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- Newsgroups: alt.angst
- Subject: Re: No meaning (was "Re: Why I'm such a shit")
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- Date: 4 Jan 93 01:42:48 GMT
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- sbate@atl.ge.com (stephen) wrote:
-
- : Happy, sad, scientific, unscientific, ... it doesn't matter. If you
- : look at the length of our existence compared with the age of the
- : universe, you'll see that we are so insignificant that we practically
- : don't exist at all.
-
- if you look at the length of our existence compared with that of a
- mayfly, we live forever and a day. and being dead might mean your
- consciousness has ceased, but does that mean your influence has ceased
- also? so if you define meaning in terms of influence you have on
- others, you still have meaning after you die. it all depends on what
- you value.
-
- : We march hazy-eyed to our doom with
- : only a vague feeling that something is wrong -- a feeling that maybe
- : reality is not what we think it is. If that vague feeling increases to
- : a certain level of intensity, then it becomes "angst". People try to
- : avoid angst, but real angst is the threshold of our salvation. Don't
- : avoid it. Don't "resolve" it. LISTEN TO IT! It's trying to tell us
- : something.
-
- so what? even if you were right, you've just spent half this article
- explaining to us how nothing we do can change anything. so what if
- angst is a clue that we should wake up? are you saying you're better
- off and somehow less doomed if you realize that you're doomed? cows
- that fight get just as dead as cows that march quietly to the
- slaughterhouse.
-
- the only meaning in life is what you assign to it. i choose to try to
- make my life please me. what it means to anyone else really isn't in
- my control or anything i care about. that's how i deal with angst and
- the meaninglessness of it all in the cosmic scope of things.
-
- --
- sine | deb
- there isn't a direct correlation between suffering and nobility.
- i admire people who know that life sucks and insist on enjoying it anyway.
-