NetNews Usenet Archive 1993 #3/NN_1993_3.iso/spool/soc/bi/18961

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From: [e-mail] (Orlando)
Subject: What the Hell am I?
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Date: Fri, 22 Jan 1993 06:39:45 GMT
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Hi all... This is my first post, and I want to know if my feelings are at all
common.

I have had exclusively hetero relationships throughout my life, all of which
I have found quite satisfying.  Yet I've found myself, on occasion, drawn
to other men in a very specific sexual way.  I want to be dominated.
I have no hesitation sucking a cock or being fucked, but the thought of
kissing a man, or having any emotional ties to one whatsoever positively
repulses me.  I've thought about this awhile, and don't think it's a latent
homophobic barrier that just needs to come down.  I really am attracted
completely to a woman's body and soul, but I can sooner engage in the most
"perverse" sexual acts with a man than hold his hand.

Am I a bastard?  Are there any who feel the same way?  I know I'm certainly
not bi in the sense that any bi community would like me to be.  Is there
any place I can find acceptance?  All comments greatfully accepted...
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