity and fervor of his
- protests against this insolent desecration of God's day
- that the Methodists of Octavius still felt themselves
- peculiarly bound to hold this horse-car line, its management,
- and everything connected with it, in unbending aversion.
- At least once a year they were accustomed to expect a
- sermon denouncing it and all its impious Sunday patrons.
- Theron made a mental resolve that this year they should
- be disappointed.
-
- Another burning problem, which he had not been called
- upon before to confront, he found now entangled with the
- mysterious line which divided a circus from a menagerie.
- Those itinerant tent-shows had never come his way heretofore,
- and he knew nothing of that fine balancing proportion between
- ladies in tights on horseback and cages full of deeply
- educational animals, which, even as the impartial rain,
- was designed to embrace alike the just and the unjust.
- There had arisen inside the Methodist society of Octavius
- some painful episodes, connected with members who took
- their children "just to see the animals," and were convicted
- of having also watched the Rose-Queen of the Arena,
- in her unequalled flying leap through eight hoops,
- with an ardent and unashamed eye. One of these cases
- still remained on the censorial docket of the church;
- and Theron understood that he was expected to name a
- committee of five to examine and try it. This he neglected
- to do.
-
- He was no longer at all certain that the congregation
- as a whole liked his sermons. The truth was, no doubt,
- that he had learned enough to cease regarding the
- congregation as a whole. He could still rely upon
- carrying along with him in his discourses from the pulpit
- a large majority of interested and approving faces.
- But here, unhappily, was a case where the majority did
- not rule. The minority, relatively small in numbers,
- was prodigious in virile force.
-
- More than twenty years had now elapsed since that minor schism
- in the Methodist Episcopal Church, the result of which was
- the independent body known as Free Methodists, had relieved
- the parent flock of its principal disturbing element.
- The rupture came fittingly at that time when all
- the "isms" of the argumentative fifties were hurled
- violently together into the melting-pot of civil war.
- The great Methodist Church, South, had broken bodily off
- on the question of State Rights. The smaller and domestic
- fraction of Free Methodism separated itself upon an issue
- which may be most readily described as one of civilization.
- The seceders resented growth in material prosperity;
- they repudiated the introduction of written sermons
- and organ-music; they deplored the increasing laxity
- in meddlesome piety, the introduction of polite manners
- in the pulpit and classroom, and the development of even
- a rudimentary desire among the younger people of the
- church to be like others outside in dress and speech
- and deportment. They did battle as long as they could,
- inside the fold, to restore it to the severely
- straight and narrow path of primitive Methodism.
- When the adverse odds became too strong for them,
- they quitted the church and set up a Bethel for themselves.
-
- Octavius chanced to be one of the places where they were
- able to hold their own within the church organization.
- The Methodism of the town had gone along without any
- local secession. It still held in full fellowship
- the radicals who elsewhere had followed their unbridled
- bent into the strongest emotional vagaries--where excited
- brethren worked themselves up into epileptic fits, and women
- whirled themselves about in weird religious ecstasies,
- like dervishes of the Orient, till they fell headlong
- in a state of trance. Octavian Methodism was spared
- extravagances of this sort, it is true, but it paid
- a price for the immunity. The people whom an open split
- would have taken away remained to leaven and dominate
- the whole lump. This small advanced section, with its men
- of a type all the more aggressive from its narrowness,
- and women who went about solemnly in plain gray garments,
- with tight-fitting, unadorned, mouse-colored sunbonnets,
- had not been able wholly to enforce its views upon the
- social life of the church members, but of its controlling
- influence upon their official and public actions there
- could be no doubt.
-
- The situation had begun to unfold itself to Theron
- from the outset. He had recognized the episodes of
- the forbidden Sunday milk and of the flowers in poor
- Alice's bonnet as typical of much more that was to come.
- No week followed without bringing some new fulfilment
- of this foreboding. Now, at the end of two months,
- he knew well enough that the hitherto dominant minority
- was hostile to him and his ministry, and would do whatever
- it could against him.
-
- Though Theron at once decided to show fight, and did
- not at all waver in that resolve, his courage was in the
- main of a despondent sort. Sometimes it would flutter
- up to the point of confidence, or at least hopefulness,
- when he met with substantial men of the church who
- obviously liked him, and whom he found himself mentally
- ranging on his side, in the struggle which was to come.
- But more often it was blankly apparent to him that,
- the moment flags were flying and drums on the roll,
- these amiable fair-weather friends would probably take
- to their heels.
-
- Still, such as they were, his sole hope lay in their support.
- He must make the best of them. He set himself doggedly
- to the task of gathering together all those who were
- not his enemies into what, when the proper time came,
- should be known as the pastor's party. There was plenty
- of apostolic warrant for this. If there had not been,
- Theron felt that the mere elementary demands of self-defence
- would have justified his use of strategy.
-
- The institution of pastoral calling, particularly that
- inquisitorial form of it laid down in the Discipline,
- had never attracted Theron. He and Alice had gone about
- among their previous flocks in quite a haphazard fashion,
- without thought of system, much less of deliberate purpose.
- Theron made lists now, and devoted thought and examination
- to the personal tastes and characteristics of the people
- to be cultivated. There were some, for example, who would
- expect him to talk pretty much as the Discipline ordained--
- that is, to ask if they had family prayer, to inquire
- after their souls, and generally to minister grace
- to his hearers--and these in turn subdivided themselves
- into classes, ranging from those who would wish nothing
- else to those who needed only a mild spiritual flavor.
- There were others whom he would please much better by not
- talking shop at all. Although he could ill afford it,
- he subscribed now for a daily paper that he might have
- a perpetually renewed source of good conversational
- topics for these more worldly calls. He also bought
- several pounds of candy, pleasing in color, but warranted
- to be entirely harmless, and he made a large mysterious
- mark on the inside of his new silk hat to remind him
- not to go out calling without some of this in his pocket
- for the children.
-
- Alice, he felt, was not helping him in this matter
- as effectively as he could have wished. Her attitude
- toward the church in Octavius might best be described
- by the word "sulky." Great allowance was to be made,
- he realized, for her humiliation over the flowers
- in her bonnet. That might justify her, fairly enough,
- in being kept away from meeting now and again by headaches,
- or undefined megrims. But it ought not to prevent her
- from going about and making friends among the kindlier
- parishioners who would welcome such a thing, and whom he from
- time to time indicated to her. She did go to some extent,
- it is true, but she produced, in doing so, an effect
- of performing a duty. He did not find traces anywhere
- of her having created a brilliant social impression.
- When they went out together, he was peculiarly conscious
- of having to do the work unaided.
-
- This was not at all like the Alice of former years,
- of other charges. Why, she had been, beyond comparison,
- the most popular young woman in Tyre. What possessed her
- to mope like this in Octavius?
-
- Theron looked at her attentively nowadays, when she was
- unaware of his gaze, to try if her face offered any answer
- to the riddle. It could not be suggested that she was ill.
- Never in her life had she been looking so well. She had
- thrown herself, all at once, and with what was to him
- an unaccountable energy, into the creation and management
- of a flower-garden. She was out the better part of
- every day, rain or shine, digging, transplanting, pruning,
- pottering generally about among her plants and shrubs.
- This work in the open air had given her an aspect of physical
- well-being which it was impossible to be mistaken about.
-
- Her husband was glad, of course, that she had found some
- occupation which at once pleased her and so obviously
- conduced to health. This was so much a matter of course,
- in fact, that he said to himself over and over again
- that he was glad. Only--only, sometimes the thought WOULD
- force itself upon his attention that if she did not spend
- so much of her time in her own garden, she would have more
- time to devote to winning friends for them in the Garden
- of the Lord--friends whom they were going to need badly.
-
- The young minister, in taking anxious stock of the chances
- for and against him, turned over often in his mind the
- fact that he had already won rank as a pulpit orator.
- His sermons had attracted almost universal attention
- at Tyre, and his achievement before the Conference
- at Tecumseh, if it did fail to receive practical reward,
- had admittedly distanced all the other preaching there.
- It was a part of the evil luck pursuing him that here
- in this perversely enigmatic Octavius his special gift
- seemed to be of no use whatever. There were times,
- indeed, when he was tempted to think that bad preaching
- was what Octavius wanted.
-
- Somewhere he had heard of a Presbyterian minister, in charge
- of a big city church, who managed to keep well in with a
- watchfully Orthodox congregation, and at the same time
- establish himself in the affections of the community at large,
- by simply preaching two kinds of sermons. In the morning,
- when almost all who attended were his own communicants,
- he gave them very cautious and edifying doctrinal discourses,
- treading loyally in the path of the Westminster Confession.
- To the evening assemblages, made up for the larger part
- of outsiders, he addressed broadly liberal sermons,
- literary in form, and full of respectful allusions
- to modern science and the philosophy of the day.
- Thus he filled the church at both services, and put money
- in its treasury and his own fame before the world.
- There was of course the obvious danger that the pious
- elders who in the forenoon heard infant damnation
- vigorously proclaimed, would revolt when they heard
- after supper that there was some doubt about even adults
- being damned at all. But either because the same people
- did not attend both services, or because the minister's
- perfect regularity in the morning was each week regarded
- as a retraction of his latest vagaries of an evening,
- no trouble ever came.
-
- Theron had somewhat tentatively tried this on in Octavius.
- It was no good. His parishioners were of the sort who
- would have come to church eight times a day on Sunday,
- instead of two, if occasion offered. The hope that even
- a portion of them would stop away, and that their places
- would be taken in the evening by less prejudiced strangers
- who wished for intellectual rather than theological food,
- fell by the wayside. The yearned-for strangers did
- not come; the familiar faces of the morning service
- all turned up in their accustomed places every evening.
- They were faces which confused and disheartened Theron
- in the daytime. Under the gaslight they seemed even harder
- and more unsympathetic. He timorously experimented with
- them for an evening or two, then abandoned the effort.
-
- Once there had seemed the beginning of a chance. The richest
- banker in Octavius--a fat, sensual, hog-faced old bachelor--
- surprised everybody one evening by entering the church
- and taking a seat. Theron happened to know who he was;
- even if he had not known, the suppressed excitement
- visible in the congregation, the way the sisters turned
- round to look, the way the more important brethren put
- their heads together and exchanged furtive whispers--
- would have warned him that big game was in view.
- He recalled afterward with something like self-disgust
- the eager, almost tremulous pains he himself took
- to please this banker. There was a part of the sermon,
- as it had been written out, which might easily give
- offence to a single man of wealth and free notions
- of life. With the alertness of a mental gymnast,
- Theron ran ahead, excised this portion, and had ready
- when the gap was reached some very pretty general remarks,
- all the more effective and eloquent, he felt, for having
- been extemporized. People said it was a good sermon;
- and after the benediction and dispersion some of the
- officials and principal pew-holders remained to talk
- over the likelihood of a capture having been effected.
- Theron did not get away without having this mentioned
- to him, and he was conscious of sharing deeply the hope
- of the brethren--with the added reflection that it would
- be a personal triumph for himself into the bargain.
- He was ashamed of this feeling a little later, and of his
- trick with the sermon. But this chastening product of
- introspection was all the fruit which the incident bore.
- The banker never came again.
-
- Theron returned one afternoon, a little earlier than usual,
- from a group of pastoral calls. Alice, who was plucking weeds
- in a border at the shady side of the house, heard his step,
- and rose from her labors. He was walking slowly,
- and seemed weary. He took off his high hat, as he saw her,
- and wiped his brow. The broiling June sun was still
- high overhead. Doubtless it was its insufferable heat
- which was accountable for the worn lines in his face
- and the spiritless air which the wife's eye detected.
- She went to the gate, and kissed him as he entered.
-
- "I believe if I were you," she said, "I'd carry an umbrella
- such scorching days as this. Nobody'd think anything of it.
- I don't see why a minister shouldn't carry one as much
- as a woman carries a parasol."
-
- Theron gave her a rueful, meditative sort of smile.
- "I suppose people really do think of us as a kind
- of hybrid female," he remarked. Then, holding his hat
- in his hand, he drew a long breath of relief at finding
- himself in the shade, and looked about him.
-
- "Why, you've got more posies here, on this one side
- of the house alone, than mother had in her whole yard,"
- he said, after a little. "Let's see--I know that one:
- that's columbine, isn't it? And that's London pride,
- and that's ragged robin. I don't know any of the others."
-
- Alice recited various unfamiliar names, as she pointed
- out the several plants which bore them, and he listened
- with a kindly semblance of interest.
-
- They strolled thus to the rear of the house, where thick
- clumps of fragrant pinks lined both sides of the path.
- She picked some of these for him, and gave him more names
- with which to label the considerable number of other plants
- he saw about him.
-
- "I had no idea we were so well provided as all this,"
- he commented at last. "Those Van Sizers must have been
- tremendous hands for flowers. You were lucky in following
- such people."
-
- "Van Sizers!" echoed Alice, with contempt. "All they
- left was old tomato cans and clamshells. Why, I've put
- in every blessed one of these myself, all except
- those peonies, there, and one brier on the side wall."
-
- "Good for you!" exclaimed Theron, approvingly. Then it
- occurred to him to ask, "But where did you get them all?
- Around among our friends?"
-
- "Some few," responded Alice, with a note of hesitation
- in her voice. "Sister Bult gave me the verbenas, there,
- and the white pinks were a present from Miss Stevens.
- But most of them Levi Gorringe was good enough to send me--
- from his garden."
-
- "I didn't know that Gorringe had a garden," said Theron.
- "I thought he lived over his law-office, in the brick
- block, there."
-
- "Well, I don't know that it's exactly HIS," explained Alice;
- "but it's a big garden somewhere outside, where he can
- have anything he likes." She went on with a little laugh:
- "I didn't like to question him too closely, for fear he'd
- think I was looking a gift horse in the mouth--or else
- hinting for more. It was quite his own offer, you know.
- He picked them all out for me, and brought them here,
- and lent me a book telling me just what to do with each one.
- And in a few days, now, I am to have another big batch
- of plants--dahlias and zinnias and asters and so on;
- I'm almost ashamed to take them. But it's such a change
- to find some one in this Octavius who isn't all self!"
-
- "Yes, Gorringe is a good fellow," said Theron. "I wish he
- was a professing member." Then some new thought struck him.
- "Alice," he exclaimed, "I believe I'll go and see him
- this very afternoon. I don't know why it hasn't occurred
- to me before: he's just the man whose advice I need most.
- He knows these people here; he can tell me what to do."
-
- "Aren't you too tired now?" suggested Alice, as Theron
- put on his hat.
-
- "No, the sooner the better," he replied, moving now toward
- the gate.
-
- "Well," she began, "if I were you, I wouldn't say too
- much about--that is, I--but never mind."
-
- "What is it?" asked her husband.
-
- "Nothing whatever," replied Alice, positively. "It was
- only some nonsense of mine;" and Theron, placidly accepting
- the feminine whim, went off down the street again.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware found Levi Gorringe's law-office
- readily enough, but its owner was not in. He probably
- would be back again, though, in a quarter of an hour or so,
- the boy said, and the minister at once decided to wait.
-
- Theron was interested in finding that this office-boy was no
- other than Harvey--the lad who brought milk to the parsonage
- every morning. He remembered now that he had heard good
- things of this urchin, as to the hard work he did to help
- his mother, the Widow Semple, in her struggle to keep
- a roof over her head; and also bad things, in that he did
- not come regularly either to church or Sunday-school. The
- clergyman recalled, too, that Harvey had impressed him as a character.
-
- "Well, sonny, are you going to be a lawyer?" he asked,
- as he seated himself by the window, and looked about him,
- first at the dusty litter of old papers, pamphlets,
- and tape-bound documents in bundles which crowded
- the stuffy chamber, and then at the boy himself.
-
- Harvey was busy at a big box--a rough pine dry-goods
- box which bore the flaring label of an express company,
- and also of a well-known seed firm in a Western city,
- and which the boy had apparently just opened. He was
- lifting from it, and placing on the table after he had
- shaken off the sawdust and moss in which they were packed,
- small parcels of what looked in the fading light to be
- half-dried plants.
-
- "Well, I don't know--I rather guess not," he made answer,
- as he pursued his task. "So far as I can make out,
- this wouldn't be the place to start in at, if I WAS going
- to be a lawyer. A boy can learn here first-rate how to
- load cartridges and clean a gun, and braid trout-flies on
- to leaders, but I don't see much law laying around loose.
- Anyway," he went on, "I couldn't afford to read law,
- and not be getting any wages. I have to earn money,
- you know."
-
- Theron felt that he liked the boy. "Yes," he said,
- with a kindly tone; "I've heard that you are a good,
- industrious youngster. I daresay Mr. Gorringe will
- see to it that you get a chance to read law, and get
- wages too."
-
- "Oh, I can read all there is here and welcome,"
- the boy explained, stepping toward the window to decipher
- the label on a bundle of roots in his hand, "but that's no
- good unless there's regular practice coming into the office
- all the while. THAT'S how you learn to be a lawyer.
- But Gorringe don't have what I call a practice at all.
- He just sees men in the other room there, with the door shut,
- and whatever there is to do he does it all himself."
-
- The minister remembered a stray hint somewhere that
- Mr. Gorringe was a money-lender--what was colloquially
- called a "note-shaver." To his rustic sense, there was
- something not quite nice about that occupation.
- It would be indecorous, he felt, to encourage further
- talk about it from the boy.
-
- "What are you doing there?" he inquired, to change
- the subject.
-
- "Sorting out some plants," replied Harvey. "I don't know
- what's got into Gorringe lately. This is the third big
- box he's had since I've been here--that is, in six weeks--
- besides two baskets full of rose-bushes. I don't know what he
- does with them. He carries them off himself somewhere.
- I've had kind of half a notion that he's figurin'
- on getting married. I can't think of anything else that
- would make a man spend money like water--just for flowers
- and bushes. They do get foolish, you know, when they've
- got marriage on the brain."
-
- Theron found himself only imperfectly following
- the theories of the young philosopher.
- It was his fact that monopolized the minister's attention.
-
- "But as I understand it," he remarked hesitatingly,
- "Brother Gorringe--or rather Mr. Gorringe--gets all the
- plants he wants, everything he likes, from a big garden
- somewhere outside. I don't know that it is exactly his;
- but I remember hearing something to that effect."
-
- The boy slapped the last litter off his hands, and, as he
- came to the window, shook his head. "These don't come
- from no garden outside," he declared. "They come from
- the dealers', and he pays solid cash for 'em. The invoice
- for this lot alone was thirty-one dollars and sixty cents.
- There it is on the table. You can see it for yourself"
-
- Mr. Ware did not offer to look. "Very likely these
- are for the garden I was speaking of," he said.
- "Of course you can't go on taking plants out of a garden
- indefinitely without putting others in."
-
- "I don't know anything about any garden that he takes
- plants out of," answered Harvey, and looked meditatively
- for a minute or two out upon the street below. Then he
- turned to the minister. "Your wife's doing a good deal
- of gardening this spring, I notice," he said casually.
- "You'd hardly think it was the same place, she's fixed it
- up so. If she wants any extra hoeing done, I can always
- get off Saturday afternoons."
-
- "I will remember," said Theron. He also looked
- out of the window; and nothing more was said until,
- a few moments later, Mr. Gorringe himself came in.
-
- The lawyer seemed both surprised and pleased at discovering
- the identity of his visitor, with whom he shook hands
- in almost an excess of cordiality. He spread a large
- newspaper over the pile of seedling plants on the table,
- pushed the packing-box under the table with his foot,
- and said almost peremptorily to the boy, "You can go now!"
- Then he turned again to Theron.
-
- "Well, Mr. Ware, I'm glad to see you," he repeated,
- and drew up a chair by the window. Things are going all
- right with you, I hope."
-
- Theron noted again the waving black hair, the dark skin,
- and the carefully trimmed mustache and chin-tuft which
- gave the lawyer's face a combined effect of romance
- and smartness. No; it was the eyes, cool, shrewd,
- dark-gray eyes, which suggested this latter quality.
- The recollection of having seen one of them wink,
- in deliberate hostility of sarcasm, when those other
- trustees had their backs turned, came mercifully
- at the moment to recall the young minister to his errand.
-
- "I thought I would drop in and have a chat with you,"
- he said, getting better under way as he went on.
- "Quarterly Conference is only a fortnight off, and I am a
- good deal at sea about what is going to happen."
-
- "I'm not a church member, you know," interposed Gorringe.
- "That shuts me out of the Quarterly Conference."
-
- "Alas, yes!" said Theron. "I wish it didn't. I'm afraid
- I'm not going to have any friends to spare there."
-
- "What are you afraid of?" asked the lawyer, seeming now
- to be wholly at his ease again "They can't eat you."
-
- "No, they keep me too lean for that," responded Theron,
- with a pensive smile. "I WAS going to ask, you know,
- for an increase of salary, or an extra allowance.
- I don't see how I can go on as it is. The sum fixed by
- the last Quarterly Conference of the old year, and which I
- am getting now, is one hundred dollars less than my
- predecessor had. That isn't fair, and it isn't right.
- But so far from its looking as if I could get an increase,
- the prospect seems rather that they will make me pay
- for the gas and that sidewalk. I never recovered more
- than about half of my moving expenses, as you know,
- and--and, frankly, I don't know which way to turn.
- It keeps me miserable all the while."
-
- "That's where you're wrong," said Mr. Gorringe. "If you
- let things like that worry you, you'll keep a sore skin
- all your life. You take my advice and just go ahead
- your own gait, and let other folks do the worrying.
- They ARE pretty close-fisted here, for a fact, but you
- can manage to rub along somehow. If you should get
- into any real difficulties, why, I guess--" the lawyer
- paused to smile in a hesitating, significant way--"I
- guess some road out can be found all right. The main
- thing is, don't fret, and don't allow your wife to--
- to fret either."
-
- He stopped abruptly. Theron nodded in recognition of his
- amiable tone, and the found the nod lengthening itself
- out into almost a bow as the thought spread through his
- mind that this had been nothing more nor less than a
- promise to help him with money if worst came to worst.
- He looked at Levi Gorringe, and said to himself that the
- intuition of women was wonderful. Alice had picked him
- out as a friend of theirs merely by seeing him pass the house.
-
- "Yes," he said; "I am specially anxious to keep my wife
- from worrying. She was surrounded in her girlhood by a
- good deal of what, relatively, we should call luxury,
- and that makes it all the harder for her to be a poor
- minister's wife. I had quite decided to get her a
- hired girl, come what might, but she thinks she'd rather
- get on without one. Her health is better, I must admit,
- than it was when we came here. She works out in her
- garden a great deal, and that seems to agree with her."
-
- "Octavius is a healthy place--that's generally admitted,"
- replied the lawyer, with indifference. He seemed
- not to be interested in Mrs. Ware's health, but looked
- intently out through the window at the buildings opposite,
- and drummed with his fingers on the arms of his chair.
-
- Theron made haste to revert to his errand. "Of course,
- your not being in the Quarterly Conference," he said,
- "renders certain things impossible. But I didn't know
- but you might have some knowledge of how matters are going,
- what plans the officials of the church had; they seem to
- have agreed to tell me nothing."
-
- "Well, I HAVE heard this much," responded Gorringe.
- "They're figuring on getting the Soulsbys here to raise
- the debt and kind o' shake things up generally.
- I guess that's about as good as settled. Hadn't you heard
- of it?"
-
- "Not a breath!" exclaimed Theron, mournfully. "Well," he
- added upon reflection, "I'm sorry, downright sorry.
- The debt-raiser seems to me about the lowest-down thing
- we produce. I've heard of those Soulsbys; I think I saw HIM
- indeed once at Conference, but I believe SHE is the head
- of the firm."
-
- "Yes; she wears the breeches, I understand,"
- said Gorringe sententiously.
-
- "I HAD hoped," the young minister began with a rueful sigh,
- "in fact, I felt quite confident at the outset that I
- could pay off this debt, and put the church generally on
- a new footing, by giving extra attention to my pulpit work.
- It is hardly for me to say it, but in other places where I
- have been, my preaching has been rather--rather a feature
- in the town itself I have always been accustomed to attract
- to our services a good many non-members, and that,
- as you know, helps tremendously from a money point of view.
- But somehow that has failed here. I doubt if the average
- congregations are a whit larger now than they were when I
- came in April. I know the collections are not."
-
- "No," commented the lawyer, slowly; "you'll never do
- anything in that line in Octavius. You might, of course,
- if you were to stay here and work hard at it for five
- or six years--"
-
- "Heaven forbid!" groaned Mr. Ware.
-
- "Quite so," put in the other. "The point is that
- the Methodists here are a little set by themselves.
- I don't know that they like one another specially,
- but I do know that they are not what you might call
- popular with people outside. Now, a new preacher
- at the Presbyterian church, or even the Baptist--
- he might have a chance to create talk, and make a stir.
- But Methodist--no! People who don't belong won't come near
- the Methodist church here so long as there's any other
- place with a roof on it to go to. Give a dog a bad name,
- you know. Well, the Methodists here have got a bad name;
- and if you could preach like Henry Ward Beecher himself you
- wouldn't change it, or get folks to come and hear you."
-
- "I see what you mean," Theron responded. "I'm not
- particularly surprised myself that Octavius doesn't
- love us, or look to us for intellectual stimulation.
- I myself leave that pulpit more often than otherwise
- feeling like a wet rag--utterly limp and discouraged.
- But, if you don't mind my speaking of it, YOU don't belong,
- and yet YOU come."
-
- It was evident that the lawyer did not mind. He spoke
- freely in reply. "Oh, yes, I've got into the habit of it.
- I began going when I first came here, and--and so it grew
- to be natural for me to go. Then, of course, being the
- only lawyer you have, a considerable amount of my business
- is mixed up in one way or another with your membership;
- you see those are really the things which settle a man
- in a rut, and keep him there."
-
- "I suppose your people were Methodists," said Theron,
- to fill in the pause, "and that is how you originally
- started with us."
-
- Levi Gorringe shook his head. He leaned back, half closed
- his eyes, put his finger-tips together, and almost smiled
- as if something in retrospect pleased and moved him.
-
- "No," he said; "I went to the church first to see a girl
- who used to go there. It was long before your time.
- All her family moved away years ago. You wouldn't know any
- of them. I was younger then, and I didn't know as much as I
- do now. I worshipped the very ground that girl walked on,
- and like a fool I never gave her so much as a hint of it.
- Looking back now, I can see that I might have had her if I'd
- asked her. But I went instead and sat around and looked
- at her at church and Sunday-school and prayer-meetings
- Thursday nights, and class-meetings after the sermon.
- She was devoted to religion and church work; and, thinking it
- would please her, I joined the church on probation.
- Men can fool themselves easier than they can other people.
- I actually believed at the time that I had experienced religion.
- I felt myself full of all sorts of awakenings of the soul
- and so forth. But it was really that girl. You see I'm
- telling you the thing just as it was. I was very happy.
- I think it was the happiest time of my life. I remember
- there was a love-feast while I was on probation; and I sat
- down in front, right beside her, and we ate the little
- square chunks of bread and drank the water together, and I
- held one corner of her hymn-book when we stood up and sang.
- That was the nearest I ever got to her, or to full membership
- in the church. That very next week, I think it was,
- we learned that she had got engaged to the minister's son--
- a young man who had just become a minister himself.
- They got married, and went away--and I--somehow I never took
- up my membership when the six months' probation was over.
- That's how it was."
-
- "It is very interesting," remarked Theron, softly, after a
- little silence--"and very full of human nature."
-
- "Well, now you see," said the lawyer, "what I mean when I
- say that there hasn't been another minister here since,
- that I should have felt like telling this story to.
- They wouldn't have understood it at all. They would
- have thought it was blasphemy for me to say straight
- out that what I took for experiencing religion was really
- a girl. But you are different. I felt that at once,
- the first time I saw you. In a pulpit or out of it,
- what I like in a human being is that he SHOULD be human."
-
- "It pleases me beyond measure that you should like me, then"
- returned the young minister, with frank gratification
- shining on his face. "The world is made all the sweeter
- and more lovable by these--these elements of romance.
- I am not one of those who would wish to see them banished
- or frowned upon. I don't mind admitting to you that
- there is a good deal in Methodism--I mean the strict
- practice of its letter which you find here in Octavius--
- that is personally distasteful to me. I read the other day
- of an English bishop who said boldly, publicly, that no
- modern nation could practise the principles laid down
- in the Sermon on the Mount and survive for twenty-four hours."
-
- "Ha, ha! That's good!" laughed the lawyer.
-
- "I felt that it was good, too," pursued Theron. "I am getting
- to see a great many things differently, here in Octavius.
- Our Methodist Discipline is like the Beatitudes--very helpful
- and beautiful, if treated as spiritual suggestion, but more
- or less of a stumbling-block if insisted upon literally.
- I declare!" he added, sitting up in his chair, "I never
- talked like this to a living soul before in all my life.
- Your confidences were contagious."
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware rose as he spoke, and took up his hat.
-
- "Must you be going?" asked the lawyer, also rising.
- "Well, I'm glad I haven't shocked you. Come in oftener
- when you are passing. And if you see anything I can help
- you in, always tell me."
-
- The two men shook hands, with an emphatic and lingering clasp.
-
- "I am glad," said Theron, "that you didn't stop coming
- to church just because you lost the girl."
-
- Levi Gorringe answered the minister's pleasantry
- with a smile which curled his mustache upward,
- and expanded in little wrinkles at the ends of his eyes.
- "No," he said jestingly. "I'm death on collecting debts;
- and I reckon that the church still owes me a girl.
- I'll have one yet."
-
- So, with merriment the echoes of which pleasantly
- accompanied Theron down the stairway, the two men parted.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
- Though time lagged in passing with a slowness which seemed
- born of studied insolence, there did arrive at last a day
- which had something definitive about it to Theron's
- disturbed and restless mind. It was a Thursday, and the
- prayer-meeting to be held that evening would be the last
- before the Quarterly Conference, now only four days off.
-
- For some reason, the young minister found himself dwelling
- upon this fact, and investing it with importance.
- But yesterday the Quarterly Conference had seemed a long
- way ahead. Today brought it alarmingly close to hand.
- He had not heretofore regarded the weekly assemblage
- for prayer and song as a thing calling for preparation,
- or for any preliminary thought. Now on this Thursday
- morning he went to his desk after breakfast, which was
- a sign that he wanted the room to himself, quite as
- if he had the task of a weighty sermon before him.
- He sat at the desk all the forenoon, doing no writing,
- it is true, but remembering every once in a while,
- when his mind turned aside from the book in his hands,
- that there was that prayer-meeting in the evening.
-
- Sometimes he reached the point of vaguely wondering why
- this strictly commonplace affair should be forcing itself
- thus upon his attention. Then, with a kind of mental
- shiver at the recollection that this was Thursday,
- and that the great struggle came on Monday, he would go
- back to his book.
-
- There were a half-dozen volumes on the open desk before him.
- He had taken them out from beneath a pile of old
- "Sunday-School Advocates" and church magazines, where they
- had lain hidden from Alice's view most of the week.
- If there had been a locked drawer in the house, he would
- have used it instead to hold these books, which had come
- to him in a neat parcel, which also contained an amiable
- note from Dr. Ledsmar, recalling a pleasant evening in May,
- and expressing the hope that the accompanying works would
- be of some service. Theron had glanced at the backs of the
- uppermost two, and discovered that their author was Renan.
- Then he had hastily put the lot in the best place he
- could think of to escape his wife's observation.
-
- He realized now that there had been no need for this secrecy.
- Of the other four books, by Sayce, Budge, Smith, and Lenormant,
- three indeed revealed themselves to be published under
- religious auspices. As for Renan, he might have known
- that the name would be meaningless to Alice. The feeling
- that he himself was not much wiser in this matter than his
- wife may have led him to pass over the learned text-books
- on Chaldean antiquity, and even the volume of Renan
- which appeared to be devoted to Oriental inscriptions,
- and take up his other book, entitled in the translation,
- "Recollections of my Youth." This he rather glanced through,
- at the outset, following with a certain inattention
- the introductory sketches and essays, which dealt with
- an unfamiliar, and, to his notion, somewhat preposterous
- Breton racial type. Then, little by little, it dawned
- upon him that there was a connected story in all this;
- and suddenly he came upon it, out in the open, as it were.
- It was the story of how a deeply devout young man,
- trained from his earliest boyhood for the sacred office,
- and desiring passionately nothing but to be worthy of it,
- came to a point where, at infinite cost of pain to himself
- and of anguish to those dearest to him, he had to declare
- that he could no longer believe at all in revealed religion.
-
- Theron Ware read this all with an excited interest
- which no book had ever stirred in him before. Much of
- it he read over and over again, to make sure that he
- penetrated everywhere the husk of French habits of thought
- and Catholic methods in which the kernel was wrapped.
- He broke off midway in this part of the book to go out
- to the kitchen to dinner, and began the meal in silence.
- To Alice's questions he replied briefly that he was preparing
- himself for the evening's prayer-meeting. She lifted
- her brows in such frank surprise at this that he made
- a further and somewhat rambling explanation about having
- again taken up the work on his book--the book about Abraham.
-
- "I thought you said you'd given that up altogether,"
- she remarked.
-
- "Well," he said, "I WAS discouraged about it for a while.
- But a man never does anything big without getting
- discouraged over and over again while he's doing it.
- I don't say now that I shall write precisely THAT book--
- I'm merely reading scientific works about the period,
- just now--but if not that, I shall write some other book.
- Else how will you get that piano?" he added, with an attempt at
- a smile.
-
- "I thought you had given that up, too!" she replied ruefully.
- Then before he could speak, she went on: "Never mind
- the piano; that can wait. What I've got on my mind
- just now isn't piano; it's potatoes. Do you know,
- I saw some the other day at Rasbach's, splendid potatoes--
- these are some of them--and fifteen cents a bushel cheaper
- than those dried-up old things Brother Barnum keeps,
- and so I bought two bushels. And Sister Barnum met me
- on the street this morning, and threw it in my face that
- the Discipline commands us to trade with each other.
- Is there any such command?"
-
- "Yes," said the husband. "It's Section 33.
- Don't you remember? I looked it up in Tyre. We are
- to 'evidence our desire of salvation by doing good,
- especially to them that are of the household of faith,
- or groaning so to be; by employing them preferably to others;
- buying one of another; helping each other in business'--
- and so on. Yes, it's all there."
-
- "Well, I told her I didn't believe it was," put in Alice,
- "and I said that even if it was, there ought to be
- another section about selling potatoes to their minister
- for more than they're worth--potatoes that turn all green
- when you boil them, too. I believe I'll read up that old
- Discipline myself, and see if it hasn't got some things
- that I can talk back with."
-
- "The very section before that, Number 32, enjoins members
- against 'uncharitable or unprofitable conversation--
- particularly speaking evil of magistrates or ministers.'
- You'd have 'em there, I think." Theron had begun
- cheerfully enough, but the careworn, preoccupied look
- returned now to his face. "I'm sorry if we've fallen out
- with the Barnums," he said. "His brother-in-law, Davis,
- the Sunday-school superintendent, is a member of the
- Quarterly Conference, you know, and I've been hoping
- that he was on my side. I've been taking a good deal
- of pains to make up to him."
-
- He ended with a sigh, the pathos of which impressed Alice.
- "If you think it will do any good," she volunteered,
- "I'll go and call on the Davises this very afternoon.
- I'm sure to find her at home,--she's tied hand and foot
- with that brood of hers--and you'd better give me some of
- that candy for them."
-
- Theron nodded his approval and thanks, and relapsed
- into silence. When the meal was over, he brought
- out the confectionery to his wife, and without a word
- went back to that remarkable book.
-
- When Alice returned toward the close of day, to prepare
- the simple tea which was always laid a half-hour earlier
- on Thursdays and Sundays, she found her husband where she
- had left him, still busy with those new scientific works.
- She recounted to him some incidents of her call upon
- Mrs. Davis, as she took off her hat and put on the big
- kitchen apron--how pleased Mrs. Davis seemed to be;
- how her affection for her sister-in-law, the grocer's wife,
- disclosed itself to be not even skin-deep; how the children
- leaped upon the candy as if they had never seen any before;
- and how, in her belief, Mr. Davis would be heart and soul on
- Theron's side at the Conference.
-
- To her surprise, the young minister seemed not at
- all interested. He hardly looked at her during
- her narrative, but reclined in the easy-chair with his
- head thrown back, and an abstracted gaze wandering
- aamlessly about the ceiling. When she avowed her faith
- in the Sunday-school superintendent's loyal partisanship,
- which she did with a pardonable pride in having helped
- to make it secure, her husband even closed his eyes,
- and moved his head with a gesture which plainly bespoke indifference.
-
- "I expected you'd be tickled to death," she remarked,
- with evident disappointment.
-
- "I've a bad headache," he explained, after a minute's pause.
-
- "No wonder!" Alice rejoined, sympathetically enough,
- but with a note of reproof as well. "What can you expect,
- staying cooped up in here all day long, poring over
- those books? People are all the while remarking
- that you study too much. I tell them, of course,
- that you're a great hand for reading, and always were;
- but I think myself it would be better if you got out more,
- and took more exercise, and saw people. You know lots
- and slathers more than THEY do now, or ever will, if you
- never opened another book."
-
- Theron regarded her with an expression which she had never
- seen on his face before. "You don't realize what you
- are saying," he replied slowly. He sighed as he added,
- with increased gravity, "I am the most ignorant man alive!"
-
- Alice began a little laugh of wifely incredulity, and then
- let it die away as she recognized that he was really
- troubled and sad in his mind. She bent over to kiss him
- lightly on the brow, and tiptoed her way out into the kitchen.
-
- "I believe I will let you make my excuses at the prayer-meeting
- this evening," he said all at once, as the supper came
- to an end. He had eaten next to nothing during the meal,
- and had sat in a sort of brown-study from which Alice
- kindly forbore to arouse him. "I don't know--I hardly
- feel equal to it. They won't take it amiss--for once--
- if you explain to them that I--I am not at all well."
-
- "Oh, I do hope you're not coming down with anything!"
- Alice had risen too, and was gazing at him with a solicitude
- the tenderness of which at once comforted, and in some
- obscure way jarred on his nerves. "Is there anything I
- can do--or shall I go for a doctor? We've got mustard
- in the house, and senna--I think there's some senna left--
- and Jamaica ginger."
-
- Theron shook his head wearily at her. "Oh, no,--no!"
- he expostulated. "It isn't anything that needs drugs,
- or doctors either. It's just mental worry and fatigue,
- that's all. An evening's quiet rest in the big chair,
- and early to bed--that will fix me up all right."
-
- "But you'll read; and that will make your head worse,"
- said Alice.
-
- "No, I won't read any more," he promised her, walking slowly
- into the sitting-room, and settling himself in the big chair,
- the while she brought out a pillow from the adjoining
- best bedroom, and adjusted it behind his head. "That's nice!
- I'll just lie quiet here, and perhaps doze a little
- till you come back. I feel in the mood for the rest;
- it will do me all sorts of good."
-
- He closed his eyes; and Alice, regarding his upturned
- face anxiously, decided that already it looked more at
- peace than awhile ago.
-
- "Well, I hope you'll be better when I get back," she said,
- as she began preparations for the evening service.
- These consisted in combing stiffly back the strands of
- light-brown hair which, during the day, had exuberantly
- loosened themselves over her temples into something
- almost like curls; in fastening down upon this rebellious
- hair a plain brown-straw bonnet, guiltless of all
- ornament save a binding ribbon of dull umber hue;
- and in putting on a thin dark-gray shawl and a pair
- of equally subdued lisle-thread gloves. Thus attired,
- she made a mischievous little grimace of dislike at her
- puritanical image in the looking-glass over the mantel,
- and then turned to announce her departure.
-
- "Well, I'm off," she said. Theron opened his eyes to take
- in this figure of his wife dressed for prayer-meeting,
- and then closed them again abruptly. "All right,"
- he murmured, and then he heard the door shut behind her.
-
- Although he had been alone all day, there seemed to be
- quite a unique value and quality in this present solitude.
- He stretched out his legs on the opposite chair,
- and looked lazily about him, with the feeling that at
- last he had secured some leisure, and could think
- undisturbed to his heart's content. There were nearly
- two hours of unbroken quiet before him; and the mere
- fact of his having stepped aside from the routine of
- his duty to procure it; marked it in his thoughts as a
- special occasion, which ought in the nature of things
- to yield more than the ordinary harvest of mental profit.
-
- Theron's musings were broken in upon from time to time
- by rumbling outbursts of hymn-singing from the church
- next door. Surely, he said to himself, there could be no
- other congregation in the Conference, or in all Methodism,
- which sang so badly as these Octavians did. The noise,
- as it came to him now and again, divided itself familiarly
- into a main strain of hard, high, sharp, and tinny
- female voices, with three or four concurrent and clashing
- branch strains of part-singing by men who did not know how.
- How well he already knew these voices! Through two wooden
- walls he could detect the conceited and pushing note of
- Brother Lovejoy, who tried always to drown the rest out,
- and the lifeless, unmeasured weight of shrill clamor
- which Sister Barnum hurled into every chorus, half closing
- her eyes and sticking out her chin as she did so.
- They drawled their hymns too, these people, till Theron
- thought he understood that injunction in the Discipline
- against singing too slowly. It had puzzled him heretofore;
- now he felt that it must have been meant in prophecy
- for Octavius.
-
- It was impossible not to recall in contrast that other
- church music he had heard, a month before, and the
- whole atmosphere of that other pastoral sitting room,
- from which he had listened to it. The startled and crowded
- impressions of that strange evening had been lying hidden
- in his mind all this while, driven into a corner by the
- pressure of more ordinary, everyday matters. They came
- forth now, and passed across his brain--no longer confusing
- and distorted, but in orderly and intelligible sequence.
- Their earlier effect had been one of frightened fascination.
- Now he looked them over calmly as they lifted themselves,
- one by one, and found himself not shrinking at all,
- or evading anything, but dwelling upon each in turn
- as a natural and welcome part of the most important
- experience of his life.
-
- The young minister had arrived, all at once, at this conclusion.
- He did not question at all the means by which he had
- reached it. Nothing was clearer to his mind than the
- conclusion itself--that his meeting, with the priest
- and the doctor was the turning-point in his career.
- They had lifted him bodily out of the slough of ignorance,
- of contact with low minds and sordid, narrow things,
- and put him on solid ground. This book he had been reading--
- this gentle, tender, lovable book, which had as much true
- piety in it as any devotional book he had ever read,
- and yet, unlike all devotional books, put its foot firmly
- upon everything which could not be proved in human reason
- to be true--must be merely one of a thousand which men
- like Father Forbes and Dr. Ledsmar knew by heart.
- The very thought that he was on the way now to know them,
- too, made Theron tremble. The prospect wooed him,
- and he thrilled in response, with the wistful and delicate
- eagerness of a young lover.
-
- Somehow, the fact that the priest and the doctor were not
- religious men, and that this book which had so impressed
- and stirred him was nothing more than Renan's recital
- of how he, too, ceased to be a religious man, did not
- take a form which Theron could look square in the face.
- It wore the shape, instead, of a vague premise that there
- were a great many different kinds of religions--the past
- and dead races had multiplied these in their time literally
- into thousands--and that each no doubt had its central
- support of truth somewhere for the good men who were in it,
- and that to call one of these divine and condemn all
- the others was a part fit only for untutored bigots.
- Renan had formally repudiated Catholicism, yet could write
- in his old age with the deepest filial affection of the
- Mother Church he had quitted. Father Forbes could talk
- coolly about the "Christ-myth" without even ceasing to be
- a priest, and apparently a very active and devoted priest.
- Evidently there was an intellectual world, a world of culture
- and grace, of lofty thoughts and the inspiring communion
- of real knowledge, where creeds were not of importance,
- and where men asked one another, not "Is your soul saved?"
- but "Is your mind well furnished?" Theron had the sensation
- of having been invited to become a citizen of this world.
- The thought so dazzled him that his impulses were
- dragging him forward to take the new oath of allegiance
- before he had had time to reflect upon what it was he
- was abandoning.
-
- The droning of the Doxology from the church outside stirred
- Theron suddenly out of his revery. It had grown quite dark,
- and he rose and lit the gas. "Blest be the Tie that Binds,"
- they were singing. He paused, with hand still in air,
- to listen. That well-worn phrase arrested his attention,
- and gave itself a new meaning. He was bound to those people,
- it was true, but he could never again harbor the delusion
- that the tie between them was blessed. There was vaguely
- present in his mind the consciousness that other ties
- were loosening as well. Be that as it might, one thing
- was certain. He had passed definitely beyond pretending
- to himself that there was anything spiritually in common
- between him and the Methodist Church of Octavius.
- The necessity of his keeping up the pretence with others
- rose on the instant like a looming shadow before his
- mental vision. He turned away from it, and bent his brain
- to think of something else.
-
- The noise of Alice opening the front door came as a
- pleasant digression. A second later it became clear
- from the sound of voices that she had brought some one
- back with her, and Theron hastily stretched himself out
- again in the armchair, with his head back in the pillow,
- and his feet on the other chair. He had come mighty
- near forgetting that he was an invalid, and he protected
- himself the further now by assuming an air of lassitude
- verging upon prostration.
-
- "Yes; there's a light burning. It's all right," he heard
- Alice say. She entered the room, and Theron's head was too
- bad to permit him to turn it, and see who her companion was.
-
- "Theron dear," Alice began, "I knew you'd be glad to see HER,
- even if you were out of sorts; and I persuaded her just to run
- in for a minute. Let me introduce you to Sister Soulsby.
- Sister Soulsby--my husband."
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware sat upright with an energetic start,
- and fastened upon the stranger a look which conveyed anything
- but the satisfaction his wife had been so sure about.
- It was at the first blush an undisguised scowl, and only
- some fleeting memory of that reflection about needing
- now to dissemble, prevented him from still frowning as he
- rose to his feet, and perfunctorily held out his hand.
-
- "Delighted, I'm sure," he mumbled. Then, looking up,
- he discovered that Sister Soulsby knew he was not delighted,
- and that she seemed not to mind in the least.
-
- "As your good lady said, I just ran in for a moment,"
- she remarked, shaking his limp hand with a brisk,
- business-like grasp, and dropping it. "I hate bothering
- sick people, but as we're to be thrown together a good
- deal this next week or so, I thought I'd like to lose
- no time in saying 'howdy.' I won't keep you up now.
- Your wife has been sweet enough to ask me to move my trunk
- over here in the morning, so that you'll see enough of me
- and to spare."
-
- Theron looked falteringly into her face, as he strove
- for words which should sufficiently mask the disgust
- this intelligence stirred within him. A debt-raiser
- in the town was bad enough! A debt-raiser quartered
- in the very parsonage!--he ground his teeth to think of it.
-
- Alice read his hesitation aright. "Sister Soulsby
- went to the hotel," she hastily put in; "and Loren
- Pierce was after her to come and stay at his house,
- and I ventured to tell her that I thought we could
- make her more comfortable here." She accompanied this
- by so daring a grimace and nod that her husband woke
- up to the fact that a point in Conference politics was involved.
-
- He squeezed a doubtful smile upon his features. "We shall
- both do our best," he said. It was not easy, but he
- forced increasing amiability into his glance and tone.
- "Is Brother Soulsby here, too?" he asked.
-
- The debt-raiser shook her head--again the prompt,
- decisive movement, so like a busy man of affairs.
- "No," she answered. "He's doing supply down on the Hudson
- this week, but he'll be here in time for the Sunday
- morning love-feast. I always like to come on ahead,
- and see how the land lies. Well, good-night! Your head
- will be all right in the morning."
-
- Precisely what she meant by this assurance, Theron did
- not attempt to guess. He received her adieu, noted the
- masterful manner in which she kissed his wife, and watched
- her pass out into the hall, with the feeling uppermost
- that this was a person who decidedly knew her way about.
- Much as he was prepared to dislike her, and much as he
- detested the vulgar methods her profession typified,
- he could not deny that she seemed a very capable sort
- of woman.
-
- This mental concession did not prevent his fixing upon Alice,
- when she returned to the room, a glance of obvious disapproval.
-
- "Theron," she broke forth, to anticipate his reproach,
- "I did it for the best. The Pierces would have got
- her if I hadn't cut in. I thought it would help
- to have her on our side. And, besides, I like her.
- She's the first sister I've seen since we've been in this
- hole that's had a kind word for me--or--or sympathized
- with me! And--and--if you're going to be offended--
- I shall cry!"
-
- There were real tears on her lashes, ready to make good
- the threat. "Oh, I guess I wouldn't," said Theron,
- with an approach to his old, half-playful manner.
- "If you like her, that's the chief thing."
-
- Alice shook her tear-drops away. "No," she replied,
- with a wistful smile; "the chief thing is to have her
- like you. She's as smart as a steel trap--that woman is--
- and if she took the notion, I believe she could help get us
- a better place."
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
- The ensuing week went by with a buzz and whirl,
- circling about Theron Ware's dizzy consciousness like
- some huge, impalpable teetotum sent spinning under Sister
- Soulsby's resolute hands. Whenever his vagrant memory
- recurred to it, in after months, he began by marvelling,
- and ended with a shudder of repulsion.
-
- It was a week crowded with events, which seemed to him
- to shoot past so swiftly that in effect they came all
- of a heap. He never essayed the task, in retrospect,
- of arranging them in their order of sequence.
- They had, however, a definite and interdependent
- chronology which it is worth the while to trace.
-
- Mrs. Soulsby brought her trunk round to the parsonage bright
- and early on Friday morning, and took up her lodgement
- in the best bedroom, and her headquarters in the house
- at large, with a cheerful and business-like manner.
- She desired nothing so much, she said, as that people
- should not put themselves out on her account, or allow
- her to get in their way. She appeared to mean this, too,
- and to have very good ideas about securing its realization.
-
- During both Friday and the following day, indeed, Theron saw
- her only at the family meals. There she displayed a hearty
- relish for all that was set before her which quite won
- Mrs. Ware's heart, and though she talked rather more than
- Theron found himself expecting from a woman, he could not deny
- that her conversation was both seemly and entertaining.
- She had evidently been a great traveller, and referred
- to things she had seen in Savannah or Montreal or Los
- Angeles in as matter-of-fact fashion as he could have spoken
- of a visit to Tecumseh. Theron asked her many questions
- about these and other far-off cities, and her answers
- were all so pat and showed so keen and clear an eye that
- he began in spite of himself to think of her with a
- certain admiration.
-
- She in turn plied him with inquiries about the principal
- pew-holders and members of his congregation--their means,
- their disposition, and the measure of their devotion.
- She put these queries with such intelligence, and seemed
- to assimilate his replies with such an alert understanding,
- that the young minister was spurred to put dashes of character
- in his descriptions, and set forth the idiosyncrasies
- and distinguishing earmarks of his flock with what he
- felt afterward might have been too free a tongue. But at
- the time her fine air of appreciation led him captive.
- He gossiped about his parishioners as if he enjoyed it.
- He made a specially happy thumb-nail sketch for her of
- one of his trustees, Erastus Winch, the loud-mouthed,
- ostentatiously jovial, and really cold-hearted cheese-buyer.
- She was particularly interested in hearing about this man.
- The personality of Winch seemed to have impressed her,
- and she brought the talk back to him more than once,
- and prompted Theron to the very threshold of indiscretion
- in his confidences on the subject.
-
- Save at meal-times, Sister Soulsby spent the two days out
- around among the Methodists of Octavius. She had little
- or nothing to say about what she thus saw and heard,
- but used it as the basis for still further inquiries.
- She told more than once, however, of how she had been
- pressed here or there to stay to dinner or supper, and how
- she had excused herself. "I've knocked about too much,"
- she would explain to the Wares, "not to fight shy of random
- country cooking. When I find such a born cook as you are--
- well I know when I'm well off." Alice flushed with pleased
- pride at this, and Theron himself felt that their visitor
- showed great good sense. By Saturday noon, the two
- women were calling each other by their first names.
- Theron learned with a certain interest that Sister Soulsby's
- Christian name was Candace.
-
- It was only natural that he should give even more
- thought to her than to her quaint and unfamiliar old
- Ethiopian name. She was undoubtedly a very smart woman.
- To his surprise she had never introduced in her talk any
- of the stock religious and devotional phrases which official
- Methodists so universally employed in mutual converse.
- She might have been an insurance agent, or a school-teacher,
- visiting in a purely secular household, so little parade
- of cant was there about her.
-
- He caught himself wondering how old she was.
- She seemed to have been pretty well over the whole
- American continent, and that must take years of time.
- Perhaps, however, the exertion of so much travel would tend
- to age one in appearance. Her eyes were still youthful--
- decidedly wise eyes, but still juvenile. They had sparkled
- with almost girlish merriment at some of his jokes.
- She turned them about a good deal when she spoke,
- making their glances fit and illustrate the things she said.
- He had never met any one whose eyes played so constant
- and prominent a part in their owner's conversation.
- Theron had never seen a play; but he had encountered
- the portraits of famous queens of the drama several times
- in illustrated papers or shop windows, and it occurred
- to him that some of the more marked contortions of Sister
- Soulsby's eyes--notably a trick she had of rolling
- them swiftly round and plunging them, so to speak,
- into an intent, yearning, one might almost say devouring,
- gaze at the speaker--were probably employed by eminent
- actresses like Ristori and Fanny Davenport.
-
- The rest of Sister Soulsby was undoubtedly subordinated
- in interest to those eyes of hers. Sometimes her face
- seemed to be reviving temporarily a comeliness which
- had been constant in former days; then again it would
- look decidedly, organically, plain. It was the worn
- and loose-skinned face of a nervous, middle-aged woman,
- who had had more than her share of trouble, and drank too
- much tea. She wore the collar of her dress rather low;
- and Theron found himself wondering at this, because,
- though long and expansive, her neck certainly showed
- more cords and cavities than consorted with his vague
- ideal of statuesque beauty. Then he wondered at himself
- for thinking about it, and abruptly reined up his fancy,
- only to find that it was playing with speculations
- as to whether her yellowish complexion was due to that
- tea-drinking or came to her as a legacy of Southern blood.
-
- He knew that she was born in the South because she said so.
- From the same source he learned that her father had been
- a wealthy planter, who was ruined by the war, and sank into
- a premature grave under the weight of his accumulated losses.
- The large dark rings around her eyes grew deeper still in
- their shadows when she told about this, and her ordinarily
- sharp voice took on a mellow cadence, with a soft,
- drawling accent, turning U's into O's, and having no R's
- to speak of. Theron had imbibed somewhere in early days
- the conviction that the South was the land of romance,
- of cavaliers and gallants and black eyes flashing behind
- mantillas and outspread fans, and somehow when Sister
- Soulsby used this intonation she suggested all these things.
-
- But almost all her talk was in another key--a brisk,
- direct, idiomatic manner of speech, with an intonation
- hinting at no section in particular. It was merely that
- of the city-dweller as distinguished from the rustic.
- She was of about Alice's height, perhaps a shade taller.
- It did not escape the attention of the Wares that she wore
- clothes of a more stylish cut and a livelier arrangement of hues
- than any Alice had ever dared own, even in lax-minded Tyre.
- The two talked of this in their room on Friday night;
- and Theron explained that congregations would tolerate
- things of this sort with a stranger which would be sharply
- resented in the case of local folk whom they controlled.
- It was on this occasion that Alice in turn told Theron
- she was sure Mrs. Soulsby had false teeth--a confidence
- which she immediately regretted as an act of treachery
- to her sex.
-
- On Saturday afternoon, toward evening, Brother Soulsby
- arrived, and was guided to the parsonage by his wife,
- who had gone to the depot to meet him. They must have
- talked over the situation pretty thoroughly on the way,
- for by the time the new-comer had washed his face
- and hands and put on a clean collar, Sister Soulsby
- was ready to announce her plan of campaign in detail.
-
- Her husband was a man of small stature and, like herself,
- of uncertain age. He had a gentle, if rather dry,
- clean-shaven face, and wore his dust-colored hair
- long behind. His little figure was clad in black
- clothes of a distinctively clerical fashion, and he
- had a white neck-cloth neatly tied under his collar.
- The Wares noted that he looked clean and amiable
- rather than intellectually or spiritually powerful,
- as he took the vacant seat between theirs, and joined
- them in concentrating attention upon Mrs. Soulsby.
-
- This lady, holding herself erect and alert on the edge
- of the low, big easy-chair had the air of presiding
- over a meeting.
-
- "My idea is," she began, with an easy implication that no
- one else's idea was needed, "that your Quarterly Conference,
- when it meets on Monday, must be adjourned to Tuesday.
- We will have the people all out tomorrow morning
- to love-feast, and announcement can be made there,
- and at the morning service afterward, that a series
- of revival meetings are to be begun that same evening.
- Mr. Soulsby and I can take charge in the evening, and we'll
- see to it that THAT packs the house--fills the church
- to overflowing Monday evening. Then we'll quietly turn
- the meeting into a debt-raising convention, before they
- know where they are, and we'll wipe off the best part
- of the load. Now, don't you see," she turned her eyes
- full upon Theron as she spoke, "you want to hold your
- Quarterly Conference AFTER this money's been raised,
- not before."
-
- "I see what you mean," Mr. Ware responded gravely.
- "But--"
-
- "But what!" Sister Soulsby interjected, with vivacity.
-
- "Well," said Theron, picking his words, "in the first place,
- it rests with the Presiding Elder to say whether
- an adjournment can be made until Tuesday, not with me."
-
- "That's all right. Leave that to me," said the lady.
-
- "In the second place," Theron went on, still more hesitatingly,
- "there seems a certain--what shall I say?--indirection in--in--"
-
- "In getting them together for a revival, and springing
- a debt-raising on them?" Sister Soulsby put in.
- "Why, man alive, that's the best part of it. You ought
- to be getting some notion by this time what these Octavius
- folks of yours are like. I've only been here two days,
- but I've got their measure down to an allspice.
- Supposing you were to announce tomorrow that the debt
- was to be raised Monday. How many men with bank-accounts
- would turn up, do you think? You could put them all in
- your eye, sir--all in your eye!"
-
- "Very possibly you're right," faltered the young minister.
-
- "Right? Why, of course I'm right," she said,
- with placid confidence. "You've got to take folks as you
- find them; and you've got to find them the best way
- you can. One place can be worked, managed, in one way,
- and another needs quite a different way, and both ways
- would be dead frosts--complete failures--in a third."
-
- Brother Soulsby coughed softly here, and shuffled his feet
- for an instant on the carpet. His wife resumed her remarks
- with slightly abated animation, and at a slower pace.
-
- "My experience," she said, "has shown me that the Apostle
- was right. To properly serve the cause, one must be
- all things to all men. I have known very queer things
- indeed turn out to be means of grace. You simply CAN'T
- get along without some of the wisdom of the serpent.
- We are commanded to have it, for that matter. And now,
- speaking of that, do you know when the Presiding Elder
- arrives in town today, and where he is going to eat supper
- and sleep?"
-
- Theron shook his head. "All I know is he isn't likely
- to come here," he said, and added sadly, "I'm afraid he's
- not an admirer of mine."
-
- "Perhaps that's not all his fault," commented Sister Soulsby.
- "I'll tell you something. He came in on the same train
- as my husband, and that old trustee Pierce of yours was
- waiting for him with his buggy, and I saw like a flash
- what was in the wind, and the minute the train stopped I
- caught the Presiding Elder, and invited him in your name
- to come right here and stay; told him you and Alice were
- just set on his coming--wouldn't take no for an answer.
- Of course he couldn't come--I knew well enough he had
- promised old Pierce--but we got in our invitation anyway,
- and it won't do you any harm. Now, that's what I call
- having some gumption--wisdom of the serpent, and so on."
-
- "I'm sure," remarked Alice, "I should have been mortified
- to death if he had come. We lost the extension-leaf
- to our table in moving, and four is all it'll seat decently."
-
- Sister Soulsby smiled winningly into the wife's honest face.
- "Don't you see, dear," she explained patiently, "I only
- asked him because I knew he couldn't come. A little butter
- spreads a long way, if it's only intelligently warmed."
-
- "It was certainly very ingenious of you," Theron began
- almost stiffly. Then he yielded to the humanities,
- and with a kindling smile added, "And it was as kind
- as kind could be. I'm afraid you're wrong about it's
- doing me any good, but I can see how well you meant it,
- and I'm grateful."
-
- "We COULD have sneaked in the kitchen table, perhaps,
- while he was out in the garden, and put on the extra
- long tablecloth," interjected Alice, musingly.
-
- Sister Soulsby smiled again at Sister Ware, but without
- any words this time; and Alice on the instant rose,
- with the remark that she must be going out to see
- about supper.
-
- "I'm going to insist on coming out to help you,"
- Mrs. Soulsby declared, "as soon as I've talked over one
- little matter with your husband. Oh, yes, you must
- let me this time. I insist!"
-
- As the kitchen door closed behind Mrs. Ware, a swift
- and apparently significant glance shot its way across
- from Sister Soulsby's roving, eloquent eyes to the calmer
- and smaller gray orbs of her husband. He rose to his feet,
- made some little explanation about being a gardener himself,
- and desiring to inspect more closely some rhododendrons
- he had noticed in the garden, and forthwith moved
- decorously out by the other door into the front hall.
- They heard his footsteps on the gravel beneath the window
- before Mrs. Soulsby spoke again.
-
- "You're right about the Presiding Elder, and you're wrong,"
- she said. "He isn't what one might call precisely in love
- with you. Oh, I know the story--how you got into debt
- at Tyre, and he stepped in and insisted on your being
- denied Tecumseh and sent here instead."
-
- "HE was responsible for that, then, was he?" broke in Theron,
- with contracted brows.
-
- "Why, don't you make any effort to find out anything at ALL
- she asked pertly enough, but with such obvious good-nature
- that he could not but have pleasure in her speech.
- "Why, of course he did it! Who else did you suppose?"
-
- "Well," said the young minister, despondently, "if he's
- as much against me as all that, I might as well hang up
- my fiddle and go home."
-
- Sister Soulsby gave a little involuntary groan of impatience.
- She bent forward, and, lifting her eyes, rolled them at him
- in a curve of downward motion which suggested to his fancy
- the image of two eagles in a concerted pounce upon a lamb.
-
- "My friend," she began, with a new note of impressiveness
- in her voice, "if you'll pardon my saying it, you haven't
- got the spunk of a mouse. If you're going to lay down,
- and let everybody trample over you just as they please,
- you're right! You MIGHT as well go home. But now here,
- this is what I wanted to say to you: Do you just keep your hands
- off these next few days, and leave this whole thing to me.
- I'll pull it into shipshape for you. No--wait a minute--
- don't interrupt now. I have taken a liking to you.
- You've got brains, and you've got human nature in you,
- and heart. What you lack is SABE--common-sense. You'll
- get that, too, in time, and meanwhile I'm not going to stand
- by and see you cut up and fed to the dogs for want of it.
- I'll get you through this scrape, and put you on your
- feet again, right-side-up-with care, because, as I said,
- I like you. I like your wife, too, mind. She's a good,
- honest little soul, and she worships the very ground you
- tread on. Of course, as long as people WILL marry in
- their teens, the wrong people will get yoked up together.
- But that's neither here nor there. She's a kind sweet
- little body, and she's devoted to you, and it isn't every
- intellectual man that gets even that much. But now
- it's a go, is it? You promise to keep quiet, do you,
- and leave the whole show absolutely to me? Shake hands
- on it."
-
- Sister Soulsby had risen, and stood now holding out her hand
- in a frank, manly fashion. Theron looked at the hand,
- and made mental notes that there were a good many veins
- discernible on the small wrist, and that the forearm
- seemed to swell out more than would have been expected
- in a woman producing such a general effect of leanness.
- He caught the shine of a thin bracelet-band of gold under
- the sleeve. A delicate, significant odor just hinted
- its presence in the air about this outstretched arm--
- something which was not a perfume, yet deserved as gracious
- a name.
-
- He rose to his feet, and took the proffered hand with a
- deliberate gesture, as if he had been cautiously weighing
- all the possible arguments for and against this momentous compact.
-
- "I promise," he said gravely, and the two palms squeezed
- themselves together in an earnest clasp.
-
- "Right you are," exclaimed the lady, once more with
- cheery vivacity. "Mind, when it's all over, I'm going
- to give you a good, serious, downright talking to--
- a regular hoeing-over. I'm not sure I shan't give
- you a sound shaking into the bargain. You need it.
- And now I'm going out to help Alice."
-
- The Reverend Mr. Ware remained standing after his new friend
- had left the room, and his meditative face wore an even
- unusual air of abstraction. He strolled aimlessly over,
- after a time, to the desk by the window, and stood there
- looking out at the slight figure of Brother Soulsby,
- who was bending over and attentively regarding some pink
- blossoms on a shrub through what seemed to be a pocket
- magnifying-glass.
-
- What remained uppermost in his mind was not this interesting
- woman's confident pledge of championship in his material
- difficulties. He found himself dwelling instead upon her
- remark about the incongruous results of early marriages.
- He wondered idly if the little man in the white tie,
- fussing out there over that rhododendron-bush, had figured
- in her thoughts as an example of these evils. Then he reflected
- that they had been mentioned in clear relation to talk about Alice.
-
- Now that he faced this question, it was as if he had been
- consciously ignoring and putting it aside for a long time.
- How was it, he asked himself now, that Alice, who had
- once seemed so bright and keen-witted, who had in truth
- started out immeasurably his superior in swiftness of
- apprehension and readiness in humorous quips and conceits,
- should have grown so dull? For she was undoubtedly slow
- to understand things nowadays. Her absurd lugging in of
- the extension-table problem, when the great strategic
- point of that invitation foisted upon the Presiding Elder
- came up, was only the latest sample of a score of these
- heavy-minded exhibitions that recalled themselves to him.
- And outsiders were apparently beginning to notice it.
- He knew by intuition what those phrases, "good, honest
- little soul" and "kind, sweet little body" signified,
- when another woman used them to a husband about his wife.
- The very employment of that word "little" was enough,
- considering that there was scarcely more than a hair's
- difference between Mrs. Soulsby and Alice, and that they
- were both rather tall than otherwise, as the stature of
- women went.
-
- What she had said about the chronic misfortunes of
- intellectual men in such matters gave added point to those
- meaning phrases. Nobody could deny that geniuses and men
- of conspicuous talent had as a rule, all through history,
- contracted unfortunate marriages. In almost every
- case where their wives were remembered at all, it was
- on account of their abnormal stupidity, or bad temper,
- or something of that sort. Take Xantippe, for example,
- and Shakespeare's wife, and--and--well, there was Byron,
- and Bulwer-Lytton, and ever so many others.
-
- Of course there was nothing to be done about it.
- These things happened, and one could only put the best
- possible face on them, and live one's appointed life
- as patiently and contentedly as might be. And Alice
- undoubtedly merited all the praise which had been so
- generously bestowed upon her. She was good and honest
- and kindly, and there could be no doubt whatever
- as to her utter devotion to him. These were tangible,
- solid qualities, which must always secure respect for her.
- It was true that she no longer seemed to be very popular
- among people. He questioned whether men, for instance,
- like Father Forbes and Dr. Ledsmar would care much
- about her. Visions of the wifeless and academic calm
- in which these men spent their lives--an existence
- consecrated to literature and knowledge and familiarity
- with all the loftiest and noblest thoughts of the past--
- rose and enveloped him in a cloud of depression. No such
- lot would be his! He must labor along among ignorant
- and spiteful narrow-minded people to the end of his days,
- pocketing their insults and fawning upon the harsh hands of
- jealous nonentities who happened to be his official masters,
- just to keep a roof over his head--or rather Alice's.
- He must sacrifice everything to this, his ambitions,
- his passionate desires to do real good in the world on
- a large scale, his mental freedom, yes, even his chance
- of having truly elevating, intellectual friendships.
- For it was plain enough that the men whose friendship
- would be of genuine and stimulating profit to him would
- not like her. Now that he thought of it, she seemed
- latterly to make no friends at all.
-
- Suddenly, as he watched in a blank sort of way Brother
- Soulsby take out a penknife, and lop an offending twig
- from a rose-bush against the fence, something occurred
- to him. There was a curious exception to that rule
- of Alice's isolation. She had made at least one friend.
- Levi Gorringe seemed to like her extremely.
-
- As if his mind had been a camera, Theron snapped a
- shutter down upon this odd, unbidden idea, and turned
- away from the window.
-
- The sounds of an active, almost strenuous conversation
- in female voices came from the kitchen. Theron opened
- the door noiselessly, and put in his head, conscious of
- something furtive in his intention.
-
- "You must dreen every drop of water off the spinach,
- mind, before you put it over, or else--"
-
- It was Sister Soulsby's sharp and penetrating tones
- which came to him. Theron closed the door again,
- and surrendered himself once more to the circling whirl
- of his thoughts.
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
- A love-feast at nine in the morning opened the public
- services of a Sunday still memorable in the annals
- of Octavius Methodism.
-
- This ceremony, which four times a year preceded the sessions
- of the Quarterly Conference, was not necessarily an event
- of importance. It was an occasion upon which the brethren
- and sisters who clung to the old-fashioned, primitive
- ways of the itinerant circuit-riders, let themselves go
- with emphasized independence, putting up more vehement
- prayers than usual, and adding a special fervor of noise
- to their "Amens!" and other interjections--and that was all.
-
- It was Theron's first love-feast in Octavius, and as the
- big class-room in the church basement began to fill up,
- and he noted how the men with ultra radical views and the
- women clad in the most ostentatious drabs and grays were
- crowding into the front seats, he felt his spirits sinking.
- He had literally to force himself from sentence to sentence,
- when the time came for him to rise and open the proceedings
- with an exhortation. He had eagerly offered this function
- to the Presiding Elder, the Rev. Aziel P. Larrabee,
- who sat in severe silence on the little platform behind him,
- but had been informed that the dignitary would lead off
- in giving testimony later on. So Theron, feeling all
- the while the hostile eyes of the Elder burning holes
- in his back, dragged himself somehow through the task.
- He had never known any such difficulty of speech before.
- The relief was almost overwhelming when he came to the
- customary part where all are adjured to be as brief
- as possible in witnessing for the Lord, because the time
- belongs to all the people, and the Discipline forbids
- the feast to last more than ninety minutes. He delivered
- this injunction to brevity with marked earnestness,
- and then sat down abruptly.
-
- There was some rather boisterous singing, during which
- the stewards, beginning with the platform, passed plates
- of bread cut in small cubes, and water in big plated
- pitchers and tumblers, about among the congregation,
- threading their way between the long wooden benches
- ordinarily occupied at this hour by the children of
- the Sunday-school, and helping each brother and sister
- in turn. They held by the old custom, here in Octavius,
- and all along the seats the sexes alternated, as they
- do at a polite dinner-table.
-
- Theron impassively watched the familiar scene. The early
- nervousness had passed away. He felt now that he was not
- in the least afraid of these people, even with the Presiding
- Elder thrown in. Folks who sang with such unintelligence,
- and who threw themselves with such undignified fervor
- into this childish business of the bread and water,
- could not be formidable antagonists for a man of intellect.
- He had never realized before what a spectacle the
- Methodist love-feast probably presented to outsiders.
- What must they think of it!
-
- He had noticed that the Soulsbys sat together, in the centre
- and toward the front. Next to Brother Soulsby sat Alice.
- He thought she looked pale and preoccupied, and set it
- down in passing to her innate distaste for the somber
- garments she was wearing, and for the company she perforce
- found herself in. Another head was in the way, and for a
- time Theron did not observe who sat beside Alice on the
- other side. When at last he saw that it was Levi Gorringe,
- his instinct was to wonder what the lawyer must be saying
- to himself about these noisy and shallow enthusiasts.
- A recurring emotion of loyalty to the simple people
- among whom, after all, he had lived his whole life,
- prompted him to feel that it wasn't wholly nice of Gorringe
- to come and enjoy this revelation of their foolish side,
- as if it were a circus. There was some vague memory in his
- mind which associated Gorringe with other love-feasts,
- and with a cynical attitude toward them. Oh, yes! he
- had told how he went to one just for the sake of sitting
- beside the girl he admired--and was pursuing.
-
- The stewards had completed their round, and the loud,
- discordant singing came to an end. There ensued a
- little pause, during which Theron turned to the Presiding
- Elder with a gesture of invitation to take charge of the
- further proceedings. The Elder responded with another gesture,
- calling his attention to something going on in front.
-
- Brother and Sister Soulsby, to the considerable surprise
- of everybody, had risen to their feet, and were standing
- in their places, quite motionless, and with an air of
- professional self-assurance dimly discernible under a large
- show of humility. They stood thus until complete silence
- had been secured. Then the woman, lifting her head,
- began to sing. The words were "Rock of Ages," but no one
- present had heard the tune to which she wedded them.
- Her voice was full and very sweet, and had in it
- tender cadences which all her hearers found touching.
- She knew how to sing, and she put forth the words
- so that each was distinctly intelligible. There came
- a part where Brother Soulsby, lifting his head in turn,
- took up a tuneful second to her air. Although the
- two did not, as one could hear by listening closely,
- sing the same words at the same time, they produced none
- the less most moving and delightful harmonies of sound.
-
- The experience was so novel and charming that listeners
- ran ahead in their minds to fix the number of verses there
- were in the hymn, and to hope that none would be left out.
- Toward the end, when some of the intolerably self-conceited
- local singers, fancying they had caught the tune,
- started to join in, they were stopped by an indignant
- "sh-h!" which rose from all parts of the class-room;
- and the Soulsbys, with a patient and pensive kindliness
- written on their uplifted faces, gave that verse over again.
-
- What followed seemed obviously restrained and modified by the
- effect of this unlooked-for and tranquillizing overture.
- The Presiding Elder was known to enjoy visits to old-fashioned
- congregations like that of Octavius, where he could
- indulge to the full his inner passion for high-pitched
- passionate invocations and violent spiritual demeanor,
- but this time he spoke temperately, almost soothingly.
- The most tempestuous of the local witnesses for the Lord
- gave in their testimony in relatively pacific tones,
- under the influence of the spell which good music had
- laid upon the gathering. There was the deepest interest
- as to what the two visitors would do in this way.
- Brother Soulsby spoke first, very briefly and in well rounded
- and well-chosen, if conventional, phrases. His wife,
- following him, delivered in a melodious monotone some
- equally hackneyed remarks. The assemblage, listening in
- rapt attention, felt the suggestion of reserved power in
- every sentence she uttered, and burst forth, as she dropped
- into her seat, in a loud chorus of approving ejaculations.
- The Soulsbys had captured Octavius with their first outer
- skirmish line.
-
- Everything seemed to move forward now with a new zest
- and spontaneity. Theron had picked out for the occasion
- the best of those sermons which he had prepared in Tyre,
- at the time when he was justifying his ambition to be
- accounted a pulpit orator. It was orthodox enough,
- but had been planned as the framework for picturesque
- and emotional rhetoric rather than doctrinal edification.
- He had never dreamed of trying it on Octavius before,
- and only on the yesterday had quavered at his own daring
- in choosing it now. Nothing but the desire to show Sister
- Soulsby what was in him had held him to the selection.
-
- Something of this same desire no doubt swayed and steadied
- him now in the pulpit. The labored slowness of his beginning
- seemed to him to be due to nervous timidity, until suddenly,
- looking down into those big eyes of Sister Soulsby's,
- which were bent gravely upon him from where she sat beside
- Alice in the minister's pew, he remembered that it was
- instead the studied deliberation which art had taught him.
- He went on, feeling more and more that the skill and
- histrionic power of his best days were returning to him,
- were as marked as ever--nay, had never triumphed before
- as they were triumphing now. The congregation watched
- and listened with open, steadfast eyes and parted lips.
- For the first time in all that weary quarter, their
- faces shone. The sustaining sparkle of their gaze lifted
- him to a peroration unrivalled in his own recollection of himself.
-
- He sat down, and bent his head forward upon the open Bible,
- breathing hard, but suffused with a glow of satisfaction.
- His ears caught the music of that sighing rustle through
- the audience which bespeaks a profound impression.
- He could scarcely keep the fingers of his hands,
- covering his bowed face in a devotional posture as they were,
- from drumming a jubilant tattoo. His pulses did this
- in every vein, throbbing with excited exultation.
- The insistent whim seized him, as he still bent thus
- before his people, to whisper to his own heart, "At last!--
- The dogs!"
-
- The announcement that in the evening a series of revival
- meetings was to be inaugurated, had been made at the
- love-feast, and it was repeated now from the pulpit,
- with the added statement that for the once the class-meetings
- usually following this morning service would be suspended.
- Then Theron came down the steps, conscious after a fashion
- that the Presiding Elder had laid a propitiatory hand on his
- shoulder and spoken amiably about the sermon, and that several
- groups of more or less important parishioners were waiting
- in the aisle and the vestibule to shake hands and tell him
- how much they had enjoyed the sermon. His mind perversely
- kept hold of the thought that all this came too late.
- He politely smiled his way along out, and, overtaking the
- Soulsbys and his wife near the parsonage gate, went in with them.
-
- At the cold, picked-up noonday meal which was the Sunday
- rule of the house, Theron rather expected that his guests
- would talk about the sermon, or at any rate about the events
- of the morning. A Sabbath chill seemed to have settled
- upon both their tongues. They ate almost in silence,
- and their sparse remarks touched upon topics far removed
- from church affairs. Alice too, seemed strangely
- disinclined to conversation. The husband knew her face
- and its varying moods so well that he could see she
- was laboring under some very powerful and deep emotion.
- No doubt it was the sermon, the oratorical swing of which
- still tingled in his own blood, that had so affected her.
- If she had said so, it would have pleased him, but she
- said nothing.
-
- After dinner, Brother Soulsby disappeared in his bedroom,
- with the remark that he guessed he would lie down awhile.
- Sister Soulsby put on her bonnet, and, explaining that she
- always prepared herself for an evening's work by a long
- solitary walk, quitted the house. Alice, after she had put
- the dinner things away, went upstairs, and stayed there.
- Left to himself, Theron spent the afternoon in the
- easy-chair, and, in the intervals of confused introspection,
- read "Recollections of my Youth" through again from cover
- to cover.
-
- He went through the remarkable experiences attending
- the opening of the revival, when evening came, as one in
- a dream. Long before the hour for the service arrived,
- the sexton came in to tell him that the church was already
- nearly full, and that it was going to be impossible
- to present any distinction in the matter of pews.
- When the party from the parsonage went over--after another
- cold and mostly silent meal--it was to find the interior
- of the church densely packed, and people being turned
- away from the doors.
-
- Theron was supposed to preside over what followed, and he
- did sit on the central chair in the pulpit, between the
- Presiding Elder and Brother Soulsby, and on the several
- needful occasions did rise and perfunctorily make the formal
- remarks required of him. The Elder preached a short,
- but vigorously phrased sermon. The Soulsbys sang three or
- four times--on each occasion with familiar hymnal words set
- to novel, concerted music--and then separately exhorted
- the assemblage. The husband's part seemed well done.
- If his speech lacked some of the fire of the divine girdings
- which older Methodists recalled, it still led straight,
- and with kindling fervency, up to a season of power.
- The wife took up the word as he sat down. She had risen
- from one of the side-seats; and, speaking as she walked,
- she moved forward till she stood within the altar-rail,
- immediately under the pulpit, and from this place,
- facing the listening throng, she delivered her harangue.
- Those who watched her words most intently got the least
- sense of meaning from them. The phrases were all familiar
- enough--"Jesus a very present help," "Sprinkled by the Blood,"
- "Comforted by the Word," "Sanctified by the Spirit,"
- "Born into the Kingdom," and a hundred others--but it
- was as in the case of her singing: the words were old;
- the music was new.
-
- What Sister Soulsby said did not matter. The way she
- said it--the splendid, searching sweep of her great eyes;
- the vibrating roll of her voice, now full of tears, now scornful,
- now boldly, jubilantly triumphant; the sympathetic swaying
- of her willowy figure under the stress of her eloquence--
- was all wonderful. When she had finished, and stood,
- flushed and panting, beneath the shadow of the pulpit,
- she held up a hand deprecatingly as the resounding "Amens!"
- and "Bless the Lords!" began to well up about her.
-
- "You have heard us sing," she said, smiling to apologize
- for her shortness of breath. "Now we want to hear you sing!"
-
- Her husband had risen as she spoke, and on the instant,
- with a far greater volume of voice than they had hitherto
- disclosed, the two began "From Greenland's Icy Mountains,"
- in the old, familiar tune. It did not need Sister Soulsby's
- urgent and dramatic gesture to lift people to their feet.
- The whole assemblage sprang up, and, under the guidance
- of these two powerful leading voices, thundered the hymn
- out as Octavius had never heard it before.
-
- While its echoes were still alive, the woman began
- speaking again. "Don't sit down!" she cried.
- "You would stand up if the President of the United
- States was going by, even if he was only going fishing.
- How much more should you stand up in honor of living
- souls passing forward to find their Saviour!"
-
- The psychological moment was upon them. Groans and
- cries arose, and a palpable ferment stirred the throng.
- The exhortation to sinners to declare themselves, to come
- to the altar, was not only on the revivalist's lips:
- it seemed to quiver in the very air, to be borne on every
- inarticulate exclamation in the clamor of the brethren.
- A young woman, with a dazed and startled look in her eyes,
- rose in the body of the church tremblingly hesitated for
- a moment, and then, with bowed head and blushing cheeks,
- pressed her way out from the end of a crowded pew and down
- the aisle to the rail. A triumphant outburst of welcoming
- ejaculations swelled to the roof as she knelt there,
- and under its impetus others followed her example.
- With interspersed snatches of song and shouted encouragements
- the excitement reached its height only when twoscore people,
- mostly young, were tightly clustered upon their knees
- about the rail, and in the space opening upon the aisle.
- Above the confusion of penitential sobs and moans, and the
- hysterical murmurings of members whose conviction of entire
- sanctity kept them in their seats, could be heard the voices
- of the Presiding Elder, the Soulsbys, and the elderly
- deacons of the church, who moved about among the kneeling
- mourners, bending over them and patting their shoulders,
- and calling out to them: "Fasten your thoughts on Jesus!"
- "Oh, the Precious Blood!" "Blessed be His Name!"
- "Seek Him, and you shall find Him!" "Cling to Jesus,
- and Him Crucified!"
-
- The Rev. Theron Ware did not, with the others, descend from
- the pulpit. Seated where he could not see Sister Soulsby,
- he had failed utterly to be moved by the wave of enthusiasm
- she had evoked. What he heard her say disappointed him.
- He had expected from her more originality, more spice of
- her own idiomatic, individual sort. He viewed with a cold
- sense of aloofness the evidences of her success when they
- began to come forward and abase themselves at the altar.
- The instant resolve that, come what might, he would not go
- down there among them, sprang up ready-made in his mind.
- He saw his two companions pass him and descend the pulpit
- stairs, and their action only hardened his resolution.
- If an excuse were needed, he was presiding, and the place
- to preside in was the pulpit. But he waived in his mind
- the whole question of an excuse.
-
- After a little, he put his hand over his face, leaning the
- elbow forward on the reading-desk. The scene below would have
- thrilled him to the marrow six months--yes, three months ago.
- He put a finger across his eyes now, to half shut it out.
- The spectacle of these silly young "mourners"--kneeling
- they knew not why, trembling at they could not tell what,
- pledging themselves frantically to dogmas and mysteries
- they knew nothing of, under the influence of a hubbub
- of outcries as meaningless in their way, and inspiring
- in much the same way, as the racket of a fife and
- drum corps--the spectacle saddened and humiliated
- him now. He was conscious of a dawning sense of shame
- at being even tacitly responsible for such a thing.
- His fancy conjured up the idea of Dr. Ledsmar coming
- in and beholding this maudlin and unseemly scene,
- and he felt his face grow hot at the bare thought.
-
- Looking through his fingers, Theron all at once saw
- something which caught at his breath with a sharp clutch.
- Alice had risen from the minister's pew--the most conspicuous
- one in the church--and was moving down the aisle toward
- the rail, her uplifted face chalk-like in its whiteness,
- and her eyes wide-open, looking straight ahead.
-
- The young pastor could scarcely credit his sight.
- He thrust aside his hand, and bent forward, only to see
- his wife sink upon her knees among the rest, and to hear
- this notable accession to the "mourners" hailed by a
- tumult of approving shouts. Then, remembering himself,
- he drew back and put up his hand, shutting out the strange
- scene altogether. To see nothing at all was a relief,
- and under cover he closed his eyes, and bit his teeth together.
-
- A fresh outburst of thanksgivings, spreading noisily
- through the congregation, prompted him to peer through
- his fingers again. Levi Gorringe was making his way
- down the aisle--was at the moment quite in front.
- Theron found himself watching this man with the stern
- composure of a fatalist. The clamant brethren down below
- were stirred to new excitement by the thought that the
- sceptical lawyer, so long with them, yet not of them,
- had been humbled and won by the outpourings of the Spirit.
- Theron's perceptions were keener. He knew that Gorringe
- was coming forward to kneel beside Alice; The knowledge
- left him curiously undisturbed. He saw the lawyer advance,
- gently insinuate himself past the form of some kneeling
- mourner who was in his way, and drop on his knees close
- beside the bowed figure of Alice. The two touched
- shoulders as they bent forward beneath Sister Soulsby's
- outstretched hands, held over them as in a blessing.
- Theron looked fixedly at them, and professed to himself
- that he was barely interested.
-
- A little afterward, he was standing up in his place,
- and reading aloud a list of names which one of the stewards
- had given him. They were the names of those who had
- asked that evening to be taken into the church as members
- on probation. The sounds of the recent excitement
- were all hushed now, save as two or three enthusiasts
- in a corner raised their voices in abrupt greeting of
- each name in its turn, but Theron felt somehow that this
- noise had been transferred to the inside of his head.
- A continuous buzzing went on there, so that the sound
- of his voice was far-off and unfamiliar in his ears.
-
- He read through the list--comprising some fifteen items--
- and pronounced the names with great distinctness.
- It was necessary to take pains with this, because the
- only name his blurred eyes seemed to see anywhere on the
- foolscap sheet was that of Levi Gorringe. When he had
- finished and was taking his seat, some one began speaking
- to him from the body of the church. He saw that this
- was the steward, who was explaining to him that the most
- important name of the lot--that of Brother Gorringe--
- had not been read out.
-
- Theron smiled and shook his head. Then, when the Presiding
- Elder touched him on the arm, and assured him that he had
- not mentioned the name in question, he replied quite simply,
- and with another smile, "I thought it was the only name
- I did read out."
-
- Then he sat down abruptly, and let his head fall to one side.
- There were hurried movements inside the pulpit, and people
- in the audience had begun to stand up wonderingly,
- when the Presiding Elder, with uplifted hands, confronted them.
-
- "We will omit the Doxology, and depart quietly after
- the benediction," he said. "Brother Ware seems to have
- been overcome by the heat."
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
- When Theron woke next morning, Alice seemed to have dressed
- and left the room--a thing which had never happened before.
-
- This fact connected itself at once in his brain with the
- recollection of her having made an exhibition of herself
- the previous evening--going forward before all eyes to join
- the unconverted and penitent sinners, as if she were
- some tramp or shady female, instead of an educated lady,
- a professing member from her girlhood, and a minister's wife.
- It crossed his mind that probably she had risen and got
- away noiselessly, for very shame at looking him in the face,
- after such absurd behavior.
-
- Then he remembered more, and grasped the situation.
- He had fainted in church, and had been brought home and helped
- to bed. Dim memories of unaccustomed faces in the bedroom,
- of nauseous drugs and hushed voices, came to him out of the
- night-time. Now that he thought of it, he was a sick man.
- Having settled this, he went off to sleep again,
- a feverish and broken sleep, and remained in this state
- most of the time for the following twenty-four hours.
- In the brief though numerous intervals of waking, he found
- certain things clear in his mind. One was that he was
- annoyed with Alice, but would dissemble his feelings.
- Another was that it was much pleasanter to be ill than to be
- forced to attend and take part in those revival meetings.
- These two ideas came and went in a lazy, drowsy fashion,
- mixing themselves up with other vagrant fancies, yet always
- remaining on top.
-
- In the evening the singing from the church next door
- filled his room. The Soulsbys' part of it was worth
- keeping awake for. He turned over and deliberately
- dozed when the congregation sang.
-
- Alice came up a number of times during the day to ask
- how he felt, and to bring him broth or toast-water. On
- several occasions, when he heard her step, the perverse
- inclination mastered him to shut his eyes, and pretend
- to be asleep, so that she might tip-toe out again.
- She had a depressed and thoughtful air, and spoke to him
- like one whose mind was on something else. Neither of
- them alluded to what had happened the previous evening.
- Toward the close of the long day, she came to ask him
- whether he would prefer her to remain in the house,
- instead of attending the meeting.
-
- "Go, by all means," he said almost curtly.
-
- The Presiding Elder and the Sunday-school superintendent
- called early Tuesday morning at the parsonage to make
- brotherly inquiries, and Theron was feeling so much better
- that he himself suggested their coming upstairs to see him.
- The Elder was in good spirits; he smiled approvingly,
- and even put in a jocose word or two while the superintendent
- sketched for the invalid in a cheerful way the leading
- incidents of the previous evening.
-
- There had been an enormous crowd, even greater than that of
- Sunday night, and everybody had been looking forward to another
- notable and exciting season of grace. These expectations
- were especially heightened when Sister Soulsby ascended
- the pulpit stairs and took charge of the proceedings.
- She deferred to Paul's views about women preachers
- on Sundays, she said; but on weekdays she had just as much
- right to snatch brands from the burning as Paul, or Peter,
- or any other man. She went on like that, in a breezy,
- off-hand fashion which tickled the audience immensely,
- and led to the liveliest anticipations of what would
- happen when she began upon the evening's harvest of souls.
-
- But it was something else that happened. At a signal from
- Sister Soulsby the steward got up, and, in an unconcerned sort
- of way, went through the throng to the rear of the church,
- locked the doors, and put the keys in their pockets.
- The sister dryly explained now to the surprised congregation
- that there was a season for all things, and that on the
- present occasion they would suspend the glorious work
- of redeeming fallen human nature, and take up instead
- the equally noble task of raising some fifteen hundred
- dollars which the church needed in its business. The doors
- would only be opened again when this had been accomplished.
-
- The brethren were much taken aback by this trick, and they
- permitted themselves to exchange a good many scowling and
- indignant glances, the while their professional visitors
- sang another of their delightfully novel sacred duets.
- Its charm of harmony for once fell upon unsympathetic ears.
- But then Sister Soulsby began another monologue, defending
- this way of collecting money, chaffing the assemblage
- with bright-eyed impudence on their having been trapped,
- and scoring, one after another, neat and jocose little
- personal points on local characteristics, at which everybody
- but the individual touched grinned broadly. She was
- so droll and cheeky, and withal effective in her talk,
- that she quite won the crowd over. She told a story
- about a woodchuck which fairly brought down the house.
-
- "A man," she began, with a quizzical twinkle in her eye,
- "told me once about hunting a woodchuck with a pack
- of dogs, and they chased it so hard that it finally
- escaped only by climbing a butternut-tree. 'But,
- my friend,' I said to him, 'woodchucks can't climb trees--
- butternut-trees or any other kind--and you know it!'
- All he said in reply to me was: 'This woodchuck had to
- climb a tree!' And that's the way with this congregation.
- You think you can't raise $1,500, but you've GOT to."
-
- So it went on. She set them all laughing; and then,
- with a twist of the eyes and a change of voice, lo,
- and behold, she had them nearly crying in the same breath.
- Under the pressure of these jumbled emotions, brethren began
- to rise up in their pews and say what they would give.
- The wonderful woman had something smart and apt to say about
- each fresh contribution, and used it to screw up the general
- interest a notch further toward benevolent hysteria.
- With songs and jokes and impromptu exhortations and
- prayers she kept the thing whirling, until a sort of duel
- of generosity began between two of the most unlikely men--
- Erastus Winch and Levi Gorringe. Everybody had been surprised
- when Winch gave his first $50; but when he rose again,
- half an hour afterward, and said that, owing to the high
- public position of some of the new members on probation,
- he foresaw a great future for the church, and so felt
- moved to give another $25, there was general amazement.
- Moved by a common instinct, all eyes were turned upon
- Levi Gorringe, and he, without the slightest hesitation,
- stood up and said he would give $100. There was something
- in his tone which must have annoyed Brother Winch, for he shot
- up like a dart, and called out, "Put me down for fifty more;
- "and that brought Gorringe to his feet with an added $50,
- and then the two went on raising each other till the
- assemblage was agape with admiring stupefaction.
-
- This gladiatorial combat might have been going on till now,
- the Sunday-school superintendent concluded, if Winch
- hadn't subsided. The amount of the contributions hadn't
- been figured up yet, for Sister Soulsby kept the list;
- but there had been a tremendous lot of money raised.
- Of that there could be no doubt.
-
- The Presiding Elder now told Theron that the Quarterly
- Conference had been adjourned yesterday till today.
- He and Brother Davis were even now on their way to attend
- the session in the church next door. The Elder added,
- with an obvious kindly significance, that though Theron was
- too ill to attend it, he guessed his absence would do him
- no harm. Then the two men left the room, and Theron went
- to sleep again.
-
- Another almost blank period ensued, this time lasting
- for forty-eight hours. The young minister was enfolded
- in the coils of a fever of some sort, which Brother Soulsby,
- who had dabbled considerably in medicine, admitted that
- he was puzzled about. Sometimes he thought that it
- was typhoid, and then again there were symptoms which
- looked suspiciously like brain fever. The Methodists
- of Octavius counted no physician among their numbers,
- and when, on the second day, Alice grew scared, and decided,
- with Brother Soulsby's assent, to call in professional
- advice, the only doctor's name she could recall was that
- of Ledsmar. She was conscious of an instinctive dislike
- for the vague image of him her fancy had conjured up,
- but the reflection that he was Theron's friend, and so
- probably would be more moderate in his charges, decided her.
-
- Brother Soulsby showed a most comforting tact and swiftness
- of apprehension when Alice, in mentioning Dr. Ledsmar's
- name, disclosed by her manner a fear that his being
- sent for would create talk among the church people.
- He volunteered at once to act as messenger himself, and,
- with no better guide than her dim hints at direction,
- found the doctor and brought him back to the parsonage.
-
- Dr. Ledsmar expressly disclaimed to Soulsby all pretence
- of professional skill, and made him understand that he
- went along solely because he liked Mr. Ware, and was
- interested in him, and in any case would probably be of
- as much use as the wisest of strange physicians--a view
- which the little revivalist received with comprehending
- nods of tacit acquiescence. Ledsmar came, and was taken
- up to the sick-room. He sat on the bedside and talked
- with Theron awhile, and then went downstairs again.
- To Alice's anxious inquiries, he replied that it seemed
- to him merely a case of over-work and over-worry, about
- which there was not the slightest occasion for alarm.
-
- "But he says the strangest things," the wife put in.
- "He has been quite delirious at times."
-
- "That means only that his brain is taking a rest as well
- as his body," remarked Ledsmar. "That is Nature's way
- of securing an equilibrium of repose--of recuperation.
- He will come out of it with his mind all the fresher
- and clearer."
-
- "I don't believe he knows shucks!" was Alice's comment
- when she closed the street door upon Dr. Ledsmar.
- "Anybody could have come in and looked at a sick man
- and said, 'Leave him alone.' You expect something more
- from a doctor. It's his business to say what to do.
- And I suppose he'll charge two dollars for just telling me
- that my husband was resting!"
-
- "No," said Brother Soulsby, "he said he never practised,
- and that he would come only as a friend."
-
- "Well, it isn't my idea of a friend--not to prescribe
- a single thing," protested Alice.
-
- Yet it seemed that no prescription was needed, after all.
- The next morning Theron woke to find himself feeling
- quite restored in spirits and nerves. He sat up in bed,
- and after an instant of weakly giddiness, recognized that
- he was all right again. Greatly pleased, he got up,
- and proceeded to dress himself. There were little recurring
- hints of faintness and vertigo, while he was shaving,
- but he had the sense to refer these to the fact that he
- was very, very hungry. He went downstairs, and smiled
- with the pleased pride of a child at the surprise which his
- appearance at the door created. Alice and the Soulsbys
- were at breakfast. He joined them, and ate voraciously,
- declaring that it was worth a month's illness to have things
- taste so good once more.
-
- "You still look white as a sheet," said Alice, warningly.
- "If I were you, I'd be careful in my diet for a spell yet."
-
- For answer, Theron let Sister Soulsby help him again
- to ham and eggs. He talked exclusively to Sister Soulsby,
- or rather invited her by his manner to talk to him,
- and listened and watched her with indolent content.
- There was a sort of happy and purified languor in his physical
- and mental being, which needed and appreciated just this--
- to sit next a bright and attractive woman at a good breakfast,
- and be ministered to by her sprightly conversation,
- by the flash of her informing and inspiring eyes,
- and the nameless sense of support and repose which her
- near proximity exhaled. He felt himself figuratively
- leaning against Sister Soulsby's buoyant personality,
- and resting.
-
- Brother Soulsby, like the intelligent creature he was,
- ate his breakfast in peace; but Alice would interpose
- remarks from time to time. Theron was conscious of a
- certain annoyance at this, and knew that he was showing
- it by an exaggerated display of interest in everything
- Sister Soulsby said, and persisted in it. There trembled
- in the background of his thoughts ever and again the
- recollection of a grievance against his wife--an offence
- which she had committed--but he put it aside as something
- to be grappled and dealt with when he felt again like
- taking up the serious and disagreeable things of life.
- For the moment, he desired only to be amused by Sister Soulsby.
- Her casual mention of the fact that she and her husband
- were taking their departure that very day, appealed to him
- as an added reason for devoting his entire attention to her.
-
- "You mustn't forget that famous talking-to you threatened me with--
- that 'regular hoeing-over,' you know," he reminded her,
- when he found himself alone with her after breakfast.
- He smiled as he spoke, in frank enjoyment of the prospect.
-
- Sister Soulsby nodded, and aided with a roll of her eyes
- the effect of mock-menace in her uplifted forefinger.
- "Oh, never fear," she cried. "You'll catch it hot and strong.
- But that'll keep till afternoon. Tell me, do you feel
- strong enough to go in next door and attend the trustees'
- meeting this forenoon? It's rather important that you
- should be there, if you can spur yourself up to it.
- By the way, you haven't asked what happened at the Quarterly
- Conference yesterday."
-
- Theron sighed, and made a little grimace of repugnance.
- "If you knew how little I cared!" he said. "I did hope
- you'd forget all about mentioning that--and everything
- else connected with--the next door. You talk so much more
- interestingly about other things."
-
- "Here's gratitude for you!" exclaimed Sister Soulsby,
- with a gay simulation of despair. "Why, man alive,
- do you know what I've done for you? I got around on
- the Presiding Elder's blind side, I captured old Pierce,
- I wound Winch right around my little finger, I worked
- two or three of the class-leaders--all on your account.
- The result was you went through as if you'd had your ears
- pinned back, and been greased all over. You've got an
- extra hundred dollars added to your salary; do you hear?
- On the sixth question of the order of business the Elder ruled
- that the recommendation of the last conference's estimating
- committee could be revised (between ourselves he was wrong,
- but that doesn't matter) , and so you're in clover.
- And very friendly things were said about you, too."
-
- "It was very kind of you," said Theron. "I am really
- extremely grateful to you." He shook her by the hand
- to make up for what he realized to be a lack of fervor
- in his tones.
-
- "Well, then," Sister Soulsby replied, "you pull
- yourself together, and take your place as chairman
- of the trustees' meeting, and see to it that,
- whatever comes up, you side with old Pierce and Winch."
-
- "Oh, THEY'RE my friends now, are they?" asked Theron,
- with a faint play of irony about his lips.
-
- "Yes, that's your ticket this election," she answered briskly,
- "and mind you vote it straight. Don't bother about
- reasons now. Just take it from me, as the song says,
- 'that things have changed since Willie died.' That's all.
- And then come back here, and this afternoon we'll have
- a good old-fashioned jaw."
-
- The Rev. Mr. Ware, walking with ostentatious feebleness,
- and forcing a conventional smile upon his wan face,
- duly made his unexpected appearance at the trustees'
- meeting in one of the smaller classrooms. He received their
- congratulations gravely, and shook hands with all three.
- It required an effort to do this impartially, because,
- upon sight of Levi Gorringe, there rose up suddenly
- within him an emotion of fierce dislike and enmity.
- In some enigmatic way his thoughts had kept themselves
- away from Gorringe ever since Sunday evening. Now they
- concentrated with furious energy and swiftness upon him.
- Theron seemed able in a flash of time to coordinate
- many recollections of Gorringe--the early liking Alice
- had professed for him, the mystery of those purchased
- plants in her garden, the story of the girl he had
- lost in church, his offer to lend him money, the way
- in which he had sat beside Alice at the love-feast
- and followed her to the altar-rail in the evening.
- These raced abreast through the young minister's brain,
- yet with each its own image, and its relation to the others
- clearly defined.
-
- He found the nerve, all the same, to take this third trustee
- by the hand, and to thank him for his congratulations,
- and even to say, with a surface smile of welcome,
- "It is BROTHER Gorringe, now, I remember."
-
- The work before the meeting was chiefly of a routine kind.
- In most places this would have been transacted by the stewards;
- but in Octavius these minor officials had degenerated
- into mere ceremonial abstractions, who humbly ratified,
- or by arrangement anticipated, the will of the powerful,
- mortgage-owning trustees. Theron sat languidly at
- the head of the table while these common-place matters
- passed in their course, noting the intonations of
- Gorringe's voice as he read from his secretary's book,
- and finding his ear displeased by them. No issue arose
- upon any of these trivial affairs, and the minister,
- feeling faint and weary in the heat, wondered why Sister
- Soulsby had insisted on his coming.
-
- All at once he sat up straight, with an instinctive warning
- in his mind that here was the thing. Gorringe had taken up
- the subject of the "debt-raising" evening, and read out its
- essentials as they had been embodied in a report of the stewards.
- The gross sum obtained, in cash and promises, was $1,860.
- The stewards had collected of this a trifle less than half,
- but hoped to get it all in during the ensuing quarter.
- There were, also, the bill of Mr. and Mrs. Soulsby for
- $150, and the increases of $100 in the pastor's salary
- and $25 in the apportioned contribution of the charge
- toward the Presiding Elder's maintenance, the two latter
- items of which the Quarterly Conference had sanctioned.
-
- "I want to hear the names of the subscribers and their
- amounts read out," put in Brother Pierce.
-
- When this was done, it became apparent that much more than
- half of the entire amount had been offered by two men.
- Levi Gorringe's $450 and Erastus Winch's $425 left only
- $985 to be divided up among some seventy or eighty other
- members of the congregation.
-
- Brother Pierce speedily stopped the reading of these
- subordinate names. "They're of no concern whatever,"
- he said, despite the fact that his own might have been
- reached in time. "Those first names are what I was
- getting at. Have those two first amounts, the big ones,
- be'n paid?"
-
- "One has--the other not," replied Gorringe.
-
- "PRE-cisely," remarked the senior trustee. "And I'm goin'
- to move that it needn't be paid, either. When Brother Winch,
- here, began hollerin' out those extra twenty-fives and fifties,
- that evening, it was under a complete misapprehension.
- He'd be'n on the Cheese Board that same Monday afternoon,
- and he'd done what he thought was a mighty big stroke
- of business, and he felt liberal according. I know
- just what that feelin' is myself. If I'd be'n makin'
- a mint o' money, instead o' losin' all the while, as I do,
- I'd 'a' done just the same. But the next day, lo, and behold,
- Brother Winch found that it was all a mistake--he hadn't
- made a single penny."
-
- "Fact is, I lost by the whole transaction," put in
- Erastus Winch, defiantly.
-
- "Just so," Brother Pierce went on. "He lost money.
- You have his own word for it. Well, then, I say it would
- be a burning shame for us to consent to touch one penny
- of what he offered to give, in the fullness of his heart,
- while he was laborin' under that delusion. And I move he
- be not asked for it. We've got quite as much as we need,
- without it. I put my motion."
-
- "That is, YOU don't put it," suggested Winch, correctingly.
- "You move it, and Brother Ware, whom we're all so glad
- to see able to come and preside--he'll put it."
-
- There was a moment's silence. "You've heard the motion,"
- said Theron, tentatively, and then paused for possible remarks.
- He was not going to meddle in this thing himself, and Gorringe
- was the only other who might have an opinion to offer.
- The necessities of the situation forced him to glance at
- the lawyer inquiringly. He did so, and turned his eyes
- away again like a shot. Gorringe was looking him squarely
- in the face, and the look was freighted with satirical contempt.
-
- The young minister spoke between clinched teeth.
- "All those in favor will say aye."
-
- Brothers Pierce and Winch put up a simultaneous
- and confident "Aye."
-
- "No, you don't!" interposed the lawyer, with deliberate,
- sneering emphasis. "I decidedly protest against Winch's
- voting. He's directly interested, and he mustn't vote.
- Your chairman knows that perfectly well."
-
- "Yes, I think Brother Winch ought not to vote," decided Theron,
- with great calmness. He saw now what was coming,
- and underneath his surface composure there were sharp flutterings.
-
- "Very well, then," said Gorringe. "I vote no, and it's a tie.
- It rests with the chairman now to cast the deciding vote,
- and say whether this interesting arrangement shall go
- through or not."
-
- "Me?" said Theron, eying the lawyer with a cool self-control
- which had come all at once to him. "Me? Oh, I vote Aye."
-
-