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- Book the Second-the Golden Thread
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- I
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- Five Years Later
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- Tellson's Bank by Temple Bar was an old-fashioned place, even in the
- year one thousand seven hundred and eighty. It was very small, very
- dark, very ugly, very incommodious. It was an old-fashioned place,
- moreover, in the moral attribute that the partners in the House were
- proud of its smallness, proud of its darkness, proud of its ugliness,
- proud of its incommodiousness. They were even boastful of its
- eminence in those particulars, and were fired by an express conviction
- that, if it were less objectionable, it would be less respectable.
- This was no passive belief, but an active weapon which they flashed
- at more convenient places of business. Tellson's (they said) wanted
- no elbow-room, Tellson's wanted no light, Tellson's wanted no
- embellishment. Noakes and Co.'s might, or Snooks Brothers' might;
- but Tellson's, thank Heaven!--
-
- Any one of these partners would have disinherited his son on the
- question of rebuilding Tellson's. In this respect the House was much
- on a par with the Country; which did very often disinherit its sons
- for suggesting improvements in laws and customs that had long been
- highly objectionable, but were only the more respectable.
-
- Thus it had come to pass, that Tellson's was the triumphant
- perfection of inconvenience. After bursting open a door of idiotic
- obstinacy with a weak rattle in its throat, you fell into Tellson's
- down two steps, and came to your senses in a miserable little shop,
- with two little counters, where the oldest of men made your cheque
- shake as if the wind rustled it, while they examined the signature by
- the dingiest of windows, which were always under a shower-bath of mud
- from Fleet-street, and which were made the dingier by their own iron
- bars proper, and the heavy shadow of Temple Bar. If your business
- necessitated your seeing "the House," you were put into a species of
- Condemned Hold at the back, where you meditated on a misspent life,
- until the House came with its bands in its pockets, and you could
- hardly blink at it in the dismal twilight. Your money came out of,
- or went into, wormy old wooden drawers, particles of which flew up
- your nose and down your throat when they were opened and shut. Your
- bank-notes had a musty odour, as if they were fast decomposing into
- rags again. Your plate was stowed away among the neighbouring
- cesspools, and evil communications corrupted its good polish in a day
- or two. Your deeds got into extemporised strong-rooms made of
- kitchens and sculleries, and fretted all the fat out of their
- parchments into the banking-house air. Your lighter boxes of family
- papers went up-stairs into a Barmecide room, that always had a great
- dining-table in it and never had a dinner, and where, even in the
- year one thousand seven hundred and eighty, the first letters written
- to you by your old love, or by your little children, were but newly
- released from the horror of being ogled through the windows, by the
- heads exposed on Temple Bar with an insensate brutality and ferocity
- worthy of Abyssinia or Ashantee.
-
- But indeed, at that time, putting to death was a recipe much in vogue
- with all trades and professions, and not least of all with Tellson's.
- Death is Nature's remedy for all things, and why not Legislation's?
- Accordingly, the forger was put to Death; the utterer of a bad note
- was put to Death; the unlawful opener of a letter was put to Death;
- the purloiner of forty shillings and sixpence was put to Death; the
- holder of a horse at Tellson's door, who made off with it, was put to
- Death; the coiner of a bad shilling was put to Death; the sounders of
- three-fourths of the notes in the whole gamut of Crime, were put to
- Death. Not that it did the least good in the way of prevention--it
- might almost have been worth remarking that the fact was exactly the
- reverse--but, it cleared off (as to this world) the trouble of each
- particular case, and left nothing else connected with it to be looked
- after. Thus, Tellson's, in its day, like greater places of business,
- its contemporaries, had taken so many lives, that, if the heads laid
- low before it had been ranged on Temple Bar instead of being
- privately disposed of, they would probably have excluded what little
- light the ground floor bad, in a rather significant manner.
-
- Cramped in all kinds of dun cupboards and hutches at Tellson's, the
- oldest of men carried on the business gravely. When they took a
- young man into Tellson's London house, they hid him somewhere till he
- was old. They kept him in a dark place, like a cheese, until he had
- the full Tellson flavour and blue-mould upon him. Then only was he
- permitted to be seen, spectacularly poring over large books, and
- casting his breeches and gaiters into the general weight of the
- establishment.
-
- Outside Tellson's--never by any means in it, unless called in--was an
- odd-job-man, an occasional porter and messenger, who served as the
- live sign of the house. He was never absent during business hours,
- unless upon an errand, and then he was represented by his son: a
- grisly urchin of twelve, who was his express image. People
- understood that Tellson's, in a stately way, tolerated the
- odd-job-man. The house had always tolerated some person in that
- capacity, and time and tide had drifted this person to the post. His
- surname was Cruncher, and on the youthful occasion of his renouncing
- by proxy the works of darkness, in the easterly parish church of
- Hounsditch, he had received the added appellation of Jerry.
-
- The scene was Mr. Cruncher's private lodging in Hanging-sword-alley,
- Whitefriars: the time, half-past seven of the clock on a windy March
- morning, Anno Domini seventeen hundred and eighty. (Mr. Cruncher
- himself always spoke of the year of our Lord as Anna Dominoes:
- apparently under the impression that the Christian era dated from the
- invention of a popular game, by a lady who had bestowed her name upon it.)
-
- Mr. Cruncher's apartments were not in a savoury neighbourhood, and
- were but two in number, even if a closet with a single pane of glass
- in it might be counted as one. But they were very decently kept.
- Early as it was, on the windy March morning, the room in which he lay
- abed was already scrubbed throughout; and between the cups and
- saucers arranged for breakfast, and the lumbering deal table, a very
- clean white cloth was spread.
-
- Mr. Cruncher reposed under a patchwork counterpane, like a Harlequin
- at home. At fast, he slept heavily, but, by degrees, began to roll
- and surge in bed, until he rose above the surface, with his spiky
- hair looking as if it must tear the sheets to ribbons. At which
- juncture, he exclaimed, in a voice of dire exasperation:
-
- "Bust me, if she ain't at it agin!"
-
- A woman of orderly and industrious appearance rose from her knees in
- a corner, with sufficient haste and trepidation to show that she was
- the person referred to.
-
- "What!" said Mr. Cruncher, looking out of bed for a boot. "You're at
- it agin, are you?"
-
- After hailing the mom with this second salutation, he threw a boot at
- the woman as a third. It was a very muddy boot, and may introduce
- the odd circumstance connected with Mr. Cruncher's domestic economy,
- that, whereas he often came home after banking hours with clean
- boots, he often got up next morning to find the same boots
- covered with clay.
-
- "What," said Mr. Cruncher, varying his apostrophe after missing
- his mark--"what are you up to, Aggerawayter?"
-
- "I was only saying my prayers."
-
- "Saying your prayers! You're a nice woman! What do you mean by
- flopping yourself down and praying agin me?"
-
- "I was not praying against you; I was praying for you."
-
- "You weren't. And if you were, I won't be took the liberty with.
- Here! your mother's a nice woman, young Jerry, going a praying agin
- your father's prosperity. You've got a dutiful mother, you have, my
- son. You've got a religious mother, you have, my boy: going and
- flopping herself down, and praying that the bread-and-butter may be
- snatched out of the mouth of her only child."
-
- Master Cruncher (who was in his shirt) took this very ill, and,
- turning to his mother, strongly deprecated any praying away of his
- personal board.
-
- "And what do you suppose, you conceited female," said Mr. Cruncher,
- with unconscious inconsistency, "that the worth of YOUR prayers may be?
- Name the price that you put YOUR prayers at!"
-
- "They only come from the heart, Jerry. They are worth no more than that."
-
- "Worth no more than that," repeated Mr. Cruncher.
- "They ain't worth much, then. Whether or no,
- I won't be prayed agin, I tell you. I can't afford it.
- I'm not a going to be made unlucky by YOUR sneaking.
- If you must go flopping yourself down, flop in favour
- of your husband and child, and not in opposition to 'em. If I
- had had any but a unnat'ral wife, and this poor boy had had any but
- a unnat'ral mother, I might have made some money last week instead
- of being counter-prayed and countermined and religiously circumwented
- into the worst of luck. B-u-u-ust me!" said Mr. Cruncher, who all
- this time had been putting on his clothes, "if I ain't, what with
- piety and one blowed thing and another, been choused this last week
- into as bad luck as ever a poor devil of a honest tradesman met with!
- Young Jerry, dress yourself, my boy, and while I clean my boots keep
- a eye upon your mother now and then, and if you see any signs of more
- flopping, give me a call. For, I tell you," here he addressed his
- wife once more, "I won't be gone agin, in this manner. I am as
- rickety as a hackney-coach, I'm as sleepy as laudanum, my lines is
- strained to that degree that I shouldn't know, if it wasn't for the
- pain in 'em, which was me and which somebody else, yet I'm none the
- better for it in pocket; and it's my suspicion that you've been at it
- from morning to night to prevent me from being the better for it in pocket,
- and I won't put up with it, Aggerawayter, and what do you say now!"
-
- Growling, in addition, such phrases as "Ah! yes! You're religious, too.
- You wouldn't put yourself in opposition to the interests of your husband
- and child, would you? Not you!" and throwing off other sarcastic sparks
- from the whirling grindstone of his indignation, Mr. Cruncher betook
- himself to his boot-cleaning and his general preparation for business.
- In the meantime, his son, whose head was garnished with tenderer spikes,
- and whose young eyes stood close by one another, as his father's did,
- kept the required watch upon his mother. He greatly disturbed that
- poor woman at intervals, by darting out of his sleeping closet,
- where he made his toilet, with a suppressed cry of "You are going to flop,
- mother. --Halloa, father!" and, after raising this fictitious alarm,
- darting in again with an undutiful grin.
-
- Mr. Cruncher's temper was not at all improved when he came to his
- breakfast. He resented Mrs. Cruncher's saying grace with particular
- animosity.
-
- "Now, Aggerawayter! What are you up to? At it again?"
-
- His wife explained that she had merely "asked a blessing."
-
- "Don't do it!" said Mr. Crunches looking about, as if he rather
- expected to see the loaf disappear under the efficacy of his wife's
- petitions. "I ain't a going to be blest out of house and home.
- I won't have my wittles blest off my table. Keep still!"
-
- Exceedingly red-eyed and grim, as if he had been up all night at a
- party which had taken anything but a convivial turn, Jerry Cruncher
- worried his breakfast rather than ate it, growling over it like any
- four-footed inmate of a menagerie. Towards nine o'clock he smoothed
- his ruffled aspect, and, presenting as respectable and business-like
- an exterior as he could overlay his natural self with, issued forth
- to the occupation of the day.
-
- It could scarcely be called a trade, in spite of his favourite
- description of himself as "a honest tradesman." His stock consisted
- of a wooden stool, made out of a broken-backed chair cut down, which
- stool, young Jerry, walking at his father's side, carried every
- morning to beneath the banking-house window that was nearest Temple
- Bar: where, with the addition of the first handful of straw that
- could be gleaned from any passing vehicle to keep the cold and wet
- from the odd-job-man's feet, it formed the encampment for the day.
- On this post of his, Mr. Cruncher was as well known to Fleet-street
- and the Temple, as the Bar itself,--and was almost as in-looking.
-
- Encamped at a quarter before nine, in good time to touch his three-
- cornered hat to the oldest of men as they passed in to Tellson's,
- Jerry took up his station on this windy March morning, with young
- Jerry standing by him, when not engaged in making forays through the
- Bar, to inflict bodily and mental injuries of an acute description on
- passing boys who were small enough for his amiable purpose. Father
- and son, extremely like each other, looking silently on at the
- morning traffic in Fleet-street, with their two heads as near to one
- another as the two eyes of each were, bore a considerable resemblance
- to a pair of monkeys. The resemblance was not lessened by the
- accidental circumstance, that the mature Jerry bit and spat out
- straw, while the twinkling eyes of the youthful Jerry were as
- restlessly watchful of him as of everything else in Fleet-street.
-
- The head of one of the regular indoor messengers attached to
- Tellson's establishment was put through the door, and the word was
- given:
-
- "Porter wanted!"
-
- "Hooray, father! Here's an early job to begin with!"
-
- Having thus given his parent God speed, young Jerry seated himself on
- the stool, entered on his reversionary interest in the straw his
- father had been chewing, and cogitated.
-
- "Al-ways rusty! His fingers is al-ways rusty!" muttered young Jerry.
- "Where does my father get all that iron rust from? He don't get no
- iron rust here!"
-
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-
- II
-
- A Sight
-
-
- "You know the Old Bailey, well, no doubt?" said one of the oldest of
- clerks to Jerry the messenger.
-
- "Ye-es, sir," returned Jerry, in something of a dogged manner. "I
- DO know the Bailey."
-
- "Just so. And you know Mr. Lorry."
-
- "I know Mr. Lorry, sir, much better than I know the Bailey. Much
- better," said Jerry, not unlike a reluctant witness at the
- establishment in question, "than I, as a honest tradesman, wish to
- know the Bailey."
-
- "Very well. Find the door where the witnesses go in, and show the
- door-keeper this note for Mr. Lorry. He will then let you in."
-
- "Into the court, sir?"
-
- "Into the court."
-
- Mr. Cruncher's eyes seemed to get a little closer to one another, and
- to interchange the inquiry, "What do you think of this?"
-
- "Am I to wait in the court, sir?" he asked, as the result of that
- conference.
-
- "I am going to tell you. The door-keeper will pass the note to Mr.
- Lorry, and do you make any gesture that will attract Mr. Lorry's
- attention, and show him where you stand. Then what you have to do,
- is, to remain there until he wants you."
-
- "Is that all, sir?"
-
- "That's all. He wishes to have a messenger at hand. This is to tell
- him you are there."
-
- As the ancient clerk deliberately folded and superscribed the note,
- Mr. Cruncher, after surveying him in silence until he came to the
- blotting-paper stage, remarked:
-
- "I suppose they'll be trying Forgeries this morning?"
-
- "Treason!"
-
- "That's quartering," said Jerry. "Barbarous!"
-
- "It is the law," remarked the ancient clerk, turning his surprised
- spectacles upon him. "It is the law."
-
- "It's hard in the law to spile a man, I think. Ifs hard enough to
- kill him, but it's wery hard to spile him, sir."
-
- "Not at all," retained the ancient clerk. "Speak well of the law.
- Take care of your chest and voice, my good friend, and leave the law
- to take care of itself. I give you that advice."
-
- "It's the damp, sir, what settles on my chest and voice," said Jerry.
- "I leave you to judge what a damp way of earning a living mine is."
-
- "WeB, well," said the old clerk; "we aa have our various ways of
- gaining a livelihood. Some of us have damp ways, and some of us have
- dry ways. Here is the letter. Go along."
-
- Jerry took the letter, and, remarking to himself with less internal
- deference than he made an outward show of, "You are a lean old one,
- too," made his bow, informed his son, in passing, of his destination,
- and went his way.
-
- They hanged at Tyburn, in those days, so the street outside Newgate
- had not obtained one infamous notoriety that has since attached to
- it. But, the gaol was a vile place, in which most kinds of
- debauchery and villainy were practised, and where dire diseases were
- bred, that came into court with the prisoners, and sometimes rushed
- straight from the dock at my Lord Chief Justice himself, and pulled
- him off the bench. It had more than once happened, that the Judge in
- the black cap pronounced his own doom as certainly as the prisoner's,
- and even died before him. For the rest, the Old Bailey was famous as
- a kind of deadly inn-yard, from which pale travellers set out
- continually, in carts and coaches, on a violent passage into the
- other world: traversing some two miles and a half of public street
- and road, and shaming few good citizens, if any. So powerful is use,
- and so desirable to be good use in the beginning. It was famous,
- too, for the pillory, a wise old institution, that inflicted a
- punishment of which no one could foresee the extent; also, for the
- whipping-post, another dear old institution, very humanising and
- softening to behold in action; also, for extensive transactions in
- blood-money, another fragment of ancestral wisdom, systematically
- leading to the most frightful mercenary crimes that could be
- committed under Heaven. Altogether, the Old Bailey, at that date,
- was a choice illustration of the precept, that "Whatever is is right;"
- an aphorism that would be as final as it is lazy, did it not include
- the troublesome consequence, that nothing that ever was, was wrong.
-
- Making his way through the tainted crowd, dispersed up and down this
- hideous scene of action, with the skill of a man accustomed to make
- his way quietly, the messenger found out the door he sought, and
- handed in his letter through a trap in it. For, people then paid to
- see the play at the Old Bailey, just as they paid to see the play in
- Bedlam--only the former entertainment was much the dearer. Therefore,
- all the Old Bailey doors were well guarded--except, indeed, the
- social doors by which the criminals got there, and those were always
- left wide open.
-
- After some delay and demur, the door grudgingly turned on its hinges
- a very little way, and allowed Mr. Jerry Cruncher to squeeze himself
- into court.
-
- "What's on?" he asked, in a whisper, of the man he found himself next to.
-
- "Nothing yet."
-
- "What's coming on?"
-
- "The Treason case."
-
- "The quartering one, eh?"
-
- "Ah!" returned the man, with a relish; "he'll be drawn on a hurdle
- to be half hanged, and then he'll be taken down and sliced before
- his own face, and then his inside will be taken out and burnt while
- he looks on, and then his head will be chopped off, and he'll be
- cut into quarters. That's the sentence."
-
- "If he's found Guilty, you mean to say?" Jerry added, by way of proviso.
-
- "Oh! they'll find him guilty," said the other. "Don't you be afraid of that."
-
- Mr. Cruncher's attention was here diverted to the door-keeper, whom
- he saw making his way to Mr. Lorry, with the note in his hand. Mr.
- Lorry sat at a table, among the gentlemen in wigs: not far from a
- wigged gentleman, the prisoner's counsel, who had a great bundle of
- papers before him: and nearly opposite another wigged gentleman with
- his hands in his pockets, whose whole attention, when Mr. Cruncher
- looked at him then or afterwards, seemed to be concentrated on the
- ceiling of the court. After some gruff coughing and rubbing of his
- chin and signing with his hand, Jerry attracted the notice of
- Mr. Lorry, who had stood up to look for him, and who quietly nodded
- and sat down again.
-
- "What's HE got to do with the case?" asked the man he had spoken with.
-
- "Blest if I know," said Jerry.
-
- "What have YOU got to do with it, then, if a person may inquire?"
-
- "Blest if I know that either," said Jerry.
-
- The entrance of the Judge, and a consequent great stir and settling
- down in the court, stopped the dialogue. Presently, the dock became
- the central point of interest. Two gaolers, who had been standing
- there, wont out, and the prisoner was brought in, and put to the bar.
-
- Everybody present, except the one wigged gentleman who looked at the
- ceiling, stared at him. All the human breath in the place, rolled at
- him, like a sea, or a wind, or a fire. Eager faces strained round
- pillars and corners, to get a sight of him; spectators in back rows
- stood up, not to miss a hair of him; people on the floor of the
- court, laid their hands on the shoulders of the people before them,
- to help themselves, at anybody's cost, to a view of him--stood
- a-tiptoe, got upon ledges, stood upon next to nothing, to see every
- inch of him. Conspicuous among these latter, like an animated bit of
- the spiked wall of Newgate, Jerry stood: aiming at the prisoner the
- beery breath of a whet he had taken as he came along, and discharging
- it to mingle with the waves of other beer, and gin, and tea, and
- coffee, and what not, that flowed at him, and already broke upon the
- great windows behind him in an impure mist and rain.
-
- The object of all this staring and blaring, was a young man of about
- five-and-twenty, well-grown and well-looking, with a sunburnt cheek
- and a dark eye. His condition was that of a young gentleman. He was
- plainly dressed in black, or very dark grey, and his hair, which was
- long and dark, was gathered in a ribbon at the back of his neck; more
- to be out of his way than for ornament. As an emotion of the mind
- will express itself through any covering of the body, so the paleness
- which his situation engendered came through the brown upon his cheek,
- showing the soul to be stronger than the sun. He was otherwise quite
- self-possessed, bowed to the Judge, and stood quiet.
-
- The sort of interest with which this man was stared and breathed at,
- was not a sort that elevated humanity. Had he stood in peril of a
- less horrible sentence--had there been a chance of any one of its
- savage details being spared--by just so much would he have lost in
- his fascination. The form that was to be doomed to be so shamefully
- mangled, was the sight; the immortal creature that was to be so
- butchered and torn asunder, yielded the sensation. Whatever gloss
- the various spectators put upon the interest, according to their
- several arts and powers of self-deceit, the interest was, at the
- root of it, Ogreish.
-
- Silence in the court! Charles Darnay had yesterday pleaded Not Guilty
- to an indictment denouncing him (with infinite jingle and jangle) for
- that he was a false traitor to our serene, illustrious, excellent,
- and so forth, prince, our Lord the King, by reason of his having, on
- divers occasions, and by divers means and ways, assisted Lewis, the
- French King, in his wars against our said serene, illustrious,
- excellent, and so forth; that was to say, by coming and going,
- between the dominions of our said serene, illustrious, excellent, and
- so forth, and those of the said French Lewis, and wickedly, falsely,
- traitorously, and otherwise evil-adverbiously, revealing to the said
- French Lewis what forces our said serene, illustrious, excellent, and
- so forth, had in preparation to send to Canada and North America.
- This much, Jerry, with his head becoming more and more spiky as the
- law terms bristled it, made out with huge satisfaction, and so
- arrived circuitously at the understanding that the aforesaid, and
- over and over again aforesaid, Charles Darnay, stood there before him
- upon his trial; that the jury were swearing in; and that
- Mr. Attorney-General was making ready to speak.
-
- The accused, who was (and who knew he was) being mentally hanged,
- beheaded, and quartered, by everybody there, neither flinched from
- the situation, nor assumed any theatrical air in it. He was quiet
- and attentive; watched the opening proceedings with a grave interest;
- and stood with his hands resting on the slab of wood before him, so
- composedly, that they had not displaced a leaf of the herbs with
- which it was strewn. The court was all bestrewn with herbs and
- sprinkled with vinegar, as a precaution against gaol air and gaol
- fever.
-
- Over the prisoner's head there was a mirror, to throw the light down
- upon him. Crowds of the wicked and the wretched had been reflected
- in it, and had passed from its surface and this earth's together.
- Haunted in a most ghastly manner that abominable place would have
- been, if the glass could ever have rendered back its reflections, as
- the ocean is one day to give up its dead. Some passing thought of
- the infamy and disgrace for which it had been reserved, may have
- struck the prisoner's mind. Be that as it may, a change in his
- position making him conscious of a bar of light across his face, he
- looked up; and when he saw the glass his face flushed, and his right
- hand pushed the herbs away.
-
- It happened, that the action turned his face to that side of the
- court which was on his left. About on a level with his eyes, there
- sat, in that corner of the Judge's bench, two persons upon whom his look
- immediately rested; so immediately, and so much to the changing of his aspect,
- that all the eyes that were tamed upon him, turned to them.
-
- The spectators saw in the two figures, a young lady of little more
- than twenty, and a gentleman who was evidently her father; a man of
- a very remarkable appearance in respect of the absolute whiteness
- of his hair, and a certain indescribable intensity of face: not of
- an active kind, but pondering and self-communing. When this expression
- was upon him, he looked as if he were old; but when it was stirred
- and broken up--as it was now, in a moment, on his speaking to his
- daughter--he became a handsome man, not past the prime of life.
-
- His daughter had one of her hands drawn through his arm, as she sat
- by him, and the other pressed upon it. She had drawn close to him,
- in her dread of the scene, and in her pity for the prisoner. Her
- forehead had been strikingly expressive of an engrossing terror and
- compassion that saw nothing but the peril of the accused. This had
- been so very noticeable, so very powerfully and naturally shown, that
- starers who had had no pity for him were touched by her; and the
- whisper went about, "Who are they?"
-
- Jerry, the messenger, who had made his own observations, in his own
- manner, and who had been sucking the rust off his fingers in his
- absorption, stretched his neck to hear who they were. The crowd
- about him had pressed and passed the inquiry on to the nearest
- attendant, and from him it had been more slowly pressed and passed
- back; at last it got to Jerry:
-
- "Witnesses."
-
- "For which side?"
-
- "Against."
-
- "Against what side?"
-
- "The prisoner's."
-
- The Judge, whose eyes had gone in the general direction, recalled
- them, leaned back in his seat, and looked steadily at the man whose
- life was in his hand, as Mr. Attorney-General rose to spin the rope,
- grind the axe, and hammer the nails into the scaffold.
-
-
-
- III
-
- A Disappointment
-
-
- Mr. Attorney-General had to inform the jury, that the prisoner before
- them, though young in years, was old in the treasonable practices
- which claimed the forfeit of his life. That this correspondence with
- the public enemy was not a correspondence of to-day, or of yesterday,
- or even of last year, or of the year before. That, it was certain
- the prisoner had, for longer than that, been in the habit of passing
- and repassing between France and England, on secret business of which
- he could give no honest account. That, if it were in the nature of
- traitorous ways to thrive (which happily it never was), the real
- wickedness and guilt of his business might have remained undiscovered.
- That Providence, however, had put it into the heart of a person who
- was beyond fear and beyond reproach, to ferret out the nature of the
- prisoner's schemes, and, struck with horror, to disclose them to his
- Majesty's Chief Secretary of State and most honourable Privy Council.
- That, this patriot would be produced before them. That, his position
- and attitude were, on the whole, sublime. That, he had been the
- prisoner's friend, but, at once in an auspicious and an evil hour
- detecting his infamy, had resolved to immolate the traitor he could
- no longer cherish in his bosom, on the sacred altar of his country.
- That, if statues were decreed in Britain, as in ancient Greece and
- Rome, to public benefactors, this shining citizen would assuredly
- have had one. That, as they were not so decreed, he probably would
- not have one. That, Virtue, as had been observed by the poets (in
- many passages which he well knew the jury would have, word for word,
- at the tips of their tongues; whereat the jury's countenances
- displayed a guilty consciousness that they knew nothing about the
- passages), was in a manner contagious; more especially the bright
- virtue known as patriotism, or love of country. That, the lofty
- example of this immaculate and unimpeachable witness for the Crown,
- to refer to whom however unworthily was an honour, had communicated
- itself to the prisoner's servant, and had engendered in him a holy
- determination to examine his master's table-drawers and pockets, and
- secrete his papers. That, he (Mr. Attorney-General) was prepared to
- hear some disparagement attempted of this admirable servant; but that,
- in a general way, he preferred him to his (Mr. Attorney-General's)
- brothers and sisters, and honoured him more than his
- (Mr. Attorney-General's) father and mother. That, he called with
- confidence on the jury to come and do likewise. That, the evidence
- of these two witnesses, coupled with the documents of their
- discovering that would be produced, would show the prisoner to have
- been furnished with lists of his Majesty's forces, and of their
- disposition and preparation, both by sea and land, and would leave no
- doubt that he had habitually conveyed such information to a hostile
- power. That, these lists could not be proved to be in the prisoner's
- handwriting; but that it was all the same; that, indeed, it was
- rather the better for the prosecution, as showing the prisoner to be
- artful in his precautions. That, the proof would go back five years,
- and would show the prisoner already engaged in these pernicious
- missions, within a few weeks before the date of the very first action
- fought between the British troops and the Americans. That, for these
- reasons, the jury, being a loyal jury (as he knew they were), and
- being a responsible jury (as THEY knew they were), must positively
- find the prisoner Guilty, and make an end of him, whether they liked
- it or not. That, they never could lay their heads upon their pillows;
- that, they never could tolerate the idea of their wives laying their
- heads upon their pillows; that, they never could endure the notion of
- their children laying their heads upon their pillows; in short, that
- there never more could be, for them or theirs, any laying of heads
- upon pillows at all, unless the prisoner's head was taken off. That
- head Mr. Attorney-General concluded by demanding of them, in the name
- of everything he could think of with a round turn in it, and on the
- faith of his solemn asseveration that he already considered the
- prisoner as good as dead and gone.
-
- When the Attorney-General ceased, a buzz arose in the court as if
- a cloud of great blue-flies were swarming about the prisoner, in
- anticipation of what he was soon to become. When toned down again,
- the unimpeachable patriot appeared in the witness-box.
-
- Mr. Solicitor-General then, following his leader's lead, examined
- the patriot: John Barsad, gentleman, by name. The story of his pure
- soul was exactly what Mr. Attorney-General had described it to be--
- perhaps, if it had a fault, a little too exactly. Having released
- his noble bosom of its burden, he would have modestly withdrawn
- himself, but that the wigged gentleman with the papers before him,
- sitting not far from Mr. Lorry, begged to ask him a few questions.
- The wigged gentleman sitting opposite, still looking at the ceiling
- of the court.
-
- Had he ever been a spy himself? No, he scorned the base insinuation.
- What did he live upon? His property. Where was his property?
- He didn't precisely remember where it was. What was it? No business
- of anybody's. Had he inherited it? Yes, he had. From whom? Distant
- relation. Very distant? Rather. Ever been in prison? Certainly not.
- Never in a debtors' prison? Didn't see what that had to do with it.
- Never in a debtors' prison?--Come, once again. Never? Yes. How many
- times? Two or three times. Not five or six? Perhaps. Of what profession?
- Gentleman. Ever been kicked? Might have been. Frequently? No.
- Ever kicked downstairs? Decidedly not; once received a kick on the
- top of a staircase, and fell downstairs of his own accord. Kicked on
- that occasion for cheating at dice? Something to that effect was said
- by the intoxicated liar who committed the assault, but it was not
- true. Swear it was not true? Positively. Ever live by cheating at
- play? Never. Ever live by play? Not more than other gentlemen do.
- Ever borrow money of the prisoner? Yes. Ever pay him? No. Was not
- this intimacy with the prisoner, in reality a very slight one, forced
- upon the prisoner in coaches, inns, and packets? No. Sure he saw
- the prisoner with these lists? Certain. Knew no more about the
- lists? No. Had not procured them himself, for instance? No. Expect
- to get anything by this evidence? No. Not in regular government pay
- and employment, to lay traps? Oh dear no. Or to do anything? Oh dear no.
- Swear that? Over and over again. No motives but motives of sheer patriotism?
- None whatever.
-
- The virtuous servant, Roger Cly, swore his way through the case at a
- great rate. He had taken service with the prisoner, in good faith
- and simplicity, four years ago. He had asked the prisoner, aboard
- the Calais packet, if he wanted a handy fellow, and the prisoner had
- engaged him. He had not asked the prisoner to take the handy fellow
- as an act of charity--never thought of such a thing. He began to
- have suspicions of the prisoner, and to keep an eye upon him, soon
- afterwards. In arranging his clothes, while travelling, he had seen
- similar lists to these in the prisoner's pockets, over and over again.
- He had taken these lists from the drawer of the prisoner's desk.
- He had not put them there first. He had seen the prisoner show these
- identical lists to French gentlemen at Calais, and similar lists to
- French gentlemen, both at Calais and Boulogne. He loved his country,
- and couldn't bear it, and had given information. He had never been
- suspected of stealing a silver tea-pot; he had been maligned respecting
- a mustard-pot, but it turned out to be only a plated one. He had
- known the last witness seven or eight years; that was merely a
- coincidence. He didn't call it a particularly curious coincidence;
- most coincidences were curious. Neither did he call it a curious
- coincidence that true patriotism was HIS only motive too. He was a
- true Briton, and hoped there were many like him.
-
- The blue-flies buzzed again, and Mr. Attorney-General called Mr. Jarvis Lorry.
-
- "Mr. Jarvis Lorry, are you a clerk in Tellson's bank?"
-
- "I am."
-
- "On a certain Friday night in November one thousand seven hundred and
- seventy-five, did business occasion you to travel between London and
- Dover by the mail?"
-
- "It did."
-
- "Were there any other passengers in the mail?"
-
- "Two."
-
- "Did they alight on the road in the course of the night?"
-
- "They did."
-
- "Mr. Lorry, look upon the prisoner. Was he one of those two passengers?"
-
- "I cannot undertake to say that he was."
-
- "Does he resemble either of these two passengers?"
-
- "Both were so wrapped up, and the night was so dark, and we were all
- so reserved, that I cannot undertake to say even that."
-
- "Mr. Lorry, look again upon the prisoner. Supposing him wrapped up
- as those two passengers were, is there anything in his bulk and
- stature to render it unlikely that he was one of them?"
-
- "No."
-
- "You will not swear, Mr. Lorry, that he was not one of them?"
-
- "No."
-
- "So at least you say he may have been one of them?"
-
- "Yes. Except that I remember them both to have been--like myself--
- timorous of highwaymen, and the prisoner has not a timorous air."
-
- "Did you ever see a counterfeit of timidity, Mr. Lorry?"
-
- "I certainly have seen that."
-
- "Mr. Lorry, look once more upon the prisoner. Have you seen him,
- to your certain knowledge, before?"
-
- "I have."
-
- "When?"
-
- "I was returning from France a few days afterwards, and, at Calais,
- the prisoner came on board the packet-ship in which I returned, and
- made the voyage with me."
-
- "At what hour did he come on board?"
-
- "At a little after midnight."
-
- "In the dead of the night. Was he the only passenger who came on
- board at that untimely hour?"
-
- "He happened to be the only one."
-
- "Never mind about `happening,' Mr. Lorry. He was the only passenger
- who came on board in the dead of the night?"
-
- "He was."
-
- "Were you travelling alone, Mr. Lorry, or with any companion?"
-
- "With two companions. A gentleman and lady. They are here."
-
- "They are here. Had you any conversation with the prisoner?"
-
- "Hardly any. The weather was stormy, and the passage long and rough,
- and I lay on a sofa, almost from shore to shore."
-
- "Miss Manette!"
-
- The young lady, to whom all eyes had been turned before, and were now
- turned again, stood up where she had sat. Her father rose with her,
- and kept her hand drawn through his arm.
-
- "Miss Manette, look upon the prisoner."
-
- To be confronted with such pity, and such earnest youth and beauty,
- was far more trying to the accused than to be confronted with all the
- crowd. Standing, as it were, apart with her on the edge of his grave,
- not all the staring curiosity that looked on, could, for the moment,
- nerve him to remain quite still. His hurried right hand parcelled
- out the herbs before him into imaginary beds of flowers in a garden;
- and his efforts to control and steady his breathing shook the lips
- from which the colour rushed to his heart. The buzz of the great
- flies was loud again.
-
- "Miss Manette, have you seen the prisoner before?"
-
- "Yes, sir."
-
- "Where?"
-
- "On board of the packet-ship just now referred to, sir, and on the
- same occasion."
-
- "You are the young lady just now referred to?"
-
- "O! most unhappily, I am!"
-
- The plaintive tone of her compassion merged into the less musical
- voice of the Judge, as he said something fiercely:
- "Answer the questions put to you, and make no remark upon them."
-
- "Miss Manette, had you any conversation with the prisoner on that
- passage across the Channel?"
-
- "Yes, sir."
-
- "Recall it."
-
- In the midst of a profound stillness, she faintly began: "When the
- gentleman came on board--"
-
- "Do you mean the prisoner?" inquired the Judge, knitting his brows.
-
- "Yes, my Lord."
-
- "Then say the prisoner."
-
- "When the prisoner came on board, he noticed that my father," turning
- her eyes lovingly to him as he stood beside her, "was much fatigued
- and in a very weak state of health. My father was so reduced that I
- was afraid to take him out of the air, and I had made a bed for him
- on the deck near the cabin steps, and I sat on the deck at his side
- to take care of him. There were no other passengers that night, but
- we four. The prisoner was so good as to beg permission to advise me
- how I could shelter my father from the wind and weather, better than
- I had done. I had not known how to do it well, not understanding how
- the wind would set when we were out of the harbour. He did it for me.
- He expressed great gentleness and kindness for my father's state, and
- I am sure he felt it. That was the manner of our beginning to speak
- together."
-
- "Let me interrupt you for a moment. Had he come on board alone?"
-
- "No."
-
- "How many were with him?"
-
- "Two French gentlemen."
-
- "Had they conferred together?"
-
- "They had conferred together until the last moment, when it was
- necessary for the French gentlemen to be landed in their boat."
-
- "Had any papers been handed about among them, similar to these lists?"
-
- "Some papers had been handed about among them, but I don't know what
- papers."
-
- "Like these in shape and size?"
-
- "Possibly, but indeed I don't know, although they stood whispering
- very near to me: because they stood at the top of the cabin steps to
- have the light of the lamp that was hanging there; it was a dull lamp,
- and they spoke very low, and I did not hear what they said, and saw
- only that they looked at papers."
-
- "Now, to the prisoner's conversation, Miss Manette."
-
- "The prisoner was as open in his confidence with me--which arose out
- of my helpless situation--as he was kind, and good, and useful to my
- father. I hope," bursting into tears, "I may not repay him by doing
- him harm to-day."
-
- Buzzing from the blue-flies.
-
- "Miss Manette, if the prisoner does not perfectly understand that you
- give the evidence which it is your duty to give--which you must give--
- and which you cannot escape from giving--with great unwillingness,
- he is the only person present in that condition. Please to go on."
-
- "He told me that he was travelling on business of a delicate and
- difficult nature, which might get people into trouble, and that he
- was therefore travelling under an assumed name. He said that this
- business had, within a few days, taken him to France, and might,
- at intervals, take him backwards and forwards between France and
- England for a long time to come."
-
- "Did he say anything about America, Miss Manette? Be particular."
-
- "He tried to explain to me how that quarrel had arisen, and he said that,
- so far as he could judge, it was a wrong and foolish one on England's
- part. He added, in a jesting way, that perhaps George Washington
- might gain almost as great a name in history as George the Third.
- But there was no harm in his way of saying this: it was said laughingly,
- and to beguile the time."
-
- Any strongly marked expression of face on the part of a chief actor
- in a scene of great interest to whom many eyes are directed, will be
- unconsciously imitated by the spectators. Her forehead was painfully
- anxious and intent as she gave this evidence, and, in the pauses when
- she stopped for the Judge to write it down, watched its effect upon
- the counsel for and against. Among the lookers-on there was the same
- expression in all quarters of the court; insomuch, that a great
- majority of the foreheads there, might have been mirrors reflecting
- the witness, when the Judge looked up from his notes to glare at that
- tremendous heresy about George Washington.
-
- Mr. Attorney-General now signified to my Lord, that he deemed it
- necessary, as a matter of precaution and form, to call the young
- lady's father, Doctor Manette. Who was called accordingly.
-
- "Doctor Manette, look upon the prisoner. Have you ever seen him before?"
-
- "Once. When he caged at my lodgings in London. Some three years, or
- three years and a half ago."
-
- "Can you identify him as your fellow-passenger on board the packet,
- or speak to his conversation with your daughter?"
-
- "Sir, I can do neither."
-
- "Is there any particular and special reason for your being unable to
- do either?"
-
- He answered, in a low voice, "There is."
-
- "Has it been your misfortune to undergo a long imprisonment, without
- trial, or even accusation, in your native country, Doctor Manette?"
-
- He answered, in a tone that went to every heart, "A long imprisonment."
-
- "Were you newly released on the occasion in question?"
-
- "They tell me so."
-
- "Have you no remembrance of the occasion?"
-
- "None. My mind is a blank, from some time--I cannot even say what time--
- when I employed myself, in my captivity, in making shoes,
- to the time when I found myself living in London with my dear
- daughter here. She had become familiar to me, when a gracious God
- restored my faculties; but, I am quite unable even to say how she
- had become familiar. I have no remembrance of the process."
-
- Mr. Attorney-General sat down, and the father and daughter sat down together.
-
- A singular circumstance then arose in the case. The object in hand
- being to show that the prisoner went down, with some fellow-plotter
- untracked, in the Dover mail on that Friday night in November five
- years ago, and got out of the mail in the night, as a blind, at a
- place where he did not remain, but from which he travelled back some
- dozen miles or more, to a garrison and dockyard, and there collected
- information; a witness was called to identify him as having been at
- the precise time required, in the coffee-room of an hotel in that
- garrison-and-dockyard town, waiting for another person. The prisoner's
- counsel was cross-examining this witness with no result, except that
- he had never seen the prisoner on any other occasion, when the wigged
- gentleman who had all this time been looking at the ceiling of the
- court, wrote a word or two on a little piece of paper, screwed it up,
- and tossed it to him. Opening this piece of paper in the next pause,
- the counsel looked with great attention and curiosity at the prisoner.
-
- "You say again you are quite sure that it was the prisoner?"
-
- The witness was quite sure.
-
- "Did you ever see anybody very like the prisoner?"
-
- Not so like (the witness said) as that he could be mistaken.
-
- "Look well upon that gentleman, my learned friend there," pointing to
- him who had tossed the paper over, "and then look well upon the prisoner.
- How say you? Are they very like each other?"
-
- Allowing for my learned friend's appearance being careless and
- slovenly if not debauched, they were sufficiently like each other to
- surprise, not only the witness, but everybody present, when they were
- thus brought into comparison. My Lord being prayed to bid my learned
- friend lay aside his wig, and giving no very gracious consent, the
- likeness became much more remarkable. My Lord inquired of Mr. Stryver
- (the prisoner's counsel), whether they were next to try Mr. Carton
- (name of my learned friend) for treason? But, Mr. Stryver replied to
- my Lord, no; but he would ask the witness to tell him whether what
- happened once, might happen twice; whether he would have been so
- confident if he had seen this illustration of his rashness sooner,
- whether he would be so confident, having seen it; and more.
- The upshot of which, was, to smash this witness like a crockery vessel,
- and shiver his part of the case to useless lumber.
-
- Mr. Cruncher had by this time taken quite a lunch of rust off his
- fingers in his following of the evidence. He had now to attend while
- Mr. Stryver fitted the prisoner's case on the jury, like a compact
- suit of clothes; showing them how the patriot, Barsad, was a hired spy
- and traitor, an unblushing trafficker in blood, and one of the greatest
- scoundrels upon earth since accursed Judas--which he certainly did
- look rather like. How the virtuous servant, Cly, was his friend and
- partner, and was worthy to be; how the watchful eyes of those forgers
- and false swearers had rested on the prisoner as a victim, because
- some family affairs in France, he being of French extraction, did
- require his making those passages across the Channel--though what
- those affairs were, a consideration for others who were near and dear
- to him, forbade him, even for his life, to disclose. How the evidence
- that had been warped and wrested from the young lady, whose anguish in
- giving it they had witnessed, came to nothing, involving the mere
- little innocent gallantries and politenesses likely to pass between
- any young gentleman and young lady so thrown together;--with the
- exception of that reference to George Washington, which was altogether
- too extravagant and impossible to be regarded in any other light than
- as a monstrous joke. How it would be a weakness in the government to
- break down in this attempt to practise for popularity on the lowest
- national antipathies and fears, and therefore Mr. Attorney-General had
- made the most of it; how, nevertheless, it rested upon nothing, save
- that vile and infamous character of evidence too often disfiguring
- such cases, and of which the State Trials of this country were full.
- But, there my Lord interposed (with as grave a face as if it had not
- been true), saying that he could not sit upon that Bench and suffer
- those allusions.
-
- Mr. Stryver then called his few witnesses, and Mr. Cruncher had next
- to attend while Mr. Attorney-General turned the whole suit of clothes
- Mr. Stryver had fitted on the jury, inside out; showing how Barsad and
- Cly were even a hundred times better than he had thought them, and the
- prisoner a hundred times worse. Lastly, came my Lord himself, turning
- the suit of clothes, now inside out, now outside in, but on the whole
- decidedly trimming and shaping them into grave-clothes for the
- prisoner.
-
- And now, the jury turned to consider, and the great flies swarmed again.
-
- Mr. Carton, who had so long sat looking at the ceiling of the court,
- changed neither his place nor his attitude, even in this excitement.
- While his teamed friend, Mr. Stryver, massing his papers before him,
- whispered with those who sat near, and from time to time glanced
- anxiously at the jury; while all the spectators moved more or less,
- and grouped themselves anew; while even my Lord himself arose from his
- seat, and slowly paced up and down his platform, not unattended by a
- suspicion in the minds of the audience that his state was feverish;
- this one man sat leaning back, with his torn gown half off him, his
- untidy wig put on just as it had happened to fight on his head after
- its removal, his hands in his pockets, and his eyes on the ceiling as
- they had been all day. Something especially reckless in his demeanour,
- not only gave him a disreputable look, but so diminished the strong
- resemblance he undoubtedly bore to the prisoner (which his momentary
- earnestness, when they were compared together, had strengthened),
- that many of the lookers-on, taking note of him now, said to one
- another they would hardly have thought the two were so alike.
- Mr. Cruncher made the observation to his next neighbour, and added,
- "I'd hold half a guinea that HE don't get no law-work to do.
- Don't look like the sort of one to get any, do he?"
-
- Yet, this Mr. Carton took in more of the details of the scene than he
- appeared to take in; for now, when Miss Manette's head dropped upon
- her father's breast, he was the first to see it, and to say audibly:
- "Officer! look to that young lady. Help the gentleman to take her out.
- Don't you see she will fall!"
-
- There was much commiseration for her as she was removed, and much
- sympathy with her father. It had evidently been a great distress to
- him, to have the days of his imprisonment recalled. He had shown
- strong internal agitation when he was questioned, and that pondering
- or brooding look which made him old, had been upon him, like a heavy
- cloud, ever since. As he passed out, the jury, who had turned back
- and paused a moment, spoke, through their foreman.
-
- They were not agreed, and wished to retire. My Lord (perhaps with
- George Washington on his mind) showed some surprise that they were not
- agreed, but signified his pleasure that they should retire under watch
- and ward, and retired himself. The trial had lasted all day, and the
- lamps in the court were now being lighted. It began to be rumoured
- that the jury would be out a long while. The spectators dropped off
- to get refreshment, and the prisoner withdrew to the back of the dock,
- and sat down.
-
- Mr. Lorry, who had gone out when the young lady and her father went out,
- now reappeared, and beckoned to Jerry: who, in the slackened interest,
- could easily get near him.
-
- "Jerry, if you wish to take something to eat, you can. But, keep in
- the way. You will be sure to hear when the jury come in. Don't be a
- moment behind them, for I want you to take the verdict back to the bank.
- You are the quickest messenger I know, and will get to Temple Bar long
- before I can."
-
- Jerry had just enough forehead to knuckle, and he knuckled it in
- acknowedgment of this communication and a shilling. Mr. Carton came
- up at the moment, and touched Mr. Lorry on the arm.
-
- "How is the young lady?"
-
- "She is greatly distressed; but her father is comforting her, and she
- feels the better for being out of court."
-
- "I'll tell the prisoner so. It won't do for a respectable bank
- gentleman like you, to be seen speaking to him publicly, you know."
-
- Mr. Lorry reddened as if he were conscious of having debated the point
- in his mind, and Mr. Carton made his way to the outside of the bar.
- The way out of court lay in that direction, and Jerry followed him,
- all eyes, ears, and spikes.
-
- "Mr. Darnay!"
-
- The prisoner came forward directly.
-
- "You will naturally be anxious to hear of the witness, Miss Manette.
- She will do very well. You have seen the worst of her agitation."
-
- "I am deeply sorry to have been the cause of it. Could you tell her
- so for me, with my fervent acknowledgments?"
-
- "Yes, I could. I will, if you ask it."
-
- Mr. Carton's manner was so careless as to be almost insolent. He stood,
- half turned from the prisoner, lounging with his elbow against the bar.
-
- "I do ask it. Accept my cordial thanks."
-
- "What," said Carton, still only half turned towards him, "do you
- expect, Mr. Darnay?"
-
- "The worst."
-
- "It's the wisest thing to expect, and the likeliest. But I think
- their withdrawing is in your favour."
-
- Loitering on the way out of court not being allowed, Jerry heard no
- more: but left them--so like each other in feature, so unlike each
- other in manner--standing side by side, both reflected in the glass
- above them.
-
- An hour and a half limped heavily away in the thief-and-rascal crowded
- passages below, even though assisted off with mutton pies and ale.
- The hoarse messenger, uncomfortably seated on a form after taking that
- refection, had dropped into a doze, when a loud murmur and a rapid
- tide of people setting up the stairs that led to the court, carried
- him along with them.
-
- "Jerry! Jerry!" Mr. Lorry was already calling at the door when
- he got there.
-
- "Here, sir! It's a fight to get back again. Here I am, sir!"
-
- Mr. Lorry handed him a paper through the throng.
- "Quick! Have you got it?"
-
- "Yes, sir."
-
- Hastily written on the paper was the word "AQUITTED."
-
- "If you had sent the message, `Recalled to Life,' again," muttered
- Jerry, as he turned, "I should have known what you meant, this time."
-
- He had no opportunity of saying, or so much as thinking, anything
- else, until he was clear of the Old Bailey; for, the crowd came
- pouring out with a vehemence that nearly took him off his legs, and a
- loud buzz swept into the street as if the baffled blue-flies were
- dispersing in search of other carrion.
-
-
-
- IV
-
- Congratulatory
-
-
- From the dimly-lighted passages of the court, the last sediment of the
- human stew that had been boiling there all day, was straining off,
- when Doctor Manette, Lucie Manette, his daughter, Mr. Lorry, the
- solicitor for the defence, and its counsel, Mr. Stryver, stood
- gathered round Mr. Charles Darnay--just released--congratulating him
- on his escape from death.
-
- It would have been difficult by a far brighter light, to recognise in
- Doctor Manette, intellectual of face and upright of bearing, the
- shoemaker of the garret in Paris. Yet, no one could have looked at
- him twice, without looking again: even though the opportunity of
- observation had not extended to the mournful cadence of his low grave
- voice, and to the abstraction that overclouded him fitfully, without
- any apparent reason. While one external cause, and that a reference
- to his long lingering agony, would always--as on the trial--evoke this
- condition from the depths of his soul, it was also in its nature to
- arise of itself, and to draw a gloom over him, as incomprehensible to
- those unacquainted with his story as if they had seen the shadow of
- the actual Bastille thrown upon him by a summer sun, when the
- substance was three hundred miles away.
-
- Only his daughter had the power of charming this black brooding from
- his mind. She was the golden thread that united him to a Past beyond
- his misery, and to a Present beyond his misery: and the sound of her
- voice, the light of her face, the touch of her hand, had a strong
- beneficial influence with him almost always. Not absolutely always,
- for she could recall some occasions on which her power had failed;
- but they were few and slight, and she believed them over.
-
- Mr. Darnay had kissed her hand fervently and gratefully, and had
- turned to Mr. Stryver, whom he warmly thanked. Mr. Stryver, a man of
- little more than thirty, but looking twenty years older than he was,
- stout, loud, red, bluff, and free from any drawback of delicacy,
- had a pushing way of shouldering himself (morally and physically)
- into companies and conversations, that argued well for his shouldering
- his way up in life.
-
- He still had his wig and gown on, and he said, squaring himself at his
- late client to that degree that he squeezed the innocent Mr. Lorry
- clean out of the group: "I am glad to have brought you off with honour,
- Mr. Darnay. It was an infamous prosecution, grossly infamous;
- but not the less likely to succeed on that account."
-
- "You have laid me under an obligation to you for life--in two senses,"
- said his late client, taking his hand.
-
- "I have done my best for you, Mr. Darnay; and my best is as good as
- another man's, I believe."
-
- It clearly being incumbent on some one to say, "Much better," Mr. Lorry
- said it; perhaps not quite disinterestedly, but with the interested
- object of squeezing himself back again.
-
- "You think so?" said Mr. Stryver. "Well! you have been present all day,
- and you ought to know. You are a man of business, too."
-
- "And as such," quoth Mr. Lorry, whom the counsel learned in the law
- had now shouldered back into the group, just as he had previously
- shouldered him out of it--"as such I will appeal to Doctor Manette,
- to break up this conference and order us all to our homes.
- Miss Lucie looks ill, Mr. Darnay has had a terrible day, we are worn out."
-
- "Speak for yourself, Mr. Lorry," said Stryver; "I have a night's work
- to do yet. Speak for yourself."
-
- "I speak for myself," answered Mr. Lorry, "and for Mr. Darnay, and for
- Miss Lucie, and--Miss Lucie, do you not think I may speak for us all?"
- He asked her the question pointedly, and with a glance at her father.
-
- His face had become frozen, as it were, in a very curious look at
- Darnay: an intent look, deepening into a frown of dislike and distrust,
- not even unmixed with fear. With this strange expression on him his
- thoughts had wandered away.
-
- "My father," said Lucie, softly laying her hand on his.
-
- He slowly shook the shadow off, and turned to her.
-
- "Shall we go home, my father?"
-
- With a long breath, he answered "Yes."
-
- The friends of the acquitted prisoner had dispersed, under the
- impression--which he himself had originated--that he would not be
- released that night. The lights were nearly all extinguished in the
- passages, the iron gates were being closed with a jar and a rattle,
- and the dismal place was deserted until to-morrow morning's interest
- of gallows, pillory, whipping-post, and branding-iron, should repeople
- it. Walking between her father and Mr. Darnay, Lucie Manette passed
- into the open air. A hackney-coach was called, and the father and
- daughter departed in it.
-
- Mr. Stryver had left them in the passages, to shoulder his way back
- to the robing-room. Another person, who had not joined the group,
- or interchanged a word with any one of them, but who had been leaning
- against the wall where its shadow was darkest, had silently strolled
- out after the rest, and had looked on until the coach drove away.
- He now stepped up to where Mr. Lorry and Mr. Darnay stood upon the
- pavement.
-
- "So, Mr. Lorry! Men of business may speak to Mr. Darnay now?"
-
- Nobody had made any acknowledgment of Mr. Carton's part in the day's
- proceedings; nobody had known of it. He was unrobed, and was none
- the better for it in appearance.
-
- "If you knew what a conflict goes on in the business mind, when the
- business mind is divided between good-natured impulse and business
- appearances, you would be amused, Mr. Darnay."
-
- Mr. Lorry reddened, and said, warmly, "You have mentioned that before,
- sir. We men of business, who serve a House, are not our own masters.
- We have to think of the House more than ourselves."
-
- "_I_ know, _I_ know," rejoined Mr. Carton, carelessly. "Don't be
- nettled, Mr. Lorry. You are as good as another, I have no doubt:
- better, I dare say."
-
- "And indeed, sir," pursued Mr. Lorry, not minding him, "I really
- don't know what you have to do with the matter. If you'll excuse me,
- as very much your elder, for saying so, I really don't know that it is
- your business."
-
- "Business! Bless you, _I_ have no business," said Mr. Carton.
-
- "It is a pity you have not, sir."
-
- "I think so, too."
-
- "If you had," pursued Mr. Lorry, "perhaps you would attend to it."
-
- "Lord love you, no!--I shouldn't," said Mr. Carton.
-
- "Well, sir!" cried Mr. Lorry, thoroughly heated by his indifference,
- "business is a very good thing, and a very respectable thing. And, sir,
- if business imposes its restraints and its silences and impediments,
- Mr. Darnay as a young gentleman of generosity knows how to make allowance
- for that circumstance. Mr. Darnay, good night, God bless you, sir!
- I hope you have been this day preserved for a prosperous and happy
- life.--Chair there!"
-
- Perhaps a little angry with himself, as well as with the barrister,
- Mr. Lorry bustled into the chair, and was carried off to Tellson's.
- Carton, who smelt of port wine, and did not appear to be quite sober,
- laughed then, and turned to Darnay:
-
- "This is a strange chance that throws you and me together. This must
- be a strange night to you, standing alone here with your counterpart
- on these street stones?"
-
- "I hardly seem yet," returned Charles Darnay, "to belong to this world
- again."
-
- "I don't wonder at it; it's not so long since you were pretty far
- advanced on your way to another. You speak faintly."
-
- "I begin to think I AM faint."
-
- "Then why the devil don't you dine? I dined, myself, while those
- numskulls were deliberating which world you should belong to--this,
- or some other. Let me show you the nearest tavern to dine well at."
-
- Drawing his arm through his own, he took him down Ludgate-hill to
- Fleet-street, and so, up a covered way, into a tavern. Here, they
- were shown into a little room, where Charles Darnay was soon recruiting
- his strength with a good plain dinner and good wine: while Carton sat
- opposite to him at the same table, with his separate bottle of port
- before him, and his fully half-insolent manner upon him.
-
- "Do you feel, yet, that you belong to this terrestrial scheme again,
- Mr. Darnay?"
-
- "I am frightfully confused regarding time and place; but I am so far
- mended as to feel that."
-
- "It must be an immense satisfaction!"
-
- He said it bitterly, and filled up his glass again: which was a large one.
-
- "As to me, the greatest desire I have, is to forget that I belong to
- it. It has no good in it for me--except wine like this--nor I for it.
- So we are not much alike in that particular. Indeed, I begin to think
- we are not much alike in any particular, you and I."
-
- Confused by the emotion of the day, and feeling his being there with
- this Double of coarse deportment, to be like a dream, Charles Darnay
- was at a loss how to answer; finally, answered not at all.
-
- "Now your dinner is done," Carton presently said, "why don't you call
- a health, Mr. Darnay; why don't you give your toast?"
-
- "What health? What toast?"
-
- "Why, it's on the tip of your tongue. It ought to be, it must be,
- I'll swear it's there."
-
- "Miss Manette, then!"
-
- "Miss Manette, then!"
-
- Looking his companion full in the face while he drank the toast,
- Carton flung his glass over his shoulder against the wall, where it
- shivered to pieces; then, rang the bell, and ordered in another.
-
- "That's a fair young lady to hand to a coach in the dark, Mr. Darnay!"
- he said, ruing his new goblet.
-
- A slight frown and a laconic "Yes," were the answer.
-
- "That's a fair young lady to be pitied by and wept for by! How does it
- feel? Is it worth being tried for one's life, to be the object of such
- sympathy and compassion, Mr. Darnay?"
-
- Again Darnay answered not a word.
-
- "She was mightily pleased to have your message, when I gave it her.
- Not that she showed she was pleased, but I suppose she was."
-
- The allusion served as a timely reminder to Darnay that this
- disagreeable companion had, of his own free will, assisted him in the
- strait of the day. He turned the dialogue to that point, and thanked
- him for it.
-
- "I neither want any thanks, nor merit any," was the careless rejoinder.
- "It was nothing to do, in the first place; and I don't know why I did it,
- in the second. Mr. Darnay, let me ask you a question."
-
- "Willingly, and a small return for your good offices."
-
- "Do you think I particularly like you?"
-
- "Really, Mr. Carton," returned the other, oddly disconcerted, "I have
- not asked myself the question."
-
- "But ask yourself the question now."
-
- "You have acted as if you do; but I don't think you do."
-
- "_I_ don't think I do," said Carton. "I begin to have a very good
- opinion of your understanding."
-
- "Nevertheless," pursued Darnay, rising to ring the bell, "there is
- nothing in that, I hope, to prevent my calling the reckoning, and our
- parting without ill-blood on either side."
-
- Carton rejoining, "Nothing in life!" Darnay rang. "Do you call the
- whole reckoning?" said Carton. On his answering in the affirmative,
- "Then bring me another pint of this same wine, drawer, and come and
- wake me at ten."
-
- The bill being paid, Charles Darnay rose and wished him good night.
- Without returning the wish, Carton rose too, with something of a
- threat of defiance in his manner, and said, "A last word, Mr. Darnay:
- you think I am drunk?"
-
- "I think you have been drinking, Mr. Carton."
-
- "Think? You know I have been drinking."
-
- "Since I must say so, I know it."
-
- "Then you shall likewise know why. I am a disappointed drudge, sir.
- I care for no man on earth, and no man on earth cares for me."
-
- "Much to be regretted. You might have used your talents better."
-
- "May be so, Mr. Darnay; may be not. Don't let your sober face elate you,
- however; you don't know what it may come to. Good night!"
-
- When he was left alone, this strange being took up a candle, went to a
- glass that hung against the wall, and surveyed himself minutely in it.
-
- "Do you particularly like the man?" he muttered, at his own image;
- "why should you particularly like a man who resembles you? There is
- nothing in you to like; you know that. Ah, confound you! What a
- change you have made in yourself! A good reason for taking to a man,
- that he shows you what you have fallen away from, and what you might
- have been! Change places with him, and would you have been looked at
- by those blue eyes as he was, and commiserated by that agitated face
- as he was? Come on, and have it out in plain words! You hate the fellow."
-
- He resorted to his pint of wine for consolation, drank it all in a
- few minutes, and fell asleep on his arms, with his hair straggling
- over the table, and a long winding-sheet in the candle dripping down
- upon him.
-
-
-
- V
-
- The Jackal
-
-
- Those were drinking days, and most men drank hard. So very great is
- the improvement Time has brought about in such habits, that a moderate
- statement of the quantity of wine and punch which one man would swallow
- in the course of a night, without any detriment to his reputation as a
- perfect gentleman, would seem, in these days, a ridiculous exaggeration.
- The learned profession of the law was certainly not behind any other
- learned profession in its Bacchanalian propensities; neither was
- Mr. Stryver, already fast shouldering his way to a large and lucrative
- practice, behind his compeers in this particular, any more than in the
- drier parts of the legal race.
-
- A favourite at the Old Bailey, and eke at the Sessions, Mr. Stryver
- had begun cautiously to hew away the lower staves of the ladder on
- which he mounted. Sessions and Old Bailey had now to summon their
- favourite, specially, to their longing arms; and shouldering itself
- towards the visage of the Lord Chief Justice in the Court of King's
- Bench, the florid countenance of Mr. Stryver might be daily seen,
- bursting out of the bed of wigs, like a great sunflower pushing its
- way at the sun from among a rank garden-full of flaring companions.
-
- It had once been noted at the Bar, that while Mr. Stryver was a glib
- man, and an unscrupulous, and a ready, and a bold, he had not that
- faculty of extracting the essence from a heap of statements, which is
- among the most striking and necessary of the advocate's accomplishments.
- But, a remarkable improvement came upon him as to this. The more
- business he got, the greater his power seemed to grow of getting at
- its pith and marrow; and however late at night he sat carousing with
- Sydney Carton, he always had his points at his fingers' ends in the morning.
-
- Sydney Carton, idlest and most unpromising of men, was Stryver's great
- ally. What the two drank together, between Hilary Term and Michaelmas,
- might have floated a king's ship. Stryver never had a case in hand,
- anywhere, but Carton was there, with his hands in his pockets, staring
- at the ceiling of the court; they went the same Circuit, and even there
- they prolonged their usual orgies late into the night, and Carton was
- rumoured to be seen at broad day, going home stealthily and unsteadily
- to his lodgings, like a dissipated cat. At last, it began to get about,
- among such as were interested in the matter, that although Sydney Carton
- would never be a lion, he was an amazingly good jackal, and that he
- rendered suit and service to Stryver in that humble capacity.
-
- "Ten o'clock, sir," said the man at the tavern, whom he had charged to
- wake him--"ten o'clock, sir."
-
- "WHAT'S the matter?"
-
- "Ten o'clock, sir."
-
- "What do you mean? Ten o'clock at night?"
-
- "Yes, sir. Your honour told me to call you."
-
- "Oh! I remember. Very well, very well."
-
- After a few dull efforts to get to sleep again, which the man dexterously
- combated by stirring the fire continuously for five minutes, he got up,
- tossed his hat on, and walked out. He turned into the Temple, and,
- having revived himself by twice pacing the pavements of King's Bench-walk
- and Paper-buildings, turned into the Stryver chambers.
-
- The Stryver clerk, who never assisted at these conferences, had gone home,
- and the Stryver principal opened the door. He had his slippers on,
- and a loose bed-gown, and his throat was bare for his greater ease.
- He had that rather wild, strained, seared marking about the eyes,
- which may be observed in all free livers of his class, from the portrait
- of Jeffries downward, and which can be traced, under various disguises
- of Art, through the portraits of every Drinking Age.
-
- "You are a little late, Memory," said Stryver.
-
- "About the usual time; it may be a quarter of an hour later."
-
- They went into a dingy room lined with books and littered with papers,
- where there was a blazing fire. A kettle steamed upon the hob, and in
- the midst of the wreck of papers a table shone, with plenty of wine
- upon it, and brandy, and rum, and sugar, and lemons.
-
- "You have had your bottle, I perceive, Sydney."
-
- "Two to-night, I think. I have been dining with the day's client;
- or seeing him dine--it's all one!"
-
- "That was a rare point, Sydney, that you brought to bear upon the
- identification. How did you come by it? When did it strike you?"
-
- "I thought he was rather a handsome fellow, and I thought I should
- have been much the same sort of fellow, if I had had any luck."
-
- Mr. Stryver laughed till he shook his precocious paunch.
-
- "You and your luck, Sydney! Get to work, get to work."
-
- Sullenly enough, the jackal loosened his dress, went into an adjoining
- room, and came back with a large jug of cold water, a basin, and a towel
- or two. Steeping the towels in the water, and partially wringing them
- out, he folded them on his head in a manner hideous to behold, sat down
- at the table, and said, "Now I am ready!"
-
- "Not much boiling down to be done to-night, Memory," said Mr. Stryver,
- gaily, as he looked among his papers.
-
- "How much?"
-
- "Only two sets of them."
-
- "Give me the worst first."
-
- "There they are, Sydney. Fire away!"
-
- The lion then composed himself on his back on a sofa on one side of
- the drinking-table, while the jackal sat at his own paper-bestrewn
- table proper, on the other side of it, with the bottles and glasses
- ready to his hand. Both resorted to the drinking-table without
- stint, but each in a different way; the lion for the most part
- reclining with his hands in his waistband, looking at the fire, or
- occasionally flirting with some lighter document; the jackal, with
- knitted brows and intent face, so deep in his task, that his eyes did
- not even follow the hand he stretched out for his glass--which often
- groped about, for a minute or more, before it found the glass for his
- lips. Two or three times, the matter in hand became so knotty, that
- the jackal found it imperative on him to get up, and steep his towels
- anew. From these pilgrimages to the jug and basin, he returned with
- such eccentricities of damp headgear as no words can describe; which
- were made the more ludicrous by his anxious gravity.
-
- At length the jackal had got together a compact repast for the lion,
- and proceeded to offer it to him. The lion took it with care and
- caution, made his selections from it, and his remarks upon it,
- and the jackal assisted both. When the repast was fully discussed,
- the lion put his hands in his waistband again, and lay down to mediate.
- The jackal then invigorated himself with a bum for his throttle,
- and a fresh application to his head, and applied himself to the
- collection of a second meal; this was administered to the lion in the
- same manner, and was not disposed of until the clocks struck three in
- the morning.
-
- "And now we have done, Sydney, fill a bumper of punch," said Mr. Stryver.
-
- The jackal removed the towels from his head, which had been steaming
- again, shook himself, yawned, shivered, and complied.
-
- "You were very sound, Sydney, in the matter of those crown witnesses
- to-day. Every question told."
-
- "I always am sound; am I not?"
-
- "I don't gainsay it. What has roughened your temper?
- Put some punch to it and smooth it again."
-
- With a deprecatory grunt, the jackal again complied.
-
- "The old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury School," said Stryver,
- nodding his head over him as he reviewed him in the present and the
- past, "the old seesaw Sydney. Up one minute and down the next; now
- in spirits and now in despondency!"
-
- "Ah!" returned the other, sighing: "yes! The same Sydney, with the
- same luck. Even then, I did exercises for other boys, and seldom did
- my own.
-
- "And why not?"
-
- "God knows. It was my way, I suppose."
-
- He sat, with his hands in his pockets and his legs stretched out
- before him, looking at the fire.
-
- "Carton," said his friend, squaring himself at him with a bullying
- air, as if the fire-grate had been the furnace in which sustained
- endeavour was forged, and the one delicate thing to be done for the
- old Sydney Carton of old Shrewsbury School was to shoulder him into it,
- "your way is, and always was, a lame way. You summon no energy and
- purpose. Look at me."
-
- "Oh, botheration!" returned Sydney, with a lighter and more good-
- humoured laugh, "don't YOU be moral!"
-
- "How have I done what I have done?" said Stryver; "how do I do what I do?"
-
- "Partly through paying me to help you, I suppose. But it's not worth
- your while to apostrophise me, or the air, about it; what you want to
- do, you do. You were always in the front rank, and I was always behind."
-
- "I had to get into the front rank; I was not born there, was I?"
-
- "I was not present at the ceremony; but my opinion is you were," said
- Carton. At this, he laughed again, and they both laughed.
-
- "Before Shrewsbury, and at Shrewsbury, and ever since Shrewsbury,"
- pursued Carton, "you have fallen into your rank, and I have fallen
- into mine. Even when we were fellow-students in the Student-Quarter
- of Paris, picking up French, and French law, and other French crumbs
- that we didn't get much good of, you were always somewhere, and I was
- always nowhere."
-
- "And whose fault was that?"
-
- "Upon my soul, I am not sure that it was not yours. You were always
- driving and riving and shouldering and passing, to that restless
- degree that I had no chance for my life but in rust and repose. It's
- a gloomy thing, however, to talk about one's own past, with the day
- breaking. Turn me in some other direction before I go."
-
- "Well then! Pledge me to the pretty witness," said Stryver, holding
- up his glass. "Are you turned in a pleasant direction?"
-
- Apparently not, for he became gloomy again.
-
- "Pretty witness," he muttered, looking down into his glass. "I have
- had enough of witnesses to-day and to-night; who's your pretty
- witness?"
-
- "The picturesque doctor's daughter, Miss Manette."
-
- "SHE pretty?"
-
- "Is she not?"
-
- "No."
-
- "Why, man alive, she was the admiration of the whole Court!"
-
- "Rot the admiration of the whole Court! Who made the Old Bailey a
- judge of beauty? She was a golden-haired doll!"
-
- "Do you know, Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, looking at him with sharp
- eyes, and slowly drawing a hand across his florid face: "do you know,
- I rather thought, at the time, that you sympathised with the
- golden-haired doll, and were quick to see what happened to the
- golden-haired doll?"
-
- "Quick to see what happened! If a girl, doll or no doll, swoons
- within a yard or two of a man's nose, he can see it without a
- perspective-glass. I pledge you, but I deny the beauty.
- And now I'll have no more drink; I'll get to bed."
-
- When his host followed him out on the staircase with a candle,
- to light him down the stairs, the day was coldly looking in through
- its grimy windows. When he got out of the house, the air was cold
- and sad, the dull sky overcast, the river dark and dim, the whole
- scene like a lifeless desert. And wreaths of dust were spinning
- round and round before the morning blast, as if the desert-sand had
- risen far away, and the first spray of it in its advance had begun to
- overwhelm the city.
-
- Waste forces within him, and a desert all around, this man stood
- still on his way across a silent terrace, and saw for a moment,
- lying in the wilderness before him, a mirage of honourable ambition,
- self-denial, and perseverance. In the fair city of this vision,
- there were airy galleries from which the loves and graces looked upon
- him, gardens in which the fruits of life hung ripening, waters of Hope
- that sparkled in his sight. A moment, and it was gone. Climbing to
- a high chamber in a well of houses, he threw himself down in his
- clothes on a neglected bed, and its pillow was wet with wasted tears.
-
- Sadly, sadly, the sun rose; it rose upon no sadder sight than the man
- of good abilities and good emotions, incapable of their directed
- exercise, incapable of his own help and his own happiness, sensible
- of the blight on him, and resigning himself to let it eat him away.
-
-
-
- VI
-
- Hundreds of People
-
-
- The quiet lodgings of Doctor Manette were in a quiet street-corner
- not far from Soho-square. On the afternoon of a certain fine Sunday
- when the waves of four months had roiled over the trial for treason,
- and carried it, as to the public interest and memory, far out to sea,
- Mr. Jarvis Lorry walked along the sunny streets from Clerkenwell
- where he lived, on his way to dine with the Doctor. After several
- relapses into business-absorption, Mr. Lorry had become the Doctor's
- friend, and the quiet street-corner was the sunny part of his life.
-
- On this certain fine Sunday, Mr. Lorry walked towards Soho, early in
- the afternoon, for three reasons of habit. Firstly, because, on fine
- Sundays, he often walked out, before dinner, with the Doctor and Lucie;
- secondly, because, on unfavourable Sundays, he was accustomed to be
- with them as the family friend, talking, reading, looking out of window,
- and generally getting through the day; thirdly, because he happened
- to have his own little shrewd doubts to solve, and knew how the ways
- of the Doctor's household pointed to that time as a likely time for
- solving them.
-
- A quainter corner than the corner where the Doctor lived, was not to
- be found in London. There was no way through it, and the front windows
- of the Doctor's lodgings commanded a pleasant little vista of street
- that had a congenial air of retirement on it. There were few buildings
- then, north of the Oxford-road, and forest-trees flourished, and wild
- flowers grew, and the hawthorn blossomed, in the now vanished fields.
- As a consequence, country airs circulated in Soho with vigorous freedom,
- instead of languishing into the parish like stray paupers without a
- settlement; and there was many a good south wall, not far off, on which
- the peaches ripened in their season.
-
- The summer light struck into the corner brilliantly in the earlier
- part of the day; but, when the streets grew hot, the corner was in
- shadow, though not in shadow so remote but that you could see beyond
- it into a glare of brightness. It was a cool spot, staid but cheerful,
- a wonderful place for echoes, and a very harbour from the raging streets.
-
- There ought to have been a tranquil bark in such an anchorage, and
- there was. The Doctor occupied two floors of a large stiff house,
- where several callings purported to be pursued by day, but whereof
- little was audible any day, and which was shunned by all of them at
- night. In a building at the back, attainable by a courtyard where a
- plane-tree rustled its green leaves, church-organs claimed to be
- made, and silver to be chased, and likewise gold to be beaten by some
- mysterious giant who had a golden arm starting out of the wall of the
- front hall--as if he had beaten himself precious, and menaced a similar
- conversion of all visitors. Very little of these trades, or of a
- lonely lodger rumoured to live up-stairs, or of a dim coach-trimming
- maker asserted to have a counting-house below, was ever heard or seen.
- Occasionally, a stray workman putting his coat on, traversed the
- hall, or a stranger peered about there, or a distant clink was heard
- across the courtyard, or a thump from the golden giant. These,
- however, were only the exceptions required to prove the rule that the
- sparrows in the plane-tree behind the house, and the echoes in the
- corner before it, had their own way from Sunday morning unto Saturday
- night.
-
- Doctor Manette received such patients here as his old reputation,
- and its revival in the floating whispers of his story, brought him.
- His scientific knowledge, and his vigilance and skill in conducting
- ingenious experiments, brought him otherwise into moderate request,
- and he earned as much as he wanted.
-
- These things were within Mr. Jarvis Lorry's knowledge, thoughts, and
- notice, when he rang the door-bell of the tranquil house in the corner,
- on the fine Sunday afternoon.
-
- "Doctor Manette at home?"
-
- Expected home.
-
- "Miss Lucie at home?"
-
- Expected home.
-
- "Miss Pross at home?"
-
- Possibly at home, but of a certainty impossible for handmaid to anticipate
- intentions of Miss Pross, as to admission or denial of the fact.
-
- "As I am at home myself," said Mr. Lorry, "I'll go upstairs."
-
- Although the Doctor's daughter had known nothing of the country of
- her birth, she appeared to have innately derived from it that ability
- to make much of little means, which is one of its most useful and
- most agreeable characteristics. Simple as the furniture was, it was
- set off by so many little adornments, of no value but for their taste
- and fancy, that its effect was delightful. The disposition of
- everything in the rooms, from the largest object to the least; the
- arrangement of colours, the elegant variety and contrast obtained by
- thrift in trifles, by delicate hands, clear eyes, and good sense;
- were at once so pleasant in themselves, and so expressive of their
- originator, that, as Mr. Lorry stood looking about him, the very
- chairs and tables seemed to ask him, with something of that peculiar
- expression which he knew so well by this time, whether he approved?
-
- There were three rooms on a floor, and, the doors by which they
- communicated being put open that the air might pass freely through
- them all, Mr. Lorry, smilingly observant of that fanciful resemblance
- which he detected all around him, walked from one to another.
- The first was the best room, and in it were Lucie's birds, and flowers,
- and books, and desk, and work-table, and box of water-colours;
- the second was the Doctor's consulting-room, used also as the
- dining-room; the third, changingly speckled by the rustle of the
- plane-tree in the yard, was the Doctor's bedroom, and there, in a
- corner, stood the disused shoemaker's bench and tray of tools,
- much as it had stood on the fifth floor of the dismal house by the
- wine-shop, in the suburb of Saint Antoine in Paris.
-
- "I wonder," said Mr. Lorry, pausing in his looking about, "that he
- keeps that reminder of his sufferings about him!"
-
- "And why wonder at that?" was the abrupt inquiry that made him start.
-
- It proceeded from Miss Pross, the wild red woman, strong of hand,
- whose acquaintance he had first made at the Royal George Hotel at Dover,
- and had since improved.
-
- "I should have thought--" Mr. Lorry began.
-
- "Pooh! You'd have thought!" said Miss Pross; and Mr. Lorry left off.
-
- "How do you do?" inquired that lady then--sharply, and yet as if to
- express that she bore him no malice.
-
- "I am pretty well, I thank you," answered Mr. Lorry, with meekness;
- "how are you?"
-
- "Nothing to boast of," said Miss Pross.
-
- "Indeed?"
-
- "Ah! indeed!" said Miss Pross. "I am very much put out about my Ladybird."
-
- "Indeed?"
-
- "For gracious sake say something else besides `indeed,' or you'll
- fidget me to death," said Miss Pross: whose character (dissociated
- from stature) was shortness.
-
- "Really, then?" said Mr. Lorry, as an amendment.
-
- "Really, is bad enough," returned Miss Pross, "but better. Yes, I am
- very much put out."
-
- "May I ask the cause?"
-
- "I don't want dozens of people who are not at all worthy of Ladybird,
- to come here looking after her," said Miss Pross.
-
- "DO dozens come for that purpose?"
-
- "Hundreds," said Miss Pross.
-
- It was characteristic of this lady (as of some other people before her
- time and since) that whenever her original proposition was questioned,
- she exaggerated it.
-
- "Dear me!" said Mr. Lorry, as the safest remark he could think of.
-
- "I have lived with the darling--or the darling has lived with me,
- and paid me for it; which she certainly should never have done,
- you may take your affidavit, if I could have afforded to keep either
- myself or her for nothing--since she was ten years old. And it's
- really very hard," said Miss Pross.
-
- Not seeing with precision what was very hard, Mr. Lorry shook his head;
- using that important part of himself as a sort of fairy cloak that
- would fit anything.
-
- "All sorts of people who are not in the least degree worthy of the pet,
- are always turning up," said Miss Pross. "When you began it--"
-
- "_I_ began it, Miss Pross?"
-
- "Didn't you? Who brought her father to life?"
-
- "Oh! If THAT was beginning it--" said Mr. Lorry.
-
- "It wasn't ending it, I suppose? I say, when you began it, it was hard
- enough; not that I have any fault to find with Doctor Manette, except
- that he is not worthy of such a daughter, which is no imputation on
- him, for it was not to be expected that anybody should be, under any
- circumstances. But it ready is doubly and trebly hard to have crowds
- and multitudes of people turning up after him (I could have forgiven him),
- to take Ladybird's affections away from me."
-
- Mr. Lorry knew Miss Pross to be very jealous, but he also knew her by
- this time to be, beneath the service of her eccentricity, one of those
- unselfish creatures--found only among women--who will, for pure love
- and admiration, bind themselves willing slaves, to youth when they
- have lost it, to beauty that they never had, to accomplishments that
- they were never fortunate enough to gain, to bright hopes that never
- shone upon their own sombre lives. He knew enough of the world to
- know that there is nothing in it better than the faithful service of
- the heart; so rendered and so free from any mercenary taint, he had
- such an exalted respect for it, that in the retributive arrangements
- made by his own mind--we all make such arrangements, more or less--
- he stationed Miss Pross much nearer to the lower Angels than many
- ladies immeasurably better got up both by Nature and Art, who had
- balances at Tellson's.
-
- "There never was, nor will be, but one man worthy of Ladybird," said
- Miss Pross; "and that was my brother Solomon, if he hadn't made a
- mistake in life."
-
- Here again: Mr. Lorry's inquiries into Miss Pross's personal history
- had established the fact that her brother Solomon was a heartless
- scoundrel who had stripped her of everything she possessed, as a
- stake to speculate with, and had abandoned her in her poverty for
- evermore, with no touch of compunction. Miss Pross's fidelity of
- belief in Solomon (deducting a mere trifle for this slight mistake)
- was quite a serious matter with Mr. Lorry, and had its weight in his
- good opinion of her.
-
- "As we happen to be alone for the moment, and are both people of
- business," he said, when they had got back to the drawing-room and
- had sat down there in friendly relations, "let me ask you--does the
- Doctor, in talking with Lucie, never refer to the shoemaking time, yet?"
-
- "Never."
-
- "And yet keeps that bench and those tools beside him?"
-
- "Ah!" returned Miss Pross, shaking her head. "But I don't say he
- don't refer to it within himself."
-
- "Do you believe that he thinks of it much?"
-
- "I do," said Miss Pross.
-
- "Do you imagine--" Mr. Lorry had begun, when Miss Pross took him up
- short with:
-
- "Never imagine anything. Have no imagination at all."
-
- "I stand corrected; do you suppose--you go so far as to suppose, sometimes?"
-
- "Now and then," said Miss Pross.
-
- "Do you suppose," Mr. Lorry went on, with a laughing twinkle in his
- bright eye, as it looked kindly at her, "that Doctor Manette has any
- theory of his own, preserved through all those years, relative to the
- cause of his being so oppressed; perhaps, even to the name of his
- oppressor?"
-
- "I don't suppose anything about it but what Ladybird tells me."
-
- "And that is--?"
-
- "That she thinks he has."
-
- "Now don't be angry at my asking all these questions; because I am a
- mere dull man of business, and you are a woman of business."
-
- "Dull?" Miss Pross inquired, with placidity.
-
- Rather wishing his modest adjective away, Mr. Lorry replied, "No, no,
- no. Surely not. To return to business:--Is it not remarkable that
- Doctor Manette, unquestionably innocent of any crane as we are all
- well assured he is, should never touch upon that question? I will not
- say with me, though he had business relations with me many years ago,
- and we are now intimate; I will say with the fair daughter to whom he
- is so devotedly attached, and who is so devotedly attached to him?
- Believe me, Miss Pross, I don't approach the topic with you, out of
- curiosity, but out of zealous interest."
-
- "Well! To the best of my understanding, and bad's the best,
- you'll tell me," said Miss Pross, softened by the tone of the apology,
- "he is afraid of the whole subject."
-
- "Afraid?"
-
- "It's plain enough, I should think, why he may be. It's a dreadful
- remembrance. Besides that, his loss of himself grew out of it.
- Not knowing how he lost himself, or how he recovered himself, he may
- never feel certain of not losing himself again. That alone wouldn't
- make the subject pleasant, I should think."
-
- It was a profounder remark than Mr. Lorry had looked for. "True,"
- said he, "and fearful to reflect upon. Yet, a doubt lurks in my mind,
- Miss Pross, whether it is good for Doctor Manette to have that
- suppression always shut up within him. Indeed, it is this doubt and
- the uneasiness it sometimes causes me that has led me to our present
- confidence."
-
- "Can't be helped," said Miss Pross, shaking her head. "Touch that
- string, and he instantly changes for the worse. Better leave it
- alone. In short, must leave it alone, like or no like. Sometimes,
- he gets up in the dead of the night, and will be heard, by us
- overhead there, walking up and down, walking up and down, in his room.
- Ladybird has learnt to know then that his mind is walking up and
- down, walking up and down, in his old prison. She hurries to him,
- and they go on together, walking up and down, walking up and down,
- until he is composed. But he never says a word of the true reason of
- his restlessness, to her, and she finds it best not to hint at it to him.
- In silence they go walking up and down together, walking up and down
- together, till her love and company have brought him to himself."
-
- Notwithstanding Miss Pross's denial of her own imagination, there was
- a perception of the pain of being monotonously haunted by one sad idea,
- in her repetition of the phrase, walking up and down, which testified
- to her possessing such a thing.
-
- The corner has been mentioned as a wonderful corner for echoes;
- it had begun to echo so resoundingly to the tread of coming feet,
- that it seemed as though the very mention of that weary pacing to and
- fro had set it going.
-
- "Here they are!" said Miss Pross, rising to break up the conference;
- "and now we shall have hundreds of people pretty soon!"
-
- It was such a curious corner in its acoustical properties, such a
- peculiar Ear of a place, that as Mr. Lorry stood at the open window,
- looking for the father and daughter whose steps he heard, he fancied
- they would never approach. Not only would the echoes die away,
- as though the steps had gone; but, echoes of other steps that never
- came would be heard in their stead, and would die away for good when
- they seemed close at hand. However, father and daughter did at last
- appear, and Miss Pross was ready at the street door to receive them.
-
- Miss Pross was a pleasant sight, albeit wild, and red, and grim, taking
- off her darling's bonnet when she came up-stairs, and touching it up
- with the ends of her handkerchief, and blowing the dust off it, and
- folding her mantle ready for laying by, and smoothing her rich hair
- with as much pride as she could possibly have taken in her own hair
- if she had been the vainest and handsomest of women. Her darling was
- a pleasant sight too, embracing her and thanking her, and protesting
- against her taking so much trouble for her--which last she only dared
- to do playfully, or Miss Pross, sorely hurt, would have retired to
- her own chamber and cried. The Doctor was a pleasant sight too,
- looking on at them, and telling Miss Pross how she spoilt Lucie, in
- accents and with eyes that had as much spoiling in them as Miss Pross
- had, and would have had more if it were possible. Mr. Lorry was a
- pleasant sight too, beaming at all this in his little wig, and thanking
- his bachelor stars for having lighted him in his declining years to a
- Home. But, no Hundreds of people came to see the sights, and Mr. Lorry
- looked in vain for the fulfilment of Miss Pross's prediction.
-
- Dinner-time, and still no Hundreds of people. In the arrangements of
- the little household, Miss Pross took charge of the lower regions,
- and always acquitted herself marvellously. Her dinners, of a very
- modest quality, were so well cooked and so well served, and so neat
- in their contrivances, half English and half French, that nothing
- could be better. Miss Pross's friendship being of the thoroughly
- practical kind, she had ravaged Soho and the adjacent provinces, in
- search of impoverished French, who, tempted by shillings and half-
- crowns, would impart culinary mysteries to her. From these decayed
- sons and daughters of Gaul, she had acquired such wonderful arts,
- that the woman and girl who formed the staff of domestics regarded
- her as quite a Sorceress, or Cinderella's Godmother: who would send
- out for a fowl, a rabbit, a vegetable or two from the garden, and
- change them into anything she pleased.
-
- On Sundays, Miss Pross dined at the Doctor's table, but on other days
- persisted in taking her meals at unknown periods, either in the lower
- regions, or in her own room on the second floor--a blue chamber,
- to which no one but her Ladybird ever gained admittance. On this
- occasion, Miss Pross, responding to Ladybird's pleasant face and
- pleasant efforts to please her, unbent exceedingly; so the dinner was
- very pleasant, too.
-
- It was an oppressive day, and, after dinner, Lucie proposed that the
- wine should be carried out under the plane-tree, and they should sit
- there in the air. As everything turned upon her, and revolved about
- her, they went out under the plane-tree, and she carried the wine
- down for the special benefit of Mr. Lorry. She had installed herself,
- some time before, as Mr. Lorry's cup-bearer; and while they sat under
- the plane-tree, talking, she kept his glass replenished. Mysterious
- backs and ends of houses peeped at them as they talked, and the
- plane-tree whispered to them in its own way above their heads.
-
- Still, the Hundreds of people did not present themselves. Mr. Darnay
- presented himself while they were sitting under the plane-tree,
- but he was only One.
-
- Doctor Manette received him kindly, and so did Lucie. But, Miss
- Pross suddenly became afflicted with a twitching in the head and
- body, and retired into the house. She was not unfrequently the
- victim of this disorder, and she called it, in familiar conversation,
- "a fit of the jerks."
-
- The Doctor was in his best condition, and looked specially young.
- The resemblance between him and Lucie was very strong at such times,
- and as they sat side by side, she leaning on his shoulder, and he
- resting his arm on the back of her chair, it was very agreeable to
- trace the likeness.
-
- He had been talking all day, on many subjects, and with unusual vivacity.
- "Pray, Doctor Manette," said Mr. Darnay, as they sat under the
- plane-tree--and he said it in the natural pursuit of the topic in
- hand, which happened to be the old buildings of London--"have you
- seen much of the Tower?"
-
- "Lucie and I have been there; but only casually. We have seen enough
- of it, to know that it teems with interest; little more."
-
- "_I_ have been there, as you remember," said Darnay, with a smile,
- though reddening a little angrily, "in another character, and not in
- a character that gives facilities for seeing much of it. They told
- me a curious thing when I was there."
-
- "What was that?" Lucie asked.
-
- "In making some alterations, the workmen came upon an old dungeon,
- which had been, for many years, built up and forgotten. Every stone
- of its inner wall was covered by inscriptions which had been carved
- by prisoners--dates, names, complaints, and prayers. Upon a corner
- stone in an angle of the wall, one prisoner, who seemed to have gone
- to execution, had cut as his last work, three letters. They were
- done with some very poor instrument, and hurriedly, with an unsteady
- hand. At first, they were read as D. I. C.; but, on being more
- carefully examined, the last letter was found to be G. There was no
- record or legend of any prisoner with those initials, and many
- fruitless guesses were made what the name could have been.
- At length, it was suggested that the letters were not initials, but
- the complete word, DiG. The floor was examined very carefully under
- the inscription, and, in the earth beneath a stone, or tile, or some
- fragment of paving, were found the ashes of a paper, mingled with the
- ashes of a small leathern case or bag. What the unknown prisoner had
- written will never be read, but he had written something, and hidden
- it away to keep it from the gaoler."
-
- "My father," exclaimed Lucie, "you are ill!"
-
- He had suddenly started up, with his hand to his head. His manner
- and his look quite terrified them all.
-
- "No, my dear, not ill. There are large drops of rain falling,
- and they made me start. We had better go in."
-
- He recovered himself almost instantly. Rain was really falling in
- large drops, and he showed the back of his hand with rain-drops on it.
- But, he said not a single word in reference to the discovery that had
- been told of, and, as they went into the house, the business eye of
- Mr. Lorry either detected, or fancied it detected, on his face, as it
- turned towards Charles Darnay, the same singular look that had been
- upon it when it turned towards him in the passages of the Court House.
-
- He recovered himself so quickly, however, that Mr. Lorry had doubts
- of his business eye. The arm of the golden giant in the hall was not
- more steady than he was, when he stopped under it to remark to them
- that he was not yet proof against slight surprises (if he ever would
- be), and that the rain had startled him.
-
- Tea-time, and Miss Pross making tea, with another fit of the jerks
- upon her, and yet no Hundreds of people. Mr. Carton had lounged in,
- but he made only Two.
-
- The night was so very sultry, that although they sat with doors and
- windows open, they were overpowered by heat. When the tea-table was
- done with, they all moved to one of the windows, and looked out into
- the heavy twilight. Lucie sat by her father; Darnay sat beside her;
- Carton leaned against a window. The curtains were long and white,
- and some of the thunder-gusts that whirled into the corner, caught
- them up to the ceiling, and waved them like spectral wings.
-
- "The rain-drops are still falling, large, heavy, and few," said
- Doctor Manette. "It comes slowly."
-
- "It comes surely," said Carton.
-
- They spoke low, as people watching and waiting mostly do; as people
- in a dark room, watching and waiting for Lightning, always do.
-
- There was a great hurry in the streets of people speeding away to get
- shelter before the storm broke; the wonderful corner for echoes
- resounded with the echoes of footsteps coming and going, yet not a
- footstep was there.
-
- "A multitude of people, and yet a solitude!" said Darnay, when they
- had listened for a while.
-
- "Is it not impressive, Mr. Darnay?" asked Lucie. "Sometimes, I have
- sat here of an evening, until I have fancied--but even the shade of a
- foolish fancy makes me shudder to-night, when all is so black and
- solemn--"
-
- "Let us shudder too. We may know what it is."
-
- "It will seem nothing to you. Such whims are only impressive as we
- originate them, I think; they are not to be communicated. I have
- sometimes sat alone here of an evening, listening, until I have made
- the echoes out to be the echoes of all the footsteps that are coming
- by-and-bye into our lives."
-
- "There is a great crowd coming one day into our lives, if that be so,"
- Sydney Carton struck in, in his moody way.
-
- The footsteps were incessant, and the hurry of them became more and
- more rapid. The corner echoed and re-echoed with the tread of feet;
- some, as it seemed, under the windows; some, as it seemed, in the room;
- some coming, some going, some breaking off, some stopping altogether;
- all in the distant streets, and not one within sight.
-
- "Are all these footsteps destined to come to all of us, Miss Manette,
- or are we to divide them among us?"
-
- "I don't know, Mr. Darnay; I told you it was a foolish fancy, but you
- asked for it. When I have yielded myself to it, I have been alone,
- and then I have imagined them the footsteps of the people who are to
- come into my life, and my father's."
-
- "I take them into mine!" said Carton. "_I_ ask no questions and make
- no stipulations. There is a great crowd bearing down upon us, Miss
- Manette, and I see them--by the Lightning." He added the last words,
- after there had been a vivid flash which had shown him lounging in
- the window.
-
- "And I hear them!" he added again, after a peal of thunder.
- "Here they come, fast, fierce, and furious!"
-
- It was the rush and roar of rain that he typified, and it stopped him,
- for no voice could be heard in it. A memorable storm of thunder and
- lightning broke with that sweep of water, and there was not a moment's
- interval in crash, and fire, and rain, until after the moon rose at
- midnight.
-
- The great bell of Saint Paul's was striking one in the cleared air,
- when Mr. Lorry, escorted by Jerry, high-booted and bearing a lantern,
- set forth on his return-passage to Clerkenwell. There were solitary
- patches of road on the way between Soho and Clerkenwell, and Mr. Lorry,
- mindful of foot-pads, always retained Jerry for this service: though
- it was usually performed a good two hours earlier.
-
- "What a night it has been! Almost a night, Jerry," said Mr. Lorry,
- "to bring the dead out of their graves."
-
- "I never see the night myself, master--nor yet I don't expect to--
- what would do that," answered Jerry.
-
- "Good night, Mr. Carton," said the man of business. "Good night,
- Mr. Darnay. Shall we ever see such a night again, together!"
-
- Perhaps. Perhaps, see the great crowd of people with its rush and
- roar, bearing down upon them, too.
-
-
-
- VII
-
- Monseigneur in Town
-
-
- Monseigneur, one of the great lords in power at the Court, held his
- fortnightly reception in his grand hotel in Paris. Monseigneur was
- in his inner room, his sanctuary of sanctuaries, the Holiest of
- Holiests to the crowd of worshippers in the suite of rooms without.
- Monseigneur was about to take his chocolate. Monseigneur could
- swallow a great many things with ease, and was by some few sullen
- minds supposed to be rather rapidly swallowing France; but, his
- morning's chocolate could not so much as get into the throat of
- Monseigneur, without the aid of four strong men besides the Cook.
-
- Yes. It took four men, all four ablaze with gorgeous decoration,
- and the Chief of them unable to exist with fewer than two gold
- watches in his pocket, emulative of the noble and chaste fashion set
- by Monseigneur, to conduct the happy chocolate to Monseigneur's lips.
- One lacquey carried the chocolate-pot into the sacred presence;
- a second, milled and frothed the chocolate with the little instrument
- he bore for that function; a third, presented the favoured napkin;
- a fourth (he of the two gold watches), poured the chocolate out.
- It was impossible for Monseigneur to dispense with one of these
- attendants on the chocolate and hold his high place under the
- admiring Heavens. Deep would have been the blot upon his escutcheon
- if his chocolate had been ignobly waited on by only three men; he
- must have died of two.
-
- Monseigneur had been out at a little supper last night, where the
- Comedy and the Grand Opera were charmingly represented. Monseigneur
- was out at a little supper most nights, with fascinating company.
- So polite and so impressible was Monseigneur, that the Comedy and
- the Grand Opera had far more influence with him in the tiresome
- articles of state affairs and state secrets, than the needs of all
- France. A happy circumstance for France, as the like always is for
- all countries similarly favoured!--always was for England (by way of
- example), in the regretted days of the merry Stuart who sold it.
-
- Monseigneur had one truly noble idea of general public business,
- which was, to let everything go on in its own way; of particular
- public business, Monseigneur had the other truly noble idea that it
- must all go his way--tend to his own power and pocket. Of his
- pleasures, general and particular, Monseigneur had the other truly
- noble idea, that the world was made for them. The text of his order
- (altered from the original by only a pronoun, which is not much) ran:
- "The earth and the fulness thereof are mine, saith Monseigneur."
-
- Yet, Monseigneur had slowly found that vulgar embarrassments crept
- into his affairs, both private and public; and he had, as to both
- classes of affairs, allied himself perforce with a Farmer-General.
- As to finances public, because Monseigneur could not make anything
- at all of them, and must consequently let them out to somebody who
- could; as to finances private, because Farmer-Generals were rich, and
- Monseigneur, after generations of great luxury and expense, was
- growing poor. Hence Monseigneur had taken his sister from a convent,
- while there was yet time to ward off the impending veil, the cheapest
- garment she could wear, and had bestowed her as a prize upon a very
- rich Farmer-General, poor in family. Which Farmer-General, carrying
- an appropriate cane with a golden apple on the top of it, was now
- among the company in the outer rooms, much prostrated before by
- mankind--always excepting superior mankind of the blood of Monseigneur,
- who, his own wife included, looked down upon him with the loftiest
- contempt.
-
- A sumptuous man was the Farmer-General. Thirty horses stood in his
- stables, twenty-four male domestics sat in his halls, six body-women
- waited on his wife. As one who pretended to do nothing but plunder
- and forage where he could, the Farmer-General--howsoever his
- matrimonial relations conduced to social morality--was at least the
- greatest reality among the personages who attended at the hotel of
- Monseigneur that day.
-
- For, the rooms, though a beautiful scene to look at, and adorned with
- every device of decoration that the taste and skill of the time could
- achieve, were, in truth, not a sound business; considered with any
- reference to the scarecrows in the rags and nightcaps elsewhere
- (and not so far off, either, but that the watching towers of Notre
- Dame, almost equidistant from the two extremes, could see them both),
- they would have been an exceedingly uncomfortable business--if that
- could have been anybody's business, at the house of Monseigneur.
- Military officers destitute of military knowledge; naval officers
- with no idea of a ship; civil officers without a notion of affairs;
- brazen ecclesiastics, of the worst world worldly, with sensual eyes,
- loose tongues, and looser lives; all totally unfit for their several
- callings, all lying horribly in pretending to belong to them, but all
- nearly or remotely of the order of Monseigneur, and therefore foisted
- on all public employments from which anything was to be got; these were
- to be told off by the score and the score. People not immediately
- connected with Monseigneur or the State, yet equally unconnected with
- anything that was real, or with lives passed in travelling by any
- straight road to any true earthly end, were no less abundant.
- Doctors who made great fortunes out of dainty remedies for imaginary
- disorders that never existed, smiled upon their courtly patients in
- the ante-chambers of Monseigneur. Projectors who had discovered
- every kind of remedy for the little evils with which the State was
- touched, except the remedy of setting to work in earnest to root out
- a single sin, poured their distracting babble into any ears they
- could lay hold of, at the reception of Monseigneur. Unbelieving
- Philosophers who were remodelling the world with words, and making
- card-towers of Babel to scale the skies with, talked with Unbelieving
- Chemists who had an eye on the transmutation of metals, at this
- wonderful gathering accumulated by Monseigneur. Exquisite gentlemen
- of the finest breeding, which was at that remarkable time--and has
- been since--to be known by its fruits of indifference to every
- natural subject of human interest, were in the most exemplary state
- of exhaustion, at the hotel of Monseigneur. Such homes had these
- various notabilities left behind them in the fine world of Paris,
- that the spies among the assembled devotees of Monseigneur--forming a
- goodly half of the polite company--would have found it hard to
- discover among the angels of that sphere one solitary wife, who, in
- her manners and appearance, owned to being a Mother. Indeed, except
- for the mere act of bringing a troublesome creature into this world--
- which does not go far towards the realisation of the name of mother--
- there was no such thing known to the fashion. Peasant women kept the
- unfashionable babies close, and brought them up, and charming grandmammas
- of sixty dressed and supped as at twenty.
-
- The leprosy of unreality disfigured every human creature in attendance
- upon Monseigneur. In the outermost room were half a dozen exceptional
- people who had had, for a few years, some vague misgiving in them
- that things in general were going rather wrong. As a promising way
- of setting them right, half of the half-dozen had become members of a
- fantastic sect of Convulsionists, and were even then considering within
- themselves whether they should foam, rage, roar, and turn cataleptic
- on the spot--thereby setting up a highly intelligible finger-post to
- the Future, for Monseigneur's guidance. Besides these Dervishes,
- were other three who had rushed into another sect, which mended
- matters with a jargon about "the Centre of Truth:" holding that Man
- had got out of the Centre of Truth--which did not need much
- demonstration--but had not got out of the Circumference, and that he
- was to be kept from flying out of the Circumference, and was even to
- be shoved back into the Centre, by fasting and seeing of spirits.
- Among these, accordingly, much discoursing with spirits went on--and
- it did a world of good which never became manifest.
-
- But, the comfort was, that all the company at the grand hotel of
- Monseigneur were perfectly dressed. If the Day of Judgment had only
- been ascertained to be a dress day, everybody there would have been
- eternally correct. Such frizzling and powdering and sticking up of
- hair, such delicate complexions artificially preserved and mended,
- such gallant swords to look at, and such delicate honour to the sense
- of smell, would surely keep anything going, for ever and ever.
- The exquisite gentlemen of the finest breeding wore little pendent
- trinkets that chinked as they languidly moved; these golden fetters
- rang like precious little bells; and what with that ringing, and with
- the rustle of silk and brocade and fine linen, there was a flutter in
- the air that fanned Saint Antoine and his devouring hunger far away.
-
- Dress was the one unfailing talisman and charm used for keeping all
- things in their places. Everybody was dressed for a Fancy Ball that
- was never to leave off. From the Palace of the Tuileries, through
- Monseigneur and the whole Court, through the Chambers, the Tribunals
- of Justice, and all society (except the scarecrows), the Fancy Ball
- descended to the Common Executioner: who, in pursuance of the charm,
- was required to officiate "frizzled, powdered, in a gold-laced coat,
- pumps, and white silk stockings." At the gallows and the wheel--the
- axe was a rarity--Monsieur Paris, as it was the episcopal mode among
- his brother Professors of the provinces, Monsieur Orleans, and the
- rest, to call him, presided in this dainty dress. And who among the
- company at Monseigneur's reception in that seventeen hundred and
- eightieth year of our Lord, could possibly doubt, that a system
- rooted in a frizzled hangman, powdered, gold-laced, pumped, and
- white-silk stockinged, would see the very stars out!
-
- Monseigneur having eased his four men of their burdens and taken his
- chocolate, caused the doors of the Holiest of Holiests to be thrown
- open, and issued forth. Then, what submission, what cringing and
- fawning, what servility, what abject humiliation! As to bowing down
- in body and spirit, nothing in that way was left for Heaven--which
- may have been one among other reasons why the worshippers of
- Monseigneur never troubled it.
-
- Bestowing a word of promise here and a smile there, a whisper on one
- happy slave and a wave of the hand on another, Monseigneur affably
- passed through his rooms to the remote region of the Circumference of
- Truth. There, Monseigneur turned, and came back again, and so in due
- course of time got himself shut up in his sanctuary by the chocolate
- sprites, and was seen no more.
-
- The show being over, the flutter in the air became quite a little
- storm, and the precious little bells went ringing downstairs.
- There was soon but one person left of all the crowd, and he, with his
- hat under his arm and his snuff-box in his hand, slowly passed among
- the mirrors on his way out.
-
- "I devote you," said this person, stopping at the last door on his
- way, and turning in the direction of the sanctuary, "to the Devil!"
-
- With that, he shook the snuff from his fingers as if he had shaken
- the dust from his feet, and quietly walked downstairs.
-
- He was a man of about sixty, handsomely dressed, haughty in manner,
- and with a face like a fine mask. A face of a transparent paleness;
- every feature in it clearly defined; one set expression on it.
- The nose, beautifully formed otherwise, was very slightly pinched at
- the top of each nostril. In those two compressions, or dints, the
- only little change that the face ever showed, resided. They persisted
- in changing colour sometimes, and they would be occasionally dilated
- and contracted by something like a faint pulsation; then, they gave a
- look of treachery, and cruelty, to the whole countenance. Examined
- with attention, its capacity of helping such a look was to be found
- in the line of the mouth, and the lines of the orbits of the eyes,
- being much too horizontal and thin; still, in the effect of the face
- made, it was a handsome face, and a remarkable one.
-
- Its owner went downstairs into the courtyard, got into his carriage,
- and drove away. Not many people had talked with him at the reception;
- he had stood in a little space apart, and Monseigneur might have been
- warmer in his manner. It appeared, under the circumstances, rather
- agreeable to him to see the common people dispersed before his horses,
- and often barely escaping from being run down. His man drove as if
- he were charging an enemy, and the furious recklessness of the man
- brought no check into the face, or to the lips, of the master. The
- complaint had sometimes made itself audible, even in that deaf city
- and dumb age, that, in the narrow streets without footways, the fierce
- patrician custom of hard driving endangered and maimed the mere vulgar
- in a barbarous manner. But, few cared enough for that to think of it
- a second time, and, in this matter, as in all others, the common
- wretches were left to get out of their difficulties as they could.
-
- With a wild rattle and clatter, and an inhuman abandonment of
- consideration not easy to be understood in these days, the carriage
- dashed through streets and swept round corners, with women screaming
- before it, and men clutching each other and clutching children out of
- its way. At last, swooping at a street corner by a fountain, one of
- its wheels came to a sickening little jolt, and there was a loud cry
- from a number of voices, and the horses reared and plunged.
-
- But for the latter inconvenience, the carriage probably would not
- have stopped; carriages were often known to drive on, and leave their
- wounded behind, and why not? But the frightened valet had got down in
- a hurry, and there were twenty hands at the horses' bridles.
-
- "What has gone wrong?" said Monsieur, calmly looking out.
-
- A tall man in a nightcap had caught up a bundle from among the feet
- of the horses, and had laid it on the basement of the fountain,
- and was down in the mud and wet, howling over it like a wild animal.
-
- "Pardon, Monsieur the Marquis!" said a ragged and submissive man,
- "it is a child."
-
- "Why does he make that abominable noise? Is it his child?"
-
- "Excuse me, Monsieur the Marquis--it is a pity--yes."
-
- The fountain was a little removed; for the street opened, where it
- was, into a space some ten or twelve yards square. As the tall man
- suddenly got up from the ground, and came running at the carriage,
- Monsieur the Marquis clapped his hand for an instant on his sword-hilt.
-
- "Killed!" shrieked the man, in wild desperation, extending both arms
- at their length above his head, and staring at him. "Dead!"
-
- The people closed round, and looked at Monsieur the Marquis.
- There was nothing revealed by the many eyes that looked at him but
- watchfulness and eagerness; there was no visible menacing or anger.
- Neither did the people say anything; after the first cry, they had
- been silent, and they remained so. The voice of the submissive man
- who had spoken, was flat and tame in its extreme submission.
- Monsieur the Marquis ran his eyes over them all, as if they had been
- mere rats come out of their holes.
-
- He took out his purse.
-
- "It is extraordinary to me," said he, "that you people cannot take
- care of yourselves and your children. One or the other of you is for
- ever in the, way. How do I know what injury you have done my horses.
- See! Give him that."
-
- He threw out a gold coin for the valet to pick up, and all the heads
- craned forward that all the eyes might look down at it as it fell.
- The tall man called out again with a most unearthly cry, "Dead!"
-
- He was arrested by the quick arrival of another man, for whom the
- rest made way. On seeing him, the miserable creature fell upon his
- shoulder, sobbing and crying, and pointing to the fountain, where
- some women were stooping over the motionless bundle, and moving
- gently about it. They were as silent, however, as the men.
-
- "I know all, I know all," said the last comer. "Be a brave man, my
- Gaspard! It is better for the poor little plaything to die so, than
- to live. It has died in a moment without pain. Could it have lived
- an hour as happily?"
-
- "You are a philosopher, you there," said the, Marquis, smiling.
- "How do they call you?"
-
- "They call me Defarge."
-
- "Of what trade?"
-
- "Monsieur the Marquis, vendor of wine."
-
- "Pick up that, philosopher and vendor of wine," said the Marquis,
- throwing him another gold coin, "and spend it as you will.
- The horses there; are they right?"
-
- Without deigning to look at the assemblage a second time, Monsieur
- the Marquis leaned back in his seat, and was just being driven away
- with the air of a gentleman who had accidentally broke some common
- thing, and had paid for it, and could afford to pay for it; when his
- ease was suddenly disturbed by a coin flying into his carriage,
- and ringing on its floor.
-
- "Hold!" said Monsieur the Marquis. "Hold the horses! Who threw that?"
-
- He looked to the spot where Defarge the vendor of wine had stood,
- a moment before; but the wretched father was grovelling on his face
- on the pavement in that spot, and the figure that stood beside him
- was the figure of a dark stout woman, knitting.
-
- "You dogs!" said the Marquis, but smoothly, and with an unchanged front,
- except as to the spots on his nose: "I would ride over any of you
- very willingly, and exterminate you from the earth. If I knew which
- rascal threw at the carriage, and if that brigand were sufficiently
- near it, he should be crushed under the wheels."
-
- So cowed was their condition, and so long and hard their experience
- of what such a man could do to them, within the law and beyond it,
- that not a voice, or a hand, or even an eye was raised. Among the
- men, not one. But the woman who stood knitting looked up steadily,
- and looked the Marquis in the face. It was not for his dignity to
- notice it; his contemptuous eyes passed over her, and over all the
- other rats; and he leaned back in his seat again, and gave the word
- "Go on!"
-
- He was driven on, and other carriages came whirling by in quick
- succession; the Minister, the State-Projector, the Farmer-General,
- the Doctor, the Lawyer, the Ecclesiastic, the Grand Opera, the
- Comedy, the whole Fancy Ball in a bright continuous flow, came
- whirling by. The rats had crept out of their holes to look on,
- and they remained looking on for hours; soldiers and police often
- passing between them and the spectacle, and making a barrier behind
- which they slunk, and through which they peeped. The father had long
- ago taken up his bundle and bidden himself away with it, when the
- women who had tended the bundle while it lay on the base of the
- fountain, sat there watching the running of the water and the rolling
- of the Fancy Ball--when the one woman who had stood conspicuous,
- knitting, still knitted on with the steadfastness of Fate. The water
- of the fountain ran, the swift river ran, the day ran into evening,
- so much life in the city ran into death according to rule, time and
- tide waited for no man, the rats were sleeping close together in
- their dark holes again, the Fancy Ball was lighted up at supper,
- all things ran their course.
-
-
-
- VIII
-
- Monseigneur in the Country
-
-
- A beautiful landscape, with the corn bright in it, but not abundant.
- Patches of poor rye where com should have been, patches of poor peas
- and beans, patches of most coarse vegetable substitutes for wheat.
- On inanimate nature, as on the men and women who cultivated it,
- a prevalent tendency towards an appearance of vegetating
- unwillingly--a dejected disposition to give up, and wither away.
-
- Monsieur the Marquis in his travelling carriage (which might have
- been lighter), conducted by four post-horses and two postilions,
- fagged up a steep hill. A blush on the countenance of Monsieur the
- Marquis was no impeachment of his high breeding; it was not from
- within; it was occasioned by an external circumstance beyond his
- control--the setting sun.
-
- The sunset struck so brilliantly into the travelling carriage when it
- gained the hill-top, that its occupant was steeped in crimson.
- "It will die out," said Monsieur the Marquis, glancing at his hands,
- "directly."
-
- In effect, the sun was so low that it dipped at the moment. When the
- heavy drag had been adjusted to the wheel, and the carriage slid down
- hill, with a cinderous smell, in a cloud of dust, the red glow departed
- quickly; the sun and the Marquis going down together, there was no
- glow left when the drag was taken off.
-
- But, there remained a broken country, bold and open, a little village
- at the bottom of the hill, a broad sweep and rise beyond it, a church-
- tower, a windmill, a forest for the chase, and a crag with a fortress
- on it used as a prison. Round upon all these darkening objects as
- the night drew on, the Marquis looked, with the air of one who was
- coming near home.
-
- The village had its one poor street, with its poor brewery, poor
- tannery, poor tavern, poor stable-yard for relays of post-horses,
- poor fountain, all usual poor appointments. It had its poor people
- too. All its people were poor, and many of them were sitting at
- their doors, shredding spare onions and the like for supper, while
- many were at the fountain, washing leaves, and grasses, and any such
- small yieldings of the earth that could be eaten. Expressive sips of
- what made them poor, were not wanting; the tax for the state, the tax
- for the church, the tax for the lord, tax local and tax general, were
- to be paid here and to be paid there, according to solemn inscription
- in the little village, until the wonder was, that there was any
- village left unswallowed.
-
- Few children were to be seen, and no dogs. As to the men and women,
- their choice on earth was stated in the prospect--Life on the lowest
- terms that could sustain it, down in the little village under the
- mill; or captivity and Death in the dominant prison on the crag.
-
- Heralded by a courier in advance, and by the cracking of his
- postilions' whips, which twined snake-like about their heads in the
- evening air, as if he came attended by the Furies, Monsieur the
- Marquis drew up in his travelling carriage at the posting-house gate.
- It was hard by the fountain, and the peasants suspended their
- operations to look at him. He looked at them, and saw in them,
- without knowing it, the slow sure filing down of misery-worn face and
- figure, that was to make the meagreness of Frenchmen an English
- superstition which should survive the truth through the best part of
- a hundred years.
-
- Monsieur the Marquis cast his eyes over the submissive faces that
- drooped before him, as the like of himself had drooped before
- Monseigneur of the Court--only the difference was, that these faces
- drooped merely to suffer and not to propitiate--when a grizzled
- mender of the roads joined the group.
-
- "Bring me hither that fellow!" said the Marquis to the courier.
-
- The fellow was brought, cap in hand, and the other fellows closed
- round to look and listen, in the manner of the people at the Paris
- fountain.
-
- "I passed you on the road?"
-
- "Monseigneur, it is true. I had the honour of being passed on the road."
-
- "Coming up the hill, and at the top of the hill, both?"
-
- "Monseigneur, it is true."
-
- "What did you look at, so fixedly?"
-
- "Monseigneur, I looked at the man."
-
- He stooped a little, and with his tattered blue cap pointed under the
- carriage. All his fellows stooped to look under the carriage.
-
- "What man, pig? And why look there?"
-
- "Pardon, Monseigneur; he swung by the chain of the shoe--the drag."
-
- "Who?" demanded the traveller.
-
- "Monseigneur, the man."
-
- "May the Devil carry away these idiots! How do you can the man?
- You know all the men of this part of the country. Who was he?"
-
- "Your clemency, Monseigneur! He was not of this part of the country.
- Of all the days of my life, I never saw him."
-
- "Swinging by the chain? To be suffocated?"
-
- "With your gracious permission, that was the wonder of it,
- Monseigneur. His head hanging over--like this!"
-
- He turned himself sideways to the carriage, and leaned back, with his
- face thrown up to the sky, and his head hanging down; then recovered
- himself, fumbled with his cap, and made a bow.
-
- "What was he like?"
-
- "Monseigneur, he was whiter than the miller. All covered with dust,
- white as a spectre, tall as a spectre!"
-
- The picture produced an immense sensation in the little crowd;
- but all eyes, without comparing notes with other eyes, looked at
- Monsieur the Marquis. Perhaps, to observe whether he had any spectre
- on his conscience.
-
- "Truly, you did well," said the Marquis, felicitously sensible that
- such vermin were not to ruffle him, "to see a thief accompanying my
- carriage, and not open that great mouth of yours. Bah! Put him aside,
- Monsieur Gabelle!"
-
- Monsieur Gabelle was the Postmaster, and some other taxing functionary
- united; he had come out with great obsequiousness to assist at this
- examination, and had held the examined by the drapery of his arm in
- an official manner.
-
- "Bah! Go aside!" said Monsieur Gabelle.
-
- "Lay hands on this stranger if he seeks to lodge in your village
- to-night, and be sure that his business is honest, Gabelle."
-
- "Monseigneur, I am flattered to devote myself to your orders."
-
- "Did he run away, fellow?--where is that Accursed?"
-
- The accursed was already under the carriage with some half-dozen
- particular friends, pointing out the chain with his blue cap.
- Some half-dozen other particular friends promptly hauled him out,
- and presented him breathless to Monsieur the Marquis.
-
- "Did the man run away, Dolt, when we stopped for the drag?"
-
- "Monseigneur, he precipitated himself over the hill-side, head first,
- as a person plunges into the river."
-
- "See to it, Gabelle. Go on!"
-
- The half-dozen who were peering at the chain were still among the
- wheels, like sheep; the wheels turned so suddenly that they were
- lucky to save their skins and bones; they had very little else to
- save, or they might not have been so fortunate.
-
- The burst with which the carriage started out of the village and up
- the rise beyond, was soon checked by the steepness of the hill.
- Gradually, it subsided to a foot pace, swinging and lumbering upward
- among the many sweet scents of a summer night. The postilions, with
- a thousand gossamer gnats circling about them in lieu of the Furies,
- quietly mended the points to the lashes of their whips; the valet
- walked by the horses; the courier was audible, trotting on ahead into
- the dun distance.
-
- At the steepest point of the hill there was a little burial-ground,
- with a Cross and a new large figure of Our Saviour on it; it was a
- poor figure in wood, done by some inexperienced rustic carver, but he
- had studied the figure from the life--his own life, maybe--for it was
- dreadfully spare and thin.
-
- To this distressful emblem of a great distress that had long been
- growing worse, and was not at its worst, a woman was kneeling.
- She turned her head as the carriage came up to her, rose quickly,
- and presented herself at the carriage-door.
-
- "It is you, Monseigneur! Monseigneur, a petition."
-
- With an exclamation of impatience, but with his unchangeable face,
- Monseigneur looked out.
-
- "How, then! What is it? Always petitions!"
-
- "Monseigneur. For the love of the great God! My husband, the forester."
-
- "What of your husband, the forester? Always the same with you people.
- He cannot pay something?"
-
- "He has paid all, Monseigneur. He is dead."
-
- "Well! He is quiet. Can I restore him to you?"
-
- "Alas, no, Monseigneur! But he lies yonder, under a little heap of
- poor grass."
-
- "Well?"
-
- "Monseigneur, there are so many little heaps of poor grass?"
-
- "Again, well?"
-
- She looked an old woman, but was young. Her manner was one of
- passionate grief; by turns she clasped her veinous and knotted hands
- together with wild energy, and laid one of them on the carriage-door
- --tenderly, caressingly, as if it had been a human breast, and could
- be expected to feel the appealing touch.
-
- "Monseigneur, hear me! Monseigneur, hear my petition! My husband
- died of want; so many die of want; so many more will die of want."
-
- "Again, well? Can I feed them?"
-
- "Monseigneur, the good God knows; but I don't ask it. My petition is,
- that a morsel of stone or wood, with my husband's name, may be placed
- over him to show where he lies. Otherwise, the place will be quickly
- forgotten, it will never be found when I am dead of the same malady,
- I shall be laid under some other heap of poor grass. Monseigneur,
- they are so many, they increase so fast, there is so much want.
- Monseigneur! Monseigneur!"
-
- The valet had put her away from the door, the carriage had broken
- into a brisk trot, the postilions had quickened the pace, she was
- left far behind, and Monseigneur, again escorted by the Furies, was
- rapidly diminishing the league or two of distance that remained
- between him and his chateau.
-
- The sweet scents of the summer night rose all around him, and rose,
- as the rain falls, impartially, on the dusty, ragged, and toil-worn
- group at the fountain not far away; to whom the mender of roads, with
- the aid of the blue cap without which he was nothing, still enlarged
- upon his man like a spectre, as long as they could bear it.
- By degrees, as they could bear no more, they dropped off one by one,
- and lights twinkled in little casements; which lights, as the
- casements darkened, and more stars came out, seemed to have shot up
- into the sky instead of having been extinguished.
-
- The shadow of a large high-roofed house, and of many over-hanging
- trees, was upon Monsieur the Marquis by that time; and the shadow was
- exchanged for the light of a flambeau, as his carriage stopped,
- and the great door of his chateau was opened to him.
-
- "Monsieur Charles, whom I expect; is he arrived from England?"
-
- "Monseigneur, not yet."
-
-
-
- IX
-
- The Gorgon's Head
-
-
- It was a heavy mass of building, that chateau of Monsieur the Marquis,
- with a large stone courtyard before it, and two stone sweeps of
- staircase meeting in a stone terrace before the principal door.
- A stony business altogether, with heavy stone balustrades, and stone
- urns, and stone flowers, and stone faces of men, and stone heads of
- lions, in all directions. As if the Gorgon's head had surveyed it,
- when it was finished, two centuries ago.
-
- Up the broad flight of shallow steps, Monsieur the Marquis, flambeau
- preceded, went from his carriage, sufficiently disturbing the darkness
- to elicit loud remonstrance from an owl in the roof of the great pile
- of stable building away among the trees. All else was so quiet, that
- the flambeau carried up the steps, and the other flambeau held at the
- great door, burnt as if they were in a close room of state, instead
- of being in the open night-air. Other sound than the owl's voice
- there was none, save the failing of a fountain into its stone basin;
- for, it was one of those dark nights that hold their breath by the hour
- together, and then heave a long low sigh, and hold their breath again.
-
- The great door clanged behind him, and Monsieur the Marquis crossed
- a hall grim with certain old boar-spears, swords, and knives of the
- chase; grimmer with certain heavy riding-rods and riding-whips, of
- which many a peasant, gone to his benefactor Death, had felt the
- weight when his lord was angry.
-
- Avoiding the larger rooms, which were dark and made fast for the
- night, Monsieur the Marquis, with his flambeau-bearer going on before,
- went up the staircase to a door in a corridor. This thrown open,
- admitted him to his own private apartment of three rooms:
- his bed-chamber and two others. High vaulted rooms with cool
- uncarpeted floors, great dogs upon the hearths for the burning
- of wood in winter time, and all luxuries befitting the state
- of a marquis in a luxurious age and country. The fashion
- of the last Louis but one, of the line that was never to break
- --the fourteenth Louis--was conspicuous in their rich furniture;
- but, it was diversified by many objects that were illustrations
- of old pages in the history of France.
-
- A supper-table was laid for two, in the third of the rooms; a round
- room, in one of the chateau's four extinguisher-topped towers.
- A small lofty room, with its window wide open, and the wooden
- jalousie-blinds closed, so that the dark night only showed in slight
- horizontal lines of black, alternating with their broad lines of
- stone colour.
-
- "My nephew," said the Marquis, glancing at the supper preparation;
- "they said he was not arrived."
-
- Nor was he; but, he had been expected with Monseigneur.
-
- "Ah! It is not probable he will arrive to-night; nevertheless, leave
- the table as it is. I shall be ready in a quarter of an hour."
-
- In a quarter of an hour Monseigneur was ready, and sat down alone
- to his sumptuous and choice supper. His chair was opposite to the
- window, and he had taken his soup, and was raising his glass of
- Bordeaux to his lips, when he put it down.
-
- "What is that?" he calmly asked, looking with attention at the
- horizontal lines of black and stone colour.
-
- "Monseigneur? That?"
-
- "Outside the blinds. Open the blinds."
-
- It was done.
-
- "Well?"
-
- "Monseigneur, it is nothing. The trees and the night are all that
- are here."
-
- The servant who spoke, had thrown the blinds wide, had looked out
- into the vacant darkness, and stood with that blank behind him,
- looking round for instructions.
-
- "Good," said the imperturbable master. "Close them again."
-
- That was done too, and the Marquis went on with his supper. He was
- half way through it, when he again stopped with his glass in his
- hand, hearing the sound of wheels. It came on briskly, and came up
- to the front of the chateau.
-
- "Ask who is arrived."
-
- It was the nephew of Monseigneur. He had been some few leagues
- behind Monseigneur, early in the afternoon. He had diminished the
- distance rapidly, but not so rapidly as to come up with Monseigneur
- on the road. He had heard of Monseigneur, at the posting-houses,
- as being before him.
-
- He was to be told (said Monseigneur) that supper awaited him then and
- there, and that he was prayed to come to it. In a little while he came.
- He had been known in England as Charles Darnay.
-
- Monseigneur received him in a courtly manner, but they did not shake hands.
-
- "You left Paris yesterday, sir?" he said to Monseigneur, as he took
- his seat at table.
-
- "Yesterday. And you?"
-
- "I come direct."
-
- "From London?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "You have been a long time coming," said the Marquis, with a smile.
-
- "On the contrary; I come direct."
-
- "Pardon me! I mean, not a long time on the journey; a long time
- intending the journey."
-
- "I have been detained by"--the nephew stopped a moment in his
- answer--"various business."
-
- "Without doubt," said the polished uncle.
-
- So long as a servant was present, no other words passed between them.
- When coffee had been served and they were alone together, the nephew,
- looking at the uncle and meeting the eyes of the face that was like a
- fine mask, opened a conversation.
-
- "I have come back, sir, as you anticipate, pursuing the object that
- took me away. It carried me into great and unexpected peril; but it
- is a sacred object, and if it had carried me to death I hope it would
- have sustained me."
-
- "Not to death," said the uncle; "it is not necessary to say, to death."
-
- "I doubt, sir," returned the nephew, "whether, if it had carried me
- to the utmost brink of death, you would have cared to stop me there."
-
- The deepened marks in the nose, and the lengthening of the fine
- straight lines in the cruel face, looked ominous as to that; the
- uncle made a graceful gesture of protest, which was so clearly a
- slight form of good breeding that it was not reassuring.
-
- "Indeed, sir," pursued the nephew, "for anything I know, you may
- have expressly worked to give a more suspicious appearance to the
- suspicious circumstances that surrounded me."
-
- "No, no, no," said the uncle, pleasantly.
-
- "But, however that may be," resumed the nephew, glancing at him with
- deep distrust, "I know that your diplomacy would stop me by any
- means, and would know no scruple as to means."
-
- "My friend, I told you so," said the uncle, with a fine pulsation in
- the two marks. "Do me the favour to recall that I told you so, long ago."
-
- "I recall it."
-
- "Thank you," said the Marquise--very sweetly indeed.
-
- His tone lingered in the air, almost like the tone of a musical
- instrument.
-
- "In effect, sir," pursued the nephew, "I believe it to be at once
- your bad fortune, and my good fortune, that has kept me out of a
- prison in France here."
-
- "I do not quite understand," returned the uncle, sipping his coffee.
- "Dare I ask you to explain?"
-
- "I believe that if you were not in disgrace with the Court,
- and had not been overshadowed by that cloud for years past, a letter
- de cachet would have sent me to some fortress indefinitely."
-
- "It is possible," said the uncle, with great calmness. "For the
- honour of the family, I could even resolve to incommode you to that
- extent. Pray excuse me!"
-
- "I perceive that, happily for me, the Reception of the day before
- yesterday was, as usual, a cold one," observed the nephew.
-
- "I would not say happily, my friend," returned the uncle, with
- refined politeness; "I would not be sure of that. A good opportunity
- for consideration, surrounded by the advantages of solitude, might
- influence your destiny to far greater advantage than you influence it
- for yourself. But it is useless to discuss the question. I am, as
- you say, at a disadvantage. These little instruments of correction,
- these gentle aids to the power and honour of families, these slight
- favours that might so incommode you, are only to be obtained now by
- interest and importunity. They are sought by so many, and they are
- granted (comparatively) to so few! It used not to be so, but France
- in all such things is changed for the worse. Our not remote
- ancestors held the right of life and death over the surrounding
- vulgar. From this room, many such dogs have been taken out to be
- hanged; in the next room (my bedroom), one fellow, to our knowledge,
- was poniarded on the spot for professing some insolent delicacy
- respecting his daughter--HIS daughter? We have lost many privileges;
- a new philosophy has become the mode; and the assertion of our
- station, in these days, might (I do not go so far as to say would,
- but might) cause us real inconvenience. All very bad, very bad!"
-
- The Marquis took a gentle little pinch of snuff, and shook his head;
- as elegantly despondent as he could becomingly be of a country still
- containing himself, that great means of regeneration.
-
- "We have so asserted our station, both in the old time and in the
- modern time also," said the nephew, gloomily, "that I believe our
- name to be more detested than any name in France."
-
- "Let us hope so," said the uncle. "Detestation of the high is the
- involuntary homage of the low."
-
- "There is not," pursued the nephew, in his former tone, "a face I can
- look at, in all this country round about us, which looks at me with
- any deference on it but the dark deference of fear and slavery."
-
- "A compliment," said the Marquis, "to the grandeur of the family,
- merited by the manner in which the family has sustained its grandeur.
- Hah!" And he took another gentle little pinch of snuff, and lightly
- crossed his legs.
-
- But, when his nephew, leaning an elbow on the table, covered his eyes
- thoughtfully and dejectedly with his hand, the fine mask looked at him
- sideways with a stronger concentration of keenness, closeness, and dislike,
- than was comportable with its wearer's assumption of indifference.
-
- "Repression is the only lasting philosophy. The dark deference of
- fear and slavery, my friend," observed the Marquis, "will keep the
- dogs obedient to the whip, as long as this roof," looking up to it,
- "shuts out the sky."
-
- That might not be so long as the Marquis supposed. If a picture of
- the chateau as it was to be a very few years hence, and of fifty like
- it as they too were to be a very few years hence, could have been
- shown to him that night, he might have been at a loss to claim his
- own from the ghastly, fire-charred, plunder-wrecked rains. As for
- the roof he vaunted, he might have found THAT shutting out the sky
- in a new way--to wit, for ever, from the eyes of the bodies into which
- its lead was fired, out of the barrels of a hundred thousand muskets.
-
- "Meanwhile," said the Marquis, "I will preserve the honour and repose
- of the family, if you will not. But you must be fatigued. Shall we
- terminate our conference for the night?"
-
- "A moment more."
-
- "An hour, if you please."
-
- "Sir," said the nephew, "we have done wrong, and are reaping the
- fruits of wrong."
-
- "WE have done wrong?" repeated the Marquis, with an inquiring
- smile, and delicately pointing, first to his nephew, then to himself.
-
- "Our family; our honourable family, whose honour is of so much
- account to both of us, in such different ways. Even in my father's
- time, we did a world of wrong, injuring every human creature who came
- between us and our pleasure, whatever it was. Why need I speak of my
- father's time, when it is equally yours? Can I separate my father's
- twin-brother, joint inheritor, and next successor, from himself?"
-
- "Death has done that!" said the Marquis.
-
- "And has left me," answered the nephew, "bound to a system that is
- frightful to me, responsible for it, but powerless in it; seeking to
- execute the last request of my dear mother's lips, and obey the last
- look of my dear mother's eyes, which implored me to have mercy and to
- redress; and tortured by seeking assistance and power in vain."
-
- "Seeking them from me, my nephew," said the Marquis, touching him on
- the breast with his forefinger--they were now standing by the
- hearth--"you will for ever seek them in vain, be assured."
-
- Every fine straight line in the clear whiteness of his face, was
- cruelly, craftily, and closely compressed, while he stood looking
- quietly at his nephew, with his snuff-box in his hand. Once again he
- touched him on the breast, as though his finger were the fine point
- of a small sword, with which, in delicate finesse, he ran him through
- the body, and said,
-
- "My friend, I will die, perpetuating the system under which I have lived."
-
- When he had said it, he took a culminating pinch of snuff, and put
- his box in his pocket.
-
- "Better to be a rational creature," he added then, after ringing a
- small bell on the table, "and accept your natural destiny. But you
- are lost, Monsieur Charles, I see."
-
- "This property and France are lost to me," said the nephew, sadly;
- "I renounce them."
-
- "Are they both yours to renounce? France may be, but is the property?
- It is scarcely worth mentioning; but, is it yet?"
-
- "I had no intention, in the words I used, to claim it yet. If it
- passed to me from you, to-morrow--"
-
- "Which I have the vanity to hope is not probable."
-
- "--or twenty years hence--"
-
- "You do me too much honour," said the Marquis; "still, I prefer that
- supposition."
-
- "--I would abandon it, and live otherwise and elsewhere. It is
- little to relinquish. What is it but a wilderness of misery and ruin!"
-
- "Hah!" said the Marquis, glancing round the luxurious room.
-
- "To the eye it is fair enough, here; but seen in its integrity, under
- the sky, and by the daylight, it is a crumbling tower of waste,
- mismanagement, extortion, debt, mortgage, oppression, hunger,
- nakedness, and suffering."
-
- "Hah!" said the Marquis again, in a well-satisfied manner.
-
- "If it ever becomes mine, it shall be put into some hands better
- qualified to free it slowly (if such a thing is possible) from the
- weight that drags it down, so that the miserable people who cannot
- leave it and who have been long wrung to the last point of endurance,
- may, in another generation, suffer less; but it is not for me.
- There is a curse on it, and on all this land."
-
- "And you?" said the uncle. "Forgive my curiosity; do you, under your
- new philosophy, graciously intend to live?"
-
- "I must do, to live, what others of my countrymen, even with nobility
- at their backs, may have to do some day-work."
-
- "In England, for example?"
-
- "Yes. The family honour, sir, is safe from me in this country. The
- family name can suffer from me in no other, for I bear it in no other."
-
- The ringing of the bell had caused the adjoining bed-chamber to be
- lighted. It now shone brightly, through the door of communication.
- The Marquis looked that way, and listened for the retreating step of
- his valet.
-
- "England is very attractive to you, seeing how indifferently you have
- prospered there," he observed then, turning his calm face to his
- nephew with a smile.
-
- "I have already said, that for my prospering there, I am sensible I
- may be indebted to you, sir. For the rest, it is my Refuge."
-
- "They say, those boastful English, that it is the Refuge of many.
- You know a compatriot who has found a Refuge there? A Doctor?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "With a daughter?"
-
- "Yes."
-
- "Yes," said the Marquis. "You are fatigued. Good night!"
-
- As he bent his head in his most courtly manner, there was a secrecy
- in his smiling face, and he conveyed an air of mystery to those
- words, which struck the eyes and ears of his nephew forcibly. At the
- same time, the thin straight lines of the setting of the eyes, and
- the thin straight lips, and the markings in the nose, curved with a
- sarcasm that looked handsomely diabolic.
-
- "Yes," repeated the Marquis. "A Doctor with a daughter. Yes.
- So commences the new philosophy! You are fatigued. Good night!"
-
- It would have been of as much avail to interrogate any stone face
- outside the chateau as to interrogate that face of his. The nephew
- looked at him, in vain, in passing on to the door.
-
- "Good night!" said the uncle. "I look to the pleasure of seeing you
- again in the morning. Good repose! Light Monsieur my nephew to his
- chamber there!--And burn Monsieur my nephew in his bed, if you will,"
- he added to himself, before he rang his little ben again, and summoned
- his valet to his own bedroom.
-
- The valet come and gone, Monsieur the Marquis walked to and fro in
- his loose chamber-robe, to prepare himself gently for sleep, that hot
- still night. Rustling about the room, his softly-slippered feet
- making no noise on the floor, he moved like a refined tiger:--looked
- like some enchanted marquis of the impenitently wicked sort, in story,
- whose periodical change into tiger form was either just going off, or
- just coming on.
-
- He moved from end to end of his voluptuous bedroom, looking again at
- the scraps of the day's journey that came unbidden into his mind; the
- slow toil up the hill at sunset, the setting sun, the descent, the
- mill, the prison on the crag, the little village in the hollow, the
- peasants at the fountain, and the mender of roads with his blue cap
- pointing out the chain under the carriage. That fountain suggested
- the Paris fountain, the little bundle lying on the step, the women
- bending over it, and the tall man with his arms up, crying, "Dead!"
-
- "I am cool now," said Monsieur the Marquis, "and may go to bed."
-
- So, leaving only one light burning on the large hearth, he let his
- thin gauze curtains fa]J around him, and heard the night break its
- silence with a long sigh as he composed himself to sleep.
-
- The stone faces on the outer wails stared blindly at the black night
- for three heavy hours; for three heavy hours, the horses in the
- stables rattled at their racks, the dogs barked, and the owl made a
- noise with very little resemblance in it to the noise conventionally
- assigned to the owl by men-poets. But it is the obstinate custom of
- such creatures hardly ever to say what is set down for them.
-
- For three heavy hours, the stone faces of the chateau, lion and
- human, stared blindly at the night. Dead darkness lay on all the
- landscape, dead darkness added its own hush to the hushing dust on
- all the roads. The burial-place had got to the pass that its little
- heaps of poor grass were undistinguishable from one another; the
- figure on the Cross might have come down, for anything that could be
- seen of it. In the village, taxers and taxed were fast asleep.
- Dreaming, perhaps, of banquets, as the starved usually do, and of
- ease and rest, as the driven slave and the yoked ox may, its lean
- inhabitants slept soundly, and were fed and freed.
-
- The fountain in the village flowed unseen and unheard, and the
- fountain at the chateau dropped unseen and unheard--both melting
- away, like the minutes that were falling from the spring of Time--
- through three dark hours. Then, the grey water of both began to be
- ghostly in the light, and the eyes of the stone faces of the chateau
- were opened.
-
- Lighter and lighter, until at last the sun touched the tops of the
- still trees, and poured its radiance over the hill. In the glow,
- the water of the chateau fountain seemed to turn to blood, and the
- stone faces crimsoned. The carol of the birds was loud and high,
- and, on the weather-beaten sill of the great window of the bed-
- chamber of Monsieur the Marquis, one little bird sang its sweetest
- song with all its might. At this, the nearest stone face seemed
- to stare amazed, and, with open mouth and dropped under-jaw, looked
- awe-stricken.
-
- Now, the sun was full up, and movement began in the village.
- Casement windows opened, crazy doors were unbarred, and people came
- forth shivering--chilled, as yet, by the new sweet air. Then began
- the rarely lightened toil of the day among the village population.
- Some, to the fountain; some, to the fields; men and women here, to
- dig and delve; men and women there, to see to the poor live stock,
- and lead the bony cows out, to such pasture as could be found by the
- roadside. In the church and at the Cross, a kneeling figure or two;
- attendant on the latter prayers, the led cow, trying for a breakfast
- among the weeds at its foot.
-
- The chateau awoke later, as became its quality, but awoke gradually
- and surely. First, the lonely boar-spears and knives of the chase
- had been reddened as of old; then, had gleamed trenchant in the
- morning sunshine; now, doors and windows were thrown open, horses
- in their stables looked round over their shoulders at the light and
- freshness pouring in at doorways, leaves sparkled and rustled at
- iron-grated windows, dogs pulled hard at their chains, and reared
- impatient to be loosed.
-
- All these trivial incidents belonged to the routine of life, and the
- return of morning. Surely, not so the ringing of the great bell of
- the chateau, nor the running up and down the stairs; nor the hurried
- figures on the terrace; nor the booting and tramping here and there
- and everywhere, nor the quick saddling of horses and riding away?
-
- What winds conveyed this hurry to the grizzled mender of roads,
- already at work on the hill-top beyond the village, with his day's
- dinner (not much to carry) lying in a bundle that it was worth no
- crow's while to peck at, on a heap of stones? Had the birds, carrying
- some grains of it to a distance, dropped one over him as they sow
- chance seeds? Whether or no, the mender of roads ran, on the sultry
- morning, as if for his life, down the hill, knee-high in dust, and
- never stopped till he got to the fountain.
-
- All the people of the village were at the fountain, standing about in
- their depressed manner, and whispering low, but showing no other
- emotions than grim curiosity and surprise. The led cows, hastily
- brought in and tethered to anything that would hold them, were looking
- stupidly on, or lying down chewing the cud of nothing particularly
- repaying their trouble, which they had picked up in their interrupted
- saunter. Some of the people of the chateau, and some of those of the
- posting-house, and all the taxing authorities, were armed more or less,
- and were crowded on the other side of the little street in a
- purposeless way, that was highly fraught with nothing. Already,
- the mender of roads had penetrated into the midst of a group of fifty
- particular friends, and was smiting himself in the breast with his
- blue cap. What did all this portend, and what portended the swift
- hoisting-up of Monsieur Gabelle behind a servant on horseback, and
- the conveying away of the said Gabelle (double-laden though the horse
- was), at a gallop, like a new version of the German ballad of Leonora?
-
- It portended that there was one stone face too many, up at the chateau.
-
- The Gorgon had surveyed the building again in the night, and had
- added the one stone face wanting; the stone face for which it had
- waited through about two hundred years.
-
- It lay back on the pillow of Monsieur the Marquis. It was like a
- fine mask, suddenly startled, made angry, and petrified. Driven home
- into the heart of the stone figure attached to it, was a knife.
- Round its hilt was a frill of paper, on which was scrawled:
-
- "Drive him fast to his tomb. This, from Jacques."
-
-
-
- X
-
- Two Promises
-
-
- More months, to the number of twelve, had come and gone, and Mr.
- Charles Darnay was established in England as a higher teacher of the
- French language who was conversant with French literature. In this
- age, he would have been a Professor; in that age, he was a Tutor.
- He read with young men who could find any leisure and interest for
- the study of a living tongue spoken all over the world, and he
- cultivated a taste for its stores of knowledge and fancy. He could
- write of them, besides, in sound English, and render them into sound
- English. Such masters were not at that time easily found; Princes
- that had been, and Kings that were to be, were not yet of the Teacher
- class, and no ruined nobility had dropped out of Tellson's ledgers,
- to turn cooks and carpenters. As a tutor, whose attainments made the
- student's way unusually pleasant and profitable, and as an elegant
- translator who brought something to his work besides mere dictionary
- knowledge, young Mr. Darnay soon became known and encouraged. He was
- well acquainted, more-over, with the circumstances of his country,
- and those were of ever-growing interest. So, with great perseverance
- and untiring industry, he prospered.
-
- In London, he had expected neither to walk on pavements of gold, nor
- to lie on beds of roses; if he had had any such exalted expectation,
- he would not have prospered. He had expected labour, and he found it,
- and did it and made the best of it. In this, his prosperity consisted.
-
- A certain portion of his time was passed at Cambridge, where he read
- with undergraduates as a sort of tolerated smuggler who drove a
- contraband trade in European languages, instead of conveying Greek
- and Latin through the Custom-house. The rest of his time he passed
- in London.
-
- Now, from the days when it was always summer in Eden, to these days
- when it is mostly winter in fallen latitudes, the world of a man has
- invariably gone one way--Charles Darnay's way--the way of the love of
- a woman.
-
- He had loved Lucie Manette from the hour of his danger. He had never
- heard a sound so sweet and dear as the sound of her compassionate
- voice; he had never seen a face so tenderly beautiful, as hers when
- it was confronted with his own on the edge of the grave that had been
- dug for him. But, he had not yet spoken to her on the subject;
- the assassination at the deserted chateau far away beyond the heaving
- water and the long, tong, dusty roads--the solid stone chateau which
- had itself become the mere mist of a dream--had been done a year,
- and he had never yet, by so much as a single spoken word, disclosed
- to her the state of his heart.
-
- That he had his reasons for this, he knew full well. It was again a
- summer day when, lately arrived in London from his college occupation,
- he turned into the quiet corner in Soho, bent on seeking an opportunity
- of opening his mind to Doctor Manette. It was the close of the
- summer day, and he knew Lucie to be out with Miss Pross.
-
- He found the Doctor reading in his arm-chair at a window. The energy
- which had at once supported him under his old sufferings and aggravated
- their sharpness, had been gradually restored to him. He was now a
- very energetic man indeed, with great firmness of purpose, strength
- of resolution, and vigour of action. In his recovered energy he was
- sometimes a little fitful and sudden, as he had at first been in the
- exercise of his other recovered faculties; but, this had never been
- frequently observable, and had grown more and more rare.
-
- He studied much, slept little, sustained a great deal of fatigue with
- ease, and was equably cheerful. To him, now entered Charles Darnay,
- at sight of whom he laid aside his book and held out his hand.
-
- "Charles Darnay! I rejoice to see you. We have been counting on your
- return these three or four days past. Mr. Stryver and Sydney Carton
- were both here yesterday, and both made you out to be more than due."
-
- "I am obliged to them for their interest in the matter," he answered,
- a little coldly as to them, though very warmly as to the Doctor.
- "Miss Manette--"
-
- "Is well," said the Doctor, as he stopped short, "and your return
- will delight us all. She has gone out on some household matters,
- but will soon be home."
-
- "Doctor Manette, I knew she was from home. I took the opportunity of
- her being from home, to beg to speak to you."
-
- There was a blank silence.
-
- "Yes?" said the Doctor, with evident constraint. "Bring your chair here,
- and speak on."
-
- He complied as to the chair, but appeared to find the speaking on
- less easy.
-
- "I have had the happiness, Doctor Manette, of being so intimate
- here," so he at length began, "for some year and a half, that I hope
- the topic on which I am about to touch may not--"
-
- He was stayed by the Doctor's putting out his hand to stop him.
- When he had kept it so a little while, he said, drawing it back:
-
- "Is Lucie the topic?"
-
- "She is."
-
- "It is hard for me to speak of her at any time. It is very hard for
- me to hear her spoken of in that tone of yours, Charles Darnay."
-
- "It is a tone of fervent admiration, true homage, and deep love,
- Doctor Manette!" he said deferentially.
-
- There was another blank silence before her father rejoined:
-
- "I believe it. I do you justice; I believe it."
-
- His constraint was so manifest, and it was so manifest, too, that it
- originated in an unwillingness to approach the subject, that Charles
- Darnay hesitated.
-
- "Shall I go on, sir?"
-
- Another blank.
-
- "Yes, go on."
-
- "You anticipate what I would say, though you cannot know how earnestly
- I say it, how earnestly I feel it, without knowing my secret heart,
- and the hopes and fears and anxieties with which it has long been
- laden. Dear Doctor Manette, I love your daughter fondly, dearly,
- disinterestedly, devotedly. If ever there were love in the world,
- I love her. You have loved yourself; let your old love speak for me!"
-
- The Doctor sat with his face turned away, and his eyes bent on the
- ground. At the last words, he stretched out his hand again, hurriedly,
- and cried:
-
- "Not that, sir! Let that be! I adjure you, do not recall that!"
-
- His cry was so like a cry of actual pain, that it rang in Charles
- Darnay's ears long after he had ceased. He motioned with the hand he
- had extended, and it seemed to be an appeal to Darnay to pause.
- The latter so received it, and remained silent.
-
- "I ask your pardon," said the Doctor, in a subdued tone, after some
- moments. "I do not doubt your loving Lucie; you may be satisfied of it."
-
- He turned towards him in his chair, but did not look at him, or raise
- his eyes. His chin dropped upon his hand, and his white hair
- overshadowed his face:
-
- "Have you spoken to Lucie?"
-
- "No."
-
- "Nor written?"
-
- "Never."
-
- "It would be ungenerous to affect not to know that your self-denial
- is to be referred to your consideration for her father. Her father
- thanks you.
-
- He offered his hand; but his eyes did not go with it.
-
- "I know," said Darnay, respectfully, "how can I fail to know,
- Doctor Manette, I who have seen you together from day to day,
- that between you and Miss Manette there is an affection so unusual,
- so touching, so belonging to the circumstances in which it has been
- nurtured, that it can have few parallels, even in the tenderness
- between a father and child. I know, Doctor Manette--how can I fail
- to know--that, mingled with the affection and duty of a daughter who
- has become a woman, there is, in her heart, towards you, all the love
- and reliance of infancy itself. I know that, as in her childhood she
- had no parent, so she is now devoted to you with all the constancy
- and fervour of her present years and character, united to the
- trustfulness and attachment of the early days in which you were lost
- to her. I know perfectly well that if you had been restored to her
- from the world beyond this life, you could hardly be invested, in her
- sight, with a more sacred character than that in which you are always
- with her. I know that when she is clinging to you, the hands of baby,
- girl, and woman, all in one, are round your neck. I know that in
- loving you she sees and loves her mother at her own age, sees and
- loves you at my age, loves her mother broken-hearted, loves you
- through your dreadful trial and in your blessed restoration. I have
- known this, night and day, since I have known you in your home."
-
- Her father sat silent, with his face bent down. His breathing was a
- little quickened; but he repressed all other signs of agitation.
-
- "Dear Doctor Manette, always knowing this, always seeing her and you
- with this hallowed light about you, I have forborne, and forborne,
- as long as it was in the nature of man to do it. I have felt, and do
- even now feel, that to bring my love--even mine--between you, is to
- touch your history with something not quite so good as itself.
- But I love her. Heaven is my witness that I love her!"
-
- "I believe it," answered her father, mournfully. "I have thought so
- before now. I believe it."
-
- "But, do not believe," said Darnay, upon whose ear the mournful voice
- struck with a reproachful sound, "that if my fortune were so cast as
- that, being one day so happy as to make her my wife, I must at any
- time put any separation between her and you, I could or would breathe
- a word of what I now say. Besides that I should know it to be
- hopeless, I should know it to be a baseness. If I had any such
- possibility, even at a remote distance of years, harboured in my
- thoughts, and hidden in my heart--if it ever had been there--if it
- ever could be there--I could not now touch this honoured hand."
-
- He laid his own upon it as he spoke.
-
- "No, dear Doctor Manette. Like you, a voluntary exile from France;
- like you, driven from it by its distractions, oppressions, and
- miseries; like you, striving to live away from it by my own exertions,
- and trusting in a happier future; I look only to sharing your fortunes,
- sharing your life and home, and being faithful to you to the death.
- Not to divide with Lucie her privilege as your child, companion, and
- friend; but to come in aid of it, and bind her closer to you, if such
- a thing can be."
-
- His touch still lingered on her father's hand. Answering the touch
- for a moment, but not coldly, her father rested his hands upon the
- arms of his chair, and looked up for the first time since the
- beginning of the conference. A struggle was evidently in his face;
- a struggle with that occasional look which had a tendency in it to
- dark doubt and dread.
-
- "You speak so feelingly and so manfully, Charles Darnay, that I thank
- you with all my heart, and will open all my heart--or nearly so.
- Have you any reason to believe that Lucie loves you?"
-
- "None. As yet, none."
-
- "Is it the immediate object of this confidence, that you may at once
- ascertain that, with my knowledge?"
-
- "Not even so. I might not have the hopefulness to do it for weeks;
- I might (mistaken or not mistaken) have that hopefulness to-morrow."
-
- "Do you seek any guidance from me?"
-
- "I ask none, sir. But I have thought it possible that you might have
- it in your power, if you should deem it right, to give me some."
-
- "Do you seek any promise from me?"
-
- "I do seek that."
-
- "What is it?"
-
- "I well understand that, without you, I could have no hope. I well
- understand that, even if Miss Manette held me at this moment in her
- innocent heart-do not think I have the presumption to assume so much--
- I could retain no place in it against her love for her father."
-
- "If that be so, do you see what, on the other hand, is involved in it?"
-
- "I understand equally well, that a word from her father in any suitor's
- favour, would outweigh herself and all the world. For which reason,
- Doctor Manette," said Darnay, modestly but firmly, "I would not ask
- that word, to save my life."
-
- "I am sure of it. Charles Darnay, mysteries arise out of close love,
- as well as out of wide division; in the former case, they are subtle
- and delicate, and difficult to penetrate. My daughter Lucie is, in
- this one respect, such a mystery to me; I can make no guess at the
- state of her heart."
-
- "May I ask, sir, if you think she is--" As he hesitated, her father
- supplied the rest.
-
- "Is sought by any other suitor?"
-
- "It is what I meant to say."
-
- Her father considered a little before he answered:
-
- "You have seen Mr. Carton here, yourself. Mr. Stryver is here too,
- occasionally. If it be at all, it can only be by one of these."
-
- "Or both," said Darnay.
-
- "I had not thought of both; I should not think either, likely.
- You want a promise from me. Tell me what it is."
-
- "It is, that if Miss Manette should bring to you at any time, on her
- own part, such a confidence as I have ventured to lay before you,
- you will bear testimony to what I have said, and to your belief in it.
- I hope you may be able to think so well of me, as to urge no influence
- against me. I say nothing more of my stake in this; this is what I ask.
- The condition on which I ask it, and which you have an undoubted right
- to require, I will observe immediately."
-
- "I give the promise," said the Doctor, "without any condition.
- I believe your object to be, purely and truthfully, as you have
- stated it. I believe your intention is to perpetuate, and not to
- weaken, the ties between me and my other and far dearer self. If she
- should ever tell me that you are essential to her perfect happiness,
- I will give her to you. If there were--Charles Darnay, if there were--"
-
- The young man had taken his hand gratefully; their hands were joined
- as the Doctor spoke:
-
- "--any fancies, any reasons, any apprehensions, anything whatsoever,
- new or old, against the man she really loved--the direct responsibility
- thereof not lying on his head--they should all be obliterated for her
- sake. She is everything to me; more to me than suffering, more to me
- than wrong, more to me--Well! This is idle talk."
-
- So strange was the way in which he faded into silence, and so strange
- his fixed look when he had ceased to speak, that Darnay felt his own
- hand turn cold in the hand that slowly released and dropped it.
-
- "You said something to me," said Doctor Manette, breaking into a smile.
- "What was it you said to me?"
-
- He was at a loss how to answer, until he remembered having spoken of
- a condition. Relieved as his mind reverted to that, he answered:
-
- "Your confidence in me ought to be returned with full confidence on
- my part. My present name, though but slightly changed from my
- mother's, is not, as you will remember, my own. I wish to tell you
- what that is, and why I am in England."
-
- "Stop!" said the Doctor of Beauvais.
-
- "I wish it, that I may the better deserve your confidence, and have
- no secret from you."
-
- "Stop!"
-
- For an instant, the Doctor even had his two hands at his ears; for
- another instant, even had his two hands laid on Darnay's lips.
-
- "Tell me when I ask you, not now. If your suit should prosper, if
- Lucie should love you, you shall tell me on your marriage morning.
- Do you promise?"
-
- "Willingly.
-
- "Give me your hand. She will be home directly, and it is better she
- should not see us together to-night. Go! God bless you!"
-
- It was dark when Charles Darnay left him, and it was an hour later
- and darker when Lucie came home; she hurried into the room alone--
- for Miss Pross had gone straight up-stairs--and was surprised to find
- his reading-chair empty.
-
- "My father!" she called to him. "Father dear!"
-
- Nothing was said in answer, but she heard a low hammering sound in
- his bedroom. Passing lightly across the intermediate room, she
- looked in at his door and came running back frightened, crying to
- herself, with her blood all chilled, "What shall I do! What shall I do!"
-
- Her uncertainty lasted but a moment; she hurried back, and tapped at
- his door, and softly called to him. The noise ceased at the sound of
- her voice, and he presently came out to her, and they walked up and
- down together for a long time.
-
- She came down from her bed, to look at him in his sleep that night.
- He slept heavily, and his tray of shoemaking tools, and his old
- unfinished work, were all as usual.
-
-
-
- XI
-
- A Companion Picture
-
-
- "Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, on that self-same night, or morning, to his
- jackal; "mix another bowl of punch; I have something to say to you."
-
- Sydney had been working double tides that night, and the night before,
- and the night before that, and a good many nights in succession, making
- a grand clearance among Mr. Stryver's papers before the setting in of
- the long vacation. The clearance was effected at last; the Stryver
- arrears were handsomely fetched up; everything was got rid of until
- November should come with its fogs atmospheric, and fogs legal, and
- bring grist to the mill again.
-
- Sydney was none the livelier and none the soberer for so much application.
- It had taken a deal of extra wet-towelling to pull him through the night;
- a correspondingly extra quantity of wine had preceded the towelling;
- and he was in a very damaged condition, as he now pulled his turban
- off and threw it into the basin in which he had steeped it at intervals
- for the last six hours.
-
- "Are you mixing that other bowl of punch?" said Stryver the portly,
- with his hands in his waistband, glancing round from the sofa where
- he lay on his back.
-
- "I am."
-
- "Now, look here! I am going to tell you something that will rather
- surprise you, and that perhaps will make you think me not quite as
- shrewd as you usually do think me. I intend to marry."
-
- "DO you?"
-
- "Yes. And not for money. What do you say now?"
-
- "I don't feel disposed to say much. Who is she?"
-
- "Guess."
-
- "Do I know her?"
-
- "Guess."
-
- "I am not going to guess, at five o'clock in the morning, with my
- brains frying and sputtering in my head. if you want me to guess, you
- must ask me to dinner."
-
- "Well then, I'll tell you, said Stryver, coming slowly into a sitting
- posture. "Sydney, I rather despair of making myself intelligible to you,
- because you are such an insensible dog.
-
- "And you," returned Sydney, busy concocting the punch, "are such a
- sensitive and poetical spirit--"
-
- "Come!" rejoined Stryver, laughing boastfully, "though I don't prefer
- any claim to being the soul of Romance (for I hope I know better),
- still I am a tenderer sort of fellow than YOU."
-
- "You are a luckier, if you mean that."
-
- "I don't mean that. I mean I am a man of more--more--"
-
- "Say gallantry, while you are about it," suggested Carton.
-
- "Well! I'll say gallantry. My meaning is that I am a man," said
- Stryver, inflating himself at his friend as he made the punch,
- "who cares more to be agreeable, who takes more pains to be agreeable,
- who knows better how to be agreeable, in a woman's society, than you do."
-
- "Go on," said Sydney Carton.
-
- "No; but before I go on," said Stryver, shaking his head in his bullying
- way, I'll have this out with you. You've been at Doctor Manette's
- house as much as I have, or more than I have. Why, I have been ashamed
- of your moroseness there! Your manners have been of that silent and
- sullen and hangdog kind, that, upon my life and soul, I have been
- ashamed of you, Sydney!"
-
- "It should be very beneficial to a man in your practice at the bar,
- to be ashamed of anything," returned Sydney; "you ought to be much
- obliged to me."
-
- "You shall not get off in that way," rejoined Stryver, shouldering the
- rejoinder at him; "no, Sydney, it's my duty to tell you--and I tell you
- to your face to do you good--that you are a devilish ill-conditioned
- fellow in that sort of society. You are a disagreeable fellow."
-
- Sydney drank a bumper of the punch he had made, and laughed.
-
- "Look at me!" said Stryver, squaring himself; "I have less need to
- make myself agreeable than you have, being more independent in
- circumstances. Why do I do it?"
-
- "I never saw you do it yet," muttered Carton.
-
- "I do it because it's politic; I do it on principle. And look at me!
- I get on."
-
- "You don't get on with your account of your matrimonial intentions,"
- answered Carton, with a careless air; "I wish you would keep to that.
- As to me--will you never understand that I am incorrigible?"
-
- He asked the question with some appearance of scorn.
-
- "You have no business to be incorrigible," was his friend's answer,
- delivered in no very soothing tone.
-
- "I have no business to be, at all, that I know of," said Sydney Carton.
- "Who is the lady?"
-
- "Now, don't let my announcement of the name make you uncomfortable,
- Sydney," said Mr. Stryver, preparing him with ostentatious
- friendliness for the disclosure he was about to make, "because I know
- you don't mean half you say; and if you meant it all, it would be of
- no importance. I make this little preface, because you once mentioned
- the young lady to me in slighting terms."
-
- "I did?"
-
- "Certainly; and in these chambers."
-
- Sydney Carton looked at his punch and looked at his complacent friend;
- drank his punch and looked at his complacent friend.
-
- "You made mention of the young lady as a golden-haired doll. The young
- lady is Miss Manette. If you had been a fellow of any sensitiveness or
- delicacy of feeling in that kind of way, Sydney, I might have been a
- little resentful of your employing such a designation; but you are not.
- You want that sense altogether; therefore I am no more annoyed when I
- think of the expression, than I should be annoyed by a man's opinion of
- a picture of mine, who had no eye for pictures: or of a piece of music
- of mine, who had no ear for music."
-
- Sydney Carton drank the punch at a great rate; drank it by bumpers,
- looking at his friend.
-
- "Now you know all about it, Syd," said Mr. Stryver. "I don't care
- about fortune: she is a charming creature, and I have made up my mind
- to please myself: on the whole, I think I can afford to please myself.
- She will have in me a man already pretty well off, and a rapidly
- rising man, and a man of some distinction: it is a piece of good fortune
- for her, but she is worthy of good fortune. Are you astonished?"
-
- Carton, still drinking the punch, rejoined, "Why should I be astonished?"
-
- "You approve?"
-
- Carton, still drinking the punch, rejoined, "Why should I not approve?"
-
- "Well!" said his friend Stryver, "you take it more easily than I
- fancied you would, and are less mercenary on my behalf than I thought
- you would be; though, to be sure, you know well enough by this time
- that your ancient chum is a man of a pretty strong will. Yes, Sydney,
- I have had enough of this style of life, with no other as a change
- from it; I feel that it is a pleasant thing for a man to have a home
- when he feels inclined to go to it (when he doesn't, he can stay away),
- and I feel that Miss Manette will tell well in any station, and will
- always do me credit. So I have made up my mind. And now, Sydney,
- old boy, I want to say a word to YOU about YOUR prospects. You are
- in a bad way, you know; you really are in a bad way. You don't know
- the value of money, you Eve hard, you'll knock up one of these days,
- and be ill and poor; you really ought to think about a nurse."
-
- The prosperous patronage with which he said it, made him look twice
- as big as he was, and four times as offensive.
-
- "Now, let me recommend you," pursued Stryver, "to look it in the face.
- I have looked it in the face, in my different way; look it in the face,
- you, in your different way. Marry. Provide somebody to take care of you.
- Never mind your having no enjoyment of women's society, nor understanding
- of it, nor tact for it. Find out somebody. Find out some respectable
- woman with a little property--somebody in the landlady way, or
- lodging-letting way--and marry her, against a rainy day. That's the
- kind of thing for YOU. Now think of it, Sydney."
-
- "I'll think of it," said Sydney.
-
-
-
- XII
-
- The Fellow of Delicacy
-
-
- Mr. Stryver having made up his mind to that magnanimous bestowal of
- good fortune on the Doctor's daughter, resolved to make her happiness
- known to her before he left town for the Long Vacation. After some
- mental debating of the point, he came to the conclusion that it would
- be as well to get all the preliminaries done with, and they could
- then arrange at their leisure whether he should give her his hand a
- week or two before Michaelmas Term, or in the little Christmas vacation
- between it and Hilary.
-
- As to the strength of his case, he had not a doubt about it, but
- clearly saw his way to the verdict. Argued with the jury on substantial
- worldly grounds--the only grounds ever worth taking into account--
- it was a plain case, and had not a weak spot in it. He called himself
- for the plaintiff, there was no getting over his evidence, the counsel
- for the defendant threw up his brief, and the jury did not even turn
- to consider. After trying it, Stryver, C. J., was satisfied that no
- plainer case could be.
-
- Accordingly, Mr. Stryver inaugurated the Long Vacation with a
- formal proposal to take Miss Manette to Vauxhall Gardens; that failing,
- to Ranelagh; that unaccountably failing too, it behoved him to present
- himself in Soho, and there declare his noble mind.
-
- Towards Soho, therefore, Mr. Stryver shouldered his way from the
- Temple, while the bloom of the Long Vacation's infancy was still upon
- it. Anybody who had seen him projecting himself into Soho while he
- was yet on Saint Dunstan's side of Temple Bar, bursting in his
- full-blown way along the pavement, to the jostlement of all weaker
- people, might have seen how safe and strong he was.
-
- His way taking him past Tellson's, and he both banking at Tellson's
- and knowing Mr. Lorry as the intimate friend of the Manettes, it
- entered Mr. Stryver's mind to enter the bank, and reveal to Mr. Lorry
- the brightness of the Soho horizon. So, he pushed open the door with
- the weak rattle in its throat, stumbled down the two steps, got past
- the two ancient cashiers, and shouldered himself into the musty back
- closet where Mr. Lorry sat at great books ruled for figures, with
- perpendicular iron bars to his window as if that were ruled for
- figures too, and everything under the clouds were a sum.
-
- "Halloa!" said Mr. Stryver. "How do you do? I hope you are well!"
-
- It was Stryver's grand peculiarity that he always seemed too big for
- any place, or space. He was so much too big for Tellson's, that
- old clerks in distant corners looked up with looks of remonstrance,
- as though he squeezed them against the wall. The House itself,
- magnificently reading the paper quite in the far-off perspective,
- lowered displeased, as if the Stryver head had been butted into its
- responsible waistcoat.
-
- The discreet Mr. Lorry said, in a sample tone of the voice he would
- recommend under the circumstances, "How do you do, Mr. Stryver?
- How do you do, sir?" and shook hands. There was a peculiarity in his
- manner of shaking hands, always to be seen in any clerk at Tellson's
- who shook hands with a customer when the House pervaded the air.
- He shook in a self-abnegating way, as one who shook for Tellson and Co.
-
- "Can I do anything for you, Mr. Stryver?" asked Mr. Lorry, in his
- business character.
-
- "Why, no, thank you; this is a private visit to yourself, Mr. Lorry;
- I have come for a private word."
-
- "Oh indeed!" said Mr. Lorry, bending down his ear, while his eye
- strayed to the House afar off.
-
- "I am going," said Mr. Stryver, leaning his arms confidentially on the
- desk: whereupon, although it was a large double one, there appeared to
- be not half desk enough for him: "I am going to make an offer of myself
- in marriage to your agreeable little friend, Miss Manette, Mr. Lorry."
-
- "Oh dear me!" cried Mr. Lorry, rubbing his chin, and looking at his
- visitor dubiously.
-
- "Oh dear me, sir?" repeated Stryver, drawing back. "Oh dear you, sir?
- What may your meaning be, Mr. Lorry?"
-
- "My meaning," answered the man of business, "is, of course, friendly
- and appreciative, and that it does you the greatest credit, and--
- in short, my meaning is everything you could desire. But--really, you
- know, Mr. Stryver--" Mr. Lorry paused, and shook his head at him in
- the oddest manner, as if he were compelled against his will to add,
- internally, "you know there really is so much too much of you!"
-
- "Well!" said Stryver, slapping the desk with his contentious hand,
- opening his eyes wider, and taking a long breath, "if I understand
- you, Mr. Lorry, I'll be hanged!"
-
- Mr. Lorry adjusted his little wig at both ears as a means towards
- that end, and bit the feather of a pen.
-
- "D--n it all, sir!" said Stryver, staring at him, "am I not eligible?"
-
- "Oh dear yes! Yes. Oh yes, you're eligible!" said Mr. Lorry. "If you
- say eligible, you are eligible."
-
- "Am I not prosperous?" asked Stryver.
-
- "Oh! if you come to prosperous, you are prosperous," said Mr. Lorry.
-
- "And advancing?"
-
- "If you come to advancing you know," said Mr. Lorry, delighted to be
- able to make another admission, "nobody can doubt that."
-
- "Then what on earth is your meaning, Mr. Lorry?" demanded Stryver,
- perceptibly crestfallen.
-
- "Well! I--Were you going there now?" asked Mr. Lorry.
-
- "Straight!" said Stryver, with a plump of his fist on the desk.
-
- "Then I think I wouldn't, if I was you."
-
- "Why?" said Stryver. "Now, I'll put you in a corner," forensically
- shaking a forefinger at him. "You are a man of business and bound
- to have a reason. State your reason. Why wouldn't you go?"
-
- "Because," said Mr. Lorry, "I wouldn't go on such an object without
- having some cause to believe that I should succeed."
-
- "D--n ME!" cried Stryver, "but this beats everything."
-
- Mr. Lorry glanced at the distant House, and glanced at the angry Stryver.
-
- "Here's a man of business--a man of years--a man of experience--
- IN a Bank," said Stryver; "and having summed up three leading reasons
- for complete success, he says there's no reason at all! Says it with
- his head on!" Mr. Stryver remarked upon the peculiarity as if it would
- have been infinitely less remarkable if he had said it with his head off.
-
- "When I speak of success, I speak of success with the young lady; and
- when I speak of causes and reasons to make success probable, I speak
- of causes and reasons that will tell as such with the young lady.
- The young lady, my good sir," said Mr. Lorry, mildly tapping the
- Stryver arm, "the young lady. The young lady goes before all."
-
- "Then you mean to tell me, Mr. Lorry," said Stryver, squaring his
- elbows, "that it is your deliberate opinion that the young lady at
- present in question is a mincing Fool?"
-
- "Not exactly so. I mean to tell you, Mr. Stryver," said Mr. Lorry,
- reddening, "that I will hear no disrespectful word of that young lady
- from any lips; and that if I knew any man--which I hope I do not--
- whose taste was so coarse, and whose temper was so overbearing,
- that he could not restrain himself from speaking disrespectfully of
- that young lady at this desk, not even Tellson's should prevent my
- giving him a piece of my mind."
-
- The necessity of being angry in a suppressed tone had put Mr. Stryver's
- blood-vessels into a dangerous state when it was his turn to be angry;
- Mr. Lorry's veins, methodical as their courses could usually be,
- were in no better state now it was his turn.
-
- "That is what I mean to tell you, sir," said Mr. Lorry.
- "Pray let there be no mistake about it."
-
- Mr. Stryver sucked the end of a ruler for a little while, and then
- stood hitting a tune out of his teeth with it, which probably gave
- him the toothache. He broke the awkward silence by saying:
-
- "This is something new to me, Mr. Lorry. You deliberately advise
- me not to go up to Soho and offer myself--MYself, Stryver of
- the King's Bench bar?"
-
- "Do you ask me for my advice, Mr. Stryver?"
-
- "Yes, I do."
-
- "Very good. Then I give it, and you have repeated it correctly."
-
- "And all I can say of it is," laughed Stryver with a vexed laugh,
- "that this--ha, ha!--beats everything past, present, and to come."
-
- "Now understand me," pursued Mr. Lorry. "As a man of business, I
- am not justified in saying anything about this matter, for, as a man
- of business, I know nothing of it. But, as an old fellow, who has
- carried Miss Manette in his arms, who is the trusted friend of
- Miss Manette and of her father too, and who has a great affection for
- them both, I have spoken. The confidence is not of my seeking,
- recollect. Now, you think I may not be right?"
-
- "Not I!" said Stryver, whistling. "I can't undertake to find third
- parties in common sense; I can only find it for myself. I suppose
- sense in certain quarters; you suppose mincing bread-and-butter
- nonsense. It's new to me, but you are right, I dare say."
-
- "What I suppose, Mr. Stryver, I claim to characterise for myself--And
- understand me, sir," said Mr. Lorry, quickly flushing again,
- "I will not--not even at Tellson's--have it characterised for me by any
- gentleman breathing."
-
- "There! I beg your pardon!" said Stryver.
-
- "Granted. Thank you. Well, Mr. Stryver, I was about to say:--it
- might be painful to you to find yourself mistaken, it might be painful
- to Doctor Manette to have the task of being explicit with you, it
- might be very painful to Miss Manette to have the task of being
- explicit with you. You know the terms upon which I have the honour
- and happiness to stand with the family. If you please, committing you
- in no way, representing you in no way, I will undertake to correct my
- advice by the exercise of a little new observation and judgment expressly
- brought to bear upon it. If you should then be dissatisfied with it,
- you can but test its soundness for yourself; if, on the other hand,
- you should be satisfied with it, and it should be what it now is,
- it may spare all sides what is best spared. What do you say?"
-
- "How long would you keep me in town?"
-
- "Oh! It is only a question of a few hours. I could go to Soho in the
- evening, and come to your chambers afterwards."
-
- "Then I say yes," said Stryver: "I won't go up there now, I am not
- so hot upon it as that comes to; I say yes, and I shall expect you
- to look in to-night. Good morning."
-
- Then Mr. Stryver turned and burst out of the Bank, causing such a
- concussion of air on his passage through, that to stand up against it
- bowing behind the two counters, required the utmost remaining strength
- of the two ancient clerks. Those venerable and feeble persons were
- always seen by the public in the act of bowing, and were popularly
- believed, when they had bowed a customer out, still to keep on bowing
- in the empty office until they bowed another customer in.
-
- The barrister was keen enough to divine that the banker would not
- have gone so far in his expression of opinion on any less solid
- ground than moral certainty. Unprepared as he was for the large pill
- he had to swallow, he got it down. "And now," said Mr. Stryver,
- shaking his forensic forefinger at the Temple in general, when it
- was down, "my way out of this, is, to put you all in the wrong."
-
- It was a bit of the art of an Old Bailey tactician, in which he
- found great relief. "You shall not put me in the wrong, young lady,"
- said Mr. Stryver; "I'll do that for you."
-
- Accordingly, when Mr. Lorry called that night as late as ten o'clock,
- Mr. Stryver, among a quantity of books and papers littered out for
- the purpose, seemed to have nothing less on his mind than the subject
- of the morning. He even showed surprise when he saw Mr. Lorry, and
- was altogether in an absent and preoccupied state.
-
- "Well!" said that good-natured emissary, after a full half-hour of
- bootless attempts to bring him round to the question. "I have
- been to Soho."
-
- "To Soho?" repeated Mr. Stryver, coldly. "Oh, to be sure!
- What am I thinking of!"
-
- "And I have no doubt," said Mr. Lorry, "that I was right in the
- conversation we had. My opinion is confirmed, and I reiterate my advice."
-
- "I assure you," returned Mr. Stryver, in the friendliest way, "that I
- am sorry for it on your account, and sorry for it on the poor father's
- account. I know this must always be a sore subject with the family;
- let us say no more about it."
-
- "I don't understand you," said Mr. Lorry.
-
- "I dare say not," rejoined Stryver, nodding his head in a smoothing
- and final way; "no matter, no matter."
-
- "But it does matter," Mr. Lorry urged.
-
- "No it doesn't; I assure you it doesn't. Having supposed that there
- was sense where there is no sense, and a laudable ambition where there
- is not a laudable ambition, I am well out of my mistake, and no harm
- is done. Young women have committed similar follies often before,
- and have repented them in poverty and obscurity often before. In an
- unselfish aspect, I am sorry that the thing is dropped, because it
- would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly point of view;
- in a selfish aspect, I am glad that the thing has dropped, because it
- would have been a bad thing for me in a worldly point of view--
- it is hardly necessary to say I could have gained nothing by it.
- There is no harm at all done. I have not proposed to the young lady,
- and, between ourselves, I am by no means certain, on reflection,
- that I ever should have committed myself to that extent. Mr. Lorry,
- you cannot control the mincing vanities and giddinesses of
- empty-headed girls; you must not expect to do it, or you will always
- be disappointed. Now, pray say no more about it. I tell you,
- I regret it on account of others, but I am satisfied on my own account.
- And I am really very much obliged to you for allowing me to sound you,
- and for giving me your advice; you know the young lady better
- than I do; you were right, it never would have done."
-
- Mr. Lorry was so taken aback, that he looked quite stupidly at
- Mr. Stryver shouldering him towards the door, with an appearance of
- showering generosity, forbearance, and goodwill, on his erring head.
- "Make the best of it, my dear sir," said Stryver; "say no more
- about it; thank you again for allowing me to sound you; good night!"
-
- Mr. Lorry was out in the night, before he knew where he was.
- Mr. Stryver was lying back on his sofa, winking at his ceiling.
-
-
-
- XIII
-
- The Fellow of No Delicacy
-
-
- If Sydney Carton ever shone anywhere, he certainly never shone in the
- house of Doctor Manette. He had been there often, during a whole year,
- and had always been the same moody and morose lounger there. When he
- cared to talk, he talked well; but, the cloud of caring for nothing,
- which overshadowed him with such a fatal darkness, was very rarely
- pierced by the light within him.
-
- And yet he did care something for the streets that environed that house,
- and for the senseless stones that made their pavements. Many a night
- he vaguely and unhappily wandered there, when wine had brought
- no transitory gladness to him; many a dreary daybreak revealed his
- solitary figure lingering there, and still lingering there when the first
- beams of the sun brought into strong relief, removed beauties of
- architecture in spires of churches and lofty buildings, as perhaps
- the quiet time brought some sense of better things, else forgotten
- and unattainable, into his mind. Of late, the neglected bed in the
- Temple Court had known him more scantily than ever; and often when he
- had thrown himself upon it no longer than a few minutes, he had got up
- again, and haunted that neighbourhood.
-
- On a day in August, when Mr. Stryver (after notifying to his jackal
- that "he had thought better of that marrying matter") had carried his
- delicacy into Devonshire, and when the sight and scent of flowers in
- the City streets had some waifs of goodness in them for the worst,
- of health for the sickliest, and of youth for the oldest, Sydney's feet
- still trod those stones. From being irresolute and purposeless,
- his feet became animated by an intention, and, in the working out of
- that intention, they took him to the Doctor's door.
-
- He was shown up-stairs, and found Lucie at her work, alone. She had
- never been quite at her ease with him, and received him with some
- little embarrassment as he seated himself near her table. But,
- looking up at his face in the interchange of the first few
- common-places, she observed a change in it.
-
- "I fear you are not well, Mr. Carton!"
-
- "No. But the life I lead, Miss Manette, is not conducive to health.
- What is to be expected of, or by, such profligates?"
-
- "Is it not--forgive me; I have begun the question on my lips--a pity
- to live no better life?"
-
- "God knows it is a shame!"
-
- "Then why not change it?"
-
- Looking gently at him again, she was surprised and saddened to see
- that there were tears in his eyes. There were tears in his voice too,
- as he answered:
-
- "It is too late for that. I shall never be better than I am.
- I shall sink lower, and be worse."
-
- He leaned an elbow on her table, and covered his eyes with his hand.
- The table trembled in the silence that followed.
-
- She had never seen him softened, and was much distressed. He knew
- her to be so, without looking at her, and said:
-
- "Pray forgive me, Miss Manette. I break down before the knowledge
- of what I want to say to you. Will you hear me?"
-
- "If it will do you any good, Mr. Carton, if it would make you happier,
- it would make me very glad!"
-
- "God bless you for your sweet compassion!"
-
- He unshaded his face after a little while, and spoke steadily.
-
- "Don't be afraid to hear me. Don't shrink from anything I say.
- I am like one who died young. All my life might have been."
-
- "No, Mr. Carton. I am sure that the best part of it might still be;
- I am sure that you might be much, much worthier of yourself."
-
- "Say of you, Miss Manette, and although I know better--although
- in the mystery of my own wretched heart I know better--I shall
- never forget it!"
-
- She was pale and trembling. He came to her relief with a fixed
- despair of himself which made the interview unlike any other
- that could have been holden.
-
- "If it had been possible, Miss Manette, that you could have returned
- the love of the man you see before yourself--flung away, wasted,
- drunken, poor creature of misuse as you know him to be--he would have
- been conscious this day and hour, in spite of his happiness, that he
- would bring you to misery, bring you to sorrow and repentance, blight
- you, disgrace you, pull you down with him. I know very well that you
- can have no tenderness for me; I ask for none; I am even thankful
- that it cannot be."
-
- "Without it, can I not save you, Mr. Carton? Can I not recall you--
- forgive me again!--to a better course? Can I in no way repay your
- confidence? I know this is a confidence," she modestly said, after a
- little hesitation, and in earnest tears, "I know you would say this to
- no one else. Can I turn it to no good account for yourself, Mr. Carton?"
-
- He shook his head.
-
- "To none. No, Miss Manette, to none. If you will hear me through a
- very little more, all you can ever do for me is done. I wish you to
- know that you have been the last dream of my soul. In my degradation
- I have not been so degraded but that the sight of you with your father,
- and of this home made such a home by you, has stirred old shadows that
- I thought had died out of me. Since I knew you, I have been troubled
- by a remorse that I thought would never reproach me again, and have
- heard whispers from old voices impelling me upward, that I thought were
- silent for ever. I have had unformed ideas of striving afresh, beginning
- anew, shaking off sloth and sensuality, and fighting out the abandoned
- fight. A dream, all a dream, that ends in nothing, and leaves the
- sleeper where he lay down, but I wish you to know that you inspired it."
-
- "Will nothing of it remain? O Mr. Carton, think again! Try again!"
-
- "No, Miss Manette; all through it, I have known myself to be quite
- undeserving. And yet I have had the weakness, and have still the
- weakness, to wish you to know with what a sudden mastery you kindled me,
- heap of ashes that I am, into fire--a fire, however, inseparable
- in its nature from myself, quickening nothing, lighting nothing,
- doing no service, idly burning away."
-
- "Since it is my misfortune, Mr. Carton, to have made you more unhappy
- than you were before you knew me--"
-
- "Don't say that, Miss Manette, for you would have reclaimed me,
- if anything could. you will not be the cause of my becoming worse."
-
- "Since the state of your mind that you describe, is, at all events,
- attributable to some influence of mine--this is what I mean,
- if I can make it plain--can I use no influence to serve you?
- Have I no power for good, with you, at all?"
-
- "The utmost good that I am capable of now, Miss Manette, I have come
- here to realise. Let me carry through the rest of my misdirected life,
- the remembrance that I opened my heart to you, last of all the world;
- and that there was something left in me at this time which you could
- deplore and pity."
-
- "Which I entreated you to believe, again and again, most fervently,
- with all my heart, was capable of better things, Mr. Carton!"
-
- "Entreat me to believe it no more, Miss Manette. I have proved myself,
- and I know better. I distress you; I draw fast to an end. Will you let
- me believe, when I recall this day, that the last confidence of my life
- was reposed in your pure and innocent breast, and that it lies there
- alone, and will be shared by no one?"
-
- "If that will be a consolation to you, yes."
-
- "Not even by the dearest one ever to be known to you?"
-
- "Mr. Carton," she answered, after an agitated pause, "the secret is
- yours, not mine; and I promise to respect it."
-
- "Thank you. And again, God bless you."
-
- He put her hand to his lips, and moved towards the door.
-
- "Be under no apprehension, Miss Manette, of my ever resuming this
- conversation by so much as a passing word. I will never refer to it
- again. If I were dead, that could not be surer than it is henceforth.
- In the hour of my death, I shall hold sacred the one good remembrance--
- and shall thank and bless you for it--that my last avowal of myself was
- made to you, and that my name, and faults, and miseries were gently
- carried in your heart. May it otherwise be light and happy!"
-
- He was so unlike what he had ever shown himself to be, and it was
- so sad to think how much he had thrown away, and how much he every
- day kept down and perverted, that Lucie Manette wept mournfully for
- him as he stood looking back at her.
-
- "Be comforted!" he said, "I am not worth such feeling, Miss Manette.
- An hour or two hence, and the low companions and low habits that I scorn
- but yield to, will render me less worth such tears as those, than any
- wretch who creeps along the streets. Be comforted! But, within myself,
- I shall always be, towards you, what I am now, though outwardly I shall
- be what you have heretofore seen me. The last supplication but one
- I make to you, is, that you will believe this of me."
-
- "I will, Mr. Carton."
-
- "My last supplication of all, is this; and with it, I will relieve
- you of a visitor with whom I well know you have nothing in unison,
- and between whom and you there is an impassable space. It is useless
- to say it, I know, but it rises out of my soul. For you, and for any
- dear to you, I would do anything. If my career were of that better
- kind that there was any opportunity or capacity of sacrifice in it,
- I would embrace any sacrifice for you and for those dear to you.
- Try to hold me in your mind, at some quiet times, as ardent and sincere
- in this one thing. The time will come, the time will not be long
- in coming, when new ties will be formed about you--ties that will bind
- you yet more tenderly and strongly to the home you so adorn--the dearest
- ties that will ever grace and gladden you. O Miss Manette, when the
- little picture of a happy father's face looks up in yours, when you
- see your own bright beauty springing up anew at your feet, think
- now and then that there is a man who would give his life, to keep
- a life you love beside you!"
-
- He said, "Farewell!" said a last "God bless you!" and left her.
-
-
-
- XIV
-
- The Honest Tradesman
-
-
- To the eyes of Mr. Jeremiah Cruncher, sitting on his stool in
- Fleet-street with his grisly urchin beside him, a vast number and
- variety of objects in movement were every day presented. Who could
- sit upon anything in Fleet-street during the busy hours of the day,
- and not be dazed and deafened by two immense processions, one ever
- tending westward with the sun, the other ever tending eastward
- from the sun, both ever tending to the plains beyond the range of red
- and purple where the sun goes down!
-
- With his straw in his mouth, Mr. Cruncher sat watching the two streams,
- like the heathen rustic who has for several centuries been on duty
- watching one stream--saving that Jerry had no expectation of their
- ever running dry. Nor would it have been an expectation of a hopeful
- kind, since a small part of his income was derived from the pilotage
- of timid women (mostly of a full habit and past the middle term of life)
- from Tellson's side of the tides to the opposite shore. Brief as such
- companionship was in every separate instance, Mr. Cruncher never
- failed to become so interested in the lady as to express a strong desire
- to have the honour of drinking her very good health. And it was from
- the gifts bestowed upon him towards the execution of this benevolent
- purpose, that he recruited his finances, as just now observed.
-
- Time was, when a poet sat upon a stool in a public place, and mused
- in the sight of men. Mr. Cruncher, sitting on a stool in a public place,
- but not being a poet, mused as little as possible, and looked about him.
-
- It fell out that he was thus engaged in a season when crowds were few,
- and belated women few, and when his affairs in general were so
- unprosperous as to awaken a strong suspicion in his breast that
- Mrs. Cruncher must have been "flopping" in some pointed manner, when
- an unusual concourse pouring down Fleet-street westward, attracted his
- attention. Looking that way, Mr. Cruncher made out that some kind of
- funeral was coming along, and that there was popular objection to this
- funeral, which engendered uproar.
-
- "Young Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher, turning to his offspring,
- "it's a buryin'."
-
- "Hooroar, father!" cried Young Jerry.
-
- The young gentleman uttered this exultant sound with mysterious
- significance. The elder gentleman took the cry so ill, that he
- watched his opportunity, and smote the young gentleman on the ear.
-
- "What d'ye mean? What are you hooroaring at? What do you want to
- conwey to your own father, you young Rip? This boy is a getting
- too many for ME!" said Mr. Cruncher, surveying him. "Him and
- his hooroars! Don't let me hear no more of you, or you shall feel
- some more of me. D'ye hear?"
-
- "I warn't doing no harm," Young Jerry protested, rubbing his cheek.
-
- "Drop it then," said Mr. Cruncher; "I won't have none of YOUR
- no harms. Get a top of that there seat, and look at the crowd."
-
- His son obeyed, and the crowd approached; they were bawling and hissing
- round a dingy hearse and dingy mourning coach, in which mourning coach
- there was only one mourner, dressed in the dingy trappings that were
- considered essential to the dignity of the position. The position
- appeared by no means to please him, however, with an increasing rabble
- surrounding the coach, deriding him, making grimaces at him,
- and incessantly groaning and calling out: "Yah! Spies! Tst! Yaha!
- Spies!" with many compliments too numerous and forcible to repeat.
-
- Funerals had at all times a remarkable attraction for Mr. Cruncher;
- he always pricked up his senses, and became excited, when a funeral
- passed Tellson's. Naturally, therefore, a funeral with this uncommon
- attendance excited him greatly, and he asked of the first man who ran
- against him:
-
- "What is it, brother? What's it about?"
-
- "_I_ don't know," said the man. "Spies! Yaha! Tst! Spies!"
-
- He asked another man. "Who is it?"
-
- "_I_ don't know," returned the man, clapping his hands to his mouth
- nevertheless, and vociferating in a surprising heat and with the
- greatest ardour, "Spies! Yaha! Tst, tst! Spi--ies!"
-
- At length, a person better informed on the merits of the case,
- tumbled against him, and from this person he learned that the funeral
- was the funeral of one Roger Cly.
-
- "Was He a spy?" asked Mr. Cruncher.
-
- "Old Bailey spy," returned his informant. "Yaha! Tst! Yah!
- Old Bailey Spi--i--ies!"
-
- "Why, to be sure!" exclaimed Jerry, recalling the Trial at which he
- had assisted. "I've seen him. Dead, is he?"
-
- "Dead as mutton," returned the other, "and can't be too dead.
- Have 'em out, there! Spies! Pull 'em out, there! Spies!"
-
- The idea was so acceptable in the prevalent absence of any idea,
- that the crowd caught it up with eagerness, and loudly repeating the
- suggestion to have 'em out, and to pull 'em out, mobbed the two vehicles
- so closely that they came to a stop. On the crowd's opening the coach
- doors, the one mourner scuffled out of himself and was in their hands
- for a moment; but he was so alert, and made such good use of his time,
- that in another moment he was scouring away up a bye-street, after
- shedding his cloak, hat, long hatband, white pocket-handkerchief,
- and other symbolical tears.
-
- These, the people tore to pieces and scattered far and wide with
- great enjoyment, while the tradesmen hurriedly shut up their shops;
- for a crowd in those times stopped at nothing, and was a monster
- much dreaded. They had already got the length of opening the hearse
- to take the coffin out, when some brighter genius proposed instead,
- its being escorted to its destination amidst general rejoicing.
- Practical suggestions being much needed, this suggestion, too, was
- received with acclamation, and the coach was immediately filled with
- eight inside and a dozen out, while as many people got on the roof of
- the hearse as could by any exercise of ingenuity stick upon it.
- Among the first of these volunteers was Jerry Cruncher himself, who
- modestly concealed his spiky head from the observation of Tellson's,
- in the further corner of the mourning coach.
-
- The officiating undertakers made some protest against these changes
- in the ceremonies; but, the river being alarmingly near, and several
- voices remarking on the efficacy of cold immersion in bringing
- refractory members of the profession to reason, the protest was faint
- and brief. The remodelled procession started, with a chimney-sweep
- driving the hearse--advised by the regular driver, who was perched
- beside him, under close inspection, for the purpose--and with a pieman,
- also attended by his cabinet minister, driving the mourning coach.
- A bear-leader, a popular street character of the time, was impressed
- as an additional ornament, before the cavalcade had gone far down
- the Strand; and his bear, who was black and very mangy, gave quite
- an Undertaking air to that part of the procession in which he walked.
-
- Thus, with beer-drinking, pipe-smoking, song-roaring, and infinite
- caricaturing of woe, the disorderly procession went its way, recruiting
- at every step, and all the shops shutting up before it. Its destination
- was the old church of Saint Pancras, far off in the fields. It got
- there in course of time; insisted on pouring into the burial-ground;
- finally, accomplished the interment of the deceased Roger Cly in
- its own way, and highly to its own satisfaction.
-
- The dead man disposed of, and the crowd being under the necessity of
- providing some other entertainment for itself, another brighter genius
- (or perhaps the same) conceived the humour of impeaching casual
- passers-by, as Old Bailey spies, and wreaking vengeance on them.
- Chase was given to some scores of inoffensive persons who had never
- been near the Old Bailey in their lives, in the realisation of this
- fancy, and they were roughly hustled and maltreated. The transition
- to the sport of window-breaking, and thence to the plundering of
- public-houses, was easy and natural. At last, after several hours,
- when sundry summer-houses had been pulled down, and some area-railings
- had been torn up, to arm the more belligerent spirits, a rumour got
- about that the Guards were coming. Before this rumour, the crowd
- gradually melted away, and perhaps the Guards came, and perhaps they
- never came, and this was the usual progress of a mob.
-
- Mr. Cruncher did not assist at the closing sports, but had remained
- behind in the churchyard, to confer and condole with the undertakers.
- The place had a soothing influence on him. He procured a pipe from a
- neighbouring public-house, and smoked it, looking in at the railings
- and maturely considering the spot.
-
- "Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher, apostrophising himself in his usual way,
- "you see that there Cly that day, and you see with your own eyes that
- he was a young 'un and a straight made 'un."
-
- Having smoked his pipe out, and ruminated a little longer, he turned
- himself about, that he might appear, before the hour of closing, on his
- station at Tellson's. Whether his meditations on mortality had touched
- his liver, or whether his general health had been previously at all
- amiss, or whether he desired to show a little attention to an eminent
- man, is not so much to the purpose, as that he made a short call upon
- his medical adviser--a distinguished surgeon--on his way back.
-
- Young Jerry relieved his father with dutiful interest, and reported No
- job in his absence. The bank closed, the ancient clerks came out, the
- usual watch was set, and Mr. Cruncher and his son went home to tea.
-
- "Now, I tell you where it is!" said Mr. Cruncher to his wife, on
- entering. "If, as a honest tradesman, my wenturs goes wrong to-night,
- I shall make sure that you've been praying again me, and I shall work
- you for it just the same as if I seen you do it."
-
- The dejected Mrs. Cruncher shook her head.
-
- "Why, you're at it afore my face!" said Mr. Cruncher, with signs of
- angry apprehension.
-
- "I am saying nothing."
-
- "Well, then; don't meditate nothing. You might as well flop as
- meditate. You may as well go again me one way as another.
- Drop it altogether."
-
- "Yes, Jerry."
-
- "Yes, Jerry," repeated Mr. Cruncher sitting down to tea. "Ah!
- It IS yes, Jerry. That's about it. You may say yes, Jerry."
-
- Mr. Cruncher had no particular meaning in these sulky corroborations,
- but made use of them, as people not unfrequently do, to express
- general ironical dissatisfaction.
-
- "You and your yes, Jerry," said Mr. Cruncher, taking a bite out of his
- bread-and-butter, and seeming to help it down with a large invisible
- oyster out of his saucer. "Ah! I think so. I believe you."
-
- "You are going out to-night?" asked his decent wife, when he took
- another bite.
-
- "Yes, I am."
-
- "May I go with you, father?" asked his son, briskly.
-
- "No, you mayn't. I'm a going--as your mother knows--a fishing.
- That's where I'm going to. Going a fishing."
-
- "Your fishing-rod gets rayther rusty; don't it, father?"
-
- "Never you mind."
-
- "Shall you bring any fish home, father?"
-
- "If I don't, you'll have short commons, to-morrow," returned that
- gentleman, shaking his head; "that's questions enough for you; I
- ain't a going out, till you've been long abed."
-
- He devoted himself during the remainder of the evening to keeping
- a most vigilant watch on Mrs. Cruncher, and sullenly holding her in
- conversation that she might be prevented from meditating any petitions
- to his disadvantage. With this view, he urged his son to hold her in
- conversation also, and led the unfortunate woman a hard life by dwelling
- on any causes of complaint he could bring against her, rather than he
- would leave her for a moment to her own reflections. The devoutest
- person could have rendered no greater homage to the efficacy of an honest
- prayer than he did in this distrust of his wife. It was as if a
- professed unbeliever in ghosts should be frightened by a ghost story.
-
- "And mind you!" said Mr. Cruncher. "No games to-morrow! If I,
- as a honest tradesman, succeed in providing a jinte of meat or two,
- none of your not touching of it, and sticking to bread. If I,
- as a honest tradesman, am able to provide a little beer, none of your
- declaring on water. When you go to Rome, do as Rome does. Rome will
- be a ugly customer to you, if you don't. _I_'m your Rome, you know."
-
- Then he began grumbling again:
-
- "With your flying into the face of your own wittles and drink! I don't
- know how scarce you mayn't make the wittles and drink here, by your
- flopping tricks and your unfeeling conduct. Look at your boy: he IS
- your'n, ain't he? He's as thin as a lath. Do you call yourself a
- mother, and not know that a mother's first duty is to blow her boy out?"
-
- This touched Young Jerry on a tender place; who adjured his mother to
- perform her first duty, and, whatever else she did or neglected, above
- all things to lay especial stress on the discharge of that maternal
- function so affectingly and delicately indicated by his other parent.
-
- Thus the evening wore away with the Cruncher family, until Young Jerry
- was ordered to bed, and his mother, laid under similar injunctions,
- obeyed them. Mr. Cruncher beguiled the earlier watches of the night
- with solitary pipes, and did not start upon his excursion until nearly
- one o'clock. Towards that small and ghostly hour, he rose up from his
- chair, took a key out of his pocket, opened a locked cupboard, and
- brought forth a sack, a crowbar of convenient size, a rope and chain,
- and other fishing tackle of that nature. Disposing these articles about
- him in skilful manner, he bestowed a parting defiance on Mrs. Cruncher,
- extinguished the light, and went out.
-
- Young Jerry, who had only made a feint of undressing when he went to bed,
- was not long after his father. Under cover of the darkness he followed
- out of the room, followed down the stairs, followed down the court,
- followed out into the streets. He was in no uneasiness concerning
- his getting into the house again, for it was full of lodgers, and the
- door stood ajar all night.
-
- Impelled by a laudable ambition to study the art and mystery of his
- father's honest calling, Young Jerry, keeping as close to house fronts,
- walls, and doorways, as his eyes were close to one another, held his
- honoured parent in view. The honoured parent steering Northward,
- had not gone far, when he was joined by another disciple of
- Izaak Walton, and the two trudged on together.
-
- Within half an hour from the first starting, they were beyond the
- winking lamps, and the more than winking watchmen, and were out upon
- a lonely road. Another fisherman was picked up here--and that so
- silently, that if Young Jerry had been superstitious, he might have
- supposed the second follower of the gentle craft to have, all of a
- sudden, split himself into two.
-
- The three went on, and Young Jerry went on, until the three stopped
- under a bank overhanging the road. Upon the top of the bank was a
- low brick wall, surmounted by an iron railing. In the shadow of bank
- and wall the three turned out of the road, and up a blind lane, of which
- the wall--there, risen to some eight or ten feet high--formed one side.
- Crouching down in a corner, peeping up the lane, the next object that
- Young Jerry saw, was the form of his honoured parent, pretty well
- defined against a watery and clouded moon, nimbly scaling an iron
- gate. He was soon over, and then the second fisherman got over, and
- then the third. They all dropped softly on the ground within the gate,
- and lay there a little--listening perhaps. Then, they moved away on
- their hands and knees.
-
- It was now Young Jerry's turn to approach the gate: which he did,
- holding his breath. Crouching down again in a corner there, and looking
- in, he made out the three fishermen creeping through some rank grass!
- and all the gravestones in the churchyard--it was a large churchyard
- that they were in--looking on like ghosts in white, while the church
- tower itself looked on Eke the ghost of a monstrous giant. They did
- not creep far, before they stopped and stood upright. And then they
- began to fish.
-
- They fished with a spade, at first. Presently the honoured parent
- appeared to be adjusting some instrument like a great corkscrew.
- Whatever tools they worked with, they worked hard, until the awful
- striking of the church clock so terrified Young Jerry, that he made off,
- with his hair as stiff as his father's.
-
- But, his long-cherished desire to know more about these matters, not
- only stopped him in his running away, but lured him back again. They
- were still fishing perseveringly, when he peeped in at the gate for
- the second time; but, now they seemed to have got a bite. There was a
- screwing and complaining sound down below, and their bent figures were
- strained, as if by a weight. By slow degrees the weight broke away the
- earth upon it, and came to the surface. Young Jerry very well knew what
- it would be; but, when he saw it, and saw his honoured parent about to
- wrench it open, he was so frightened, being new to the sight, that he
- made off again, and never stopped until he had run a mile or more.
-
- He would not have stopped then, for anything less necessary than
- breath, it being a spectral sort of race that he ran, and one highly
- desirable to get to the end of. He had a strong idea that the coffin
- he had seen was running after him; and, pictured as hopping on behind
- him, bolt upright, upon its narrow end, always on the point of
- overtaking him and hopping on at his side--perhaps taking his arm--
- it was a pursuer to shun. It was an inconsistent and ubiquitous fiend
- too, for, while it was making the whole night behind him dreadful,
- he darted out into the roadway to avoid dark alleys, fearful of its
- coming hopping out of them like a dropsical boy's-Kite without tail
- and wings. It hid in doorways too, rubbing its horrible shoulders
- against doors, and drawing them up to its ears, as if it were laughing.
- It got into shadows on the road, and lay cunningly on its back to
- trip him up. All this time it was incessantly hopping on behind and
- gaining on him, so that when the boy got to his own door he had reason
- for being half dead. And even then it would not leave him, but followed
- him upstairs with a bump on every stair, scrambled into bed with him,
- and bumped down, dead and heavy, on his breast when he fell asleep.
-
- >From his oppressed slumber, Young Jerry in his closet was awakened
- after daybreak and before sunrise, by the presence of his father in
- the family room. Something had gone wrong with him; at least, so
- Young Jerry inferred, from the circumstance of his holding
- Mrs. Cruncher by the ears, and knocking the back of her head against
- the head-board of the bed.
-
- "I told you I would," said Mr. Cruncher, "and I did."
-
- "Jerry, Jerry, Jerry!" his wife implored.
-
- "You oppose yourself to the profit of the business," said Jerry,
- "and me and my partners suffer. You was to honour and obey;
- why the devil don't you?"
-
- "I try to be a good wife, Jerry," the poor woman protested, with tears.
-
- "Is it being a good wife to oppose your husband's business? Is it
- honouring your husband to dishonour his business? Is it obeying your
- husband to disobey him on the wital subject of his business?"
-
- "You hadn't taken to the dreadful business then, Jerry."
-
- "It's enough for you," retorted Mr. Cruncher, "to be the wife of a
- honest tradesman, and not to occupy your female mind with calculations
- when he took to his trade or when he didn't. A honouring and obeying
- wife would let his trade alone altogether. Call yourself a religious
- woman? If you're a religious woman, give me a irreligious one!
- You have no more nat'ral sense of duty than the bed of this here Thames
- river has of a pile, and similarly it must be knocked into you."
-
- The altercation was conducted in a low tone of voice, and terminated
- in the honest tradesman's kicking off his clay-soiled boots, and lying
- down at his length on the floor. After taking a timid peep at him
- lying on his back, with his rusty hands under his head for a pillow,
- his son lay down too, and fell asleep again.
-
- There was no fish for breakfast, and not much of anything else.
- Mr. Cruncher was out of spirits, and out of temper, and kept an iron
- pot-lid by him as a projectile for the correction of Mrs. Cruncher,
- in case he should observe any symptoms of her saying Grace. He was
- brushed and washed at the usual hour, and set off with his son to
- pursue his ostensible calling.
-
- Young Jerry, walking with the stool under his arm at his father's
- side along sunny and crowded Fleet-street, was a very different
- Young Jerry from him of the previous night, running home through
- darkness and solitude from his grim pursuer. His cunning was fresh
- with the day, and his qualms were gone with the night--in which
- particulars it is not improbable that he had compeers in Fleet-street
- and the City of London, that fine morning.
-
- "Father," said Young Jerry, as they walked along: taking care to
- keep at arm's length and to have the stool well between them:
- "what's a Resurrection-Man?"
-
- Mr. Cruncher came to a stop on the pavement before he answered,
- "How should I know?"
-
- "I thought you knowed everything, father," said the artless boy.
-
- "Hem! Well," returned Mr. Cruncher, going on again, and lifting off
- his hat to give his spikes free play, "he's a tradesman."
-
- "What's his goods, father?" asked the brisk Young Jerry.
-
- "His goods," said Mr. Cruncher, after turning it over in his mind,
- "is a branch of Scientific goods."
-
- "Persons' bodies, ain't it, father?" asked the lively boy.
-
- "I believe it is something of that sort," said Mr. Cruncher.
-
- "Oh, father, I should so like to be a Resurrection-Man when I'm
- quite growed up!"
-
- Mr. Cruncher was soothed, but shook his head in a dubious and moral
- way. "It depends upon how you dewelop your talents. Be careful
- to dewelop your talents, and never to say no more than you can help
- to nobody, and there's no telling at the present time what you may
- not come to be fit for." As Young Jerry, thus encouraged, went on
- a few yards in advance, to plant the stool in the shadow of the Bar,
- Mr. Cruncher added to himself: "Jerry, you honest tradesman, there's
- hopes wot that boy will yet be a blessing to you, and a recompense
- to you for his mother!"
-
-
-
- XV
-
- Knitting
-
-
- There had been earlier drinking than usual in the wine-shop of
- Monsieur Defarge. As early as six o'clock in the morning, sallow
- faces peeping through its barred windows had descried other faces within,
- bending over measures of wine. Monsieur Defarge sold a very thin wine
- at the best of times, but it would seem to have been an unusually thin
- wine that he sold at this time. A sour wine, moreover, or a souring,
- for its influence on the mood of those who drank it was to make them
- gloomy. No vivacious Bacchanalian flame leaped out of the pressed grape
- of Monsieur Defarge: but, a smouldering fire that burnt in the dark,
- lay hidden in the dregs of it.
-
- This had been the third morning in succession, on which there had been
- early drinking at the wine-shop of Monsieur Defarge. It had begun
- on Monday, and here was Wednesday come. There had been more of early
- brooding than drinking; for, many men had listened and whispered and
- slunk about there from the time of the opening of the door, who could
- not have laid a piece of money on the counter to save their souls.
- These were to the full as interested in the place, however, as if
- they could have commanded whole barrels of wine; and they glided from
- seat to seat, and from corner to corner, swallowing talk in lieu
- of drink, with greedy looks.
-
- Notwithstanding an unusual flow of company, the master of the wine-shop
- was not visible. He was not missed; for, nobody who crossed the
- threshold looked for him, nobody asked for him, nobody wondered to
- see only Madame Defarge in her seat, presiding over the distribution
- of wine, with a bowl of battered small coins before her, as much defaced
- and beaten out of their original impress as the small coinage of humanity
- from whose ragged pockets they had come.
-
- A suspended interest and a prevalent absence of mind, were perhaps
- observed by the spies who looked in at the wine-shop, as they looked in
- at every place, high and low, from the kings palace to the criminal's
- gaol. Games at cards languished, players at dominoes musingly built
- towers with them, drinkers drew figures on the tables with spilt drops
- of wine, Madame Defarge herself picked out the pattern on her sleeve
- with her toothpick, and saw and heard something inaudible and invisible
- a long way off.
-
- Thus, Saint Antoine in this vinous feature of his, until midday. It
- was high noontide, when two dusty men passed through his streets and
- under his swinging lamps: of whom, one was Monsieur Defarge: the other
- a mender of roads in a blue cap. All adust and athirst, the two entered
- the wine-shop. Their arrival had lighted a kind of fire in the breast
- of Saint Antoine, fast spreading as they came along, which stirred and
- flickered in flames of faces at most doors and windows. Yet, no one
- had followed them, and no man spoke when they entered the wine-shop,
- though the eyes of every man there were turned upon them.
-
- "Good day, gentlemen!" said Monsieur Defarge.
-
- It may have been a signal for loosening the general tongue.
- It elicited an answering chorus of "Good day!"
-
- "It is bad weather, gentlemen," said Defarge, shaking his head.
-
- Upon which, every man looked at his neighbour, and then an cast down
- their eyes and sat silent. Except one man, who got up and went out.
-
- "My wife," said Defarge aloud, addressing Madame Defarge: "I have
- travelled certain leagues with this good mender of roads, called
- Jacques. I met him--by accident--a day and half's journey out of
- Paris. He is a good child, this mender of roads, called Jacques.
- Give him to drink, my wife!"
-
- A second man got up and went out. Madame Defarge set wine before the
- mender of roads called Jacques, who doffed his blue cap to the company,
- and drank. In the breast of his blouse he carried some coarse dark
- bread; he ate of this between whiles, and sat munching and drinking
- near Madame Defarge's counter. A third man got up and went out.
-
- Defarge refreshed himself with a draught of wine--but, he took less
- than was given to the stranger, as being himself a man to whom it was
- no rarity--and stood waiting until the countryman had made his breakfast.
- He looked at no one present, and no one now looked at him; not even
- Madame Defarge, who had taken up her knitting, and was at work.
-
- "Have you finished your repast, friend?" he asked, in due season.
-
- "Yes, thank you."
-
- "Come, then! You shall see the apartment that I told you you could
- occupy. It will suit you to a marvel."
-
- Out of the wine-shop into the street, out of the street into a
- courtyard, out of the courtyard up a steep staircase, out of the
- staircase into a garret,--formerly the garret where a white-haired
- man sat on a low bench, stooping forward and very busy, making shoes.
-
- No white-haired man was there now; but, the three men were there
- who had gone out of the wine-shop singly. And between them and the
- white-haired man afar off, was the one small link, that they had once
- looked in at him through the chinks in the wall.
-
- Defarge closed the door carefully, and spoke in a subdued voice:
-
- "Jacques One, Jacques Two, Jacques Three! This is the witness
- encountered by appointment, by me, Jacques Four. He will tell you all.
- Speak, Jacques Five!"
-
- The mender of roads, blue cap in hand, wiped his swarthy forehead with
- it, and said, "Where shall I commence, monsieur?"
-
- "Commence," was Monsieur Defarge's not unreasonable reply, "at the
- commencement."
-
- "I saw him then, messieurs," began the mender of roads, "a year ago
- this running summer, underneath the carriage of the Marquis, hanging by
- the chain. Behold the manner of it. I leaving my work on the road,
- the sun going to bed, the carriage of the Marquis slowly ascending
- the hill, he hanging by the chain--like this."
-
- Again the mender of roads went through the whole performance; in which
- he ought to have been perfect by that time, seeing that it had been
- the infallible resource and indispensable entertainment of his village
- during a whole year.
-
- Jacques One struck in, and asked if he had ever seen the man before?
-
- "Never," answered the mender of roads, recovering his perpendicular.
-
- Jacques Three demanded how he afterwards recognised him then?
-
- "By his tall figure," said the mender of roads, softly, and with his
- finger at his nose. "When Monsieur the Marquis demands that evening,
- 'Say, what is he like?' I make response, `Tall as a spectre.'"
-
- "You should have said, short as a dwarf," returned Jacques Two.
-
- "But what did I know? The deed was not then accomplished, neither did
- he confide in me. Observe! Under those circumstances even, I do not
- offer my testimony. Monsieur the Marquis indicates me with his finger,
- standing near our little fountain, and says, `To me! Bring that rascal!'
- My faith, messieurs, I offer nothing."
-
- "He is right there, Jacques," murmured Defarge, to him who had
- interrupted. "Go on!"
-
- "Good!" said the mender of roads, with an air of mystery. "The tall
- man is lost, and he is sought--how many months? Nine, ten, eleven?"
-
- "No matter, the number," said Defarge. "He is well hidden, but at last
- he is unluckily found. Go on!"
-
- "I am again at work upon the hill-side, and the sun is again about to
- go to bed. I am collecting my tools to descend to my cottage down in
- the village below, where it is already dark, when I raise my eyes,
- and see coming over the hill six soldiers. In the midst of them
- is a tall man with his arms bound--tied to his sides--like this!"
-
- With the aid of his indispensable cap, he represented a man with his
- elbows bound fast at his hips, with cords that were knotted behind him.
-
- "I stand aside, messieurs, by my heap of stones, to see the soldiers
- and their prisoner pass (for it is a solitary road, that, where any
- spectacle is well worth looking at), and at first, as they approach,
- I see no more than that they are six soldiers with a tall man bound,
- and that they are almost black to my sight--except on the side of the
- sun going to bed, where they have a red edge, messieurs. Also, I see
- that their long shadows are on the hollow ridge on the opposite side
- of the road, and are on the hill above it, and are like the shadows of
- giants. Also, I see that they are covered with dust, and that the dust
- moves with them as they come, tramp, tramp! But when they advance
- quite near to me, I recognise the tall man, and he recognises me.
- Ah, but he would be well content to precipitate himself over the
- hill-side once again, as on the evening when he and I first encountered,
- close to the same spot!"
-
- He described it as if he were there, and it was evident that he saw
- it vividly; perhaps he had not seen much in his life.
-
- "I do not show the soldiers that I recognise the tall man; he does
- not show the soldiers that he recognises me; we do it, and we know it,
- with our eyes. `Come on!' says the chief of that company, pointing to
- the village, `bring him fast to his tomb!' and they bring him faster.
- I follow. His arms are swelled because of being bound so tight, his
- wooden shoes are large and clumsy, and he is lame. Because he is lame,
- and consequently slow, they drive him with their guns--like this!"
-
- He imitated the action of a man's being impelled forward by the
- butt-ends of muskets.
-
- "As they descend the hill like madmen running a race, he falls.
- They laugh and pick him up again. His face is bleeding and covered with
- dust, but he cannot touch it; thereupon they laugh again. They bring
- him into the village; all the village runs to look; they take him past
- the mill, and up to the prison; all the village sees the prison gate
- open in the darkness of the night, and swallow him--like this!"
-
- He opened his mouth as wide as he could, and shut it with a sounding
- snap of his teeth. Observant of his unwillingness to mar the effect
- by opening it again, Defarge said, "Go on, Jacques."
-
- "All the village," pursued the mender of roads, on tiptoe and in a
- low voice, "withdraws; all the village whispers by the fountain;
- all the village sleeps; all the village dreams of that unhappy one,
- within the locks and bars of the prison on the crag, and never to come
- out of it, except to perish. In the morning, with my tools upon my
- shoulder, eating my morsel of black bread as I go, I make a circuit
- by the prison, on my way to my work. There I see him, high up,
- behind the bars of a lofty iron cage, bloody and dusty as last night,
- looking through. He has no hand free, to wave to me; I dare not call
- to him; he regards me like a dead man."
-
- Defarge and the three glanced darkly at one another. The looks of
- all of them were dark, repressed, and revengeful, as they listened to
- the countryman's story; the manner of all of them, while it was secret,
- was authoritative too. They had the air of a rough tribunal; Jacques
- One and Two sitting on the old pallet-bed, each with his chin resting
- on his hand, and his eyes intent on the road-mender; Jacques Three,
- equally intent, on one knee behind them, with his agitated hand always
- gliding over the network of fine nerves about his mouth and nose;
- Defarge standing between them and the narrator, whom he had stationed
- in the light of the window, by turns looking from him to them, and
- from them to him.
-
- "Go on, Jacques," said Defarge.
-
- "He remains up there in his iron cage some days. The village looks
- at him by stealth, for it is afraid. But it always looks up, from
- a distance, at the prison on the crag; and in the evening, when the
- work of the day is achieved and it assembles to gossip at the fountain,
- all faces are turned towards the prison. Formerly, they were turned
- towards the posting-house; now, they are turned towards the prison.
- They whisper at the fountain, that although condemned to death he will
- not be executed; they say that petitions have been presented in Paris,
- showing that he was enraged and made mad by the death of his child;
- they say that a petition has been presented to the King himself.
- What do I know? It is possible. Perhaps yes, perhaps no."
-
- "Listen then, Jacques," Number One of that name sternly interposed.
- "Know that a petition was presented to the King and Queen. All here,
- yourself excepted, saw the King take it, in his carriage in the street,
- sitting beside the Queen. It is Defarge whom you see here, who,
- at the hazard of his life, darted out before the horses, with the
- petition in his hand."
-
- "And once again listen, Jacques!" said the kneeling Number Three:
- his fingers ever wandering over and over those fine nerves, with a
- strikingly greedy air, as if he hungered for something--that was
- neither food nor drink; "the guard, horse and foot, surrounded
- the petitioner, and struck him blows. You hear?"
-
- "I hear, messieurs."
-
- "Go on then," said Defarge.
-
- "Again; on the other hand, they whisper at the fountain," resumed the
- countryman, "that he is brought down into our country to be executed
- on the spot, and that he will very certainly be executed. They even
- whisper that because he has slain Monseigneur, and because Monseigneur
- was the father of his tenants--serfs--what you will--he will be
- executed as a parricide. One old man says at the fountain, that his
- right hand, armed with the knife, will be burnt off before his face;
- that, into wounds which will be made in his arms, his breast,
- and his legs, there will be poured boiling oil, melted lead, hot resin,
- wax, and sulphur; finally, that he will be torn limb from limb by four
- strong horses. That old man says, all this was actually done to a
- prisoner who made an attempt on the life of the late King,
- Louis Fifteen. But how do I know if he lies? I am not a scholar."
-
- "Listen once again then, Jacques!" said the man with the restless hand
- and the craving air. "The name of that prisoner was Damiens, and it
- was all done in open day, in the open streets of this city of Paris;
- and nothing was more noticed in the vast concourse that saw it done,
- than the crowd of ladies of quality and fashion, who were full of eager
- attention to the last--to the last, Jacques, prolonged until nightfall,
- when he had lost two legs and an arm, and still breathed! And it
- was done--why, how old are you?"
-
- "Thirty-five," said the mender of roads, who looked sixty.
-
- "It was done when you were more than ten years old; you might
- have seen it."
-
- "Enough!" said Defarge, with grim impatience. "Long live the Devil!
- Go on."
-
- "Well! Some whisper this, some whisper that; they speak of nothing else;
- even the fountain appears to fall to that tune. At length, on Sunday
- night when all the village is asleep, come soldiers, winding down from
- the prison, and their guns ring on the stones of the little street.
- Workmen dig, workmen hammer, soldiers laugh and sing; in the morning,
- by the fountain, there is raised a gallows forty feet high, poisoning
- the water."
-
- The mender of roads looked THROUGH rather than AT the low ceiling,
- and pointed as if he saw the gallows somewhere in the sky.
-
- "All work is stopped, all assemble there, nobody leads the cows out,
- the cows are there with the rest. At midday, the roll of drums.
- Soldiers have marched into the prison in the night, and he is in the
- midst of many soldiers. He is bound as before, and in his mouth there
- is a gag--tied so, with a tight string, making him look almost as if he
- laughed." He suggested it, by creasing his face with his two thumbs,
- from the corners of his mouth to his ears. "On the top of the gallows
- is fixed the knife, blade upwards, with its point in the air. He is
- hanged there forty feet high--and is left hanging, poisoning the water."
-
- They looked at one another, as he used his blue cap to wipe his face,
- on which the perspiration had started afresh while he recalled the spectacle.
-
- "It is frightful, messieurs. How can the women and the children draw
- water! Who can gossip of an evening, under that shadow! Under it,
- have I said? When I left the village, Monday evening as the sun was
- going to bed, and looked back from the hill, the shadow struck across
- the church, across the mill, across the prison--seemed to strike across
- the earth, messieurs, to where the sky rests upon it!"
-
- The hungry man gnawed one of his fingers as he looked at the other
- three, and his finger quivered with the craving that was on him.
-
- "That's all, messieurs. I left at sunset (as I had been warned to do),
- and I walked on, that night and half next day, until I met (as I was
- warned I should) this comrade. With him, I came on, now riding and
- now walking, through the rest of yesterday and through last night.
- And here you see me!"
-
- After a gloomy silence, the first Jacques said, "Good! You have
- acted and recounted faithfully. Will you wait for us a little,
- outside the door?"
-
- "Very willingly," said the mender of roads. Whom Defarge escorted
- to the top of the stairs, and, leaving seated there, returned.
-
- The three had risen, and their heads were together when he came
- back to the garret.
-
- "How say you, Jacques?" demanded Number One. "To be registered?"
-
- "To be registered, as doomed to destruction," returned Defarge.
-
- "Magnificent!" croaked the man with the craving.
-
- "The chateau, and all the race?" inquired the first.
-
- "The chateau and all the race," returned Defarge. "Extermination."
-
- The hungry man repeated, in a rapturous croak, "Magnificent!" and began
- gnawing another finger.
-
- "Are you sure," asked Jacques Two, of Defarge, "that no embarrassment
- can arise from our manner of keeping the register? Without doubt it
- is safe, for no one beyond ourselves can decipher it; but shall we
- always be able to decipher it--or, I ought to say, will she?"
-
- "Jacques," returned Defarge, drawing himself up, "if madame my wife
- undertook to keep the register in her memory alone, she would not
- lose a word of it--not a syllable of it. Knitted, in her own stitches
- and her own symbols, it will always be as plain to her as the sun.
- Confide in Madame Defarge. It would be easier for the weakest poltroon
- that lives, to erase himself from existence, than to erase one letter
- of his name or crimes from the knitted register of Madame Defarge."
-
- There was a murmur of confidence and approval, and then the man who
- hungered, asked: "Is this rustic to be sent back soon? I hope so.
- He is very simple; is he not a little dangerous?"
-
- "He knows nothing," said Defarge; "at least nothing more than would
- easily elevate himself to a gallows of the same height. I charge myself
- with him; let him remain with me; I will take care of him, and set him
- on his road. He wishes to see the fine world--the King, the Queen, and
- Court; let him see them on Sunday."
-
- "What?" exclaimed the hungry man, staring. "Is it a good sign, that
- he wishes to see Royalty and Nobility?"
-
- "Jacques," said Defarge; "judiciously show a cat milk, if you wish
- her to thirst for it. Judiciously show a dog his natural prey,
- if you wish him to bring it down one day."
-
- Nothing more was said, and the mender of roads, being found already
- dozing on the topmost stair, was advised to lay himself down on the
- pallet-bed and take some rest. He needed no persuasion,
- and was soon asleep.
-
- Worse quarters than Defarge's wine-shop, could easily have been found
- in Paris for a provincial slave of that degree. Saving for a mysterious
- dread of madame by which he was constantly haunted, his life was very
- new and agreeable. But, madame sat all day at her counter, so expressly
- unconscious of him, and so particularly determined not to perceive that
- his being there had any connection with anything below the surface,
- that he shook in his wooden shoes whenever his eye lighted on her.
- For, he contended with himself that it was impossible to foresee what
- that lady might pretend next; and he felt assured that if she should
- take it into her brightly ornamented head to pretend that she had seen
- him do a murder and afterwards flay the victim, she would infallibly
- go through with it until the play was played out.
-
- Therefore, when Sunday came, the mender of roads was not enchanted
- (though he said he was) to find that madame was to accompany monsieur
- and himself to Versailles. It was additionally disconcerting to have
- madame knitting all the way there, in a public conveyance; it was
- additionally disconcerting yet, to have madame in the crowd in the
- afternoon, still with her knitting in her hands as the crowd waited
- to see the carriage of the King and Queen.
-
- "You work hard, madame," said a man near her.
-
- "Yes," answered Madame Defarge; "I have a good deal to do."
-
- "What do you make, madame?"
-
- "Many things."
-
- "For instance--"
-
- "For instance," returned Madame Defarge, composedly, "shrouds."
-
- The man moved a little further away, as soon as he could, and the
- mender of roads fanned himself with his blue cap: feeling it mightily
- close and oppressive. If he needed a King and Queen to restore him,
- he was fortunate in having his remedy at hand; for, soon the large-faced
- King and the fair-faced Queen came in their golden coach, attended by
- the shining Bull's Eye of their Court, a glittering multitude of
- laughing ladies and fine lords; and in jewels and silks and powder and
- splendour and elegantly spurning figures and handsomely disdainful faces
- of both sexes, the mender of roads bathed himself, so much to his
- temporary intoxication, that he cried Long live the King, Long live
- the Queen, Long live everybody and everything! as if he had never
- heard of ubiquitous Jacques in his time. Then, there were gardens,
- courtyards, terraces, fountains, green banks, more King and Queen,
- more Bull's Eye,more lords and ladies, more Long live they all! until
- he absolutely wept with sentiment. During the whole of this scene,
- which lasted some three hours, he had plenty of shouting and weeping
- and sentimental company, and throughout Defarge held him by the collar,
- as if to restrain him from flying at the objects of his brief devotion
- and tearing them to pieces.
-
- "Bravo!" said Defarge, clapping him on the back when it was over,
- like a patron; "you are a good boy!"
-
- The mender of roads was now coming to himself, and was mistrustful of
- having made a mistake in his late demonstrations; but no.
-
- "You are the fellow we want," said Defarge, in his ear; "you make these
- fools believe that it will last for ever. Then, they are the more
- insolent, and it is the nearer ended."
-
- "Hey!" cried the mender of roads, reflectively; "that's true."
-
- "These fools know nothing. While they despise your breath, and would
- stop it for ever and ever, in you or in a hundred like you rather than
- in one of their own horses or dogs, they only know what your breath
- tells them. Let it deceive them, then, a little longer; it cannot
- deceive them too much."
-
- Madame Defarge looked superciliously at the client, and nodded in
- confirmation.
-
- "As to you," said she, "you would shout and shed tears for anything,
- if it made a show and a noise. Say! Would you not?"
-
- "Truly, madame, I think so. For the moment."
-
- "If you were shown a great heap of dolls, and were set upon them to
- pluck them to pieces and despoil them for your own advantage, you
- would pick out the richest and gayest. Say! Would you not?"
-
- "Truly yes, madame."
-
- "Yes. And if you were shown a flock of birds, unable to fly, and were
- set upon them to strip them of their feathers for your own advantage,
- you would set upon the birds of the finest feathers; would you not?"
-
- "It is true, madame."
-
- "You have seen both dolls and birds to-day," said Madame Defarge,
- with a wave of her hand towards the place where they had last been
- apparent; "now, go home!"
-
-
-
- XVI
-
- Still Knitting
-
-
- Madame Defarge and monsieur her husband returned amicably to the bosom
- of Saint Antoine, while a speck in a blue cap toiled through the
- darkness, and through the dust, and down the weary miles of avenue by
- the wayside, slowly tending towards that point of the compass where the
- chateau of Monsieur the Marquis, now in his grave, listened to the
- whispering trees. Such ample leisure had the stone faces, now, for
- listening to the trees and to the fountain, that the few village
- scarecrows who, in their quest for herbs to eat and fragments of dead
- stick to burn, strayed within sight of the great stone courtyard and
- terrace staircase, had it borne in upon their starved fancy that the
- expression of the faces was altered. A rumour just lived in the
- village--had a faint and bare existence there, as its people had--that
- when the knife struck home, the faces changed, from faces of pride to
- faces of anger and pain; also, that when that dangling figure was
- hauled up forty feet above the fountain, they changed again, and bore
- a cruel look of being avenged, which they would henceforth bear
- for ever. In the stone face over the great window of the bed-chamber
- where the murder was done, two fine dints were pointed out in the
- sculptured nose, which everybody recognised, and which nobody had
- seen of old; and on the scarce occasions when two or three ragged
- peasants emerged from the crowd to take a hurried peep at Monsieur
- the Marquis petrified, a skinny finger would not have pointed to it
- for a minute, before they all started away among the moss and leaves,
- like the more fortunate hares who could find a living there.
-
- Chateau and hut, stone face and dangling figure, the red stain on the
- stone floor, and the pure water in the village well--thousands of acres
- of land--a whole province of France--all France itself--lay under the
- night sky, concentrated into a faint hair-breadth line. So does a
- whole world, with all its greatnesses and littlenesses, lie in a
- twinkling star. And as mere human knowledge can split a ray of light
- and analyse the manner of its composition, so, sublimer intelligences
- may read in the feeble shining of this earth of ours, every thought
- and act, every vice and virtue, of every responsible creature on it.
-
- The Defarges, husband and wife, came lumbering under the starlight,
- in their public vehicle, to that gate of Paris whereunto their journey
- naturally tended. There was the usual stoppage at the barrier
- guardhouse, and the usual lanterns came glancing forth for the usual
- examination and inquiry. Monsieur Defarge alighted; knowing one or
- two of the soldiery there, and one of the police. The latter he was
- intimate with, and affectionately embraced.
-
- When Saint Antoine had again enfolded the Defarges in his dusky wings,
- and they, having finally alighted near the Saint's boundaries, were
- picking their way on foot through the black mud and offal of his streets,
- Madame Defarge spoke to her husband:
-
- "Say then, my friend; what did Jacques of the police tell thee?"
-
- "Very little to-night, but all he knows. There is another spy
- commissioned for our quarter. There may be many more, for all that
- he can say, but he knows of one."
-
- "Eh well!" said Madame Defarge, raising her eyebrows with a cool
- business air. "It is necessary to register him. How do they
- call that man?"
-
- "He is English."
-
- "So much the better. His name?"
-
- "Barsad," said Defarge, making it French by pronunciation. But,
- he had been so careful to get it accurately, that he then spelt
- it with perfect correctness.
-
- "Barsad," repeated madame. "Good. Christian name?"
-
- "John."
-
- "John Barsad," repeated madame, after murmuring it once to herself.
- "Good. His appearance; is it known?"
-
- "Age, about forty years; height, about five feet nine; black hair;
- complexion dark; generally, rather handsome visage; eyes dark, face thin,
- long, and sallow; nose aquiline, but not straight, having a peculiar
- inclination towards the left cheek; expression, therefore, sinister."
-
- "Eh my faith. It is a portrait!" said madame, laughing. "He shall
- be registered to-morrow."
-
- They turned into the wine-shop, which was closed (for it was midnight),
- and where Madame Defarge immediately took her post at her desk,
- counted the small moneys that had been taken during her absence,
- examined the stock, went through the entries in the book, made other
- entries of her own, checked the serving man in every possible way,
- and finally dismissed him to bed. Then she turned out the contents
- of the bowl of money for the second time, and began knotting them up
- in her handkerchief, in a chain of separate knots, for safe keeping
- through the night. All this while, Defarge, with his pipe in his mouth,
- walked up and down, complacently admiring, but never interfering;
- in which condition, indeed, as to the business and his domestic affairs,
- he walked up and down through life.
-
- The night was hot, and the shop, close shut and surrounded by so foul
- a neighbourhood, was ill-smelling. Monsieur Defarge's olfactory
- sense was by no means delicate, but the stock of wine smelt much
- stronger than it ever tasted, and so did the stock of rum and brandy
- and aniseed. He whiffed the compound of scents away, as he put down
- his smoked-out pipe.
-
- "You are fatigued," said madame, raising her glance as she knotted
- the money. "There are only the usual odours."
-
- "I am a little tired," her husband acknowledged.
-
- "You are a little depressed, too," said madame, whose quick eyes had
- never been so intent on the accounts, but they had had a ray or two
- for him. "Oh, the men, the men!"
-
- "But my dear!" began Defarge.
-
- "But my dear!" repeated madame, nodding firmly; "but my dear!
- You are faint of heart to-night, my dear!"
-
- "Well, then," said Defarge, as if a thought were wrung out of his breast,
- "it IS a long time."
-
- "It is a long time," repeated his wife; "and when is it not a long time?
- Vengeance and retribution require a long time; it is the rule."
-
- "It does not take a long time to strike a man with Lightning,"
- said Defarge.
-
- "How long," demanded madame, composedly, "does it take to make and
- store the lightning? Tell me."
-
- Defarge raised his head thoughtfully, as if there were something
- in that too.
-
- "It does not take a long time," said madame, "for an earthquake to swallow
- a town. Eh well! Tell me how long it takes to prepare the earthquake?"
-
- "A long time, I suppose," said Defarge.
-
- "But when it is ready, it takes place, and grinds to pieces everything
- before it. In the meantime, it is always preparing, though it is not
- seen or heard. That is your consolation. Keep it."
-
- She tied a knot with flashing eyes, as if it throttled a foe.
-
- "I tell thee," said madame, extending her right hand, for emphasis,
- "that although it is a long time on the road, it is on the road and
- coming. I tell thee it never retreats, and never stops. I tell thee
- it is always advancing. Look around and consider the Eves of all the
- world that we know, consider the faces of all the world that we know,
- consider the rage and discontent to which the Jacquerie addresses itself
- with more and more of certainty every hour. Can such things last?
- Bah! I mock you."
-
- "My brave wife," returned Defarge, standing before her with his head
- a little bent, and his hands clasped at his back, like a docile and
- attentive pupil before his catechist, "I do not question all this.
- But it has lasted a long time, and it is possible--you know well,
- my wife, it is possible--that it may not come, during our lives."
-
- "Eh well! How then?" demanded madame, tying another knot, as if
- there were another enemy strangled.
-
- "Well!" said Defarge, with a half complaining and half apologetic shrug.
- "We shall not see the triumph."
-
- "We shall have helped it," returned madame, with her extended hand in
- strong action. "Nothing that we do, is done in vain. I believe, with
- all my soul, that we shall see the triumph. But even if not, even if
- I knew certainly not, show me the neck of an aristocrat and tyrant,
- and still I would--"
-
- Then madame, with her teeth set, tied a very terrible knot indeed.
-
- "Hold!" cried Defarge, reddening a little as if he felt charged with
- cowardice; "I too, my dear, will stop at nothing."
-
- "Yes! But it is your weakness that you sometimes need to see your
- victim and your opportunity, to sustain you. Sustain yourself without
- that. When the time comes, let loose a tiger and a devil; but wait
- for the time with the tiger and the devil chained--not shown--yet
- always ready."
-
- Madame enforced the conclusion of this piece of advice by striking
- her little counter with her chain of money as if she knocked its brains
- out, and then gathering the heavy handkerchief under her arm in a
- serene manner, and observing that it was time to go to bed.
-
- Next noontide saw the admirable woman in her usual place in the
- wine-shop, knitting away assiduously. A rose lay beside her, and
- if she now and then glanced at the flower, it was with no infraction
- of her usual preoccupied air. There were a few customers, drinking
- or not drinking, standing or seated, sprinkled about. The day was
- very hot, and heaps of flies, who were extending their inquisitive
- and adventurous perquisitions into all the glutinous little glasses
- near madame, fell dead at the bottom. Their decease made no impression
- on the other flies out promenading, who looked at them in the coolest
- manner (as if they themselves were elephants, or something as far
- removed), until they met the same fate. Curious to consider how heedless
- flies are!--perhaps they thought as much at Court that sunny summer day.
-
- A figure entering at the door threw a shadow on Madame Defarge which
- she felt to be a new one. She laid down her knitting, and began to
- pin her rose in her head-dress, before she looked at the figure.
-
- It was curious. The moment Madame Defarge took up the rose, the
- customers ceased talking, and began gradually to drop out of the
- wine-shop.
-
- "Good day, madame," said the new-comer.
-
- "Good day, monsieur."
-
- She said it aloud, but added to herself, as she resumed her knitting:
- "Hah! Good day, age about forty, height about five feet nine, black
- hair, generally rather handsome visage, complexion dark, eyes dark,
- thin, long and sallow face, aquiline nose but not straight, having a
- peculiar inclination towards the left cheek which imparts a sinister
- expression! Good day, one and all!"
-
- "Have the goodness to give me a little glass of old cognac, and a
- mouthful of cool fresh water, madame."
-
- Madame complied with a polite air.
-
- "Marvellous cognac this, madame!"
-
- It was the first time it had ever been so complemented, and Madame
- Defarge knew enough of its antecedents to know better. She said,
- however, that the cognac was flattered, and took up her knitting.
- The visitor watched her fingers for a few moments, and took the
- opportunity of observing the place in general.
-
- "You knit with great skill, madame."
-
- "I am accustomed to it."
-
- "A pretty pattern too!"
-
- "YOU think so?" said madame, looking at him with a smile.
-
- "Decidedly. May one ask what it is for?"
-
- "Pastime," said madame, still looking at him with a smile while her
- fingers moved nimbly.
-
- "Not for use?"
-
- "That depends. I may find a use for it one day. If I do--Well,"
- said madame, drawing a breath and nodding her head with a stem kind
- of coquetry, "I'll use it!"
-
- It was remarkable; but, the taste of Saint Antoine seemed to be
- decidedly opposed to a rose on the head-dress of Madame Defarge.
- Two men had entered separately, and had been about to order drink, when,
- catching sight of that novelty, they faltered, made a pretence of
- looking about as if for some friend who was not there, and went away.
- Nor, of those who had been there when this visitor entered, was there one
- left. They had all dropped off. The spy had kept his eyes open, but had
- been able to detect no sign. They had lounged away in a poverty-stricken,
- purposeless, accidental manner, quite natural and unimpeachable.
-
- "JOHN," thought madame, checking off her work as her fingers knitted,
- and her eyes looked at the stranger. "Stay long enough, and I shall
- knit `BARSAD' before you go."
-
- "You have a husband, madame?"
-
- "I have."
-
- "Children?"
-
- "No children."
-
- "Business seems bad?"
-
- "Business is very bad; the people are so poor."
-
- "Ah, the unfortunate, miserable people! So oppressed, too--as you say."
-
- "As YOU say," madame retorted, correcting him, and deftly knitting
- an extra something into his name that boded him no good.
-
- "Pardon me; certainly it was I who said so, but you naturally think so.
- Of course."
-
- "_I_ think?" returned madame, in a high voice. "I and my husband
- have enough to do to keep this wine-shop open, without thinking. All
- we think, here, is how to live. That is the subject WE think of,
- and it gives us, from morning to night, enough to think about, without
- embarrassing our heads concerning others. _I_ think for others? No, no."
-
- The spy, who was there to pick up any crumbs he could find or make, did
- not allow his baffled state to express itself in his sinister face; but,
- stood with an air of gossiping gallantry, leaning his elbow on Madame
- Defarge's little counter, and occasionally sipping his cognac.
-
- "A bad business this, madame, of Gaspard's execution. Ah! the poor
- Gaspard!" With a sigh of great compassion.
-
- "My faith!" returned madame, coolly and lightly, "if people use knives
- for such purposes, they have to pay for it. He knew beforehand what
- the price of his luxury was; he has paid the price."
-
- "I believe," said the spy, dropping his soft voice to a tone that
- invited confidence, and expressing an injured revolutionary
- susceptibility in every muscle of his wicked face: "I believe there
- is much compassion and anger in this neighbourhood, touching the
- poor fellow? Between ourselves."
-
- "Is there?" asked madame, vacantly.
-
- "Is there not?"
-
- "--Here is my husband!" said Madame Defarge.
-
- As the keeper of the wine-shop entered at the door, the spy saluted
- him by touching his hat, and saying, with an engaging smile, "Good
- day, Jacques!" Defarge stopped short, and stared at him.
-
- "Good day, Jacques!" the spy repeated; with not quite so much
- confidence, or quite so easy a smile under the stare.
-
- "You deceive yourself, monsieur," returned the keeper of the
- wine-shop. "You mistake me for another. That is not my name.
- I am Ernest Defarge."
-
- "It is all the same," said the spy, airily, but discomfited too:
- "good day!"
-
- "Good day!" answered Defarge, drily.
-
- "I was saying to madame, with whom I had the pleasure of chatting when
- you entered, that they tell me there is--and no wonder!--much sympathy
- and anger in Saint Antoine, touching the unhappy fate of poor Gaspard."
-
- "No one has told me so," said Defarge, shaking his head. "I know
- nothing of it."
-
- Having said it, he passed behind the little counter, and stood with
- his hand on the back of his wife's chair, looking over that barrier
- at the person to whom they were both opposed, and whom either of them
- would have shot with the greatest satisfaction.
-
- The spy, well used to his business, did not change his unconscious
- attitude, but drained his little glass of cognac, took a sip of fresh
- water, and asked for another glass of cognac. Madame Defarge poured it
- out for him, took to her knitting again, and hummed a little song over it.
-
- "You seem to know this quarter well; that is to say, better than I do?"
- observed Defarge.
-
- "Not at all, but I hope to know it better. I am so profoundly interested
- in its miserable inhabitants."
-
- "Hah!" muttered Defarge.
-
- "The pleasure of conversing with you, Monsieur Defarge, recalls to me,"
- pursued the spy, "that I have the honour of cherishing some interesting
- associations with your name."
-
- "Indeed!" said Defarge, with much indifference.
-
- "Yes, indeed. When Doctor Manette was released, you, his old domestic,
- had the charge of him, I know. He was delivered to you. You see I am
- informed of the circumstances?"
-
- "Such is the fact, certainly," said Defarge. He had had it conveyed
- to him, in an accidental touch of his wife's elbow as she knitted and
- warbled, that he would do best to answer, but always with brevity.
-
- "It was to you," said the spy, "that his daughter came; and it was
- from your care that his daughter took him, accompanied by a neat brown
- monsieur; how is he called?--in a little wig--Lorry--of the bank of
- Tellson and Company--over to England."
-
- "Such is the fact," repeated Defarge.
-
- "Very interesting remembrances!" said the spy. "I have known Doctor
- Manette and his daughter, in England."
-
- "Yes?" said Defarge.
-
- "You don't hear much about them now?" said the spy.
-
- "No," said Defarge.
-
- "In effect," madame struck in, looking up from her work and her little
- song, "we never hear about them. We received the news of their safe
- arrival, and perhaps another letter, or perhaps two; but, since then,
- they have gradually taken their road in life--we, ours--and we have
- held no correspondence."
-
- "Perfectly so, madame," replied the spy. "She is going to be married."
-
- "Going?" echoed madame. "She was pretty enough to have been married
- long ago. You English are cold, it seems to me."
-
- "Oh! You know I am English."
-
- "I perceive your tongue is," returned madame; "and what the tongue is,
- I suppose the man is."
-
- He did not take the identification as a compliment; but he made the
- best of it, and turned it off with a laugh. After sipping his
- cognac to the end, he added:
-
- "Yes, Miss Manette is going to be married. But not to an Englishman;
- to one who, like herself, is French by birth. And speaking of Gaspard
- (ah, poor Gaspard! It was cruel, cruel!), it is a curious thing that
- she is going to marry the nephew of Monsieur the Marquis, for whom
- Gaspard was exalted to that height of so many feet; in other words,
- the present Marquis. But he lives unknown in England, he is no
- Marquis there; he is Mr. Charles Darnay. D'Aulnais is the name
- of his mother's family."
-
- Madame Defarge knitted steadily, but the intelligence had a palpable
- effect upon her husband. Do what he would, behind the little counter,
- as to the striking of a light and the lighting of his pipe, he was
- troubled, and his hand was not trustworthy. The spy would have been
- no spy if he had failed to see it, or to record it in his mind.
-
- Having made, at least, this one hit, whatever it might prove to be worth,
- and no customers coming in to help him to any other, Mr. Barsad paid
- for what he had drunk, and took his leave: taking occasion to say, in a
- genteel manner, before he departed, that he looked forward to the pleasure
- of seeing Monsieur and Madame Defarge again. For some minutes after he
- had emerged into the outer presence of Saint Antoine, the husband and
- wife remained exactly as he had left them, lest he should come back.
-
- "Can it be true," said Defarge, in a low voice, looking down at his
- wife as he stood smoking with his hand on the back of her chair: "what
- he has said of Ma'amselle Manette?"
-
- "As he has said it," returned madame, lifting her eyebrows a little,
- "it is probably false. But it may be true."
-
- "If it is--" Defarge began, and stopped.
-
- "If it is?" repeated his wife.
-
- "--And if it does come, while we live to see it triumph--I hope, for
- her sake, Destiny will keep her husband out of France."
-
- "Her husband's destiny," said Madame Defarge, with her usual composure,
- "will take him where he is to go, and will lead him to the end that is
- to end him. That is all I know."
-
- "But it is very strange--now, at least, is it not very strange"--said
- Defarge, rather pleading with his wife to induce her to admit it,
- "that, after all our sympathy for Monsieur her father, and herself,
- her husband's name should be proscribed under your hand at this moment,
- by the side of that infernal dog's who has just left us?"
-
- "Stranger things than that will happen when it does come," answered
- madame. "I have them both here, of a certainty; and they are both
- here for their merits; that is enough."
-
- She roiled up her knitting when she had said those words, and presently
- took the rose out of the handkerchief that was wound about her head.
- Either Saint Antoine had an instinctive sense that the objectionable
- decoration was gone, or Saint Antoine was on the watch for its
- disappearance; howbeit, the Saint took courage to lounge in, very
- shortly afterwards, and the wine-shop recovered its habitual aspect.
-
- In the evening, at which season of all others Saint Antoine turned
- himself inside out, and sat on door-steps and window-ledges, and
- came to the corners of vile streets and courts, for a breath of air,
- Madame Defarge with her work in her hand was accustomed to pass from
- place to place and from group to group: a Missionary--there were
- many like her--such as the world will do well never to breed again.
- All the women knitted. They knitted worthless things; but, the
- mechanical work was a mechanical substitute for eating and drinking;
- the hands moved for the jaws and the digestive apparatus: if the bony
- fingers had been still, the stomachs would have been more famine-pinched.
-
- But, as the fingers went, the eyes went, and the thoughts. And as
- Madame Defarge moved on from group to group, all three went quicker
- and fiercer among every little knot of women that she had spoken with,
- and left behind.
-
- Her husband smoked at his door, looking after her with admiration.
- "A great woman," said he, "a strong woman, a grand woman, a frightfully
- grand woman!"
-
- Darkness closed around, and then came the ringing of church bells and
- the distant beating of the military drums in the Palace Courtyard, as
- the women sat knitting, knitting. Darkness encompassed them. Another
- darkness was closing in as surely, when the church bells, then ringing
- pleasantly in many an airy steeple over France, should be melted into
- thundering cannon; when the military drums should be beating to drown
- a wretched voice, that night all potent as the voice of Power and
- Plenty, Freedom and Life. So much was closing in about the women
- who sat knitting, knitting, that they their very selves were closing
- in around a structure yet unbuilt, where they were to sit knitting,
- knitting, counting dropping heads.
-
-
-
- XVII
-
- One Night
-
-
- Never did the sun go down with a brighter glory on the quiet corner
- in Soho, than one memorable evening when the Doctor and his daughter
- sat under the plane-tree together. Never did the moon rise with a
- milder radiance over great London, than on that night when it found
- them still seated under the tree, and shone upon their faces
- through its leaves.
-
- Lucie was to be married to-morrow. She had reserved this last
- evening for her father, and they sat alone under the plane-tree.
-
- "You are happy, my dear father?"
-
- "Quite, my child."
-
- They had said little, though they had been there a long time. When
- it was yet light enough to work and read, she had neither engaged
- herself in her usual work, nor had she read to him. She had employed
- herself in both ways, at his side under the tree, many and many a time;
- but, this time was not quite like any other, and nothing could make it so.
-
- "And I am very happy to-night, dear father. I am deeply happy in the
- love that Heaven has so blessed--my love for Charles, and Charles's
- love for me. But, if my life were not to be still consecrated to you,
- or if my marriage were so arranged as that it would part us, even by
- the length of a few of these streets, I should be more unhappy and
- self-reproachful now than I can tell you. Even as it is--"
-
- Even as it was, she could not command her voice.
-
- In the sad moonlight, she clasped him by the neck, and laid her face
- upon his breast. In the moonlight which is always sad, as the light
- of the sun itself is--as the light called human life is--at its
- coming and its going.
-
- "Dearest dear! Can you tell me, this last time, that you feel quite,
- quite sure, no new affections of mine, and no new duties of mine,
- will ever interpose between us? _I_ know it well, but do you know it?
- In your own heart, do you feel quite certain?"
-
- Her father answered, with a cheerful firmness of conviction he could
- scarcely have assumed, "Quite sure, my darling! More than that,"
- he added, as he tenderly kissed her: "my future is far brighter,
- Lucie, seen through your marriage, than it could have been--nay,
- than it ever was--without it."
-
- "If I could hope THAT, my father!--"
-
- "Believe it, love! Indeed it is so. Consider how natural and how
- plain it is, my dear, that it should be so. You, devoted and young,
- cannot fully appreciate the anxiety I have felt that your life
- should not be wasted--"
-
- She moved her hand towards his lips, but he took it in his,
- and repeated the word.
-
- "--wasted, my child--should not be wasted, struck aside from the
- natural order of things--for my sake. Your unselfishness cannot
- entirely comprehend how much my mind has gone on this; but, only ask
- yourself, how could my happiness be perfect, while yours was incomplete?"
-
- "If I had never seen Charles, my father, I should have been quite
- happy with you."
-
- He smiled at her unconscious admission that she would have been unhappy
- without Charles, having seen him; and replied:
-
- "My child, you did see him, and it is Charles. If it had not been
- Charles, it would have been another. Or, if it had been no other,
- I should have been the cause, and then the dark part of my life would
- have cast its shadow beyond myself, and would have fallen on you."
-
- It was the first time, except at the trial, of her ever hearing him refer
- to the period of his suffering. It gave her a strange and new sensation
- while his words were in her ears; and she remembered it long afterwards.
-
- "See!" said the Doctor of Beauvais, raising his hand towards the moon.
- "I have looked at her from my prison-window, when I could not bear
- her light. I have looked at her when it has been such torture to me
- to think of her shining upon what I had lost, that I have beaten my
- head against my prison-walls. I have looked at her, in a state so
- dun and lethargic, that I have thought of nothing but the number of
- horizontal lines I could draw across her at the full, and the number of
- perpendicular lines with which I could intersect them." He added in his
- inward and pondering manner, as he looked at the moon, "It was twenty
- either way, I remember, and the twentieth was difficult to squeeze in."
-
- The strange thrill with which she heard him go back to that time,
- deepened as he dwelt upon it; but, there was nothing to shock her in
- the manner of his reference. He only seemed to contrast his present
- cheerfulness and felicity with the dire endurance that was over.
-
- "I have looked at her, speculating thousands of times upon the unborn
- child from whom I had been rent. Whether it was alive. Whether it had
- been born alive, or the poor mother's shock had killed it. Whether it
- was a son who would some day avenge his father. (There was a time in my
- imprisonment, when my desire for vengeance was unbearable.) Whether it
- was a son who would never know his father's story; who might even live
- to weigh the possibility of his father's having disappeared of his own
- will and act. Whether it was a daughter who would grow to be a woman."
-
- She drew closer to him, and kissed his cheek and his hand.
-
- "I have pictured my daughter, to myself, as perfectly forgetful of me
- --rather, altogether ignorant of me, and unconscious of me. I have
- cast up the years of her age, year after year. I have seen her married
- to a man who knew nothing of my fate. I have altogether perished from
- the remembrance of the living, and in the next generation my place
- was a blank."
-
- "My father! Even to hear that you had such thoughts of a daughter
- who never existed, strikes to my heart as if I had been that child."
-
- "You, Lucie? It is out of the Consolation and restoration you have
- brought to me, that these remembrances arise, and pass between us and
- the moon on this last night.--What did I say just now?"
-
- "She knew nothing of you. She cared nothing for you."
-
- "So! But on other moonlight nights, when the sadness and the silence
- have touched me in a different way--have affected me with something as
- like a sorrowful sense of peace, as any emotion that had pain for its
- foundations could--I have imagined her as coming to me in my cell, and
- leading me out into the freedom beyond the fortress. I have seen her
- image in the moonlight often, as I now see you; except that I never held
- her in my arms; it stood between the little grated window and the door.
- But, you understand that that was not the child I am speaking of?"
-
- "The figure was not; the--the--image; the fancy?"
-
- "No. That was another thing. It stood before my disturbed sense of
- sight, but it never moved. The phantom that my mind pursued, was
- another and more real child. Of her outward appearance I know no more
- than that she was like her mother. The other had that likeness too
- --as you have--but was not the same. Can you follow me, Lucie?
- Hardly, I think? I doubt you must have been a solitary prisoner to
- understand these perplexed distinctions."
-
- His collected and calm manner could not prevent her blood from running
- cold, as he thus tried to anatomise his old condition.
-
- "In that more peaceful state, I have imagined her, in the moonlight,
- coming to me and taking me out to show me that the home of her married
- life was full of her loving remembrance of her lost father. My picture
- was in her room, and I was in her prayers. Her life was active,
- cheerful, useful; but my poor history pervaded it all."
-
- "I was that child, my father, I was not half so good, but in my love
- that was I."
-
- "And she showed me her children," said the Doctor of Beauvais, "and
- they had heard of me, and had been taught to pity me. When they
- passed a prison of the State, they kept far from its frowning walls,
- and looked up at its bars, and spoke in whispers. She could never
- deliver me; I imagined that she always brought me back after showing
- me such things. But then, blessed with the relief of tears,
- I fell upon my knees, and blessed her."
-
- "I am that child, I hope, my father. O my dear, my dear, will you
- bless me as fervently to-morrow?"
-
- "Lucie, I recall these old troubles in the reason that I have to-night
- for loving you better than words can tell, and thanking God for my
- great happiness. My thoughts, when they were wildest, never rose near
- the happiness that I have known with you, and that we have before us."
-
- He embraced her, solemnly commended her to Heaven, and humbly thanked
- Heaven for having bestowed her on him. By-and-bye, they went
- into the house.
-
- There was no one bidden to the marriage but Mr. Lorry; there was even
- to be no bridesmaid but the gaunt Miss Pross. The marriage was to
- make no change in their place of residence; they had been able to
- extend it, by taking to themselves the upper rooms formerly belonging
- to the apocryphal invisible lodger, and they desired nothing more.
-
- Doctor Manette was very cheerful at the little supper. They were
- only three at table, and Miss Pross made the third. He regretted that
- Charles was not there; was more than half disposed to object to the
- loving little plot that kept him away; and drank to him affectionately.
-
- So, the time came for him to bid Lucie good night, and they separated.
- But, in the stillness of the third hour of the morning, Lucie came
- downstairs again, and stole into his room; not free from unshaped fears,
- beforehand.
-
- All things, however, were in their places; all was quiet; and he lay
- asleep, his white hair picturesque on the untroubled pillow, and his
- hands lying quiet on the coverlet. She put her needless candle in the
- shadow at a distance, crept up to his bed, and put her lips to his;
- then, leaned over him, and looked at him.
-
- Into his handsome face, the bitter waters of captivity had worn; but,
- he covered up their tracks with a determination so strong, that he held
- the mastery of them even in his sleep. A more remarkable face in its
- quiet, resolute, and guarded struggle with an unseen assailant, was
- not to be beheld in all the wide dominions of sleep, that night.
-
- She timidly laid her hand on his dear breast, and put up a prayer that
- she might ever be as true to him as her love aspired to be, and as his
- sorrows deserved. Then, she withdrew her hand, and kissed his lips
- once more, and went away. So, the sunrise came, and the shadows of
- the leaves of the plane-tree moved upon his face, as softly as her
- lips had moved in praying for him.
-
-
-
- XVIII
-
- Nine Days
-
-
- The marriage-day was shining brightly, and they were ready outside
- the closed door of the Doctor's room, where he was speaking with
- Charles Darnay. They were ready to go to church; the beautiful bride,
- Mr. Lorry, and Miss Pross--to whom the event, through a gradual process
- of reconcilement to the inevitable, would have been one of absolute
- bliss, but for the yet lingering consideration that her brother
- Solomon should have been the bridegroom.
-
- "And so," said Mr. Lorry, who could not sufficiently admire the bride,
- and who had been moving round her to take in every point of her quiet,
- pretty dress; "and so it was for this, my sweet Lucie, that I brought
- you across the Channel, such a baby' Lord bless me' How little I
- thought what I was doing! How lightly I valued the obligation I was
- conferring on my friend Mr. Charles!"
-
- "You didn't mean it," remarked the matter-of-fact Miss Pross, "and
- therefore how could you know it? Nonsense!"
-
- "Really? Well; but don't cry," said the gentle Mr. Lorry.
-
- "I am not crying," said Miss Pross; "YOU are."
-
- "I, my Pross?" (By this time, Mr. Lorry dared to be pleasant with
- her, on occasion.)
-
- "You were, just now; I saw you do it, and I don't wonder at it. Such
- a present of plate as you have made 'em, is enough to bring tears into
- anybody's eyes. There's not a fork or a spoon in the collection,"
- said Miss Pross, "that I didn't cry over, last night after the box came,
- till I couldn't see it."
-
- "I am highly gratified," said Mr. Lorry, "though, upon my honour, I
- had no intention of rendering those trifling articles of remembrance
- invisible to any one. Dear me! This is an occasion that makes a man
- speculate on all he has lost. Dear, dear, dear! To think that there
- might have been a Mrs. Lorry, any time these fifty years almost!"
-
- "Not at all!" From Miss Pross.
-
- "You think there never might have been a Mrs. Lorry?" asked the
- gentleman of that name.
-
- "Pooh!" rejoined Miss Pross; "you were a bachelor in your cradle."
-
- "Well!" observed Mr. Lorry, beamingly adjusting his little wig,
- "that seems probable, too."
-
- "And you were cut out for a bachelor," pursued Miss Pross, "before
- you were put in your cradle."
-
- "Then, I think," said Mr. Lorry, "that I was very unhandsomely dealt
- with, and that I ought to have had a voice in the selection of my
- pattern. Enough! Now, my dear Lucie," drawing his arm soothingly
- round her waist, "I hear them moving in the next room, and Miss Pross
- and I, as two formal folks of business, are anxious not to lose the
- final opportunity of saying something to you that you wish to hear.
- You leave your good father, my dear, in hands as earnest and as
- loving as your own; he shall be taken every conceivable care of;
- during the next fortnight, while you are in Warwickshire and thereabouts,
- even Tellson's shall go to the wall (comparatively speaking) before him.
- And when, at the fortnight's end, he comes to join you and your beloved
- husband, on your other fortnight's trip in Wales, you shall say that
- we have sent him to you in the best health and in the happiest frame.
- Now, I hear Somebody's step coming to the door. Let me kiss my dear
- girl with an old-fashioned bachelor blessing, before Somebody comes
- to claim his own."
-
- For a moment, he held the fair face from him to look at the
- well-remembered expression on the forehead, and then laid the bright
- golden hair against his little brown wig, with a genuine tenderness and
- delicacy which, if such things be old-fashioned, were as old as Adam.
-
- The door of the Doctor's room opened, and he came out with Charles
- Darnay. He was so deadly pale--which had not been the case when they
- went in together--that no vestige of colour was to be seen in his face.
- But, in the composure of his manner he was unaltered, except that to
- the shrewd glance of Mr. Lorry it disclosed some shadowy indication
- that the old air of avoidance and dread had lately passed over him,
- like a cold wind.
-
- He gave his arm to his daughter, and took her down-stairs to the chariot
- which Mr. Lorry had hired in honour of the day. The rest followed in
- another carriage, and soon, in a neighbouring church, where no strange
- eyes looked on, Charles Darnay and Lucie Manette were happily married.
-
- Besides the glancing tears that shone among the smiles of the little
- group when it was done, some diamonds, very bright and sparkling,
- glanced on the bride's hand, which were newly released from the dark
- obscurity of one of Mr. Lorry's pockets. They returned home to
- breakfast, and all went well, and in due course the golden hair that
- had mingled with the poor shoemaker's white locks in the Paris garret,
- were mingled with them again in the morning sunlight, on the threshold
- of the door at parting.
-
- It was a hard parting, though it was not for long. But her father
- cheered her, and said at last, gently disengaging himself from her
- enfolding arms, "Take her, Charles! She is yours!"
-
- And her agitated hand waved to them from a chaise window, and
- she was gone.
-
- The corner being out of the way of the idle and curious, and the
- preparations having been very simple and few, the Doctor, Mr. Lorry,
- and Miss Pross, were left quite alone. It was when they turned into
- the welcome shade of the cool old hall, that Mr. Lorry observed a
- great change to have come over the Doctor; as if the golden arm
- uplifted there, had struck him a poisoned blow.
-
- He had naturally repressed much, and some revulsion might have been
- expected in him when the occasion for repression was gone. But, it
- was the old scared lost look that troubled Mr. Lorry; and through
- his absent manner of clasping his head and drearily wandering away
- into his own room when they got up-stairs, Mr. Lorry was reminded of
- Defarge the wine-shop keeper, and the starlight ride.
-
- "I think," he whispered to Miss Pross, after anxious consideration,
- "I think we had best not speak to him just now, or at all disturb him.
- I must look in at Tellson's; so I will go there at once and come back
- presently. Then, we will take him a ride into the country, and dine
- there, and all will be well."
-
- It was easier for Mr. Lorry to look in at Tellson's, than to look
- out of Tellson's. He was detained two hours. When he came back,
- he ascended the old staircase alone, having asked no question of
- the servant; going thus into the Doctor's rooms, he was stopped by
- a low sound of knocking.
-
- "Good God!" he said, with a start. "What's that?"
-
- Miss Pross, with a terrified face, was at his ear. "O me, O me!
- All is lost!" cried she, wringing her hands. "What is to be told
- to Ladybird? He doesn't know me, and is making shoes!"
-
- Mr. Lorry said what he could to calm her, and went himself into the
- Doctor's room. The bench was turned towards the light, as it had
- been when he had seen the shoemaker at his work before, and his head
- was bent down, and he was very busy.
-
- "Doctor Manette. My dear friend, Doctor Manette!"
-
- The Doctor looked at him for a moment--half inquiringly, half as if
- he were angry at being spoken to--and bent over his work again.
-
- He had laid aside his coat and waistcoat; his shirt was open at the
- throat, as it used to be when he did that work; and even the old
- haggard, faded surface of face had come back to him. He worked hard--
- impatiently--as if in some sense of having been interrupted.
-
- Mr. Lorry glanced at the work in his hand, and observed that it was
- a shoe of the old size and shape. He took up another that was lying
- by him, and asked what it was.
-
- "A young lady's walking shoe," he muttered, without looking up.
- "It ought to have been finished long ago. Let it be."
-
- "But, Doctor Manette. Look at me!"
-
- He obeyed, in the old mechanically submissive manner, without
- pausing in his work.
-
- "You know me, my dear friend? Think again. This is not your proper
- occupation. Think, dear friend!"
-
- Nothing would induce him to speak more. He looked up, for an instant
- at a time, when he was requested to do so; but, no persuasion would
- extract a word from him. He worked, and worked, and worked, in silence,
- and words fell on him as they would have fallen on an echoless wall,
- or on the air. The only ray of hope that Mr. Lorry could discover,
- was, that he sometimes furtively looked up without being asked. In that,
- there seemed a faint expression of curiosity or perplexity--as though
- he were trying to reconcile some doubts in his mind.
-
- Two things at once impressed themselves on Mr. Lorry, as important
- above all others; the first, that this must be kept secret from Lucie;
- the second, that it must be kept secret from all who knew him. In
- conjunction with Miss Pross, he took immediate steps towards the
- latter precaution, by giving out that the Doctor was not well, and
- required a few days of complete rest. In aid of the kind deception
- to be practised on his daughter, Miss Pross was to write, describing
- his having been called away professionally, and referring to an
- imaginary letter of two or three hurried lines in his own hand,
- represented to have been addressed to her by the same post.
-
- These measures, advisable to be taken in any case, Mr. Lorry took in
- the hope of his coming to himself. If that should happen soon, he kept
- another course in reserve; which was, to have a certain opinion that he
- thought the best, on the Doctor's case.
-
- In the hope of his recovery, and of resort to this third course being
- thereby rendered practicable, Mr. Lorry resolved to watch him
- attentively, with as little appearance as possible of doing so.
- He therefore made arrangements to absent himself from Tellson's for the
- first time in his life, and took his post by the window in the same room.
-
- He was not long in discovering that it was worse than useless to speak
- to him, since, on being pressed, he became worried. He abandoned that
- attempt on the first day, and resolved merely to keep himself always
- before him, as a silent protest against the delusion into which he had
- fallen, or was failing. He remained, therefore, in his seat near the
- window, reading and writing, and expressing in as many pleasant and
- natural ways as he could think of, that it was a free place.
-
- Doctor Manette took what was given him to eat and drink, and worked on,
- that first day, until it was too dark to see--worked on, half an hour
- after Mr. Lorry could not have seen, for his life, to read or write.
- When he put his tools aside as useless, until morning, Mr. Lorry rose
- and said to him:
-
- "Will you go out?"
-
- He looked down at the floor on either side of him in the old manner,
- looked up in the old manner, and repeated in the old low voice:
-
- "Out?"
-
- "Yes; for a walk with me. Why not?"
-
- He made no effort to say why not, and said not a word more. But,
- Mr. Lorry thought he saw, as he leaned forward on his bench in the
- dusk, with his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands, that he
- was in some misty way asking himself, "Why not?" The sagacity of the
- man of business perceived an advantage here, and determined to hold it.
-
- Miss Pross and he divided the night into two watches, and observed him
- at intervals from the adjoining room. He paced up and down for a long
- time before he lay down; but, when he did finally lay himself down,
- he fell asleep. In the morning, he was up betimes, and went straight
- to his bench and to work.
-
- On this second day, Mr. Lorry saluted him cheerfully by his name, and
- spoke to him on topics that had been of late familiar to them. He
- returned no reply, but it was evident that he heard what was said,
- and that he thought about it, however confusedly. This encouraged
- Mr. Lorry to have Miss Pross in with her work, several times during the
- day; at those times, they quietly spoke of Lucie, and of her father then
- present, precisely in the usual manner, and as if there were nothing
- amiss. This was done without any demonstrative accompaniment, not long
- enough, or often enough to harass him; and it lightened Mr. Lorry's
- friendly heart to believe that he looked up oftener, and that he appeared
- to be stirred by some perception of inconsistencies surrounding him.
-
- When it fell dark again, Mr. Lorry asked him as before:
-
- "Dear Doctor, will you go out?"
-
- As before, he repeated, "Out?"
-
- "Yes; for a walk with me. Why not?"
-
- This time, Mr. Lorry feigned to go out when he could extract no answer
- from him, and, after remaining absent for an hour, returned. In the
- meanwhile, the Doctor had removed to the seat in the window, and had
- sat there looking down at the plane-tree; but, on Mr. Lorry's return,
- be slipped away to his bench.
-
- The time went very slowly on, and Mr. Lorry's hope darkened, and his
- heart grew heavier again, and grew yet heavier and heavier every day.
- The third day came and went, the fourth, the fifth. Five days, six
- days, seven days, eight days, nine days.
-
- With a hope ever darkening, and with a heart always growing heavier
- and heavier, Mr. Lorry passed through this anxious time. The secret
- was well kept, and Lucie was unconscious and happy; but he could not
- fail to observe that the shoemaker, whose hand had been a little out
- at first, was growing dreadfully skilful, and that he had never been
- so intent on his work, and that his hands had never been so nimble and
- expert, as in the dusk of the ninth evening.
-
-
-
- XIX
-
- An Opinion
-
-
- Worn out by anxious watching, Mr. Lorry fell asleep at his post. On
- the tenth morning of his suspense, he was startled by the shining of
- the sun into the room where a heavy slumber had overtaken him when it
- was dark night.
-
- He rubbed his eyes and roused himself; but he doubted, when he had
- done so, whether he was not still asleep. For, going to the door of
- the Doctor's room and looking in, he perceived that the shoemaker's
- bench and tools were put aside again, and that the Doctor himself sat
- reading at the window. He was in his usual morning dress, and his face
- (which Mr. Lorry could distinctly see), though still very pale, was
- calmly studious and attentive.
-
- Even when he had satisfied himself that he was awake, Mr. Lorry felt
- giddily uncertain for some few moments whether the late shoemaking
- might not be a disturbed dream of his own; for, did not his eyes show
- him his friend before him in his accustomed clothing and aspect, and
- employed as usual; and was there any sign within their range, that the
- change of which he had so strong an impression had actually happened?
-
- It was but the inquiry of his first confusion and astonishment, the
- answer being obvious. If the impression were not produced by a real
- corresponding and sufficient cause, how came he, Jarvis Lorry, there?
- How came he to have fallen asleep, in his clothes, on the sofa in
- Doctor Manette's consulting-room, and to be debating these points
- outside the Doctor's bedroom door in the early morning?
-
- Within a few minutes, Miss Pross stood whispering at his side. If he
- had had any particle of doubt left, her talk would of necessity have
- resolved it; but he was by that time clear-headed, and had none. He
- advised that they should let the time go by until the regular
- breakfast-hour, and should then meet the Doctor as if nothing unusual
- had occurred. If he appeared to be in his customary state of mind,
- Mr. Lorry would then cautiously proceed to seek direction and guidance
- from the opinion he had been, in his anxiety, so anxious to obtain.
-
- Miss Pross, submitting herself to his judgment, the scheme was worked
- out with care. Having abundance of time for his usual methodical
- toilette, Mr. Lorry presented himself at the breakfast-hour in his
- usual white linen, and with his usual neat leg. The Doctor was
- summoned in the usual way, and came to breakfast.
-
- So far as it was possible to comprehend him without overstepping
- those delicate and gradual approaches which Mr. Lorry felt to be the
- only safe advance, he at first supposed that his daughter's marriage
- had taken place yesterday. An incidental allusion, purposely thrown
- out, to the day of the week, and the day of the month, set him thinking
- and counting, and evidently made him uneasy. In all other respects,
- however, he was so composedly himself, that Mr. Lorry determined to
- have the aid he sought. And that aid was his own.
-
- Therefore, when the breakfast was done and cleared away, and he and
- the Doctor were left together, Mr. Lorry said, feelingly:
-
- "My dear Manette, I am anxious to have your opinion, in confidence,
- on a very curious case in which I am deeply interested; that is to say,
- it is very curious to me; perhaps, to your better information it may
- be less so."
-
- Glancing at his hands, which were discoloured by his late work, the
- Doctor looked troubled, and listened attentively. He had already
- glanced at his hands more than once.
-
- "Doctor Manette," said Mr. Lorry, touching him affectionately on the
- arm, "the case is the case of a particularly dear friend of mine.
- Pray give your mind to it, and advise me well for his sake--and
- above all, for his daughter's--his daughter's, my dear Manette."
-
- "If I understand," said the Doctor, in a subdued tone, "some mental
- shock--?"
-
- "Yes!"
-
- "Be explicit," said the Doctor. "Spare no detail."
-
- Mr. Lorry saw that they understood one another, and proceeded.
-
- "My dear Manette, it is the case of an old and a prolonged shock, of
- great acuteness and severity to the affections, the feelings,
- the--the--as you express it--the mind. The mind. It is the case of
- a shock under which the sufferer was borne down, one cannot say for
- how long, because I believe he cannot calculate the time himself, and
- there are no other means of getting at it. It is the case of a shock
- from which the sufferer recovered, by a process that he cannot trace
- himself--as I once heard him publicly relate in a striking manner.
- It is the case of a shock from which he has recovered, so completely,
- as to be a highly intelligent man, capable of close application of mind,
- and great exertion of body, and of constantly making fresh additions to
- his stock of knowledge, which was already very large. But, unfortunately,
- there has been," he paused and took a deep breath--"a slight relapse."
-
- The Doctor, in a low voice, asked, "Of how long duration?"
-
- "Nine days and nights."
-
- "How did it show itself? I infer," glancing at his hands again,
- "in the resumption of some old pursuit connected with the shock?"
-
- "That is the fact."
-
- "Now, did you ever see him," asked the Doctor, distinctly and
- collectedly, though in the same low voice, "engaged in that
- pursuit originally?"
-
- "Once."
-
- "And when the relapse fell on him, was he in most respects--or in
- all respects--as he was then?"
-
- "I think in all respects."
-
- "You spoke of his daughter. Does his daughter know of the relapse?"
-
- "No. It has been kept from her, and I hope will always be kept from
- her. It is known only to myself, and to one other who may be trusted."
-
- The Doctor grasped his band, and murmured, "That was very kind.
- That was very thoughtful!" Mr. Lorry grasped his hand in return,
- and neither of the two spoke for a little while.
-
- "Now, my dear Manette," said Mr. Lorry, at length, in his most
- considerate and most affectionate way, "I am a mere man of business,
- and unfit to cope with such intricate and difficult matters. I do
- not possess the kind of information necessary; I do not possess the
- kind of intelligence; I want guiding. There is no man in this world
- on whom I could so rely for right guidance, as on you. Tell me, how
- does this relapse come about? Is there danger of another? Could a
- repetition of it be prevented? How should a repetition of it be
- treated? How does it come about at all? What can I do for my friend?
- No man ever can have been more desirous in his heart to serve a friend,
- than I am to serve mine, if I knew how.
-
- But I don't know how to originate, in such a case. If your sagacity,
- knowledge, and experience, could put me on the right track, I might be
- able to do so much; unenlightened and undirected, I can do so little.
- Pray discuss it with me; pray enable me to see it a little more clearly,
- and teach me how to be a little more useful."
-
- Doctor Manette sat meditating after these earnest words were spoken,
- and Mr. Lorry did not press him.
-
- "I think it probable," said the Doctor, breaking silence with an
- effort, "that the relapse you have described, my dear friend, was
- not quite unforeseen by its subject."
-
- "Was it dreaded by him?" Mr. Lorry ventured to ask.
-
- "Very much." He said it with an involuntary shudder.
-
- "You have no idea how such an apprehension weighs on the sufferer's
- mind, and how difficult--how almost impossible--it is, for him to force
- himself to utter a word upon the topic that oppresses him."
-
- "Would he," asked Mr. Lorry, "be sensibly relieved if he could
- prevail upon himself to impart that secret brooding to any one,
- when it is on him?"
-
- "I think so. But it is, as I have told you, next to impossible.
- I even believe it--in some cases--to be quite impossible."
-
- "Now," said Mr. Lorry, gently laying his hand on the Doctor's arm
- again, after a short silence on both sides, "to what would you refer
- this attack? "
-
- "I believe," returned Doctor Manette, "that there had been a strong
- and extraordinary revival of the train of thought and remembrance that
- was the first cause of the malady. Some intense associations of a
- most distressing nature were vividly recalled, I think. It is probable
- that there had long been a dread lurking in his mind, that those
- associations would be recalled--say, under certain circumstances--say,
- on a particular occasion. He tried to prepare himself in vain; perhaps
- the effort to prepare himself made him less able to bear it."
-
- "Would he remember what took place in the relapse?" asked Mr. Lorry,
- with natural hesitation.
-
- The Doctor looked desolately round the room, shook his head, and
- answered, in a low voice, "Not at all."
-
- "Now, as to the future," hinted Mr. Lorry.
-
- "As to the future," said the Doctor, recovering firmness, "I should
- have great hope. As it pleased Heaven in its mercy to restore him so
- soon, I should have great hope. He, yielding under the pressure of a
- complicated something, long dreaded and long vaguely foreseen and
- contended against, and recovering after the cloud had burst and passed,
- I should hope that the worst was over."
-
- "Well, well! That's good comfort. I am thankful!" said Mr. Lorry.
-
- "I am thankful!" repeated the Doctor, bending his head with reverence.
-
- "There are two other points," said Mr. Lorry, "on which I am anxious
- to be instructed. I may go on?"
-
- "You cannot do your friend a better service." The Doctor gave him
- his hand.
-
- "To the first, then. He is of a studious habit, and unusually
- energetic; he applies himself with great ardour to the acquisition
- of professional knowledge, to the conducting of experiments, to
- many things. Now, does he do too much?"
-
- "I think not. It may be the character of his mind, to be always in
- singular need of occupation. That may be, in part, natural to it; in
- part, the result of affliction. The less it was occupied with healthy
- things, the more it would be in danger of turning in the unhealthy
- direction. He may have observed himself, and made the discovery."
-
- "You are sure that he is not under too great a strain?"
-
- "I think I am quite sure of it."
-
- "My dear Manette, if he were overworked now--"
-
- "My dear Lorry, I doubt if that could easily be. There has been a
- violent stress in one direction, and it needs a counterweight."
-
- "Excuse me, as a persistent man of business. Assuming for a moment,
- that he WAS overworked; it would show itself in some renewal of this disorder?"
-
- "I do not think so. I do not think," said Doctor Manette with the
- firmness of self-conviction, "that anything but the one train of
- association would renew it. I think that, henceforth, nothing but
- some extraordinary jarring of that chord could renew it. After what
- has happened, and after his recovery, I find it difficult to imagine
- any such violent sounding of that string again. I trust, and I almost
- believe, that the circumstances likely to renew it are exhausted."
-
- He spoke with the diffidence of a man who knew how slight a thing
- would overset the delicate organisation of the mind, and yet with the
- confidence of a man who had slowly won his assurance out of personal
- endurance and distress. It was not for his friend to abate that
- confidence. He professed himself more relieved and encouraged than he
- really was, and approached his second and last point. He felt it to
- be the most difficult of all; but, remembering his old Sunday morning
- conversation with Miss Pross, and remembering what he had seen in the
- last nine days, he knew that he must face it.
-
- "The occupation resumed under the influence of this passing affliction
- so happily recovered from," said Mr. Lorry, clearing his throat, "we will
- call--Blacksmith's work, Blacksmith's work. We will say, to put a case
- and for the sake of illustration, that he had been used, in his bad time,
- to work at a little forge. We will say that he was unexpectedly found
- at his forge again. Is it not a pity that he should keep it by him?"
-
- The Doctor shaded his forehead with his hand, and beat his foot nervously
- on the ground.
-
- "He has always kept it by him," said Mr. Lorry, with an anxious look
- at his friend. "Now, would it not be better that he should let it go?"
-
- Still, the Doctor, with shaded forehead, beat his foot nervously on
- the ground.
-
- "You do not find it easy to advise me?" said Mr. Lorry. "I quite
- understand it to be a nice question. And yet I think--" And there he
- shook his head, and stopped.
-
- "You see," said Doctor Manette, turning to him after an uneasy pause,
- "it is very hard to explain, consistently, the innermost workings of
- this poor man's mind. He once yearned so frightfully for that
- occupation, and it was so welcome when it came; no doubt it relieved
- his pain so much, by substituting the perplexity of the fingers for
- the perplexity of the brain, and by substituting, as he became more
- practised, the ingenuity of the hands, for the ingenuity of the
- mental torture; that he has never been able to bear the thought of
- putting it quite out of his reach. Even now, when I believe he is
- more hopeful of himself than he has ever been, and even speaks of
- himself with a kind of confidence, the idea that he might need that
- old employment, and not find it, gives him a sudden sense of terror,
- like that which one may fancy strikes to the heart of a lost child."
-
- He looked like his illustration, as he raised his eyes to
- Mr. Lorry's face.
-
- "But may not--mind! I ask for information, as a plodding man of
- business who only deals with such material objects as guineas,
- shillings, and bank-notes--may not the retention of the thing involve
- the retention of the idea? If the thing were gone, my dear Manette,
- might not the fear go with it? In short, is it not a concession to
- the misgiving, to keep the forge?"
-
- There was another silence.
-
- "You see, too," said the Doctor, tremulously, "it is such an
- old companion."
-
- "I would not keep it," said Mr. Lorry, shaking his head; for he gained
- in firmness as he saw the Doctor disquieted. "I would recommend him
- to sacrifice it. I only want your authority. I am sure it does no
- good. Come! Give me your authority, like a dear good man. For his
- daughter's sake, my dear Manette!"
-
- Very strange to see what a struggle there was within him!
-
- "In her name, then, let it be done; I sanction it. But, I would not
- take it away while he was present. Let it be removed when he is not
- there; let him miss his old companion after an absence."
-
- Mr. Lorry readily engaged for that, and the conference was ended.
- They passed the day in the country, and the Doctor was quite restored.
- On the three following days he remained perfectly well, and on the
- fourteenth day he went away to join Lucie and her husband. The
- precaution that had been taken to account for his silence, Mr. Lorry
- had previously explained to him, and he had written to Lucie in
- accordance with it, and she had no suspicions.
-
- On the night of the day on which he left the house, Mr. Lorry went
- into his room with a chopper, saw, chisel, and hammer, attended by
- Miss Pross carrying a light. There, with closed doors, and in a
- mysterious and guilty manner, Mr. Lorry hacked the shoemaker's bench
- to pieces, while Miss Pross held the candle as if she were assisting
- at a murder--for which, indeed, in her grimness, she was no unsuitable
- figure. The burning of the body (previously reduced to pieces
- convenient for the purpose) was commenced without delay in the kitchen
- fire; and the tools, shoes, and leather, were buried in the garden.
- So wicked do destruction and secrecy appear to honest minds, that
- Mr. Lorry and Miss Pross, while engaged in the commission of their
- deed and in the removal of its traces, almost felt, and almost looked,
- like accomplices in a horrible crime.
-
-
-
- XX
-
- A Plea
-
-
- When the newly-married pair came home, the first person who appeared,
- to offer his congratulations, was Sydney Carton. They had not been
- at home many hours, when he presented himself. He was not improved in
- habits, or in looks, or in manner; but there was a certain rugged air of
- fidelity about him, which was new to the observation of Charles Darnay.
-
- He watched his opportunity of taking Darnay aside into a window, and
- of speaking to him when no one overheard.
-
- "Mr. Darnay," said Carton, "I wish we might be friends."
-
- "We are already friends, I hope."
-
- "You are good enough to say so, as a fashion of speech; but, I don't
- mean any fashion of speech. Indeed, when I say I wish we might be friends,
- I scarcely mean quite that, either."
-
- Charles Darnay--as was natural--asked him, in all good-humour and
- good-fellowship, what he did mean?
-
- "Upon my life," said Carton, smiling, "I find that easier to comprehend
- in my own mind, than to convey to yours. However, let me try. You
- remember a certain famous occasion when I was more drunk than--
- than usual?"
-
- "I remember a certain famous occasion when you forced me to confess
- that you had been drinking."
-
- "I remember it too. The curse of those occasions is heavy upon me,
- for I always remember them. I hope it may be taken into account one
- day, when all days are at an end for me! Don't be alarmed;
- I am not going to preach."
-
- "I am not at all alarmed. Earnestness in you, is anything but
- alarming to me."
-
- "Ah!" said Carton, with a careless wave of his hand, as if he waved
- that away. "On the drunken occasion in question (one of a large number,
- as you know), I was insufferable about liking you, and not liking you.
- I wish you would forget it."
-
- "I forgot it long ago."
-
- "Fashion of speech again! But, Mr. Darnay, oblivion is not so easy to
- me, as you represent it to be to you. I have by no means forgotten it,
- and a light answer does not help me to forget it."
-
- "If it was a light answer," returned Darnay, "I beg your forgiveness
- for it. I had no other object than to turn a slight thing, which,
- to my surprise, seems to trouble you too much, aside. I declare to you,
- on the faith of a gentleman, that I have long dismissed it from my mind.
- Good Heaven, what was there to dismiss! Have I had nothing more
- important to remember, in the great service you rendered me that day?"
-
- "As to the great service," said Carton, "I am bound to avow to you,
- when you speak of it in that way, that it was mere professional
- claptrap, I don't know that I cared what became of you, when I
- rendered it.--Mind! I say when I rendered it; I am speaking of the past."
-
- "You make light of the obligation," returned Darnay, "but I will not
- quarrel with YOUR light answer."
-
- "Genuine truth, Mr. Darnay, trust me! I have gone aside from my
- purpose; I was speaking about our being friends. Now, you know me;
- you know I am incapable of all the higher and better flights of men.
- If you doubt it, ask Stryver, and he'll tell you so."
-
- "I prefer to form my own opinion, without the aid of his."
-
- "Well! At any rate you know me as a dissolute dog, who has never
- done any good, and never will."
-
- "I don't know that you `never will.'"
-
- "But I do, and you must take my word for it. Well! If you could
- endure to have such a worthless fellow, and a fellow of such indifferent
- reputation, coming and going at odd times, I should ask that I might be
- permitted to come and go as a privileged person here; that I might be
- regarded as an useless (and I would add, if it were not for the
- resemblance I detected between you and me, an unornamental) piece of
- furniture, tolerated for its old service, and taken no notice of.
- I doubt if I should abuse the permission. It is a hundred to one
- if I should avail myself of it four times in a year. It would satisfy me,
- I dare say, to know that I had it."
-
- "Will you try?"
-
- "That is another way of saying that I am placed on the footing I have
- indicated. I thank you, Darnay. I may use that freedom with your name?"
-
- "I think so, Carton, by this time."
-
- They shook hands upon it, and Sydney turned away. Within a minute
- afterwards, he was, to all outward appearance, as unsubstantial as ever.
-
- When he was gone, and in the course of an evening passed with Miss Pross,
- the Doctor, and Mr. Lorry, Charles Darnay made some mention of this
- conversation in general terms, and spoke of Sydney Carton as a problem
- of carelessness and recklessness. He spoke of him, in short, not
- bitterly or meaning to bear hard upon him, but as anybody might who
- saw him as he showed himself.
-
- He had no idea that this could dwell in the thoughts of his fair young
- wife; but, when he afterwards joined her in their own rooms, he found
- her waiting for him with the old pretty lifting of the forehead
- strongly marked.
-
- "We are thoughtful to-night!" said Darnay, drawing his arm about her.
-
- "Yes, dearest Charles," with her hands on his breast, and the
- inquiring and attentive expression fixed upon him; "we are rather
- thoughtful to-night, for we have something on our mind to-night."
-
- "What is it, my Lucie?"
-
- "Will you promise not to press one question on me, if I beg you
- not to ask it?"
-
- "Will I promise? What will I not promise to my Love?"
-
- What, indeed, with his hand putting aside the golden hair from the
- cheek, and his other hand against the heart that beat for him!
-
- "I think, Charles, poor Mr. Carton deserves more consideration and
- respect than you expressed for him to-night."
-
- "Indeed, my own? Why so?"
-
- "That is what you are not to ask me. But I think--I know--he does."
-
- "If you know it, it is enough. What would you have me do, my Life?"
-
- "I would ask you, dearest, to be very generous with him always, and
- very lenient on his faults when he is not by. I would ask you to
- believe that he has a heart he very, very seldom reveals, and that there
- are deep wounds in it. My dear, I have seen it bleeding."
-
- "It is a painful reflection to me," said Charles Darnay, quite astounded,
- "that I should have done him any wrong. I never thought this of him."
-
- "My husband, it is so. I fear he is not to be reclaimed; there is
- scarcely a hope that anything in his character or fortunes is reparable
- now. But, I am sure that he is capable of good things, gentle things,
- even magnanimous things."
-
- She looked so beautiful in the purity of her faith in this lost man,
- that her husband could have looked at her as she was for hours.
-
- "And, O my dearest Love!" she urged, clinging nearer to him, laying
- her head upon his breast, and raising her eyes to his, "remember how
- strong we are in our happiness, and how weak he is in his misery!"
-
- The supplication touched him home. "I will always remember it, dear
- Heart! I will remember it as long as I live."
-
- He bent over the golden head, and put the rosy lips to his, and folded
- her in his arms. If one forlorn wanderer then pacing the dark streets,
- could have heard her innocent disclosure, and could have seen the drops
- of pity kissed away by her husband from the soft blue eyes so loving of
- that husband, he might have cried to the night--and the words would not
- have parted from his lips for the first time--
-
- "God bless her for her sweet compassion!"
-
-
-
- XXI
-
- Echoing Footsteps
-
-
- A wonderful corner for echoes, it has been remarked, that corner where
- the Doctor lived. Ever busily winding the golden thread which bound
- her husband, and her father, and herself, and her old directress and
- companion, in a life of quiet bliss, Lucie sat in the still house in the
- tranquilly resounding corner, listening to the echoing footsteps of years.
-
- At first, there were times, though she was a perfectly happy young
- wife, when her work would slowly fall from her hands, and her eyes
- would be dimmed. For, there was something coming in the echoes,
- something light, afar off, and scarcely audible yet, that stirred
- her heart too much. Fluttering hopes and doubts--hopes, of a love as
- yet unknown to her: doubts, of her remaining upon earth, to enjoy that
- new delight--divided her breast. Among the echoes then, there would
- arise the sound of footsteps at her own early grave; and thoughts of
- the husband who would be left so desolate, and who would mourn for
- her so much, swelled to her eyes, and broke like waves.
-
- That time passed, and her little Lucie lay on her bosom. Then,
- among the advancing echoes, there was the tread of her tiny feet and
- the sound of her prattling words. Let greater echoes resound as they
- would, the young mother at the cradle side could always hear those
- coming. They came, and the shady house was sunny with a child's laugh,
- and the Divine friend of children, to whom in her trouble she had
- confided hers, seemed to take her child in his arms, as He took the
- child of old, and made it a sacred joy to her.
-
- Ever busily winding the golden thread that bound them all together,
- weaving the service of her happy influence through the tissue of all
- their lives, and making it predominate nowhere, Lucie heard in the
- echoes of years none but friendly and soothing sounds. Her husband's
- step was strong and prosperous among them; her father's firm and equal.
- Lo, Miss Pross, in harness of string, awakening the echoes, as an
- unruly charger, whip-corrected, snorting and pawing the earth under
- the plane-tree in the garden!
-
- Even when there were sounds of sorrow among the rest, they were not
- harsh nor cruel. Even when golden hair, like her own, lay in a halo
- on a pillow round the worn face of a little boy, and he said, with a
- radiant smile, "Dear papa and mamma, I am very sorry to leave you both,
- and to leave my pretty sister; but I am called, and I must go!"
- those were not tears all of agony that wetted his young mother's cheek,
- as the spirit departed from her embrace that had been entrusted to it.
- Suffer them and forbid them not. They see my Father's face.
- O Father, blessed words!
-
- Thus, the rustling of an Angel's wings got blended with the other
- echoes, and they were not wholly of earth, but had in them that breath
- of Heaven. Sighs of the winds that blew over a little garden-tomb were
- mingled with them also, and both were audible to Lucie, in a hushed
- murmur--like the breathing of a summer sea asleep upon a sandy shore
- --as the little Lucie, comically studious at the task of the morning,
- or dressing a doll at her mother's footstool, chattered in the
- tongues of the Two Cities that were blended in her life.
-
- The Echoes rarely answered to the actual tread of Sydney Carton.
- Some half-dozen times a year, at most, he claimed his privilege of coming
- in uninvited, and would sit among them through the evening, as he had
- once done often. He never came there heated with wine. And one other
- thing regarding him was whispered in the echoes, which has been
- whispered by all true echoes for ages and ages.
-
- No man ever really loved a woman, lost her, and knew her with a
- blameless though an unchanged mind, when she was a wife and a mother,
- but her children had a strange sympathy with him--an instinctive
- delicacy of pity for him. What fine hidden sensibilities are touched
- in such a case, no echoes tell; but it is so, and it was so here.
- Carton was the first stranger to whom little Lucie held out her chubby
- arms, and he kept his place with her as she grew. The little boy had
- spoken of him, almost at the last. "Poor Carton! Kiss him for me!"
-
- Mr. Stryver shouldered his way through the law, like some great engine
- forcing itself through turbid water, and dragged his useful friend in
- his wake, like a boat towed astern. As the boat so favoured is usually
- in a rough plight, and mostly under water, so, Sydney had a swamped life
- of it. But, easy and strong custom, unhappily so much easier and
- stronger in him than any stimulating sense of desert or disgrace, made
- it the life he was to lead; and he no more thought of emerging from his
- state of lion's jackal, than any real jackal may be supposed to think
- of rising to be a lion. Stryver was rich; had married a florid widow
- with property and three boys, who had nothing particularly shining about
- them but the straight hair of their dumpling heads.
-
- These three young gentlemen, Mr. Stryver, exuding patronage of the most
- offensive quality from every pore, had walked before him like three
- sheep to the quiet corner in Soho, and had offered as pupils to Lucie's
- husband: delicately saying "Halloa! here are three lumps of bread-and-
- cheese towards your matrimonial picnic, Darnay!" The polite rejection
- of the three lumps of bread-and-cheese had quite bloated Mr. Stryver
- with indignation, which he afterwards turned to account in the training
- of the young gentlemen, by directing them to beware of the pride of
- Beggars, like that tutor-fellow. He was also in the habit of declaiming
- to Mrs. Stryver, over his full-bodied wine, on the arts Mrs. Darnay had
- once put in practice to "catch" him, and on the diamond-cut-diamond
- arts in himself, madam, which had rendered him "not to be caught."
- Some of his King's Bench familiars, who were occasionally parties
- to the full-bodied wine and the lie, excused him for the latter by saying
- that he had told it so often, that he believed it himself--which is
- surely such an incorrigible aggravation of an originally bad offence,
- as to justify any such offender's being carried off to some suitably
- retired spot, and there hanged out of the way.
-
- These were among the echoes to which Lucie, sometimes pensive,
- sometimes amused and laughing, listened in the echoing corner, until
- her little daughter was six years old. How near to her heart the echoes
- of her child's tread came, and those of her own dear father's, always
- active and self-possessed, and those of her dear husband's, need not
- be told. Nor, how the lightest echo of their united home, directed
- by herself with such a wise and elegant thrift that it was more
- abundant than any waste, was music to her. Nor, how there were echoes
- all about her, sweet in her ears, of the many times her father had
- told her that he found her more devoted to him married (if that could be)
- than single, and of the many times her husband had said to her that no
- cares and duties seemed to divide her love for him or her help to him,
- and asked her "What is the magic secret, my darling, of your being
- everything to all of us, as if there were only one of us,
- yet never seeming to be hurried, or to have too much to do?"
-
- But, there were other echoes, from a distance, that rumbled menacingly
- in the corner all through this space of time. And it was now, about
- little Lucie's sixth birthday, that they began to have an awful sound,
- as of a great storm in France with a dreadful sea rising.
-
- On a night in mid-July, one thousand seven hundred and eighty-nine,
- Mr. Lorry came in late, from Tellson's, and sat himself down by Lucie
- and her husband in the dark window. It was a hot, wild night, and
- they were all three reminded of the old Sunday night when they had
- looked at the lightning from the same place.
-
- "I began to think," said Mr. Lorry, pushing his brown wig back, "that
- I should have to pass the night at Tellson's. We have been so full of
- business all day, that we have not known what to do first, or which
- way to turn. There is such an uneasiness in Paris, that we have
- actually a run of confidence upon us! Our customers over there, seem
- not to be able to confide their property to us fast enough. There is
- positively a mania among some of them for sending it to England."
-
- "That has a bad look," said Darnay--
-
- "A bad look, you say, my dear Darnay? Yes, but we don't know what
- reason there is in it. People are so unreasonable! Some of us at
- Tellson's are getting old, and we really can't be troubled out of
- the ordinary course without due occasion."
-
- "Still," said Darnay, "you know how gloomy and threatening the sky is."
-
- "I know that, to be sure," assented Mr. Lorry, trying to persuade
- himself that his sweet temper was soured, and that he grumbled,
- "but I am determined to be peevish after my long day's botheration.
- Where is Manette?"
-
- "Here he is," said the Doctor, entering the dark room at the moment.
-
- "I am quite glad you are at home; for these hurries and forebodings by
- which I have been surrounded all day long, have made me nervous
- without reason. You are not going out, I hope?"
-
- "No; I am going to play backgammon with you, if you like,"
- said the Doctor.
-
- "I don't think I do like, if I may speak my mind. I am not fit to
- be pitted against you to-night. Is the teaboard still there, Lucie?
- I can't see."
-
- "Of course, it has been kept for you."
-
- "Thank ye, my dear. The precious child is safe in bed?"
-
- "And sleeping soundly."
-
- "That's right; all safe and well! I don't know why anything should
- be otherwise than safe and well here, thank God; but I have been so
- put out all day, and I am not as young as I was! My tea, my dear!
- Thank ye. Now, come and take your place in the circle, and let us
- sit quiet, and hear the echoes about which you have your theory."
-
- "Not a theory; it was a fancy."
-
- "A fancy, then, my wise pet," said Mr. Lorry, patting her hand. "They
- are very numerous and very loud, though, are they not? Only hear them!"
-
- Headlong, mad, and dangerous footsteps to force their way into anybody's
- life, footsteps not easily made clean again if once stained red, the
- footsteps raging in Saint Antoine afar off, as the little circle sat
- in the dark London window.
-
- Saint Antoine had been, that morning, a vast dusky mass of scarecrows
- heaving to and fro, with frequent gleams of light above the billowy
- heads, where steel blades and bayonets shone in the sun. A tremendous
- roar arose from the throat of Saint Antoine, and a forest of naked arms
- struggled in the air like shrivelled branches of trees in a winter wind:
- all the fingers convulsively clutching at every weapon or semblance of
- a weapon that was thrown up from the depths below, no matter how far off.
-
- Who gave them out, whence they last came, where they began, through
- what agency they crookedly quivered and jerked, scores at a time, over
- the heads of the crowd, like a kind of lightning, no eye in the throng
- could have told; but, muskets were being distributed--so were
- cartridges, powder, and ball, bars of iron and wood, knives, axes,
- pikes, every weapon that distracted ingenuity could discover or devise.
- People who could lay hold of nothing else, set themselves with bleeding
- hands to force stones and bricks out of their places in walls. Every
- pulse and heart in Saint Antoine was on high-fever strain and at
- high-fever heat. Every living creature there held life as of no account,
- and was demented with a passionate readiness to sacrifice it.
-
- As a whirlpool of boiling waters has a centre point, so, all this raging
- circled round Defarge's wine-shop, and every human drop in the caldron
- had a tendency to be sucked towards the vortex where Defarge himself,
- already begrimed with gunpowder and sweat, issued orders, issued arms,
- thrust this man back, dragged this man forward, disarmed one to arm
- another, laboured and strove in the thickest of the uproar.
-
- "Keep near to me, Jacques Three," cried Defarge; "and do you,
- Jacques One and Two, separate and put yourselves at the head of
- as many of these patriots as you can. Where is my wife?"
-
- "Eh, well! Here you see me!" said madame, composed as ever, but not
- knitting to-day. Madame's resolute right hand was occupied with an axe,
- in place of the usual softer implements, and in her girdle were a pistol
- and a cruel knife.
-
- "Where do you go, my wife?"
-
- "I go," said madame, "with you at present. You shall see me at the
- head of women, by-and-bye."
-
- "Come, then!" cried Defarge, in a resounding voice. "Patriots and
- friends, we are ready! The Bastille!"
-
- With a roar that sounded as if all the breath in France had been
- shaped into the detested word, the living sea rose, wave on wave,
- depth on depth, and overflowed the city to that point. Alarm-bells
- ringing, drums beating, the sea raging and thundering on its new beach,
- the attack began.
-
- Deep ditches, double drawbridge, massive stone walls, eight great
- towers, cannon, muskets, fire and smoke. Through the fire and through
- the smoke--in the fire and in the smoke, for the sea cast him up against
- a cannon, and on the instant he became a cannonier--Defarge of the
- wine-shop worked like a manful soldier, Two fierce hours.
-
- Deep ditch, single drawbridge, massive stone walls, eight great towers,
- cannon, muskets, fire and smoke. One drawbridge down! "Work, comrades
- all, work! Work, Jacques One, Jacques Two, Jacques One Thousand,
- Jacques Two Thousand, Jacques Five-and-Twenty Thousand; in the name of
- all the Angels or the Devils--which you prefer--work!" Thus Defarge
- of the wine-shop, still at his gun, which had long gown hot.
-
- "To me, women!" cried madame his wife. "What! We can kill as well as
- the men when the place is taken!" And to her, with a shrill thirsty cry,
- trooping women variously armed, but all armed age in hunger and revenge.
-
- Cannon, muskets, fire and smoke; but, still the deep ditch, the single
- drawbridge, the massive stone wails, and the eight great towers. Slight
- displacements of the raging sea, made by the falling wounded. Flashing
- weapons, blazing torches, smoking waggonloads of wet straw, hard work
- at neighbouring barricades in all directions, shrieks, volleys,
- execrations, bravery without stint, boom smash and rattle, and the
- furious sounding of the living sea; but, still the deep ditch, and the
- single drawbridge, and the massive stone walls, and the eight great
- towers, and still Defarge of the wine-shop at his gun, grown doubly
- hot by the service of Four fierce hours.
-
- A white flag from within the fortress, and a parley--this dimly
- perceptible through the raging storm, nothing audible in it--suddenly
- the sea rose immeasurably wider and higher, and swept Defarge of the
- wine-shop over the lowered drawbridge, past the massive stone outer
- walls, in among the eight great towers surrendered!
-
- So resistless was the force of the ocean bearing him on, that even
- to draw his breath or turn his head was as impracticable as if he had
- been struggling in the surf at the South Sea, until he was landed in
- the outer courtyard of the Bastille. There, against an angle of a
- wall, he made a struggle to look about him. Jacques Three was nearly
- at his side; Madame Defarge, still heading some of her women, was
- visible in the inner distance, and her knife was in her hand. Everywhere
- was tumult, exultation, deafening and maniacal bewilderment, astounding
- noise, yet furious dumb-show.
-
- "The Prisoners!"
-
- "The Records!"
-
- "The secret cells!"
-
- "The instruments of torture!"
-
- "The Prisoners!"
-
- Of all these cries, and ten thousand incoherences, "The Prisoners!"
- was the cry most taken up by the sea that rushed in, as if there were
- an eternity of people, as well as of time and space. When the foremost
- billows rolled past, bearing the prison officers with them, and
- threatening them all with instant death if any secret nook remained
- undisclosed, Defarge laid his strong hand on the breast of one of
- these men--a man with a grey head, who had a lighted torch in his hand--
- separated him from the rest, and got him between himself and the wall.
-
- "Show me the North Tower!" said Defarge. "Quick!"
-
- "I will faithfully," replied the man, "if you will come with me. But
- there is no one there."
-
- "What is the meaning of One Hundred and Five, North Tower?"
- asked Defarge. "Quick!"
-
- "The meaning, monsieur?"
-
- "Does it mean a captive, or a place of captivity? Or do you mean that
- I shall strike you dead?"
-
- "Kill him!" croaked Jacques Three, who had come close up.
-
- "Monsieur, it is a cell."
-
- "Show it me!"
-
- "Pass this way, then."
-
- Jacques Three, with his usual craving on him, and evidently
- disappointed by the dialogue taking a turn that did not seem to promise
- bloodshed, held by Defarge's arm as he held by the turnkey's. Their
- three heads had been close together during this brief discourse, and
- it had been as much as they could do to hear one another, even then:
- so tremendous was the noise of the living ocean, in its irruption into
- the Fortress, and its inundation of the courts and passages and
- staircases. All around outside, too, it beat the walls with a deep,
- hoarse roar, from which, occasionally, some partial shouts of tumult
- broke and leaped into the air like spray.
-
- Through gloomy vaults where the light of day had never shone, past
- hideous doors of dark dens and cages, down cavernous flights of steps,
- and again up steep rugged ascents of stone and brick, more like dry
- waterfalls than staircases, Defarge, the turnkey, and Jacques Three,
- linked hand and arm, went with all the speed they could make. Here
- and there, especially at first, the inundation started on them and
- swept by; but when they had done descending, and were winding and
- climbing up a tower, they were alone. Hemmed in here by the massive
- thickness of walls and arches, the storm within the fortress and without
- was only audible to them in a dull, subdued way, as if the noise out of
- which they had come had almost destroyed their sense of hearing.
-
- The turnkey stopped at a low door, put a key in a clashing lock,
- swung the door slowly open, and said, as they all bent their heads
- and passed in:
-
- "One hundred and five, North Tower!"
-
- There was a small, heavily-grated, unglazed window high in the wall,
- with a stone screen before it, so that the sky could be only seen by
- stooping low and looking up. There was a small chimney, heavily barred
- across, a few feet within. There was a heap of old feathery wood-ashes
- on the hearth. There was a stool, and table, and a straw bed. There
- were the four blackened walls, and a rusted iron ring in one of them.
-
- "Pass that torch slowly along these walls, that I may see them,"
- said Defarge to the turnkey.
-
- The man obeyed, and Defarge followed the light closely with his eyes.
-
- "Stop!--Look here, Jacques!"
-
- "A. M.!" croaked Jacques Three, as he read greedily.
-
- "Alexandre Manette," said Defarge in his ear, following the letters
- with his swart forefinger, deeply engrained with gunpowder. "And here
- he wrote `a poor physician.' And it was he, without doubt, who scratched
- a calendar on this stone. What is that in your hand? A crowbar?
- Give it me!"
-
- He had still the linstock of his gun in his own hand. He made a
- sudden exchange of the two instruments, and turning on the worm-eaten
- stool and table, beat them to pieces in a few blows.
-
- "Hold the light higher!" he said, wrathfully, to the turnkey.
- "Look among those fragments with care, Jacques. And see! Here is my knife,"
- throwing it to him; "rip open that bed, and search the straw.
- Hold the light higher, you!"
-
- With a menacing look at the turnkey he crawled upon the hearth,
- and, peering up the chimney, struck and prised at its sides with the
- crowbar, and worked at the iron grating across it. In a few minutes,
- some mortar and dust came dropping down, which he averted his face to
- avoid; and in it, and in the old wood-ashes, and in a crevice in the
- chimney into which his weapon had slipped or wrought itself, he groped
- with a cautious touch.
-
- "Nothing in the wood, and nothing in the straw, Jacques?"
-
- "Nothing."
-
- "Let us collect them together, in the middle of the cell. So!
- Light them, you!"
-
- The turnkey fired the little pile, which blazed high and hot. Stooping
- again to come out at the low-arched door, they left it burning, and
- retraced their way to the courtyard; seeming to recover their sense of
- hearing as they came down, until they were in the raging flood once more.
-
- They found it surging and tossing, in quest of Defarge himself.
- Saint Antoine was clamorous to have its wine-shop keeper foremost in
- the guard upon the governor who had defended the Bastille and shot the
- people. Otherwise, the governor would not be marched to the Hotel de
- Ville for judgment. Otherwise, the governor would escape, and the
- people's blood (suddenly of some value, after many years of
- worthlessness) be unavenged.
-
- In the howling universe of passion and contention that seemed to
- encompass this grim old officer conspicuous in his grey coat and red
- decoration, there was but one quite steady figure, and that was a
- woman's. "See, there is my husband!" she cried, pointing him out.
- "See Defarge!" She stood immovable close to the grain old officer,
- and remained immovable close to him; remained immovable close to him
- through the streets, as Defarge and the rest bore him along; remained
- immovable close to him when he was got near his destination, and began
- to be struck at from behind; remained immovable close to him when the
- long-gathering rain of stabs and blows fell heavy; was so close to him
- when he dropped dead under it, that, suddenly animated, she put her foot
- upon his neck, and with her cruel knife--long ready--hewed off his head.
-
- The hour was come, when Saint Antoine was to execute his horrible idea
- of hoisting up men for lamps to show what he could be and do. Saint
- Antoine's blood was up, and the blood of tyranny and domination by
- the iron hand was down--down on the steps of the Hotel de Ville where
- the governor's body lay--down on the sole of the shoe of Madame Defarge
- where she had trodden on the body to steady it for mutilation.
- "Lower the lamp yonder!" cried Saint Antoine, after glaring round for a
- new means of death; "here is one of his soldiers to be left on guard!"
- The swinging sentinel was posted, and the sea rushed on.
-
- The sea of black and threatening waters, and of destructive upheaving
- of wave against wave, whose depths were yet unfathomed and whose
- forces were yet unknown. The remorseless sea of turbulently swaying
- shapes, voices of vengeance, and faces hardened in the furnaces of
- suffering until the touch of pity could make no mark on them.
-
- But, in the ocean of faces where every fierce and furious expression
- was in vivid life, there were two groups of faces--each seven in number
- --so fixedly contrasting with the rest, that never did sea roll which
- bore more memorable wrecks with it. Seven faces of prisoners, suddenly
- released by the storm that had burst their tomb, were carried high
- overhead: all scared, all lost, all wondering and amazed, as if the
- Last Day were come, and those who rejoiced around them were lost spirits.
- Other seven faces there were, carried higher, seven dead faces, whose
- drooping eyelids and half-seen eyes awaited the Last Day. Impassive
- faces, yet with a suspended--not an abolished--expression on them; faces,
- rather, in a fearful pause, as having yet to raise the dropped lids of
- the eyes, and bear witness with the bloodless lips, "THOU DIDST IT!"
-
- Seven prisoners released, seven gory heads on pikes, the keys of the
- accursed fortress of the eight strong towers, some discovered letters
- and other memorials of prisoners of old time, long dead of broken
- hearts,--such, and such--like, the loudly echoing footsteps of Saint
- Antoine escort through the Paris streets in mid-July, one thousand seven
- hundred and eighty-nine. Now, Heaven defeat the fancy of Lucie Darnay,
- and keep these feet far out of her life! For, they are headlong, mad,
- and dangerous; and in the years so long after the breaking of the cask
- at Defarge's wine-shop door, they are not easily purified when once
- stained red.
-
-
-
- XXII
-
- The Sea Still Rises
-
-
- Haggard Saint Antoine had had only one exultant week, in which to
- soften his modicum of hard and bitter bread to such extent as he
- could, with the relish of fraternal embraces and congratulations,
- when Madame Defarge sat at her counter, as usual, presiding over the
- customers. Madame Defarge wore no rose in her head, for the great
- brotherhood of Spies had become, even in one short week, extremely
- chary of trusting themselves to the saint's mercies. The lamps across
- his streets had a portentously elastic swing with them.
-
- Madame Defarge, with her arms folded, sat in the morning light and heat,
- contemplating the wine-shop and the street. In both, there were several
- knots of loungers, squalid and miserable, but now with a manifest sense
- of power enthroned on their distress. The raggedest nightcap, awry on
- the wretchedest head, had this crooked significance in it: "I know how
- hard it has grown for me, the wearer of this, to support life in myself;
- but do you know how easy it has grown for me, the wearer of this, to
- destroy life in you?" Every lean bare arm, that bad been without work
- before, had this work always ready for it now, that it could strike.
- The fingers of the knitting women were vicious, with the experience that
- they could tear. There was a change in the appearance of Saint Antoine;
- the image had been hammering into this for hundreds of years, and the
- last finishing blows had told mightily on the expression.
-
- Madame Defarge sat observing it, with such suppressed approval as was
- to be desired in the leader of the Saint Antoine women. One of her
- sisterhood knitted beside her. The short, rather plump wife of a
- starved grocer, and the mother of two children withal, this lieutenant
- had already earned the complimentary name of The Vengeance.
-
- "Hark!" said The Vengeance. "Listen, then! Who comes?"
-
- As if a train of powder laid from the outermost bound of Saint Antoine
- Quarter to the wine-shop door, had been suddenly fired, a fast-spreading
- murmur came rushing along.
-
- "It is Defarge," said madame. "Silence, patriots!"
-
- Defarge came in breathless, pulled off a red cap he wore, and looked
- around him! "Listen, everywhere!" said madame again. "Listen to him!"
- Defarge stood, panting, against a background of eager eyes and open
- mouths, formed outside the door; all those within the wine-shop had
- sprung to their feet.
-
- "Say then, my husband. What is it?"
-
- "News from the other world!"
-
- "How, then?" cried madame, contemptuously. "The other world?"
-
- "Does everybody here recall old Foulon, who told the famished people
- that they might eat grass, and who died, and went to Hell?"
-
- "Everybody!" from all throats.
-
- "The news is of him. He is among us!"
-
- "Among us!" from the universal throat again. "And dead?"
-
- "Not dead! He feared us so much--and with reason--that he caused
- himself to be represented as dead, and had a grand mock-funeral. But
- they have found him alive, hiding in the country, and have brought him
- in. I have seen him but now, on his way to the Hotel de Ville, a
- prisoner. I have said that he had reason to fear us. Say all!
- HAD he reason?"
-
- Wretched old sinner of more than threescore years and ten, if he had
- never known it yet, he would have known it in his heart of hearts if
- he could have heard the answering cry.
-
- A moment of profound silence followed. Defarge and his wife looked
- steadfastly at one another. The Vengeance stooped, and the jar of
- a drum was heard as she moved it at her feet behind the counter.
-
- "Patriots!" said Defarge, in a determined voice, "are we ready?"
-
- Instantly Madame Defarge's knife was in her girdle; the drum was beating
- in the streets, as if it and a drummer had flown together by magic; and
- The Vengeance, uttering terrific shrieks, and flinging her arms about
- her head like all the forty Furies at once, was tearing from house to
- house, rousing the women.
-
- The men were terrible, in the bloody-minded anger with which they looked
- from windows, caught up what arms they had, and came pouring down into
- the streets; but, the women were a sight to chill the boldest. From
- such household occupations as their bare poverty yielded, from their
- children, from their aged and their sick crouching on the bare ground
- famished and naked, they ran out with streaming hair, urging one
- another, and themselves, to madness with the wildest cries and actions.
- Villain Foulon taken, my sister! Old Foulon taken, my mother!
- Miscreant Foulon taken, my daughter! Then, a score of others ran into
- the midst of these, beating their breasts, tearing their hair, and
- screaming, Foulon alive! Foulon who told the starving people they
- might eat grass! Foulon who told my old father that he might eat
- grass, when I had no bread to give him! Foulon who told my baby it
- might suck grass, when these breasts where dry with want! O mother
- of God, this Foulon! O Heaven our suffering! Hear me, my dead baby
- and my withered father: I swear on my knees, on these stones, to avenge
- you on Foulon! Husbands, and brothers, and young men, Give us the blood
- of Foulon, Give us the head of Foulon, Give us the heart of Foulon,
- Give us the body and soul of Foulon, Rend Foulon to pieces, and dig
- him into the ground, that grass may grow from him! With these cries,
- numbers of the women, lashed into blind frenzy, whirled about, striking
- and tearing at their own friends until they dropped into a passionate
- swoon, and were only saved by the men belonging to them from being
- trampled under foot.
-
- Nevertheless, not a moment was lost; not a moment! This Foulon was
- at the Hotel de Ville, and might be loosed. Never, if Saint Antoine
- knew his own sufferings, insults, and wrongs! Armed men and women
- flocked out of the Quarter so fast, and drew even these last dregs
- after them with such a force of suction, that within a quarter of an
- hour there was not a human creature in Saint Antoine's bosom but a
- few old crones and the wailing children.
-
- No. They were all by that time choking the Hall of Examination where
- this old man, ugly and wicked, was, and overflowing into the adjacent
- open space and streets. The Defarges, husband and wife, The Vengeance,
- and Jacques Three, were in the first press, and at no great distance
- from him in the Hall.
-
- "See!" cried madame, pointing with her knife. "See the old villain
- bound with ropes. That was well done to tie a bunch of grass upon
- his back. Ha, ha! That was well done. Let him eat it now!" Madame
- put her knife under her arm, and clapped her hands as at a play.
-
- The people immediately behind Madame Defarge, explaining the cause of
- her satisfaction to those behind them, and those again explaining
- to others, and those to others, the neighbouring streets resounded with
- the clapping of hands. Similarly, during two or three hours of drawl,
- and the winnowing of many bushels of words, Madame Defarge's frequent
- expressions of impatience were taken up, with marvellous quickness,
- at a distance: the more readily, because certain men who had by some
- wonderful exercise of agility climbed up the external architecture to
- look in from the windows, knew Madame Defarge well, and acted as a
- telegraph between her and the crowd outside the building.
-
- At length the sun rose so high that it struck a kindly ray as of hope
- or protection, directly down upon the old prisoner's head. The favour
- was too much to bear; in an instant the barrier of dust and chaff that
- had stood surprisingly long, went to the winds, and Saint Antoine had
- got him!
-
- It was known directly, to the furthest confines of the crowd. Defarge
- had but sprung over a railing and a table, and folded the miserable
- wretch in a deadly embrace--Madame Defarge had but followed and turned
- her hand in one of the ropes with which he was tied--The Vengeance
- and Jacques Three were not yet up with them, and the men at the windows
- had not yet swooped into the Hall, like birds of prey from their high
- perches--when the cry seemed to go up, all over the city, "Bring him
- out! Bring him to the lamp!"
-
- Down, and up, and head foremost on the steps of the building; now, on
- his knees; now, on his feet; now, on his back; dragged, and struck at,
- and stifled by the bunches of grass and straw that were thrust into his
- face by hundreds of hands; torn, bruised, panting, bleeding, yet always
- entreating and beseeching for mercy; now full of vehement agony of
- action, with a small clear space about him as the people drew one
- another back that they might see; now, a log of dead wood drawn through
- a forest of legs; he was hauled to the nearest street corner where one
- of the fatal lamps swung, and there Madame Defarge let him go--as a
- cat might have done to a mouse--and silently and composedly looked
- at him while they made ready, and while he besought her: the women
- passionately screeching at him all the time, and the men sternly
- calling out to have him killed with grass in his mouth. Once, he went
- aloft, and the rope broke, and they caught him shrieking; twice, he went
- aloft, and the rope broke, and they caught him shrieking; then, the rope
- was merciful, and held him, and his head was soon upon a pike, with
- grass enough in the mouth for all Saint Antoine to dance at the sight of.
-
- Nor was this the end of the day's bad work, for Saint Antoine so
- shouted and danced his angry blood up, that it boiled again, on
- hearing when the day closed in that the son-in-law of the despatched,
- another of the people's enemies and insulters, was coming into Paris
- under a guard five hundred strong, in cavalry alone. Saint Antoine
- wrote his crimes on flaring sheets of paper, seized him--would have
- torn him out of the breast of an army to bear Foulon company--set
- his head and heart on pikes, and carried the three spoils of the day,
- in Wolf-procession through the streets.
-
- Not before dark night did the men and women come back to the children,
- wailing and breadless. Then, the miserable bakers' shops were beset
- by long files of them, patiently waiting to buy bad bread; and while
- they waited with stomachs faint and empty, they beguiled the time by
- embracing one another on the triumphs of the day, and achieving them
- again in gossip. Gradually, these strings of ragged people shortened
- and frayed away; and then poor lights began to shine in high windows,
- and slender fires were made in the streets, at which neighbours cooked
- in common, afterwards supping at their doors.
-
- Scanty and insufficient suppers those, and innocent of meat, as of
- most other sauce to wretched bread. Yet, human fellowship infused
- some nourishment into the flinty viands, and struck some sparks of
- cheerfulness out of them. Fathers and mothers who had had their full
- share in the worst of the day, played gently with their meagre
- children; and lovers, with such a world around them and before them,
- loved and hoped.
-
- It was almost morning, when Defarge's wine-shop parted with its last
- knot of customers, and Monsieur Defarge said to madame his wife, in
- husky tones, while fastening the door:
-
- "At last it is come, my dear!"
-
- "Eh well!" returned madame. "Almost."
-
- Saint Antoine slept, the Defarges slept: even The Vengeance slept with
- her starved grocer, and the drum was at rest. The drum's was the only
- voice in Saint Antoine that blood and hurry had not changed. The
- Vengeance, as custodian of the drum, could have wakened him up and had
- the same speech out of him as before the Bastille fell, or old Foulon
- was seized; not so with the hoarse tones of the men and women in Saint
- Antoine's bosom.
-
-
-
- XXIII
-
- Fire Rises
-
-
- There was a change on the village where the fountain fell, and where
- the mender of roads went forth daily to hammer out of the stones on
- the highway such morsels of bread as might serve for patches to hold
- his poor ignorant soul and his poor reduced body together. The prison
- on the crag was not so dominant as of yore; there were soldiers to guard
- it, but not many; there were officers to guard the soldiers, but not
- one of them knew what his men would do--beyond this: that it would
- probably not be what he was ordered.
-
- Far and wide lay a ruined country, yielding nothing but desolation.
- Every green leaf, every blade of grass and blade of grain, was as
- shrivelled and poor as the miserable people. Everything was bowed
- down, dejected, oppressed, and broken. Habitations, fences,
- domesticated animals, men, women, children, and the soil that bore
- them--all worn out.
-
- Monseigneur (often a most worthy individual gentleman) was a national
- blessing, gave a chivalrous tone to things, was a polite example of
- luxurious and shining fife, and a great deal more to equal purpose;
- nevertheless, Monseigneur as a class had, somehow or other, brought
- things to this. Strange that Creation, designed expressly for
- Monseigneur, should be so soon wrung dry and squeezed out! There must
- be something short-sighted in the eternal arrangements, surely! Thus
- it was, however; and the last drop of blood having been extracted from
- the flints, and the last screw of the rack having been turned so often
- that its purchase crumbled, and it now turned and turned with nothing
- to bite, Monseigneur began to run away from a phenomenon so low
- and unaccountable.
-
- But, this was not the change on the village, and on many a village
- like it. For scores of years gone by, Monseigneur had squeezed it
- and wrung it, and had seldom graced it with his presence except for
- the pleasures of the chase--now, found in hunting the people; now,
- found in hunting the beasts, for whose preservation Monseigneur made
- edifying spaces of barbarous and barren wilderness. No. The change
- consisted in the appearance of strange faces of low caste, rather than
- in the disappearance of the high caste, chiselled, and otherwise
- beautified and beautifying features of Monseigneur.
-
- For, in these times, as the mender of roads worked, solitary, in the
- dust, not often troubling himself to reflect that dust he was and to
- dust he must return, being for the most part too much occupied in
- thinking how little he had for supper and how much more he would eat
- if he had it--in these times, as he raised his eyes from his lonely
- labour, and viewed the prospect, he would see some rough figure
- approaching on foot, the like of which was once a rarity in those
- parts, but was now a frequent presence. As it advanced, the mender
- of roads would discern without surprise, that it was a shaggy-haired
- man, of almost barbarian aspect, tall, in wooden shoes that were
- clumsy even to the eyes of a mender of roads, grim, rough, swart,
- steeped in the mud and dust of many highways, dank with the marshy
- moisture of many low grounds, sprinkled with the thorns and leaves
- and moss of many byways through woods.
-
- Such a man came upon him, like a ghost, at noon in the July weather,
- as he sat on his heap of stones under a bank, taking such shelter as
- he could get from a shower of hail.
-
- The man looked at him, looked at the village in the hollow, at the
- mill, and at the prison on the crag. When he had identified these
- objects in what benighted mind he had, he said, in a dialect that
- was just intelligible:
-
- "How goes it, Jacques?"
-
- "All well, Jacques."
-
- "Touch then!"
-
- They joined hands, and the man sat down on the heap of stones.
-
- "No dinner?"
-
- "Nothing but supper now," said the mender of roads, with a hungry face.
-
- "It is the fashion," growled the man. "I meet no dinner anywhere."
-
- He took out a blackened pipe, filled it, lighted it with flint and
- steel, pulled at it until it was in a bright glow: then, suddenly held
- it from him and dropped something into it from between his finger and
- thumb, that blazed and went out in a puff of smoke.
-
- "Touch then." It was the turn of the mender of roads to say it this
- time, after observing these operations. They again joined hands.
-
- "To-night?" said the mender of roads.
-
- "To-night," said the man, putting the pipe in his mouth.
-
- "Where?"
-
- "Here."
-
- He and the mender of roads sat on the heap of stones looking silently
- at one another, with the hail driving in between them like a pigmy
- charge of bayonets, until the sky began to clear over the village.
-
- "Show me!" said the traveller then, moving to the brow of the hill.
-
- "See!" returned the mender of roads, with extended finger. "You go
- down here, and straight through the street, and past the fountain--"
-
- "To the Devil with all that!" interrupted the other, rolling his eye
- over the landscape. "_I_ go through no streets and past no fountains.
- Well?"
-
- "Well! About two leagues beyond the summit of that hill above
- the village."
-
- "Good. When do you cease to work?"
-
- "At sunset."
-
- "Will you wake me, before departing? I have walked two nights without
- resting. Let me finish my pipe, and I shall sleep like a child. Will
- you wake me?"
-
- "Surely."
-
- The wayfarer smoked his pipe out, put it in his breast, slipped off
- his great wooden shoes, and lay down on his back on the heap of stones.
- He was fast asleep directly.
-
- As the road-mender plied his dusty labour, and the hail-clouds, rolling
- away, revealed bright bars and streaks of sky which were responded to
- by silver gleams upon the landscape, the little man (who wore a red cap
- now, in place of his blue one) seemed fascinated by the figure on the
- heap of stones. His eyes were so often turned towards it, that he
- used his tools mechanically, and, one would have said, to very poor
- account. The bronze face, the shaggy black hair and beard, the coarse
- woollen red cap, the rough medley dress of home-spun stuff and hairy
- skins of beasts, the powerful frame attenuated by spare living, and
- the sullen and desperate compression of the lips in sleep, inspired
- the mender of roads with awe. The traveller had travelled far, and
- his feet were footsore, and his ankles chafed and bleeding; his great
- shoes, stuffed with leaves and grass, had been heavy to drag over the
- many long leagues, and his clothes were chafed into holes, as he himself
- was into sores. Stooping down beside him, the road-mender tried to
- get a peep at secret weapons in his breast or where not; but, in vain,
- for he slept with his arms crossed upon him, and set as resolutely as
- his lips. Fortified towns with their stockades, guard-houses, gates,
- trenches, and drawbridges, seemed to the mender of roads, to be so much
- air as against this figure. And when he lifted his eyes from it to
- the horizon and looked around, he saw in his small fancy similar figures,
- stopped by no obstacle, tending to centres all over France.
-
- The man slept on, indifferent to showers of hail and intervals of
- brightness, to sunshine on his face and shadow, to the paltering lumps
- of dull ice on his body and the diamonds into which the sun changed
- them, until the sun was low in the west, and the sky was glowing.
- Then, the mender of roads having got his tools together and all things
- ready to go down into the village, roused him.
-
- "Good!" said the sleeper, rising on his elbow. "Two leagues beyond
- the summit of the hill?"
-
- "About."
-
- "About. Good!"
-
- The mender of roads went home, with the dust going on before him
- according to the set of the wind, and was soon at the fountain,
- squeezing himself in among the lean kine brought there to drink, and
- appearing even to whisper to them in his whispering to all the village.
- When the village had taken its poor supper, it did not creep to bed,
- as it usually did, but came out of doors again, and remained there.
- A curious contagion of whispering was upon it, and also, when it
- gathered together at the fountain in the dark, another curious contagion
- of looking expectantly at the sky in one direction only. Monsieur
- Gabelle, chief functionary of the place, became uneasy; went out on
- his house-top alone, and looked in that direction too; glanced down
- from behind his chimneys at the darkening faces by the fountain below,
- and sent word to the sacristan who kept the keys of the church, that
- there might be need to ring the tocsin by-and-bye.
-
- The night deepened. The trees environing the old chateau, keeping
- its solitary state apart, moved in a rising wind, as though they
- threatened the pile of building massive and dark in the gloom. Up
- the two terrace flights of steps the rain ran wildly, and beat at
- the great door, like a swift messenger rousing those within; uneasy
- rushes of wind went through the hall, among the old spears and knives,
- and passed lamenting up the stairs, and shook the curtains of the bed
- where the last Marquis had slept. East, West, North, and South, through
- the woods, four heavy-treading, unkempt figures crushed the high grass
- and cracked the branches, striding on cautiously to come together in
- the courtyard. Four lights broke out there, and moved away in different
- directions, and all was black again.
-
- But, not for long. Presently, the chateau began to make itself
- strangely visible by some light of its own, as though it were growing
- luminous. Then, a flickering streak played behind the architecture
- of the front, picking out transparent places, and showing where
- balustrades, arches, and windows were. Then it soared higher, and
- grew broader and brighter. Soon, from a score of the great windows,
- flames burst forth, and the stone faces awakened, stared out of fire.
-
- A faint murmur arose about the house from the few people who were left
- there, and there was a saddling of a horse and riding away. There was
- spurring and splashing through the darkness, and bridle was drawn in
- the space by the village fountain, and the horse in a foam stood at
- Monsieur Gabelle's door. "Help, Gabelle! Help, every one!" The
- tocsin rang impatiently, but other help (if that were any) there was
- none. The mender of roads, and two hundred and fifty particular
- friends, stood with folded arms at the fountain, looking at the pillar
- of fire in the sky. "It must be forty feet high," said they, grimly;
- and never moved.
-
- The rider from the chateau, and the horse in a foam, clattered away
- through the village, and galloped up the stony steep, to the prison
- on the crag. At the gate, a group of officers were looking at the
- fire; removed from them, a group of soldiers. "Help, gentlemen--
- officers! The chateau is on fire; valuable objects may be saved from
- the flames by timely aid! Help, help!" The officers looked towards
- the soldiers who looked at the fire; gave no orders; and answered,
- with shrugs and biting of lips, "It must burn."
-
- As the rider rattled down the hill again and through the street, the
- village was illuminating. The mender of roads, and the two hundred
- and fifty particular friends, inspired as one man and woman by the
- idea of lighting up, had darted into their houses, and were putting
- candles in every dull little pane of glass. The general scarcity of
- everything, occasioned candles to be borrowed in a rather peremptory
- manner of Monsieur Gabelle; and in a moment of reluctance and hesitation
- on that functionary's part, the mender of roads, once so submissive
- to authority, had remarked that carriages were good to make bonfires
- with, and that post-horses would roast.
-
- The chateau was left to itself to flame and burn. In the roaring and
- raging of the conflagration, a red-hot wind, driving straight from
- the infernal regions, seemed to be blowing the edifice away. With the
- rising and falling of the blaze, the stone faces showed as if they were
- in torment. When great masses of stone and timber fell, the face with
- the two dints in the nose became obscured: anon struggled out of the
- smoke again, as if it were the face of the cruel Marquis, burning at
- the stake and contending with the fire.
-
- The chateau burned; the nearest trees, laid hold of by the fire,
- scorched and shrivelled; trees at a distance, fired by the four fierce
- figures, begirt the blazing edifice with a new forest of smoke. Molten
- lead and iron boiled in the marble basin of the fountain; the water
- ran dry; the extinguisher tops of the towers vanished like ice before
- the heat, and trickled down into four rugged wells of flame. Great
- rents and splits branched out in the solid walls, like crystallisation;
- stupefied birds wheeled about and dropped into the furnace; four fierce
- figures trudged away, East, West, North, and South, along the night-
- enshrouded roads, guided by the beacon they had lighted, towards their
- next destination. The illuminated village had seized hold of the
- tocsin, and, abolishing the lawful ringer, rang for joy.
-
- Not only that; but the village, light-headed with famine, fire, and
- bell-ringing, and bethinking itself that Monsieur Gabelle had to do
- with the collection of rent and taxes--though it was but a small
- instalment of taxes, and no rent at all, that Gabelle had got in those
- latter days--became impatient for an interview with him, and,
- surrounding his house, summoned him to come forth for personal conference.
- Whereupon, Monsieur Gabelle did heavily bar his door, and retire to
- hold counsel with himself. The result of that conference was, that
- Gabelle again withdrew himself to his housetop behind his stack of
- chimneys; this time resolved, if his door were broken in (he was a
- small Southern man of retaliative temperament), to pitch himself head
- foremost over the parapet, and crush a man or two below.
-
- Probably, Monsieur Gabelle passed a long night up there, with the
- distant chateau for fire and candle, and the beating at his door,
- combined with the joy-ringing, for music; not to mention his having
- an ill-omened lamp slung across the road before his posting-house gate,
- which the village showed a lively inclination to displace in his favour.
- A trying suspense, to be passing a whole summer night on the brink of
- the black ocean, ready to take that plunge into it upon which Monsieur
- Gabelle had resolved! But, the friendly dawn appearing at last, and
- the rush-candles of the village guttering out, the people happily
- dispersed, and Monsieur Gabelle came down bringing his life with him
- for that while.
-
- Within a hundred miles, and in the light of other fires, there were
- other functionaries less fortunate, that night and other nights, whom
- the rising sun found hanging across once-peaceful streets, where they
- had been born and bred; also, there were other villagers and townspeople
- less fortunate than the mender of roads and his fellows, upon whom
- the functionaries and soldiery turned with success, and whom they
- strung up in their turn. But, the fierce figures were steadily wending
- East, West, North, and South, be that as it would; and whosoever hung,
- fire burned. The altitude of the gallows that would turn to water
- and quench it, no functionary, by any stretch of mathematics, was
- able to calculate successfully.
-
-
-
- XXIV
-
- Drawn to the Loadstone Rock
-
-
- In such risings of fire and risings of sea--the firm earth shaken by
- the rushes of an angry ocean which had now no ebb, but was always on
- the flow, higher and higher, to the terror and wonder of the beholders
- on the shore--three years of tempest were consumed. Three more
- birthdays of little Lucie had been woven by the golden thread into
- the peaceful tissue of the life of her home.
-
- Many a night and many a day had its inmates listened to the echoes in
- the corner, with hearts that failed them when they heard the thronging
- feet. For, the footsteps had become to their minds as the footsteps
- of a people, tumultuous under a red flag and with their country declared
- in danger, changed into wild beasts, by terrible enchantment long
- persisted in.
-
- Monseigneur, as a class, had dissociated himself from the phenomenon
- of his not being appreciated: of his being so little wanted in France,
- as to incur considerable danger of receiving his dismissal from it,
- and this life together. Like the fabled rustic who raised the Devil
- with infinite pains, and was so terrified at the sight of him that he
- could ask the Enemy no question, but immediately fled; so, Monseigneur,
- after boldly reading the Lord's Prayer backwards for a great number of
- years, and performing many other potent spells for compelling the Evil
- One, no sooner beheld him in his terrors than he took to his noble heels.
-
- The shining Bull's Eye of the Court was gone, or it would have been
- the mark for a hurricane of national bullets. It had never been a
- good eye to see with--had long had the mote in it of Lucifer's pride,
- Sardana--palus's luxury, and a mole's blindness--but it had dropped
- out and was gone. The Court, from that exclusive inner circle to its
- outermost rotten ring of intrigue, corruption, and dissimulation, was
- all gone together. Royalty was gone; had been besieged in its Palace
- and "suspended," when the last tidings came over.
-
- The August of the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-two was
- come, and Monseigneur was by this time scattered far and wide.
-
- As was natural, the head-quarters and great gathering-place of
- Monseigneur, in London, was Tellson's Bank. Spirits are supposed to
- haunt the places where their bodies most resorted, and Monseigneur
- without a guinea haunted the spot where his guineas used to be.
- Moreover, it was the spot to which such French intelligence as was
- most to be relied upon, came quickest. Again: Tellson's was a
- munificent house, and extended great liberality to old customers who
- had fallen from their high estate. Again: those nobles who had seen
- the coming storm in time, and anticipating plunder or confiscation,
- had made provident remittances to Tellson's, were always to be heard
- of there by their needy brethren. To which it must be added that every
- new-comer from France reported himself and his tidings at Tellson's,
- almost as a matter of course. For such variety of reasons, Tellson's
- was at that time, as to French intelligence, a kind of High Exchange;
- and this was so well known to the public, and the inquiries made there
- were in consequence so numerous, that Tellson's sometimes wrote the
- latest news out in a line or so and posted it in the Bank windows,
- for all who ran through Temple Bar to read.
-
- On a steaming, misty afternoon, Mr. Lorry sat at his desk, and Charles
- Darnay stood leaning on it, talking with him in a low voice. The
- penitential den once set apart for interviews with the House, was now
- the news-Exchange, and was filled to overflowing. It was within half
- an hour or so of the time of closing.
-
- "But, although you are the youngest man that ever lived," said Charles
- Darnay, rather hesitating, "I must still suggest to you--"
-
- "I understand. That I am too old?" said Mr. Lorry.
-
- "Unsettled weather, a long journey, uncertain means of travelling, a
- disorganised country, a city that may not be even safe for you."
-
- "My dear Charles," said Mr. Lorry, with cheerful confidence, "you
- touch some of the reasons for my going: not for my staying away.
- It is safe enough for me; nobody will care to interfere with an old
- fellow of hard upon fourscore when there are so many people there
- much better worth interfering with. As to its being a disorganised
- city, if it were not a disorganised city there would be no occasion
- to send somebody from our House here to our House there, who knows
- the city and the business, of old, and is in Tellson's confidence.
- As to the uncertain travelling, the long journey, and the winter
- weather, if I were not prepared to submit myself to a few inconveniences
- for the sake of Tellson's, after all these years, who ought to be?"
-
- "I wish I were going myself," said Charles Darnay, somewhat restlessly,
- and like one thinking aloud.
-
- "Indeed! You are a pretty fellow to object and advise!" exclaimed
- Mr. Lorry. "You wish you were going yourself? And you a Frenchman
- born? You are a wise counsellor."
-
- "My dear Mr. Lorry, it is because I am a Frenchman born, that the
- thought (which I did not mean to utter here, however) has passed
- through my mind often. One cannot help thinking, having had some
- sympathy for the miserable people, and having abandoned something to
- them," he spoke here in his former thoughtful manner, "that one might
- be listened to, and might have the power to persuade to some restraint.
- Only last night, after you had left us, when I was talking to Lucie--"
-
- "When you were talking to Lucie," Mr. Lorry repeated. "Yes. I wonder
- you are not ashamed to mention the name of Lucie! Wishing you were
- going to France at this time of day!"
-
- "However, I am not going," said Charles Darnay, with a smile. "It is
- more to the purpose that you say you are."
-
- "And I am, in plain reality. The truth is, my dear Charles," Mr. Lorry
- glanced at the distant House, and lowered his voice, "you can have no
- conception of the difficulty with which our business is transacted,
- and of the peril in which our books and papers over yonder are involved.
- The Lord above knows what the compromising consequences would be to
- numbers of people, if some of our documents were seized or destroyed;
- and they might be, at any time, you know, for who can say that Paris
- is not set afire to-day, or sacked to-morrow! Now, a judicious selection
- from these with the least possible delay, and the burying of them,
- or otherwise getting of them out of harm's way, is within the power
- (without loss of precious time) of scarcely any one but myself,
- if any one. And shall I hang back, when Tellson's knows this and says
- this--Tellson's, whose bread I have eaten these sixty years--because
- I am a little stiff about the joints? Why, I am a boy, sir, to half
- a dozen old codgers here!"
-
- "How I admire the gallantry of your youthful spirit, Mr. Lorry."
-
- "Tut! Nonsense, sir!--And, my dear Charles," said Mr. Lorry, glancing
- at the House again, "you are to remember, that getting things out of
- Paris at this present time, no matter what things, is next to an
- impossibility. Papers and precious matters were this very day brought
- to us here (I speak in strict confidence; it is not business-like to
- whisper it, even to you), by the strangest bearers you can imagine,
- every one of whom had his head hanging on by a single hair as he
- passed the Barriers. At another time, our parcels would come and go,
- as easily as in business-like Old England; but now, everything
- is stopped."
-
- "And do you really go to-night?"
-
- "I really go to-night, for the case has become too pressing to
- admit of delay."
-
- "And do you take no one with you?"
-
- "All sorts of people have been proposed to me, but I will have
- nothing to say to any of them. I intend to take Jerry. Jerry has
- been my bodyguard on Sunday nights for a long time past and I am used
- to him. Nobody will suspect Jerry of being anything but an English
- bull-dog, or of having any design in his head but to fly at anybody
- who touches his master."
-
- "I must say again that I heartily admire your gallantry and
- youthfulness."
-
- "I must say again, nonsense, nonsense! When I have executed this
- little commission, I shall, perhaps, accept Tellson's proposal to retire
- and live at my ease. Time enough, then, to think about growing old."
-
- This dialogue had taken place at Mr. Lorry's usual desk, with Monseigneur
- swarming within a yard or two of it, boastful of what he would do to
- avenge himself on the rascal-people before long. It was too much the
- way of Monseigneur under his reverses as a refugee, and it was much
- too much the way of native British orthodoxy, to talk of this terrible
- Revolution as if it were the only harvest ever known under the skies
- that had not been sown--as if nothing had ever been done, or omitted
- to be done, that had led to it--as if observers of the wretched
- millions in France, and of the misused and perverted resources that
- should have made them prosperous, had not seen it inevitably coming,
- years before, and had not in plain words recorded what they saw. Such
- vapouring, combined with the extravagant plots of Monseigneur for the
- restoration of a state of things that had utterly exhausted itself,
- and worn out Heaven and earth as well as itself, was hard to be endured
- without some remonstrance by any sane man who knew the truth. And it
- was such vapouring all about his ears, like a troublesome confusion of
- blood in his own head, added to a latent uneasiness in his mind, which
- had already made Charles Darnay restless, and which still kept him so.
-
- Among the talkers, was Stryver, of the King's Bench Bar, far on his
- way to state promotion, and, therefore, loud on the theme: broaching
- to Monseigneur, his devices for blowing the people up and
- exterminating them from the face of the earth, and doing without them:
- and for accomplishing many similar objects akin in their nature to
- the abolition of eagles by sprinkling salt on the tails of the race.
- Him, Darnay heard with a particular feeling of objection; and Darnay
- stood divided between going away that he might hear no more, and
- remaining to interpose his word, when the thing that was to be, went
- on to shape itself out.
-
- The House approached Mr. Lorry, and laying a soiled and unopened
- letter before him, asked if he had yet discovered any traces of the
- person to whom it was addressed? The House laid the letter down so
- close to Darnay that he saw the direction--the more quickly because
- it was his own right name. The address, turned into English, ran:
-
- "Very pressing. To Monsieur heretofore the Marquis St. Evremonde,
- of France. Confided to the cares of Messrs. Tellson and Co., Bankers,
- London, England."
-
- On the marriage morning, Doctor Manette bad made it his one urgent
- and express request to Charles Darnay, that the secret of this name
- should be--unless he, the Doctor, dissolved the obligation--kept
- inviolate between them. Nobody else knew it to be his name; his own
- wife had no suspicion of the fact; Mr. Lorry could have none.
-
- "No," said Mr. Lorry, in reply to the House; "I have referred it,
- I think, to everybody now here, and no one can tell me where this
- gentleman is to be found."
-
- The hands of the clock verging upon the hour of closing the Bank,
- there was a general set of the current of talkers past Mr. Lorry's
- desk. He held the letter out inquiringly; and Monseigneur looked at
- it, in the person of this plotting and indignant refugee; and
- Monseigneur looked at it in the person of that plotting and indignant
- refugee; and This, That, and The Other, all had something disparaging
- to say, in French or in English, concerning the Marquis who was not
- to be found.
-
- "Nephew, I believe--but in any case degenerate successor--of the
- polished Marquis who was murdered," said one. "Happy to say, I never
- knew him."
-
- "A craven who abandoned his post," said another--this Monseigneur
- had been got out of Paris, legs uppermost and half suffocated, in a
- load of hay--"some years ago."
-
- "Infected with the new doctrines," said a third, eyeing the direction
- through his glass in passing; "set himself in opposition to the last
- Marquis, abandoned the estates when he inherited them, and left them
- to the ruffian herd. They will recompense him now, I hope,
- as he deserves."
-
- "Hey?" cried the blatant Stryver. "Did he though? Is that the sort
- of fellow? Let us look at his infamous name. D--n the fellow!"
-
- Darnay, unable to restrain himself any longer, touched Mr. Stryver on
- the shoulder, and said:
-
- "I know the fellow."
-
- "Do you, by Jupiter?" said Stryver. "I am sorry for it."
-
- "Why?"
-
- "Why, Mr. Darnay? D'ye hear what he did? Don't ask, why,
- in these times."
-
- "But I do ask why?"
-
- "Then I tell you again, Mr. Darnay, I am sorry for it. I am sorry to
- hear you putting any such extraordinary questions. Here is a fellow,
- who, infected by the most pestilent and blasphemous code of devilry
- that ever was known, abandoned his property to the vilest scum of the
- earth that ever did murder by wholesale, and you ask me why I am
- sorry that a man who instructs youth knows him? Well, but I'll
- answer you. I am sorry because I believe there is contamination in
- such a scoundrel. That's why."
-
- Mindful of the secret, Darnay with great difficulty checked himself,
- and said: "You may not understand the gentleman."
-
- "I understand how to put YOU in a corner, Mr. Darnay," said Bully
- Stryver, "and I'll do it. If this fellow is a gentleman, I DON'T
- understand him. You may tell him so, with my compliments. You may
- also tell him, from me, that after abandoning his worldly goods and
- position to this butcherly mob, I wonder he is not at the head of them.
- But, no, gentlemen," said Stryver, looking all round, and snapping his
- fingers, "I know something of human nature, and I tell you that you'll
- never find a fellow like this fellow, trusting himself to the mercies
- of such precious PROTEGES. No, gentlemen; he'll always show 'em
- a clean pair of heels very early in the scuffle, and sneak away."
-
- With those words, and a final snap of his fingers, Mr. Stryver
- shouldered himself into Fleet-street, amidst the general approbation
- of his hearers. Mr. Lorry and Charles Darnay were left alone at the
- desk, in the general departure from the Bank.
-
- "Will you take charge of the letter?" said Mr. Lorry. "You know
- where to deliver it?"
-
- "I do."
-
- "Will you undertake to explain, that we suppose it to have been
- addressed here, on the chance of our knowing where to forward it,
- and that it has been here some time?"
-
- "I will do so. Do you start for Paris from here?"
-
- "From here, at eight."
-
- "I will come back, to see you off."
-
- Very ill at ease with himself, and with Stryver and most other men,
- Darnay made the best of his way into the quiet of the Temple,
- opened the letter, and read it. These were its contents:
-
-
- "Prison of the Abbaye, Paris.
-
- "June 21, 1792.
- "MONSIEUR HERETOFORE THE MARQUIS.
-
- "After having long been in danger of my life at the hands of the
- village, I have been seized, with great violence and indignity, and
- brought a long journey on foot to Paris. On the road I have suffered
- a great deal. Nor is that all; my house has been destroyed--razed
- to the ground.
-
- "The crime for which I am imprisoned, Monsieur heretofore the
- Marquis, and for which I shall be summoned before the tribunal, and
- shall lose my life (without your so generous help), is, they tell me,
- treason against the majesty of the people, in that I have acted
- against them for an emigrant. It is in vain I represent that I have
- acted for them, and not against, according to your commands. It is
- in vain I represent that, before the sequestration of emigrant
- property, I had remitted the imposts they had ceased to pay; that I
- had collected no rent; that I had had recourse to no process. The
- only response is, that I have acted for an emigrant, and where is
- that emigrant?
-
- "Ah! most gracious Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, where is that
- emigrant? I cry in my sleep where is he? I demand of Heaven, will
- he not come to deliver me? No answer. Ah Monsieur heretofore the
- Marquis, I send my desolate cry across the sea, hoping it may perhaps
- reach your ears through the great bank of Tilson known at Paris!
-
- "For the love of Heaven, of justice, of generosity, of the honour of
- your noble name, I supplicate you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis,
- to succour and release me. My fault is, that I have been true to you.
- Oh Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I pray you be you true to me!
-
- "From this prison here of horror, whence I every hour tend nearer
- and nearer to destruction, I send you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis,
- the assurance of my dolorous and unhappy service.
-
-
- "Your afflicted,
-
- "Gabelle."
-
-
- The latent uneasiness in Darnay's mind was roused to vigourous life
- by this letter. The peril of an old servant and a good one, whose
- only crime was fidelity to himself and his family, stared him so
- reproachfully in the face, that, as he walked to and fro in the Temple
- considering what to do, he almost hid his face from the passersby.
-
- He knew very well, that in his horror of the deed which had culminated
- the bad deeds and bad reputation of the old family house, in his
- resentful suspicions of his uncle, and in the aversion with which his
- conscience regarded the crumbling fabric that he was supposed to
- uphold, he had acted imperfectly. He knew very well, that in his love
- for Lucie, his renunciation of his social place, though by no means
- new to his own mind, had been hurried and incomplete. He knew that
- he ought to have systematically worked it out and supervised it, and
- that he had meant to do it, and that it had never been done.
-
- The happiness of his own chosen English home, the necessity of being
- always actively employed, the swift changes and troubles of the time
- which bad followed on one another so fast, that the events of this
- week annihilated the immature plans of last week, and the events of
- the week following made all new again; he knew very well, that to the
- force of these circumstances he had yielded:--not without disquiet,
- but still without continuous and accumulating resistance. That he
- had watched the times for a time of action, and that they had shifted
- and struggled until the time had gone by, and the nobility were
- trooping from France by every highway and byway, and their property
- was in course of confiscation and destruction, and their very names
- were blotting out, was as well known to himself as it could be to any
- new authority in France that might impeach him for it.
-
- But, he had oppressed no man, he had imprisoned no man; he was so far
- from having harshly exacted payment of his dues, that he had
- relinquished them of his own will, thrown himself on a world with no
- favour in it, won his own private place there, and earned his own
- bread. Monsieur Gabelle had held the impoverished and involved estate
- on written instructions, to spare the people, to give them what little
- there was to give--such fuel as the heavy creditors would let them
- have in the winter, and such produce as could be saved from the same
- grip in the summer--and no doubt he had put the fact in plea and proof,
- for his own safety, so that it could not but appear now.
-
- This favoured the desperate resolution Charles Darnay had begun to make,
- that he would go to Paris.
-
- Yes. Like the mariner in the old story, the winds and streams had
- driven him within the influence of the Loadstone Rock, and it was
- drawing him to itself, and he must go. Everything that arose before
- his mind drifted him on, faster and faster, more and more steadily,
- to the terrible attraction. His latent uneasiness had been, that bad
- aims were being worked out in his own unhappy land by bad instruments,
- and that he who could not fail to know that he was better than they,
- was not there, trying to do something to stay bloodshed, and assert
- the claims of mercy and humanity. With this uneasiness half stifled,
- and half reproaching him, he had been brought to the pointed comparison
- of himself with the brave old gentleman in whom duty was so strong;
- upon that comparison (injurious to himself) had instantly followed
- the sneers of Monseigneur, which had stung him bitterly, and those of
- Stryver, which above all were coarse and galling, for old reasons.
- Upon those, had followed Gabelle's letter: the appeal of an innocent
- prisoner, in danger of death, to his justice, honour, and good name.
-
- His resolution was made. He must go to Paris.
-
- Yes. The Loadstone Rock was drawing him, and he must sail on, until
- he struck. He knew of no rock; he saw hardly any danger. The
- intention with which he had done what he had done, even although he
- had left it incomplete, presented it before him in an aspect that
- would be gratefully acknowledged in France on his presenting himself
- to assert it. Then, that glorious vision of doing good, which is so
- often the sanguine mirage of so many good minds, arose before him,
- and he even saw himself in the illusion with some influence to guide
- this raging Revolution that was running so fearfully wild.
-
- As he walked to and fro with his resolution made, he considered that
- neither Lucie nor her father must know of it until he was gone.
- Lucie should be spared the pain of separation; and her father, always
- reluctant to turn his thoughts towards the dangerous ground of old,
- should come to the knowledge of the step, as a step taken, and not in
- the balance of suspense and doubt. How much of the incompleteness of
- his situation was referable to her father, through the painful
- anxiety to avoid reviving old associations of France in his mind, he
- did not discuss with himself. But, that circumstance too,
- had had its influence in his course.
-
- He walked to and fro, with thoughts very busy, until it was time to
- return to Tellson's and take leave of Mr. Lorry. As soon as he
- arrived in Paris he would present himself to this old friend, but he
- must say nothing of his intention now.
-
- A carriage with post-horses was ready at the Bank door, and Jerry
- was booted and equipped.
-
- "I have delivered that letter," said Charles Darnay to Mr. Lorry.
- "I would not consent to your being charged with any written answer,
- but perhaps you will take a verbal one?"
-
- "That I will, and readily," said Mr. Lorry, "if it is not dangerous."
-
- "Not at all. Though it is to a prisoner in the Abbaye."
-
- "What is his name?" said Mr. Lorry, with his open pocket-book in his hand.
-
- "Gabelle."
-
- "Gabelle. And what is the message to the unfortunate Gabelle in prison?"
-
- "Simply, `that he has received the letter, and will come.'"
-
- "Any time mentioned?"
-
- "He will start upon his journey to-morrow night."
-
- "Any person mentioned?"
-
- "No."
-
- He helped Mr. Lorry to wrap himself in a number of coats and cloaks,
- and went out with him from the warm atmosphere of the old Bank, into
- the misty air of Fleet-street. "My love to Lucie, and to little
- Lucie," said Mr. Lorry at parting, "and take precious care of them
- till I come back." Charles Darnay shook his head and doubtfully smiled,
- as the carriage rolled away.
-
- That night--it was the fourteenth of August--he sat up late, and
- wrote two fervent letters; one was to Lucie, explaining the strong
- obligation he was under to go to Paris, and showing her, at length,
- the reasons that he had, for feeling confident that he could become
- involved in no personal danger there; the other was to the Doctor,
- confiding Lucie and their dear child to his care, and dwelling on
- the same topics with the strongest assurances. To both, he wrote
- that he would despatch letters in proof of his safety, immediately
- after his arrival.
-
- It was a hard day, that day of being among them, with the first
- reservation of their joint lives on his mind. It was a hard matter
- to preserve the innocent deceit of which they were profoundly
- unsuspicious. But, an affectionate glance at his wife, so happy and
- busy, made him resolute not to tell her what impended (he had been
- half moved to do it, so strange it was to him to act in anything
- without her quiet aid), and the day passed quickly. Early in the
- evening he embraced her, and her scarcely less dear namesake, pretending
- that he would return by-and-bye (an imaginary engagement took him out,
- and he had secreted a valise of clothes ready), and so he emerged
- into the heavy mist of the heavy streets, with a heavier heart.
-
- The unseen force was drawing him fast to itself, now, and all the
- tides and winds were setting straight and strong towards it. He left
- his two letters with a trusty porter, to be delivered half an hour
- before midnight, and no sooner; took horse for Dover; and began his
- journey. "For the love of Heaven, of justice, of generosity, of the
- honour of your noble name!" was the poor prisoner's cry with which
- he strengthened his sinking heart, as he left all that was dear on
- earth behind him, and floated away for the Loadstone Rock.
-
-
-
- The end of the second book.
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