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- From: eradm@wbst845e.xerox.com (Erik Radmall)
- Newsgroups: alt.angst
- Subject: Re: I Wish There Was a God
- Message-ID: <1993Jan25.134332.24148@spectrum.xerox.com>
- Date: 25 Jan 93 13:43:32 GMT
- References: <szikopou.727721721@cunews>
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- In article 727721721@cunews, szikopou@alfred.carleton.ca (Steven Zikopoulos) writes:
- >In <C19EKD.9Cv@usenet.ucs.indiana.edu> ssalter@silver.ucs.indiana.edu (-=[SLS]=-) writes:
- >
- >>tullfan@leland.Stanford.EDU (Richard Thompson) wishes:
- >
- >>>If there were a God, then he would just destroy everything now and get it over
- >>>with instead of dragging out this long and cruel joke--surely the joke would
- >>>have gotten old by now and God can only get so much entertainment value by
- >
- >What if there is no cosmic parental figure as in the Jud.-Christ.
- >tradition.
- >What if we're god? You, me, your neighbour, the carbon in the
- >microchips of our computers....?
- >A tad pantheistic but.....just wanted to provoke some further thought.
- >
-
- I can't see how there is a paternal, anthropomorphic "god" at all. I tossed
- that notion a long time ago. I still suffer from existential angst, though.
- I mean (and we can all agree on this point here in a.a), the Buddha's First
- Noble Truth was that "Life is Suffering." He was apparently able to beat it
- with years of ascetic discipline to awaken from the world of angst. I just
- don't have that kind of discipline, which would mean that I'm bound to keep
- going round and round on the wheel of life and death until I finally get
- it right. Heidegger talked about existential dread, and Carl Jung said that
- he never had a male patient over 40 whose main problem wasn't fear of death.
- What scares the living crap out of me is having to go through countless more
- lifetimes, still. I mean, there's got to be a better way. The worst part
- of what I know about "awakening" is that you (the individual) basically get
- snuffed out. What a carrot, huh?
-
- Maybe if I just go home and recite a few more koans...
-
-
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- Erik Radmall -- eradm.wbst845e@xerox.com
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