what do you do when EVERY FUCKING THING you have to offer, freely and openly given over to her in order to serve as the Elmer's that sticks you together for however long Elmer's is supposed to last, which is pretty damn long because i still have gold spray-painted macaroni stuck to a flimsy paper plate cut in the shape of a christmas tree star from 25 years ago, is not enough, and you're empty from trying and all you want is for the FUCKING GLUE TO STICK and it just won't, because she's pretty sure she's already moved on?

what do you do then, when it's only the hum of the refrigerator and a shattered world ahead? huh? WHAT THE FUCK do you then?