god ..........I really don't know what to say it is all in the title :( I mean nothing is changing my life is still the same I still have no-one I can reallly talk to and confide in.The people who caused me so much shit are still around and none of that is gone away.It jusst all seems like it is never going to change and whaat is the point if it won't?I need a fresh staart but still within the life I have and I don't know how I am going to do that.Does anyone have advice ,is no-one else like me, am I really this alone??Please don't ignore me I can't take it any more.................
Sometimes I get REAL depressed. I mean cry and lie in your bed all day depressed. I can't really give you much advice though 'cos I have always managed to get out of my depression but at the time though I felt like you. I thought my life was crappy, I was useless etc. and that my life was never gonna change. It did - and for you, IT WILL. It takes time... just wait.
I know it might seem hard to believe, but things generally do get better as you get older. From my recollection, the teen years were pretty miserable, things definitely got better as I got into my 20s. Hang in there.
This is gonna sound dumb but when severe depression set in with me i got my hair chopped dyed and got a new wardrobe and confidence ooozed from my every pore and people wanted to be around the new more confident and happier me.This may not work for you but thinkabout a new look, new personality and new way of thinking and it should really help...it did for me,it may sound really basic but it really made me feel better and i've been asked out by loadsa good looking lads since then..dont get me wrong i changed for me but when i felt better ebout meself so did others...If you dont respect and like yourself no-one else will...make out a list of your good points and look at it occasinaly..it really helped my friend.......
By Cheeky on Sunday, October 4, 1998 - 01:45 pm:
xx
P.S. Leave me your email add if u want and I will email you.
By Endora on Sunday, October 4, 1998 - 04:24 pm:
Just gonna do it,
I know it's hard, but if you want a fresh start, try to just make it for yourself. Some people will still react to you in the way they were used to, but ignore it & act the way you want to.I don't know much about your situation, so I can't say much more.
By Anonymous on Thursday, October 8, 1998 - 05:18 pm:
Orio